After all these years
It has actually come to an end
We cannot be lovers
We cannot be friends
Last night was a hard one
Lots of tears and pain
I think I cried so much
That my head is going insane
We held eachother persistantly
Never wanting to move on
We looked in one anothers eyes
And knew the answer all along
What was best isn't what we wanted
But we can't have everything we want in life
It was so hard to walk out that door
Without all the feeling of sadness and strife
So I did it oh so quickly
So that I wouldn't turn back
It hurt, trust me
Love for you isn't what I lack
I don't even know what to write now
I'm stuck and I can't think
All these tears keep on flowing
My nosed stuffed, can barely breathe
I miss you so much
But I know that we can never be
I dno't want this either
But this is best you have to see
Seeing all those tears
Briskly falling from your eyes
Please stop, don't look at me
I don't want to cry
Each day I seem to get more distant
More far away and weak
But you are what kept me together
Now I guess I have to go seek
I begged you not to leave me
Cried so much I can't bare it
But I didn't matter
I really don't feel that you wanted it
Yes, I love you very much
And I told you that I would move on
But don't ever thing for a second
That I will let go, that is wrong
So here it is, my last goodbye
This hurts but my heart will mend
Have a happy life without me
And go make yourself a new girlfriend
done by christine .