You can tell me to do what you want me to do. I will not obey. You can tell me how to live my life, but I will not comply. You can determine what my future will be, but I will surprise you.
The balance of control between humans is not limited to or by any means confined to a single modular space in the brain. Not everyone has the ability to easily sit back and allow nature to be the guiding torch. Some just cannot follow the rules of physics while others shun the idea of going by what is appointed.
Humans are not mechanical, they are not programmed formats that can be wiped clean or started over. The program that is started from birth is the one that will be the leading factor for the rest of their life. Be it for the greater good, or for the darkest evils.
I cannot, I will not, I do not agree to be anything, but what and who I can be. I do not answer to commands or demands. I will not bend over and take it in the ass because you think I should. Authority in general leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
Some perhaps older or younger are a far more wiser variety than I, but they do not hold the brain capacity in which I hold it and with that capacity I carry the weight of my own decisions and by standing products of those decisions. They do not know the inner workings of me.
No one can truly say they know another person from the inside out, soul to soul. This is not mentally, scientifically, or metamorphasly able to happen.
Do I believe in soul mates? Yes, they are two different souls, their auras of variential shades from another in which they will eventually combine, and blend into one big beautiful aura. Their souls are not the other half of another, but rather a piece of a puzzle that complete's them. Soul mates are typically found in those opposite of one another like light and dark.
Do I believe in love at first sight, word, sound? Yes. Love can be found at the very hint of our being, it can ring true from senses into our core and rip into our hearts like a hurricane before we have enough time to say hello to the one that we know we love. There is nothing in this world more elusive or magical than love itself.
So I will not be the things you want me to be. I am not the geisha doll willing to give in. I cannot and will not do as you demand, so I will submit.
