The photoshoot for the summer fun catalog...it insnt that I wouldnt like to do it. But I have to be a grown up now and realize that my modeling career is over. Such as it was. And it was never that great! lol
:( ok that makes me sad but still its true...theres no Victoria Secret or Sports Illustrated layouts in my future. But that is ok.
I left CA a long time ago...to go back home and to pursue my MBA..because as mom always said, beauty is as beauty does! lol I figured I would need something to fall back on after I dont have my "Looks to fall back on" (thanks MOM) still its true, and the truth can be a painful thing..but we all need someone in our lives who will tell us the TRUTH! no matter what.
So I have to take a pass on that job. It will just compromise my position in the company and I value my job and hope to move up in the company. I cant take a chance that this will damage my chances..
Back in the day girls were doing all kinds of work for shady publications just to make ends meet. I often wonder what happened to them. I think if I had stayed I might have done the same..
So I guess everything happens for a reason..
Im glad there are no skeletons in my closet to come back to haunt ME...lol
I guess its all good.
RIGHT?
