so a friend of mine has tried to tell me that in order to be part of the crowd of people whoo look to be so inlove and shit that u have to present urself to the world by offering urself to them... i however dont think that is propper.
it just gives u a title as a slut, a liar, a possible cheat and how the hell do u know wut people have hiding up thiere places? ew.
so here i dont understand still how all these ugly girls with bad manners can walk around with great guys at thiere side, and here i am prolly the best person in the world to know, a little better looking than them, who has a job and knows where she stands and here i am... with nothing, but envy
so since there is no explination to law of attraction i give up!!!!
so if anyone reads this and they are conicdering.. forget about it... im only about friends now
if i have to chose to between being a slut or being perfectly me and out of trobule or any of that crazy stuff then im going with #2 id rather be dead than be a slut or open my legs for some guy.
if there are miricles and someday someone finds and interest in me , i just might stop and think about giving it a go but for now im done searching :-)
