I have come to realize that I really do not like myself much! I realized that I do not respect myself much! I realized that I know what real love is and don't have it where it should be! I have realized that a part of me is dying each day but something new is growing and that is true beauty, intelligence and love! Sure I share it with friends but I want more. Perhaps it is selfish of me to want more but we were not meant to be alone! I want to share it with someone who appreciates what I give and will gladly return all those things without thinking! Each day is a new adventure and a new day to take full advantage of life! Life is too short to sit here and waste time wondering...I am going to find out :)