Rarely do I blog twice in one night.
I can't seem to sleep.
My heart and my brain are fighting against each other.
My heart is longing for love.
A real love.
Not just some virtual bullshit.
I don't have a long laundry list of faults.
My heart aches to be touched by another soul.
But no one wants to take that risk.
I'm slipping deeper into this fucked up depression.
I can't find the U-turn back.
I need your arms around me.
I long for your touch.
Your heart beating in time with mine.
Wanting me as though life would stop with out me.
I must be delusional.
Or maybe the fog is just too thick.
Just reach out and touch me.
I'm not far.
My whole life is yours for the taking.
Dammit. :(
