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The Most Wanted Outlaw's blog: "Poetry"

created on 07/10/2010  |  http://fubar.com/poetry/b334249

Sleepless

..many waken sleepless nights, i think to myself and what i have become to accomplish the goals and the attitude i bring to myself.and yet i wonder if many things back then was well worth it or i set a bad example on the actions, i have did or said to make myself feel this way.unwanted,broken hear ted that i still have inside me with these missing pieces of my life that is not there anymore. but i wonder how i could change it and cont on being someone i wanted to be and not the fool everyone thought i was or turning out to be at the time or down the road in the future.the ways of many directions i have went and yet i seem to follow the wrong ones many times then not to let myself end up with the bs and foolish drama mistakes to let me end up with these many emotions i have felt threw out time. sometimes i just only wish i could just go back and hit like a button or took just that one step to make me think that i may have did alot wrong or just that one thing that started it all to take me down these many unlovely and sad roads that many people other then myself has seen before.but it some ways i might be able to compare or in some way could express the same as other people might do about these things, not all of us want to see it or want to hear it enough to believe it and so for. sometimes i almost believe in some of these songs and the music i listen to speak to me in signs that i need to do things better or complete a different task on making myself a better person or see things a lot different mostly what i have thought and seen since i have travel down this road that many people call love but yet some may call it becoming more of an adult and exploring the world and wonders of it but in the end everything right about it and there is no wrong answers unless u see something that be a lil different to make you feel and say "that maybe this is not the way to go and see if this will be better and go from there". but whatever you may decide and go with hopefully it makes your a better person and believe it will work and pay off one day and not end up with some of these stories of poetry that i have cont to write when i feel the needs of it but until the next time and future ones to come hope everything shall be better in the end. 

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