BrightEyedArtist's blog: "ME"

created on 05/21/2007 | http://fubar.com/me/b84553 | 4 followers

posted on 03/29/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:03&nbs-07:00;am

-Slave
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I hear you distinctly, as you walk away & under your breath you call me a bitch. Irony is how much closer you are to it.
Recognitions or validation of your own fits. And the deep impact, due to the result of your lack of responsibility in owning it.
Back & forth you go, but only when it serves you. Stirring the pot. When others are at their weakest. You take their confidence when they come to you to vent. You betray & use their words as tools for a tactic. Ignoring the impact. Compounding the issues. Digging deeper. Stepping aside, avoiding what you created. Being jaded & enforcing/inflicting others w/it. Insisting on making them taste the very jaded indifference you taste on a constant, while desperately you insist upon others to keep the very taste you keep on a constant in the back of their mouths. Cause you cant get it out of yours. Pick & praud, seemingly as a kind trusted kindred. The very way you like it. To gain your tools of manipulation. Only to make any one regret it. Wishing they never trusted. Hating you for jading them. As they watch you torment them, degrade them & insist,...insist, just how you should never been/be trusted. Simply cause you pretend to be a trusted & kind kindred. When, what to you, is nothing less then survival. Youre dependence on all others life long wrongs is imparative. & your only way to make it or to get along. One after another your back & forth & should they talk seriously? Stand their in utter contempt? Accepting what you in every way created & refuse the end. Deserving result, when those you betray bring back to you, every ounce of every one you betrayed. Anything they decide to vent, you more then deserve it. You've earned it, the deep jading youve insisted on fueling. Only after seeding it. Inhumane & gross amount on multiple levels of contempt riddled with resentment. You made that. Its your tools of manipulation, all out of survival. You dont even love yourself! Its impossible for you to truly love anyone else. Yeah,. you kick em when their down. Now thats grossly shallow & some.

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