IT SEEMS AS IF EVERY TIME I PUT MY HEART OUT ON THE LINE I GET HURT. LOSING A HUSBAND OF FIVE YEARS AND SOMEONE ELSE THAT UNDERSTANDS ME AND KNOWS ME BETTER THEN THE BACK OF MY HAND ALL I HAVE LOOKED FOR IS AN ESCAPE FOR MY PAIN. I SEEM TO FALL FOR LOSERS AND ITS LIKE I HAVE A STICKY POST IT ON MY HEAD THAT SAY HEY IM A LOSER MAGNET PAY ATTENTION TO ME. I'M TIRED OF DEALING WITH THE DRAMA I JUST WANT AN ESCAPE OUT AND A WAY TO MAKE THE PAIN GO WAY. I HAVE THIS HATERED FOR A MAN THAT HAS DONE NOTHING WORNG AND HAVE LOOKED FOR REASONS TO CHASE HIM OFF CAUSE I LIVE WITH REGERTS EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE. I DONT WANNA LIVE WITH THE HATRED ANYMORE BUT CANT SEEM TO LET IT GO
