So shiny silver
i hold it in my hands
and wonder
in a split second
it could do so much damage
it lay cold in my palm
wanting the taste of blood
wrist stomach neck head
so many choices
i need help
should i or not
if so where
cold in my palm
i choose wrist
slice it across
how deep how far in
watching red ooze
out of the slash
i wonder if i did it
or not
waiting, a pool of blood
i pass out
and never come back again
