How many time can you ask is he/she really the right one for me? How many ways can you investigate the ups and downs with a person before you determine they are NOT the right one? For some people it takes no time at all and with others, it took the tragedy of my daughters loss for me to truly close the book.
I suffer from incurable hope. Most times that is a good thing and it has seen me through a great many dark places in my life, but it has also caused me trouble.
I know there are many people out there that feel judged and possibly persecuted by people for the way they are or for bad choices that you have made in your life and it is a sad sad fact that many people do judge because of those things but when should hope and chances be set aside to make sure that you have a safer and better life than the one you are living? When is enough enough and how when hope is sometimes the only thing that has kept you going, do you set it aside to be free of a hard life and pick up the pieces of you and your remaining child to have a good LIFE instead of holding to a stale/stalled one?
If anyone knows... please let me know
