How does one cure a broken heart? How do they find a way out of the dark abyss of their sorrows? I feel so empty inside and I don't know how to shake this depression. I am not talking over any guys, this is more personal, more painful. Those closest to me know what I am talking about. It hurts so bad to not be able to talk to him, hold him, kiss him...HUG him...he was and is my life and with him gone I feel like my world has crumbled around me. Sometimes I don't know why I even bother with anything. Sighs... I miss him so much, I cry myself to sleep thinking about him. I don't know why they are keeping him from me...I didn't do anything wrong to deserve this torture. All I am guilty of is being human and loving him with all of my being...my son was the sunshine in my life and now without him in my life...it is dark and cold.
