hang on to it all...trust me somethings you dont wanna let go of....sometimes tho you let go of things you dont want to....to save someone else or to help someone else....what happens when you need to give up yourself and walk away from a life you wish and want more than anything...sometimes yo ucan be the same and feel the same for a very long time till that one thing changes it all....changes the way you think the way you whole mind works....unfortunately its not always a good thing....its not always a safe thing....so when those times come make sure you dont what your doing....if you know you have to hide away do it....even feeling the best about someone....sometimes you just dont deserve getting the good....some will always know the bad...to those just hide....just stay safe...its easier and alot less pain for a lot of people...this is some advice i have to learn again....and some way some how i will....some way i will get back to the mind set of bein safe....the mind set of a dark world that only i will know