A poem on how I feel.... yeah, it's sad, but true! *sigh*
Why?
Why is it you always want someone you can’t have?
Always aching, needing, wanting, but never getting anywhere.
Alone, still, with a heart full of love to give…
Wanting to give it to that one who will give it back
Is something wrong with me?
Am I not good enough to be loved?
There seems to always be someone better
And they take my chance away with someone I want.
Being 2nd best really does put a damper on my heart
It makes me wonder if I will ever find that someone
Who will love me with all they got?
I believe I deserve someone who will treat me good
Not like my last one, who abused me with words.
All I have left is to give my sadness to God.
And hope and pray he will find me someday
A love I’ve been wanting for all my life…
