I honestly don't know what to do anymore. So much shit is on my mind right now. I can't even begin to put into words whats going on in my mind. I got a bit of good news last week friday. I'm now full time at work. I now have a steady, stable job. A job that offers me benefits, Paid vaction and all the good shit. Which is stuff I really need. Well the benefits. I haven't had insurance since I was 19 years old and I am almost 24 now. A couple more months and I'll be 24. I am not really looking forward to the holidays or my birthday. Its gonna be a bummer.
