You look at me and you don't see
Hide it all inside so well
I am infested with your sickness
You call me sinner
You elevate me as a saint
You can't seem to see
The disease in me comes from all of you
I'm not what you think
I'm less than what I feel
I've broken myself too many times trying
I've sacrificed myself too many times dying
I take what is given and hold it all in
Pray I don't let it out again
I will keep all I have recieved
I have given up on what I once believed
Fingers dragging across numb skin
I can't feel when more illness is put in
You can never purge me
I refuse to let this out
I will not infect the world
I suffer that others may not
