i am really fucking tired of it.im up front with pretty much everything when i meet new people because ive been fucked over a lot.you know what ive found out? people are just going to keep fucking me over and making me feel like shit, and people are going to keep letting me down.im fucking sick of crying over jerks and im sick of crying period.i guess thats really all i will ever have in store for me, people who just want to hurt me and if thats the case then ill just be a fucking lone for the rest of my life.