im sick of giving a fuck about anything any more. ive been talking to recruiters and figuring out a way to get back in. they say if i can produce a clean bill of health that i can get back to my old unit. i just cant take anymore of the shit here at home anymore but im still wishing i had a reason to stay for a particular person. but thats not gonna happen. might as well just say fuck it and go back to war...
