loli's blog: "Should go to bed"

Once again it's pat 4am and I'm up it's just so hard to go right to bed after work. I didn't get out till 2am I got there at 4pm. I don't mind the overtime is nice my last check had 90 hours on it. The only problem is I feel so tired in the morning but once I'm up for a couple hours I'm up till 3-4 in the morning....

I have not ben able to fall asleep.I'm just not tired I go in at 4 or 5 I'm like ok I have to go in and I lay there for 30 minutes to an hour. Maybe it's sex deprivation since I got the new position at work I get less sex. That's all that's changed.

So My co-manager has all this faith in me and I wish he didn't. He put totally unreal expectations on me tonight and I stayed almost 2 hours late and still couldn't get it done I finally gave up. I just hope he doesn't yell at me tomorrow.