So, I got sent home from work yesturday right..... because Im sick, and I couldnt help myself from running to the bathroom to puke about every 20 minutes. So.... I went to the doctor today...and I have asthma, and I have broncitus and pnemonia shit again...on medication for that..... 2 different inhalors and antibiotics. Well, I also took a pregnancy test. Mind you, I have a IUD (intra uterine device) that protects a female from getting pregnant for 5 years. The test came up negitive....but thats not all. I had a pap smear and a test ran to make sure I dont have HPV again (human papilla virus)... Its contracted from having too much sex, with too many sex partners... YES, I guess you can say I was a promiscus girl when I was younger..... that is what caused me to get my cervical cancer when I was pregnant with Jacob. She also made sure that my IUD is still in place. And to my surprise, There is No IUD!!!! HOW THE FUCK CAN IT NOT BE THERE?!?!? So, my doctor ordered me a ultrasound.... I can be pregnant still, because if the IUD was pushed up into my cervix they wouldnt be able to detect the pregnancy, and also, if I am pregnant and the Iud is up there, I will have to 100% have a abortion, and most likely have a full hysterectamy (depends on the damage caused by the IUD in my cervix.)
SOO...WHAT THE FUCK AM I GONNA DO?
SHIT ON MY LIFE SOME MORE PLEASE!!!!!!
LIKE IVE HAD ENOUGH BULLSHIT AND ILLNESS IN MY 21 YEARS OF LIFE THAN MOST PEOPLE HAVE IN THEIR WHOLE ENTIRE FUCKING LIFETIME..........
not only to mention Im broke, and want food..... im on 5 different meds and OH YEH, TONIGHT IS MY LAST NIGHT SMOKING CIGARETTES SO IM GONNA BE ONE BIG FUCKING BITCH, SO WATCH OUT TO WHOEVER COMES IN MY WAY!!!
