MAYBE IT'S JUST THE WEATHER, BUT I REALIZE I MISS THIS SHIT. BY THAT I MEAN I MISS BACK WHEN FRIENDS AND I JUST USED TO GO OUT AND DO SHIT. I MEAN I REMEMBER WHEN PEOPLE DIDN'T HAVE AGENDAS. DIDN'T WORRY ABOUT GETTING IN TROUBLE, OR WHO SAID WHAT TO WHO.
I REMEMBER WHEN ME AND A GROUP OF FRIENDS USED TO DRIVE AROUND FOR HOURS, WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL FROM SOMEONE SAYING THEY GOT A SPOT TO GO TO AND SHIT TO DRINK OR DO. STANDING IN A DARK FIELD OR A BACKYARD, SIPPING ON WHATEVER SHIT THE 21 OR OLDER FUCKER IN THE GROUP COULD GET BOOZE, USUALLY MILLER HIGH, BOONES FARM, OR IF LUCKY A KEG OF MILLER. EVERYONE SCREAMING, PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THE MOST PETTY OF SHIT, BUT AT THE TIME SEEMED LIKE A REAL ISSUE. AFTER THAT, YOU WENT SOMEWHERE ELSE, AVOIDING ROADBLOCKS, PULLING OVER TO BUY MORE BOOZE, OR PICK SOMEONE ELSE UP. WINDING UP GETTING RIDES FROM WHO THE FUCK KNOWS, BUT LOVING IT ALL THE SAME.
NOW THOUGH IT SEEMS EVERYTHING HAS TO BE PREPLANNED, AND IT'S PISSING ME OFF. I WANT IT BACK TO WHERE DRINKING, FUCKING AND FIGHTING WERE A NIGHTLY ACCURANCE. INSTEAD IT'S PLANS AND WHAT NOT. IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. I WANT EVERYONE NOT TO GIVE A FUCK AGAIN. THROWN IN A COUPLE OF BUCKS, HAVE A GOOD TIME, THEN TRY AND DO IT AGAIN THE NEXT NIGHT. I KNOW I'M PROLLY SOUNDING SAPPY AS FUCK BUT SHIT. WHAT HAPPENED? EVERYONE IS TO FUCKING SERIOUS NOW. MAYBE IT'S JUST ME WHO HAS NOTICED, BUT IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT.
I'M PROLLY GETTING LAUGHED AT NOW, BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. YOU EVER FEEL LIKE NOT GIVING A SHIT ANYMORE, AND JUST GOING OUT AND DOING SHIT FOR THE HELL OF IT HIT ME UP. IF NOT, FUCK OFF, GO TO HELL, AND DIE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.
