so...for those of u who knew, i went college hunting yesterday. let's just say i remember why i hate senior searches and i have just one more to survive. i'm applyin early to redlands and mayb gettysburg or pizter/scripps and ursinus will be regular. let's say it was an...interesting day and road trips call for sunglasses and shorts (and NOT black shirts or blankets or sweatshirts). diners really mend any arguments suffered throughout the day...that and a gettysburg battlefield that has stories of my class runnin up and down the bloody hills to "renact" the stupid battle (the south won).
dad likes don omar. i begged to stop and buy a cd at a walmart and bought don omar's king of kings that has "angelito" (the song in the previous blog) on it. it was that or the cd wit "reggeaton latino remix" or "ella y yo".
yes, i'v been havin guy problems and from the recommendation of a friend, i'm stayin away from IM of any kind and mayb reclaim my social life that i give up to chat to friends online for about 2 days. jimmy knows, and whoever else i told last night (thank you guys). i miss my hookah and smokin cigs, and this year i really have to pull my grades up from last yr.
i had another breakdown last night, they come more frequently. jamie said he's rather have me cry than try to die again. lonnie says he'll b there when i need him but he has his college to survive. jimmy tries to stop me from TX, and damon and kevin (both of them) worry about me constantly. brina, megan, samantha all worry too...i cant tell people that live close or go to my school (cept lonnie cuz he knows to keep his mouth shut) cuz they'll rat me out to my teachers and THEN life will really be shot to hell...
mayb i'll post the reasons as to why i breakdown as they come to me in another blog entry but for now, this one is done.
~ace~
PS: the new profile song is one of two funeral songs i wish could play if i die.
