Dsoul's blog: "She's Electric"

They had finished making love – wistful and tremendously fulfilling it had been – she had excused herself and gone into the bathroom to do whatever intrinsic thing that women normally often do whenever they head off into the bathroom after having sex, while Jeff remained there on the bed, reflecting on the just concluded sex, wondering when was the last time he ever had it so good with such an electric lady – if only Sandra wasn’t so dull as she always is in bed – he thought, thinking about his wife. Jeff also reflected on how young and agile he’d suddenly begun feeling ever since he hooked up with Vera. How smart, vivacious, and overwhelmingly exciting she always is, both in bed and out of it. Just thinking about what they’d done in bed today, yesterday, the day before, and the day before that one was starting to get him all excited again. Already he could feel his ‘little man’ starting to rise up back from the dead. It sure would be nice to have one more round before calling it a day.

There was the familiar sound of a toilet flushing; a few seconds later the door came open and out came Vera, still naked except for her nylon stockings. Jeff’s erection instantly shot up, raising the sheet under which he lay like a tent pole. His eyes took in everything of the lovely creature that was back in the room with him again. He pulled the sheets off his waist, revealing his throbbing erection.

“Damn girl, you’ve got me all fired up. How about we have one more round?” he grinned at her.

But instead of coming towards him, she bent and picked up her bra from where it lay on the floor and began putting it on.

“How about if we don’t,” she said, sitting on the bed’s edge while we worn on her panties. Jeff came from behind her and grasped her breasts, folding them in his hand, loving the feel it gave him.

“I’ve got another hour before my lunch break is over. Come on Vera, just one more fuck, and then I’m gone.”

She stopped what she was doing and turned around to face him. There was an earnest look on her face, though at that moment Jeff took little notice of it. He was still feeling her soft breasts even though she wasn’t responding to his touch.

“It’s a bit hard for me to say this Jeff, but I don’t think we should be seeing each other anymore.”

That caught Jeff’s attention like someone flicking a wet towel against his ear. He looked up and her, and it was then he realised that something was actually wrong – she wasn’t smiling at him. His hands slowly dropped from caressing her breasts.

“What are you talking about, Vera?”

She glanced down at her hands and sighed. “I’m saying that I don’t think it’s healthy for us to continue with this relationship thing of ours. I want to move on with my life, and I want you to do the same with yours as well.” She returned her eyes to look at him. “I deleted your number from my cell phone after you called me this morning, I’d like for you to do the same to mine later. I don’t want to see you again, neither do I want to hear from you again after today.”

Her words stung his heart deep, and he was totally dumbfounded by it all. His erection instantly lost its turgidity. “How on a minute there Vera, what’s this really about? I mean, are you serious?”

She nodded.

As he stood there staring back at her, absorbing her words, he suddenly realised how silly he must have looked right there and then: sitting on a bed in a discreet motel room, naked with his penis shrinking to a miniscule while his girlfriend told him she was cutting all links from him completely. If it wasn’t for the fact that it was happening to him and that this wasn’t some heartbreaking tale the guys often passed amongst each other when in a bar, he would have laughed. Matter of fact, he actually did feel like laughing, except his lips wouldn’t give way for his teeth to chatter.

“May I ask why? At least can you tell me that?
Did I hurt you or something?”....

“Please let’s not talk anymore about it, Jeff –”

“No, but I think we should. Please tell me, did I hurt you or do something?”

“Yes, you did,” she answered him curtly. “You’ve hurt me ever since we met, and you’ve been hurting me all this while.” She got up from the bed and began picking up the rest of her clothes from the floor; Jeff sat there like an obedient puppy that’s expecting its master to come back to bed and play. 

“Come on Vera, can’t we just talk about it?” he pleaded. “I mean, if I’ve hurt you in some way or another without knowing, then I’m sorry, okay?”

Vera finished wearing her skirt before turning around to face him; a face portrayed a mixture of anger and frustration. “I don’t want to be with you anymore, Jeff. Plain and simple – you have a wife, for God’s sake. We’re never going to leave her to be with me, and I’m sick and tired of your stupid lies. If it’s her you want to be with, then go be with her. As for me, I’m not going to play this game anymore. I’m sorry but I can’t.”

Hurriedly she wore on her blouse and her sandals, staring at herself in a mirror while she packed her hair into a bun. When she felt ready, she picked up her handbag and hung it over her shoulder and walked past him with him still seated there on the bed, looking ridiculously stupid, not believing that his Vera was about walking out on him.

She unlocked the door and then stopped to look at him. “Goodbye, Jeff,” she said, and then opened the door, stepped out, and closed it behind her.

And that was that.

Jeff fell back on the bed, wishing that he was still dreaming. That none of what had just happened only ten minutes ago was a dream. No way, he muttered to himself. There’s no way that she’d gone and left me here. I’ll bet she’s just playing with me. That’s right, she’s playing with me – hiding behind that door, wanting to see my reaction. In the next minute she’s going to open that door, laughing at me, and come running into my arms again, just as she always does. I’ll give her two minutes ... yes, that’s what I’ll give her, two minutes. And then that door is going to come open and she’ll be back in here, and we’ll make love like we’ve never done before.

But two minutes came and went and the door never opened – she never came back. Jeff wished for a hole in the ground to open and swallow him up, but even that didn’t happen, too.