you watch me
i see you all the time
where ever i go i know you're around
it's a strange mix
of
fear
and
curiosity
that makes me search crowds
for your face
you stalk me
you say i'm exotic
a strange and quirky girl who arouses
a mixture of
curiosity
and
lust
that makes you seek me out restlessly
and covet me
you want me
but i'm not yours
and i never willingly will be
a combination of
anger
and
desire
is painted on your face
when i see you
it makes me afraid
afraid to go out at night
to drive aimlessly and feel the excitement
that beautiful life
freedom
and
peace
that i used to own is fled
because you showed up
what will you do
when you finally decide
that i'm not going to evade you any more?
that is my greatest fear
terror
and
panic
sometimes grip me in the night
why can't you leave me alone?
one day i'm afraid
that you'll grab me
on a darkened street or in my own home
and spirit me away
i ponder
and
wonder
what it is that i did to draw your eye
and how can i make it stop
she's a beautiful girl
and she's living in fear
because you follow her and make her afraid
that when you strike she'll be
powerless
and
alone
and whatever will happen to her dreams
when you tear her soul apart?
