I lost my beloved JoEllen off this site today, I was so sad to see her go, but I understand her reasoning completely. She is tired of the drama, jealousy, and perverts that stalk this site regularly. I know that all of you know exactly what I mean . . . you have all ran into these people as well, it’s not as if they try to hide. For the most part they don’t bother me, I just ignore them and move on about my way and be done with it, but at the same time I don’t have a bf or husband that I need to worry about getting angry either. Oh and there is the fact that the biggest perverts that come to my site are the ones that I already know . . . I’m looking at you Geoff!!!!
It’s not as if she is gone from my life though, she is just across town, lol. I can still call her and go to her house and find her on myspace as well . . . I still have her to confide all of my secrets in. Despite the fact that she is no longer here she will forever remain my favorite red head with big tits (yeah I know she looks a lil more blonde right now but trust me it is red hair). I used her Saturday night to confess some things to that had been eating away at me for some time . . . So at least I will still have that J
I’m not even sure what I am doing writing right now, I am not supposed to even be home, supposed to be visiting someone. But, alas those plans fell through on me . . . As was to be expected anyway though . . . I am used to that sort of thing after all. I’m not really all that bothered by it though. I made up my mind to be happy again and I am sticking to that as best I can right now. It’s going pretty well actually which surprises me. My drive the other night did me a world of good, no idea why I didn’t do it sooner.
So the babies will be here this week. Miss Used is being induced on Wednesday so we will have some babies, woohoo!!! I’m telling you it’s about time too. This pregnancy has been hard on her, hard on me, and hard on our friendship. She completely lost her mind during this time and I had to back away from her and distance myself altogether more than once, but as with any good friendship it survived in the end. Doesn’t mean I have forgotten what has happened mind you, only means that I have chosen to keep a friend rather than hold a grudge. Now, when t comes to Bill though that is a whole other story . . . Which I am not going to even venture into. Anyway, I am excited to have the babies get here though, babies are great when they aren’t yours J
I don’t think there is anything else new to catch anyone up on. I need to go write my blog for myspace because that has not been properly updated in a while and my pretties over there will start a mutiny soon. It’s true I have seen it done, lol. Then I need to catch up on my stories with Mark as well, he needs the cheering up lately. Got to keep your friends and loved ones happy after all . . . *cough cough*
Oh I gotta run now, too many things to get done and just not enough time to do it in, you know how it is. Plus who wants to go outside with all that damn heat out there? Yeah I know!! So, I will be back later with another blog anyway because I have something to bitch about in depth which I know you just can’t wait for . . . . Hehehe.
