i been wanting a sighn that my mom forgave me well like 10 minutes ago i got one... i was sound asleep holding harry in bed and my mom came to me in my dream.in my dream i was lookin at myself in a full body wall mirror and my legs started shrinkin and my face started changing. i then lookied in the mirror again and i seen my mom. i had gotten a huge chill on my body and felt her holding me. she looked at me and was saying stuff to me but couldnt make out everything she said cuz there was no sound , altho even when she was alive u had trouble hearing her cuz she had paralized vocal cords. i held her and told her repeatidly i was sorry for doing what i did that caused us not to talk since valentines day and i miss her incredibly and couldnt go on without her. and that i loved her more than anything, she told me i would be fine and she missed me too but will always be around watching over me and my kids n family after just holding her and telling her this and crying my eyes out i woke up, i was still holding harry and my pillow was soaked from my tears. i was still crying and couldnt go back to sleep so i came downstairs so i wouldnt wake harry up cuz he hasta get up in like an hr for work. i truelly believe it was my mom coming to me to let me know everything would be alright. i have her candle from her funeral showing burning and another huge candle i got burning. whats wierd is yesterday(june 6) would be 3 mths since the day she died, and i believe her fathers birthday is june 6 also who passed when i was 10.
i know it was my mom coming to me to let me know things r ok and i feel like some has been lifted off my shoulders. no matter what she will always be with me to look over and protect me, and i know shes happy with my decisions ive made in the past few mths also too, im finally bettering my life and speakin my mind and NOT letting people or the past regrets bring me down.