Justin SUP FOR SHADY's blog: "HEARTBREAK & LOVE IS IT ALL IT'S CRACKED UP TO BE?"

LEAVE HER BE SO SHES GOT A CHANCE TO FIND A MAN THAT WILL REALLY LOVE HER.. NOT SOMEONE LIKE YOU WHO ONLY WANTED TO HURT AND FUCK HER LIFE UP.. YOUR A GOOD MAN SCOTT FEEL PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE... THAT GIRL WOULD OF DIED FOR YOU.. YOU MEANT EVERYTHING TO HER... YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS SCOTT YOU DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE.. SHE LOVED YOU FROM HER SOUL.... SHE BELIEVED ONE DAY YOU AND HER WOULD MARRY.. SHE LOVED YOU THAT MUCH.. AND YOU KNOW SHE DID.. YOU KNOW SHE LOVED YOU FROM HER SOUL.. AND YOU FUCKED HER OVER HARD... EVERY TIME SHE WENT TO TRUST YOU YOU FUCKED HER OVER.. EVERY TIME SHE STARTED TO LET YOU INSIDE YOU BLEW UP ON HER.. THE MOST PERFECT PICTURE ANYONE COULD HAVE EVER TOOK.. THIS WAS THE TIME OF SHADYS LIFE SHE LOVED YOU SO MUCH.. SHAME YOU DIDN'T EVEN LIKE HER.. YOU KNOW WHY YOU DON'T LOSE ANY SLEEP OVER HER SCOTT.. YOUR TO BUSY FUCKING MISSY TO LOSE SLEEP.. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT.. NOT HER.. SHE LAYS IN BED WISHING DEATH CAUSE THE PAIN YOU CAUSED IS SO MUCH MORE THEN WHAT SHE CAN HANDLE.. SHE CANT GO EVEN AN HOUR WITHOUT CRYING MORE.. YOU THINK SHE LOOKS SICKLY SCOTT WONDER WHY.. SHES SLOWING DYING FROM A BROKEN HEART AND BY BEING CHEATING ON BY THE ONLY MAN SHE HAS TRULY EVER LOVED... WAS SHE THAT BAD OF A PERSON? WAS SHE THAT BAD? DID AND DOES SHE DESERVE MORE PAIN IN HER LIFE? WAS MISSY WORTH IT? AT LEAST PLZ SAY MISSY WAS WORTH IT. BECAUSE YOU HAD TO GET OFF IN MISSY AND LIE TO HER ABOUT IT SHE LAYS IN HER BED 24-7 AND CRIES.. ALL SHE DOES IS CRY.. SHE DON'T GO OUT NO ONE COMES OVER.. HARDLY AT ALL.. SHES ALWAYS CRYING HOW CAN SHE GO AND AFTER A WHILE PEOPLE GET TIRED OF SEEING HER DO NOTHING MORE THEN CRY... SHE LOVES YOU SO MUCH SCOTT SO FUCKING MUCH THAT HER GUT TOLD HER YOU WAS WITH MISSY LONG BEFORE YOU SO DRUNKENLY SPITTED OUT YOUR LOVE AFFAIR DETAILS FORGETTING SHE WAS STANDING RIGHT THERE AND THEN LAUGHING AT IT CAUSE YOU THINK YOU HAD GOTTEN AWAY WITH IT... HER FACE TURNED WHITE AND SHE ALMOST HIT THE GROUND THE SHOCK THE PAIN THE HEARTBREAK.. ITS LIKE NOTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD.. AND THE NEXT MORNING SHES TRYING TO HOLD IT ALL IN AND EXPRESS JUST A BIT OF HURT AND YOU GO IN TO SPIT ON HER AND THEN YOU RUB THE AFFAIR IN DEEP RIGHT BEFORE YOU LEAVE.. AS YOUR CALLING HER EVERY NAME IN THE BOOK AND BREAKING HER THINGS... REMEMBER SCOTT YOUR LIES YOUR DISHONESTY YOUR EVIL ABUSE ON HER JUST ABOUT KILLED HER THIS TIME.. IS SHE THAT BAD OF A PERSON TO SUFFER THIS MUCH PAIN? CAUSE IF SHE IS WHY DID YOU EVEN COME BACK? IF YOU EVER EVEN SO MUCH AS LIKED HER JUST A LITTLE BIT PAIN LIKE THIS THAT YOU CAUSED WOULDN'T OF HAPPENED.. YA SHES PERFECTLY BEAUTIFUL SCOTT SO MUCH IN FACT THAT BEING HER BOYFRIEND WAS SO HARD TO DO KNOWING YOU DON'T MEASURE UP TO HALF THE MEN SHE KNEW AND WOULD COME IN CONTACT WITH.. YOU SAW THE SIX PACKS THE BUFF HARD GUYS THAT WAS FUCKING HOT LOOKING AND YOU SAW HOW THEY WERE WANTING YOUR WOMAN.. AND IT ABOUT KILLED YOU... WELL SHAME ON YOU.. YOU PUT YOUR FEAR ON TO HER AND MADE IT HER HELL. SHE DIDN'T DO ANY THING WRONG SCOTT BUT JUST BE A BIT PRETTY... ALL THE MEN IN THE WORLD COULD HAVE BEEN ALL OVER HER AND NOT ONCE WOULD SHE EVEN FLINCH.. YOU WERE EVERYTHING SHE HAS EVER NEEDED.. YOU TOUCHED HER SOUL LIKE NO OTHER MAN HAS... YOU WERE ALL SHE SAW. YOU HAVE MISSY YOU FUCKED MISSY YOU AND MISSY ARE DOING GREAT.. EVERYONE LOVES MISSY.. NO ONE LIKES SHADY.. WHY DID YOU HURT HER MORE BY STRINGING HER ALONG.. HER GUT ALREADY TOLD HER.. BUT YET SHE STAYED TRUE TO THE LOVE YOU ONCE HAD SHARED.. SHE NEVER ONCE STRAYED OR BELIEVED YOU COULD EITHER.. YOU BOTH COULD KILL EACH OTHER BUT TO CHEAT ON YOUR LOVE NEVER.. NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS.. AND ITS NOT LIKE SHADY CANT GET A MAN.. SHE FIGHTS THEM OFF ALL DAY LONG.. ITS CAUSE SHE ONLY ONLY ONLY SCOTT YOU FUCKING LAME ASS SHE ONLY FOREVER TILL THE END OF TIME ONLY EVER FUCKING WANTED YOU.. YOUR ALL SHE EVER WANTED... AND NOT EVEN BROKEN UP A MINUTE YOUR OFF FUCKING THE FIRST CHICK YOU SEE... NOT GIVING A RATS ASS TO HOW THIS IS GOING TO DESTROY SHADY.. AS YOUR EAT THAT FOOD OFF THAT (BARBECUE THAT BELONGS TO SHADY) YOU KNOW THE PLACE SHE NEVER BEEN INVITED TO GO TO NOT EVEN BY YOU THINK OF HER.. I GUESS YOU ALL CAN HAVE THAT BARBECUE NOW. JUS SEROCOSS GAVE THAT TO HER.. HES DEAD NOW.. LUNG CANCER.. BUT THAT'S OKAY AS LONG AS YOU AND MISSY AND RUSS AND SAM ALL HAD A GREAT SUMMER AND ENJOYED ALL THAT WONDERFUL FOOD AS SHADY LAID IN HER BED ALL ALONE CRYING AND TOO UP SET TO EAT AND MAYBE JUST A BIT TO HEARTBROKEN TO EVEN CARE TO EAT... AS LONG AS YOU AND MISSY ATE GOOD AND HAD PLENTY OF BEER TO DRINK.. AWWWWW ITS OKAY SCOTT SHADY ALREADY KNEW SHE WAS JUST HOPING YOU COULD JUST RESPECT HER JUST A LITTLE TO CONFIRM IT WITH HER SO SHE CAN BEGIN TO HEAL FROM ALL THE PAIN.. BUT NA THAT WOULD BE A KIND SELFLESS THING TO DO AND OMG SCOTT SELFLESS NA THAT WOULDN'T BE LIKE YOU AT ALL.... YOU NEEDED TO STRING SHADY ALONG JUST IN CASE THINGS DIDN'T WORK OUT WITH MISSY LIKE PLANED.. SO YOU WILL HAVE A BACK UP... JUST IN CASE.. WOW OMG AND SHADY HAD REALLY BELIEVED IN HER HEART WHAT YOU TWO SHARED WAS MAGIC SO SPECIAL.. SHE FEELS LIKE A FOOL NOW FOR LOVING SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT CANT EVEN RELEASE HER FROM HER PAIN SO SHE CAN MOVE ON.. SHE HAD TO WAIT UNTIL YOU GET DRUNK ENOUGH AND GET STUPID.. YOU TALK A LOT OF SHIT SCOTT WHEN YOUR DRUNK.. CANT BELIEVE YOU COULD DO IT TO HER.. NOW SHE HAS TO FACE THAT THERE WAS NOTING SPECIAL ABOUT YOU OR WHAT YOU TWO SHARED SHE JUST LIKE MISSY WAS JUST ANOTHER FUCK.. MEANT NOTHING AT ALL... BE PROUD AND REMEMBER ALL SHE EVER DID SCOTT WAS BELIEVE IN YOU AND LOVE YOU DESPITE ALL YOUR MILLION SHORT COMINGS... HER ONLY MISTAKE WAS SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH THE WRONG PERSON... THAT SUCKS..