JuL13n's blog: "Shadows Depth"

I bow ma head in front of u, For all the happiness u gave me. I bow ma head in front of u, For never letting pains to touch me. I walk a path of memories, Thinking about the joyful gossips. Remembering the days u made me smile, I just want to look those days for a while. U were cheerful as morning light, U shined brighter every night. That’s my one single star I ever wished for... But never understood why... Ur eyes shined so much when u laughed... Didn’t understand why... Every sec it turned brighter... Now I know all the pains u hold inside Now I know the smiling eyes had tears inside A tear drop sliding over my cheek Coz I never can forgive myself for it The most known person was the most unknown… Floating in the sea of tears Its raining, it’s paining The fiction is always fading… A promise I m going to make Anything happens my love wont b fake… I’ll hold u in my arms forever This hands r always here To remove all the tears Can live without my breathes Can’t live without u I would love to die every second For a friend like u...

Dont u obey me N dont even try Im yours N Im not gonna die Im just a nightmare inside ur dream So just don’t get fainted Don’t feel grim All the emotion u kept in N the love u can count on Will go under darkness Beneath my skin… In ur each neuron Im living Feeling scared??? Then just don’t dream… Coz u neither can catch me Nor can defeat Life is just a dream Where people like u- Don’t get success Can only get bleed So stay wherever u r Coz Im not here Im ur FEAR….!

We r being enemy But u just can’t recognize Cause im just a mirror Where everything reflects except the errors A mirror that reflects u A mirror that views ur purified reflection All the pains u feel Is nothing but REAL N im laughing Coz u were silently watching Feel the pressure in ur mind Coz there u can feel me Who’s not acting kind M I just a voice??? Don’t u think-Im nothing but a freak Who can do everything Widout being weak Im always in u Why r u running through??? U can’t run, u can’t hide Cause im in u N ur my pride Till the end ill give pain Someday I’ll go under the rain

sometimes reality looks unknown everything looks like a big lie inside of me-the soul cry out loudly. everything breaks down like a morning dream... all of us living in an unreality… im looking to my reflection through my own eyes... something falls down from those eyes. it's nothing but a drop of water. darkness becomes gloomy n faded. we r moving on to an unknown destiny by floating in the light of darkness. we r floating in search for a new dream... searching for a dream in the light of darkness... fills ur soul with the unknown.. only the truth lies within those dreams... but do they really come true.. Saddness over comes drift slowly in sorrow, can they over come reality... diminish the all that hold u in life.. reflect on what once was, search for the dream which u dream of ...

Alone in this room… Silence of darkness moving around me… In this room My shadow is ma only mate… Gonna brk up this world coz No one gonna listen today The judgment will start wid ma melody Flood will go through this house storm will get destructive… Y u cant feel me? Y u don’t listen to me Y u cant’t find me? U cant brk ma heart U cant stop ma rhytm… I’ll brk everything n Make it as new Bt u wont b in my reality U wont b in my dream Go bk to ur room Destroy ur fake reality

Walking over ma shadows In this immeasurable depth. Searching every page of ma memories Wid a silent instability… This unknown me is refused by its own shadows to recognize. Ma every breathe misses u It might b the motive of ma life After getting rid of ma past I sit Wid ma future Walking on the endpoint of ma life But still looking at that bright center The place-where we’ll meet. Until the end of time I’ll b walking towards u For that wonderful future Which’s made by rainbows…