My confusion bridges the ageless gap between chaos and serenity
And leads me to ask the question of what this life could ever be
Uncertainty undresses me and leaves me naked in your waking eye
it undoes all possibilities and leads me to ask you why:
why I tremble at the slightest touch and pray that you won't feel
why I close my eyes each night in fear that none of this is real
why I watch you walk away each time and wait til you look back
I don't know how many times you haven't - enough that I've lost track
And I don't know when you will look back, or even if you'll stay
But I do promise to wait til then and never look away
So many times I've lost myself in a life I watched pass by
In memories that strangled me, winds that refused to die
Now I'm waiting for the current that will carry me to you,
that will never let me look back and release everything I knew
And I'm waiting for tomorrow, for a life that's yet to be
I'm waiting for my confusion to lead me to serenity
