What is it you want to do Greg? IDK? What makes you happy? hmmm. let me think cars, anime, porn, drinkin, smoking, listening to music, art in general, parties, watching movies, laughing at the poor souls who live inside society’s jail, causing drama, riding motorcycles, sex with 1 or more females at the sametime, videogames, I sometimes enjoy writing depends on the mood I’m in, standing out without standing out, I enjoy knowing the language of the body and how females operate I know what they crave I may have said to much What makes you angry? Dumbass people, slow drivers, people who think they are above me when in reality they are no different to everybody else, beign questioned, but I really dont give a fuck I roll wit it. Is the path you are on yours or did you let others influence your decisions? It’s the path I’m on now I took the wrong turn at the fork in the road. What do you plan to do about it? Well instead of back tracking to the fork in the road I will forge a new path one that is my own one where only my shadow follows me. So you are saying that you will leave everyone you met on your path? Yea because in the end the only one that controls me is me I can’t make anyone follow my path but the path I have traveled has thaught me a lot the ones in I met in my path can follow but they have 2 follow their own at the sametime. So do you care about others? The only one I care about is myself, but during my travels I have only met a handful of people who know the truth who see the world for what it really is and know what I know, but they don’t know everything about what life really is. So yes I care about the ones close to me, but I also know they control their individual reality. So what is truth to you and who are the ones that know and who are the ones that don’t know that you care about? Lets see everyone in my family I don’t consider my friends as friends they are family the bond is stronger than that of a friend even if we are not blood related that’s just an illusion set up by society. The ones who don’t know truth are… the ones that stood by me at my time of need and helped me through, but still cant understand what happened to me, the ones who know are the ones who don’t get freaked out when I talk about truth and what is really going on those are Bhines, SDF, TBo, Bblack, Trav, Jmo and that’s it for right now, I suspect my Lb knows he just wont talk about it, these are the ones who I could trust but SDF is the only who is down to ride if shit gets crazy I don’t think anyone else could keep up, because they are still sleeping in the ignorance of society. The ones who are family know who they are if they have any doubts in their mind and have to ask me to confirm it well then you were just a friend not saying there is no bond and I don’t care, its just the bond is not strong enough for me to let you know exactly who I am yet. Time does not play a factor in this at all I know is time was created to enforce order and stability in society. On to what I feel truth is well its like this everything your taught in school, through media, is all controlled you are only taught what they want you to know enforce a belief on how things should work, whats right whats wrong, heaven and hell, man v women shit like dat only to look at things as one or the other. This is only teaching half truth mixed with lies is a lie, I think the truth is when you look at both right and wrong negative positive as one because what is negative to one society, is a positive in another, so the real question is what is reality? So are saying that there is no division between the positive and negative? No I’m saying stop separating it look at the puzzle as a whole not as pieces or something like that. I know a lot of things I probably shouldn’t know and will only tell the ones who will listen instead of turning away and saying that’s not true blah blah blah. So do you believe in GOD? There is only one GOD, but yes at a time I did fall for the most beautiful lie of all at this point and time I have put everything in perspective this GOD or GODs is false-hope you can pray all day everyday and wait wait wait and what you are praying for never shows the only thing I believe in is myself if I struck a cord to you very religious folks good because I like watching you defend your so called GOD oh and the Devil ha he’s just the opposite of GOD the negative oh boy you might go to hell if you don’t do this that and the other ha ha ha ha I really don’t know if there is a heaven or hell has anybody seen it? All I know is I don’t give a fuck either way I will be true 2 myself. Remember what you don’t know can’t hurt you hahaha keep sleeping and turning away from what it really is, lie to yourself and tell your so called deity/God
your prayers because I know the truth they wont reply and you choose not to accept it. Do you believe in Destiny? No There is no such thing as destiny only the muddy water that sucks you into believing in it, You got one life to live so have no regrets change your destiny b/c everyone has free will everyone. So will people read this and ask if you are ok? Depends on if they know truth or not, its not my problem I’m just trying to find the ones who will ridicule me and tell me I have a problem or call me crazy so I can disassociate from them as soon as possible b/c they will be ones to bring my downfall... So you say and I quote “I will never get n to arelationship again” so you don’t think there is one girl out there you could settle down with? This question alright lets break it down I don’t feel like revealing all my knowledge on this because I cant have the ladies knowing everything I know. Ok yea that’s what I say but I can see myself in a relationship with just one women my problem is I cant find one that can handle me I mean ok everybody cheats don’t lie and say you don’t b/c 9 times out 10 the women I hooked up with were in a relationship the other 1% was usually claiming to be lesbian go figure this is how it works for me anyway, and I know why it does, but I cant tell that either… but yea ok so what well what is the real reason to get into a relationship because you feel you need validation from your peers, or society this is directed to both males and females? Sure I could be just fine with one girl but I like a variety women, but to be anchored to only one and that one is what I’m looking for but in the mean time I don’t want a relationship we could date or whatever but I’m not labeling it as commitment. I remember back in day I had no idea what I was doing I was just trying to do what society drilled into my head you have to be this and that, but later on I soon found out its not like that at all it took awhile to figure out what I was doing right most guys have no idea, but that’s not my problem nor do I care. Back to the cheating thing I don’t see why it’s a big fucking deal, but I understand the concept I also know its very rare to find a counter part that you can trust fully my thing is guys can get caught cheating and get away with it depending on the situation, but I don’t feel like going through whole paradigm right now, but let the women get caught cheating and 9-10 relationship ends blah blah blah the main problem in both is that there is no honesty in the relationship either. I feel if I’m not doing my job right I deserve to be cheated on vice versa, but at this time I’m not looking for a relationship so until I find what I want I’ll keep doing what I do. So have you figured out what you want to do now greg? Somewhat of an idea forming now, hmmm lets just say I am making it happen regardless of if the wheels fall off I’ll walk..... I must not fear, fer is the mind inhibitor fear is the little crumbling that brings obliteration I will face my fear I will premit it to pass overr me & through me, and when it has gone past I will turn the 2 the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing only I will remain.
Love
/ well all I know is saying I love is not enough sounds like ego obbsession to me/ its what I feel love is unconditional love is that no matter how bad things get I will be by UR side.
"The first thing I saw must be MY OWN FISTS isn't what I first held in those hands my GODDAMN SELF?"
I understand now took a little bit I understan where UR coming from it is my fault thanks for showing me the way.
