why does this bother me so
wears on me untill I could blow
so many things I have had to cope
you have no idea, its no joke
could have been worst...this I know
I wish this little feeling inside would grow
I am good natured...even a gent
even when I need to vent
I am told I have a wonderful heart
I feel so much pain and have from the start
I am not dead...
and stronger I feel
for all my crosses feel so real
I just prey ..one day they'll heal
