ya know i keep telling myself that i don't love you anymore,
i tell myself that i don't need you,
and i tell myself that i will be ok with out you,
but the thing is certain parts aren't so easily convinced,
my head is spinning out of control, on a one way course to hell,
and my heart is in 6 million pieces,
and it feels like the jagged shards
are trying to come through my chest.
i have kept myself busy but i just can't stop crying,
but i'll keep telling myself that i don't love you anymore.