goldengirl's blog: "secrets.."

Like 50cents sang... " in a candy shop, don't when to stop' hmmm sound yummy to me..... what your flavor of the day or year..... come to my candyshop, i tell you what i got...lol

I am Bored right now............ just trying to fix my pc updates and other crap..but give me a holla if you as bored as i am... nani

hmm you know I not sure if anyone does love me... i mean truly... I know my husband loves me, my boys. but ever wonder about that will die 4 u kind of love? hmmm I wonder..........

my personal time is precious to me. since its just me......... and my thoughts like now. I can go on and on about things.. sometimes i wonder if i should of been a writer... but my thoughts don't come so easy anymore.. I have MS and boy i may not look it on the outside but inside i am screaming in pain....... it's why i am on the net most of the time... but i have fun too. I love working on my site www.wackyandnuts.com but now i have to come up with some cash to renew the hosting...urgh... God i hate that.. but maybe i will sell something on ebay... but what? maybe some advertisement? my car, my house, my body???? hmmm what you think would be a good thing to sell........... can't sell my kids... they are alrealy attached to me...lol... can't sell my dogs.. they need me.. can't sell my hubby he will be lost without me..... i could sell my clothes but then what will i wear? naked isn't the in thing to do, it's illegal to do that , plus i might have a crowd of people looking at me.........yikes........no.... so what u think?

ha.. i am wondering how many are reading this one... anyway you can tell a boy from a man... well I found out when he sure don't know what and where to put it in..lol now that is a boy learning...lol a real man don't guess he knows.. but hmm there been a few who still guess....... guess those didn't have any for a while and need practice........ what you think? Ladies am I right or not......... leave me a comment i am curious what you think what a man vs a boy is to you........ don't be shy... hell i am not.

As i had said in a past blog one can have too many friends but then you wonder are they your true friends or are they out to get you for some odd reason.? I been the trusting type for so long i think its time for me not to give in...i just find myself thing what should i do? like here in cherrytap... the cherry is sort of funny...... when you first get it... you popped a cherry.. yours or his.. then it just gets' old or just more exciting. but wonder who can pop the top cherry here... what is the top level? I guess my cherry hasnt been popped in a while..lol hmmmmmm wonder who will do it? pop me /fan me/ friend me............... are you scared of the challenge?

as in the movie "forrest gump" life is like a box a chocolate. you never know what you are goona get some have cherries some have lemons... well for now i am inbetween... life at time flys by so fast you wonder where the hell yesterday went... i find my self days in and out.. wondering where it all went... then by that time another day has past........ well what shall i do?

They says one never can have too many friends. Well I have many , but where are they? I wonder what have i done wrong or what have i havn't done? makes one wonder what's wrong with you.. what shall i do,,, if i have too many friends?

hmm catch myself alone at night thinking of whom shall i talk with tonite. I look over and over and no one near. No friend nor foe, just people I just don't know. I ache and wonder who will it be i will chat with. who will it be? I find myself again lonely and sad. Wondering who will pick up a chat. but then I see everyone don't want to talk to me or are scared to chat with me.. but who will it be , will it be you or you? tell me so I will know. just a lonely person tonite.. in california