Secrets in the closet
my secrets deeply hide
afraid of the light of day
or to damage my pride
in some irreparable way
some barely touch the skin
satiny soft hidden below
some secrets like a sin
that too well we know
snug in the closets of the mind
safe from some prying eyes
hoping that no one will find
the truth behind the lies
so much that we hide
secreted even from ourselves
that powers our stride
as we walk among the others
The passions, the yearnings
the forgotten desires
that fuel our present yearnings
consumed in emotional fires
:)dh 2008
I don't usually write dark poems, or discuss the less savory aspects of behaviours. I tend to be a child of the light and believe my purpose to make people smile, build people up, encourage them to dream and to achieve their dreams. I do believe that we were meant to live for so much more... on so many levels. But alas I am a very small person in a very large world. I too have my fears, my failures, my shortcomings, and I hide my little secrets in the deep dark dungeons of my mind. My little indiscretions, my failures to take a positive action, my lusts, my unrealized dreams and passions, are all neatly accounted for, categorized, labeled and stacked into orderly boxes that have been shipped down to be stacked in the closets of the dungeons. There are days when I realize just how pathetic I am, and forget to forgive myself. Then I realize that despite all my faults, despite all my failures, despite all the people I have ever hurt, lied to, let down or failed, I am loved.......
If I can be loved despite all that, then I can forgive myself and forgive others. If I am worthy of being loved, then everyone is worthy of being loved. There are 10 billion people on this planet. Could you imagine the change if all 10 billion felt loved?
Lives can be changed through the power of love... sometimes a friendly smile at the right time can make a world of difference. Smile at strangers, lend a hand to your neighbors, invite a friend to worship, share a meal with a friend.
Have a Great day and a Wonderful Weekend.
;)dh