from darkness and dead of night i wake, not sure if this is reality or just a dream ,does it really matter ? i mean what is my reason for living on this "god-forsaken" planet? is there one ? no i think not maybe it's all in my head ,and if thats the case then i must be sure to thank soceity for i am a result of all their constant nagging,bitching,and whatever else you may feel to call it . i call it bullshit ramblings of american soceity. people dont care how i turn out just as long as i pay my taxes and child support. if i fail either one of these they think that jail will reform me into a better person . well ya wanna know something? IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY! you cannot change a person if they dont want to change.dont get me wrong ,i'm willing to change but not to make you happy ,who cares what you think of me , i am me and that is how i will always be nothing more nothing less. i'm sorry if you dont like what i'm saying but it's the truth. you want change? then you change ,because i'm not. i'm happy just the way that i am .
