I have to say it was the most perfect day
The day you came my way
And every moment since has been a blessing
I was getting close, I was letting you in
Was gonna let something good begin
Hoped you would too but now you've got me guessing
Now look what you've done
You've turned it around
You lifted me up and then you knocked me down
And boy you know you've really got me reelin'
I'm so confused, I'm twisted up
And I'm ready to get rough
If you don't just start sayin' what you're feelin'
It seems whatcha say
Is not whatcha do
How can I get it through to you
Just say what you mean
Mean what you say
Don't just turn and walk away
We both know there's somethin' on your mind
So find the words
Find the guts
You know this drives me nuts
Just say what you mean
And mean it...
OK?
Start talkin' now
I'm listening
You know you can say anything
There's nothing that I wouldn't understand
You know by now
I care for you
And whatever you're going through
I want to be the one to hold your hand
I've poured it out
I've come undone
Did you think that it was fun
For me to bare it all
And feel rejected?
I could have kept it all inside,
Just played it cool, preserved my pride,
Pushed you away to keep myself protected
This guessing game is gettin' old
I'm runnin' hot, now you've turned cold
Whatcha thinkin'? I can't figure it out
Should I give it up?
Should I go away?
Or do you really want me to stay?
I wish you would just open up your mouth
And say what you mean
And mean what you say
Don't just let me fade away
We got somethin' good for both of us
So spit it out
Find the balls
Do you have any at all?
Just say what you mean
And mean it...
OK?
~By Nikki, 7/24/08
