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to my granpa

its been almost 2 years since my granpa died. He was my rock, he was the one that kept me going, he was by my side no matter wut i did. And when he died it crushed me, he was the one that protected me. He loved me so much that just seeing me made him soo happy that somtimes ppl wondered if he was on drugs. and him feeling like that made me like myself alot better, cus if he could love me like that, then he must see somthing good in me. 

Im stil mad, im stil pissed, im stil crushed that he s gone, and the reason why it keeps bringin me down is, i cant move on becaus i never got a chance to say goodbye.So i got an advice from someone to write down a letter to him, with all i want to tell him so here it goes: 

 

Dear granpa:

u have always been my rock, my guid in life, the one that loved me uncoditinaly. 

i remember the summers u came n got me, n toke me to ur farm, just me, so i could get away from my crazy family. u n granma always treated me like a princess and that i could never do anything wrong. And if i did somthing wrong, u guys never looked down on me for it. i never told u how much that meant to me. but i think u know, i hope u know, but im telling  u now it ment world to me.

its so hard for me to let go, ur the one i turn to when i need advice. 

i am mad at u for not letting me know u where going, i wanted to be by ur side when u left, but i cant stay mad 4ever, like u taught me, forgive n forget is the key to a goodlife. Im having a hard time living by that right now. But u know me il get there, n i know u will help me, ur not the only one that i need to forgive.i dont want to say goodbye becaus i dont want to let u go, and as u tought me, we shouldent say goodbye, but i see later.

so dear grandpa, im sorry for taking this long to write to u, and i will see u later and i love u and miss u like crazy.

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