Just wanted to say
Hello real quick
then just disappear
leaving you warm regards ...
With my Birthday coming up "fast"
My thoughts turn to the past and it makes
me wonder what happened to those years?
I'd love to say: I remember each day and
enjoyed those days like each was my last ...
But they came & they went ...
(along with my youth)
"Disappearing" faster
than a paycheck:
Knowing that it
happened -but- gone
so "fast" that
it's a bit blurred.
I'd like to say bad
times flew by "fast"
and the good times
where the most memorable ...
But for some reason,
it's always the opposite:
The good ones happen yet it's the
bad times that come at you "fast"
and the memories never "disappear"
as quickly as the good thoughts.
Funny how a broken heart stays
with you and never "disappears" completely.
On the other hand those warm
fuzzy thoughts are like a hug:
It's wonderful but will dissipate "fast"
with little or no afterthought.
So it's time to put on your thinking caps and help me with:
Which would you prefer
Your pains & worries to 'disappear'?
Or would it be better for YOU:
If the good times were not so 'fast' to go away?
I'm amazed and feel fortunate to have lived
a full & lively existence thus far ...
But, I do have to search for most of those thoughts.
A lot of involved substance, so that may account
for my need to reflect back on them.
Then it's quite the difference NOT to be
flooded by those darker or painful thoughts.
Haunting or reminding me in a heartbeat
of past indiscretions and bad choices.
Maybe it's like that because:
If we had "JOY" always fresh
in our memories ...
We wouldn't seek-out
new joyful experiences ...
And If the bad experiences
were easily forgot:
We would be more
inclined to repeat them?
*shrugs*
Reading yesterday blog - I thought I was
either trying to convince you -
but more than likely convince myself
that reusing my older greeting was okay ...
(well anything OLD was okay)
It ended up motivating me to
make something new to send out.
I'm just weird like that, Even though
I retool or remake a repeat comment ...
I feel lazy for not making a new one
(damn that borderline OCD)
I also like dots so I wanted
something all poka-dotted ... woot!
Gawd I'm so lame sometimes! hehe
Sometimes the thing that takes me
the longest is searching for things
(gif images or photos, animation etc.)
Because I'll look for hours,
then I end up making it myself
or altering an existing one
(more than likely one of the first things I found)
Although today ... I got caught up in the music,
I love Metallica's - settled for "Nothing else matters"
but now I'm wishing I took either "Fade to Black"
or Led Zeppelins "Good Times Bad times"
Well, here's today's greeting poka-dots and all!
Never fast at being made -
but the memory of it disappears quicly
My thoughts turn to the past and it makes
me wonder what happened to those years?
I'd love to say: I remember each day and
enjoyed those days like each was my last ...
But they came & they went ...
(along with my youth)
"Disappearing" faster
than a paycheck:
Knowing that it
happened -but- gone
so "fast" that
it's a bit blurred.
I'd like to say bad
times flew by "fast"
and the good times
where the most memorable ...
But for some reason,
it's always the opposite:
The good ones happen yet it's the
bad times that come at you "fast"
and the memories never "disappear"
as quickly as the good thoughts.
Funny how a broken heart stays
with you and never "disappears" completely.
On the other hand those warm
fuzzy thoughts are like a hug:
It's wonderful but will dissipate "fast"
with little or no afterthought.
So it's time to put on your thinking caps and help me with:
I'm amazed and feel fortunate to have lived
a full & lively existence thus far ...
But, I do have to search for most of those thoughts.
A lot of involved substance, so that may account
for my need to reflect back on them.
Then it's quite the difference NOT to be
flooded by those darker or painful thoughts.
Haunting or reminding me in a heartbeat
of past indiscretions and bad choices.
Maybe it's like that because:
If we had "JOY" always fresh
in our memories ...
We wouldn't seek-out
new joyful experiences ...
And If the bad experiences
were easily forgot:
We would be more
inclined to repeat them?
*shrugs*
And disappear before you know it!
