So its 2007 and nothing in my life has changed. I guess you can say that is a good thing I am no worse off than I was before but Im sick of living the same mundane life I want to do something different..Be someone different. Its pretty hard though when you got kids and I have great friends I wouldnt want to change them at all..I just feel like Im trapped under water just beneath the surface..swimming for the top and unable to reach it not quite drowning but not able to catch my breath either..is that a metaphor for something..Please do tell
