ShadowHunter's blog: "Sakura Ryus AKA me poems"

A Hidden person! There are people who hide their true face, They do this at their own expense, They are the fallen angles that fell from god’s grace, They are afriad of his excellence, They are afraid of thier Failure, Those people that are usually sweet, They did something that was a bummer, That their end was done by someone you can’t meet, They ended up as soul less beings as cold as stone, because of the feelings they couldn’t show, For if they showed any they would be gone, The lord made it so that any that should find out anything they would be turned to snow, When a person who almost always smiles and that loves to help others plants flower seeds, But instead of the flowers they so hoped would bloom the only thing they recived is a pile of weeds! Very first poem i ever did and posted online

Lost in My Mind When one who you care about, Leaves with no word your heart begins to ache, When you find someone new, And don't know what to do, Follow what your heart says, Unless your mind does not follow, If your heart and mind are not in harmony, You may do the one you care so much about great harm, I've had one I loved but then she leaves, Now I've found someone new and don't know what to do, My mind says one thing but my heart wants another, I am split on what I truly want, I pray to the goddess for an answer, But yet i know only I can choose, Yet I am heart broken for what i have to do, And the choice i have to make is not an easy one for anyone to make, If I choose one the other will be in pain, If I choose the other the first is in pain, I can't choose both because then i will be in pain, There is no answer to my problem, I want to love and be loved but will it ever be, I feel I am doomed to wander alone for all of time, Till I find the answer i am looking for. Dedicated to imPride Sakura Ryu

[ There is a time when everyone gives up hope, ] There is a time when everyone gives up hope, Even I have more than once while searching for the light, I have searched for many eons for where I truly belong, I think I have finally found it in the arms of another, But I do not know weather she will accept me, I've searched in the form of a fox bowing only to one other, But now my heart sinks after being left in the moonlight to search again, Hoping to find the one i search the darkness for her, In her eyes i see the love and caring i have been searching for, I lay a dozen roses at her feet before moving back, I watch as she picks them up and smiles reaching out her hand, I move slowly towards the hand fearing the worst, But in turn I am not turned away but comforted, I become happy and hopeful that someone does want me, I look for my voice but find it lost in the past, She starts to walk away but with no voice i can't call her back, I become sadden again thinking I would be alone forever, She turns around and notices the tears in my eyes, I hope to be taken in as a pet or as something more, I become confused at my own feelings not knowing what to do, I want to be hers but i am afraid she will not want me, She turns to leave once more but this time beckons my to follow, I follow slowly a few feet behind her not knowing if i could trust her, Then i hear her voice signing like a river through a meadow soft and peaceful, I then start trying to talk and fail no matter how hard i try, Wanting to sign with the beautiful person i will my self to sign with her, My voice coming ou tin soothing and calm waves adding to the majestic melody, When the song is through i ask to stay with her but have yet to get an answer.

The Fading Rose I was once a beautiful black rose, Standing in all my glory, As beautiful as can be, Till the day i was plucked from the ground, It was that day i stared to fade, I was picked by one who does not understand lasting beauty, While i was forced to sit in a vase, I slowly faded away, I was picked by a vixen and left to fade by her also, till the day i was replanted by a caring soul, Who nursed this fading rose back to health and cared for me, i noticed instantly that she understood lasting beauty, She takes my under her care and slowly i begin to see her pure soul, I begin to hope that I'll be with this kind soul forever. This poem is based on my feelings and as the black rose can symbolize death i wanted to make people think of death and rebirth.

Broken Heart Have you ever had your heart broken, It hurts like no other, It's a wound that will never heal, It's hard to gt over and hard to find one to fix it, I start to wonder if I'm just not wanted, I gave my self to another and she breaks my heart, I start searching for someone new hoping I'll never have to fell that pain again, I slowly start to lose hope, Till one day I found an angel, She saw my pain an attempted to fix it, Slowly and over time my heart will repair it self with the help of this angel, One day i may let someone back in besides the angel, The angle called her self Pride and was gentle and caring, And it is with her i feel at peace.

A Kitsune And A Lioness Once there was a Fox, But there was also a Lioness, The fox was found in a fix, When a Lioness broke it's loneliness, She cared for the poor Fox when no one else would, And showed him the way out of his Mental box, The Fox bowed to the Lioness, Offering the Lioness his protection, The Lioness picked up her Fox, And holds him close to her heart protectively, The confused Fox looks up at the Lioness, She Simply smiles and strokes his fur, He purrs happily in her arms, She keps him in her arms, A Fox and A Lioness, They keep each other safe and happy. Sakura Ryu This is for one that has decided to help me through hard times i hope she enjoys it.

The Wondering Fox A fox wonders at the stroke of midnight, Searching in the light of the full moon, Praying to the goddess all the time, While searching for ages, For someone that will call him theirs, To teach , love, and care for him, One for whom he can protect, He has wondered for centuries, Looking and searching in everyplace, Hoping to find one who would care, After he was abandoned by his last owner, He always prayed and always hoped, Waiting for a reply or a sign, Till the day he came upon someone, One who looked to be an angle, He looked up at the angle curious, Wondering where such beauty came from, He watches his angle closely, She kneels before him to look into his eyes, She could see the hurt in the eyes of the fox, She motions with her hand for me to go to her, I slowly pad over unsure if it's safe, I sniff her hand and instantly feel her calming aura, I slowly lay my head in her hands, I believe i have found the one I've been looking for, I couldn't be happier than when I'm with pride. This is dedicated to the person who is going through a similar as I am. In my eyes she is the prettiest flower and a guardian angle always watching out for me. Sakura Ryu