why must things always go so badly?. why must a good heart go broken and shattered in pieces?.nights and days r mixed up and lost. memories keep playing as if to never let u rest. love and life as u once knew them. now r replaced by sadness and pain and looking at urself for someone to blame. what's harder i wonder the breaking up or the breaking down?.someone please tell me have i lost true love forever. or will it ever be found again?.the days go bye and breathing gets harder . ur chest aches and longers for a last goodbye kiss. but u know that will come. ur alone again in the world how cold this feeling is. i guess i can only blame myself. it wasn't his fault never not his.