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Ever Seen A Cow Ant?
Well its late and I am tired but I wanted to start a blog. Today I was hanging out with my kids and we were talking about bugs. They were talking about how spiders eat their mother. Anyway I asked if they'd ever seen a cow ant. I used to live in Georgia and I had an outdoor job down there and one day I was standing in a field and I looked down on the ground and there was this VERY FUCKING LARGE, FUZZY, ORANGE ANT walking around. The thing was HUGE!! I was like, WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!!???!! Some guy who was helping me said, Oh that's a cow ant. Well that is the first time I ever saw a cow ant and I was horrified. I didn't know such a thing existed. So my kids wanted to see this thing so we went on the computer and I googled cow ant. Turns out its not really an ant its a wasp with no wings. But it sure does look and move like an ant, albeit GIGANTIC AND FUZZY AND ORANGE!!!!! So we were looking at it on the screen and I went "EWWWWWWW"!!!!! and I got the s

Own Me!!!!
You know you want too!!! While you're there, check out the others in the auction and bid on them!!! There are some wonderful people in this auction, so I suggest you get your butts in there and bid before they're all gone!!! Come check it out!!! SpizZyGooDNesS ♥Crushed by RaZorsEdge♥Head Manager @ The Hot Spot@ fubar

This Is Courage Too
A 19-year-old medic from Texas will become the first woman in Afghanistan and only the second female soldier since World War II to receive the Silver Star, the nation's third-highest medal for valor. Army Spc. Monica Lin Brown saved the lives of fellow soldiers after a roadside bomb tore through a convoy of Humvees in the eastern Paktia province in April 2007, the military said. After the explosion, which wounded five soldiers in her unit, Brown ran through insurgent gunfire and used her body to shield wounded comrades as mortars fell less than 100 yards away, the military said. "I did not really think about anything except for getting the guys to a safer location and getting them taken care of and getting them out of there," Brown told The Associated Press on Saturday at a U.S. base in the eastern province of Khost. Brown, of Lake Jackson, Texas, is scheduled to receive the Silver Star later this month. She was part of a four-vehicle convoy patrolling near Jani Kheil in th

A Poem That Was Written About Me
looking at this lovly lady so defiant so empowered a face so strong yet what really lays within is it a tear of yearning to awaken from where she is or is it a shout of anger a lovly lady sits and she sets her act her lovly grace and lustful power captivates all yet none see whats truly behind the stages curtians

Superman Vs Spiderman
Ok.. So my twins birthday is tomorrow... So I had them make out a list of things for me to get for them... and in this huge list that they ask for everything but the kitchen sink... wait wait... I think that was #512 on their list... anyways... In thier list they both wanted superman PJ's... and one of them wanted a superman blanket and pillow too... They so take after their daddy... anyways... Now... me being the huge Superman nut myself... knows... Walmart is usally where I get my Superman Shirts and hats from... So Lisa and I drive out to Wally World to see what we get to choose from in the mass selection they must have of the greatest super hero the world has loved for generations... Now first we look for the PJ's... First hoping to find Supergirl PJ's to hopfully again remind the twins that they are girls... but to our luck.. there was none... Fine... we find them PJ's with the Superman Sheild on them... thinking... "Hey it's the same sheild that on Supergirl's Costume".

From A Child's Eyes
Mommy, don't you cry and Daddy please do not weep I want to say something before I sleep tonight When i came into this world I know you thought i was perfect Both of you showed me that In the way you held and kissed me In every way you showed me how I BELONGED with you But Then I stopped talking And thinking And I saw the worried looks And tears Mom.. Dad I may not be able to say it I may not be able to show it But I love YOU. ..... Brandi

Poem
For enternity love plays a game For a life time life seems pointless what does it all mean, what can it all seem to be? many times the heart trys to figure it out, only to be as lost as a rat in a maze pain that never seems to ease turned to craze inflicted mutilation caused by brutal determination up and down, life may go partners or soulmates they are called, people go through a hundred "right" ones, along with heartache, pain and dispare, just to end up years in misery, the "right" one never comes til the end, for enternity love plays a game for a life time, life seems pointless what does it all mean, what can it all seem? the heart has no way of knowing, games are always in the towing, listen close cause you may hear just the faint beat of truth, when love or peace has come to thy.

Written For Those Affected By The Absence
the space between keeps us from physical touch. the keenest of the five senses - we lack. the pressure is building. the urge to feel your touch is getting out of control. open. close. open. focus. like a child i find myself lost in dream worlds of you. throughout my day, comin' to with a gleam in my eye and a smirk on my face that makes one wonder. stumbling over the jumbled thoughts, trying to pull them out onto paper, having them make sense in some kind of order, proves to be difficult these days. the mind's not quite right. but i can feel the heart beating with an unknown normalcy. & i can not find the words to say, i think i need you so. it's a little bit scary, it's a little bit weird. it's a pit in my stomach that won't let up, it's the buzzing in the back of my brain, it's the knowing gut feelin' i can't shed. who's to say forever - only life knows the answer to that. night's too long. cold here, without you. cold from a touch i've never fe

Bubba And Jimmy:
One day, Jimmy Jones was walking down Main Street when he saw his buddy Bubba driving a brand new pickup. Bubba pulled up to him with a wide grin. "Bubba, where'd you git that truck?!?" "Tammie give it to me," Bubba replied. "She give it to ya? I know'd she wuz kinda sweet on ya, but a new truck?" "Well, Jimmy Jones, let me tell you what happened. We wuz drivin' out on County Road 6, in the middle of nowheres. Tammie pulled off the road, put the truck in 4-wheel drive, and headed into the woods. She parked the truck, got out, threw off all her clothes and said, 'Bubba, take whatever you want.' So I took the truck! "Bubba, yore a smart man! Them clothes woulda never fit ya!

A Little Bit About Me
So...I figure I would write a blog about somethings. I am so sick of hearing women complain about not being able to find a decent guy. I know I am not perfect. I have my faults. But I know I am not some everyday scumbag either. I tell it like it is. I am upfront, honest and forward. I have nothing to hide. Want to know something just ask me. I do consider myself a decent guy. I think I am one of the few that seems to have a good grasp on what they want in lief and in a relationship and significant other. I am hard working and fairly intelligent. I have one degree already and working on my second one as we speak. I am family oriented. I take care of my kids, in fact I have custody of my daughter. I know how to treat a lady. I have what I think is a great sense of humor. It's sarcastic, perverted, twisted and off-the-wall. As some people find out, my sense of humor is quite comedic. I like sports. I am a die hard Steelers fan but I just love football in general.

Fuslaves And Fuowners~
What a Great Auction!! First I would like you all to meet my new fu-slaves!! ~Sexy Synister~ Synister ~ Owned by the beautiful Twisted&Transparent@ fubar Sexy Chris Magicsfun~fu spouses to Dream Goddess@ fubar Please go show them some hot fu-love~ Now The Fu-Slaves and Fu-Owners.. hehe.... SEXY DANTE~ -=dante=- Cheeky Up!@ fubar OWNED BY: [♥]Lupe's Wifey[♥]~Owned By "DMAN1973"~@ fubar SEXY TOMK~ tomk@ fubar OWNED BY: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar SEXY MISS B~ ღ~*Miss'B *~ღ - READ PROFILE before adding me.Member of ~ Ð.§.C & Club F.A.R@ fubar OWNED BY: Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger@ fubar SEXY KANDY~ ~Kandy~Wolf~ RL Wife & Dominatrix 2 CarlWolf~ FB Mistress & VGF 2 TechDestroyer~

Did You Know
Did you know... ...that due to its evil, Planet Rupert is invisible to anyone who is pure of heart? ...that The Wicker Man also makes a fabulous deck chair? ...that Joe Friday can walk on water? ...that your love is my love? ...that no one loves you not? ...that Jesus loves you, but everybody else thinks you're a dick? ...that playing with the radio dial is an abomination that must be stopped? ...that this is the funniest page on all of Fubar? ...that during the Victorian era, the persecution and brutalization of orphans was considered every Englishman's patriotic duty? ...that it was I who let the dogs out?

Never Shine
Surrounded by solitude, wasting self doubt Sorrow is shadowed by whispers that shout Scream I'm dying and saying I'm done Through with the pain but never can run Constant reminders that never leave sight Not heard over the cries that bellow at night World upside down with thoughts of the choice You know it is there you just have no voice Admit your disguised and hidden beneath All of the things that make you seem sweet Pretend your content and satisfied at heart Dont ask me why its all falling apart Shredded and scorched by the flames of the past I'll never break through the wall you have cast The mountain the separates your heart from my hand The ocean that tells me the future is damned Soft brush on my cheek or breath on my neck My faith on the line is what this will wreck Has fate been destroyed,defeated, left bleeding Is it covered,or hiding, maybe just sleeping Tired of witnessing our sheer lack of hope The thrown away deepness our abilities to cope Will we o

Have Anyone Had This On This Site
welll i know im not the only women on here and i know certianly that im smarter to fall for it but wondering if you men are having fun messing with womens minds , sample talking to many guys on here all of a sudden they ask me to marry them , i think wow there nice wonder if they could be the one how are thease words so easy to say and how is it so easy to play games with women like you do you know some of us on here are good people and derserve not to be treated like women not like where still in high school please stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing Really - Not Worth A Rate
As I sat here tonight uploading a ton of music to my stash, yeah the music tells my age!! It was more than just listening to old tunes it was, It was a lot of things and then when my friend Becca was rating my stash and mentioned that she enjoyed this music and her parents listened to it all the time as she grew up, she sent me a web page of hits from 1975 and then said that was the year she was born and her parents were hippies. A thought ran through my mind for a fleeting second damn I’m getting old because my daughter keeps a picture of me from my freshman year in high school with my hair in a ponytail half way to my ass and tells her friends how my dad is just an old hippy. But it wasn’t till I got a message in my shoutbox that asked about my stash and where did I come up with this music. As she told me how cool it was and she had never heard of these groups I realized I’m not old I’m seasoned!!! – And yes this was some 18 y/o who obviously doesn’t own a radio. Lmao But

Why Mankind Is Devolving
Here's my first Fubar rant! Are yall excited? Poor MySpace and LJ has put up with enough of em. Ready? Ready? OK, now here we are. Mankind...21st century. I go and watch the news, read blogs and bulletins, and I see this society pretty much going to their own proverbial hell. Ummmm, yeah. Alright, as much as we pretend that mankind has progressed, look at the stats. As a tribal society, yes, we had wars. More wars probably than we have today. Yet said wars lasted about a day or two and then they were over. Done. The hunting grounds were established, like 3 people died....done. 10,000 years of this being all good. OK, "progress" to a governmental society. A few people thinking they can control thousands under one rule. This worked fantastically for a whopping year or so till folks saw that one group of folks could not possibly know what was good for a local buncha folks. Sadly, it almost worked enough that they decided that it was the best way to go. People don't matter, demographics

Whats The Deal
Most people know that the first glance at a person always determine the out come of what might happen if and when that person tries to come over and try to talk with u. With this in mind how can an average joe (like myself) even compete with that? I know that so people have standards and try their best to stick with to them, but is their any body who has ever lowered them and found some one they feel in love with?

I Kinda Fucked Up
Me and my supposed future FL roomie got into a REALLY big fight. Words were exchanged that probably shouldn't have been. In other words, I let my emotions get the best of me. I had a head injury (brain contusion. my brain was bleeding) not 4 months ago and the stress of the move, my anxiety, and my feelings for this person was what caused me to crack. I think I shall start becoming emotionless again. It saves me from the heart ache of dealing with people. I hate feeling like this. Dead inside. And I really do want to go live with him. We have a long history together. Even if not romantically I still value his friendship and want to see him succeed. He's unfortunately blocked me from most of his profiles and messengers. so I can't even really explain myself properly. That and I've been a total wreck since it all went down this morning. I wish I could tell him but I fear it is too late. Oh well. I guess I have other options. But it still hurts and sucks. And I miss him terribly. I just w

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Warning For My Friends About Trollers
I wanted to be sure my friends are aware of some new people on the site that might visit your page. Seems there are a plague of new sign ups trolling. If you visit someone's page and they have some like this anywhere in their usually short description: I recently got a webcam and love going on it with other people. I do that at my other website. Stop by and say hello! I know most of my friends will see this a mile away lol but I feel it my duty as a friend to point it out for those who might not catch it. In fact in light of this I am planning to lock my real pics to friends only since I suspect they are stealing pictures of others from other sites to use. Just wanted to give everyone a heads up

Sucks
i'm sittin at work, and all over sudden i feel totally lightheaded and my heart is racing like crazy nad my hands are shakin. i havent drank any coffee or ate anythin. damn, it would be so embarassing to die at work...

Life
Just wanted you all to know if you dont see me around much its not that I dont want to be.....I am getting ready to start a new job at the end of the month.....trying to get ready for that....my training will be 12 hour day shifts....and once that is over I will be working 12 hour night shifts....and my part time job will be starting at the same time so on my days off from the new job i will be working my part time job.....leave me messages and lots of love....i will be checking every few days.....i will get back to you.....MUAH

True Friends
well well well, what can i say,, i don't know about anybody else and i am not speaking for anybody else... a true friend hmm i have alot of thoughts on this but basically what is comes down to is that they will be there for you no matter what,, it isnt about anything materialistic or how much money you have it it to me about the heart inside the person i dont need anyone to give me presents , but if they do i appreciate it and i tell them . it should be a I WANT TO SITUATION not A I HAVE TO .... its about being there for all parts of their lives the good, the bad, the sad, to support them, to yes and even to tell them that they are being a stupid ass when they are. see a true friend can say that because the other one knows that they are just trying to help. even if you dont talk to each other for a week or so , when you do its like it was yesterday. a true friend lovs and appreciates you uncondtionally. its not for me about using or abusing a friendship,, i am not sayin

Do You Think It's Possible
Does anyone here really think it is possible to find true love on the internet? I'm sure this is a question that alot of us ask ourselves. Is there that one person that holds the key to our hearts somewhere? If the answer is yes then, how can we be so nieve as to think that "someone" lives right around the corner from us or in the same town. If there is only one "soul mate" "true love" for each of us, would it not make more sense to think they may be "anywhere"? Myself I think that internet dating although different is a good way to meet people. If you have the ability to carry on hours of endless conversation with someone then you have to know that there is some sort of bound developing. Do people who are married to people they lived close to have that ability to chat together for hours on end and never get bored? If you find someone that you feel that sort of connection with is it wrong that they live 1000's of miles away or should you take it as a sign that maybe this is that someon

Life Aint Always Beautiful.....sometimes Its Just Plain Hard!!
So ive been thinking about alot here lately..ha yeah i know me think..thats a shocker.... Lifes threw a couple loops my way.I found out the other day that i have several heatlh problems.No worries nothing extreme,but yet its still nothing to joke aorund with.I have Endremetirosis..Im pretty sure everyone knows what that is/means..Alot of women end up having it..There are 3 stages..i have stage 2.So i will be going to have more tests/blood work done on April 16th..& we will go from there.Who knows i could get results back & everything could be fine..everything could be gone.But ive also gotta be prepared for bad news to.You know what they say..Hope for the best,yet expect the worst.All i can do is put it in the hands of the good lord above..What he thinks is best for me..he will do. As far as other aspects in my life go..lets just say REALITY SUCKS!!!!I feel like everyone is expecting soo much out of me..but all i give them is nothing but dissappoinments & heartaches.Thats how i f

Mel's B-day Bash!!!
Alright everyone, it's that time again. Except this time Mel is going to be 30!!! I'm having a big party for her and I want everyone here to show her a good time. I'll be making the desert, finger foods and jello shots. This is a BYOB. Please ignore the RSVP date. Just let us know so I can plan to have enough food. Message me for location info. -Erica

Funniest Blonde Joke Ever
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help Me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get Started." Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a rooster." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over The table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at th e box, then turns to Her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to Assemble these pieces into anything resembling a rooster." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a Nice cup of tea, and then ." he said with a deep sigh, . .. . . . . "Let's put all the Corn Flakes back in the box."

Tiger & Horse-our Chinese Signs
I don't really believe in Astrology but it's fun to read sometimes and this sounds very accurate for us. In Chinese Astrology, Paul is Horse and I am Tiger...Read on. The Horse and Tiger make an excellent match, more than any other combination of signs. The wild Horse feels an immediate kinship with the fun-loving Tiger. Both share a love of sports, nature and parties. They are also extremely active, and will have no trouble skipping sleep in favor of fun. The Horse will probably follow the Tiger’s lead, but won’t fail to speak up when he or she disagrees with the big cat’s direction. Horse needs to learn to not grumble when he doesn't get his way, especailly if he is unwilling to take responsibility for his own actions, desires and needs. The one thing that could potentially put a damper on this romance is the Horse and Tiger’s mutual love of freedom and the occasional jealousy Horse feels. Tiger is a show-stopper when the two are in the public eye and Horse

Mary And David
Ok I like to ramble so this is a good place for it. I have two cats, Mary and David. For some inexplicable reason I got David fixed first and put off getting Mary fixed. I know that is bass-ackwards. Anyhoo, guess what? Mary got pregnant. So Mary and David get along very well, they kiss and groom each other and just get along swimmingly. But when Mary had the kittens, everything changed. David hated the kittens. Every time he passed them, he would spit at them. He would slink around them and try to get by real fast. He was really beside himself. He would not eat and got really skinny. He was a nervous wreck. Things between him and Mary just weren't good. The kissing and grooming stopped. One day David was in the kitchen and a kitten passed by and David spit at it. My husband said, "well David that's what happens when you can't please a woman". Well, the kittens were all eventually adopted. And David starting gaining weight and started look

New Skins 3/16
Yay! Finally Spring Break! I've added some new skins to my list for public use. I will post some previews of the new ones below, but they will not be linked. In order to find them, visit my page, and click BROWSE USER'S SKINS at the very bottom. Preview the ones you want, and then rip if you'd like to keep them. MY SKINS WILL NOT DISPLAY PROPERLY IF YOU HAVE BACKGROUND IMAGES ENABLED on your profile. Those must first be turned off for the skin to display correctly. If you need any help with them, let me know. I'll be adding several more through the night tonight and tomorrow, so check back for the new additions :) ALL THAT I ASK IN RETURN FOR MY SKINS IS THAT YOU DO NOT RIP THE ONES MARKED CUSTOM. Those were made for individuals. Those marked "PUBLIC" are available for use by anyone. "Dance with a Dragon" "Don't Cry" "Patty Betty" "Patrick Bear" "Easter Ducks" "Easter Mix" "Easter Tulip" "Cherish the Moments" I hope yo

Update To Last Entry
Grandbaby, Skyler, born yesterday. born at 12:42pm. weight: 6lbs. 14oz. length: 18 inches. blond hair, and at least for now blue eyes. He was a merconium birth which means they have to guard against him developing things like pneumonia. My daughter isn't in the best of moods right now because of the hospital. But she'll get over it. It's just going to hard when she goes home because she's bullheaded just like me. So I know she'll try to do too much.

Sacrifice
Webster defines sacrifice only comes when, one gives of themselves everything for a greater purpose or resolve. I knew sacrifice, but more as an everyday word in my simple life. Struggle, hardships and circumstance always stood in line waiting for their ounce of flesh. I remember, before this tale I am about to tell, a time when the word sacrifice was thrown at me by preacher and deacon alike. Stories about days past and different ages of man. In these days a look or deed could cost you. Punishments such as loss of eyes, limbs and life. These things meant little to me, and I could care not for whatever punishment I had to endure. I was born into the house of regard a slave for the Master of Devonshire, and to him I owe my life, for it was either being sold or beheaded, and I thought I had a nice looking neck. Servitude was a life of sacrifice, but the day I saw her I knew that I had been wrong. I would never speak to the Mistress of the Manor, but dreams of her would haunt my nightmare

2007 Smart Arse Awards
THE 2007 SMART ARSED ANSWER OF THE YEAR AWARDS< FONT> SMART ARSED ANSWER 6 It was mealtime during a flight on a British Airways plane: "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked the man seated in the front row. "What are my choices?" the man asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ARSED ANSWER 5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without blinking an eyelid she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ARSED ANSWER 4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at a branch of Sainsbury's store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a passing assistant, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The assistant replied, "I'm afraid not, they're dead." SMART ARSED ANSWER 3 The policeman got out of his car and the boy racer he stopped for speeding, rolled down his window. "I've been wait

Dragon Master
Keeper of dragons, tend thy young, Feed them thy decadent sugary plum. Caress thy scales with tender touches, Rock them in thy soft, loving clutches. Read them tales full of fancy and folly, Fill their nests with juniper and holly. Bath them in water from the moon-lit sea, Imagine among the stars they will surly be. Guide them with thy truth and might, Behold their magnificent flight. Bind them only to thy heart, For as far as they may fly; Never shall you part.

Fu Style
Would u have sex with me? answer: What position would u want me 2 do u in? answer: Would u wanna taste me? answer: Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: Give me a naked pic? answer: Would u do me in the shower? answer: Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: Would u talk dirty 2 me while we had sex? answer: Would u do me in front of people? answer: Would u do me in the rain? answer: Would u do 69 with me? answer: Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answer: If I gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer:

Lies
How do you know who to believe and who not to?? When you're in a long distance relationship with someone and everything seems great one day and the next, it's like an atom bomb went off. You break up for three weeks and during that time he does something with someone else. Ok you can get over that because you weren't together. But then you get back together and things just start to not add up. And it almost seems that he may still be seeing that other person. What do you do?? Do you give him the benefit of the doubt or do you belive what you hear? Can't go by what I see because things on the internet are typically not what they seem and since I'm 500 miles away I can't just see what is going on.

Garden
I awakened a short time ago very hot and turned on. It was a dream about hands, tongues, eyes and you in my head. I am in my herb garden feeling the plants tickling my legs as I walk among and through them -- crushing some leaves in passing. The scent of the rosemary, savory and lemon thyme is thick and cloying. The air is still and heavy with humidity. I am drawn to the lower part of the back yard. In my dream there is a stand of trees and undergrowth that is left wild for the birds, rabbits and squirrels. At this hot time of the year the wild area can be in deep shade and some parts are totally hidden. It’s almost like a little cave in my dream. Thinking I hear someone call my name I turn and a figure is before me. All I can clearly see are his eyes and hands. There is no fear because somehow I know him, so I smile and walk forward. It is you. Who arranged this? How did this happen? Suddenly, I am next to you in your arms. Your fragrance is as mine, only stronger, as if y

Signs
What sign are you..?...go to "THE DEVIL"s page to get your sign .. check it out, pretty cool! P • I • S • C • E • S: The Piece of Good Ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Encounter 2
A Touch Our boundaries agreed we move and dance Light and shadow, teasing eyes perception Your movements slow deliberate grace, curves accentuated My eyes appreciate your feminine charms. Our voices low tones touch our desire with gentle caresses, eliciting desired response we express our needs. Blood flows through dilated capillaries skin flushed glowing Our senses heightened to caresses expectation. Modesty dissolves like morning mist. Veils shed like autumn leaves. Musk and jasmine fill the air exotic passions conjured Music vibrates to slow jazz rhythm notes You close your eyes facing the open window The sunset's silhouette exposed skin honey and silk Silk clings to curve and shadow The breeze raises texture as raven locks shiver. My eyes appreciation full, I move towards you I stand close your body radiates warmth, your head tilts A smile curls those silken lips parted in desire I blow softly upon your exposed neck Hairs rise to the sensation lea

Encounter 3
A Moment Down we fall fathers graceful decent Satin pillows catch our smiling forms Your face framed in ravens wings Your eyes seek my spark my passion Fires flames dance creating writhing shadows Radiant warmth fuels desires need Limbs entwine knee rises leg locks tight Pressing forward your warmth invitation I yield pressed into pillows soft embrace Your hands press my chest, you catch your breath Pulse racing my blood flows, raising anticipation Your eyes triumphant you take control Hips move grinding down silk on cotton I reach up caressing flesh stroking I pull you down turning legs lock mine I hold fast I strip away modesties constriction you smile Stroking erect flesh, legs part your invitation Damp silk greats my avid gaze prize barely concealed I stroke one finger tracing wetness path, hips arch forward Questing for contact, eager for more urgent touch Fully awake I stroke engorged flesh “Patience my lady we have all night"

Own Me?
Looking for a fu slave? feel like blowing some of those fubucks you have laying around? or maybe your just bored and might want to try something different. Well if thats the case I am in a auction and if your interested in bidding on me just click on my pic below :)

New Puppy
We got a new puppy last sunday. that is one reason I have been scarce lately, as he requires so much attention right now. He is 7 weeks old, a basset hound, and what they6 call, lemon & white in coloring. He is very cute, unbelievably affectionate, and wondefful. His name is Buster, which is short for "The Not So silent Star, Buster Keaton", his registered name. Many pics will be forthcoming soon. I hope you will enjoy his cuteness second hand :)

Community
Community we surf the web in search of what? a kindred spirit to share our lot? A billion neurons connect this brain, life's diversity represented, the sane, the insane Identity masked we roam this realm, we sail this sea we man the helm, what is real and what is false, we prod, and coax to glimpse the host Our senses redundant we use our mind, we conger, we type our message blind. Response received, we analyze we read, a picture we create of respondents need. Secure we are from judgements flame. Free to be, we choose our name. Words can be such sweet caress, they may condemn or choose to bless Oasis of truth we spirits confide our community draws the like of mind To nurture honesty and talents light to feed our souls, to fight the fight, to open our heart and share joy and grief, like trees we grow, we shoot, we leaf. Our words hold power for good or ill, they lift the spirit reinforce our will. Poets express your hopes and fears we’

Why Women Cry
“ WHY WOMEN CRY ? " A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her childr

Getting To Know Me.
Here's how it works: 1. Go to www. photobucket. com (don't sign in) 2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box 3. Use only the first page 4. Copy the html and paste for the answer 1. What is your first name? 2. What is your favorite color? 3. What is your favorite movie? 4. Who is your celebrity crush? 5. Who is your favorite Disney Princess? 6. Where is your dream vacation? 7. What is your favorite dessert? 8. What do you love most in life? 9. I was born in: 10. My phone is: 11. My eyes are: 12. Last book I read?

Omg I Am Getting Dumber
I blame Fubar Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test btw-its best not to use your real email unless you wanna get spammed like whoa. I've gone from a 158 to this.. Damn you Fubar :P Intelligence Interval Cognitive Designation 40 - 54 Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers) 55 - 69 Challenged (2.3% of test takers) 70 - 84 Below average 85 - 114 Average (68% of test takers) 115 - 129 Above average 130 - 144 Gifted (2.3% of test takers) 145 - 159 Genius (Less than 1% of test takers) 160 - 175 Extraordinary genius

Flirting
Hello... See, the thing is.. My friend Amanda has some friends.. and they all like to be around her.. she is gorgeous and so sweet.. but here is the deal... One of her friends has a mad crush on her.. and everyone knows.. and they are allowing his feelings for her to determine how they talk to her.. they don't flirt with her.. they moderate everything they said to her while he is around... Is it right of them to do this.. and tossing her feelings away.. and not flirting with her the way she wants? Would you allow his feelings for her make you watch what you say to her while he is around?

Not Part 10, But A Recap On Why Young People Make Poor Decision.
This blog entry was inspired by a MUMM, where a young MAN wrote about another young man who went AWOL from his ship, asking "why do young people mess up their lives. I wrote this to comment, and with its content being long, I decided to post it as a blog in case Fubar decides it's too long for a mumm comment. I changed my "Cover" for this one....it really interested me. I have been in a conversation with the MAN who posted it and will write a little about what I have seen in my career. I hope some who commented so far take a look again to see this. I have been on active duty, more than 22 years. Right off the bat, I saw a kid throw it all away, by jumping the fence in boot camp. Never told anyone, never heard from again. Over the course of my career there have been so many who took matters into their own hands, mostly at a big expense to their lives. Some did drugs just to get kicked out. A young woman got pregnant just to avoid a six month deployment. She has an 18 year

Bärn City!
ok first click on play enjoy some of the beautiful city of Bern, where my boyfriend lives, and where i spend most of my time LOL, and as well some local music :) (no doubts why i like it there right?) if i have to be honest, i feel like everyday i'm more in love, everyday there is something new, every minute we are not together i'm missing him (and so he does), every time we're together we enjoy it to the fullest, we make laugh each other... and it's just beautiful... well i felt like i had to write some, since i didn't in few days :) cheers!

Out Of The Box
Sometimes life isn't what you want it to be. You have to be able to step back and look at the whole picture from outside the box. I am just learning how to do this now and it is the hardest thing to do. We all are so used to being in the box that it is scary to step out but once you do it isn't so scary, hard yes but not scary. I have to thank my two best freinds for teaching me this Christy and Mike. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. It is still work in progress but in the end it will pay off. I hope other people can learn to do this it can save alot of pain and suffering.

"mad Issues"
****Words to think about**** Relationships Trying to be something you are not..... Learn to love, stop making it a game.... Stop making life such a confusion.....and maybe one day we will stop having........"MAD ISSUES"

Let It Go..
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over and you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when

Ty All Soooo Much!
Thank You to EVERYONE who went out of their way to make me... I have some amazing friends who also have some fantastic friends! I can't possibly list everyone here because there are just too many. I will be working on pimpouts over the next couple of days. I feel compelled to get your "permission" to include you in a bulletin or blog due to recent events. I was told it wasn't polite to pimp someone without their permission when my intention would only ever be to help. So, if you helped and would like included please send me a private message and let me know. It was a great race and though I didn't get there first am proud to say WE DID IT IN 19 DAYS! I levelled to FuQueen on Feb. 24th and Godmother on March 15th! WOW! TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ...YOU ROCK! xoxo ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO@ fubar

Who Wants To Own Me?? Hehe
IM UP FOR SALE IN PEBBLES AUCTION.. HERES PEBBLES.. BE SURE TO ADD/FAN/RATE HER TO GAIN ACCESS TO THE AUCTION FOLDER ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO@ fubar SO WOULD YOU LIKE TO OWN YOUR OWN QUEEN FOR A MONTH?? HERES WHAT IM OFFERING... Owned by in name for 1 month Add to top friends list for 1 month Blog pimp out Profile link pimp on my page for 1 month All pics rated 10s during HH ( 11s if I get VIP) All stash rated during a HH 2 gift per day Daily profile comment 1 SFW Salute 1 NSFW Salute CLICK THE PIC AND PUT UP A BID!!

Tone's Expressions
Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go accept challenges for tomorrow to be filled agree'd to reason myself show or not to show at all , yet seek passions beyond new horizons That Iam in search face to face onwards I'll press on from day to day wagering insticts perhaps if I shall fail agree'd to reason myself so what the hell Wont know if I get there or not when indeed where do I stop Exceeding challenges calls for taking chances I guess yesterday flew on by Today I'll collect and gather my tokens tomorrow I'll set forth , beyond new horizons Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go Agree'd to reason myself stand tall be bold upon within beyond new horizons agree'd to reason myself remain strong let it be known Agree'd to reason myself yes beyond new horizons

Judgement........
Today is not my judgment day, for I am still alive. I have lived by the ethics and morals that have been instilled in my very core: my heart, my mind, my body and my soul. My love flows deep and strong through my very being, just like the great rivers that course through this great nation. I stand up for my beliefs and would die defending those beliefs. I would die defending the things I love…..my children, my loved ones and my country. I have been broken….which has taught me strength……I have been hurt …. which has taught me to be kind......I have been made fun of.......which has taught me respect........I have been looked up to.......which has taught me humility......I have been lost.....which has taught me leadership……I have been loved….which has taught me compassion…..I have been in danger…..which has taught me to fear………I have conquered fear …… which has taught me percerverence…….I have been the protector……which has taught me to be selfless….. Judge me not for what you think

Nigga Logic...damn..say It Ain't So..!!
Niggas crack me up(And i mean every and any race on this planet type of niggas!!!) No matter how you slice it, the term "nigga" will always carry a stigma of racial subjugation and human indignities because it is derived from its predecessor "nigger", which is an imperialist term to justify treating black human beings as non-human, so that that the white man could own a black person as property and treat them like animals. But whatever. Modern black people have decided that they will own its derivative "nigga" and arbitrarily rationalize it as a term of endearment that they now own among each other. They "own" the word nigga, and they have "redefined" it to be a "positive" empowering term of endearment. Really? Can you really do that? Can you disregard centuries of inhumanity and a history of racial inequities just to redefine a piece of history on a whim? Okay. It's not my place to judge,

Quickie
OMG St. Patty's Day!!! I'd like to take this opportunity to mention the fact that when I was a kid, the Irish blew up a prominent Manchester shopping mall (the city I'm from), killing a hundred or so people. The IRA received larged donations/funding by the wealthy US elite, who sided with these "freedom-fighters" in their quest to overthrow oppressive British rule. Whatever, the point is it's all bullshit. Irish vs. the UK, Israel vs. Islam, America vs. Al Qaeda, it's BULLSHIT. The IRA has for the most part quit their killing civillians policy, but here in the 21st century we see people blindly supporting the Bush administration and everything it does because Al Qaeda is the bad guys and "we're the good guys". Well generally the American public sided with the IRA a decade ago saying they were the good guys and we (the British) were the bad. What's the difference between the IRA and Al Qaeda? Very little, except of course the greater destruction in terms of scale inflicted by the lat

Why
As I sit here with arms and wrists bleeding, I wonder why God why, Why can't I just end my life, Tormented and tourtured is my soul, Broken and torn apart is my heart, Why can't I just forever enter the dark? Wam blood flowing over me, but true darkness I will never see, Why do I have to live? Knives, guns, ropes and chains, nothing will take away my pain, Blind within a light I can never truly see, Why must I live life in misery?

Chapter One Of Emerald
Emerald 1973 Rising. Up and up, rising to the sky still smoldering came the embers. Floating, twisting and turning, going in circles, they glowed the color of the burnt orange Challenger parked by the roadway. It was parked next to a Willy's wagon, one of the favored beach combing vehicles for the surfing and partying in crowd here. The Challenger, though, was new being this year’s model. 1973, the last year for the famous three hundred forty cubic inch, all American muscle, mopar engine under its finely detailed hood. Forty yards from the parked American muscle and the party wagon, the embers flew from the fire as a group of teenagers danced almost pagan like to the sound of Deep Purple and the taste of Pabst, the blue ribbon beer, at least that's what Billy called it. Billy had followed the Challenger here knowing that with it came Freddie Miller, Flagler Beach football hero, and boyfriend of Sarah Rosen. Billy watched as the drunken party moved closer to the waves

A Poem I Wrote On 4/2007..but Its Me So Yeah..
WHY DO GUYS WANT NOTHING BUT SEX IS THAT ALL THEY SEE WHEN THEY LOOK AT ME I HAVE MORE TO OFFER WHY CAN'T THEY SEE THAT I WANT THEM TO SEE ME AS ME NOT JUST LIKE ANOTHER FUCK I WANT THEM TO RESPECT ME AND NOT ALWAYS THINK ABOUT DOING ME SEX IS ON THEIR BRAIN ALMOST ALL OF THE TIME WHY CAN'T I GET WANT I WANT JUST ONE LITTLE TIME WHY DON'T THEY NOTICE MY INNER BEAUTY AND STOP COMING AFTER ME JUST FOR SEX I WONT DO IT ANYMORE I AM DONE I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I AM JUST A GIRL WITH FEELINGS YOU KNOW WHY CAN'T THEY SEE THAT HOW DO I LET THEM KNOW I WANT IT TO STOP GET SEX OFF THEIR BRAIN'S WHEN YOU TALK TO ME RESPECT ME CAN'T THEY JUST DO THAT IF WE ARE FRIEND'S THEN I THINK THEY CAN JUST A LITTLE RESPECT JUST GRANT ME IF YOU CAN I DON'T ASK FOR MUCH THEY ALL KNOW THIS IS TRUE JUST PLEASE STOP THINKING I AM JUST ANOTHER PIECE OF ASS TO YOU

A Poem I Wrote B4 My Ex Went To Iraq 6/19/07
As the soft moon gently sweeps over his face, I see a tear running down his cheek I brush it away with a loving grace He takes a hold of my hand as we sit so close together As his hand holds mine, I know that I can't waste too much time I look at him with love in my eye's, as I gently sit back and cry I want to tell him how much he means, but I can't How did we get to this place in time When no matter what we said, sooner or later we would be running out of time If I told him how I felt, he would still go I can't tell him, so I wont this much I do know It is giving me heartbreak just seeing how he tries not to cry Thinking about the fact that he could die I try not to think about it to much I can't bear the thought that he may not return home So I sit beside him in the quietness, taking in everything around us "The star's are so lovely tonight", I whisper He just nod's his head as if he heard me, but I know that's not on his mind He is thinking about how much mo

I Dislike The Word "hate" ..i Wrote On 6/20/07
I dislike the word "HATE" I don't use it at all It cause's to much pain to say it at all Never will I say it to anyone big or small It is not a nice word to use It makes people feel weak So many tend to use that word and it cause's so much grief "HATE" is not a good word to say Dislike is so much better in so many way's You can get your point across by using a kinder word You don't have to be so mean saying that very mean word So if you will remember this little bit of advice Say the word dislike it is a nicer way to say the word "HATE" Without hurting someone feeling's and causing so much pain

Before He Left For War And Hurt Me...wrote On 1/28/08
DAMN I MISS HIM... WHY CANT HE BE HERE? WHY IS HE SO FAR AWAY WHEN I WANT HIM NEAR? WILL I GET TO SEE HIM SOON? DOES HE KNOW THAT I WOULD FLY TO THE MOON IF I WAS JUST ABLE TO HOLD HIM? I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM SO VERY VERY MUCH DAMN I MISS HIS LAUGHTER AND I MISS HIS TOUCH I MISS THE WAY HE WOULD HOLD ME WHEN I WAS FEELING SAD I MISS HIS LOVING WORDS I MISS THE WAY HIS VOICE WOULD BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY I MISS HIM SO DAMN MUCH IT'S EVEN HARD TO SAY I WISH THAT HE WAS HERE WITH ME NOW MAKING ME NOT FEEL SO SAD I WISH THAT HE COULD HOLD ME AT NIGHT WHEN THE TEARS HIT MY PILLOW I WISH THAT HE KNEW HOW MUCH I MISSED HIM I TRY TO BE STRONG I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE IN HIS STRONG LOVING ARMS BUT I WANT HIM NOW DAMN HOW I MISS HIM I LOVE HIM SO VERY MUCH I WOULD DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW JUST TO FEEL HIS LOVING GENTAL TOUCH I LOVE HIM AND I WANT HIM HERE NOW..... BUT NO THAT DAY WONT COME YET NOT FOR AWHILE IT SEEMS SO I HAV

Sheep To Be Slaughtered
ARE YOU SHITTING ME? What am I the only person with a BRAIN???!??! The National Counterterrorism Center (NCTC) in Virginia. the NCTC has elements of the FBI and CIA where terrorism-related information is shared on a real-time basis. Pity America's poor civil libertarians. In recent weeks, the papers have been full of stories about the warehousing of information on Americans by the National Security Agency, the interception of financial information by the CIA, the stripping of authority from a civilian intelligence oversight board by the White House, and the compilation of suspicious activity reports from banks by the Treasury Department. On Thursday, Justice Department Inspector General Glenn Fine released a report documenting continuing misuse of Patriot Act powers by the FBI. And to judge from the reaction in the country, nobody cares. A quick tally of the record of civil liberties erosion in the United States since 9/11 suggests that the majority of Americans are ready to

Do You Know What You Want?
To often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want.

Why I Love Me The Most!
So last night Brittany and I were in conference chat with a friend and some guy kept IM singing to her like the flappy used douche sack he is so I made her give me his sn for fun time havings! Chastine: Hey sugar tits wanna start a panty fire? little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:40:30 AM): what? Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:34 AM): A panty fire Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:39 AM): fire in my panties little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:40:54 AM): im not sure who this is Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:59 AM): you dont need to know Chastine (3/17/2008 2:41:05 AM): Wanna hear a song? little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:41:51 AM): not really, bit busy at the moment Chastine (3/17/2008 2:42:22 AM): BAH BAH BAH BENNY AND THE JETS AH! Bip bop doo dah! bo wwwwwooooa If ya get a chance hop on over to lil' Benny's side of the world and glide him a tune! He gets all creamy about it!

St. Patricks Day...
To all my friends that I don't get to send a message to this is for you... MYPROFILEKISSES.COM ...I hope you all have the best day and lucky times with whatever you do this week. Thank you all for reading this and being a friend, comment back if you feel the same.

Are You In Love???
Could you be falling in love? You have told yourself that it is just a crush. After all, you are just really good friends, right? Though a relationship with him would be nice and he is the right kind of guy... No, you're being silly; he is completely wrong for you - isn't he? Figuring out if it is love is never easy 1.While shopping, you spot a pretty outfit. It isn't your usual jeans and camisole, but you buy the outfit anyway. 2. Your heart pounds a little faster when you get new mail from him - and you haven't even opened the mail yet. True False 3. You can't help but feel good when he's around, and just the thought of seeing him again makes you happy. True False 4.When you doodle on a piece of paper, you find yourself writing his initials. Then you add yours. True False 5.You calculate the number of childbearing years you have left and try to imagine if he would be a good father. True False 6, He forgot a t-shirt at your place, and you keep putt

Own Up To Any Misfortune Even If Its Just A Lil Bit Your Fault....like Even If It From Being In The Right Place At The Wrong Time.
A burden you don't deserve It's easy to blame someone else for your troubles. Yet when you're truly honest with yourself, it's clear that blaming someone else will not add the slightest bit of value to your life. It seems fair and reasonable to expect your problems to be solved by the people who caused them, but stop and think about it. Do you really wish to give those people who caused your problems any additional control over your life and your future? To move your life in the direction you choose to go, you must be willing to take full responsibility for it. That means moving past what's easy and accepting that things are not always going to be fair. Perhaps life has given you a burden you don't deserve. Instead of seeing that as an excuse to give up, see it as an opportunity to give more. Though you may not have brought the troubles upon yourself, you can nevertheless make positive use of them. Choose to take full responsibility for your own situation, and you'll begin

Feelings
I hate the way I am feeling, I feel empty inside my body I feel like I am just a hollow shell just left here on this earth to make other people. Well when is it my turn to be happy. I miss my happiness, my world. I want it back.

Thought For The Day Monday 03/17/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And the day began. Yet as the sun broke the horizon, the light evaded me still. Moments of splendorous delight in this soul are burdened and chained. Disdain fills my cup and surrounds me, but for moments of want or need, the feign demeanor, brighter than the day and seen by these eyes. The struggle within, seemingly insuperable odds mock any advanace. This spirit provides reproach to its own blood, and it flows according to the indistinguishable emotions its kindred grasp so tightly. Admonished is the man, and vacant is the space, which once was filled with admiration. The future, always open to change, and it is this day, as well." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

Theory #1
Life is actually a dream. You are in fact a higher being for lack of a better word. You are sleeping right now, and your mind has created an alternate dimmension that is real. Every being creates their own dream dimmension,and every one of these dream dimmensions are independant of everyone elses yet still woven together to the point where we are interacting, much like individual threads are woven together to make a piece of yarn. When you wake up from this dream, your whole sleep universe is destroyed, erasing the "people" that aren't part of this sleep machine, people your mind made up as "life" filler. Tomorrow: Quantum immortality and how it applies to mirror people.

A Time Out...
If you are wondering where I am.... My BF and I have went our seperate ways....With losing my mom too, I have not bee handling it well...Email me for my Number....KEEP ME IN your prayers...I am hoping he comes to his right mind, ASAP

10 Things That Sidetrack A Good Life
1. Unfinished business: Free yourself from the past by identifying and cleaning up your unfinished business. Call an end to whatever you started - a project, a diet, a feud, a commitment - by dumping it, delegating it, or doing it. 2. Ignoring the Present: Today is a result of all the Today's that came before it. A well lived present will naturally produce a wonderful future. Save a dollar today, and you'll have a dollar tomorrow. Eat 500 calories less today, and you'll lose weight tomorrow. Only what you do TODAY can affect tomorrow. 3. No Priorities: Never trade what you want at the moment for what you want most. If you just react to the next thing that gets your attention, you'll never have enough time for what is important. Don't schedule your time around your priorities. Schedule your priorities around your time. 4. Betraying yourself: Telling lies to yourself is the most hurtful form of disrespect. Write out the ways in which you have been u

Own A Goddess!!!
myspace Stuff It's Almost Her Birthday! Come show her lots and lots of Fu Love and BID, BID, BID! Click her sweet face... Make this a very special Fu Birthday for this Goddess! Look what you'll get in return... Daily 50 11s Daily Comments SFW Salute Permanent Blog Pimpout WOW! Fifty 11's everyday? That's Awesome! Happy Early Birthday Ecuadorian Goddess! Be sure to Add/Fan/Rate the Auction Hostess to gain access to the folder... ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO@ fubar

Just An Update
Just to let every one know Angel was an accident Over the week end and she is in the hospital. she has a few cracked ribs a broken Leg and a hair line fracture in her skull.But she has been awake off and on and the Doctor Has hope she will fully recover, it will just take time Thank you for making her feel loved and I will Keep you updated daily Krystal ( the roommate)

Why The Drama???
Okay...I had to find a place to vent again. The drama has started again. Okay, it all started a couple of weeks ago when a debt collector called my house. I was not home at first so another person took the call and the collector said that they were looking for 2 people...me and this other person. I called them back and they told me that they wanted to let me know that my bills was paid completely off, they was looking for another person which I gave them their number that she had given me because they needed to get ahold of her. She is telling everyone that they called her to get ahold of me...if you think about it...you can easily tell thats a lie, because WHY would they want to get ahold of a person they just talked to????? I called their cell phone and left a message that the collector was trying to get ahold of them...I was completly nice...even thoug hI'm sure she will tell others otherwise. She called me back and cussed me out...I didn't get it. I let it go. Not to long after t

Just Another Rant...
Well I noticed something today. I noticed that a certain person has no creative bone in there body. I taught this person how to do html and they have decided to copy a tag line I use in every bully I make. This person makes the shittiest bullys I have ever seen. They put so much junk in them that I laugh everytime I see them. Now I don't know if I am just iritated cause I burnt my mouth on dinner or what but this just got under my skin. I take pride in my html skills which I myself sometimes just wanna get it done and don't do anything fancy but come on, to use something one person created and change on word in it and use as there own. I am really starting to think this person is just using people for what they have to offer and then find some reason to never talk to them again. The funny part is I made something for that person and they don't have the balls to tell me they don't like it they run to someone else and told them. I would have rather heard it myself and told them that ther

Time To Say Goodbye
Sometimes its hard to say goodbye. Especially when you really wanted to try. Sometimes you screw things up really bad. But you pray that you can fix it. Sometimes someone gives you that hope and then suddenly takes it away. So it's time to move on and say goodbye. Tomorrow is another day.

Pictures
I know you have seen alot of recent activity..for those of you who have the Everything feature turned on...coming from me. I am making point folders. I am making ways for people to make points...I have 10 folders with 100 different pics in each one. Yes, I benefit from the points as well, but that isnt the point. I have closed the folders, until I can get all the pics loaded into each set of pics. So, the pic I am uploading shows, owner does not give you permission to view this....I dont want them rated until all pics are in the folder. The reason I am writing this.....I have several men coming to me....begging & getting pissed....cause I wont let them see the pics...when I tell them what I am doing...I am being rude too...or told to stop teasing. I am NOT a tease. Also, I do have NSFW pics on here. I have closed that folder. It is only open to those in my family. DO NOT ASK if you can be put into my family to see them...I will deny you. I will also more then likely t

15 Ways To Piss Off A Cop
1) SAY "WHAT'S WRONG OSSIFER, THERE'S NO BLOOD IN MY ALCOHOL?" 2) ASK HIM WHERE HE BROUGHT HIS COOL HAT 3) AUTOMATICALLY THROW YOURSELF ONTO THE HOOD OF HIS CAR 4) WHEN HE ASKS YOU TO SPREAD THEM, TELL HIM YOU DON'T GO THAT WAY 5) ASK IF YOU CAN BORROW HIS UNIFORM FOR A HALLOWEEN PARTY 6) ASK HIM IF HE FEELS LIKE A BIG MAN JUST BECAUSE HE HAS A GUN 7) ASK HIM IF HE BECAME A COP BECAUSE OF THE LOW I.Q. REQUIREMENTS 8) ASK HIM IF HE HAS A BROTHER NAMED BARNEY 9) ASK HIM FOR DIRECTIONS TO THE NEAREST DONUT SHOP 10) IGNORE HIM AND SAY "MOM TOLD ME NOT TO TALK WITH STRANGERS" 11) FART A FEW TIMES IN THE BACK SEAT OF HIS CAR 12) WHEN HE FRISKS YOU, MOAN LOUDLY "OH, BABY", "YEAH BABY" 13) PRETEND YOU'RE GAY AND ASK HIM OUT 14) ASK HIM TO HOLD YOUR BEER WHILE YOU GET YOUR LICENSE 15) PICK YOUR NOSE WITH HIS PEN WHILE READING OVER THE TICKET

Just Imagine
Scenario 1: Imagine yourself sitting in a theatre watching that man and woman dance(pictured above). As you're watching them dance, they suddenly come to a pause, standing still in their motion for a moment, three guys burst onto the stage from behind the curtains and run up to the woman. One man has a pair of scissors in his hand and kneels down behind the woman while the other men surround her with knives in their hands. The man with the scissors slowly slips the scissors up the small crease at the bottom middle of the woman's dress and cuts the dress from the bottom up to halfway up her back. The other men then cut the rest of her dress off on all the other sides until the dress was completely cut off clear up to halfway up her back. The men then cut off her panties and leave her to dance the rest of the way completely bottomless. Scenario 2: same as Scenario one except the men cut off the entire dress and leave the woman to dance the rest of the way absolutely and

Lets Offend Everybody
let's offend everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Body: let's offend everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Body: Q. What's the Cuban National Anthem? A. Row, Row, Row Your Boat Q. Where does an Irish family go on vacation? A. A different bar Q. What did the Chinese couple name their tan, curly-haired baby? A. Sum Ting Wong Q. What do you call it when an Italian has one arm shorter than the other? A. A speech impediment Q. What does it mean when the Post Office's flag is flying at half-mast? A. They're hiring Q. Why aren't there any Puerto Ricans on Star Trek? A. Because they're not going to work in the future either Q. What do you call a Mississippi farmer with a sheep under each arm? A. A pimp Q. Why do Driver Ed classes in redneck schools use the car only on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays? A. Because on Tuesday and Thursday, the Sex Ed class uses it. Q. What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo? A. The southern zoo has a description of the

Right Now
I am so bored I have been cleaning up all day from yesterday's party and had plans tonight but I changed them. Now I am finished cleaning and have nothing to do. Holidays should be shared no matter which one they are who agrees?

The Great American Santa Sale
SANTA NEEDS YOUR HELP! ...again... Click this picture and FAN ADD & RATE BELLADONNA! (you know you wanna) PLEASE HELP SANTA'S FAVORITE NAUGHTY LIL HELPER Be sure to Add/Rate/Fan the Santa too so you get coal in your stocking! @ fubar

Ja Rule "put It On Me" Lyrics
I effing love this song and musicjesus.com didn't have it :( I'm uber peeved! Does anybody know of a site that supplies you with singular music codes aside from musicjesus.com? :P This blog feels mighty incomplete! JA RULE LYRICS Put it On Me [Ja Rule] Where would I be without my baby The thought alone might break me And I don't wanna go crazy But every thug needs a lady [Ja Rule] Girl it feel like you and I been mourning together Inseparable, we chose pain over pleasure For that you'll forever be a, part of me Mind body and soul ain't no I in we (baby) When you cry who wipes your tears When you scared, who's telling you there's nothin to fear Girl I'll always be there When you need a shoulder to lean on Never hesitate knowing you can call on, your soul-mate And vice versa, that's why I be the first to See Jacob's and frost your wrist up Now you owe me, I know you're tired of being lonely So baby girl put it on me [Chorus 2X: Ja Rule] Where would I be

The Pain I Have......
the pain still cuts me even tho i know it is thru. i can still feel the knife blade cutting, like the wound was still brand new. magical lies were told to me and i beleived every one imagine my suprise now that all the magic is gone. nothing left but lies and tears for something that i could not control. all that i have left to show for it is this pulsing, gaping hole. maybe i will bleed to death when no one is around. maybe it will come swift and never make a sound. wishing for death is one thing but recieving is the plan becoz that is all that is left for me since i will never again hold ur hand.

What U Mean To Me
You . . . Are the beginning of every day. You . . . Bring happiness and warm feelings Each and every time I feel down. My thoughts are of you constantly. Time stands still when I cannot hear your sweet voice. When I go to sleep at night, In my mind, you are the one lying beside me. My dreams are of us and when I wake, I feel your presence. You are the beacon that draws me, Like a moth to a light. Your kind words are a blessing to my ears. Your unselfishness is a trait that many strive for, Coming naturally to you. Though you may feel down at times, You still have kind words to share Cheering others up. When I tell you these three words, Know they come from the heart: "I love you" and everything about you.

Mans Best Friend
A dog is truly a man's best friend. If you don't believe it, just try this experiment. Put your dog and your wife in the trunk of the car for an hour. When you open the trunk, who is really happy to see you!?

Double Ugh
I just re-wrote my entire about me section. It took me a good hour. When I went to post it I got the famous internet explorer page cannot be displayed. There are few things that make me want to scream a stream of curse words, but that message will do it everytime. MOTHER TRUCKER!!

Offensive Chocolate
I've never thought of myself as offensive but everyday I talk to people at lunch, they're the same people but two of them can find me offensive at times. One of them finds me rather intriguing, he's a year younger than me but he always says my stories are not what he's used too. The other one just says I'm crazy. So one day I shut up and listened to them talk, the four of them talked about math, worrying about college, how they hate working since they've never had to work before and one of them even said that *gasp* his mom had made him put up the laundry. I wish I've lived the lifestyle they have but at the same time I've learned to change my oil, what my car needs - 10w-30 and a 36-82 filter, and I've been able to gut a deer, shoot a shotgun, fish, change a tire, get a lil dirty and now that I'm in the Navy everyone says I cuss like a sailor, which I always have, but it's never bothered anyone before. But now that I'm eating with the refined, two of them have asked me to refrain from

One
My heart belongs to One. My soul belongs to One. my words belong to One. My life belongs with One. My love belongs to One. My thoughts belong to One. My every move belongs to One. My emotions belong to One. My fears belong to One. my sacredness belongs to One. My anger belongs to One. My heartache belongs to One. My loneliness belongs to One. My everything belongs to the One I love. Written by... Megz

Things I Realized When Drinking.
1) Traveling 55 miles in 25 minutes? Not safe (in my case, I shouldn't ride at 110 on the freeway). 2) Green booze makes your lips turn green. 3) Sometimes when you have a headache... pills, booze, and even excercise can't cure it. Only time will. -Rafael

Surgery Tomorrow
WELL YOU GUYS iM HAViNG SURGERY TOMORROW @ 9 30 AM SO PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME LOVE... i KNOW THAT WiLL DEF. PUT A SMiLE ON MY FACE... i WiLL BE ON EiTHER TOMORROW EVENiNG SOMETiME OR WEDNESDAY FOR SURE... i LOVE ALL YOU GUYS XOXOXO MaNNa

Helping Out ...
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=625301&i=939731691&idx=22 120, 000 I'm about to be there rate help!! i need bomber AND everything that means help on it! IF YOU COULD JUST DROP A RATE ! PLEASE

Why?
A DREAM FOREVER CRUSHED The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it ha

As Days Flew By
AS Days Flew By The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were alright. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you,

Dreams
And in her dreams she is happy She is with that guy the one who makes her world perfect. When things go wrong he holds her and sings her a song. Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where that guy does not exist and she is alone in this world. And in her dreams she smiles She has the best of friends who are there until the end. When she is no longer strong they are always there to help her along Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where those friends do not exist and she is alone in this world. And she wants to stay forever in her dreams But in the end she returns... Returns to the dark depressions of reality once again. By:Me

God Is My Refuge
In Psalm 62:5,6 NKJV the psalmist refers to the Lord as "my rock." "The rock" refers to a place of safety, a place of refuge and shelter, a secure and safe place where you can go in time of trouble. When David wrote this psalm, no doubt he was frightened as he was being pursued by King Saul, who was seeking to kill him. Saul at this point had tasted of the Spirit of God, but the Lord had now left him. The psalmist declared his faith, saying, My soul, wait silently for God alone, for my expectation is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation: He is my defense; I shall not be moved. And who is this Rock? He is the Creator of the universe, the Lord God Almighty, the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, the One who created you and me. This is the One David sought as he walked in obedience despite the many threats that came against his life. In every instance, David trusted God to deliver him, and in His perfect timing, God did just that. He was his Rock, his refuge, an

My Diminishing Family Here
i'm really not sure why i post shit on this blog any more--some one once commented 'why don't your friends comment on your blogs'--hell i got 5000+ friends here and how many views 12--i try do do so much better with my friends' blog but --i don't know if anyone gives a hoot--but sometimes it's emotionallly pleasant to just do some house cleaning on now silly but once important sites well like this one.--i pretty much purged all they let me keep in my private message box--just reminds me of the sadness of how quick people come and then are gone from one's life--and that's sad and gives me a heck of a complex. and the family list--damn---the ones named 'midnight' 'buttons' and 'bekah' are there cause their named after my puppies and daughter--if there was a 'heidi' she'd be there too the other few are very special ladies who know of all my 'problems' yet still talk to me and send me love--maybe cause they look beyond the fact that i'm not perfect--and knew me before i went publi

Maya Angelou
Some Food for thought by Maya Angelou I just love this lady! She is just full of wisdom and she talks from her heart. That's what I like about Ms. Angelou, she is a geniune, kind, caring person. We should all follow in her footsteps. Maya Angelou said: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." (Don't I know this! I have lived this sentence many times over) "I've learned that you can tell alot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled christmas tree lights." (on a rainy day I like to curl up with a good noval and read the day away. I have never had my luggage lost. As for the tangled christmas tree lights....years ago was one big cluster fu*k! haha now, I sit back and take my time and work them out.) "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your pare

My Fu Owner Tinkerbell
My Owner Tinkerbell YAY!!!! my fu owner tinkerbell lost her old account. lets all r/f/a/ her and rate all her pics and stashes so she can make it to he godmother status. TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP)@ fubar This is my owner's top friends: "BARBARA"@ fubar > > ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar > > Charmed82 is Owned by Drug Like Romance & briancojones@ fubar > > '1969' NO BLANK FRIEND REQUESTS ACCEPTED!!!!!!!!!@ fubar > > ~~SugarSpice~~ ¢¼ Dirty south Crew ¢¼ ~~BossLady Of Aces Up Lounge ~~~@ fubar > > "INFARRED"~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBERS~~@ fubar Drug Like Romance¢¾R/L GF TO KenDoll < 3¢¾ S4L¢¾FU-OWNED BY KENDOLL¢¾@ fubar La Faerie Freak of FUbar@ fubar Drew *Fu-Owner of MYDNA!*@ fubar

Anouther Poem :)
Today… I need a little lift Today… I need to shed some tears Today… I need a little encouragement To remind myself the friends I do have in my life Do indeed love me just the way I am… Today… I need to remind those people in my life That I do love just how much they mean to me.. Today… I am telling you this I Love You…. You Mean The World To Me… I value our friendship I value our special bond we’ve come to have I value the fact that you and I can tell each other anything And we tell each other like it is. I Value the fact that you and I are similar in so many ways But our differences seem to only help us become strong and wise… So I’m letting you know I’m going to be your friend for life. Whether we are near or far apart. I will always be there for you Wherever this path may take us. I’m going to honor each moment we share. And I hope this bond we share will only deepen the more I get to know you… But I just thought I’d tell you in these small words How much you

Lmao!
OK, I commented on like 2 pictures of some random girl, and her b/f was apparently behind the computer. The convo that followed was just too funny not to post, I honestly could not believe I could bait him for over 5 minutes before he blocked me. Read from the bottom up of course. Enjoy :). babygirl_2008: fuck you ->babygirl_2008: ah...anger management issues...common in young growing boys babygirl_2008: dude you are really pissing me off ->babygirl_2008: tell me all about how having a small pee-pee makes u feel like less of a male ->babygirl_2008: little boy...wait...don't run away like that...u need to open up and express ur feelings babygirl_2008: fuck you good bye ->babygirl_2008: did ur step-daddy "touch u down there"? ->babygirl_2008: but all little boys are...tell me how u got this way ->babygirl_2008: lmao!! god ur easy to bait babygirl_2008: dude you don't want me to come down there ->babygirl_2008: no, ur an insecure little boy babygirl_2008: fuck you ass

How I Truley Feel
WHO WILL CRY? If tonight I die, Who will cry? Strangers with their feigned interest, While those I love have turned away. And if my best isn't good enough, What more can I give? Go ahead--walk away. Just leave me here alone. And if tonight I die, Who will cry? All my strength is drained, With nothing left to give. Drowning in the depths of sorrow, No tears left to cry. A silent voice and distant eyes That no one hears or sees. And if tonight I die, Who will cry?

Dbc
Okay it has been brought to my attention that some of the DBC are questioning me again as to if i want to be apart of it all. The answer is yes i am a part of it and will always be. I love you all very much and you are my family. I have had a whole lot of shit on my plate with my home life and my kids. So if you have any doubts then please come to me and not spread them over fubar. ^5333333333333333/^54444444444444

Perverts
omfg...just because i post myself all naked and shit...does not mean ppl need to blow up my shoutbox and fill it with perverted questions and shit..ill take a compliment like any other person..but wtf...im not a online whore who's here help you jack off..if my pics are not enough....oh fuckin well..i dont want to talk to anyone like that. i have never been the type for sex chat..and no matter how hot i think some of you are..you will never hear it from me...i'm a little flirty, sassy and a bit cocky..but i will never be an online chat whore..so please keep your sexual feelings, and perveted minds to yourself...and to those who have not done this to me..i thank you for being real gentlemen!!!!

Feelin
Somedays i'm up and somedays i'm down. my life is a roller coaster of emotions. I think that this is really the only way that i know i'm still alive. Though i have to admit that sometimes i think that everyone around me would be so much better off with out me. i only hope that after i am gone that m kids will be well taken care of. No i'm not suicidal. don't freak out on me. just tired of feeling usless. i know it will get better. i just have to wait. 03/18/08

Poem I Wrote
WArning this is copyrighted...so if you use it steal it or try and publish it as your own...too late Ive already done it and you wont succeed....yes Im a published poet and author City Life ...(+0) ...(+0) Jul.31.2006 8:08pm edit Title: Body: Format this entry for me. (Adds 's to your line endings.) Do not format this entry for me. I look around... Hollow homes And dead city nights Isnt anyone alive anymore? I ask...knowing the answer Death and nothingness I strain my ears while I drive to hear the wind in the leaves I leave the window open at night so the gods lullaby of Night crickets sings me to sleep I drive around town Noise Not even white Noise Just mindless useless chatter of nothing Why? Give me the roaring sound of the Gods Give me thunder in its brilliance Give me the water as it crashes along the shore Give me a doe as she eats a single blade of grass at a time I was never one to fall in with societys fri

Poetic Image
Dreams At Night When I dream at night With out you in my life I feel as if I have nothing else to loose With every painful breathe I take I see such emptiness Left ahead Nobody ever told me It could hurt so much I feel so twisted up inside With me mind all turned around Im unknowingly hurting all around me When i hold my walls up so high To affraid to lot any others in Affraid of constantly lotting others down With my head continously in the sky I look down at myself from above With a shameful sight an the look of despair I must admit I look so lost an confused Constantly hoping this will not be till the end

Poetic Image
my love will go on day after day with the memories of you going thru my mind no matter what comes between us no matter how far we grow apart my heart will always flutter when i see your smile i will love you faithfully an hold my heart true thru all the fierce struggles of life i will wait for you when the write moment may approach no matter how my heart my break nor how bad the pain my feel my mind will never change cause i know i need your love in my life an i will go the distance to prove it to myself an you

Smoking
I was a pack a day smoker. When it got down to five or less cigarettes and I had no way to buy more, I would have a full fledged panic attack. I even had that attitude as some point that: 'hell, we're all gonna die some day, I might as well choose how.' Up to the point where I was laying in the hospital with multiple Pulmonary Embolisms (blood clots) in both lungs. I looked over at my 4 and 6(at the time) year old kids and realized that I had the wrong idea. All it would take is one of those things to move to my heart or brain and I would be dead. No warnings. My kids would be without a mom. For that matter, without anyone since I am all they have. I was in pain every day, breathing was so difficult to do. I spent 3 days in the hospital getting daily shots of blood thinners. I even had to give them to myself when I got out of the hospital. Once I was home I still had a hard time breathing, and so little energy. It hurt so much they had me on narcotics to get through

You Need A Life!!!!
Wow, so people need to get a life!!!! I guess it's what, come down to this, that you can't joke around with your friends anymore in anyway even if it's a little suggestive in nature cause Oooo, what's that, "SOMEONE'S WATCHING WHAT YOU DO"!!!! People are pathetic, truly!!!! I love how it only seems when I joke around with my friends people have problems but other "so called people" can be down right obvious about the suggestions and it's perfectly fine!!!! Here I got an idea for yer asses take a flying leap and while you're there, why don't ya pull that stick out of yer A** and get La*d and soon, cause apparently you have nothing to keep you occupied so you ain't sticking your nose in other people's business!!!! People run their mouth so damn much about sh*t they know absolutely nothing about and cause all sorts of UNWANTED AND UNEEDED DRAMA!!!! Get A LIfe Drama Queens!!!! You Obviously Need The attention, But Go Find It Somewhere Else and Stay Out Of Other People's Live

Paz Sin Fronteras ( Peace Without Borders)
This past sunday March 16th , there was a concert on a bridge linking Venezuela and Columbia .The music joined the 2 nations following political drama between the two South American countries .

Easter And Recipes!
ok i'm looking for recipes with lamb or ham or anything you usually do for easter as special food i'll accept all the recipes you have for easter :) sweet stuff too!! it's my first easter far from my family (parents and sister)... yes i had others before with maybe only my mom or my dad only, but this time is different: none of them will be here... and as well i'll spend it with my boyfriend (my other didn't call me or invited me for this easter) i want it to be special, not only for me, but for him too :) thankies for all the recommendations!

Ok, So Some Of You Might Think This Is Lame...
But I kinda fell backward into the job of incubating some chicken eggs. My mother has three chickens as pets in her yard and bought some fertilized eggs to incubate so she could add more chickens. Then she decided she'd just by a couple chicks and not incubate the eggs (she even thought she'd just throw out the eggs). I love animals and have raised kittens, puppies, squirrels, baby birds (handfed domestic kinds for pets), and horses. I wouldn't hear of having her throw out the eggs so I said I'd take the incubator home and see what I could do. Neither of us had incubated eggs before - I had always let the mother birds hatch the babies for me. Sooooo, I candled the eggs last night after thinking there were no good ones (one had gone VERY bad last week and had to be thrown out). I was shocked to see two eggs with chicks moving inside! There are a few others that might be good too, so I'm completely stoked about it! One of the good eggs is for a rare breed of chicken called a Bar

No Air (lyrics W/ Video)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air If I should die before I wake It's 'cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air Oh I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete Wish there was a way that I can make you understand But how do you expect me to live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe [ Chorus ] Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air It's how I feel whenever you ain't there It's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gon' be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe It's no air, no air No air, air whoa No air, air no No air, air whoa No air, air I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground to float to you There's no gravity to hold me down for real But somehow I'm still alive inside Yo

Wicked Priest
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Wtf News Story
WICHITA, Kan. (AP) - Deputies say a woman in western Kansas became stuck on her boyfriend's toilet after sitting on it for two years. Ness County Sheriff Bryan Whipple said it appeared the 35-year-old Ness City woman's skin had grown around the seat. She initially refused emergency medical services but was finally convinced by responders and her boyfriend that she needed to be checked out at a hospital. "We pried the toilet seat off with a pry bar and the seat went with her to the hospital," Whipple said. "The hospital removed it." Whipple said investigators planned to present their report Wednesday to the county attorney, who will determine whether any charges should be filed against the woman's 36-year-old boyfriend. "She was not glued. She was not tied. She was just physically stuck by her body," Whipple said. "It is hard to imagine. ... I still have a hard time imagining it myself." He told investigators he brought his girlfriend food and water, and asked her every day

My Band The Jfx
HEY THIS IS THE PLAYER FOR MY BAND THE JFX! YOU CAN DOWNLAD ANY SONGS YOU LIKE AT REVERBNATION.COM THE BAND NAME thejfx! IM THE SINGER AND SONGWRITER..FEEL FREE TO BECOME A FAN IF YOU DIG MY MUSIC THANKS DJ JONNY RED

You Looking To Model?
If you are looking to start modeling or acting, I might be able to help you get your foot in the door (be nice.) It all depends on what you want to do, what the Industry allows you to do, and what these agencies/entertainment companies want. So, if you're nice, let me know what kind of modeling/acting you think you would be good for. Fashion/Runway Prints (pictures) Promotional Nudes Adult Or anything else.

For One Person In Particular...don't Take My Kindness For Granted!
What is your definition of a friend? Why would you befriend someone and then just stop talking to them? Using the excuse you're too busy but yet you're able to talk to your other friends and even come online but can't talk to someone who's been there for you. Why do people take kindness for a weakness and then use it to their advantage? Just know this...one day that kindness will come back to haunt you cause I can be just as much of a bitch as the next and when you are left alone and need someone to turn to...there will be no one there! Take this to heart...and you know who you are.

Please Come Help Me 21,000 To Go For My Happy Hour
please take a few mins of your time to come leave some comments if you can spare like 100 for me i will be sure to rate you back with 100 11s just let me know when you have left 100 comments and then ill return the favor sound like a good deal i thought so to lol please and thank you very much

Bomb Me Baby & F/a/r/c Mz Chaos!!
Watz up Fu's!! I'm n Mz. Chaos's 100K Fu-Bux Give-Away & I'm calling on all Fu's to help me out! Most comments by the 22nd of March(Sat) @ 6pm wins 100K in Fu-Bux! So come on & support ya girl, just click on tha pic, Rate it & bomb it 'till ya can't no moe!!☺¢¾ Thanks for all the help I've recieved so far! Wish me luck Fu's!!!¢¾ ANGELNDISCEYES

Thinking
I taste salt from the sea spray upon my lips The waves bounce around like they are doing a crazy twist The white foam swirls around my feet As I walk in solitude along the beach Thinking of things that one may have been Of dreams not done, of a life not well spent The sand running between my toes Reminds me of places I've wanted to go Things I have seen ,places I shouldn't have been Of things that will come and things not as they seem Of motherhood that was lost Life and of death and of all in between The wind whispers a sweet melody in my ears Other times I hear laughter upon the air I have met bikers ,and monks in their brown cassocks Nuns ,and Fathers ( who I'm sure drank too much red wine) Race car drivers ,politicians , corporate ceo's Wanna be sugar daddies and some who just wanted ...well,you know!! For a while my life was a roller coaster road But of late I am more settled and sedate And I find that incredibly boring Yet still my lif

April 2nd
OMG!!!! In 14 days the love of my life will be here for good. It is amazing and proof that you can find someone who can change your life without even looking. Hannah will be changing her world to be with me and I love her dearly for it. I love you Hannah. You are truly my best friend, my soulmate and the one who will keep me smiling and make my heart flutter every day that i see you. Just 2 more weeks baby and there will be no more phone calls, computers and long distance trips. It will be you and me here every day, every night for the rest of our lives

Bored As Hell People And There Mumms
you know i get online once in a while just to chat with old friends and see how life is treating them but once in a while i post a mumm just to see what real people in this crazy world really think such as tonight i am really going to be single and it hurts after almost 14 yrs and 2 great kids . i posted a few things just to see how crazy this world has become , and judging by the responce with all the nasty comments i have gotten , it makes me wonder what my kids are facing and where this once beautiful place we call earth is heading sometimes it is nice just to hear from someone hey man it will et better rather then your a f@cking looser lol come on people wake up and look around

Please Bid
please go to my #1 friend click on her and you will see where it says auction you can bid there I am offering who ever wins #1 friend family memebr,fan you I will crush you and comment and rate you Thank you or you can go to bulletin and look for Oh Wow I will repost Bulletin till bidding is over

Love To Be...
I see you...... I feel you...... I hear you...... I know you...... You are my friend, my lover, my kindred soul; though so far only in my mind do you stroll I know one day this dream will be; not just a dream but reality.

Poem From My Heart
There once a boy his name was lil oy blue he only had this to say I have lost friends I have lost family I have lost lovers I maybe be broken hearted but I have atleast one important thing in my life that is a mind that never forgets the ones that ment the mot to me in my life and then I smile cause knowing that makes me happy so I geuss i can say im lil boy blue no more.

How I Got The Name "bubblewrap"
Ok, everyone is asking why the name “Bubblewrap”… :P Back in 2006 I took a little joy ride around the Western United States and stopped in Odessa, Texas before heading straight to Jackson, Mississippi. The ride was just less than 800 miles from Odessa to Jackson and it took me about maybe 10 to 12 hours to do it. Now when I got to Jackson MS I went straight to the Harley Shop and saw the Owner and let him know I had did my first Harley Road Trip and made it back on my own. He says “great, we leave at 8am for Odessa Texas at 8am tomorrow” for the Air Show. I told him I had just got in from there and my but was still sore. He said that I could go or stay home it was up to me. Well as we pulled into Fort Worth Texas my butt was really sore and I went into the store and ask the young lady there if they happen to have any “bubblewrap” and she said yes they had just got a fragile shipment in and handed me a bunch of it. I took it to my Harley and attached it to my seat to

Want To Be A Friend??? Please Read Esp If Youve Sent A Request....
I have been gone due to illness & surgery. Since I've returned I've been extremely busy with a backlog of fu-work. I WILL GET TO ALL OF MY FRIEND REQUESTS!!! Promise :D I'm still recovering too...So I cant be here 24/7. It may take some time but everyone I add as a friend I rate, fan, & leave comments. It's not a quick process-so just try to bear with me & ill have you added soon. Thanks for being patient... & to my friends, well....I will talk to you very soon if I haven't already! XoXoXo ~HPF

Erotica Vi "the Threesome!"
This is a stroke story, so if that isn't your sort of thing, this is your warning. This is more or less a true story, although I've naturally had to put a little artistic license in there. I can't really know exactly what's going on in someone else's head, or see everything at once. The names are fictional so that no one can get hurt. I did however write this for someone I know in myspace here. I hope you enjoy this, I know I did while writing it. Have a good day and One Love!................ Lynn's arms, curled around Angela's legs, with the palms against the blonde's inner thighs, tightened their grip. Nearly to her peak, Angela's body writhed under the redhead's flashing tongue. Lynn moaned into Angela's folds, wiggling her head back and forth to add to the stimulation. Angela's gasps grew louder, their pitch increasing steadily with the volume. Her hips bucked up toward Lynn's mouth, and her eyes closed tightly. Perched on the edge, she cried out, "Oh god -- yes! Oh god --

Rebel To Fu-gee
Hey everyone, Rebel_128 needs a little less 10k to level up. Let's go help him level by rating pics, leaving comments, etc. He needs our help to get to Fu-gee. Thanks! Rebel'sAngel Click on the pic to take you straight to the profile! ~Rebel_128~

The Mircale Of Love
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine' (Be prepared to get watery eyes!) Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Ka ren, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown , Tennessee . In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute.. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed

Idk
me and my friends are going to the movies this thursday and we were all suppose to ask a guy to come and they all want me to ask this guy i no tht i tlk about all the time but i am to scared. so idk if i will. i was gonna last night but i tlked on the phone to lone and when i got off it was like 10 sumthing. i dont no if i want to ask him cuz i dont no if he likes me and i dont want it to weird between us. SO SHOULD I ASK HIM PPL?????

What Lies Beyond These Tears?
What lies beyond these tears? A woman who hurts deeply from the outlying skin into the depths of her inner soul..... A woman who some know, who some will never know... A woman who looks in the mirror with an empty soul looking back..... A hollow body standing there empty behind those hazel green eyes..... What lies beyond these tears? Will my heart ever mend? Will my tears ever end? What lies beyond this lost soul? Searching, wishing, to collapse into a deep dark hole...... The pain is to much to bear...... the hurt is far too great to continue to carry this weight..... What lies beyond these tears? Shattered and broken through many years, is this finally my breaking point? my end? My heart may never mend.... What lies beyond my tears? A woman about to end all her fears......

50 Questions You Don't Care To Know The Answers To.
1. Do you like blue cheese? Nope 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? Every Damn Day, can't you tell? 3. Do you own a gun? Nope 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? Cherry... sometimes they mistakingly put "cheery" in my soda. None of that shit. 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Good god yes. 6. What do you think of hot dogs? Pe.... Ohhh too easy.. 7. Favorite Christmas song? Fuck. That. I hate Christmas. 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Morning? I prefer to drink the blood of the ones who have awoken me if I have to get up before ten. 9. Can you do push ups? HA! 10. What do you order at starbucks? I have better things to spend money on. 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My necklace 12. Favorite hobby? Hair, hair, and I kind of like doing hair 13. How do you eat your eggs? However you want to make them for me with a side of smile. 14. Do you have A.D.D.? no, I have s.u.b.t.r.a.c.t.

Just Another Day...
Hi everyone, Today is Wednesday, March 19th. I'm at work, like always. I'm trying to keep myself from falling asleep. There's not as much to do today as there was yesterday, so I'm working kinda slowly today. That way, I always look busy...lol. Well, I'm going on vacation next week. It's a much needed break from everything and everyone. Only a few people know where I'm going and when I'll be back, which is the way I want it to be. I may even turn my phone off, who knows. Well, I guess I'll say adios for now!

Twiztid Show.
Ah the Twiztid show...sadly I was dissapointed. First off my homie wasn't able to get in the show but I think what was more disappointing was the lack of love from the family, I had guys punching me in the back calling me a bitch telling me I wasn't able to leave the mosh pit for the most part sadly to say most of them were rude and stuck up I felt like I wasn't even at a show of lo's and lette's. Other than that I made the best of it I got to see Booondox for my first time which was pretty fresh. But other than that I was just dissapointed by the lack of love I had seen. Anyways I know I won't be going back up to seattle anytime soon for any concerts that's for sure. Hopefully if darklotus is close to our state it won't be so bad. Anyways I'm out I'm sore and tired as shit. Peace out! MMFWCL!

Its All There
I WONDER: DOES HE KNOW HOW VERY MUCH I TREASURE OUR FRIENDSHIP ABOVE ALL ELSE DOES HE KNOW I CAN SAY I DID IT ALL ON MY OWN NOW DOES HE KNOW THAT EVEN IN HIS DARK MOODS, HE STILL MAKES ME SMILE DOES HE KNOW HOW VERY VERY SCARED I AM TOO DOES HE KNOW HOW RESPONSIBLE HE IS FOR THAT GLOW ON MY FACE, THE ONE THAT NEVER LEAVES ME DOES HE KNOW THAT SOMETIMES WHEN I GET THOSE TEARS IN MY EYES, ITS NOT THAT IM SAD, IM JUST OVERWHELMED DOES HE KNOW HOW LONG IVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH HIM DOES HE KNOW HOW HARD I FOUGHT IT DOES HE KNOW THAT IM NOT RUNNIN ANYMORE DOES HE KNOW HE MAKES ME GIDDY AS HELL DOES HE KNOW IM NOW STRONG ENOUGH TO GO AFTER WHAT I WANT NOW DOES HE KNOW HE IS WHAT I WANT DOES HE KNOW HOW OFTEN I THINK OF HIM DURIN THE DAY DOES HE KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I WILL NEVER LEAVE HIM, FRIENDS FOREVER BABE DOES HE KNOW HOW EMBARRASSED I AM TO GET ALL MUSHY ON THIS DOES HE KNOW I DO IT FOR HIM DOES HE KNOW I UNDERSTAND THE DARKNE

Not New - Just News (i'm Sure The Central American Natives Have Known This For Centuries)
Salvia is being targeted by lawmakers concerned that the inexpensive and easy-to-obtain plant could become the next marijuana. Eight states have already placed restrictions on salvia, and 16 others, including Florida, are considering a ban or have previously. "As soon as we make one drug illegal, kids start looking around for other drugs they can buy legally. This is just the next one," said Florida state Rep. Mary Brandenburg, who has introduced a bill to make possession of salvia a felony punishable by up to five years in prison. Salvia divinorum is a species of sage (the genus Salvia). There are approximately 1000 species of Salvia worldwide, but Salvia divinorum is the only vision-inducing species known. Salvia is a member of a very large family of plants known as the Labiatae. Because mint is a well-known member of this family, it is sometimes referred to as the mint family. Salvia divinorum makes a beautiful house plant, and it can be grown just for that reason, but most peopl

Another Reason Why The *&#@*# Movies Are So Expensive!
thestar.com — Popcorn's getting more expensive as corn is increasingly used for ethanol production. At the same time, concessions keep movie theaters afloat. Would you like butter with that? posted on digg.com

Update On My Sergery March 27th.
Well As A lot Of U Know I'm Going In 4 Surgery March 27Th. I Might Not Be Online 4 A Couple Days. I'm Going In 2 Get My Gal bladder Removed, Do 2 The Fact That My Doctor Has Found That I Have 2 Stones The Size Of 5CM Each.

Standing Fubucks & Blingys
I have decided to offer my friends, fans, family and all of Fubar a Standing Fubucks and Blingy offer! Here are the ways to either get Fubuck or Blingys from me: 1. Rate AND comment 150 pics and get a blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} or just rate 350 pics w/ no comments. 2. Rate and comment 100 Pics and get 10,000 Fubucks. Per set that u do this can be done daily and as much as you wish...or rate 200pics w/ no comments. 3. Rate 350 of my stash and comment...get a Blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} 4. Want an easy 50K...buy me a blingy pack! YOU MUST EMAIL ME WHEN U HAVE DONE THIS...DO NOT SHOUT BOX ME. YOU NEED TO EMAIL ME WITH EACH SET YOU DO AND ALSO WHICH BLINGY YOU WISH TO HAVE. ***Blingys will be given out during HH...so that we both can get 2,000 instead of 1,000. This offer is standing and can be found either in a bully or my blog listed under *Standing FuBucks & Blingys* {{hugs}} Jess aka: Shadow Brought to you by:

Upcomming Divorce
As some of you know I have been working on my divorce for over 2 years. He has done everything from refusing to sign the papers to having his attorney as the judge for 30 days to prove to everyone that he has changed. Now this is the same guy that hit me, chose drugs over his family, and would not seek any kind of help. Well now all of the sudden I looked in my mail box and was excited to see that he finally signed the papers and his attorney dropped him so he really dont have a reason to fight me on this. My aunt, who is my attorney, filed the papers today so in about 60 days I will be offically divorced and cant be happier about it.

Useless Info About Me!
-> Full name = Kristen Marie. -> I'm a make-up junkie. -> I'm incredibly moody. -> I'm an incredible messy person. -> I speak Pittsburghese fluently. -> I only have a few BEST friends. -> I want to drive a tank before I die. -> I hate rain. -> I like snow, but not driving in it. -> I could probably sleep my life away. -> I refuse to take medicine. -> I suffer from migraines. -> I love balls. -> Bouncy balls, pervert! -> I'm probably the worst singer ever. -> Generally, I'm late for everything. -> I love being completely random. -> Taking pictures makes me happy. -> I hate pictures of myself. -> I will eventually get a few tattoos and piercings. -> I'm addicted to Starbucks. -> I love rainbows. -> McD's Iced Coffee makes me very happy. -> My birthday should be a holiday. -> I love Tinkerbell. -> I love Thumper, from Bambi. -> I'm a die hard Steelers fan and no one can change that. -> I want 2 kids; 1 boy and 1 girl. -> I die my hair more often than I should.

I Will Be Your Slave
Would YOU like TO own me for a month? BID on me and YOU can. we can do anything YOU want if YOU own me. I am your Slave for a MONTH!!! Just click the picture link will bring you 1 step closer to having me all to yourself You Could Be MineBy Guns N' RosesBest Video Codes

Epic Victory!!!!
AIGHT, THE MOVIE STORE JUST HAD IT'S BIGGEST SALES DAY EVER TODAY!!!! A COUPLE CAME IN FOR MOVIES, T-SHIRTS, AND POSTERS ALL VINTAGE ALL HARDCORE ITEMS BECAUSE THIER TWIN SONS ARE GRADUATING FROM FULL SAIL COLLEGE. NOW GET THIS THEY BOUGHT $43,896.23 IN STUFF FROM MY STORE!!!! THEY BOUGHT JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING I FUCKING RECOMMENDED FROM THEM!!! I GOT THEM TO BUY JUST ABOUT EVERY AUTOGRAPHED POSTER, INCLUDING ALL THREE OF THE STAR WARS AUTOGRAPHED POSTERS FROM NEW HOPE, EMPIRE, AND JEDI!!! INDINA JONES, BREAKFAST CLUB, PULP FICTION TAPES SIGNED!!! ALMOST EVERY T-SHIRT IN THE STORE, AND THEN THEY INVITED ME TO SET UP ALL THE SHIT AND HOST A MOVIE WATCHING EVENT FOR THE LUCKY BASTARD SONS!!!! SO ON TOP ON THE MONEY I MADE TODAY, I'M ALMOST GOING TO GET ANOTHER 20GRAND JUST FOR HOSTING THE KIDS FUCKING PARTY!!!! I'M SO FUCKIGN HAPPY!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK YEAH!!! SOMETIMES SHIT JUST GOES RIGHT!!!! I'M GOING TO GO CELEBRATE!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND DANCING LIKE A MOTHERFUCK!!

The Arrival
The Airport Anticipation. I can feel my heart beating faster and faster. Even worst, i am starting to feel more aroused. Why is this so? I know why. Her plane will be arriving very shortly. I am mad nervous. I don't want her to think i brought her out here just to have mad, passionate sex with her. That is not it, but i do hope it happens,....... a lot! Her plane landed twenty minutes ago, where is she? I guess she is getting her luggage. Is that her? No it is not. Oh, there she is. Look at her walking towards me, somehow in slow motion. Curvacious, lovely, blonde goddess coming towards me. She is wearin a low-cut, conservative white blouse, that clearly shows off her ample bosom. She has a long, shape forming blue jean skirt, that shows every curve of her luscious body. On her feet are a pair of smart, leather boots with a two inch heel that just creates her gait across the concourse. Coming for me. What do i do when she reaches me? I know i have said that i would gra

The End...........
I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH OF IT AND AM TOTALLY THRU WITH IT ALL... Circling your, circling your, circling your head Contemplating everything you ever said Now I see the truth I got a doubt A different motive in your eyes and now I'm out I'll see you later I see your fantasy you want to make a reality paved in gold See inside, inside of our heads yeah, well now thats over I see your motives inside, decisions to hide Back off, I'll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong Headstrong, we're headstrong Back off, I'll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong And this is not where you belong I can't give everything away I won't give everything away Conclusions manifest Your first impressions got to be your very best I see you're full of shit and that's alright That's how you play I guess you get through every night Now that's over I see your fantasy you want to make it a reality paved in gold See insid

***
Why is it that the people that you feel the closest too are just full of shit?...I think I've heard every exuse as to why someone says one thing and really is doing another...In all honesty and to save face....why can't one just say...."You know what Shelly...She's hotter...and funnier....Your boring as hell and I don't want to talk right now..Your only good for one thing..and that is to build up my ego"....Now..see..how hard it that...I'd tell you in a heartbeat.. I just think at this age...People could be a little bit more mature than your average 7 yr old...

Starting Fresh, Starting Over.
Welcome to my humble little blog on Fubar. As the title mentions, this is a fresh start. I had a profile here on Fubar for quite sometime. Due to hatred, failed "relationships" and other matters, I felt it was time to start fresh and start over with a whole new account. So, here it is and here I am. I plan to post a lot of blogs, both personal and just random thoughts, about myself and what I am going through in life. I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I enjoy writing them.

Dear Santa
Dear Santa, Yes, I know it's only March but I want to get my request in uber early. You see.... all I want for Christmas is to be a Toil Girl. http://www.toilgirls.com/toilgirl.html I promise to be a good bad girl for the rest of the year. :-)

Your Grandma Whooped My "fucking Pussy" Ass
This story goes back a few years.The movie Titanic came out and everyone and their dogs mother had seen it. Not me though - I hadn't watched it because I thought I was the baddest mother fucker this side of the Mississippi - and bad ass mother fuckers don't watch romance movies. I had great hair, a leather jacket, I listed to metal, and I was hard core. I would wrestle a mountain lion for street credit but there was no fucking way I going to see Titanic. A few months later the movie was breaking box office records, it was still at the theater and everyone was talking about how great it is and all that. I already had the idea that I was going to hate this movie. I just wanted to see it so I could be different than everyone else, and tell them all how much I fucking hated it. So one day I had the afternoon off work, and went to see Titanic by myself at this theater down the road. I buy my ticket and go into the theater, nothing out of the ordinary thus far. The place was

This Is Me
Strong, independent, soft spoken and vocal, with an unconditional accepting personality. All of that ensconced in love, empathy and respect, feistiness, gentleness and laughter.This is me. Who I am today. Not perfect in all things. Extremely capable of owning her own struggles and admitting her own flaws. Of which there are many. This is me. Who I am today.Emotional submission is NOT just be a dream and sexual submission is NOT just be a fantasy... because this is me. Who I am today. I am to be taken in whole doses... in my perfect and imperfect entirety.Or not taken at all. If you can't take on the entire package, in all of it's various wrappings, then you can't have the joy of knowing me as I will be tomorrow.This is me. This is me and who I am today.I am to be taken in complete doses.Or not taken at all.

The Elections
March 19, 2008 @ 5:28 pm #84 of 84 Maybe one day the people of the USA will band together and to decide to kick big business out of Gov, and limit the terms to 6 yrs for all, one time for life, Then average Jane or Joe could run for office and win, Give the Gov back to the people. *Steps off my soap box*

The World’s Oldest Occupation And The Media.
Well it's in all the news, that Governor for New York Elliot Spitzer quit his job due to having sex with known prostitute Ashley Alexandra Dupre. God bless them both. I mean it; if two people like them can't have any honest, open relationship and keep it out of the press then I fear for all relationships of the like. And by relationship I mean he gives him money, she gives him 'head'. Enough about the whore and the official, I'm sure everybody has heard enough of that story. My problem not surprisingly has to do with the governor's hypocritical stance or the fact that they call her a 'prostitute'. No. I have a problem with the media ranting and raving about the subject as a whole. Anybody see those reports on the local news lately? All the demonizing going on? I'm sure you have if you own a teevee. The current fad is talking about the horrors of the oldest of occupations known to man… and all the evils that spew forth and how it is ruining society. Man it must be a SLOW new

Please Help In A Giveaway
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1332328&albumid=922785&i=59831155&idx=5 I am in a fubucks give away. Can you please rate my pic and if the person doing the give away, is not your friend, please rate/fan/add her/ TY If she is not a friend of yours, please r/f/a. Once she has accepted, please rate my pic. Thank you

Hot Sexy Marie For Hot Phone Fun ~~~~~~ Hot
HI, guys im hot sexy marie, im the lady of your dreams, im the lady next door so dont wait call me at 1-888-47-horny here is my link http://www.hornydesperatehousewives.com/marie.html 2.00 a min if you call me im sure to make you melt, thats why they call me hot sexy marie

Rip Tommy Brown Senior
Death becomes a Reality i never thought about it, it never crossed my mind, i got a call the other day, i couldnt imagine what came my way, at first i wasnt sure all she said was, i really need to talk to you, a thousand thoughts ran through my head, we rushed to meet the unwanted news, i saw the look in her eyes, right then i new. she told me to get in the car an she locked the doors, What is it TEll me, sreaming an yelling, the pounding in my head grew louder my heart raced, I really dont want to tell you this, but your grandfathers dead, right then a sadness overwhelmed me, one of such that would turn your heart cold and make your feelings numb, as tears ran down my face, the screaming getting louder, my world started feeling colder, i broke away from her warm embrace, i didnt believe her,

Im Here
Well..... im here in Lost in the Woods!!! Actually been here for about 2 or so weeks.... livin on nothing....an handouts.... but im getting by cause i dont get paid til APRIL... oh well... Got internet in the room now... well as long as i can borrow someones laptop.... talk more some time soon... BUT IM HERE AN IM ALIVE!!!!

Time Stood Still
"Time Stood Still" Time stood still for a moment; A moment when two hearts meet. Two hearts meet with a destiny of love; A destiny of love for all eternity. For all eternity as one; As one heart beats. Beats as time stood still for a moment; A moment time stood still. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Clouds Of Heaven
"Clouds of Heaven" As I walk the lands of paradise. Many wonders I have seen. Remembering the words of wisdom. seeming to understand the Lords' promise. The land of milk and honey. How can anyone deny our Lord? His Holy book of his words. The promise of everlasting life. My Lord is King of all Kings. He is my rock when I am weak. I just ask for forgiveness,and my sins are forgiven and forgotten forever. He is the one that makes all things possible. From rainbows and sunsets, to shadows of darkness. Til dawns early sunrise, bound to the clouds of heaven. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Deserts' Paradise
Deserts' Paradise East of Egypt,West of Texas. Heat waves tumbling under the sun. Sweat beads rolling down. Lips thirsty for water of love. Sands of time stops in Deserts' Paradise. Temperature rising,fever burning hot,climbing high above all. My dreams of Deserts' Paradise. Kisses of passion,hands of tender loving. Loving arms around me, holding me in paradise for all eternity. Highest point breaking,blazing hot,burning higher and higher. Mercury bursting at the top,flowing forever and ever. Sands of time stops in Deserts' Paradise. Temperature rising,fever burning hot,climbing high above all. My dreams of Deserts' Paradise. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Help With Guitar...
Okay so my four year old son is apparently a natural so far with a guitar.. so now that I know this I need to buy him a guitar and get him in lessons only I have no idea what to get him for his first guitar.. Can anyone help me out with what I should buy for him?

Come Down To Me
Words fall out of my mouth And I can’t seem to trace what I’m saying Everybody wants your time I’m just dreaming out loud, I can’t have you for mine and I know it I just wanna watch you shine. Tripping up on my tongue, It’s all over my face and I’m racing Gotta get away from you Burning all the way home, Try to put it to bed but it chases Every little thing I do When the light falls on your face, Don’t let it change you When the stars get in your eyes, Don’t let them blind you. You’re beautiful Just the way you are And I love it all Every line, and every scar And I wish that I could make you see This is where you ought to be, Come down to me. Spell it out in a song, Bet you never catch on to my weakness I’m singing every word for you. Here I’m thinking I’m sly Then you’re catching my eye, and just maybe You’re thinking what I’m thinking too When you see it on my face, Don’t let it shake you I know better than to try and Take you with me

Denial Of Love
Hey, i guess you can say i have strong feelings for someone. But the feelings are not truely returned, yet they say they are but actions dont show it. sometimes i wonder if its a mistake, am i in denial? Thinking that he is just doin this to push me aways or he just doesnt know what to do? He has been put thru hell just like i have, we understand eachother better than anyone else i know, but can i believe the words that i hear, or step away. My soul feels so lost and hurt. Many times i have truely wondered y me, like many people have i know. I have heard the words i love you enough to last a life time, but ones that are true, i dont know if i have. My heart aches with each passing day. Not knowing the truth, watchin his pain just causes more to mine.

All Hail King Ass Clown
So I have been on Fubar for about three days now. Yesterday was by far the wildest, wackiest, strangest internet experience of my life. I mean it. I'm at work, on lunch bored as sin so i log on. I'm looking at the pics scrolling across the top and I notice a very handsome man in an army uniform. So i go check out his profile. He SEEMS just about perfect. He says he's a single dad, a widower, former military service man, completing a master's program in history. We chat and he immediately goes into this line about how he wants something offline with me. So i decide to push the envelope. I tell him, i'm kind of talking to someone, but its just an online thing and its rocky. He doesn't care...zooms right on like it doesn't phase him. So then i decided to tell him every bit of the ugly in my past to see when he would cop to being full of it and running game. I tell him about growing up in Foster Care, how my stepfather was abusive, how my sister died, about my mom's drug pro

Still Trucking!
I have been with the same truck company for a year now. I only get to be on the computer when I am at my father-in-laws, or at my sister house. Which means I don't have a lot of free time on the computer, or much time at home. On the road it is a 24 hr. job, but the pay is ok. I just wish I could meet more like minded people. True friends are hard to find, no matter what a person does though. Hope to hear from some of you soon.

This Girl
i dnt know what 2 do ethier wait or not 2 wait.on this girl because i dnt wanna get wrap up in a blanket by anyone. but it is hard when ur not as close to them as u want 2 be. so i dnty know but i think ill wait 4 her 2 say sumthing. but the whole reason is be cuz i get attach eaisly. do u know how hard it is when u like a person and there is no way 2 know how they feel about u. i got alot of luv 4 u girl but i know just meet u 2weeks ago but damn when u text some 1 all night intill like 4 in the morring. u know i just dnt get it

Whats Really Going On?
Hey, this is Loe's sister again. What happened to all the people that were supposed to be writing him, keeping his head up? If he was out, you would be calling and emailing, etc. off the chain. (you know who you are) I'm not begging, but if you were his true friends you would drop him a line or two every once in awhile to let him know y'all haven't forgot about him. I'm done bitchin 4 now. I love my brother and y'all aren't playing him right. Here's the address once again. Lawrence Awoniyi 6C 417 South Calhoun St. Fort Wayne, IN 46802

For My Former Best Friend....
here's to my former "best friend" Jennifer, who thinks she is always right and who thinks she is better than me. I have to drive past her house every damn day. After all I did for you hun, you suck! Well you can tell ev'ryone I'm a down disgrace Drag my name all over the place. I don't care anymore. You can tell ev'rybody 'bout the state I'm in You won't catch me crying 'cos I just can't win. I don't care anymore I don't care anymore I don't care what you say I don't play the same games you play. 'Cos I've been talking to the people that you call your friends And it seems to me there's a means to and end. They don't care anymore. And as for me I can sit here and bide my time I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind. I don't care anymore I don't care no more I don't care what you say We never played by the same rules anyway. I won't be there anymore So get out of my way Let me by I got better things to do with my time I don't care anymore I don't care a

There's A Lighthouse
This world's not my home I'm a stranger to the storm Save me Where the race is quickest The tide runs strong Save me A big sky above me West winds blow Sailing long distance Breaking the foam There's a lighthouse Shining in the dark A lighthouse Standing in the dark All the world's a ship Shipwrecked on the seas Breaking up in pieces We're clinging to the reef There's a lighthouse There's a sky full of trouble Lifetimes and fear Save me Talking the soundings Now the tempest is here Save me And daylight is breaking On out-stretched hands Lost on the ocean Reaching for land

Old Survey
1. When was the last time you kissed someone? Does ass count? Cuz I have been kissing ass ALL DAY 2. How do you flush the toilet in public? By the handle, DUH 3. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? As opposed to wearing a seatbelt while seated on my computer chair? Oh, wait. That could be useful for those particularly strenuous cyber sessions. 4. Name one thing that you start to get tense about if you are about to run out of it. Air 5. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble? Hong Kong Phooey. After all, I am the number one superguy! 6. What is your favorite pizza topping? Coochie, but getting a woman to sit on steaming hot mozzerella is a challenge. If it burns the roof of your mouth, what would it do to your ass? 7. Do you crack your knuckles? They are a lot better to crack than my nutts 8. What song do you hate the most when it gets stuck in your head? You got a brand new key. I friggin hate that song. 9. Did just mentioning t

What A Week
well its been one hell of a week!! went to er today!! lucky to have o broken bones!! one woman told me she loves me!! and another says shes found happiness with someone else!! got a new job wednesday!! almost got into an accident on way home from hospital!!!and got a new job offer in georgia!! now i have to decide if im going to georgia or staying here!! what a week!!

Bristol, Tn (long Read)
Ok...so last weekend I went to Bristol, TN to the race...which, by the way ended in a big cluster fuck Here's why: We head West on I-26 and two minutes into our trip, we are pulled over for going 80 in a 70 zone...luckily, we got out of a ticket...woo hoo After that, we recover, chill and punch eachother when we see a blue truck. After stopping at the Kozy Kitchen for some grub and the navigation lady telling us it's an unauthorized stop we head to the track. We meet up w/our Nascar friend and he takes us in....walk right onto the track and to Kenny Wallace's pit. All went well that night..... Saturday we get up, head out after fighting the shower (combination we never truely got the grasp of) and get to the track. It rains, it stops, it rains some more but finally get the race in and they get past the half way mark and can stop the race b/c it starts raining cats and dogs. Did I mention we paid $50 to park? Oh my hell So, we know that our friend will be a while

Why??!!
Ok so I friended a person on here. And chatted once n a while as a friend and this guy went psycho! Always messaging me and bugging me. I finally tell him off cuz I'm sick of his psychoticness and the fact he's trying to find where I live and such...stalking me...and it's getting kind of scary! I hope he gets the point and leaves me alone...but yeah before I block him he re-rates me a '1' and then makes remarks about me being a fat cow, ugly, a bitch, no wonder I'm single, etc...Um yeah maybe because of assholes and psychos like you make me stay away from committments! Regardless... http://fubar.com/user/1527769 Watch out for this guy ladies...he has some serious head issues! When I told him I was sick and used a sick day to stay home and rest he gave me shit about what I use MY EARNED VACATION TIME AND SICK DAYS FOR! Hello buddy you are a truck driver and supposed to be out on the road but for some reason you haven't worked in weeks?!?! Get a life! And not to mention t

Untouched
Below beats a heart blackened by your tainted touch. Gates opening and close, a maddening rush. Forgotten words altered life; my swallowed pride and bloody pain. Your plastic smile a thin mask to hide, the rotting decay and loathing. Animosity, conceived in scorn and betrayal. disdain it's blessed name. Carried under by the river, surface untouched. Burned again by the flame. Copyright Karen G.

Is It That Hard?
To be real? To be honest? To be YOU? Why are there so many fake people? Why do people try to be someone they aren't? Why do you have to tell "me what I want to hear" and assume that is ok and then change suddenly and confuse the fuck out of me? Is that fair? I am a very understanding person and I don't judge. I don't care who you are, just be honest about it. Don't pretend to like me in fear of hurting my feelings...I'm a big girl and can handle the truth! INEEDLOVE too but I don't need fake friends or fake people in my life. I've been doing just fine by myself all this time and I will continue to do just fine. Let's just keep it real ok?

From Matt Hardys Offical Myspace About Jeff
March 20, 2008 - Thursday Matt Hardy Offical Myspace Site http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=152686889 Seeing Jeff’s Tragedy Through My Eyes I was having a pretty standard "gotta fly out early and go to work tomorrow" Friday night. I was washing and packing clothes, booking my rental car, and writing bills to put in the mail on my way to the airport in the morning. Around midnight on Saturday, March 15th, I let my beloved pet dog Lucas outside to use the bathroom. As I stepped outside, I smelled smoke. I walked around to my garage area and could see huge flames burning through the woods. The large flames appeared to be very close to Jeff’s place, about a third of a mile away from my house. My first initial thought was that Jeff was burning either trash or a brush-pile. I then questioned my thought, considering how big the size of the flames looked. For a second, I thought it might be the huge ramp on Jeff’s motocross track or his old

World Cruise Boarding Pass Details
♫♪♫ ♫♪♫ Hello everyone, One of our newest members has made an official cruise boarding pass. If members would like 1, please click on that pic and contact Teresa. They look like this ... They do cast 5,000 fubucks or 100 rates, but aren't they cool/worth it? All crew members - please also click on the pic above as she has kindly made all of the crew 1 for free for all our hard work to keep this cruise a fun place to be a member of. They are in a Cruise folder. Thanks Teresa for taking the time to make them for us, they're great ;o) Thanks for reading Michelle xoxox

My Valuess
Sam, you're a Gentle Protector You've earned this title because as one who recognizes that you can make a difference in the world, you tend to be more mindful of your actions than most people are. You probably also find that you make concerted efforts to be helpful and giving to those around you. Because you like to feel that everyone is taken care of, you're one of those rare people who'll go out of your way to protect the vulnerable from harm. Whether a little old lady needs help crossing the street or a neighbor's cat is stuck in a tree, you're probably right there to lend a hand. You also seem clear about your responsibility to society at large. As a result, if you find someone doing wrong, you may go out on a limb and notify the authorities so that dire consequences can be prevented. Many Gentle Protectors also appear to be more personally concerned about situations that violate innocents' rights than many people are. If this is true for you, you may find yourself inv

Its About Time !
Just an update to let my friends, fans, and family know what's been going on ! It all started in January, I was hospitalized 2 times with chronic pain in the lower left abdomen . Uncertain of what it was I have been in and out of the hospital several times. The pain got so severe that I went back to the ER March 9th where I was immediately yet again admitted ! I have gone through series of tests only to finally find out the verdict ! They found a tumor on my left ovary . My uterus is shaped differently then most womens , and I had a lot of inflmation causing all the problems ! I also have several gallstones, an infected gallbladder , just more sypmtoms to add to the compications ! Rapping this up in a sum, I had 3 experimental surgeries last week and Tuesday of this week I went through a complete hysterectomy . They did get the tumor and it's being sent in for a biopsy ! ( although, they assure me they are almost positive it is cancer~free ) ! Thank God ! I have

Thorn
Tell me one more time why why you removed the thorn from the rose don't you understand its necessity? it adds beauty and texture it protects what before was just a defenseless luxury of the eye yes, the thorn may have pricked you a few times but did it not save you from picking what turned out to be a dead rose? why did you cut it off when it's one of your greatest belssings? so what if it hurts sometimes if it will save you when it matters?

Nightmares... Or Worse...
ok... so since i am totally random i am gonna let ya'll hear something... kinda... well read it actually ok.... so lately i've been waking up screaming... and if i am lucky... i dont wake anyone else when i do i cant really remember them i just know that there is something in them that terrifies me.., so i dont sleep much anymore.... am i bein silly for not wanting to sleep?

Mastering Murder!
If I were to kill someone, I wouldn't get caught. It's not because I think I can outsmart the cops...shit no...I couldn't outsmart a brain-dead mongoloid riding the short bus to Moronville. The reason I wouldn't get caught is because there's only one rule to follow...and it's simple - just don't kill someone you know. During any murder investigation the cops always put together a list of suspects which is usually made up of the victim's friends & family. Then the coppers interview everyone, and it's guaranteed the real murderer will say something stupid, or their story doesn't check out...or there was a ½ gallon of blood at the crime scene, and they magically have a huge gash in their arm which is supposedly from when they slipped and fell a few days ago...oh, they be fucked... What a murderer should do is just go to a town they have never been to before. Then walk up to someone's house, shoot them, and walk away. They would never be caught...well, unless they left eviden

Scattergories
SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! . *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your name: ........................Pórl 2. 4 letter word:..............Pens 3.Vehicle: ....................Pick-up 4. A city:.....................Peterborough 5. Boy Name: ..................Peter 6. Girl Name: .................Paula 7. Alcoholic Drink: ...........Pernod 8. Occupation:.................Policeman 9. Something you wear:.........Pants 10.Celebrity:..................Paul O Grady 11. Food: .....................Pizza 12. Something found in a bathroom.......Panty liners 0.0 13. Reason for Being Late: ....Phone alarm didnt go off as it went flat over night... lol!

Beyond Tragic...
This past weekend, my best friend was attacked by her boyfriend with an axe. She managed to get away and run to the neighbor's house, bleeding from the head and upper body. While she escaped, he took their two-year-old and killed him with a screwdriver before dumping his body behind a shopping center. If that isn't tragic, I don't know what is. It takes a real fucking psychopath to kill a child, let alone his own. And in such a fucking brutal way. I am absolutely heartbroken for her but I know that I can't even begin to imagine her pain. Please consider giving to the memorial fund for the baby if you can: Andrew Bailey's family has set up a memorial fund for him. Those interested in contributing can go to any El Dorado Savings Bank branch and deposit funds to the Andrew Bailey Memorial Fund, account #263004173. If you do not have a brance in your area, you can go to your bank and they can wire funds to El Dorado Savings Bank. Your bank will need the account number o

Leann's Poem
Flags flying half way up their poles in loving memory of thousands of lost souls smoke and rubble all over the place a look of horror on peoples face on lookers doing all they can to find their families and friends what do they think? what goes through their minds. when they search for love ones noone can find. Brave men marching in the middle of it all. Diggin to save lives when they hear the call. Prayers lifted up so does desperated pleas. Please God bring them back to me. Kids lookin for parents Parents lookin for kids. And none of knowing when this chaos will ever end. Watching tv not believing it is real. They have said over 5000 have been killed. it is a time like this when we need a prayer. Because without god in our hearts we are helpless and scared so take this time and cast your eyes upon the sky and say a little prayer for those who have died

Bitch
when I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise whats in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustic and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take a little time for myself instead of being everyones maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strenght to allow myself to be who I truely am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. YOU WON'T SUCCEED. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I

Uk Airdate Confirmed: Doctor Who To Return 5th April 2008
CBBC Newsround has confirmed that Doctor Who will return for a fouth series to UK screens on 5th April 2008 though a start time has yet to be announced. Newsround also confirms that Totally Doctor Who will not be returning this year: Doctor Who back at start of April Doctor Who will be back on our screens on Saturday 5 April, with 13 new episodes. In the Time Lord’s fourth series since he returned in 2005, The Doctor, played by David Tennant, teams up again with Donna, played by Catherine Tate. The pair first met in the 2006 Christmas special, The Runaway Bride. Last year head writer Russell T Davies told CBBC Newsround that the first episode features: "the most unusual monsters we’ve ever created". "(It’s) the sort of creature we’ve never tried before," he added. The first episode is called Partners in Crime. The series will also give us a chance to find out more about the Ood - last seen in the episodes The Impossible Planet and The Satan Pit. But the mos

Got It Up!!! My 2nd Hh
Hello everyone!!!!! I'm back and I got my 2nd Happy Hour set up for sunday, march 23th at 1pm PST!!!! So ya all come and party with me and level up!!!! A special Thank you goes out to Chuckiiboo Thank you for always having your Happy Hours up!!! chuckiiboo@ fubar So now everybody get ready and we see us on sunday!!!! I'm the queen, who are you? Im your Diamond!!! ~*~ cutemommy82 ~*~@ fubar Have a great rest of the week the weekend is almost there and we party together on sunday!!! Hugs and Kisses

Broken
i miss you when something good happens, because you are the one i want to share it with. i miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. i miss you when i laugh and cry because i know you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. i miss you all the time, but i miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; those were some of the best times in my life.

The Bitch And Punk Ass Man Catagorys
I WANT TO MEET ALL PEOPLE, SOOOOOO I GUESS I'M GONNA CHANGE THIS CATAGORY TO THE WHO I DON'T WANT TO MEET CATAGORY!!!!! THE BITCH CATAGORY: BEWARE SWEETHEARTS DONT GET OFFENDED BY THIS ITS ONLY MEANT TOWARDS STUPID BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT TO SAY ALL LADIES ARE BITCHES . BUT IF YOU DO SOMETHING WRONG TO A GOOD PERSON .. GUESS WHAT U ARE A BIATCHHHHHHHHHH ... DEAL WITH IT!!!!!! 1.If you lie to your man about stupid shit ... guess what your a bitch!!!!! 6089es531d9hqq.gif width=480 height=32 alt='myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphics' border=0> 4.If u are bisexual ...LOL your a ho and a bitch!!!!!!!!! (fuckin confused female choose a fuckin side be GAY or Straight.)!!!!! 5.If you secretly have a husband that's living with you and your not legally seperated and your on Myspace giving people the impression that your single.....guess what u are a bitch!!!!! (That goes for females

My Life
So this last year has been so damn crazy. I have grown so much as a person and a mother. You never realize the things that are most important till one day they walk up and kinda smack you in the face. You think everything is ok and in reality it isn't. Life takes a load of work to make it through. I am jsut glad to say that the stress I have been through has all worked out. I am glad that I have grown adn I am a better person for it. I love my children and my life and will continue to live my crazy life to its fullest cause you never know when something abd will happen or when this crazy life will end.

Nail In The Fence...forgiveness
NAIL IN THE FENCE Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad Temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails And told him that every time he lost his Temper, he must hammer a nail into the back Of the fence. The first day the boy had Driven 37 nails into the fence Over the next Next few weeks, as he learned to control his Anger, the number of nails hammered daily Gradually dwindled down. He discovered It was easier to hold his temper than to Drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't Lose his temper at all. He told his father About it and the father suggested that the Boy now pull out one nail for each day that He was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally Able to tell his father that all the nails Were gone. The father took his

Gotcha!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I hate doing these chain blog. 2) I am pretty straight forward and tell it like I see it. 3) I tend to use the F bomb on more than one ocassion in a conversation, but I don't cuss around my kids. 4) Oh, yeah, I have three awesome girls, ages 13, 11, and 6. 5) I have been married for almost 17 years but have been separated since November. 6) I think you have to be an awesome kisser to be good in bed. 7) I try not to judge other people unless I've walked in their shoes... 8) I like cinnamon pop tarts. 9) I think a whimpy hand shake is a sign of a whimpy personality. 10) I always try to tell those that are close and im

What Is Romance?
Like most people, I used to think that romance was what was described on the pages of the paperback novels with Fabio and a busty lusty woman on the cover. I read a couple when I was young and thought I knew what romance was. I married a man who hadn’t read those books and didn’t know what romance was. After 20 years, he and I went our separate ways. During the split, I met a man who had likewise not read the books that described romance. However, he could have written a book himself. I found out what romance truly is from this incredible man. Now, since not everyone out there can meet him and partake of the simple pleasures and romance he offered to me, I’ll do my best to describe it. Romance is when you come out of your work place and walk across the parking lot wondering what is on your windshield tucked under the wiper blade. Upon inspection you find an envelope containing a card with the message “See the smile on my face? You put it there.” Then looking up to see

The Best E-mail Of The Year!!!!!
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills, and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1:00 P.M., and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor. Ran to the school to pi

The Auction Has Now Comminced Here Is The Link
Ok everyone the auction to own me has started so just click on the picture and you will be redirected to the auction. Enjoy and have fun. I think you have to add the host in order to view it sorry for any inconveinance.

Dumb Ass Men
I find it funny that the men in this world think they are God's gift to women. All i can say to this is that you guys need to wake up and smell the fucking roses!!! We women don't need you to define us nor do we want you especially when you think you can play us and get away with it. Well GUESS WHAT......WE ARE A HELL OF ALOT SMARTER THAN YOU AND YOU WILL NEVER WIN!!! WE ALWAYS DO AND IF YOU THINK FOR ONE FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU WILL GET AWAY WITH IT YOU ARE SADLY MISTAKEN!!! What is the old saying? Ah yes "HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED" Read it and weep guys cause we will get ya, and when you least expect it too. If you guys out there fit this description then don't bother talking to me or anyone on my page cause we are better than you and that is a proven fact!!! You will be left with nothing while we are left with our dignity! Have a peachy fucking day and do us all a favor and fall off the face of this fucking planet!!!! Toodles!!!

Reminiscing
Not sure how many of you that read my blogs actually pay attention to the music that is in my stash. I know sometimes I just go through and rate unless something really catches my eye. Anyway, If you do pay attention, you'll notice that I have a very wide variety of music stashed. At times, I just get in these moods where I start to remember songs from years ago that may have gotten me through a time in my life and I'll scurry over to "You Tube" to see if they have it, then I have the urge to stash it so I have it close by. Tonight wasn't the greatest of nights for me. Just had a little bump in my road that had me a little down and it led me to look for one of Bon Jovi's old songs. I guess some would take it as a love song, but that is not at all how my mind was disecting it. I think we all interpret lyrics differently. A song that may get me through losing a friend today may be the song that gets me through losing the love of my life a year down the road. Personally, I feel like i

Real Friends?
Whom do you consider a real friend? The people that say they are or the ones that don't but are there for you no matter what happens? To me...Real friends are people who care enough about ya to yell at ya if they havent heard from you in a while cause they are worried about your dumb ass...lol..I should know I get that alot cause I'm not on a lot anymore. The ones who call themselves friends well alot are but then you have the ones who claim that only when everything is going smooth...you know the type ...the fair weather friends. I miss my net friends that I have made on fubar...most have gone on and forgot me but its ok..life does go on you see...but the ones that remember me and care about me will always be first in my heart.... There was one person in particular that was as close to me as a sister, but things went wrong and drama started and that bond ended...I miss her. As for the guy in my life when I was on here before well lets just say he played a game and I los

Omg I Can't Stand Fat Sonny
Eagles - Get Over It WHAT EVER!!! FOR ALL YOU ASSHATS WHO CRY 'FAT SONNY WAS MEAN TO ME' HERE YA GO DID YOU NOT READ HIS PROFILE? NO INSTEAD YOU KEEP OPENING YOUR MOUTHS AND GIVING HIM MORE AMMO TO SHOOT YOU DOWN WITH. SO TO ALL YOU LITTLE CRY BABIES OUT THERE (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) WHO CRY AND WANNA LEAVE BECAUSE 'THE FAT MAN WAS MEAN TO YOU' DON'T LET THE DOOR HIT YA ON YOUR WAY OUT WHAT'S NEXT A LOUNGE CALLED 'FAT SONNY WAS MEAN TO ME CAUSE IM A STUPID TWAT WAFFLE'? REMEMBER THIS MESSAGE WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY Suga Mama™®©@ fubar WHO ♥'S FAT SONNY AND HATES TWAT WAFFLES

The Omen Revealed
What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as You are a DemonThere's no nice way of saying it. You're a Demon! And you like it that way! You are often called a pyromaniac and keep matches or a lighter on you at all times. Your idea of fun is poking at those poor damned souls with your pitch fork. Just be careful you don't get burned in all your fun! You are a Demon 100%Black Witch 92%You are a Vampiric Elf! 83%Fallen Angel 50%Vampire 50%

Silence
The most perfect silence is When there is no need to speak The most perfect silence is When there's no need to explain The most perfect moment is When we just come from different circumstances Yet the stream of lust flows into the same direction The most perfect silence is when there's no need of showing something is true when you see the pictures from another point of view When there's no need to search the outside No need to linger on Not a single something left to distract you No need to want Don't you see how I long for that moment to come? The most perfect silence is When there's no need to speak The most perfect silence is When there's no need to explain...

Love Defined
Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

Ms. P.h.a.t
Yes I am P.H.A.T, Pretty Hot And Tempting thats me, Some people have a problem with who I am, but please move on cause I don't give a dayum. I am no more or less that you, God made me, I am his masterpiece too. Just because I don't have Barbie stamped on my azz, don't think men will step to you, while viewing me and pass. I got the goodies that the men can enjoy, I am like the President I make all the men deploy, come headed straight to my place, cause to top it all off I got a beautiful face. So haters of the big women of the world, don't hate on me thats not cool, cause I don't hate on you, I'm not that girl, all this hate makes you look like a fool. I see those eyes when my man and I walk by, thinking to yourself that guy with that PHAT chick? shyt I am the one that is fly, fly alright like a chicken head, get gone,scatter quick. When you hate on us it makes you look sad, cause you the one with the image problem, and me with a fine brotha makes you ma

Broken Twig
Once again I left myself open to be hurt and run over by leaving my heart on my sleeve were it is happy at. I'll learn one of these days to put a shield around it to stop it from being ripped off my arm and thrown under foot and walked all over. I guess I had what was coming to me for being so head over heels for somebody who doesn't have those same feelings and now never will have those feelings even if they did start to have some they are gone now. I never meant to upset anybody or make anybody unhappy with me,but alas that is were my bad karma comes in to play as always with me. I try and give everything I have into something and end up falling flat on my ass because I can't see the fall ahead of me. Well maybe this will teach my heart not to stay on my sleeve anymore.

Subject: A Dad's Story
Dad's Story On July 22nd I was in route to Washington , DC for a business trip. It was all so very ordinary, until we landed in Denver for a plane change. As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an announcement was& nbsp;made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United Customer Service Representative immediately. I thought nothing of it until I reached the door to leave the plane and I heard a gentleman asking every male if he were Mr. Glenn. At this point I knew something was wrong and my heart sunk. When I got off the plane a solemn-faced young man came toward me and said, 'Mr. Glenn, there is an emergency at your home. I do not know what the emergency is, or who is involved, but I will take you to the phone so you can call the hospital.' My heart was now pounding, but the will to be calm took over. Woodenly, I followed this stranger to the distant telephone where I called the number he gave me for the

Some Pointers...
well, i just have to sit down and have a stern talking with myself, lmfao... who the hell knows what is going on in my life these days? a lot of crap, let me tell you that... i'm NOT going into detail with anyone on it, and if you are a part of it just keep your f&ckin mouth shut cause i really don't want to hear about it any more ( you KNOW who you are!!!) AND if you're not part of it, don't ask... i'm working a lot lately, trying to catch up my child support so i can see devlin.... yes i know that it is against the law keeping him from me for that reason, so don't give me advice... just if you wanna know anything, ask in a private message... my shoutbox always goes fast and i generally ignore it, no i don't wanna talk on yahoo, just send me a private message and if you absolutely MUST catch my attentions... leave photo comments... hint hint, ( i love to know what people think, intriging-sp?-) other than that, i'm in a pretty good mood today thanks to medicinal herbs, lol

Women Over 40...........
As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if you are acti

Life Rut
"Are there things in your life which hold you back, things you could easily let go of, and yet you cling to them because they are so familiar? If things are to be better, they must be different. You cannot simultaneously stay the same and improve your life. Moving forward means moving into unfamiliar territory. Yes, there will be new and unexpected challenges. There will also be new and valuable opportunities. Yes, it will be a bit uncomfortable, and maybe even a little sad to leave behind those familiar old burdens. It will also be filled with many positive possibilities. You'll soon get used to it and will be thankful you decided to move on ahead. Summon the courage to step out of your familiar, comfortable rut and suddenly the world will become a different place. Many of those things which held you back will no longer have the power to do so. Hold tight to those things of true and lasting value, and learn to let go of the rest. Lighten your load and move yourself to wher

Feeling You
I Can Feel You... You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

The Explosion Blog! Watch Out...
Alright...I've warned the Fu-Luv Bomb Squad this was coming...and its not meant towards them, OR the true fubar friends I have...but, it's a blog about my recent, very personal frustrations with my social life...So...here it goes! I'm just not sure of anything anymore. I mean, some people call me their friends...and they send out blanket invites to things that normal 18-25 year olds go do. I have told them more than once if I had a ride...I'd go. Do they even OFFER to come get me and take me so I can just ONCE hang out with them???? NO! I get the "sorry you're shit out of luck" treatment! You know why I honestly believe this is? Two words - non-alcoholic! I do not drink - never wanted to get drunk and can't physically do so anyway! My uncle is an alcoholic and I have SEEN what it's doing to him! So, I believe they use this as their sorry as hell excuse to not even BOTHER to ask me if I need a ride so I can come hang! I WILL GO OUT IF I'M ASKED - but I will NOT drink! I can have fun

I Am In A 1 Million Fubucks Contest
I Need Some Help 1ST PRIZE FOR MOST COMMENTS- 1 MONTH VIP.... 2ND PLACE- 1 MILLION FUBUCKS.... 3RD PLACE - 1 BLING GIFT PACK... I am in a contest and need comments badly I beg of you to please come help me Pleaseeeeeeee Pleaseeeeeeee Pleaseeeeeeee Ends at march 31st at 7 pm east JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW: [ fubar.com photo: 3256200377 ] Rate and comments are welcome THANKS IN ADVANCE!!! Contest owner RATE, FAN and ADD her please @ fubar

A Knight In Shining Armor
Jimm, You are everything this poem says...I love you! In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when I'm sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Even though everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.

My Last Goodbye
Well this is it i guess. Got done doing my last Show on fubar possibly ever but who knows. Turning the net off in a few days. Going to Iraq in 2 weeks. Been active on fubar for almost 2 years. Don't really know if i accomplished much. Sure I did some good shows. Worked for many of great stations and lounges. Made some people laughed, and made some great friends. But I guess its all over now. Nothing more. I'm going to keep my fubar up for a little while in case anyone wants to say hi or goodbye. I knew i was taking this seriously when for the first time in over a year i didn't record my show on air, guess i didn't want to remember that i had a last show. I love all my friends and good bye till an unknown time and date. Jester aka Steve

Putting Peeps Over Like Rover...
OK Don't take offense if I leave you out, but, all my friends mean something to me. D - Wow. You know just what to say, when I need it...thank you. Mikey - What can I say? You're the big brother I never had - but yet the brother I DO have. Thanks for everything man - you ROCK! Purr/Tif - Again, what can I say? You're a special friend, someone I know I can look to to put a big smile on my face. Especially when I am not expecting it. Everybody who talks to me on a regular basis, from level 5 to the top of fubar - YOU ROCK!

Stud Rooster
A farmer brought a brand new stud rooster for his chicken coop. The new rooster struts over to the old rooster and says, 'OK old fart, time for you to retire.' The old rooster replies, 'Come on, surely you cannot handle ALL of these chickens. Can't you just let me have the two old hens over in the corner?' The young rooster says, 'Beat it: I am taking over.' The old rooster says, 'I tell you what, young stud. I will race you around the farmhouse. Whoever wins gets the exclusive domain over the entire chicken coop.' The young rooster laughs. 'You know you don't stand a chance, old man. So, just to be fair, I will give you a head start.' The old rooster takes off running. About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off running after him. They round the front porch of the farmhouse and the young rooster has closed the gap. He is only about 5 feet behind the old rooster and gaining fast. The farmer, meanwhile, is sitting in his usual spot on the front porch when he

Contest Need Help Please
I am in a comment contest. I need 25K. 1st place gets HH, 2nd place gets VIP for a month, and 3rd place gets a 7 day blast. If you can help me out here is the link to start commenting. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1431645&i=2050624431 Thank you in advance.

Freaking Clicks On Here
ok so if you graduated highschool raise ur hand. yea that's what i thoguht people on here need to grow up and get out of the clicks crap. it's old and childish. i'm here to have fun and that's it. i'm done with the jealously over the freaking internet. grow up and move on........

Malfunctioned
disastrously spontaneous,bordering on psychosis heretofore unknown by all hell hath no fury scorned mice running in circles all about me is frowns and snarling teeth hidden behind friendly eyes seeking to devour,seeking to consume that part of me that they think makes their life so much cheerier they dont all want the love,some want the hate to feed off my failures and struggles to make jest of my defeat two horses in the setting sun as the clouds roll by and the shades of green on the grass change color too its all in your eyes,the stars in the sky inside of you inside of you

Whoremaster
Everybody knows & Loves THE Fu~Famous Whoremaster! Whoremaster™Owned By Perfectly Imperfect BUT! Guess what! His Sexxxy Beautiful Wife has joined us! Go welcome and make her feel totally FU~LOVED The One & Only MRS. Whoremaster! Sable Pimpout brought 2 u by NYHA

"if She Wasn't Me"
She sits and crys.. For no reason she knows. She can't keep track of emotions.. Wonders where her thoughts all go. Feeling confused and shatterd inside.. Not knowing what can be done... Wishing she could just hide.. Trying so hard not to run.. Knowing this is her normal.. This is what she does every day.. But how long can a person self destruct.. Before she burns away? How long can you burn.. Before the flames dies? How much can you fake being o.k. Before uncovering all that you hide? How long can you stay confused and live.. In a world that just can't understand? How long can you be so empty with so much to give.. But scared of what you will demand.. If you open up your heart.. You open up your soul.. You become vulnerable.. With no place to go.. Wishing that she was normal.. Like what others seem to be.. Knowing she would never make it in this world.. If she wasn't me. welcum to my world... Blessed Be ~Tazy~

Poetic Image
my feelings inside are shattered an full of confusion shatteredapart from my own decisions thinking of you ech day brings a tear to my eyes from the silky brown hair to the glow in your smile when i dream of you at ngihts end i never want to see you go away making me feel so empty inside from the thoughts of never holding you bye myside not knowing how to lot you know how i feel i hold up my walls from lotting you see never taking the chance affraid of what may be.

None
Just sitting here listening to dogs meander around the apartment and kids trying to go to sleep. Hubby is at work and I'm wondering how I can keep myself awake for another 3 hours... hmmm... internet surfing and bored... gonna find something to get me in trouble.

I Am Alone
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE AND GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF TO THAT ONE PERSON.. THAT ONE PERSON WHO U THINK LOVES U MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF...U KNOW THERE ARE GOING TO BE ROUGH TIMES .. AND U ARE WILLING TO WEATHER ALL THAT..BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT . U STAND UP FOR THEM AND THEY DON'T IN RETURN.. U ARE HURT AND U TRY TO TALK TO THEM BUT THEY REFUSE TO LISTEN.. THEN YOU FIND YOURSELF ALL ALONE AGAIN.. I AM ALONE .. COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY ALONE..I AM LOVED BY MANY AS I AM A TRUE AND HONEST PERSON . I MAKE FRIENDS AND I TRY HARD TO KEEP THEM.. I HAVE A SELECT FEW WHO I CHERISH DEARLY THEY KNOW WHO THERE ARE... I GUESS WHAT I AM SAYING IS I WILL NEVER FIND THAT PERSON FOR ME .. I THOUGHT I DID BUT THEY ARE LOST TO ME FOREVER AND I AM RESIGNING MY SELF TO BE ALONE ..SO THEREFORE .. I AM ALONE.

My Step-son Is In Intensive Care.
Yesterday afternoon while my husband, Beazil, and I were at work, early in Beazil's shift, Beazil received a call from his ex-wife's fiance. He told him that she had been on her way back home from Tulsa Oklahoma with Beazil's son and they were involved in a severe car accident. Beazil's son was too critical to be transported by ambulance so he had to be Star Flighted to Children's Hospital here in Dallas. Beazil left work immediately and went down to the hospital. His son was having a CAT scan done. No broken bones, but it did show air pockets in his abdomen. (Sign of ruptured organs) and they needed consent to perform immediate exploritory surgery. Beazil of course granted permission. Two and a half hours later they came to tell Beazil that his son's stomach had been found severed from his intestional track and was spilling stomach acid into his abdomen along with bile, bacteria from the intestines and all kinds of crap. They fixed that and had to move several thin

I Drive A Massive Amount
You know, since I cover an area roughly bordered by Louisiana (I do make runs into Louisiana for certain customers at times) down to Corpus I drive a LOT. I'm talking like 30-40k miles a year. The one place I dread to go is where I live :-) Think of it as inside Houston's outer loop (Beltway 8, and the worst places (besides the obvious, downtown) are: *610 and 45 interchange, particularly from the west, headed east *45 South approaching Clearlake City Blvd, from either direction *Outer Loop (Beltway 8) on the west side, particularly around 290W There are three thing that can ease these congestion problems RIGHT NOW! 1. Outlaw cell phone usage, and enforce it 2. Ship the illegals back home, with their uninsured cars/trucks/minivans, etc. 3. Outlaw minivans altogether or restrict their use to times outside rush hour. More on this later. One of the oddest observations I can make was illustrated yesterday. I was south of the beltway, headed south on 45, and traffic was

I'm Moving!
Hey kids! Keeping you all updated on my crazy life. I am moving to Maple Valley Washington VERY soon to be with my boyfriend. I am interviewing for a job out there starting on April 1st. So get ready! My life just gets more interesting by the minute!

Love?
what do you do when someone says i love you? Your heart melts and you fall into a lil love blackout. What if the i love yous stoped coming and the mixed emotions start You wonder what is goin on, jump to conclusions, but hold off. What do you do when you love someone and have strong feelings fro someone else? Your heart gets you confused and sometimes make the wrong mistake What do you do when someone says i love you? The mind wonders and wonders for hours or days Not knowing what to do. The one you love sends mixed signals and the one you have feelings for treats you like your the greatest gift. Mind has to wonder why the heart and soul would leave you in such a problem. So what do you do when someone says i love you?

Bombing....
I am in a HH contest and need lots of love! Please drop by and help me out, a rate alone counts as 5 so just a rate will help and bomb if you can. All love will be returned and for all hose who kick as and help me win this thing i will make thank you salutes...maybe more :P I will even pay 2,000fubucks for every hundred comments! count em down and pm me when ur done to get paid! click me! Please come help out if you can. much love... Kiri (aka DJ Cuffed Desire)

Fuck, Fuck, Booze!
I invented a new drinking game called "Fuck, Fuck, Booze!" It's played much like Duck, Duck, Goose! - but with alcohol and sex and consenting adults. I think it's going to be sweeping the nation. Squat in a circle of boy/girl/boy/girl Someone walks around the circle tapping heads and saying "Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck..." and then when they are ready - they yell "BOOZE!" as they tap the head of the person they want to chase them. The person hops up and chases the other person once around the group of people - if the first person sits in the now empty spot before they are caught, the chaser has to take a pull from a bottle of rum and it's their turn to walk around the group. If the first person gets caught before they reach the empty spot, they have to remove an article of clothing and take a pull from the bottle of rum. The person who catches them still has to take their turn walking around the group though... although this rule is up to variation if yo

Country Rulews
THE RULES OF RURAL AMERICA ARE AS FOLLOWS: Listen up City Slickers ! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a 'dirt road.' I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? Rt. 70 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5 . So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $150,000 corn pickers and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in rural America waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while an 8-point buck and 3 does are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at

Dream...
i hate germany sooo much it hurts. for the past 3 nights i have had a dream where i hurt myself, just so my husband wont have to deploy next week for 15 months....i would never do this because of my kids, but im going crazy right now. an in one week ill be all alone over here :(

Spank Me
SPANK ME spank my ass lick your lips give me what you got give me a kiss hard and wet lick my neck take me from behind show me how wild you can get nothing is too freaky nothing is taboo grab my thighs make me scream for you bouncing up and down feeling you inside break the bed there's nothing I won't try pull my hair scratch my back I want you to want me I want you to attack so spank me again feeling the pleasure and pain and when it's all over do it to me again.

Story: Elevator
It's 6:00pm, your tired and frustrated and extremely stressed out. the day has been long and not easy and here you are staring at a sign on the outside of the elevator door saying, "Out of order, use the stairs." Yeah, right you think, 18 floors down, that will only take a couple of hours! Someone passes behind you heading down the hallway. You turn and look. He looks like he is leaving but the stairs are in the other direction. "Hey, where are you headed?!" He turns and looks at you with the most incredible blue eye's, "The service elevator, I can think of lot's better ways to get a workout then stairs in a suit and loafers!" You ask if you can tag along and he smiles and tells you to c'mon. You follow him down the hall and stop at a set of double doors marked custodial. He pulls a pass card, slips it in the access slot and opens the door. While waiting for the elevator to arrive you look him over and drink him in. He is just shy of six feet with brown hair. He's wearing a black leath

Morning Ambiance
erotica @ myspaceclipart.com In the morning ambiance, I allow you to come to me. I am in an alter state, A place where I like to be. Slowly you take my hand in yours, And say that is where you want me to be. Hand in hand, By your side, I would never be lonely or blue. Wrapped in serene love, Living total tranguility. Like sitting on the oceans beach, Watching the waves crashing down. Nothing could stir inside of me, What you are capable of. The warm tropical breeze, Touching me, Just as though you are there with me. Taking me into eternity, The love you came back looking for Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

I Hate Fast Food. Heck, I Hate Chemically Treated And Processed Foods.
Are people not at all aware of the chemicals they're putting in their bodies when they choose to eat certain foods?!?!? If I had to choose between a sure death and a probable death, I'd choose Burger King. Educate yourselves, people! Nothing pisses me off more than a lack of knowledge. There are a lot of disgusting ingredients used in fast foods that would easily make your stomach turn should you decide to read up on the subject. http://www.thatsfit.com/2007/11/19/weird-fast-food-ingredients/ http://www.ask.com/web?o=kw&l=zk&q=fast+food+is+bad+for+you http://www.truthinlabeling.org http://www.msgtruth.org http://www.fatcalories.com/ I suggest watching the documentary Super Size Me and reading Fast Food Nation. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fast_Food_Nation Don't you owe it to your body to eat healthy? Mind you I used to weigh 350 pounds. Upon eating organic foods only, I now look average let alone I am MUCH happier and healthier. The end.

Bye Partner, Bye To My Little Dog
my dog died a little while ago. she was my favorite camping partner, never complained on the hike, the weather. and always eatn my food even if i wasnt finished. the family had gone to wal mart. i was about to mow the yard. found her lying peacfully. never heard her cry. she was was the runt of the litter, she was a fighter. never afraid of anything.

Visual
bound, blindfolded... the feeling of hands exploring flesh, testing for reaction... head shifting, toes curling, sighing and moaning as discoveries are made... pleasure intensified by anticipation... pushing further and further with each stroke of fingers... teeth sinking into tender lips, whimpers evidence of approaching bliss... muscles tense, hips jerk, mouth falls open, nails dig into palms... the ecstasy of release

Deleting My Account
I've been debating on this for awhile and want some opinions. There is way to much goddamn drama on this site and too many "adults" on here who act younger than my 14 year old brother. This site just isn't as fun as it used to be. Should I delete my account?

A Blessed Easter To You All
I JUST WANT TO SEND OUT EASTER BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL AS THIS IS A TIME OF YEAR FOR BLESSINGS AND PRAYERS TO BE ANSWERED...FOR THE LAST FEW WEEKS MY GRANDMOTHER HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL AND WASN'T DOING SO WELL THE DOCTORS THOUGHT SHE WAS NOT GOING TO MAKE IT...BUT THIS PAST WEEK SHE PROVED THE DOCTORS WRONG AND IS NOW HOME FINALLY RECOVERING IN THE PRESENCE OF HER LOVED ONE'S...THE DOCTORS GAVE HER FALSE INFORMATION MORE OR LESS TELLING HER SHE WAS NOT GOING TO MAKE IT MUCH LONGER...BUT THE HEAVENLY FATHER ABOVE PREFORMED MIRACLES THAT NONE OF US THOUGHT WERE POSSIBLE HER STATE OF HEALTH IS NO LONGER GRAVE AND SHE IS DOING WONDERFUL...THIS IS THE TIME FOR ANYONE WHO IS IN NEED OF PRAYERS ANSWERED TO ASK THE FATHER FOR HELP AND CALL UPON HIM AS THIS IS PASSOVER WEEK AND A TIME FOR RESSURECTION AND I THINK ALL THINGS CAN COME TO PASS AND BELIEVE THAT MIRACLES AND PRAYERS ARE STILL ANSWERED EVERY DAY...EVEN THE UNSEEN ONES...SO I JUST WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A BLESSED EASTER AND A BEAUTIFU

Wives Beyond My Tears
I think polygamy sounds awesome...being able to put the juice to several hizzies...oh the joy! Obviously some guy was a fantastic salesman to get girls to buy into that. "Look, if I take another wife, then you'll only need to do as much work...Of course I'll love you more than her!!" If I could marry a fleet of chicks I'd probably have to move to the Mid-West or Middle East...and neither place sounds overly appealing. But I guess it does take a certain type of girl (dumb) to want a slot in a time-sharing program for a husband. Pimp up, Ho's down...all of you When I think of those lucky fuckers who have several wives I get jealous. I want a bunch of wives too...and they'd each be specialized in different areas. Like one would be great in the sack and making tacos. Another would be a massage therapist who also plays X-Box. I haven't even thought about what other girls could do because I got so excited just thinking about Summer 1 and Summer 2. Oh yeah, I sho

Please Save The Pits In California!!
=== 'Bow's HOPIGALERIN ** club far ** FUBOMBER **' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-22 17:28:44'.. > > If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Facebook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible > > > > > .

Remebering
As a very few of you know when I think about things I tend to write them down to sort things out in my head. For the last couple of days for some reason my dear Gram has been running through my mind. She unfortunately passed away 6 years ago. I miss her so tremondously words can not describe how I feel. My life growing up was, well lets just say it was not the american dream. I went through terrible emotional termoil very young. Not very many fond memories of my youth. Hard times, bad expirences to put it lightly. Now I know alot of people had rough growing up years. I am not writing this for pity. I am just leading up to the reasons why my Gram is and will always be my only hero, source of strength, shoulder to lean on and my role model. My mother was very passive, weak and undependable, while my father was just the opposite very strong boarding on angry (who am I kidding VERY angry), mean spirited and abscent for most of my life, which I am not sorry about. For this reason I alw

A Little Look Into Wolfie's Mind
Some times, I wonder why I even get up in the morning. HA.... I honestly do, some days life just seems to push me a little farther down the road all the time.. It is silly when I think about it but then when is anything how I thought it would be? Nothing is as it is supposed to be anymore! I miss the days when I could do what I like and not have to worry what people thought! However, those days are long gone now... oh I try to remake them, but all I succeed in doing is getting more people mad at me.. And people wonder why I'm depressed... it’s like I'm stuck in a time I don’t want to be in.. And there is no escape! My mind is confused and there is nothing but unrealised thoughts and feelings! My mind right now is clouded by thoughts I do not want to share on here... Thoughts of a time I long to be in again, a place filled with people I knew... people that are no more... I do not know how to say a lot that I really want to say here today.. I somehow feel lost... as if I do not quite

Want To Build Another Fubar Site???
For you think BABY J or SCRAPER!!!! Dont seem to know what they are doing???? Im a web developer!!!! And if you want to have a website like this!!??!! LOL You have no idea!!!! The money and work it takes!!! To make a site like this!!!! For if you did!!! you would never BITCH!!!! need more info??? Feel free to ask! Starting cost just to get close to this is 50,000 want to know why then email and ask. With this site all I can say is!!! " DONT BIT THE HEAD THAT FEEDS YOU" The server cost alone is close to 200.00 and up easy!!! The levels of pages need is mind blowing!!! The power scripting you need is off the books!!! LOL I can build you one!!!! But even I dont have that kind of cash to build me one!! This isnt just what you know its what money you have!! I went to school for this to build something this this!!! I never knew what money and time it really took!! This site to have one like it COSTS!!! big time!!

Disharmonic
blue tear drop eyes making reflective pools in the moons pale light whispered promises on the wind falling away with the leaves as they scatter we are lost and all but forgotten hidden from the plain sight of shallow jaded eyes outside the range of normal perception in an endless night this is the path we choose to tread,naked and unshod,fearful of nothing and no one words fly as arrows and fall lifeless at our feet our protection and power surrounding us at all times accept the truth as you utter the oathand embrace the task ahead glory lies slightly beyond these mediocre struggles and heartaches it is there i await you

People...
As I sit left alone by the people who care for me. I wonder what is wrong with me? What posses me to help and understand the lonely and sad. Why did I pick my degree of Psychology? I knw it is not because it is an easy degree. I want to think I picked it so maybe I can understand people better. That isnt doing me any good. And then I think well maybe its so I can learn about myself and how to interact with other people on a "normal" level. Also dont think this is right. I almost feel that I had nothing left to do. Music will never achieve the type of happiness I strive for to give my mom. Accounting would drive me insane to no end. So I evaluate people instead. I sit and try to find out what makes them tick, why they act and do the things they do. Which is probebly what ends alot of my friendships. I view so many people as test subjects that I can just add to my list. I have a long one too. People who are sick, have been neglected, abused, addicted to drugs/alocohal. Its always the peo

A 15 Yr. Old School Kid In Arizona........
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word 'God ' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached: NEW School prayer: - >Now I sit me down in school >Where praying is against the rule >For this great nation under God >Finds mention of Him very odd. >If Scripture now the class recites, >It violates the Bill of Rights. >And anytime my head I bow >Becomes a Federal matter now. >Our hair can be purple, orange or green, >That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. >The law is specific, the law is precise. >Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. >For praying in a public hall >Might offend someone with no faith at all. >In silence alone we must meditate, >God's name is prohibited by the state. >We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, >And pierce our

March 22, 2008.....how I See Me Today
Today i look in the mirror and see someone I hate. For years I have been told I am nothing. That I am ugly and wortless. A cold hearted bitch. And today as I look not only at myself on the outside but also with in I hate who I am, and what I am. Call it a pitty party, or whayever you must but I need to vent and so I am. I see a woman I do not like to look at. I have only caused pain and heartache. I blame a lot of it on my life before today. I have been abused mentaly and physicaly my whole life. And I believe that that has a lot to do with who I am today. I see ugly, i see a woman who has caused so many people heartache. why. why do I do this. I have had twp men in my life that have been nothing but good to me. Yet I tore out there hearts and took a huge crap on it. Now I regret it. Can I change it, no. But I feel i deserve what I get. I do not deserve them at all. I deserve the unhappiness. The heartache, the pain. Dealing with this today is hard for me because I usualy just drin

Thank You
I want to thank all of you that have sent me your wonderful condolences on my dads passing. It has been hard but I am getting through it. Your friendship means so much to me more then you can imagine, especially at this time that has been very difficult. I love you all!

This Guy Is Too Sweet For Words!!!
IF YOU HAVEN'T MET HIM YET YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON A GREAT FRIEND!!! PLEASE RATE/FAN/ADD THIS LOVABLE TEDDY BEAR:) suave_da_great_1*Fu-Hubby 2 Mizz Trouble Da Great*@ fubar A TRUE SWEETIE!!!

I Cannot Promise You Forever
I CANNOT PROMISE YOU FOREVER I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES THE QUESTIONS THAT YOU CANNOT HIDE I SENSE IT IN YOUR TOUCH THE FEELINGS THAT DO NOT SUBSIDE WITH EVERY CONCERN THAT YOU TRY NOT TO EXPRESS TEARS COME POURING HOWEVER HARD YOU SUPPRESS JUST ONE THING I WANT YOU TO KNOW- WHEN YOU HURT I HURT TOO IF ONLY YOU WILL LOVE ME AS COMPLETELY AS I LOVE YOU I CANNOT PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER BECAUSE TIME CAN MAKE OUR TOUCH COLDER, CAN MAKE US FORGET WHEN WE ARE OLDER, SO STAY WITH ME LONGER, LINGER… I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU NOT FOREVER BUT FOR EVERYDAY UNTIL IT IS OVER!

Dr Patch Adams...not Just A Movie!
How many of you remember the movie “Patch Adams?” I recently watched the movie again with someone that has it on DVD. I did not know however, it was based on a true story! This man Dr. Patch Adams was a remarkable person. After a troubled childhood and young adulthood, He checked himself into a mental ward and it was there that he had his life altering experience. He found his true life calling, helping others. Unconventional medicine is still to this day how he is explained. He believed every doctor should be a heart specialist, a merry heart specialist that is. He believed that a happy or joyous heart could be the best medicine for curing the sick. Patch created the Gesundheidt Institute where doctors worked for nothing or next to nothing and patients never received a bill. The whole thing funded by donations from supporters from around the world. The web site for this miraculous organization is www.patchadams.org I am writing this today because on this Easter Sunday, one of t

You Mean Everything To Me
Have you ever loved someone so much that you want to give them everything but can't seem to do anything right? You want to give them their hearts desire, but seem to come up short each time? You think that maybe you can send them to someone that can, to let them know how much they and their needs mean to you, but they still don't get what they desire? How do you show them how much they mean to you? Cum to me, sit at my feet. Don't look up, don't move until I tell you to. You look so beautiful and complete where you sit. I stroke your hair and let you know everything is going to be alright. Crawl to the kitchen and fetch me a beverage. Come back to my side and lift the glass to my lips. Wipe the liquid from my chin and return to your post @ my feet. Feel confident that the decisions that I make will never harm you. I am always keeping your comfort and concerns in mind, however, I am the one that decides for you what it is that you will eat, wear and do for the day....

Ohio
Maybe its because its the holiday... But today im wondering wtf im doing in ohio. I used to work up the road but that was 3 years ago. I used to date someone who lived near me but thats long over. Ok, so i dont like the big city life... I miss taking walks down the country road n riding my bike with some privacy. I hate my neighbors and having people right here that i dont even know and dont care too. Yeah its nice having the big mall up the road and everything thats here. funny but i dont go there anyway. My family isnt here... cept my daughter but that is because she came here to ohio to live with me now she is out on her own. Im not happy here anymore... I think i stay because I dont feel like moving all this junk i dont need. Spend alot of money to live on my own and now i cant even figure out why i want to do that. Maybe im just homesick... so im going home today. Maybe then ill want to come back... I usually do. Its just not the lifestyle here fo

How To Fuck It All Up.. And Still Come Out Ahead....
1. Be a character in a movie - in the movies, you can fuck up your entire life and yet you still end up a winner in the end. You get the girl, you learn the lesson, and you live happily ever after. 2. I'm out of ideas really. Outside of being fictional, I guess the only way to come out ahead after you've fucked everything up is to eventually decide that your new situation is better than the previous one or the projected imagined future you're missing out on. I suppose learning a lesson is coming out ahead in a way - but it's more of a break-even really... a consolation prize. Frustratingly enough, lessons aren't learned usually until it's too late. In the movies of course, it's just in time. In the movies, the make-up sex is worth the fighting. In the movies, atrocities are forgiven in moments... in life, there aren't just a select few main characters - there are billions. Perhaps that's why people are more prone to giving up in life. I've had it all and lost it more times

Dj Wanted
im the enforcer for the boomboomboom room and we are looking for new people to be part of our crazy little family if you want come check us out come join us at the boomboom room where there is always some shakin going on http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=56042 WADErino

Criticism
So, wow, I was just bored and shifting through pics, randomly rating people. I didn't realize that people take this site so seriously and depend on it so much for their self-esteem. I'm not trying to be an ass here. I'm just painfully blunt and honest, sometimes cruelly. When someone asks for my opinion, I freely give it to them. My point is: if you don't care what I have to say, then don't ask. Respectively, if you cannot handle what other people may think or feel about any photos you've placed for rating or comments, then don't do it. Obviously I could care less what people say about myself considering I've gotten my share of nasty grams in response to this. Happy hunting kids. Brizy

Blessings
May your days be blessed always, May your light always shine, May the love in your heart always glow May we always find time for one another To my DDL Family, May you know I will always be there for you May you know that I will always have a place in my heart for you May we grow in Love and Peace always

I Am A Fucking Ninja!
I was getting into my car with a handful of shit: Wallet, belt, keys, water, my cell phone and was also carrying my gym bag. As I opened the door, my cell phone slipped out of my hand heading for the hard concrete. To soften the landing I stuck out my foot to slow it down. I caught the phone with my foot. I looked around, and no one saw it. Here I am a ninja, and yet no one knows. When I was with my son's mom I met my buddy Zack at a party on the other side of town. The party was at some girl’s house. It was fun, we got buzzed on free booze and then decided to hit some bars. We decided to take one car since we were drinking. We took Zack’s car and left mine -the relationship guy’s car, at the single girl’s house. I got home around 3am and passed out. The next morning she asked me where my car was. Even though I did nothing wrong, I lied and said I left my car at a bar. She said, "Lets go get it." I was fucked. Even though I did nothing wrong, my little lie will

My Birthday
I want to thank each and everyone of you for making my birthday such a wonderful occasion. I am truly grateful for having met such wonderful and kindhearted friends. I have no idea what I have done to deserve you all, and the love that you have shown me, but I appreciate, and love, each and everyone of you. I may have missed some of the lovely comments that you have left me, but I put a few of them into this slideshow....Once again....I thank you all from the bottom of my heart....you are all awesome Adam...aka Chains301

*kurrupt's Krew*
Come join *Kurrupt's Krew* !!! Doesn't take much, just get a hold of Synthetic, Troubleina or myself... Synthetic* *KURRUPT**OWNER OF TROUBLEINA* Troubleina*OWNED BY & FU MARRIED TO SYNTHETIC* ~ Kurrupt's kandi~ ~ MustangDos ~ *Kurrupt's Krew* ~Owner of {FENB} ~

The Pics I Make
ok, so as to be crystal clear.... 1. if i make you a pic, the finished product belongs to me, keep this in mind. not that ill do something fucked up with it, but i can if i want to. 2. this stuff i do for you is free, so dont bitch. 3. i will no longer make pics for anyone that they dont want posted in my "stuff i made section" the reason for this is because i dont like people taking credit for what i make. 4. i get 395934857 requests all day for pics, this doesnt mean i dont want you to ask for something, it means i wont be able to have it done 15 mins later. please be patient. i could go on with this for a while, but bottom line is just be cool about it, im doing something nice for you, dont be a douche.

Something I Wrote
all alone in this empty room , feeling lost and confused without a clue....deeper than any ocean blue , thoughts race through my mind too many times faster than a rollercoaster ride at times i wanna fly away to another day and erase the pain and all my losses and clean out my closet of bad memories in my life once & for all to stand tall and be 4ever deep down stronger than ALL ....breaking this wall down and building a new room with a view.

My Owned Fubarians 3/23
As in life some go and others come to us in our lives, and others stay. I want to thank all of these ladies for there love. Stop by and show all these lovely ladies a lot of love. The sexiest Canadian (Gonna keep this one) Lacey™ ۞ owned by Jak ۞@ fubar One Bad Milf The Baddest MILF®@ fubar Some sweet Sunshine ~~Sunshine~~ ☆ DREAM GIRLZ ☆ ~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar Sky’s the limit Just* Me* Sky Owned by (JAK~ ۞)why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan**@ fubar The sexy B ♡ bbG ♡ Owned by Jak~ *and* ☆})i({☆@ fubar Here name says it all ~*~SWEET~*~ Fu-Owned By Jak...@ fubar I like it Pink *Pink0828*Meet My New Owner*'JAK~ ۞ Owned by Lacey ۞ ~Owner of to many to list see b@ fubar

M.e.r.c.
Can a demon get a soul? Can an angel lose his? What would a werewolf look like today and would you know one if you saw one? I highly doubt you would notice if you did meet one, nor would you notice its counter part the vampire. But the answer to the first two questions is yes a demon can and did receive a soul. As well as the angel that lost his. Two enemies forced to be one for the soul lost was the soul given and the crimes of the father to be forgiven by the sins of the damned. Many nights I wake from dreams of past lives and the things I have seen. Many times have I had to deal with the horror of a battle so few know of, There have been times I watched movies and read books that told half truths. So is it that some people remember what isn’t to be remembered, or is it all just fiction. Who would believe something they can’t see just cause someone wrote about it? No one wants to think are creatures out there that could hurt us if need be. Yet ghost and witches are believed

Depressed
It never fails...when I major holiday comes up I always get depressed. You see, my kids don't live with me right now and my daddy and stepmom are gone. I miss them all like crazy these days. Seeing the kids in the neighborhood with their parents makes me even more depressed. So now I just try to hide when these family events roll around.

And Suddenly It Hit Me.
I was almost raped on Friday. I've been purposefully not thinking about it. But today as I was sitting there holding my baby cousin for some reason, it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I got hired by a guy my friend knew for a modeling gig. I thought because she knew him that it was ok, but I guess we were both wrong. I got there and he said the original location hadn't worked out so we went walking around the same neighborhood, location scouting. He groped me. He tried to get me to have sex with him. I got back to my car and drove away. I was just in this state of shock and I wanted to leave before anything worse happened. My aunt says I probably couldn't get charges pressed. She's a retired lawyer and the first person I called after it happened. The rape charge is hard enough to get, but sexual assault is damn near impossible. But Jesus Christ. I was sexually assaulted. I was almost raped. I've been shaking all day. I can barely comprehend this. I thought that ma

Melting.
Every day on here I have some random person seeking my Fu-friend approval tell me how "unique" I am. Guys seeking my approval because they think that I look "hot" or they "would like to see my private pics" tend to try to sweet talk me with that word. They seem to think it really means something...like I'm oh so special and there's no one else in the entire expanse of the universe that could compare to me. And because I'm so special, could they please have a peek at my tits? You know, I look in the mirror every day. I see who and what I am. I know myself. I am NOT a beautiful and unique snowflake. What I am is someone just like you. Someone who's lonely and tired and jaded and bored. Someone who wants the same exact thing that everyone wants. To not be lonely and tired and jaded and bored anymore. In this quest, I have been through a lot. I've trusted the wrong people, I've looked for love in all the wrong places, I've let down my guard over and over only to be forced to

Find It In Your Heart To Help!
Please help out if you can. Every bit helps. Please click the link to GEM's profile and do what you can. Here's your chance to own a Cowboy AND a Gem! Plus at the same time you will be helping a good cause! ALL donations are tax deductible too and any size donation is greatly appreciated! Thanks so much in advance! WantedCowboy & aGEM4life Up for AuctionNot into the whole "owning thing"? Can't do the $25? That's okay. Any size donation is gladly accepted! I'll even talk FU language!! * Give a $5 donation - I will rate 25 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $10 donation - I will rate 50 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $15 donation - I will rate 75 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $20 donation - I will rate 100 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $25 donation and not only will I rate 100 of your pics 11s but I will also add you to my profile page and add you as one of my #10 fri

My Nsfw's
Yes, I have a few. No, I don't post them here. But, I'm not opposed to showing them. And I will never push them on anyone by saying, "Rate my NSFW's". I'm sure if someone wants to see my dick, they'll ask ME... not the other way around. If you want to see them: A) you must be a friend B) you must be female and C) you must fubar mail or shoutbox me. I keep them in my personal e-mail folder and will have to e-mail them to you if you're okay with that... which means, I'd need your e-mail address. Okay? Good.

She Means Alot To Me...
This is something I felt like writing... My sister who is a few years younger then me has Diabetes recently had eye surgery done on her eye twice and the 2nd time around they have told her that she wont be able to see in her right eye. When my Mom told me I cried, and cried. I just couldnt believe this was happening to my sister, let alone my baby sister. Some of you may know her and some dont, I ask can you please keep her in your prayers... She means alot to me... Thanks to all who read this blog...Blessings to you... P.S. If you have Diabetes please take it seriously and take care of yourself...

Never Need To Fall In Love Again...
People used to see me moping and lonely With my tail dragging in the dust All broken hearted, turning down parties Till the invites all dried up Then like lightning makes a dark sky brighten My whole life changed for good Wonder of wonders, out of the thunder Came a lesson I understood I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again People that see me now can't seem to figure out What has changed about their friend Have you won the lottery? Could you share your secret please? I just tell them with a grin I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again So any lonely folks out there please don't despair Hear this message that I bring If this thing can come to me I know anybody Can have the chance to sing I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again

Inspirational Math
From a Mathematical Viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 1 9 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% AND, look how far the love of God will take you L- O- V- E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101% Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that: While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Love of God that will put you over the top!

Photoshopbites.
Whats up everyone? Photoshopbites is my new yahoo group. Everyone who is interested in learning or TEACHING this pain in the ass program is invited to join... The more the more pissed off we can be.. ha ha if you know this program or would like to know this program join my group. I just started it a few seconds ago so currently I'm my only member.. But I know many on here alone who work with this program that at times want to pull their hair out.. So plz pull that crap out with me.. lol Lord knows I don't have much left.. Click to join photoshopbites All who is interested in photoshop is welcome to join my yahoo photoshopbites group. Peace.. P.S I just found out a bit ago I just passed Mizz Hellcat up in blog rates so plz just to be a little shit try and rate my blog a ten for me plz.. Shes prob already passed me up again but this just keeps it exciting.. Thank you much all..

New Survey
I got this from GLEN, ty! 1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with? He's my son. 2. Whats bothering you right now? I've picked up smoking :( 4. Wallpaper on your computers desktop? Pagilacci from the opera, because I heard his name in the song "Tears of a Clown". 5. Backround on your cell phone? phone default 6. What do you want in your life right now? Love 7. Listening to? music on the internet 9. What do you smell like? Poison perfume 10. Drinking? coffee its morning and I really needed one 11. Whats your favorite thing you have on your bed? Sex 12. Who was the last person to sleep with you? 8 ) My husband. 13. If you could change something in your life, what would it be? Get organized. 14. What do you wear to bed? Nothing 15. Who will you sleep with tomorrow? Nobody 16. Have you ever been gambling? Yes at the race track, horses and dogs in Florida. 17. Whats something you wish you could understand

Thoughts
I often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support. I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a go

I Hacked My Sony!!!
How & Why I hacked My Sony Ericsson w580i What I am about to show you can RUIN your Cell phone. Unless you are VERY Familiar with a computer & hacking cells, I suggest you don\'t do this. Understand Debranding Hacking your phone will void your warranty, but it will also give you really kewl options that are NOT available on a branded phone. I nor FUBAR is responsible if you mess up your phone. I STRESS this - YOU CAN Make your pretty lil\' phone a PAPERWEIGHT! On another note - if you follow these steps DO NOT Fu-mail me with questions. I have done the following procedures I know they worked for MY phone. I will NOT say it will work for yours. I will not assist you in hacking your phone. Again this is here for Educational Purposes ONLY! The Why: So, I needed a new phone, my contract has been up.. so I have decided to buy a Sony Ericsson w580i. I have several mp3\'s & I wanted to put some of my favs on a cell. After doing what I am about to show you. I will do it again 100 tim

Oh Hey!
yeah so last night i met the most freaking amazingly beautiful kid in the world. he's the singer for one of the co headlining bands we (me and Ruby) went to see last night. we weighed out all the pros and cons and um, yeah must have his children. :) How is everyone? btw, watch for a blog alert from Ruby... she lies I tell you. LIES.

My Fu-owner, Chell
I am fu-owned by the most wonderful lady on Fubar, her name is Chell. I'm very lucky to have such a sweet lady in my life. Click the link pic below to check her out, and show her some love! **Chell** RisingStars**owner of*Mark*@ fubar

The Guessing Game
ok i was sitting here thinking. there are 4 types of friends 1. your true friends the ones u talk too 2. the ones you admire from a far and you talk to once in a while. 3. ones that just pretend to be your friends untill u stop playing and want to be come serious 4. then u have the wanna be friends who in some ways are like the pretend ones. but are more fake so i decided to clean my list and beleive me i don't have much to clean on there. so if u get a comment from me oh say tomorrow then u know your still on my list and those that didn't well then i guess u fell into the wrong 2 catagory of friends.

Got Ya :)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit 2) Have two kids boy 3 and girl 1 1/2 3) I have a pretty short temper 4) I don't like to be messed with 5) I enjoy my time fishing on Lake Michigan very much its my drug for sure 6) I knocked down the Christmas tree at school in 2nd grade 7) I am a fairly sarcastic person hehe :) 8) I enjoy Wine on occasion 9) I like to have fun w/ everything I do even work when it sucks... 10) I try to treat all people fair Posting this on 2muchtrouble4u2, Lady of Chaos, So good at being so bad, Lucy, & Gypsy Rose

If You Care....
....and even if you don't. I'm taking my kiddos over to Dallas tomorrow....for a couple days. We are going to stay at the Great Wolf Lodge there.... it's www.greatwolflodge.com It's a large indoor waterpark themed hotel. We'll hang out there for a couple days....visit with my sister that lives in Dallas....then head down to Houston for a family wedding the latter part of the week. I hope to be heading back home after the wedding on Saturday but I guess it depends on how long I have to be there....lol....6 hr drive back home from Houston. So...if anything it will be late Saturday or sometime on Sunday when I return. I hope you all have a great week. Leave me lots of love as I will miss each one of you....and will think of you often. Love to all, d

Got Ya
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit 2) I have two daughters 22 and 18 3) I have a pretty short temper 4) I don't like to be messed with 5) I enjoy my time smoking and drinking 6) I am going to shoot TicTac 7) I am a sarcastic person 8) I enjoy SEX a lot 9) I like to have fun 10) I try to treat all people fair Buck,MikeHammer031,Dr.Strangelove,BGAME63,Fordman77

My Easter Day
I spent all day yesterday with my in-laws.we went there for my 2 yr old to have fun and spend easter with his family. well at this family get together there was like 16 adults, 2 2yr olds, and a newborn. well i got to watch everyone treat my 2 yr old like he wasn't good enough for them. they sat there all day and praised the other child and almost totally ignored my son. he sat and said his ABC's in front of them and all they did was ignore him and talk about the other child. during the easter egg hunt the other child had 10 ppl helping him search for eggs but when me and my husband tried to help our lil one look we were told to let him do it on his own. they let the lil boy push and hit my son but if my son fights back they yell at him. and it makes me so pissed that "family" treated my son this way. I just can't understand why they feel the urge to treat my baby that way.

Life
Well I recently found out that I have alot of loose ends still out there.... Is it human nature to always wounder what if or what could have been? I feel so guilty, I have a bf I am truely in love with, but yet I still wounder what could it have been? What if he would have choose me over his problems? I wish it would go away! I am happy with the one I am with and dont want anyone or anything else, but yet I keep thinking about it. Its not like I am going to leave, I have no intentions on that. I just want to know why I have to wounder about something I don't even want? Any words of wisdom? I need help!

My First Happy Hour
Just want to let everyone know I am having my first Happy Hour this Wednesday, March 26 @ 7PST / 10EST. This will Probably be the only one I have unless I win one. Please help me level up to FU KING or even get close to GodFather. Hope You'll be there. Thank You All. Muaaaah!!!

~eve's Side Of The Story~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~EVE'S Side of the Story~~~~~~~~~~~~ After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. "So, how is everything going?" inquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," she replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I have just one problem. It's these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They're a real pain," reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc......... she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced". "That's a fair point," replied God, "But it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I figured that you needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I w

A Wild Night To Say The Least!
To start this blog off, I am finally among the living. I had a wild Saturday night and paid for it all day yesterday! Having to be around family all day long with a hangover and 4 hours of not so good sleep does not make for a fun Easter. Saturday was a busy day of cleaning and shopping and appeasing Peter's sister by showing up to her house for their BBQ(even though I didn't go)but Peter did for a short while so that made it ok. We then went to our friends house for dinner. We had planned to get together for some drinks that night but she bought salmon and shrimp for dinner and invited us over for that as well. Dinner was delicious and we started in on the margarita's. We were having a good time. Their older son left and their younger son was asleep, passed out up stairs in his room because he had stayed up all night at a friends house the night before playing xbox live. We really only intended to drink 2 bottles. We somehow went through them pretty fast. The stuff i

~ 'til The World Ends~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 'Til The World Ends~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Seasons change and summer's gone Another year of love I've known Fades like a dream Rearrange, girl, make yourself strong You're not the first or last who's lost everything And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends Frosty window, scribbled name Stabbing sad refrain of What's come to pass The candle glows, so follow the flame The light of hope can ease the pain of loneliness And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends You know we all live for once Using is a part of living your life Daylight always follows the night Looking at life as it's always been It will be that way here 'Til the world ends Peace.

School Or Not?
Well its been about almost a year and a half now since I graduated with my bachelors degree and life came to a crashing stop. I dropped out of med school and decided to party and travel. I finally found myself in Tennessee with a decent life but not being satisfied. I have been contemplating life what I really want to do. I am debating on going back to med school and finishing. But in order to do that I would have to sell my house and move. So what do you think I should do? Should I just live with what I have and keep living my life or should I go grow up and go back to school?

I'm Still In Love With You
"I'm Still In Love With You" by New Edition (still in love) Im still in love with you.... Still in love Listen... Oh what can I do girl So much in love girl But your friends got you thinkin And its affecting you What can I do girl So in love girl And I dont know what to do cause I dont wanna lose you No what would I do without your love Baby its heaven sent from above So you dont believe What your friends tell you about me Im still the man for you And Im still the man thats true And Im still the man whos lucky And Im still in love with you It dont matter what your friends do Theyre just jealous of me and you And Ill always keep you happy cause Im still in love with you Im still in love Time passes so fast babe I wish it would last babe cause I know in my heart That my life ends and starts with you And baby I know that this feeling Im feelin just wont let me go away cause youre the first true love Ive ever known So what would I do wit

Cams And More Cams>
what is the fanasty about all this cam stuff hehe. Wish some one would enlighten me < no I wont cam , i use it to take pictures but >/ it is ones chioce to change ones mind hehe on accasion hehe. What ever all hugs diana

Do You Know How Bad>>aa Lady Wants A Man>>poemt You
Shewant to hold ya or kiss ya or be under the sheets with ya. Dream and dream of ya and long to be close to ya. These are the things a gal wants with a man of her chosing > Lust want , to feel his breath upon her skin , tounge kissing and touching with in , to be endevered more into his arms ,locked as one. Heart on fire , passion and lust ,are the ultimate thrush ofdesires . Oh what it all lead to orgasam for her and something for Him... Screaming out of the most desire is her sounds and her crys. while your so engaged in what ever , and where ever she takes you to, Heaven on high and back down again though you know not why. . Poem But you do reach a heavenly high.. by Diana

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy photography. 2) I would rather smoke pot than drink alcohol. 3) I have two sons: 20 and 23. 4) I have live in every part of the U.S. except the southeast. 5) I don't own a car. 6) My favorite music is "Industrial". 7) My musical tastes are quite eclectic. 8) Winter used to be my favorite season, now it's summer. 9) I like spicy hot food. 10) I like to eat organic food whenever possible. I tag Learning2Fly, SassyGirl68, Pussay, Berry Berry, and Kassidy.

Here A Song That Is Realated To My Bitch Of A Mother To Bad She Cant See This Maybe Then She No How Badly She Hurt Me Mentiley And Emotionly
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll

Ya So Like Ya Kno
ok so i suck at making bullys so heres my plain n simple one my bestest fubar friend pounce is like 83,000 from leveling so plz go show her some love she is a awesome bish ♥DJ Poundexter *Happily Taken* HELLBILLYS HIDEOUT (just a listener bishes)@ fubar

Down In It
NIN - Down In It Kinda like a cloud I was up way up in the sky and I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe sometimes I don't believe them myself and I decided I was never coming down Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was just about too small to see But I watched it way too long and that dot was pulling me down I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it Well shut up so what what does it matter now I was swimming in the haze now I crawl on the ground And everything I never liked about you is kind of seeping into me Try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out ("I guess the jokes on me" she said) I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I was up above it I was up above it Now I'm down in it I used to be so big and strong I used to know my right from wrong I used to never be afraid I used to be somebody I used to have somethin

Song I Wrote...
JUST SLOW DOWN Wait a minute God, just slow down I’m try to keep up But the world keeps goin ‘round I’m feelin dizzy and a little weak I tried to yell But I couldn’t speak Yeah… Out of control and my voice is gone Stop for a minute, just slow down You’re going too fast Moving too quick I know you have jobs to do You paint the sky, the deepest blue Fill the darkness with Twinklin light Listen to my prayers late at night So could you do me a favor I won’t ask much Just wait a minute God Just slow down I’m try to keep up But the world keeps goin ‘round I’m feelin dizzy and a little weak I tried to yell, but I couldn’t speak Yeah… Wait for a minute, just slow down You’re going too fast Moving too quick, yeah Moving way too quick, uh huh Stop for a minute God, listen to me It won’t take long You will see I’ve got something to say and things to do But I need your help, you’re the only one I could never survive without you So listen to me, it

Dark Desires 3
Michele started to take a seat on the leather couch in the room when Becca motioned for her to follow. Becca headed toward a door in the far left corner of the room, when she opened the door Michele saw flickering light coming form within. Becca stood to one side allowing Michele to enter first. To Michele amazement, the room was filled with large brightly colored pillows, candles, and a small bar. “I thought this might be more comfortable for us my friend. It’s a bit more private and I honestly believe it’s nicer then being in the study or the library.” Becca smiled at her friend. Michele walked around a little bit, before finding a large pillow to sit down on. “This is nice Becca, I had no idea this room was even here, and it’s so hidden by the shadows of the study.” Becca smiled at Michele and went to fix them both a strong drink, hoping to relax her friend enough to maybe play. Becca handed Michele her drink and then took a seat beside her friend. The two fr

Ponder This
Here's another one of my dads idiocies He was a racist (unfortunately) and had no friends due to being drunk most of the time. So he started eating and hanging out at the YMCA. Bear in my mind that our local YMCA was pretty much all black and mixed race people. Hence the idiot part. Worst thing about it though was one night, without telling me wherewe were going he took me up into one of the tiny little rooms in there, drunk and with about 6 black guys squeezed in this tiny place. I was shitting myself. As it happened nothing bad occured but still. Just another reason I hate beer. Until next time, thanks for reading.

Newest Update!
Sam is still in California, but she's coming home tomorrow. Van doesn't want to let her go, but she has to go home and get things in order. It looks like she's going to be going out there about one weekend a month, until she moves out there permanently. Sam has been making Van get up and out of bed and get her Coffee, or chocolate, or hunt down Chinese. I just also got a text where it said to add to it him cooking for her.

A New Account
ok someone deleted my old account kinda bums me out but its all good so anyone who knew badhabits...well this is him...Paul...i just made some changes so i could get back here am the same guy stop by and add me PLEASEEEE

5 New Songs On Our Fubar Page
I finally figured out.. well, with a little help from my friends here on Fubar, how to get our music on here. I sent out a MUMM last week telling everyone to go to our main page. Wow! What a mistake. I guess i should have read the rules first. Anyway, they are on here now for you all to enjoy! The 3 latest tracks are 'Heaven Knows' that was played on Denver's Rock station KBPI and 'The Way'. The third one 'Believe in Me' we are waiting for copyright paperwork to come back. So please... add these to your pages and share with your friends. I love you all! Dave

Just Seemed Right
It just felt right u and i alone in the night hold to each other tight the moments were not enough my dreams a reality for a minute but never what i want u'll never be mine always hers i'm just the other woman never number one

'mate Match'
One of my Aussie friends sent this to me and I thought I'd share a laff with u. Just imagine sitting in traffic on your way to work and hearing this. Many Sydney folks DID hear this on the FOX FM morning show in Sydney. The DJs play a game where they award winners great prizes. The game is called 'Mate Match'. The DJs call someone at work and ask if they are married or seriously involved with someone. If the contestant answers 'yes', he or she is then asked 3 random yet highly personal questions. The person is also asked to divulge the name of their partner with (phone number) for verification. If their partner answers those same three questions correctly, they both win the prize. The Harbour City dropped to its knees with laughter and is possibly the funniest thing you've heard yet. Anyway, here's how it all went down: DJ: 'Hey! This is Ed on FOX-FM. Have you ever heard of 'Mate Match'?' Contestant: (laughing) 'Yes, I have.' DJ: 'Great! Then you know we're

Some People
Some people just thrive on being jerks. Take this latest one here. For no reason other than to be a jerk, he rates people a 1. I think, unless someone does something to you directly, everyone should be given a good rating. After all, when you give a good rating, you get one back. But if you do not like them, do not wanna be their friend or fan, you have a couple of choices; rate them and do not fan/add or go to someone else's page. There is no need to be a rude jack-ass. This one made my list for those very reasons. I hope he really feels good about himself, because he is just showing that he is an insecure dolt who makes himself feel better by being mean to others. To him I say K.M.A. Learn to be decent or go away! Grim_Reaper87@ fubar http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1592281

Random Facts
The purpose of this little game is to list 10 random and/or unusual facts about yourself,then you tag 5 people on your friends list and have them do the same thing. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Ok here goes........ 1. I collect lighthouses all different shapes and sizes. 2. I would love to time travel. 3. My favorite christmas decoration is snowmen. 4. I have a quick temper. 5. I consider loyalty the most important quality in a friend. 6. Autumn is my favorite season. 7. Unlike most women, I hate shopping for shoes. 8. I believe in the "conspiracy theory" of JFK's death. 9.I would love to see Alaska someday. 10. I wish I were taller sometimes. Ok the people to be tagged are Chuck, little Italian, Dave,n1kgm, and crow.

Change
I commentted on a mumm a little while ago. And not that I understand how come. But I understand more why I changed. Going down a path of self-destruction is a very lonely road. And a lot of things in my life have changed. Not just my attitude, but my attitude about people and who they are has. I know I must try harder than most or I feel that way. And I ask for no pity, because what had happened I created. And I may not have or consider myself to be the most desired person. But I will always put my daughter and others before me. It is just who I am and how I live my life. I consider others before me, such as health, there needs, and just showing the compassion I have.

Planned On You, By Sue Ann Carwell
I dedicate this song to Jimm, because I love you so much! I have planned my life, to the last detail With a story book romance to fill my days But the funny thing about answered prayer Is they come to you in unexpected ways How could I plan on forever? When I never planned on you Someone to fall for To love for all eternity Baby let's plan on forever And watch all our dreams come true You're what I live for Who I can give for ever to My destiny is you Cause you danced with me, and the earth stood still My heart can't quite believe how right this seems When you're in my arms the truth of us Is better than the best of all my dreams How could I plan on forever? When I never planned on you Someone to fall for To love for all eternity Baby let's plan on forever And watch all our dreams come true You're what I live for Who I can give forever to My destiny is you Sometimes the one you're right for is standing too close to see But u saw the light and never

Crappy First Entry For A Blog
I'm thoroughly bummed. I have TWO dear friends in Alaska - Jack is a commercial fisherman who has appeared on the Deadliest Catch twice and Shirl (who introduced me to this wonderful man - who lives too dang far away) whose husband is also a commercial fisherman. I've received word that two friends of theirs - Eric and Dave perished in an fishing accident when their vessel the Alaska Ranger took on water and sank. The captain also died and there is one missing I'm glad my friend and my friend's husband are okay... but crappers... this happened on Easter. Shirl is the local postmistress and she said Eric has three packages from his mom unclaimed... crap. crapcrapcrap. I have to go to bed now...

4 Myfu-owner
*Be my crush for a month *Rate all stash during HH *Owners name as my status 4 at least 1 hour a day *Fuowned by them in my name for a month and on a 1 day ticker *1 profile comment a day for duration of being owned *At least 500 11's during the month *Link their profile on my main page *Pimpout blog *SFW salute

Deluxe Chef Salad
Deluxe Chef Salad This salad is a full meal in itself. Arrange or layer the ingredients in a clear glass bowl, and toss with the Wish-Bone® Deluxe French Dressing right before serving in front of your guests. Beautiful! Serving: 6 Prep Time: 15 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 small head iceberg lettuce, torn into pieces 2 cups cut-up cooked chicken 1/2 lb. cooked ham, cut into thin strips 1 cup cubed cheddar or Swiss cheese (about 4 oz.) 2 tomatoes, cut into wedges 2 hard-cooked eggs, sliced 3/4 cup Wish-Bone® Deluxe French Dressing DIRECTIONS: 1. In salad bowl, arrange all ingredients except Wish-Bone® Deluxe French Dressing; chill. 2. Just before serving, toss with Dressing. Taste Tested Recipe from The Wish-Bone® Kitchens Source: Wish-Bone®

Coming Undone
I sit here as if in a fog. I'm lost and can't find the way. So many times I've tried to do things right yet so many times I've screwed it all up. Will there ever be a time when I can just have happiness? At this point it seems that it will never be. I just feel as if everything is coming undone. Someone please help me put the pieces back together. I am coming undone. I am coming undone.

For My New Friends, And All :)
I wanted to invite all my friends, but especially those who are new to take a look at my blogs. A lot of interesting reading there if you like to read blogs. lol Anyway, please check them out if you like and leaving a comment would be greatly appreciated. Thanks very much :) Peter Britt