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I Missed It
i missed college. no joke. i missed my friends, i missed my roommate (even tho we just co-exist), i missed breakfast group, the drama, and stuff. so far, my classes seem pretty good tho wednesday and friday are gonna KILL ME. i'm takin 2 english classes (writing thru lit, and intro to shakespeare - both taught by the same person), latin american studies, and german. to be honest, i really missed my german class. a lot of the kids in my class last semester are still in my class this semester. prof. armster brought up a good point at the end of the year that made me appreciate that class and the people in it more. she told us that we were all friends, in some way or another, there wasnt fightin (much anyway), and she concluded saying "you all respect each other". it was true. outside of class, i could easily have a conversation with anyone from that class. none of them were in my dorm so it was a nice change from my seminar. bill and i hung out today. we got him something
A Killer Bird On The Loose!
Something really disgusting is happening in our front yard almost daily! A bird is attacked and torn apart and we find body parts all over our yard. A foot here a head there! It is so nasty seeing the insides of birds strewn all over our lawn! At first I thought it was my cat but they realized that she just plays with the birds and doesn't actually eat them or tear them apart. Then a neighbor told me they saw a Possum in our front yard one time so I thought it could be that. Yesterday a kid came and knocked on our door and said there was a Hawk in our front yard ripping apart another bird. A hawk! WTF? So that is what is attacking these poor little defenseless birds. Why would a Hawk do that? It leaves it's mess all over our yard. It must be living somewhere close by, in our tree perhaps? I want this Hawk shot and killed or at least move on to someone else's property. I am getting quite tired of seeing these bird parts on my yard and I am sure my husband is ti
Dishes ( Lol )
He watched her, so sexy & beautiful, as she moved around the kitchen, wearing nothing but one of his old t-shirts and a skimpy pair of panties... He could feel the desire building as he watched her from the sofa. Finally she stopped at the sink to wash a few dishes. He got up, walked to her and slipped his arms around her waist and kissed the side of her neck MMM she said as she leaned her head back on his shoulder Ill be done in a minute Thats ok. Dont mind me he replied as he gently sucked her ear lobe causing her to shiver, he slid his hands up to cup her breasts, his thumbs caressing her nipples through the fabric and smiled as they became stiff peaks. You arent gonna let me finish the dishes are you? she asked playfully Told you dont mind me you go ahead he whispered in her ear. He slid one hand down over her stomach, under the hem of the t-shirt into her panties, while moving his mouth to the other side of his neck nibbling & kissing. He pressed his knee between h
Answering A Fool
The Bible says to not answer the fool his folly. That means if a person comes ot you and says bad things to you to make you mad enough ot say or do something then that person has succeed in getting you to stoop to their level. We all have a choice to decide if we want to answer someone back. To either keep the trashing/fussing going back and forth or be the adult and not answer them. If all of us and me included did this there owuld be a lot less drama here and in our own lives. Why is it so hard to stop? Casue we want to defined ourselves. TO protect our selfves. Kids in school say bad things about another kids mom or dad and then a fight ensues. We as adults do almostthe same thing. Why? Perhaps a part of us hasn't grown up. For all this to stop we have to decid if we as the adults will act as adults and not little kids. Can we do it? I know sometimes i find it hard. Ask my family. I am stubborn and I do fight for people I love and especialy those who love me. I fight
Hey All
To Dave..
You know over the years people come, people go.. As A father,we expect our children look after us when we get old and grey..but sometimes we get cheated,when there ill and vulnerable wanting to change places.. anything to make it safe for them..wishing that you can carry the pain for them just to clean another day to watch em smile..but it never happens.. All I ask of you, is to show him a lot of love to dave he needs right now,show him that he is in you're prayers tonight,I know how it feels to lose some one and wouldn't wish this on anyone Crazydave FU Owned by Summer - Brit Bomber 6@ fubar Im soo sorry to hear of this dave,your in our prayers tonight.
Rip Steven Fly With The Angels
/¤t=1612615729.jpg" target="_blank">"> It is with great sadness, that i have to tell you that Steven passed away at 6.10 pm GMT. It was very quick and he didnt suffer at all. As people know Steven has battled against Cancer, he had caught a very bed chest infection which got the better of him tonight. We can be grateful in a way that steven will be sufferihg no more. I want to thank everybody for the love and prayers they have shown lately Thank you for the bottom of my heart Dave
Why Is Israel Important To Bible Prophecy?
Why is Israel important to Bible prophecy? From a secular standpoint it would probably be a mystery why Israel is always in the news. It is a tiny nation that is about the same size as the State of New Jersey and it has no major natural resources. Israel is important, however, because God made promises to Israel that will be fulfilled. One of the Bible's greatest predictions about Israel has already come to pass. In 1948, Israel was reborn as a nation. The rebirth of the Jewish state should have put aside any doubts that God had abandoned the apple of His eye. He said, "Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They say, 'Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.' Therefore prophesy and say to them: 'This is what the Sovereign Lord says: O My people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel. Then you, My people, will know that I am the Lord, when I open your graves and bring you up fr
Military Valentines...5th Set (20 To Set)
Our Night
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever
Poetry: A Thought
A single thought is born, bursting forth from the flames of frustration. A young and bright little Phoenix, beating its newborn wings. Another is born, crowing in with its sibling, working together to make both more real. More thoughts are born, each spark from the flames beating its fiery wings. They fill my head, all screeching out thier part of an idea... a strange symphony of life. fiery beating wings fill my head, crowd about, spill forth.... I think So I am.
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Alone in the dark I sit. Wondering when I will be rescued. A sliver of light shows .... but quickly leaves. Love is an emotion that will never be felt for me. Destined to be alone, I sit in my lonely state, wondering where I went wrong. Forever the joke, never taken serious. Always a toy, never loved.....
Fuck You Goodbye
When I woke up this morning I pinched myself because I thought that I was dreaming Could I end the nightmare of not having you here please stop me from screaming I finally opened myself up to someone new Damn that only took three years to do You knew exactly what you were going to do to me from the start Maybe when you grow up you will learn it is not nice to mess with a persons heart You say that you just need time to think because you dont want me to be a rebound We were only friends that never even fucked so yea how does that sound You will go on with your life as if you never knew me at all I am sorry that I cant be as ridiculous as you, but eventually you will be the one to fall I hope you respect her enough not to lie I am not waiting around FUCK YOU goodbye
Human Body Facts
The human body is a machine that is full of wonder. This collection of human body facts will leave you wondering why in the heck we were designed the way we were. -Scientists say the higher your I.Q. The more you dream. -The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallest is the male sperm. -Your big toes have two bones each while the rest have three.-A pair of human feet contains 250,000 sweat glands. -A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball. -The acid in your stomach is strong enough to dissolve razor blades. -The human brain can hold 5 times as much information as the Encyclopedia Britannica. -It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. -The average human dream lasts 2-3 seconds. -Men without hair on their chests are more likely to get cirrhosis of the liver than men with hair. -After the moment of conception, you spent about half an hour as a single cell. -There are
thats right people found out this week im goig to be a dad again. Danielle is goin on 7 weeks.
Hearts Collide By Red Wanting Blue
Have you ever been blue? Afraid to see what's right in front of Well, you know It seems to be easier To give it all up and out It seems my dreams need means that I am without My Botticelli ballerina Which do you prefer? The violet or the rose And if I had the fruits of a laboring pirate's dream Which would you rather? Silver or gold When hearts collide like fireflies lost in the shooting star shower I will chase the sunset west to keep the day alive one more hour But I'm eaten alive by the butterflies And the petals of daisies as I Pace beneath the hair hanging from Rapunzel's tower From her tower From...oh, oh Forgive me if I'm blue But love does funny things to a man sometimes We work off of one heart instead of two Packing the other away for a rainy day In case love stops feeling brand new My Botticelli ballerina Dancing in the dark How do you move the way you do? What a beautiful curse and wicked bliss To be confined to one heart in a world where It
Bull Crap!!
okay so i left the 2and alarm hottie cause of bullshit that happen thursday!! so if yall wanna keep me on your friends list go a head if not take me off if ya like..
the Scorpions Sonnet
On this very special occasion, I thank God for bringing you into Creation; For giving me a close and dear friend; One upon whom I can always depend. One for whom I have so much Love That it is as Eternal as the Heavens above. On this very special Day, I would like to wish you and say, Youll always be in my heart and mind And in my soul, where youll also find- A true companion to the end; A soul-mate and a loving friend. Hence my dear, because you mean so much to me, These words are written just for you my Lady. ____________________________________________________________ (Copyright 2008, written by Jamie Shawn Tan (1995). All Rights Reserved.) Photo location url ~
Single....for Too Long?
So I have been thinking about how I have been single for a long time now (a year and a half), and has got me thinking about why am I. Is it because I am just not good enough? Am I like a horrible person? Am I not good looking at all? Am I too fat? Too picky with the men I like? Is it that all men just want sex and don't care about emotions? Am I still hung up over my ex? Many questions fill my head. I don't think I am hung up on anyone, and I don't think ALL men just want sex, maybe a few want something real. I just want a stable man, so I don't think that is the problem. I have been told I have an awesome personality, so maybe my looks? Oh well, maybe I am meant to be alone :(
Billy's Deployment Date...
Hey Ya'll, Just recieved the news that Billy's deployment will be February 6-10... God, please make sure to say an extra prayer for Billy for a while... He is due back in September... Again will keep you updated... Huggs and kisses to all, ~ Sadie Grace ~
Sts-122 Atlantis: Optimism On Forward Plan/smoking Gun
Thursday's Program Requirements Control Board (PRCB) meeting has been presented with documentation that adds confidence to the initial findings of a "smoking gun" during testing of ET-125's removed external LH2 Feed-through connector. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton 1-19-08 More test runs on the connector have been conducted at the Marshall Space Flight Center (MSFC), as STS-122 continues to return back into a launch posture for February 7. Test runs on the removed connector continue to mirror circuit anomalies observed during the two scrubbed launch attempts - and the subsequent tanking test - adding confidence that the external connector is at fault. 'Think we've found smoking gun on external feed thru connector. Testing of connector exhibited same characteristics seen during the countdown. Data analysis will be done to pinpoint location of break.
Gangsta Flinstones
I Made Quite A Discovery About Birthdays
I know women go through this and I'm sure sometimes men go through it too. Have you ever dreaded your birthday because you know it's gonna suck? Well, here I am, guilty as charged. Yesterday I waisted several hours crying my eyes out, and I must say it was the day BEFORE my birthday. I was on a roll. I just couldn't stop I cried and cried complaining about the fact that it was going to be a lean birthday and nobody would remember me. woah is me. You get the idea. Thanks to someone I've known for 30 years my daughter has kept me from ruining my life in many ways. Kids can be great like that. She dragged me to her favorite bar (and I can't drink right now. no kidding! could it get worse?)to visit with her friends. I went only to keep her happy. When I got there I was showered with affection. One friend bought me 3 gorgeous roses and a meal so I could stay and take my medicine instead of having to leave early. What a kid. She loves me so much. Then the guy selling roses
Saying Goodbyes
Last week, I had to say goodbye to a friend that I had spent many hours with. He was a friend for only a short time, but the time was good with us. I hate it that that was my only recourse of action. But I do feel a sense of relief. As days pass on, I will think on him less and less. That's the joy in healing. From each experience you grow stronger, you learn what to do and not. You understand better what to look out for. Before you think that I deleted in haste, think again. When shouts, messages and IM's go ignored, the obvious shows its ugly face. I felt a sense of sadness as I deleted him from my contacts, and he still has yet to "check me out". It's okay.Healing is good, it will allow something better to come along when the time is right. And yes, I still do.
Hunter's Train
Hi everyone in fubar land, i decided to start my very own train, this train is filled with great fubarians and will travel all over fubar land. if you want on just rate, fan and add everyone on the train. when you send a friend request make suer you put hunter's train in the request once you rate fan, and add everyone send me a message and i'll add you to the train ASAP. thank you and enjoy the ride. ~hunter~OWNER OF WONDER WOMAN & BrownEyedBeauty-DSC- DownTown Bombers -@ fubar WONDER_WOMAN@FUBAR.COM_OWNED_BY_~HUNTER~@ fubar ~♥~BrownEyedBeauty~♥~@ fubar envy is for the weak@ fubar ♥l♥lv♥ ~N~ R/L Wife~ ♥r Wh+ Kgh+♥ @ fubar (R)Nympho wolf♥Kaydee aka Lil Princesses Husband♥~R/L Fiance~I Love Kaydee so Deeply!@ fubar *Bomchickawahwah*@ fubar ~DJPhilburg360~~Dirty South Crew~~Founder Of Wakan- Tanka Clan~~@ fubar ~~SugarSpice~~ Owned By Hunter~ ♠ Dirty south Crew ♠ ~~Co-Fo
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My Sister Has Good Taste!! Wow!!
my sister created this playlist and i had to snag it check out mos def's song "beauty in the dark"
My First Contest
Hey there peeps! This is my first contest. I am trying to win Fubucks!!!!!!! Please click on my photo and rate and comment me. I would love all my friends to help me out. I will share the love if i win. Please help me, being as this is my first contest, I would like to feel like I have a chance to win. Show me Luv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanx.
Foolish Pride
She stayed up all night and cried into her pillow. And Fought off the urge to just break down and call. Last night to find the fault seemed so dam easy, but now who's to blame don't matter much at all. She thinks if she calls him, it just shows weakness, so the hurt goes on with ever tear she's cried. Ain't it sad to see a good love fall to peices, chalk another heartbreak up to foolish pride. Turn out the lights, the competition's over, the stubborn souls are the losers here tonight, and while the bridges burn, another hard hard lessons learned. As in the ashes, passion slowly dies. And this romance goes down to foolish pride. He relives every word they spoke in anger, he walks the floor and punches out the wall. To apologize to her, would be so simple. But instead he cries, I'll be damed if I crawl. If he loses her, he's lost his best freind, and more than just a lover can provide. So he wrestles with emotions, that defeat him...... Chalk another love lost up to foolish pr
To those that it matters to: I am really struggling today. The shots that I got Wednesday, Thurday and Friday have really made me very sick, along with a couple of other issues I'm having, like an allergic reaction to the cast. Anyway, I am going to lay down and if you need me, feel free to call me. Hugs to the ones of you that I still like. lol Mary
End Day
The day passes by as light fades away Its getting closer and closer now The shadows of night, the sounds of the dark Are all I ever hear now Walking through rain, the bitter sweet cold It feels like a song, with no end in sight Playing for noone, playing for me Is this what my heart of hearts thinks A darkend forest comes into view In a field of green I now stand Covered in darkness under the moon This is my place I know where my mind is free to roam Taking a seat, away from it all I grab hold of the sharpened knife And watch it gleam, reflecting the stars and moon As I look back at all those times Why does it have to feel this way This feeling of emptiness, growing within As tears stream down my face, for none to see The rains song picks up speed Saying a short and simple prayer Asking for you to be happy Closing my eyes, im ready for the end Whispering 'I love you' one last time Sliding the blade across both wrists Feeling
Uniform Bashers
I can't imagine how our young men & women in tne military feel , comming home to all this crap.What in the Hell is wrong with you people ...These people are brave enough to stand up for US and our country, so where do you get off!I seen a bumper sticker "IF YOU CAN"T STAND UP FOR THEMSTAND IN FRONT OF THEM. Maybe you should, or better yet go fight for them and try to stay alive doing it.
My Happy Hour Tonightt
its at 6 pm pst lets really rock fubar and use it well...lets show them all that fubar is for fun helping friends out and showing the love xoxo and please stop by fatsonny and devilgirls page...come join in our good times and laughter xoxo its a date see u all there muahssssssssssss
Original Writing
Monday, October 29, 2007 SEX AND LOVE Current mood: contemplative Category: Life there are two words that have come a long way and yet have fallen so far behind love and sex to some people these words are basically interchangeable but in reality they are inflated, overrated and overstated two simple words three and four letters with completely different preconceeived ideas differnt meanings in different cultures, differnt religions, different races, even different sexes these words are essentially as old as time itself and have basically remained unchanged since the beginning of time but our interpretations have changed and evolved and devolved up and down throughout history we have gone from exclusive monogamy to sheer hedonism back to exclusivity back to sexual exploitation where is the middle ground the happy medium the words without the feelings the attachments or the commitments we all have substantial views pe
Health And Safety Warning
hi everyone, I had this sent to me in an email off a very dear friend of mine that I have known for years, so I trust his judgment and thought I had better forward this information on to everyone I know Health and Safety Warning Please do not swallow your chewing gum!!!!!!!!!! This is what could happen if you do, you have been warned!!!!!!!!! ROFLMAO hehehehe
Your True Self
Have you ever noticed that when you finally except people for who they are, that's when they start showing their true self? The one thing I want more than anything in the world is to know people for what they really are. Not the plastic,"I want to inpress you", mask that hides their true self. How can friendship ever grow if you aren't learning about the person on the inside but instead accepting the actor playing the role on the outside. I have always prided myself on being an honest person and I have learned the hard way that I sometimes hurt people with the things that I say. Then I stop and think about the course of my life. Do I want to spend MY whole life having people tell me what I WANT to hear or what I NEED to hear. While it is sometimes hard to accept that we NEED to hear things that may hurt...In the long run it helps us grow as individuals. Many heartaches and many tears over the course of my life have left me searching for REAL people. So many times I found myself tru
Gotta love living in the Northern part of the Country .. we're freezing our tushes off right now . we've a weather alert that with the wind .. our temps could go as low as 20 below . BURRRRR.. Im debating if i should head out and go find something to do ... or stay in and just vegg out some .. I dunno .. im bored yet its so damn cold .. Eh . i guess ill go watch some tv and decide what to do . . ya'll have a great weekend . gonna scram .. Toodles :) Wen
Calling All Wiccans
a good friend just lost his gf and he him self is in the ICU i need healers and any one else that can help please thank you Jess
Accident Report Form
Dear Sir, I am writing in response to your request for additional information. In block number 3 of the accident reporting form, I put "trying to do the job alone" as the cause of my accident. You said in your letter that I should explain more fully, and I trust that the following details will be sufficient: I am a bricklayer by trade. On the day of the accident, I was working alone on the roof of a new six story building. When I completed my work, I discovered that I had about 500 pounds of brick left over. Rather than carry the bricks down by hand, I decided to lower them in a barrel by using a pulley, which, fortunately, was attached to the side of the building at the sixth floor. Securing the rope at ground level, I went up to the roof, swung the barrel out and loaded the brick into it. Then I went back to the ground and untied the rope, holding it tight to insure a slow descent of the 500 pounds of bricks. You will note, in block number 11 of the accident reporting form,
Callin In
A woman calls her boss one morning and tells him that she is staying home because she is not feeling well. 'What's the matter?' he asks. 'I have a case of anal glaucoma,' she says in a weak voice. 'What the hell is anal glaucoma?' 'I can't see my ass coming into work today.'
Dumbest Or Nicest Person
I am either too nice or completely stupid. I cant quite figure it out. I am helping my recent ex-husband (divorce was final in November)to plan his wedding that is in May/June time frame. I have been helping them choose songs for the wedding, locate and reception. I have no idea why I am helping. I am happy for him. I dont hate him. I just keep wondering why I am I helping him with a wedding that I never had when I married. I just dont understand it. I guess I like helping people no matter what it is.
Caps Typers
Okay seriously, it doesn't matter where I go. If I go to a Lounge, a MuMM, a friend's page, I always run into the same thing. Mr/Ms/Mrs IDONTKNOWHOWTOUSEAMOTHERFUCKINSHIFTKEY! For fucks sake! Just because you type in all caps doesn't mean your scary, intimidating or appealing. And for all you attention whores out there, it does not make you look smart, interesting, cool, attractive, tolerable, and finally, worth my time. Honestly, I go to a MuMM where someone asks about VIPs or something and I read the comments and see this gem: "DONT GO BUIYNG A VIP BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE DO TI BECUZ ITS NOT WORTH IT" As sound as that advice may be, I doubt anyone would take the advice of someone who is to retarded to extend their wittle itty bitty pinky over to the shift key! For fucks sake! All of us are using computers MORE powerful than the ones that got us to the moon and you guys can't operate a shift key? Honestly! That alone is not rocket science! To add th
THIS IS PIMPOUT #2 FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HARDLY EVER GET PIMPED. THESE ARE SOME AWESOME PEOPLE SO PLEASE MAKE SURE TO STOP BY AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE. I KNOW ITS REALLY LONG BUT PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO GO ALL THE WAY THRU, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE IN IT. ~Mystik~ ☆FuBaЯ's Afte Hours☆@ fubar ELLA2231@ fubar tire_man005@ fubar ~(((...Mullet Hunter...)))~Club Naughty N Nice~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar . .J. . . .У Promotions Manager d J Х M. .w У $$ht ˣmt @ fubar
So I am two weeks into LPN school. Only 11 1/2 months left haha. It's going okay. Mainly helping me get one step closer to what I really want to do. Can't wait to eventually get my BSN RN and work with intensive care pediatric patients!
Lol Im Trying To Be ..
and yes im trying to be postive ... not working is it ... another failure to add to my list
The Marine
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed some missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the
Update On Me
i did have heart attack but i will be fine ty for caring
Me, Submissive? We'll Find Out!
Do you want to own her? Come bid on her Auction opens at midnight Central Time She is offering: -All pics, stash, and blogs rated during happy hour. -All 100 11s one day out of each week when the rates reset. -Owned by you in my name -A special "Owned" blog written for you including your link. - A weekly bulletin to remind everyone who I belong to and to pimp you out. -8 photo salutes made just for you by me. (2 nsfw included) -3 video salutes made for you by me. (1 nsfw included) -For 2 hours of each day my Online Status will be set in relation to you. -My Yahoo Messenger if you'd like it though I am here more. -My phone number for one special phone call. AND -A special email including 20 of my most nsfw pics that will not be edited with stars like some here on Fubar!
My Surprise From Master
I came home from work and Master greeted me at the door and says he has a surprise for me, he said I have someone here Id like you to meet. As I walked into the polar I saw this most beautiful woman. Her hair red as fire her lips full and soft her breast were so beautifully full I wanted to lay my tired head on them. Master introduced us to each other and we sat and chatted for some time. She was very friendly kept touching me as she talked. I was getting a little turned on by that and felt my mind and body start to wonder off thinking of what Id like this woman to do to me. Just then Master suggested we all get more comfortable, and I must have had a puzzled look on my face because he then said strip NOW slave. I did as I was ordered and at the same time so did Liz. I couldnt take my eyes off her beautiful full body she had, my pussy was throbbing already. I was longing for her to touch me. Wow. Soon I found myself on the sofa with Liz caressing her breasts and kissing her softly
What A Great Two Nights In Wrestling
I have already done 7 matches in two days and got another show at three o'clock. Myself and Devin Lee have wrestled on two shows each night so far this weekend it has been great and as of the moment we havent lost one. So thats doing pretty good. Well anyways just wanted to put a little on here about my wrestling seeing as I hadn't in a while. So talk to everyone later.
Nfw, Flicks And Oh Sh_t Hot Pic!big Poppa Pimpout Production!
Kiss-the History!!
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Rate, Fan, And Add Her.
She was deleted by a hater and now she is back and she needs help getting back to Fu-king. HatinOnMeWontMakeYouPretty ☆JustSoYouKnowI'mBack☆FuBaЯ'sAfteHoursPromoter@ fubar
Not Returning The Love
I would like to say I am sorry for not returning the love to those who have been nice to me by rating me these past few weeks. I have been under the weather and in a lot of pain so I have not been on as much, but i will have a full weekend off coming up and i will do my best to at least leave some comments and rates to all those on my friends and family list as well as my fans lists.. I hope everyone has a great week and I hope to chat with everyone soon
Parents...wake The Fuck Up!!
>......."I always knew I would look back on my tears and laugh; but I never knew I would look back at my laughter and cry." "Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met." "Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart." "I thought I loved him, but he had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is." "Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone." "I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate." "I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had." "From an angel's wings, to a falling star, God made everything, but an unbreakable heart." This is what we call eternal love "Maybe one day I'll be able to tear away a part of me and let you go." "Love is the hardest drug to quit, but it is even harder when it is taken away." "If I could control my heart, I would stop it from falling
As I sit here watching the clouds roll in My mind drifts away To where you are And where I have been The clouds come in closer Darkening my day Putting a chill in the air And a clean smell The rain is falling now Soft crystal drops Landing on my window I stand here, looking past the tears That fall on my window Angels tears For they know my longing I wish you were here with me now Walking up behind me, your arms about me Your chin lightly coming to rest on my shoulder Your breath falling gently over my neck The rain is coming harder now Coming down in sheets Laying over my window Covering me Chilling my body I long for warmth I long for you
Fubar And So Called Friends.
OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT!! As of right fucking now, I am no longer accepting or requesting friend adds from or for anyone ranking 15 or over. Why you may ask? Because it seems to me every one that I have gotten or received is nothing but a shameless promoter of: A. themselves ~and B. every other dick stain that has achieved the same rank as them. I RARELY see any promoting of their friends that don't have a fancy color on their name. Now, I'm not stupid, I know that that is what this site is for, shameless self-promotion. But, come the fuck on... Rock Stars, Henchmen, Fuberlords, Godfathers, etc, etc, fucking etc. How about this: Next time you feel the overwhelming urge to "pimp" out a few folks on your friends list..actually go through and pick a few that are struggling to achieve Fu-greatness....not the same pricks that have been here forever. This is worse than High School ever was. "New kid, don't let them play in our games, or join our cliques." On to another subject:
Part 2
8. GUESS WHAT'S NEXT: Unpredictability during SEX can make the experience even more INTENSE! LADIES: while in MISSIONARY position, have him TEASE u by mixing up HIS movements: slipping it in just a little, going in halfway, and thrusting deeply, in RANDOM ORDER. For EXAMPLE: guys, try 2 short strokes followed by 1 long one OR try 3 slow deep ones in a row followed by 2 quick teases...BE UNPREDICTABLE! 9. SHOW OFF: The thought of getting caught in the act and how it excites you! Since most of us might not be brave enough to sneak off with our partner in a bar bathroom, try this instead: Do the DEED in front of a window, with the lights off. Ladies Stand up against the window, facing out, and have HIM take you from behind! YOU will get such a RUSH from the POSSIBILITY of being watched! 10. BLOW HOT AIR: No matter what position you're in, you can intensify the experience by gently "blowing hot air" on each other's skin. You are already experiencing pleasure in your genital area, but
As Morning comes The veil of sleep slowly slipping from my face My mind begins to wake,but My heart lives in that lovely place between dreams and daylight So I will my mind back Back to the beautiful place where love dwells There my heart knows no fear There I am free to love and laugh Free to feel There is where my true love lives I have never seen his face Nor have I heard his voice But there, I can touch his heart Feel his love I see him as the sun begins to rise behind him Lighting his shape, his features not seen I see his silhouette dark against the growing light of the sky He radiates the sun rising behind him giving his love light Bringing him right up to the edge of my day The sun breaks through the curtains at that moment Placing me firmly in the cold shackles of daylight I begin my day, slowly Keeping the moment just before sunrise Firmly in my heart
If I Die Tonight
If i die tonight i wanna let everybody know its been a fucked up life for me. I hope you have a great life. If i go to sleep and dont wake up i wont be surprised after all the wishing maybe it will be the day who knows. Oh well fuck it let my god take my soul and do what he wants. This world is not meant to be at least for me. Pretty much everything bad i hated to happen has happened so whats left? Anger? agony? Suffering? loniness? what is there left because i been thrugh em all and its getting worse by the minute. If i die tonight hope you al have a great life. peace to all.
Josh Russell
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Bad Nightmare
i keep having this dream, although last night it was in a loop because i kept waking up from it, or thought i did but i was still dreaming, and it was happening over and over. all the buildings were crumbling and falling down, and then my building started to sway. i knew i was dreaming and kept shaking my head to get out of it but i kept going into it
I get my own place in a little under 3 weeks, and then I'll be back to being online like normal. unlike right now. where it's less than normal or something yea
I'm Glad I'm Not A Woman, Especially On Fubar!! Lol
Man, I have spoken to a lot of my people on Fubar (the overwhelming majority of them being women), and it's just amazing the things that are said to them in comments on their profiles and picture, sent in messages, and oh yes, the infamous shoutbox. I swear if half of the shit I heard or read was said to me, I would run away from my computer desk and hide for a week or two. No matter the age, physical stature, bra size, waist size, race, religion, or political affiliation, IF YOU HAVE A VAGINA, YOU ARE BOUND TO GET A COUNTLESS AMOUNT OF MEN SAYING THE MOST GOD-AWFUL THINGS TO YOU, DAILY!!! LOL. I guess it comes with the territory. It is a very sexually charged atmosphere here, every time you log on. There are a lot of people that needs some deep stroke affection. LOL To watch the hordes of horndogs flock to your page the minute you put up a new picture. The amount of request you get just to get a glimpse into your "private" collection. The comments inspired by the one picture of
Total My Truck
I recently totaled my truck. Now my neck is messed up having MRI done it and possible shots to take the pain away. I'm not looking forward to having surgery later on. Now I'm looking to get car. Of all the different cars that are out I'm not sure what to get. Not sure if I should go with safety, speed or better on gas. I want to go with the high horse power but gas prices are so damn high. If you know what i should get I like to hear it. Thanks
What I Hate About Fubar
It seems like the only way people will talk to you on here is if you're a sex freak, hot, or you post pictures of your body. Where does that leave guys like me? I'm not a sex freak, I'm not hot, I don't post pictures of my body for everyone to see, and for that I'm treated like I'm invisible. Why? Just because I don't follow the path that about 90% of everyone else on here goes down, that apparently means I don't exist. I'm a nice guy, I have a brain, I can carry a conversation, I have issues like everyone else. But does that matter? Apparently not. Now, I have met some nice people on here like Kimmy who give me a reason to stay on here, but for the most part, I don't enjoy this site as much as I used to because everyone is all about sex and that annoys me. I doubt anyone will read this and that's okay because I've learned not to get my hopes up too high anymore. But for the ones that do read this, thank you for taking 2 minutes out of your day to do so. That's all I have to say on
Flowing Thoughts
To Someone Special: ...I can't wait to attack I want to drag my nails down your back... ...I can't wait to feel you near It's your moan I long to hear... ...I want to run my hair along your naked chest kiss your lips, make it your best... ...I want to feel you beside me love me, remind me... ...I want to feel your lips on my neck and on my hips... ...I want to feel you behind me to my left, and then to my right... I can't wait to hold and caress you each and every night... What He's Done For Me: For so long I've been lonely drowning in my tears, no one there to listen or help me face my deepest fears. No one there to shelter me from this world so full of pain, no one showed me rainbows everytime I saw the rain. No one there to give a damn about my broken heart, no one to pick up the pieces everytime I fell apart. But, finally someone came along and took the time to know, all the hurt and pain that I tried hard not to show. He took the time to realize how much I've had to pay,
"would You Date Me" Mumms
The mumms that ask whether or not someone would date or fuck you......PLEASE STOP!! Nothing is more pathetic than to take a poll online to test your romantic compatibility. Either you know it, or you're lost. But setting yourself up for that kind of failure and scrutiny, is just sad. Out of the 1.5 million registered members, you can't find one or two people who are feeling you? Don't advertise the fact that you're desperate. Desperation attracts desperate or opportunistic people. And you're insecurity shouldn't be the topic of mass discussion. If you want to be more physically attractive to the opposite sex, do something about it. Push-ups, sit-ups, jogging. If you want to be more stimulating intellectually, expand your vocabulary, broaden your cultural horizons, get out and experience the world outside of your house!!! Either way, get off the internet and do it!!! When you get back and actually show a little self-confidence, you'll be amazed how many suitors you will have pe
Meditation For January 20
I want to be at one with the Divine Spirit of the universe. I will set my deepest affections on things spiritual, not on things material. As we think, so we are. So I will think of and desire that which will help, not hinder, my spiritual growth. I will try to be at one with God. No human aspiration can reach higher than this.
It Is That Time Of The Year Again.
I have spent the weekend basically in, cause I have gotten this cold thing that has been going around. I hate it! But it isn't like I don't have anything to do, like study, duh.(Will explain if asked). I seem to always get it when the weather is going crazy. I hope everyone else is doing good.
Rules For Flamming Hearts
1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!We will not put up with any drama from anyone. There will be no exceptions to this rule! 2)No one but management will be allowed to post blogs about leveling. The only ones to post blogs about leveling are Founder, Co-Founder, and Manager. 3) There will be no bombing unless it's for a memeber of the Flamming Heart and it does not interfere with us leveling. 4) All newbies will go through Latina69. No exceptions. Always send new recruits to her. If she is not around then and only then send to Founder or Co-Founder. 5) If you find yourself in an uncomfortable situation find an Enforcer. They are here to help you out! If one is not avaible you can then look for managment. 6) We will level anyone with 15,000 points or fewer as long as they have plenty of stash and pics. Please do not come to us for help with more than that with few pics and stash. We will level during HH only. Any other time is for you to do what you want to do! After leveling
Rudeness Is Annoying
Okay, i can understand i'm cute and people want to see me on cam, but don't assume i'm going to let you. and if you decide you're going to call me stupid for my lifestyle choices, don't even bother to talk to me. and the reason for this rant is as follows (some names and details have been removed) ... i have edited the sb convo so you can read from the toip down with a little info at the beginning a guy sb'ed me and he asked if i had a webcam and i said yes, but i couldn't let him view it because i didn't know him and my master wasn't around to give me permission to give out personal info or to allow me to let him view ... he sais okay, then said wait a minute, master???? ...and i said yes, master the rest of the convo was as follows ... [name removed]...: may i ask why????????? ->[name removed]...: becuase i am a sub, so of course i have a master [name removed]...: sounds stupid [name removed]...: thanks for nothing then really wanted tosee you on cam [name removed].
All Lie
About Me: click to close (last updated:January 7, 2008 @ 3:13 am) Kind hearted guy who likes to help others. Looking for friends on this site. If you like to meet new people on the net like I do, than add me to your list. Hope to meet you soon. Jet
(it Now Has A Title!!) Timeless Memories
I wonder, do I ever cross your mind Do you ever wish you can turn back time Back to when we would laugh and smile Picking up the phone, each others number we would dial I am blessed to still call you friend And I hope that will never end We were as close as two peas in a pod In the end it was my heart that you robbed Do I continue to sit around and wait Because deep in my soul I know its fate Or do I give up and let these feelings go I need you to tell me because alone I don't know We once made a pact with each other That we wouldn't give up on the other But you have moved on and I feel perhaps I should too You'll always be apart of me, just like my rose tattoo Copyright 2008 Donna H.
Need Positions Filled
Without U
Lita Ford Out For Blood
Lita Ford Out For Blood
guys if you could be with any woman in the world who would it be
When I Weep
~*When I Weep*~ I wake up with tears running down my face Only wishing to find that secret place Every twist and turn this path that I'm on Feels like I'm playin chess, I'm the little pawn Don't look at me the way you do Your eyes will only tell me it's all true If time could turn back to the past Do you think we would last Sometimes it's so hard to stay true But I know one day there will still be a chance for me and you When I lay down tonight to finally get some sleep I hope you won't hear the shallow sounds of when I weep.
More Shyte.....
So, I get online a few minutes ago and I have a lollipop waiting for me with the comment: "Nice drama, man" And the sender blocked me from replying. And I'm the one causing drama....... Apparently my idea of drama and a whole lot of others idea of drama, are two entirely different things. I am merely stating my opinions and thoughts, not looking to cause drama. I guess some people just can't live with themselves without finding drama in everything. So, SOUL, or WTFE, comments like the one you sent me, from a 53 year old man.....Methinks thou art the one starting drama. And to block me from an adult manner, mind you, no silly lollipops and retarded comments, simply asking how the things I said were considered drama. I can't even do that now, because some people are little bitches that can dish it out, but can't take it. "Nuff
When You Are Not Looking...
As everyone knows I was living in Flordia. I was very unhappy for three years of my life.I let those three years get me know until about Sept. When I desided to move back to Georgia at the end of Dec.In the meantime at the end of Oct.I started to talk to someone and we talked everyday on the net and then it when onto calling each other. I wasn't looking for anyone and he wasn't either but it happend we found each other. I found this guy who is so awesome (his personality,he's funny,smart,sexy,and so much more that words just can't explain).I haven't been this happy in so long that I didn't know I would have feelings like this ever again.Then we met the first time in Jan. it was amazing.We have so much in common it is unreal. Then the second time we met it was the same amazing. I had such a great time and the way he makes me feel is special and again I have a hard time finding the words for the way he makes me feel. I get butterflies in my stomach and a chills that ran down my when he h
Death Bed....pain
Like a needle in my eye, screaming and kicking whilest the pain enrages me, whilest I become blind. Like a pierce in my skin, like a sharpened dagger,pushing harder, forcing it within. Like the thorn from a beautiful black satin rose, ripping the skin with glistening flesh exposed.. Like a fingernail pushed and torn from its bed, like a daisy uprooted to bury the dead... Like the gripping sting while salts rubbed within your wounds,whilest I ingrave your label within your tomb. Like the fading light we all see when we fade, we all end up in the bed we've made.... as written:~*Twist'a Fate*~
African Queens
imikimi - Customize Your World They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.
Something I Wrote About '02 Or '03
Cat's Got My Tongue Cat's got my tongue Got me sprung No I like this 2 much 2 just yet give U some! HUMMMMMMM HUMMMMMMMMM! Like that inanimate thing I can do it in different keys w/ no batteries 2 replace just my face in yer place drive U wild w/ each taste I can taste it 4ever unlike a lollipop when I get 2 the middle I don't have 2 stop HUMMM HUMMMMMMMM MMMMMMM Do U like that? make sure it stays shaved I don't want yer cat 2 scratch But I like the fur balls and and all lick that kittykissyklittyfur clean Updown Upside 69 Don't worry bout mine I want 2 will make U scraem YES! And cream YES! Thighs pressed tightly round my head R U seeing stars? Did ecstasy make U leave yer body yet? And put my fingers where? wherever yer wet enuf sweat and yer juices keep cummin up I think U need a bath Let me draw the warm water lie under the faucet Add the bubble bath take it farther Rub a dub dub dub What do we have here? U and I who cam
Men Are Assholes
ok so apparently me and my x fiancee were trying to work out our problems and trying to start a new relationship. you kno getting to kno eachother all over again. but he was saying stuff on his myspace that had nothin to do with me but about him and a differant girl and her x bf. i am so sick of men and their lies. so enless there is a guy that convince me that not all men are ass holes and complete liars and jerks i am completely over and done with men for good.cause right now bein a lesbian looks damn good to if you want to convince me that men are not complete ass holes get a hold of me
Scares On My Heart - Creepy pictures, gothic death, dark layouts You scared my heart, You scared my face, What the hell was it you were tring to embrace. Did it make you feel like a man, To hurt me in this way. I should have know better, I should have never went that way. The path I chose, Left me with so much pain. I blame myself, No one else. Why does it always turn out this way? I loved you with all I had, You knew it well, But you didnt care anyway. You used my love, To get her back, Then you threw me away. It is the same old song, The same old dance, None of it is worth it anyway. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved
I have found that family does always mean blood ties, that families can be woven together in many ways. In the last year my family has grown quite large and 2 people impaticular I have grown very close to and am proud to say they are a large part of my life these days. If either of you read this you know who you are and I want you to know how much you mean to me. As I said my family has grown quite large and I am proud of all of the new people I have gained as sisters, brothers, son or daughters. I may seem to be rambling but the real moral here is that family is not just a word for blood relatives or relatives you aquire by marriage it is a word that means people in your life that you are want to share your life with, people that you are always there for and who are always there for you no matter what. The 2 people I mentioned above have been a sorce of strength for me during some very trying times over the past several months and I Thank them with al my heart and I love them very
Bullshit Frontpages
i'm sure this has been posted many times but couldnt stand it any longer. I dont see what it would hurt for people to actually post pictures of themselves instead of pinup models. i think it is much sexier if people are actually proud of who they are. enuf said
Sexy Night
Grab some love and hold on thight, It's time to start this week off right, Sexy love is in the air, A long hard ride will get you there, Some like it naughty, some like it nice, Some play with chains, licks and bites, Cuffs, blindfolds, ropes and toys, Or just hard ridin Girls on boys, Playtime is fun if it's done right, So have some fun and play tonight..... A> Have a Sexy night xoxoxoxooxxo Dusty
A Brotha's Apology...
I see you sittin together but inside the tears keep fallin I see the anger, the disappointment inside...I hear a voice that`s calling at nights end...u pretend it doesn`t matter that there is no one waiting at home-WELL, I know it matters because I too am alone. NOW FOR EVERY MAN THAT EVER HURT YOU, FOR EVERY TEAR THAT FELL FROM YOUR EYES..HERE AND NOW I`D LIKE TO APOLOGIZE! I`M SORRY for the many nights you spent staring at the phone, I`M SORRY for the birthdays,the holidays...just the days you spent alone, I`M SORRY for the other women that made you feel less than the queen you are, I`M SORRY that he reached for the moon when in his hand he held a star, I`M SORRY for the broken promises,the broken ribs and blackened eyes behind tinted shades, I`M SORRY for the fear you had,the risk he takes. I`M SORRY that the only time you heard I LOVE YOU was when he found himself between your thighs, HERE AND NOW WITH MY SOUL,WITH MY HEART, TO YOU....I APOLOGIZE. I`M SORRY
An Update To Everyone!
I guess some of you might have been wondering where I have been and what I have been up to lately. Well let me tell you it has not been all that great in my life lately. Just 4 days after X stepfather brutally attacked my sister (the one in the photos with me) and left her for dead. She was not found until 7 hrs later. Me and my fiance found her laying in a puddle of blood. Blood splattered on the walls! It was not a pretty scene! He attacked her while she slept! Grabbed her by her throat and startled her awake and told her if she screamed he would slit her throat. He proceeded to pound her face and then slashed her face in 4 different locations. She was bad as can be. Her life is never going to be the same again! Shes on the mend now! And he was caught as well. He slashed his throat as the police closed in on him but he lives but did major damage to himself (which was not good enough as far as I am concerned)...Hes in jail and facing 31 + years if found guilty on all acco
The Sorceress
See my flesh,Look at me. There are scars inside of me. I am beautiful,if you can't see. Want me to lift my shirt? It won't happen. Cause I have such great dignity. See my eyes,Look inside. Come awhile,And sit tonight. Can you see the Oceans Storms? That is my soul,Ravaging,Torturing, All those that get in my way. See these ears, They heard your screams. And I heard voices, In my dreams. And you begged for a million things. I stopped and climbed, Into a hollow tree. I let the branches take over me. Ivy grew inside my loins. Poison Ivy took my poise. This hair is sparkles, Like glitter and stars. You laid and look for a small while. And Then You cried, Because you knew, That you had lost the love that was true. I am the sorceress. I took nature inside my body. My Teardrops fell into a river. And then I floated and hit rocks. The fishes ate away the impurities.... I ended up in a swamp,The frogs laid on me like lily pads. I stood up,And felt
Fu Couple Of The Year
Winners of the "Fu-Couple of The Year" Contest Is: **With 625 Rates** Muerte Bella & Baka ~*~Muerte Bella...ღBaka'sღ...~*~@ fubar Baka (not japanese...)@ fubar (will be divided between the couple) Prizes: (3,000) 11s donated by 9 VIP members(each have donated 200 11s each, the rest will be given by me..i will post the ppls names when the contest ends.) (4) graphics done by Keno (100,000) fubucks donated by → iηL ioη ← (6) graphics done by me (2) edits done by me (200,000) fubucks given by me (2) 1 Day Blast given by me Generous Donations were given by: (400) 11s & (4) graphics K E N O..Owner of the KOs & F&H Cap'n@ fubar (200) 11s & 100.000 fubucks iηL ioη → 2ηd αlαrm H0ttiε@ fubar (200) 11s
Unblinded Eyes
You say that you love me But you are not sure For you even doubt your own feelings From within your Heart and Soul You live in this world Letting your mind control Over your Heart and Soul Not truly living at all it seems The very mind you have Can lie to you all the while Unlike that Heart and Soul Hidden deep within your very being Come and see what I mean To live with your Heart and not your mind To truly be free and blessed Within this world and realm Granted living as I do now May cause you some heartache and pain But in living life this way You are no longer clouded and blind Open up your Heart Let it see past your mind Threw renewed eyes and light To the purest joys of the night Rejoice in this new found happiness For that is what it is and will become A life with out anymore lies A life to live to the fullest of times.
A Really Shitty Time
well it's really sucky right now.... I am told that i am full of bull shit and that i am basicly a horrible wife, due to the fact that i said something to my husband about being out until 11pm.. I'm sorry if i feel upset that i don't have any friends around this area and i hardly ever go out, whoo hoo i've been out a total of like 3 or 4 times total in the whole time i have lived here but that is my own fault. am i right or am i wrong here? I let him go out he's went out numerous times without me and it is sucky that i have to stay home with the kids while he goes out, (or sits over at a buddies house and drinks) I am really torn up about all this but next time i will keep my mouth shut. There's no reason for him to be telling me i'm fucking ridiculous about all this. I know i am rambling on about it all and you men out there will probably side with him. But it kinda hurts my feelings and i wish that he would just listen to me when i try to speak my mind to him. Oh well i am wrong like
It Couldnt Get Any Better
There has been so much going on in my life The last year...Lets see I meet back up with chris after not talking to him sence my 10 grade year of high school..We stared talking last November of 2006 Said we did want to hook up...We Got together December 6,2006 we have a great relationship June 19,2007 I found out we were haveing a baby...On October 17,2007 we found out we were haveing a baby girl....We are still together we have been together for a little over a year...Our baby girl will be here any day now...I have to admit i never thought i could love someone as much as I love him i would give up evrything for him and Kirah...they are my world
Ex Boyfriend
ok my ex "fred" is a a**hole! he ASSUMED that i am a complete idiot. i bought a new laptop and was playing around with it. he asked me to give hima ride home from work the same day i bought the laptop cuz he bought a chair and needed to get it home. well im a nice person at least in my mind so i gave him a ride home. well w are sitting there talking about this that and the other..ya know just shooting the s**t while he put his chair together. i told him clear as day that i know how to rip music from my cd's as well as download software like limewire to my computer and get music and other file from there as well. so as you can see i can operate the computer and even surf the 'net. i may not spell correctly and have a ton of typo's but a computer illiterate i am not. i did graduate from a vocational high school with computer technology as my course of study. so yea i have some idea as to what i am doing. another thing is he totally is trying to make me the bad guy and the reason are rela
Leaving Fubar
Okay so I am not really gonna leave fubar for good. But here is my thing. As of March I will be going to the overnight shift at my job. Which means I will not be on here at night anymore. But I figured while I am adjusting to the overnights once again I will take a small break from the internet. I need to do some thinking about my life and really the internet is getting in my way. I need to see something and I cant do it when I stay up chatting with my friends on here. Much loves to all my friends and I will be back. I leave March 1st. I will return when I have figured things out.
Let's Get This Started
Wazzzzzup allll ill get this page going just give me a bit of time .....
A Child
A child was born one day.....the labor seemed to take days on days for the child to come out but when he was finally ready nobody ever imagined the child would be born the way he was. As the doctor pulled him from his mother he gasped seeing the child and mumbled "he has sharp teeth....claws.....and oh my god wings!" the childs father went to see what the doctor was talking about then he saw the little winged child and almost fainted, the child started to scream and ear piercing pitch that seemed unnatural, the doctor was scared as hell but quickly cleaned the baby up as fast as he could with the claws swinging about and the wings fluttering. After the baby was done getting clean it still didnt stop screaming so the doctor quickly placed him in his mothers arms and he slowly stopped and became to almost "koo" as he looked up to his mother, his big red eyes filled with tears and the mother ran a finger down his cheek lookingat him but talking to the father "He's handsome isn't he?" it
Too Cold!
I really need to get out of New England. It is just too darn cold for me up here in the winter. It was 15 degrees this morning, warmed all the way up to 21. At least the sun is shining and there is no wind .. but that doesn't seem to make too much difference today. I think the only thing that will warm me up at this point is a nice hot bath.
Another Emo Poem
i close my eyes to see your face. wrap my arms around a disguised you. tears run black i cant contain it anymore. knowing that we will drift apart a love i wont get another chance for crying once more pretending once again... try to see another face but yours is clear. i miss the security i miss your prescence. no one could take your place more heartbreak and i cant handle it inhibitors, more and more i can see your face again pretend you're there, holding me once more and the security, a deep calming effect, i am normal in your eyes. unconditional love from me to you, you are perfect no matter what you say cant make me change this. the tears stop, i feel ok... i feel worn out... i feel...nothing... no more pain no more crying, maybe i can close my eyes. i see your face miss your arms your warmth i cry once more... before i cry myself to sleep. (fuck you shakespeare...)
When the daylight is ending & you start to dream away I hope you see me & remember my name My sweet baby..My beautiful lady I hope you see me & remember my name Pasts keeps calling Bringing bad memories Days best 4gotten & left where they are Dried up & buried You'll always wear the scars Dried up & buried You'll wear the scar Footsteps taken On roads less traveled Intentions mistakened Always unravels Will you hold me Make it all clear Or will you leave me Standing here...
January 21, 2008
THE FIRST 3 ARE PEOPLE WHO HELP OUT A LOT OF PEOPLE AND 2 OF THEM ARE FAMILY THE OTHER IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND THESE 3 NEED A LOT OF LOVE GIVEN TO THEM. ALSO CONGRATULATIONS KINKSTAR SIN ON BECOMING THE NEWEST GODMOTHER. WE LOVE YA GIRL ~*"Lil Rebel Redneck" Supports The Troops*~*~Member of LOL Family*~@ fubar DGAZ/Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar ..chillie...@ fubar ~Tima~I.B.I.C~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar Mister Carpenter@ fubar Toi-Soulja@ fubar
Damn It All To Hell
Some sorry sack of shit thought that it would be wise to seal my damn ride... Ok so it was a nice car but the car I don't care about the $4000.00 stero system in it I do. Take the car give me back my damn STERO you mother fuckers. If you decide to help me out here there are pics in my Mine folder of my car so if you see it let me know... I am on a man hunt...
Problem Solving 101 !!
Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, alligators attacking people in Florida ... . Not me. I concentrate on solutions for the problems. It's a win-win situation. + Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border. + Send the dirt to New Orleans to raise the level of the levies. + Put the Florida alligators in the moat along the Mexican border. Any other problems you would like for me to solve today ? PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-- YOU' RE PART OF THE PROBLEM! It is Time for America to Speak up ! Yep, I passed it on!
Martin Luther King Events
A list of events in and around the city commemorating Martin Luther King Jr. Day. This list includes the events we know about. Please contact us 529-6351 with additional events. New Orleans 10 a.m. - City Hall memorial program 10 a.m. Interfaith Service Holy Name of Jesus, 6363 St. Charles Ave. 10 a.m. 4 p.m. Audubon Park, aquarium open. 11 a.m. - Parade from City Hall to MLK statue on South Claiborne Avenue 12 Noon - March Uptown from Washington and Annunciation to Sixth Baptist Church at Felicity and Chippewa. Pastor is Torin Sanders. Closing ceremony and refreshments served at Church. 2 p.m. 6 p.m. Free reception, N.O. Martin Luther King Jr. Commemorative Art Exhibit at the N.O. African-American Museum of Art, Culture and History, 1418 Governor Nicholls. 2:30 p.m. Hornets v. Milwaukee special MLK day game
Guess I Couldnt Say It Any Better
thats how i think at the moment All I know is that you're so nice, You're the nicest thing I've seen. I wish that we could give it a go, See if we could be something. I wish I was your favourite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile, I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style. I wish you couldn't figure me out, But you always wanna know what I was about. I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset, I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met. I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly, 'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. Basically, I wish that you loved me, I wish that you needed me, I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break, I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me yo
Here Or Not
Im sure most of u can tell by now that Im not on here much anymore. I seem to only have time to work and sleep with just a tiny bit left for spendin it with my bf but I do try to stop in for a moment least once a week or 2 to check messages n such. So I will get to u in time if u "mail" me on here or post some comments on my pics (which I know is in serious need of updating too). Thanx to those that have been stopping by for whatever reason ;)
So Its Found
Well they found my car, and the streo is gone as I figgured that it would be, the rims are dented and jacked up and well the tranny is leaking like a bizznatch... There are dents and dings all over it but all in all its in one piece.. Thank God for insurance!
Ask Me
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK
YAY!!! I repierced my tongue today 01/21/2008!!!
Hungry Eyes
Here is a poem I wrote and had copywrite protected :) Hungry Eyes Confused about my lifes path Frustration born from indecision I beckon you to join me In a passion full of sin I want to romance and charm you I want to see you smile You say to me "I want to fuck you" But In just a little while But for now I'm content to take it slow And sip you from my glass Make you want to fuck me As you touch my pussy and my ass Sure I'll play the woman And play it well for you But you know we'll soon be naked And you know what we can do With sultry kisses, my naval you caress To me you surrender, I am your weakness You tease my tongue and lips with yours Even though you know my pussy wanted it more Your passionate kiss turns me on My weakened body that you lay upon Our yearning becomes intense And muscles begin to clench The touch of you takes my breath away Your gentle hands upon my face So smile for me my baby And look into my eyes Its you you know who knows m
Fantasy Story I Wrote
Heres a erotic story I wrote..Rather long but I think its good! My Overnight Fantasy He sent me a message on Thursday afternoon. He said his wife would be out of town for the weekend and would be alone. A smile came to my face and I hoped he was getting ready to ask what I thought he was going to ask. . . Can you come and stay with me Friday night at a hotel? he asked. Of course! I replied. Where are you staying? He gave me directions to the hotel a bit out of town and I jotted them down quickly. When I got offline, I smiled to myself and wondered how Id make it through the next day! I couldnt wait to see him! We had talked online and on the phone several times, but we hadnt seen each other in quite some time. I spent the day resting and preparing for our rendezvous that night. After all these years of wanting this, I couldnt believe it was about to happen! Around 5 oclock, I started the drive to his hotel. It was nearly 7 oclock when I finally arriv
Shout Box Message
OMG.... What would you do if you got a message in your shout box saying "I want to fuck you!" and you don't really know the person other than a couple of general shout box messages in the past??? Just barely awakened from my sleep and this is what welcomes me in my shout box????? lol.... Somehow, I love the foreplay of a relationship with a lots of friendship and courtship before I hear those words uttered (or see those words written). Wouldn't you??? :)
Attention Sistas
I.B.I.C. has been a family since last Feb. We have been Drama Free for the whole time, and i am very proud of that fact. It has come to my attention that some "drama" may be brewing. If you have problems with anyone, i would like you to come to me or Mydnyte with the problem so we can come up with a better solution than leaving rude comments everywhere. Drama will not be tolerated! I love you sistas!! Mystefyi
Michigan State Police Warning
Message: Warning!!!!! Message: MICHIGAN STATE POLICE WARNING *** State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to ever
My Thoughts
So i haven't posted a blog in a long time. So i am updating everyone. I'm sitting at home trying not to cry, things are so hard and it really freakin sucks. I moved back to Ohio around the 2nd week of October from Florida damn that was stupid of me.. Anyways, i get here and i talk to you guys and get to know them what i think is pretty well only to be shot down because i am not the barbie doll type of girl. I am not skinny and i'm not huge either as of right now i need to lose 20 pounds but i'm am going to lose 30 maybe even more. I joined a gym about a month ago so i have been working out 4 days a week. I wanna get to the perfect body size that all guys seem to wanna have.I get to talking to awesome guys and then when i meet them i'm not good enough. I am a good person and i treat everyone with respect. All that i ask for is trust, loyalty, honesty, and a friend maybe more from there. All that i want out of a guy is to be loved nothing more or less and i feel that right now that's lik
Attention Attention Dirty South Crew Down And Dirty Family, Jen Needs Our Help, So Let's Git R Done!!! (tysvm Bobby Xoxox) :)
CLICK THE PIC!!!! Hey People!!! ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ Needs Our Help,So Lets Git It Done!! Just Think Back And Remember All The Times, She Has Come And Helped You. Go And Rate This Pic,And Leave Some Sweet Comments, For A Person That has a Heart Of Gold For All Her Friends. Her Contest Ends Febuary 4th This Bulletin is Brought to you By ~!~ BobbyT645 ~!~
Hell Explained By A Chemistry Student
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you ar
A Love You May Not Be Able To Have
OK, I have met a woman on line in which we've become very great friends... truly soul mate type of friends and no matter what else happens I know we'll be friends for life. I know this because I've only felt that way about two other people in my life, and indeed those two people have remained my true friends through thick and thin! But this particular friend I'm am also so very physically attracted to as well, and it's very mutual, and yes, we do have a sexual and passionate connection to, although it is just on the phone and on line... but none the less it is extremely strong... unlike anything I've felt in my many years of life. I do just truly ADORE this woman and everything about her... and it's clear she feels the same way... so this friendship really does go way past just a platonic friendship! Now the delima is that for certain reasons we can't be together in the flesh... certainly not right now, and maybe never. I won't detail the reasons for this, but that is the case!
Broken Soul
I've lost my desire to be held. I've lost my will to love or be loved. I can tell now that Im nothing more then a broken soul, That's all Ill ever be... That's all I ever was. You can try to change it but you can't. You tried and lost your chance. I've lost too much to be anything more now. I've always been and will be a broken soul, Nothing more... Nothing less... That's all I am. Your still are what is left of my place of solitude... What's left of me... You never left me... And never will... But I am and always will be a broken soul.
I Am Lost
I am lost like a child looking for bread crumbs to lead me home. Lost like a man in the dark in search of light. Lost like buried treasurer where on a map only X mark the spot. The bread crumbs that lead me home lead to you. The light out of dark is you. The spot that X marked unburies a treasurer that is you. This makes me conclude that in you I am lost.
Dumb Asses
what the fuck is up with these people on here, men and women, talking down to me in comments on mums, on my shout box, or in my profile just because i am young?! yes im 22yrs old, but no im not inferior to any of you jack offs and bitches!! no i dont have homework,a bedtime, or any other bullshit. i have a real job and have been the main source of income for my family since i got out of highschool. So basically you dont have to comment on or read anything that i post on here and if u have a problem with me or my age come see me and we can straighten your dumb ass out!! but do not say things towards me that attempt to belittle me just because you have some shitty meaningless life and nothing better to do, it's not my fault im better than you!
Attention Everyone
im gonna make salutes tonight if u want one they range from 5000 fu bucks to 10,000 fu bucks want one let me no
Poems I Have Written....
LOVE Like the early mornings dew... The rose opens its petals anew. Showing the word a beauty unknown... A love unconditionally grown. Your heart is opened to the world above... Revealing to me a unknown love. My heart is closed to the world below... Cold as ice is all anyone will know. Me with a heart of stone.... Exploring a world unknown. Seeks out salvation... Only finds realization. You with a heart of glass... Learning from the past. Hopes for love true... Finds life's blue. When will love reveal it's secrets to me... The pure unconditional love I wish to see.
November Rain
This Life
I am bounded to this life, that has given me nothing but pain, I carry my suffering well, even though each piece of my shattered soul breaks away,another piece of me gone, I may never be able to get back. so I search this life a hollow, blank shell that i am i search for things to fill the void of my missing pieces. I have my son my only one true love that i pray never turns his back on me to, the one piece of me that is right and good. i pray i can continue to hide the darkness i feel, that he wont see my pain as it streches out my brain, and slices my heart to shreads. I fell inlove been so long since i've felt these feeling, only to be let down. he didnt mean to and i dont regret anything, i love his friendship, i feel i will always love him, and i know he loves me..but certain circumstances keeps us apart, then there is my ex, who tells me everyday he will change, we can fix it...i often wonder, can we? im so confused, i cant make up my mind, im blinded by sorrow of my own shitty
A Big Thanks
To Kathy and Wendy for using their `11's to level Me up Love you two xoxoxoxo
Blamed To Shame
Blamed to Shame By DJ Shimmer I blame myself for everything. Deep down, I knew the truth. I'm not worth anything, to anyone. And it's clear I was worthless, to you. I went and believed everything that you told me. I blame myself for believing you. I swore I'd never fall in love. You made that hard, because I still love you. I'm strong, so I know I will move on. But I doubt I'll ever trust again. I'm done with all this useless bullshit. I always lose, when I think I'll win. I don't know how I could have been fooled again. I'm gullible, yes....But this is wrong. How could you say that you still love me? When all I've been doing, is hanging on. I blame myself for being a fool. Fool me once, it's shame on you. I blame myself, for falling in love. You foolish girl, you should be ashamed to be you.
The Whitest Kids U Know.........
If It Weren't For You
If it weren't for you By DJ Shimmer If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be stronger. I wouldn't have my guard up.. I would have grew fonder. Thank you for taking that away from me. And letting my eyes see what I refused to believe. You left yourself open, for me to let go. You weren't strong enough... But my heart was, though. If I was utterly mistaken, for what I have said. You would have contacted me.. But you let me go, instead. If it weren't for you, I would still be holding on. To something that wasn't even there anymore. Something that, for months, was gone. You've made it quite impossible to ever trust again. In time, I may find the right person, out there. But then again, no one understands. No one's ever loved me, for me. I thought you were the only one. You told me never to worry about things. And I was right, all along. I was always told to go with my gut feelings. I never did listen to myself. I refused to believe you were like everyone else. An
Im sorry of being so emotional Im sorry of being so possessive Im sorry that I cry for you Im sorry because I cant live without you Im sorry for the tears you shed Im sorry for the damage I made Im sorry Ive made you sick Sorry I hurt you so deep Im sorry for giving you sleepless nights Im sorry for each and every fight Im sorry for your pain & agony Im sorry for the missing harmony Im sorry for my selfish love Im sorry for not caring enough Im sorry for my restlessness Im sorry for the losing grace Im sorry my friend I made you mad Im sorry darling you are so sad Sorry for not giving you any happiness Sorry because its my disgrace Im sorry for thinking of you so very much Im sorry I always miss your touch Im sorry of being so mad about you Im sorry for my every blue Im sorry of being so immature Im sorry now that cant be cured Im sorry of being myself Im sorry that Ive failed Im sorry and sorry again Im sorry o
A Story Of Man And Wman
A long, long time ago all people had 4 legs and 2 heads. Then the gods threw down thunderbolts spitting everyone into two. Each half then had two legs and one head. But the seperation left both sides with a desperate urning to be reunited, because they each shared the same soul. and ever since then all people spend their lives searching for the other half of their soul. Everyone out there has someone out there that shares a part of their soul.
The Miracle Of Friendship
There is a miracle called Friendship that dwells within the heart and you don't know how it happens or when it even starts. But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift and you realize that Friendship is God's most precious gift.
Unbreak Your Heart
How can I express my sorrow for hurting you this way You tell me that it's over with nothing more to say My love for you is endless and overflows my heart You make me feel so happy and have so from the start Your beauty takes my breathe away and my hearts skips a beat There is no other woman who could make my life complete When laying in our bed at night after we make love I close my eyes and hold you tight and thank the lord above Your children share your beauty and make me think fondly That one day soon the 3 of them will join my own family So I will tell you that I love you with a voice that surely quakes And will not stop with sorries till your heart I unbreak
Ms Excel Macros
Sometimes my mind is overactive and I can\'t sleep until I nail what\'s bugging me. Tonight it\'s this Add-in I\'m creating for Microsoft Excel. I have an SQL server pre-processing datasets and a script that converts them into Advanced Table Datagrams (classic ADO ATDG format, which is a binary form of an XML file). My add-in reads those files from a local hard drive (so that it doesn\'t have to work over a wide-area network) and scans cells in the workbook for three different types of items of interest. There may be multiple items of interest in a single cell, so it has to look at each one of them, and check for their existence in these \"persisted data sets\". Well..I need a way to determine only what is unique in each cell when I scan it. Validate one item in a cell, and all the other copies of it are still the same item. I\'m using the VBScript Regular Expression 5.5 library to do this in just a few lines of code. I\'m not using a hash table or building a keyed Col
Insomniac's Lament
Sleep escaping me, the pain set deep within Relentless anguish, no rest for the agony My body my prison, Time my sentence Praying for sweet slumber to begin
First Poem Of The Year
normally i dont share my stuff like this ORIGANAL WRITTEN DATE:01-11-08 Your Touch Your touch is as soft as a butterfly's wings against my skin. Your touch sets my blood on fire just like a match to gasoline. Your touch sends my heart a raceing every time you lay your fingertips on me just like a horses hooves beating the ground in a race. Your touch feels like it is always upon my body like it has been their since birth. Your touch will always be with my heart an soul forever,never forgotten.
broken on the inside whole on the outside putting on a smile but inside im ripped apart my true colors ever so faded things ill never get over i cant erase my past so many memories jaded here i lay in sadness trying to be the best so confused and blinded what can i say but the truth on the inside im still a scared little girl
I Knew She Was A Bad News...
I remember this "women" when it first showed up on what was then cherrytap a while back, going by the name of kiwistarr ? or something like that, mutton dressed up as lamb was what i saw then and still do. However it turns out she is a scammer to, well that's what i think based on the chat she had with a friend of mine, you make your own mind up. This was posted as a bulletin by Kristen Victoria. "MY HUSBAND HAD A STROKE LAST NIGHT HES ONLY 30 HELL BE 31 IN FEB... I KNOW YOUNG RIGHT WELL HE DID AND NOW HES A VEG, HE CANT WALK OR TALK OR EVEN SWALLOW ... IM TAKING CARE OF MY DAUGHTER SHES 1 ... granted yeah we havent been in best shape ..aguring and shit and seprating here and there but still i care im having such a hard time and dont know what im gonna do he helped with all the bills and shit ...which ill figure it out somehow ... if u like to donate anything let me know .. though i dont expect anything i really dont ,,, but i thought it wouldnt hurt to ask in
Always deep thoughts acquire from hard Looks that thoughts of a old Book you read me wrong, Always a Long for Minutes that feel like a long Days Gazed that was acquire from hard looks, Old Books hard looks strong Gazed minutes that felt like days acquire from hard thoughts , Always a page from a Old Book acquire from thoughts from misremembering the long gaze acquire from long days, always I have scratch the thought I felt from what was read wrong from these waisted minute that felt like days acquire from your gaze. Take this wrong for what you feel that's acquire from these words from this old book waisted minutes acquire from my misremembering this long gaze. Landry,
*update* Please Read...
I recently fell down some stairs in my home and broke my ankle. Since, I have been in a drug induced state from pain meds I have been taking daily. I just wanted to let you all know that I have not forgotten my friends. I'm just resting and not online much. In fact this is the first time in over a week I have been on Fubar. I hope to be back soon. Miss you all! OXOX Suzie
In Prayer He Asked
They dropped down on their knees Then they slowly bowed their head I stood there in the darkness Listening to the words they said Their voice was low and unsteady They tore at my very heart I wanted to comfort them as they knelt But then is when their prayer did start Dear God I know your busy There are others in greater need then me I will only take a moment of your time And then I will let you be I have tried to be as strong as I can Every day that I awake But all the stress that I feel no My strength from me it will take I ask you to do the following If and when you have time to spare Stop the pain I see in heroes one and all When wounded in battle their scars I share Take all the needless killings Of innocence that wants to be free Let them live their lives in peace Let them the life of freedom now see Bring comfort to my comrades That together with me now serve They are the ones that give their all Never stopping, your help they deserve Take the fallen
A True Boyfriend
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don't say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lays her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you [ s
Sisters Of St. Francis
A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye. It reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 10 MILES He thinks this is a figment of his imagination and drives on without second thought. Soon he sees another sign which reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 5 MILES Suddenly he begins to realize that these signs are for real and drives past a third sign saying: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION NEXT RIGHT His curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot is a stone building with a small sign next to the door reading: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS He climbs the steps and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long black habit who asks, "What may we do for you my son?" He answers, "I saw your signs along the highway and was interested in possibly doing business...." "Very well my son. Please follow me." He is l
Jealousy stay away from me you cause nothing but pain You consume me from the inside out and make me cry in vain I hate the way you make me feel and hate the day you came To make me doubt and hurt someone there's only me to blame I'm done with you and drive you out from within my heart of hearts And pray before this day is done she'll say we'll never part If she will say she'll try again I promise her this day That jealousy has ran it's course and now must go away
January 22, 2008
OK you all are going to say I have gone crazy maybe I have lol but this is just another twisted Tuesday and all i want is for the family is to show this awesome guy show LOL FAMILY LOVE....He has done alot for the Fubarians and really deserves some love back and who knows which one of you will be on his Godfather list :) Mikey The ▪▫Pіŧułł МҒi ▫▪ Hitman@ fubar Spank him hard
Don't Be A Snoop!!
I'm sorry my friends but I've gotten back in hermit mode here. Some things went down yesterday that almost had me picking up my toys & closing up shop here. No I don't want to talk about it, it's been dealt with; discussed until I'm tired of discussing it; apologizes were given & I accepted them however I'm just not in the mood to hear anyone's bs today. I've turned my shoutbox off so those that know they are my "real" friends can PM me or those that have it can txt me. Yahoo & MSN are not available right now. I just don't have it in me today. To the Snoop; please either PM me with what you want or go about your business. I haven't been to your page snooping your pics & don't plan to. I'd like to think I'm more adult than that. What went down sucked on all ends but I'm not bringing it into today. Yes I'm down about it but he & I agreed to move past it & so we shall. Everyone else have a good day! Love to everyone. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy
Fubarians Wtf
What the fuck is with people on here? Ya try to make conversation, get to know people, make friends and all you get is ignored or after a few lame attempts at conversation they just stop talking to you. I don't get it. I ain't being disrespectful or ignornant to anyone yet I can't even get a fucking hello from anyone. The only exception to this has been a few people from the After Hours lounge. Shit, I can't even get someone I've known for 10 fucking years to reply to me on this fucking site. This is really starting to piss me the fuck off. It only takes 3 seconds to say hello, get off you fucking high horses a be friendly.
Sex In The Park
As Blake and Courtney, (who are secret lovers) walk through the park they come across a small private area with a waterfall and picnic table. While sitting at the table Blake reaches over and starts to caress Courtney. She stands up ontop of the table, looking down at him. He starts pulling her skirt down, leaving her in nothing but her panties and shirt. Blakes stips down to his boxers and fast as he can. As he climbs up on the table with her, gently laying her down, his hand starts to wander up to her breast, caressing them so softly, while the other hand wanders into her panties. As she gently glides her hand down his, chest, then his stomach and into his boxers, they start to get aroused. Rubbing away at each other, he glides one finger into her wet pussy, while his cock is growing harder by the second. Stroking his cock with one hand and playing with her clit with the other, she starts to squirm. As they finish undressing each other, Blake lifts her off the table into hi
I Believe That...
I Believe that ******************************** I believe- A Birth Certificate shows that we were born. I believe - A Death Certificate shows that we died. I believe - Pictures show that we l ived! I believe - That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I
Ok Non Raters....
Okay, instead of a mumm since ppl will criticize the shit out of me but what the hell we arent voting on anything. This is for the people who I rate,add, fan and such, and they never return the favor back. U look at your bartab and it says "Mikeinnycity rated you a 10" Or "friend request from Mikeinnycity" or , "mikeinnycity became your fan" but you choose to ignore it. You choose not to rate me , when I took time to rate your pics and give u 10s, fan u and such!!! Well I wanted to apologize to you people. I should have downrated the shit outta you. Fuck, If I could rate you a negative, I sure as hell would. I would even buy a VIP just so I can do such. People probably forget that you wouldnt be at the level you are on fubar if it wasnt for us!!!! Yeah I know the VIP purchases, the shouts and blasts help too but they can only take you so far. And yes, I know im going to get negative comments here, and please seriously.... Save them because its gonna be typical, but felt a nee
I Have To Pass Out
Kirk@ fubar
My Rant
Ok so here's my rant for the day lol. I've cleaned up my family list to the people i talk to. This is how i look at people. LOWER CLASS = They'll help others if they can MIDDLE CLASS = They'll give a hand to those who need it if they can provide it. HIGHER CLASS = Will help to a certain degree than when they get what they want, they're too good for the ones that aren't up their level. lol not sure if any of that made sense...but i've been getting to realize that more and more. Don't mind this bullshit talk haha as it's just my rant for today...ta ta for now ;)
The World Today
Am I the only one to notice that in todays world a majority of people are out for themselves and could careless who they walk over to get what they want out of life? It seems like everyone I know is out to rip people off and get what they want out of life and to hell with who gets hurt. Is something wrong with me because I care what happens to people, because I cant walk over someone elses feelings to get what I want? I never knew that being a nice guy was such a bad thing? What do you think? Should I become like them or continue the way I am? Should I start using people as they do? I feel so lost right now. I am tired of loosing everything I have ever worked for so that someone else can get ahead.
7 Girls On A Bus
There is 7 girls on a bus Each girl has 7 backpacks Each backpack has 7 large cats For each large cat is 7 small cats How many legs are there total?
Getting Physical
i know i dont look like a brd pitt or any other celebrity u may think is HOT or dreamy or any of the other things ppl think when they see thier fav celeb or"dream person". that doesnt mean that i am ugly, physically speaking, ill give u that one. for all u vien ppl out there in dreamland, get a damn life. nothing is fuking perfect, not even u. so get off ur high horse and join the real fuking world. i appoligize for nothing i say in this blog. to the real ppl out there, u know that a persons true beauty is not on the outside, but what's on the inside. to the vien ppl, here's a real shocker for ya. we all bleed red blood, we all live on the same planet its called earth. here is an example of what i mean be inner beauty vs outer beauty. someone could have the body of a god/goddess and the personality of a tree or the worst personality in the world and thinks they r better than everyone. to me, that is an ugly person. the same can be said for someone who to most are not phy
Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are the days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your goodluck charm. Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you, Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Let's play around like connect the dots, Let's make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like I never done before, Do what you want to my body it's all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do whatever you want to my body, As long as it's pleasing.
Tazer Practice :)
This is hysterical......Read the WHOLE thing Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife... IF YOU DON\'T KNOW WHAT A TASER IS YOU BETTER FIND OUT......... A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this. Last weekend I saw something at Larry\'s Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time ; I\'d get the blue arch of electricity dar
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,
Sometimes You Have To Face Facts~
Now starting this blog today, I was kinda reluctant, hell down right scared shitless, thats the kind of man I am. I never want to hurt anyone, been treated like shit my entire life, but today, Mr Nice Guy has had enough! To start off, I will say that this blog is in no way directly pointing the finger at one particular person, don't believe me well then fuck you! I'm man enough to come to your ass, face to face, rather than waste my time I figured, do what you do best, rip some shit with your keyboard. It never ceases to amaze me how the word "Friend" is used so loosely! When I came to Fubar I'll admit, like most of you I was in search of something, friends, a blow job, etc, you get the point! I never knew out of 500 or so friends, fans, etc, that the actual "Real Friends" were summed up to my 5 fingers. Each one of the five know who they are so no need to name names. I am so grateful and humble for your friendships, and I thank you! Now to the rest I say this, No more will I be the ok
Gifts For People
Havent finished making all my gifts but there are some in the Valentines Gift folder and if you dont see yours please comment here so i make sure to get you yours in there Love all my friends and family Liberated Spice
My Kissing Booth
I have this new thing on my page, a kissing booth, please show me some love and kiss me!
Bi- Grrrls!
Omg! I've got great new NSFW pics I want to share with ya! Send me a message if your not in my family yet and I'll add ya! Lots of loves to all my fu bi-girls You Rock!!!!!! ps.... I love comments, so leave one already!!!
Bull Shit
I've on this site since oct...Not one person has talked shit about me.Until I finally get happy with somebody or try to make it work...I dont who you are or what your fucking problems is.But the shit needs to stop.Just To clear everything Up I'm not fucking married!!!!! stop talking shit! I'm sorry to everybody if ive been a bitch but I'm about over this......... I'm ready to say bye soon if this doesnt stop :(... xxxxxx honey!
I What???
For Alana
The easiest thing To do Is take all of The blame Regardless of All facts You still carry The shame Life is not A game But more of A mystery Sometimes it Brings Euphoria Other moments Cause misery It contains No handles Therefore We have No control But no matter What happens Just remain true To your Soul
To The Man I Love
I wish that words can express what i am feeling right now. It's late at night, and I'm alone. You're not here with me, and I know that you are probably thinking of me too. I wish that I could just hold you, bringing your body close to mine, and we could share a moment together, one of many. It's the first time that someone has moved me so that I can't express with humor. I needed , and wanted to tell you that you mean everything to me right now. There are sometimes that I wind up crying because I'm alone, and the loneliness just gets to me. Its these times that I wish that i had you by my side the most. And I know that if we are to be together , there must be ssacrifices and devotion about and beyond that which most people could ever consider going through. At times, I didn't think I could go through with it. But that was then,I've come to realize that I don't want anyone else in my life but you, The unconditional love that you give me is something i'm just not use to.
Blonde Vs Brunette
Ok im goin thru my jokes and i got two i want to know which is the better one... its blond vs brunette here... A) A painting contractor was speaking with a woman about her job. In the first room she said she would like a pale blue. The contractor wrote this down and went to the window, opened it, and yelled out "GREEN SIDE UP!" In the second room she told the painter she would like it painted in a soft yellow. He wrote this on his pad, walked to the window, opened it, and yelled "GREEN SIDE UP!" The lady was somewhat curious but she said nothing. In the third room she said she would like it painted a warm rose color. The painter wrote this down, walked to the window, opened it and yelled "GREEN SIDE UP!" The lady then asked him, "Why do you keep yelling 'green side up'?" "I'm sorry," came the reply. "But I have a crew of blondes laying sod across the street. B) A Russian, an American, and a Brunette were talking one day. The Russian said, "We were the first in space!" The
Contest Is Open!!!!!!!
*jerk Alert & Downrater*
This Guy... Was the biggest ASSHAT so far... lol and that's saying something.. I don't know where these people come from but some of them have a serious attitude problem.....Make sure to block this fu-tard before he does this to you!! He's a downrater and a hater... This is what happend after I told him i didn't give my yahoo screen name right away...If you want to chat w/ me this is the WRONG way to get my After I said that.. which maybe I should have blocked him right after he copped an attitude he rated me a ONE and blocked me.....What a ass! This is the link to his profile: He also has a nother profile under the same name and he's downrating people on that one too...: alot of people come on here to have a good time .... why do some people have to be soo mean?
So I really like this guy. He is perfect. I know that it may be too soon to tell but I really think that we would be good together. We have fun together we laugh together. we don't even have to do much to enjoy the time that we spend together. But I don't want to rush into anything nor do I want to push him. I know he has a lot to deal with but I do know that I can make him happy. The question is could this be what I was waiting for? Someone that makes me feel this good about myself and everything else. I just don't know what to do...UGH
The Death Of Marlee, Our Cat
When we divorced a year ago, my ex and I agreed that whoever kept the house would keep the diabetic cat, Marlee. Changes always stressed her out and we agreed that this would have the least impact on her health. The kids are there 50% of the time and we agreed that they could go visit her whenever they wanted on days that they were with me. Since then, whenever I have an opportunity, I have tried to visit her whenever I am there with one of the kids (but never without someone granting me permission to go into his house). Yesterday I had to call about a concern I had with our 15 year old daughter. I thought the call went well. Just before I hung up he said that hed asked her to stay at his house later than usual in case the cat dies. When I asked what he meant, he said she was on a hunger strike again and starving herself. In the six years wed had her, she did this a few times and I would bring her to the vet, shed get some fluids and be fine in a few days. When I went ove
Ok It's Time Wish Me Luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not What Women Want...
Just What I Want~ A Good man who isn't afraid to be sweet and affectionate, no matter who's around or where we are - who kisses me with such passion that I am left breathless and touches me in such ways that I am left trembling A Strong man, who can make me feel safe in his company, especially in his arms, even if I think I don't need protection A Smart man, who doesn't always have to talk, but who knows what he's talking about when he does, and always gets his point across powerfully, but tactfully A Respectful man who can appreciate me - as a woman, as a human being, and as the big nerd that I am - who can play video games and watch football with me, but who understands that I am still a girl, and I will act like one from time to time A Beautiful man who can see past the "cliches" of the modern world and enjoys the finer things in life because that's what he likes, not what someone else told him he should A Mysterious man who I can look at, after day in and day o
Club Toxic
Leaving The Ex
I am moving on my own at the end of the month. I am leaving my home that I shared with my EX fiance. He is trying to be nice sometimes...but at others times a complete a$$. He is already looking for other chicks. His pic is my albums. Good luck with him getting laid soon. He looked up at nudist colony in this area and had the name of some chick right here in the country that thinks nudism is cool. He is an idiot. So I found a nice place further into the country so I don't ever have to move back to Dallas. Worried, concerned for my future. I struggled alot alone about money...the struggle will resume. Plan on working two jobs. That's it ....just venting.
Sex, Sex, Sex,
A Fallen Soldier
It's A Wonderful Life (i Think!)
To all those out there who have ever felt that they are all alone, I dedicate this to you. My life changed on September 30th of 2007. On that fateful day, my wife of 16 years, Ruth, suffered a fatal heart attack, which wa aused by a blood clot, against which there is virtually nothing you can do. There is practically nothing a person can do besides diet and blood thinners which can fight against the formation of blood clot in your blood. Since that, I have known at least 12 people who have sufferes the loss of a loved one in their life. Keep in mind, these 12 people who passed away were from friends, family and co-workers. People I work with and interract with on a daily basis. When someone you know dies, there is no discernable purpose to that death. We all are born into this life with the knowledge that some day we are going to die. This is a fact which no one in the history of the world has ever been able to get around. The fact of the matter is this; people die, and they do it
Valentine Application
so valentines Day will be here before you know it. ive decided to think outside the box this year and create an application to decide who is worthy of being my valentine. Name: Age: Location: Reason I should choose you: Be creative:) I may update this as I think of more things I want to know about my potential Valentine. Have fun & good luck!
Suicide (written In 1991)
the sun is low the rain falls down like the tears on the bloodstained glass where she found him gun in hand. chalk marks around where he once lay, yellow police line to keep them away from his death. what happened here? why did he die? questions, questions run wild through her head as she picks up his gun and says goodbye. D. R. Hyden wow...found this old one... wrote this one the year after i graduated high school... damn...that long ago? holy cow!!!
This Is So Awesome
Hey whats up anyways so i joined this like investing affiliate thing and they give you 100 dollars to join and free also its awesome because its like a investment and there is no money out of ur pocket. Anyways for every person you refer you make 20 dollars so you dont have to do no selling or no buying whats so ever and 2010 you get payed on whatever you have built up or you can get payed before that its pretty cool so check it out.
Who I Am
Good Morning All: I do live in the greater New Orleans Metro area. I am a student at a local university and therefore I am usually quite busy. I do love to party but do so mostly on weekends. A dear friend turned me on to this site, and I have just recently decided to work this account. I am up nights a lot cramming for school. I hope to meet lots of cool peeps and have some fun. Come check me out when you get the time.
ok heres the deal....for those of u on my freinds list that i dont speak to or vice versa im deleting yo asses...and most of u wont even read if ya dont want deleted holla atcha gurl cuz otherwise adios!!!
For those of you who have known me for a while, you know that I was in sort of a relationship on here. It was brought on by a very bad tragedy and Candyce and I had become very close because of it. Then things got a little heated and we never broke out of the tail spin. because of the situation I broke everything off. It was a very hard decision to make but I thought at the time it was the right one. Now I find out ALL OF IT WAS A LIE!!! Brandy (who I was friends with) had supposedly died in a car crash after a fight with her boy friend. Her sister and I became very close. Well, none of it was real. As far as I know Brandy and Candyce are the same person! Brandy had never met with the guy she was supposedly seeing, she never took a trip out there, all of it a lie. I read enough on here and see women all the time talking about players, and games being played but this has got to be the most horrible thing a woman can do. My heart was torn by all of this and now a third tim
An Idea Expanded Upon....
Mirror, mirror on my wall, Tossing back my pain. Reflections of a beauty lost To carelessness and shame. Hatred staring back at me Ripping out my tattered soul. But in me he spies a beauty That I have found unfathomable. Sparkling shards of a shattered perception Rain down upon me. Pools of light from the glistening glass Reflect the girl I used to be. Stumbling round this horror house I intricately designed. Eyes closed tight, my hands are bound, With verity brought by time. Kiss the lids that hide these eyes, Brush the tears away Help me find the me I lost In the thickness of the fray. Prostrate I lay before you, From the depths of sorrow my broken heart cries. I beg for just once glance into that candy coated looking glass lying in your eyes.
I just ran across an old pair of boots I've had for maybe 15 years. I never really liked them but they were steel toed boots that I got for free at work and I brought them home in case I got into something here at the house where they might be useful. I've never used them at home. I've moved them around a few times, knocked dust off them, and debated if it was really worth keeping them around yet always put them back, just in case. Something that uncomfortable, that insignificant, I've decided might still have usefulness. It makes me wonder what it takes for a person to be considered expendable. Just how much of a burden does a person have to be to people they have interacted with before they are thrown out?
Jan 23
January 23, 2008 Quote of the Day "We cannot do everything at once but we can do something at once." Calvin Coolidge
More Poetry
You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell You make it easy to cross 'cause you hide it so well You're so sketchy with the games you play You drag men by the heart in your own special way To you breaking the rules seems fair As long as you get what you want, you just don't care You smile so sweet as you watch them falling Breaking hearts is your true calling This is your game, so lets play by your rules But I'm telling you now darlin', I am nobodys fool I know your motives and I know them well You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell
I Am Blessed!!!
I am Blessed: By: Celtic Warrior I just want to say I am truly Blessed in having really good people around me as Officers in the Guardians of the Children. I am equally Blessed to have them as close friends and I wouldnt want it any other way. I believe we can be a stronger Chapter by us being friends instead of those who meet once a month. I consider my Officers and Members as family and it will make us a better Chapter in the long run. I want to thank those who really made this happen. I want to thank Stephen Shadow, for signing up and helping me bring this Chapter to life. He has done a lot by revising the By Laws and helping every way he can. He is also the Chapter Treasurer and is doing a great job. I want to thank my wife Lisa NTSCL for stepping in and being Vice President so we could get the Chapter up and running. I now have a new Vice President and her name is Sherry Ebony Angel, and I feel she will be the right person for the position. She is not only my VP but a
Auction Time!!
i am trying to auction my self off!!!!! i am offering a lot,and expect nothing in return..... so let the bidding begin!!! [ photo: 1025162138 ]
The Gym
It was another day in the gym, working arms today. I was about half way through when I saw you walk through the door. I looked a second time, yes it was you I am sure of it!! But I was being shy, and still was not 100% sure. what if I was wrong. You disapeared into the changing room and I went back to lifting. when I saw the door open I looked over and saw you in your shorts and sports bra, I had to really concentrate not to get hard right there. Wow you looked sexy. I watched as you went over to the tread mill and start your work out. There were only three other people in the gym at this point and I couldnt help but steal every look at you I could get. two of the other people were gone by time you were finished with your run and you were heading back to the free weights (where I was)I said hi as you got back there... " you look really familiar" I asked, you answered that you were new to the area...OMG it is you!! I put caution aside and asked, "are you on Fubar?" you stop
The Kitchen Witch
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now...cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train...cause we're going down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and we you hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little darling continue..."For those of you j
Janie's Got A Gun
Dum, dum, dum, honey what have you done Dum, dum, dum, it's the sound of my gun Dum, dum, dum, honey what have you done Dum, dum, dum, it's the sound, it's the sound... Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah.... Janie's got a gun Janie's got a gun Her whole world's come undone From looking straight at the sun What did her daddy do? What did he put you through? They say when Janie was arrested They found him underneath a train But man, he had it comin' Now that Janie's got a gun She ain't never gonna be the same Janie's got a gun Janie's got a gun Her dog day's just begun Now everybody is on the run Tell her now it's untrue What did her daddy do? He jacked the little bitty baby The man has got to be insane They say the spell that he was under The lightnin' and the thunder Knew that someone had to stop the rain Run away, run away from the pain Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Run away, run away from the pain Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Run away, run away, ru
A daily dose of dark chocolate may help reduce the symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome. Study leader Professor Steve Atkin, an expert in endocrinology, said the idea for the study came after a patient reported feeling much better after swapping her normal milk chocolate for dark chocolate with a high cocoa solid content. He decided to see if other patients would benefit and carried out a trial of 10 patients who received a daily dose - 45g - of dark chocolate or white chocolate dyed to look like dark chocolate for two months.
Drinking Is Good For You
A new study in rats shows that moderate alcohol consumption can improve memory. Clearly humans (and crows) are more complex than rats so I would expect the effect to be more pronounced. Cheers!
Freak On A Leash
Somethn takes a part of me Something lost and never seen Every time I start to believe Something's raped and taken from mefrom me Life's gotta always be messn with me (You want to see the light) Can't it chill and let me be free? (So do I) Can't I take away all this pain (You want to see the light) Id tried to every night, all in vain Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Feeln like a freak on a leash (You want to see the light) Feeln like I have no release (So do I) How many times have I felt disease? (You want to see the light) Nothing in my life is freeis free Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a p
The Dukes Of Fubar (made By Sparkyballs)
rev luke duke bludge duke daisy duke uncle hammie boss hogg cooter general lee rosco-d-rilltrane flash cootus doc giggleby lulu hogg
God's Dupes
God's dupes Moderate believers give cover to religious fanatics -- and are every bit as delusional. PETE STARK, a California Democrat, appears to be the first congressman in U.S. history to acknowledge that he doesn't believe in God. In a country in which 83% of the population thinks that the Bible is the literal or "inspired" word of the creator of the universe, this took political courage. Of course, one can imagine that Cicero's handlers in the 1st century BC lost some sleep when he likened the traditional accounts of the Greco-Roman gods to the "dreams of madmen" and to the "insane mythology of Egypt." Mythology is where all gods go to die, and it seems that Stark has secured a place in American history simply by admitting that a fresh grave should be dug for the God of Abraham the jealous, genocidal, priggish and self-contradictory tyrant of the Bible and the Koran. Stark is the first of our leaders to display a level of intellectual honesty befitting a consul of anci
Storm By Lifehouse
How long have I been in this storm? So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form Water's getting harder to tread With these waves crashing over my head If I could just see you Everything would be all right If I'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes I know everything will be alright I know everything is alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown So why am I ten feet under and upside down Barely surviving has become my purpose Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface If I could just see you Everything would be all right If i'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I know everything will be alright I know everything will be alright
Taste Me....
Taste me, Devour me, Absorb me into your mind and your soul. Maybe then you shall Know all of who I am. ~Written by Paulette~ 1-23-2008
Letting Go Part 2
LETTING GO To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcoming
Attention Whores...
is it just me or are there friends on your list that are merely attention whores and could care less about being your leave them comments,buy them gifts and nada nothing back from about over all that bs and ready to clean my list big time!!
I Know Not...written By Me
i know not how to tell you of the joy you bring to me the light you bring to my life and the love you've shown to me. you showed me how to love you the kind and gentle way you gave me the courage to give my heart away. so now as i stand here i know our love is true and what i really need to say is "i love you"
Another Year
Another year as past, tomorrow I'll be 35. While I don't look nor at times act my age, tonight I'm feeling it. I don't think that for a big girl I'm ugly, Matter of fact I think for a big girl I'm pretty damn goodlookin' So why at this time in my life do I remain single? I have class tomorrow so the party is being put off till the weekend. I have to laugh cause my mom is so stressed out with the things happening here she got confused, looks at me this afternoon and says..." Oh yeah, Happy Birthday" to which my reply was " Ya doofus it's tomorrow" But no one has called and very few of my so called friends even called to say, Hey Crissy lets go out have some fun. Nope, my 35th will be uneventful and lonely.
Kiss Of Darkness
He came to her that night In his clothes of solemn black The soul thatshe did not know But the one she could not push back She wanted him to hold her In the lost embrace of love Filling her with the happiness Which she had prayed to God above He opened up his arms so wide His dark eyes she looked deeply in His lips were soft and turned up As they made a welcoming grin He uttered not a sound in love As closer to him she was brought Against this man that captivated Her body was now forever caught Her long blonde hair was a contrast Against the dark that he does wear Unknowing that soon his kiss of darkness Into her soft skin would savagely tear Then she felt his bodys coldness As he placed his lips against her Feeling him as he softly gave her a kiss From the cold of him she did shudder Then she felt that sharp piercing As against her neck he quietly slid The taking of her virgin blood so pure Is what he this soul of darkness did She felt her body now drain o
The Womans Lips
i believe that women have 2 sets of lips for a reason. They bitch with one set and apologize with the other. Do you agree?? comments please..
Next time you hear the phone ring Pick it up baby, cause it might be me Or I'll just do it with the oprerator She's a SEX-O-H-O-L-I-C "Hello, is LaWanda home?" Come on over baby Come and open up your love surprise I've got a gift for you And I know it's just the perfect size L.S.D. - Love , Sex, Drug And i'm itchin for a fix of you I'm a sexoholic baby And I've got dependency on you My perfect gift, sexoholic Come on over baby Come and open up your love surprise I'm a sexoholic baby And I've got dependency on ice My perfect gift, sexoholic My perfect gift, sexoholic My perfect gift Next time you hear the phone ring Pick it up baby, cause it might be me Or I'll just do it with the oprerator She's a SEX-O-H-O-L-I-C Ma Bell I want to reach out and just touch someone El Grupo Sexo
Will you be there beside me If the world falls apart And will all of our moments Remain in your heart Will you be there to guide me All the way through, I wonder will you Walk by my side, And follow my dreams And bear with my pride, As strong as it seems Will you be there tomorrow Will you be there beside me As time goes on by And be there to hold me Whenever I cry Will you be there to guide me All the way through, I wonder will you Walk by my side, And follow my dreams And bear with my pride, As strong as it seems Will you be there Tomorrow
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6600 To Go!
Hes only a 6600 away from leveling..can you help him out? jnr2007 aka MoonWolf@ fubar
I've been in college only a short time and it's a headache. By the time this spring comes around I'll be a Sophomore. My major? Radiology my first choice after that I would have to say medical. I don't want to spend all this time in college and come out not making any money. Gotta have some green in my life. I love having material things like my 35$ hat, my 1,500$ laptop, but my friends on fubar: Priceless
He Needs Help To Level
Wild Thoughts
Here in the darkness the light never shows itself. Walk blindly into the unknown that can never be truly understood. Here is where some level of confusion sets in, then panic and then the ultimate release of all known feeling. Become numb. Become as the surrounding darkness. Void. These thoughts entered my mind as exhaustion and anxiety set in. A cloud of smoke circles my face. A cigarette smolders in an ashtray and a single light glows helplessly in the surrounding shadow. I think of the past like someone watches a home movie. Rewinding and pausing. Trying to find the place in time where things went wrong. Looking back on a past life that I dont truly understand. I fear the memory that seeks the dawn of the new day. It haunts me. Devouring the once living force in me that was human. Ive turned away from the rest of humanity. I no longer have faith in this species that inhabits the earth. There is so much ignorance and faded emotion. To kill thy brother on ea
Its Time...
Ya kno....I am gonna take a vacation! I wont be on here as much as normal during February 1-4. But I will try to be on the 3rd since its my Bday! :) I am just going out of town...*ALONE*! Which I think is much needed especially right now in my life. I am just letting ya all kno! And if you go to my lounge, I left a comment there too just to remind ya! :) Brandy :)
Answer The Phone
I miss the sudden pause as your breath is caught by the surprising but expected sensation of your hand stroking your manhood, at my direction. The whisper of your voice deepens and shakes as I tell you all the things I would do; the places I would brush with the tips of my fingers, the tender parts my teeth would nibble, if I could only reach more than your ear. I miss the way you call my name at that moment when I tell you its time to stop holding back. The nights without your body lying beside mine are too long, and too short when I can touch you, so tonight let us pretend were together. Answer the phone.
Special Kisses
Greeting you seduction in my eyes, walking towards you licking my lips, Kissing you Oh God Baby electricity as our tongues entwine, Moving my mouth slowly down your neck letting my tongue leave a wet trail down your neck my breath so hot on your skin, Looking into your eyes as I allow my mouth to move down your chest, Your breathing harder baby and your heart is pounding, I am lowering myself to my knees now baby, Do you want it baby? those kisses that take you to the edge, Moans escape your lips as I work my way down your tummy, Allowing my tongue to sensually lick down your happy trail, Do you want it baby? These hot lips so anxious to please you, I have reached your pants baby, Is it okay for me to continue? You let your hands answer as you run your fingers through my hair, Now the seduction really begins as I unzip your pants with my teeth, Sliding them down from your hips your male hardness finally free, Licking it all over baby I want to pl
Plz All My Friends Help In This.
On Saturday January 19, My dear friend Janweb lost his 4 and a half year old grandson to cancer. Janweb has been on this site since 2006 and befriended and became part of many of our extended family. I am asking anyone who reads this post to do TWO things. One click on little Juju's picture it will take you to my profile (my pictures will be private and no rates for me please) There will be 2 pictures in my profile, one of Juju himself and one of yellow balloons Flying High as yellow is Julian's favorite color, I am asking that on Thursday January 24, you rip one of these pictures to your profile and set it as your primary photo for the day. As this is the day L'il King Juju will FLY HIGH. The second thing I ask that you do is REPOST this so that as many people on Fubar can pay their respects to Juju and help him FLY HIGH WITH LOVE. Thank you to all of you who can find in your heart to do this
Now That Its Gone
I never would have thought that there'd be a you and me. It wasn't plausible. It wasn't possible. But out of the star-crossed sky fell an opportunity. It was great. It was special. It was magic. It made my life such a blissful state of euphoria. My eyes sparkled. My soul danced. My heart rejoiced. And now that it's gone I wish there was something in its place. I want a new dream. I want a new heart. I want a new chance. But mostly, I'm receiving only loss. I remember the happy times and think there'll be no more. I remember little thoughts of you and sigh 'cause you're gone. I remember my contented heart and sigh because now it's broken. And now that you're gone, I can't help but miss you. For every where you used to smile an empty memory looms of your soulful eyes your shy smile and your beautiful face.
Forgotten Vets
many of you who know me know im a proud american and was honored to serve this great country! i am upset at our goverment though...i sure dont think the vets that have poured their lives out for this country are taken care of very well...after all we were willing to give the ultimate sacrafice when ever called on! i served in the marines for 6 years 4 active and 2 reserve...i saw action in the gulf war and particapated in the rescue of not only american citizans but many other nations of this world from being murdered in the most hostile place known on earth...somalia africa....operation eastern exit.....i have been out of the service for over 10 years now and have started a civilian career but ive never been quite right....i get sick alot and ive lost the ability to have children for some unknown reason.....i cant say i blame the military but the similiarities between alot of vets are just to great....for any reason i have been very sick this past year...i had strange infections calle
Wanna Fu-own Me?
well if you're a real life friend of mine then you know my fantasy of being owned :P lol well looks like this will be the closest I will get...if you want to own me....come and bid on me.....I go to the highest bidder for a month! heres the link~~~~ good luck!!!! :D heres a link to the rules and what you get if you own me!
2008 Parade Schedule--jan 25 & Jan 26
Fri. Jan. 25 Oshun Uptown 6 p.m. Hercules Houma 6 p.m. Cleopatra West bank 6:30 p.m. Pygmalion Uptown 6:45 p.m. Eve Mandeville 7 p.m. Excalibur Metairie 7 p.m. Atlas Metairie 7:30 p.m. Sat. Jan. 26 Choctaw West Bank 11:30 a.m. Adonis West Bank Noon Petit Caillou Chauvin Noon Pontchartrain Uptown 1 p.m. Gladiators Chalmette 1:30 p.m. Shangri-La Uptown 2 p.m. Caesar Metairie 6 p.m. Olympia Covington 6 p.m. Sparta Uptown 6 p.m. Aquarius Houma 6:30 p.m. Pegasus Uptown 6:45 p.m. Mona Lisa/Moon Pie Slidell 7 p.m
Awwwwww What A Sweetie!
Sean left this for me as a comment... he loves me hehehehe =D Sean: When will I find I love? Where will she be, And if she's out there will she wait for me? Andrea: How will he know me? Will I know him? Is there no end to all my questioning? Sean: Can I believe what I am seeing, what I am feeling Something so rare, watching her there She makes my heart stop. Andrea: Can I believe what I'm feeling, my head is reeling, He just looked my way, from the start I can say I will give him everything. Strange emotions wash over me Like the motion of the deepest sea, And I feel Chorus: Both: First love (I need nobody but you), You're all I'm dreamed of (I will be constant and true), Love moves me inside like the moon moves the tide. My first love. Sean: Can it be true? Can this be real love? Am I worthy of a vision so pure Oh lovely one, she's what I waited for. Andrea: Can it be true, or am I dreaming? He makes my heart sing Watching his eyes, a loo
I Love You
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in The warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special Moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just One minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and Goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, or say "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .. and old friendships .. and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is import
On-line Love
*Warning: The following most likely contains misspelled words. My appologies.* While spending time doing my normal mumm-voting whore duties, I ran across a comment that movitaved me to write this blog. The comment was from a woman who wondered how people could fall in love on line with out face to face meeting. At first I thought the comment was along the same line as the rest of the wolfpack comments, but she commented again asking it and appeared to sincerely want to know. So, here's my two cents worth of self anylazation and crap like that. (In no particular order) * TEXT CHATTING - When you text chat with someone thru the internet, you tend to put more thought into what you say as opposed to voice talk. Well thought comments tend to appear to be more intelligent and make more of an impact. With a lack of facial expressions or vocal tone, text comments tend to take on a more sincere and intelligent tone. * LACK OF SHYNESS - It's my belief that many of those that fall in lov
Proud To Be A Nigger
Proud to be a nigger There were a total of 15 passengers boarding a small plane on their way to Florida. One black mother and her child were on their way to visit relatives while the other passengers consisted of the KKK on their way to a convention. The plane took off and after flying for approximately 12 minutes an announcement came over the intercom from the pilot saying: "We have overloaded this flight. We are going to have to start throwing luggage out the window so the plane won't go down." Two minutes later you could see luggage being thrown out the window. Five minutes after that, the pilot made a second announcement. "We are still experiencing problems. We're sorry, but the plane is still overloaded and we're going to have to get rid of some of the weight so the plane won't go down. Were going to have to ask some passengers to jump out of the window when we call you by your name. To make it fair, we'll go alphabetically. We'll start with A. Will all the African
Stop By And See My Friends!
Stop by andshow some love FAN/RATE/ADD This is my first attempt at a pimpout! Go check out some of my wonderful friends and show them love while you're there, They'll give it back to ya! Please repost!! If this gets a pretty good turn out I will try to do one each week for different friends! chevy1514@ fubar Lost@ fubar Just Another Lonesome Cowboy in Michigan@ fubar Retching Red aka Mrs. River Rat ^A^ PyRat Radio ^A^@ fubar Bullseye@ fubar The Stutter@ fubar core ***Pimp Daddy C***@ fubar Poetic Honesty
The First Ten Days!!
Hello everyone, Well I'm here and pretty much settled in. Everything is great so far ... the cast is nice and most everyone on the ship is very friendly. The Holiday is Carnivals smallest and oldest ship, but it also has a reputation for being a very relaxed and friendly ship. Good trade off I think. The cast is supposed to have 8 female dancers, 4 male dancers, and two singers. As of right now we have 7 female dancers (one girl quit already), 2 male dancers (one just passed his medical, and the other one failed), and no singers. ARGGGGHHHH!!! Oh well they will have a ton of work to do when they get here. So the cast is quite diverse ... 3 Americans, 2 Brits, 3 Australians, 1 Canadian, and 1 South African ... I don't know about the ones that aren't here yet. Well we have been working very hard, but we still manage to find time for a drink or two. We are also required to watch every single one of the shows that the current cast performs. Now that we know one of the sho
Check Out Prowler...he'z Da Best!!!!!!!!
a really great person to know...go find out for yourselves...besides he ROCKSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! Prowler *TrueLycan FreeLance Bombers* ~ aka Mischevious Loki, Lycan Morph God, and Cooler~@ fubar
Carnival: Read More About It
CARNIVAL: READ MORE ABOUT IT One of the best things about Carnival is that it can be appreciated on so many different levels. There are of course the street parties and the parades to enjoy, but there are also volumes of cultural history that have been written about the celebration and its origins, which can be studied and enjoyed. Here are some Carnival works to consider. BOOKS IN WIDESPREAD CIRCULATION: Mardi Gras New Orleans Henri Schindler Flammarion 1997 Mardi Gras Treasures: Invitations of the Golden Age Mardi Gras Treasures: Float Designs of the Golden Age Mardi Gras Treasures: Costume Designs of the Golden Age Mardi Gras Treasures: Jewelry of the Golden Age Henri Schindler Pelican Publishing
So You Call Yourself A Animal Lover?
Ever wonder about all those people who have those animal bumper stickers on their automobiles, you know the type I mean "I (heart) my {insert animal breed}!" I often wonder how many of those people actually mean it, or if they bought it to hide a scratch on their automobile, and make people think, they are sensitive, or even a caring person. I used to have a neighbor a few years ago, they had a I love my miniature pinscher bumper sticker. Which whenever I saw them I always thought, geez tough love. I mean there was times that little dog was chained out in the yard for days in zero and sub zero tempterures, while those human who supposedly loved it were warm and cozy in their home, or even worse away for holiday for a few days or so. Alternatively, times in the summer, when the temperatures are dangerous outside towards humans, the little dog would often be chained up out in the yard, usually out of reach of shade, and often without a cool drink of water. Or another thing I hate, are
Calling All Fubombers
We are too far behind on Kaes contest. This contest takes top priority today. I hope you all understand how important this is. When we are behind in a contest, we do not vote on Mumms, upload pictures, or update our stash. We also do not bomb giveaways when a family member is in a contest that has a deadline. The contest with the deadline always is the priority. We bomb our hardest to help that family member get in to the lead. I need all Fu-bombers to bomb Kae today and use all their comments. If you have any questions, see a family manager. Tiggerbear2007 Family Manager
This Time In My Life
This time in my life Starting over again at this time in my life was not someting I ever thought I would have to do I thought i had found love that would last to the end of time but here I am looking at the faces of strangers hoping to find in their eyes the light that would tell me that we are meant to be together A kind loving face with a smile that would erase the troubles of the day soft warm arms in which to lose all track of time as the world passes by We each have our pasts things we have done the lives we have lived and lessons learned but the past is gone and cannot be changed This time in my life is a time for a fresh start new beginings to a new life new love and a new forever
To Those Barkin Up The Wrong Tree...:p
im glad to say there ar still decent people that can admit when there wrong an continue on its a funny thing how maturity verses BS.. can come out on top..all my thanks to KRIS...YW....:P)Ladies Stick togethr especially when lied tooo ...."~Krissy-Lyn~: u are very kind thanks for everything;;;"Ty ur WELCOME swthrt... Dont play me You wont get caught.. i dont play games so GUYS Dont TRY.. il Rat YOU out Quicker than shit......Talk to me its afe an fun here no one gets hurt..k FU LOVESSS ReALITY..FEED IT..NO DRAMA> FU LOVS YALLLL MAUHXOXOOX ~Tia~Aka~AnglRos~
My Son's Health :(
My son had surgery yesterday and is taking a turn for the worst. Please keep him in your Prayers and Thoughts he is only 7 Thanks to all my friends that read this bulletin I hope to be on later with updates Love Ya, Gerian
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To All 1433 Friends
i am removing anyone that is on my friends and fans list that did not return the fan. if you want to stay on my friends list i ask that you look and see if you returned the fan favor. if not please return the love. i am so sick of having to do this..
What Love Should Be Like
The sound of our voice makes me weak When I hear your words I cannot breathe The thought of your touch It does so many things That I can't stand it, it's too much Your smile that is so true and calming In your arms I want to fall No thoughts of you ever harming I just want you and that's all Your hands touch me when I am away The thought of it taking my words I want to say so much but lose what words to say So much I miss you it hurts You are all I could want and are my soul You have fixed what was broken You made me whole All with no words spoken I have dreamed of you for so long Trying to put someone in your place I was so very wrong The faceless was always your face I have wanted you and didn't think you were real I could never explain to you How you exposed what was never allowed to feel Your soul is my soul Your heart is my heart Now that I am whole I never want to part I want you for you I promise to give all of me You have nothing but true What els
Is There Life Out There?
She married when she was twenty She thought she was ready Now she's not so sure She thought she'd done some living But now she's just wonderin What she's living for Now she's feeling that there's something more Chorus: Is there life out there So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home Shes done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin Is there life out there She's always lived for tomorrow She's never learned how To live for today She's dyin to try something foolish Do something crazy Or just get away Something for herself for a change Repeat chorus There's a place in the sun that she's never been Where life is fair and time is a friend Would she do it the same as she did back then She looks out the window and wonders again Repeat chorus twice
Fuck It
I got this Sexy Comment from!
The Walk
The Charity walk was about to begin, on what was a beautiful sunshiny day. The breeze was gentle and felt good through my hair and the sun was not too hot so not a bad day for a 5 mile walk. I had been chosen company rep along with a guy from Security, Jack. Wearing some khaki shorts, a tan tank top, hiking boots with white socks, and a bra, I never wear panties. Jack was wearing blue denim shorts, a Chicago Bears t shirt, socks, and gym shoes. We had seen each other many times around the building but had spoken only in passing. He had acknowledged me when he arrived and we checked in together, and went our separate ways. When it was time to walk, I did not know where he was at. A short time later he was at my elbow explaining how it was more fun with a companion and I had to agree. We were a couple of miles in when the terrain went uphill, and the going got slow. We talked about work mostly but we shared a little of ourselves. A person ahead of us fell and Jack rushed to the woman
Grasping At Ghosts
The smile of your face, the touch of your skin You broke my heart, where should I begin You walked down the isle, me at your side Now you run away from me, trying to hide I gave you my heart, all I could give You were my world, my reason to live I made my mistakes, you walked away I cried all nite, with nothing to say I cant take back what I have done I wont get to see my boy who isnt my son I had my chance, but I was too blind I am too far away, too far behind I would give all to you who I love the most But all I am doing is grasping at ghosts
Allyssa Walks
Just goes to show you the powers of Prayer Allyssa after 2 months of not knowing We all know now Allyssa is a Fighter and has taken her first of many steps ..yes thats right she is walking Michelle is never gonna be able to keep her still again *smiles* We are still all praying for Allyssa so that her scares wont be so bad and the troubles that still lay ahead will be few and painless We Love you Allyssa you are my Hero This is the LifeBy Hannah Montana/Miley CyrusBest Video Codes
My Friend...h2
Photo and video editing at Be sure to rate/fan/add him. He is a true sweetheart. &hearts you H2! H2@ fubar
For All Those People Left Wondering.....
How can a love so gentle Be so fierce? How can a gentle caress Grip with such strength? How can your tenderest glance So quickly pierce My soul, its depth? My life, its length?
A Redneck Valentine
A Redneck Valentine Kudzu is green, my dog's name is Blue And I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's And without all them fleas. You move like the bass, Which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales But I luv you anyway. You're as graceful as okry Jist a-dancin' in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as SunDrop Right out of the can. You have all yore teeth, For which I am proud; I hold my head high When we're in a crowd. On special occasions, When you shave yore armpits, Well, I'm in hawg heaven, I'm plumb outta my wits. Still them fellers at work They all want to know, What I did to deserve Such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape Yo're there fer yore man, To patch up life's troubles And stick 'em in the can. Yo're as strong as a four-wheeler Racin' through the mud, Yet fragile as that sanger Named Naomi Judd. Yo're as cute as
For Her Ty And Mom Helen
To The Bad Comment People
I don't see why you think your awesome if you make fun of other people with a serious question. I understand the truly stupid ones, but there are people who really wanna know something. People like to get the thoughts of strangers. how would you like it if you were bashed like that. Im sure you have stupid questions. These others who actually put them up are either trying to have more fun or get a answer. Get over yourself. The age old rule about what you say, Say something nice or dont say anything at all. Thank you
Time Is Precious!
Time is Precious! Time is precious... perhaps our most valuable commodity.... think about THESE when you're wasting some... Ask a divorced couple or a prisoner about the value of a decade. Ask two recently split high school sweethearts about the value of four years. Ask a student who failed his final exam about the value of one year. Ask the mother of a stillborn the value of nine months. Ask the mother of a preemie the value of one month. Ask the editor of a weekly paper the value of one week. Ask two lovers waiting to meet the value of one hour. Ask the person who missed the train the value of one minute. Ask an accident survivor the value of one second. Ask a losing Olympic medalist the value of one millisecond.
Never Fear !
All anyone really wants is to be loved . To be someones EVERYTHING. The first and last thought of the day. To see that some bodys smile, and know everything is okay. Having arms envelope them and all worries fall. Once in life they may cross your path. So hold on tight and dont let go. It may be a ride you havent taken. Trust me my friend its worth it . Just to know something you have never had. Scared,and confused you may feel at first. NEVER FEAR! Together you can make all your dreams come true!
Doctor Appt.
it is truly awful when you go to the doctors and have to be ran around all over the place... but at least i got some news and some more tests done. There is no sign of the cancer in my chest area and so thats a good thing...but there was a few things wrong that showed up that has him worried as well as me...he thinks it might have gone to my lymph nodes and so now tests are being run again. No matter what, I want all my family and friends to know that I love you and I'm going to stay no matter what.
Black Reflections
I am standing here, All dressed in black. Reflecting back on what once was. All those beautiful memories, Have turned to dust. Filed away to a place, That maybe on the occasional once in a while, You will be recalled. I did what I needed to do. It was the only way to break free from you. Now my feelings have all changed. The love that I held for you has turned bad. It was unhealthy to say the least. Precious time wasted, Well , at least to a point. You changed my perspective totally. I view it a different way now. I am harder than what I use to be. Boundaries where never my finer point, But since you have gone they are the point. Stronger, more courages ,and wiser, you left me. In my room of memories is where you will remain with me. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved
In lieu of something happy to write about, and as I am tired of venting. I will write about what always makes me happy. My sons are fricken awesome, and I love them so very much. No matter how low I get, just the thought of being able to be in their lives brings a smile to my lips and lightness to my thoughts. It never ceases to amaze me how two completely amazing boys have found their way into my world. That being said, I will return y'all back to your regularly scheduled lives, with my thanks for allowing me to intrude with some happy thoughts for once.
Women! Gotta Love Us
A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have inoperable cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order." The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. "Well, Daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. "I've been diagnosed with AIDS." The friends were aghast and gave the woman their condolences. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered,
Seeing As It's About Time...
HAH! I made a pun! Be looking for a new pic or two of me in about a week. I FINALLY got off my arse and get my eyes checked and ordered new glasses! I ALSO will get the stupid sault pic taken care of *grumbles* ANYWAYS...wish me luck! lol
Why Can't You See I Had To Let It Go?
Have you ever had to make a decision that you had no idea how to make? A decision that affects the rest of your life but you can only base it upon the information that you have at hand? Yeah, I know we all do it, but this last one I made is killing me. I made a big decision that I am not sure I made correctly. So, what do you do then? I thought for so long and so much about the problem that I couldnt have thought about it anymore. I asked everyone I could think of their opinion. I spent countless nights crying and losing sleep over the issue, but could still never find a resolution. So, after months of this torture I had to make up my mind for better or worse. Now, I am not so sure that I am going to get the better part of the deal. I talked to a friend one day who told me that if I had to think so long and so much about something then why was it worth the trouble and pain of doing so. That statement right there made me think that maybe I am thinking too much and if i
Not The End
Not The End Drenched in defeat, I just can't win Can you make this rain, rain go away If I just let go-- If I just give in -- Won't have to drown another day Droplets of moments poured into years Each day more trying than the last Burdened by guilt, consumed by fear Shackled by shame and tragic past Tormented by time I see no reason or rhyme For me to stay around Wonder how this world would be Without the likes of me Bringin' it down This is So Hard No one told me this would be So damn hard Such agony I try So Hard This is kiling me But I've come So damn far This is not the end of me The sun will surely rise again It's never let me down The rain is gonna come again But I'm not gonna drown If I keep on marching on my way Into the horizon Every new day starts the same old way The sun is always risin' Every day's a brand new start To live and learn and
A Year Of Tears
subject: A Year of Tears post date: 2007-12-15 04:49:18 views: 62 comments: 4 ratings: 0 Foreword: I posted this a week or so ago on my MySpace blog but ended up taking it down because it was largely misunderstood and harshly criticized by a few. This is actually a type of poem/writing that I began over a year and a half ago. I found it a couple weeks ago and decided to finish it. Please know that it is not about anyone in particular and is not even necessarily about what is going on with me right now, but rather an expression of feelings and experiences, some real, some imagined. I hope many people can understand or relate to what is expressed. If you don't get anything out of it, I'm sorry but please don't judge. This is not about "me", it's about hurting, healing, and learning to love again. So once, again, I'm going to try to share this and hope someone, somewhere, gets it. Dig it or don't. A Year of Tears It's been a rough year. I lived, I loved, I lea
Yup, I'm Back N So R My Rantings!!!
Well, it's official. I'm back n bloggin!!! Most of u are old friends on my list, some r real life friends who never knew me on CT before (Lost Cherry was the original name, then it changed to Cherry Tap, where FUBAR came from is beyond me, but hey.........) Anyway, I'm constantly bloggin n bitchin, but tonight, I had this CRAZY conversation on yahoo. Ya'll know what I do with these guys, so, instead of really bloggin about it n bitchin, I'm just gonna copy n paste!!! Hell, I'm not blockin out names either anymore, fuck privacy. If ya wanna clown n sound ig'nant, then by all means, lemme help ya silly ass out!!! Well, enjoy. Feel free to speak ur mind with a comment. U KNOW I LOVE MY COMMENTS!!! Much Love! whi_guy: hello, please pardon the interruption, just wanted to say you are georgeous..... if you don't mind a white guy saying so.... thanks, Brad 48 thkwhytgrl: thanks....but how do u know this?? whi_guy: your profile pic.... whi_guy: like a blond gretchen wilson
Game Over !
I don't need your lies to make me happy... I don't need your games just let me be... I don't need your fake smiles to keep me going... All I need is for you to be REAL!
Life As We Know It
ok so... i have no job right now and havent in the past 4 months because the bitch at my last job said that i wasnt doing what i was supposed to be... and that has made my life a living hell since she fired me... i lost my car.. i have no money... and now for the first time since i was 15 i have to rely on others to help me... and the ironic thing is the ones that i have to rely on i have helped so much through the years and they complain and bitch about having to help me... knowing that i dont want their fucking help i would much rather just do things for myself... and on top of it all i cant seem to find anyone that would want to be with me... a couple that showed a lil promise are now either with other ppl or just ignoring me for some really starting to feel worthless... i have nothing and i really dont see any point in my life right really starting to understand why ppl commit suicide.. although i feel i amd stronger than that and i could never do that to my fa
Aww... Isn't It So True Or At Least Relatable And Sad
To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other g
Can I Get Some Help Friends
i;'m in this giveaway can my friends please help get it done i have a time limit.......please help out i'm ready to be done with this....
Who Am I?
I know what you asking yourself, "Who th ehell is this guy? Well, I am just a regular. I don't have a a Masters Degree or a PHD. I have never held political office or been the CEO of a huge corporation. On the outside I appear to be a nice, mild mannered guy. Someone who you would imagine was an engineer, architect or computer geek. You would never guess that I have a closet full of leather and am as kinky as they get. But hey, does that really matter, YES! Trust me, it's very hard to maintain a relationship with a Woman when you want to server worship and obey her like ishe was a queen. It's really funny, you always hear how Woman want men to pamper them, jump when they say jump etc. But when a Woman gets a guy like that they no longer want it. So, if your not scared to let a man submit to you send me anote and we'll talk.
My Angel Poem
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so. Author unknown
I will take my cloak off and let it fall. Down to the ground and I will reveal it all. I know you will take me as I am. Crazy, baby, I know with me You'll stand. Because through the years you/ve always been behind me. And through the tears your arms always held me tightly. I know I'm crazy, yet I know you'll still love me. I'm crazy but I know your still beside me. It amazes me to see how far we've come. My fever mind always telling me to give up because you'll run. Of course I never listen, Even tell it to shut up. It's always talking nonsense. But you've shown me enough. I will try to be better. I'll need doctors and such. I need to fix myself for I feel I can't Love you enough. I've hid my pain not wanting to hurt you. It hasn't helped that much. I tried it alone but it was too much. The scars I bare won't hurt, Just only remind of the times I lost all control. Just take my hand, It's trembling lightly. Kiss my lips that are trembling in fear. Push me
My Vacation To Texas
Ok so bare with me I have never done one of these before, but I want to talk about my upcoming trip to Dallas,Texas I have never been before and want to see something exciting.I am going to visit my godchildren so if there is an attraction or something I could take them too please tell me.Also I have never flown before so if any helpful tips on what to do to get over my fear,please help lol,thanx!
I Like To Say I Love You
I like to say I love you That's all I can think about When I talk to you I like to say I love you It's just 3 words But, they come from my heart I like to say I love you I find your presence in every heartbeat I like to say I love you And, I meant it so My heart agrees too You have bewitched my heart It's how I feel You know my love for you is much more than these words show But, I still like to say I love you
So What
sometimes i cut myself just to watch it bleed i dont know i just feel the need everything inside ties me in a knot it seems like its the only release i got they tried to say it was all for attention motherfucker wheres all my tension i hurt inside til i dont know me when i feel pain it sets me free its not the same as what you did you broke my heart and then you hid so, i cut myself just to watch it bleed i dont care i just feel the need
Free To Fly
If loving you Is a burden to you I will set you free Let your heart go To find the love you pray for Knowing that will tear my heart into a million pieces If loving you makes your life miserable I will let you go hoping one day you will come flying back to me some day You mean the world to me I never want to see you get hurt When love is no longer mine I will not keep it locked You are free to fly
I Am Tired....
Ya kno...this shit is getting old. More security drama. The black cat superstition is beginning to make me feel like its true. I am just fed up with things. I hate just waking up anymore. Yes I am fuk off. Dont like it hit your back button...want to laugh go'd be doing me a favor. At least someone would find some humor in this bull shit. Have you just ever wished you never woke up? When you have felt like you have sunken so far in your tears too just hope you never wake up. I am there. Too much stress. I just feel like I am a zombie. My life is sleep...go to work...sleep...go to work...sleep. I just feel like I have hit rock bottom on anything and everything in my life right now. Home drama, work drama, bill drama...never ending cycle. Past day or two, I have been thinking about just packing and moving...but I wont or more like I cant. I am just stuck...I guess I just deserve it. I deserve everything I have gotten. This al
A Soldier's Woman
It's time To send him off A long year of separation Unbearable Still,she say,"Goodbye." Just to rest his worried heart She hold back her tears As she waved goodbye A long year of separation Lonely nights An empty bed Without him Life will not be complete She is tired, But,she stays strong Sleepless nights Praying for his safety Asking God,"Please, let him come back safely." Keeping her heart one As she awaits his return The life of a soldier's woman Bless their heart
Staying -
The Cousins- The ones you dont get to see enough as you get older. Your best friends thru growing up, might as well be sisters/brothers with some, others you take on as your own little sisters and brothers. I am lucky to be close to 11 of 13 cousins. But special one, Breanna, she was my flower girl when I was married at 20, she was 7. She loved hanging around where-ever I was. She followed me everywhere and I always adored her. She was such a beautiful girl. She had these long blonde curls and was so quiet when others were around, but always had a special place in my heart. As my life went on, she grew up and had a baby of her own. Her daughter is now 3. The call came last night. Somehow, whether she mis-read the directions, or just had a counter-reaction to the meds the doctor gave her last week, Breanna died last night. They caused her to have a heart attack. I am not sure how I am feeling right now. I havent seen her for about 3 years. Her image is so very real in my mem
ive been thinking about a lot of things lately. some concern me physically, some emotionally, and some mentally. i would have to say that ive never been as depressed as i am at this point in my life. it has taken a year to hit me completely, but my life as i knew it, ended on december 27th, 2006. im not going to go into detail, but everything up to that point didnt seem to have very much impact on me. then one phone call sealed my fate. ive thot about it daily. i find myself thinking about it out of nowhere, but its too late to change anything. i guess in the end i got what i deserved, or at least earned. my biggest fear was that i would die alone. for awhile i defied the odds. i read everything i could on the subject and i thot maybe i would avoid the mental and emotional devastation that so many before me have suffered. i was wrong. i know im deeply depressed now. ive lost interest in everything that i used to care about. ive closed myself off and ive lost all hope. the worst part is
The Name
How does DJ Devine sound???? lol.... I am exploring a new realm of things in getting set up as a DJ on Blue Orion... (See below more about the lounge......) I haven't ever DJ'd before, but I love tackling new adventures, as well as having more opportunities to meet folks and spread the joy of devine happiness throughout FUland. :) This weekend I am working to get my computer geared up for the debut -- which, hopefully, will be next week all things following through as anticipated. If you can think of a better DJ name for me, please let me know.... If you are interested in DJing too, please let the staff know. There are more DJ slots yet to be filled!! BLUE ORION LOUNGE INFORMATION ******************** New Lounge on Fubar Offically open~ Come Check Us Out~ Member's Have Customer Rewards At this Lounge~~ So Join Become Part Of Are Family And Come Gits Some!! Owner Gave 7 Blast Away Just Last Weekend?? Get in on Giveaways ~ Need to Be a Member To Win ~ You Neve
Thank You!
This was sent to me by a friend who wished to remain nameless, So "Tom G" I promise not to tell them it was you Nothing ever needs to be said, to show your heartfelt appreciation Please Pass this On! (repost of original by ' DAWN ' on '2008-01-23 01:52:32')
The Bathtub Test
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?
The Single Life
OK, so I guess this will be controversial but guess what????? I don't care. I just need to get this out. I am divorced. Seperated for a year and divorced for a year. I was married for 13 years so it's been a while since I've been out into the dating scene. I've dated several guys over the past year and the only description that comes to mind is "LOSERS". It seems as if there are NO men who know how to treat a lady anymore and most just want a one night stand which I'm definitely not into. Do I have stupid written all over my head??? I don't think so. I have met numerous men on Fubar who have said that they had fallen in love with me.....yeah right.....that is the joke of the century. I really find myself changing because of all of the games and lies. I used to be the most trusting and loving person on earth....but I'm turning into a cold hearted winch. At this point, I say play them before they play me. WOW, that is so not me....but anyway.....just had to vent.
New Job
Roadmap To A Christian Nation?
110th CONGRESS House Resolution 888 - "American Religious History Week". Another Religious Right attempt at putting words in the Founding Fathers' mouths and rewriting the U.S. Constitution. Affirming the rich spiritual and religious history of our Nation's founding and subsequent history and expressing support for designation of the first week in May as `American Religious History Week' for the appreciation of and education on America's history of religious faith. Whereas religious faith was not only important in official American life during the periods of discovery, exploration, colonization, and growth but has also been acknowledged and incorporated into all 3 branches of American Federal government from their very beginning; Whereas the Supreme Court of the United States affirmed this self-evident fact in a unanimous ruling declaring `This is a religious people ... From the discovery of this continent to the present hour, there is a single voice making this affirmatio
Putting Ones Self Out There. . . .
PEOPLE MY BLOG ENTRIES, ARE JUST MY THOUGHTS ON TOPICS, THEY ARE NOT MEANT TO OFFEND OR HURT ANYONE! SO I APOLOGIZE NOW IF THEY DO! Remember Opinions are like --------, everyone has one! Heres mine! Putting ones self out there. . . . I dont know maybe its just me or something, and my personal values, and up bring. Or, I suppose it could be just a sign or Global Moral Decay. But I notice a lot of people post pics where they are kind just putting it all out there. You know the kind, the ones that leave nothing to the imagination, I am not referring about the ones that suggest a little cleavage, but one that basically show the cleavage and what makes it, IE: Pics of bra poses, or using hands to cup their breasts, Etc., Etc. Now dont take me wrong, I admit I am a male, and I do look at them sometimes (More often then I will often admit -lol-) Well anyways , getting back on track, a lot of woman are very beautiful, and stunning, and even more so when they are putting their
Sappy Things For The Ladies...
A touch, A look, your smile, I would stand for an eternity just to have one...
Blanket 1 Me 0
So i was getting out of bed caught up in my blanket and went down like a tree!! Only thing that saved my nose was how i had my arms when i went down (was on phone with mom so had arms up) (oh and didn't drop the cell LOL) so anyways the toe was not so lucky!! I broke it!!! oh and this is my VERY FIRST BROKEN BONE!!! So This is a picture BEFORE i went to work!! Here it is after work!!
7,000,000 Fubucks
I recently posted a Mumm, asking for 7,000,000 fubucks. I know, it seems like an outrageous demand, but by asking, I am hoping to alleviate a few things. I could have bored you all with endless mumms, about coke or pepsi, threesomes, do you swallow, nsfw pictures, whats for dinner...sadly im reading off the list of what I see now. I could beg in the bulletins...but to be honest...who reads that ball of monkey crap? I could have auctioned myself off, but I just don't see myself doing that..yet. No, I was honest, and just said I wanted them. I have a goal of being the Fu Dude of the day. So I asked what is my best way of going about it. I have no hobbies but this, so spending a few real dollars isnt that bad a thing. But I thought I'd throw out there that I needed some bucks, and if anyone had any good ideas. I have been rating all day, I plan on hitting the stash's, and pics, which I do already. I'm on wireless, thats slow going. I did find all the people calli
You Have Captured Me ....
Our eyes met as soon as you walked into the club. Staring straight at me as you closed the distance between us. You leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on my was then I realized the night was going to be different. An underlying sexual tension seemed to be racing between us. That first your lips grazed my cheek sent electricity running through my veins. Stirring a craving I didn't even know existed. My pulse quickened at the naughty thoughts of you....running naked through my mind. My hands, with a mind of their own couldn't stop themselves from reaching out and grasping your hand. Tracing your fingers with mine....kissing your palm....bringing your fingers up to my mouth before gently sucking your finger into it. You have captured my attention....I want so much to make you feel what I have envisioned for a long time...... My lips as they encircle the head of your dick....teasing it while swirling my tongue around it. Lifting each ball gingerly, f
To Much Free Time For Me To Think Of Weird Shit
Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girls mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Arabian Goggles A "seldom-seen" maneuver when you put your testicles over her eye sockets while getting head. (Picture it: ass on forehead) It may be anatomically impossible, but what the fuck else is new. The Bait N' Tackle This one was used by the sailors from the old Navy days. Before you go off for a long, lonely voyage, get yourself a tall jar and fill it completely with earthworms. When you get lonely, open the jar and fuck away. The earthworms will provide some slithery stimulation, and your protein load will keep them nicely nourished. Gone fishin'! Ballsacking Takes some luck of the gene pool, but if you're able to do it, always great fun. While you are straddling her, take your nutsack and spread it out over her face like pizza dough. Bear Claw A synonym for extremely large pussy lips.
I Want A Fu Wife
if ur interested let me no and tell m why u want to be
Love And Happiness.
You held my hand,you held it tight You squeezed me hard to make it right. But then you left and broke me down A love is gone never to be found. I walked around for days and night Holding on to your love so tight I cried for hours i cried for days wishing i could of loved you right. You took my heart and broke it in two, Half for me,and half for you. But now i've found a love thats good. My heart is whole and feeling new It's beats with yours as a souls collide A happiness within,A happiness alive We bind together to become one We kiss the lips we love upon We touch the skin of the one we love We unite together,and together we stand Forever together in each other's hands To be here for love happiness and such times To share the moments of our loveful lives. To be as one and together be true Half a heart for me,Half a heart for you To join them together and see what we have A love and happiness which will always last.
What Is D/s All About.
i have talked to many Women here on Fubar and more often than not i am asked why i am into being submissive to a Woman. Truthfully, i don't know the reasons behind my preferences. Many of the things i enjoy are an acquired taste that came with time. Many people think it's all about Whips and Chains when in its purest form has nothing to do with that. In it's purest sense it's a lifestyle role play with a TPE or total power exhange exists between the man an the Woman. It's not a role reversal in the sense that the man now becomes Betty Crocker and is feminized(although that can be part of it). Rather, it's a twisted version of male chivalry where the man waits on the Woman hand and foot 24/7. He has o put her first in everything in his life. For example, if he wants to go out for a beer with his friends it may be required of him to ask for permission before doing so. Best Graphics - Top Comments It's about thinking about the Woman's needs first and making sure that they
Not Giving Up
Every time I see your face I see the pain in your eyes Somehow it just pulls me right in I feel you in me I wanna be a part of you The question is just how do I begin? Seems we're so misguided conflicted, undecided I know these days seem black, but I can't do all the work for you Just hold your head up high and be a man I'm not turning back, but I'm not giving up on you I'll wait for you till you come take my hand I wanna take all your tears and cry them for you to maybe see you smile once again Fill me with your fears Replace this emptiness inside and let me be the one that you call 'friend' Don't wanna give up tryin' You broke it, are you buyin'? Maybe if I feel your pain for you I can just deny my own Is that what you want me to do? Am I not allowed to heal? To express just what I feel? Or do I have to be just like you? I know something's hurting you But I am not deserting you I know these days seem black, but I can't do all the work f
Take A Walk In My Mind
NEVER SHINE Surrounded by solitude, wasting self doubt Sorrow is shadowed by whispers that shout Scream I'm dying and saying I'm done Through with the pain but never can run Constant reminders that never leave sight Not heard over the cries that bellow at night World upside down with thoughts of the choice You know it is there you just have no voice Admit your disguised and hidden beneath All of the things that make you seem sweet Pretend your content and satisfied at heart Dont ask me why its all falling apart Shredded and scorched by the flames of the past I'll never break through the wall you have cast The mountain the separates your heart from my hand The ocean that tells me the future is damned Soft brush on my cheek or breath on my neck My faith on the line is what this will wreck Has fate been destroyed,defeated, left bleeding Is it covered,or hiding, maybe just sleeping Tired of witnessing our sheer lack of hope The thrown away deepness our abilities to
Something More
I got some news today that got me thinking. Is there more to this life? I bust my ass 5 to 6 days a week for over 12 hours a day for what? I come home to the unconditional love of my dogs and cats, have some conversations with some wonderful people and call it a day. A friend told me that I should be proud of what i do. And I am very proud of being a recruiter for the U.S. Army. But is that the only reson i do what i do? My own pride? In the end are we just a decomposing body in a Silk lined box? Is there more to it? am i missing something? is there something more or is this it? Im not sure that there is any more to this i just know that, for some reason i am feeling like something is missing (notice i said something and not someone). I dont know maybe its just me.
Excuse Me, Are You As Dumb As I Look?
I have a gun. It is kept in a case with a trigger lock in my dresser drawer. I keep it there because I do not want to carry it with me. Not because I am not trained to do so (I am, ridiculously so). Not because I am afraid that it will be taken from me (it wont). No, I do not want to carry it on me because I am afraid I will use it not in defense, not in aggression. But I am afraid that I will act as the right hand of God. And smite the stupid people. There is no shortage of them lemmings, rushing to conclusions, suicidal almost in their absolute disregard for common sense. And logic. And common courtesy. In my opinion, God must have sprinkled the world with these morons for a little flavoring, to spice things up. But Im not one for the taste. Some instances that drive me nuts 1. One day, at the bank in the drive-thru teller, funniness happens. Its probably only funny to me, because Im a sick and twisted motherfucker and m
Well finally my wife has filed for divorce she is finally going to give me 1 no more hassles or headaches I applaud my ex she is finally coming to her senses in our marriage knowing it is over for us and not pushing for something that is not there
Two Old Men
First Contest!!!!
We are having our first contest for the Fubar Love Cruise!!!! The Cruise is up and running but we need more passengers!!!! The Cruise member to get the most passengers on board will win 20,000 fu-bucks, second place is 10,000 and third place is 5,000 fu-bucks...This contest starts 9PM Friday Fubar Time and ends 3PM Monday Fubar Time!!!! RULES OF THE CONTEST!!! Make sure that you ask the new passenger to mention your name in the fumail to the Captain after they finish fanning, rating, and adding all members of the cruise. This contest is for the original 48 members of the cruise....all new passengers will not be able to paricipate in this contest...We will definitely have more contests soon, but this one is for the first on deck!!! I will also have a blog about this contest so that if you miss the bulletin, its in my blog!!! Have fun, and its Smooth Sailing from here!!!! MUAHHHHHHHHHZZZZZZZZ!!!!! Your Captain!!!!
The Dr. Is In :>*
Dr. Drew Pinksy He is one of the sexiest men I have ever come across. Not just because of his looks but because of his mind. As clich as that sounds. "Millions know him as the host of the nationally syndicated radio call-in program LOVELINE. What you might not know is that Dr. Drew Pinsky is a practicing medical doctor and is board certified in addiction medicine. He is currently the Medical Director for the Department of Chemical Dependency Services at Las Encinas Hospital in Pasadena, a staff member of Huntington Memorial Hospital, continues to run a private practice and is Assistant Clinical Professor of Psychiatry at the Keck USC School of Medicine. In 1982 Dr. Drew began his radio career when KROQ Los Angeles asked him to answer medical questions to listeners. "Loveline," Syndicated by Westwood One, is now heard on over 100 radio station across the country five nights a week. Intelligent, Compassionate, and never judgmental, millions of young people have turned to Dr. Drew
Might Be Broke, But I Have Great Taste
Montblanc I need to raise money for these; what do I have to do earn some quick cash? :p
We're A Dying Breed
.> ..> To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wan
Girlfriend Application
1.Name 2.Age 3.Eye Color 4.Hair Color 5.Where would we go on a date? 6.Would you kiss me? 7.Would you call me alot? 8.Would you come over just to watch a movie with me? 9.Would you kiss me out in the rain? 10.Do you know me? 11.Would you want to hang out with me? 12.Do you have a good personaltiy? 13.Are you a funny person? 14.What kind of music do you like? 15.What is your favorite colors? 16.What do you like to do for fun? 17.Can you draw well? 18.Do you play any instrument? 19.What do you think is more important looks or personality? 20.Would you date me? 21.What would you do if i was sick? 22.If I was crying? 23.Would you buy me a gift for my birthday? 24.Do you think im attractive 25. Tattoos 26. Piercings 27. Do you love to cuddle 28. Night In or Night Out 29. Do you like to walk under the stars
My Castle
I have a castle I have a castle on a mountain the walls are thick and strong skillfully carved from themountain itself no army has broken through no storm has blown it down there is only one gate in the wall strong and made of steel A king and queen once lived there a scorceress she was she sent many storms at the castle to try and break it down but now the castle appears dark and empty some say the King is still there they say he lives alone she is gone now and the storms to have faded in my castle is a room just a small room really lined with shelves this room once was bright and warm but now it lies dark and cold like the castle that it is in the shelves are not full of books but of bottles dusty and dark sealed up tight the bottles were once full filled with dreams and hopes but now they contain nothing except emptiness and pain dust from many years covers the floors a little trail of footprints are on the floor small footprints really
Do You Hate Them Cuz They're Pieces Of You???
Of All The Men !!
Fkd Up Friday...
As a few of anyone knows that I was notified yesterday my job position had been terminated. I had moved to where I am at now to start over. I left miami, I left a good job (more to that part. lol I was gonna be homless in miami if I stayed and now if I stay here I will be homless.). There are a few people (friends that have expressed concerns and help) that have talked to me and know what my plans are and how thin those plans are exactly. I will be heading down to miami today and possably staying overnight to try to get my old job back. any way enouth of the boring shit.... I apprecialte all that has been said to me ... I will keep communication open .... I love all that love me back...
What Do You Think
My sex appeal is 8 out of 10.Ladies beware!!! Lets101 - free online dating
New Date Rape Drug
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called 'Beer.' The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large 'kegs'. Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that 'something bad' occurred. At other times these unfortunate men are swindled o
Dreams Do Come True.....
His touch was what I craved,....not his wisdom,....not his words....his touch. Always warm and wonderful, I anticipated our next time. I waited patiently to hear from him as the weekend drew near. Then the phone rang.....I ran to answer knowing it was him. My excitement quickly dissipated when I heard we would have company when we went out that night. The evening was quiet....his attentiveness was deeply appreciated as his gaze lingered on my face. We existed only to each in our own world as his friend looked on. I was so caught up in him, I didn't see the looks passing between them. That warm feeling from the alcohol arrived amid his fingertips tracing soft circles on my skin. His hands freely exploring what he has come to know almost as well as his own body. I lean into him to hear his feel his warmth....I need his touch. He lowers his mouth to mine, as his hands are sliding over my shoulders....Mmmm. I sense something different tonight, his gaz
Blow Job Etiquette
Proper Blow Job Etiquettes: 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? I would especially like to highlight numbers; 8 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. I
Our Moment
We lay here together like logs on a fire The moment is rising,has the heat exspires. Your hands touch my face,you eyes deep in mine It's just us here to keep this moment alive. We lay here together revealing fresnhness of skin The heat beginning to rise from within. You move closer and lean into me, Your fingertips run over my soft fresh skin I close my eyes and feel your touch, My heart is pounding,and i want so much. Our bodies entwine as your touch becomes great, My pussy is aching,but yet it waits. Your lips touch my neck and the goosepimples arrive Your hands touch my breasts and i feel alive. I lay here feeling your breathe on my skin, My hearts pounding,there's a need within Yours fingers move lower as you caress my chest One hand circles my nipple,your tongue doing the rest. Your tongue moves down and i watch with ease Your eyes look at mine with a aim to please. Now your below as the moment unfolds. You open my legs,and the rush takes hold, A wett
A Billion
This is too true to be very funny The next time you hear a politician use the Word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about Whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, But one advertising agency did a good job of Putting that figure into some perspective in One of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were Living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division. . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans. Interesting number, what does it mean?
Life sucks sometimes.....this unfortunately is a universal truth I could do with out thank you very much karma gods....I have found that no matter how many good deeds you do, no matter how nice you are, you just can't buy good karma, hell I am pretty sure you can't rent it either. I have spent a good part of my life trying to help and or save people. Some wanted it, some didn't and I am here to tell you that all that matters in the end, is can you look at yourself in the mirror and like what you see. If so....then screw everybody else and their opinion, you have your answer....that will be $19.95 plus Shipping and Handling, in the continental US, all others must pay by credit card.
im tired of the invites to lounges. if i want to be in a damn lounge id find one! Damn!
Anyway I Can
lol i'm at my father's shop right now. so i popped on to say hello. here's hoping he doesn't catch me on here!
Ok Per My Mumm Fubucks
ok i am in a contest to win a happy hour, i cant do it alone, so here is the deal, my pic is on sherrylicious page u have to add her as a friend before you can comment, here is the pic to bomb ok for every 100 comments i will give 2500 fubucks, 200 comments 5000 fubucks. when u get the 100 comments send me a message in a private message, i will varify it and then send u ur fubucks. thanks pam
Should Of Done This Ages Ago
we all get those lame lines in the shout box ive decided to copy and paste the best and worst of my shout box experience.... Uneedatowel?: u gave me an erection and I didn't get anything for you! that was so sweet of you
C D Aka 'lilslave'
c d aka 'lilslave' fubar page Apparently an inactive page but the fact is that the age of this person CLEARLY states 17 yet NOONE from fu-support noticed it.
Who Wants To Fu Own Me :)
Just click on pic to bid :) JEN IS OFFERING HER HIGHEST BIDDER: Rate all stash during HH Rate all pics during HH Fu-Owned in name Fu-Owned by bidder's name in name Salute pictures: SFW Pimpouts: on page, in blog, in bulletins Add to family during "owned" time Top Friend during "owned" time Crush during "owned" time daily fu-gift keep you sh!tfaced Yahoo Messenger name tags of your name Pictures taken ONLY for them SFW 50 11s per day for 1 month THIS AUCTION WILL END NEXT SUNDAY FEB. 3RD NOON CENTRAL TIME ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ BIDDING BEGINS AT 20,000 FUBUCKS FOR THIS VIP FU-KING Just leave a comment on the pic, if u wanna own me ;) Also if u cant get to the pic on "Hellcats" page let me know thanks...Happy Bidding ;) xoxox
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True Cowboy
There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' Goin' on beneath this hat. The cold flame burns within him 'Til his skin's as cold as ice And the dues he paid to get here Are worth every sacrifice. All the miles spend sleepy drivin' All the money down the drain, All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,' All the bandages and pain, All the female tears left dryin', All the fever and the fight Are just a small down payment On the ride he makes tonight. It's guts and love and glory, One mortal's chance at fame. His legacy is rodeo And cowboy is his name. Baxter Black
Lil Bit Of..
these were on my myspace and i figured i might as well post them here...i dont care if you care or not :-P but you should!!!
ღ-ѱHL-ღ fubar page BUSTED a FAKE until a legitimate salute is accepted by fubar. Due to the few pictures visible to us and us knowing for a FACT one of the pictures is of someone CONSTANTLY having their pictures used by people other then herself this person is tagged a FAKE.
The Airport Part I...
The Airport Part I... As he steps off the plane there is only one thought racing through his already overheated imagination... "are her lips as soft and moist as they look in the photo and on camera"? Those lips, those lips that he could only imagine kissing until now. The walk up the ramp to the terminal seems like an endless tunnel, one final obstacle to overcome before the object of his lust is finally visible to him without the aid of camera and computer. She would be within his grasp. He would be able to reach out and touch her flesh in just a few moments. The thought of her, the warmth of her touch, the heat... the heat. Suddenly, his mind still lost in the daydream, he realizes that his cock has begun straining against the inside of his jeans and that people are beginning to stare. He notices a couple to his left, the man looking in disgust and turning the woman's head in the other direction, but not before she gets a good long look and flashes an excite
No Hard Feelings
I hope your life is doing well, me,I am in my own hell. So many secrets I am unable to tell, and oh what an awful smell. Still here trying to find myself, reading every book I have on my shelf. What I need is just a little help, but you are always busy with yourself. Why cant I just find a friend, with a good ear to lend. Maybe help me and my heart mend, but good things always must come to an end. To many come and they go, but they teach me what they all know. I wish I could just show, them we all have room to grow. There is one, that isn`t around anymore... probably because I always called her a whore. That`s okay she did even the score, that is why my arm and hip are tore. Then there is another , I know I want ever see; at one time they both meant so much to me. Now all I want to do is hang from a tree, not really just want to be set free. So I say to both of you, because this is all there is to do. Hope life is good for you two. and yes I really did love you!!!
Help Me If You Will
This is a link to the contest. [ photo: 2079869246 ] or copy link into your browser: These are the only rules: sweet and sassy Needs at least 2500 comments to win any fubucks at all every rate counts as 10 fu bucks(example 100 rates 1000 fubucks) good luck to all It is listed under my pic on his page. I have been sick this week and haven't been on as much. I would appreciate any and all help. Thanks so much! More Sexy Comments & Graphics
This Is Absolutely Criminal. Someone Should File Suit.
This Is Absolutely Criminal. Someone Should File Suit. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: TATONKA (Voter For Ron Paul) Date: Jan 25, 2008 8:30 PM You can contact USA Today here: Customer Service Phone Number: 1-800-USA-0001 Letters to the Editor Contact the FCC and file a complaint here: or call 1-888-CALL-FCC. Thanks to the following revolutionaries: 9/11 Dude (Ron Paul 2008) Spook of the Resistance Rusty Tnya kywildcat ~ RON PAUL '08 Joseph Beeson frustrating, is this msm behavior criminal when they do shit like this? i bet we could come up with something. Pamela's Protest Jerry (Help us Obi - Ron Paul!) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: TATONKA (Voter For Ron Paul) Date: Jan 25, 2008 8:30 PM You can contact USA Today here: Customer Service Phone Number: 1-800-USA-0001 Letters to the Editor Contact the FCC and file a complaint here:
Help Her For Me Please!!
Ok folks her birthday is tomorrow and she is in a giveaway...she needs 15000 comments...can u all go leave her a few for her birthday for me please???? And BTW LilBamaGirl....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
ok yall this is my first blog so heer goes wtf is up with this i am beganing to see more and more of the fu hos who are trying to sell thre nsfw pictures for blast vips and other fu stuf is this wrong or is it just me
My Internet Friends...are They Real?
Internet Friends..are they real? Have you ever wondered what we're doing on here? Is this a place to just unwind throw an occasional comment confabulate the minor details of our lives and move on to the next friend on the list? I think it's much more. Alhtough many of the young internet users were born into this technological way of life when I was a kid the very thought of instant messngers or websites like this one (fubar) and myspace would have been absolutely un thinkable . In the 70's 80's and even 90's, friendships were only developed with the kids you met in school down the street. at the park. You could see them, feel them..smell them and lol with them face to face. If we told a lie the other would soon find out if we jazzed up our character..our living situation our possessions. our accomplishments it would quickly be exposed as embellishmentand we'd move on. By the process of elimination, we would gather only a small number of true friends.
Tips For The Ladies In 2008
Ha ha, I saw this and thought everyone would enjoy! Tips for ladies in year 2008 1. Aspire to be Barbie - the bitch has everything. 2. If the shoe fits - buy one in every color. 3. Take life with a pinch of salt... a wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila 4. In need of a support group? - Cocktail hour with the girls! 5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days). 6. When life gets you down - just put on your big girl panties and deal with it. 7. Let your greatest fear be that there is no PMS and this is just my personality . 8. I know I'm in my own little world, but it's ok. They know me here. 9. Lead me not into temptation, I can find it myself. 10. Don't get your knickers in a knot, it solves nothing; and makes you walk funny. 11. When life gives you lemons in 2008 - turn it into lemonade then mix it with vodka. 12. Remember every good looking , sweet, single male is someone else's ex boyfriend!
Just Something I'm Gonna Post From Time To Time And Yes There Will Be Additives If U Hit Up The Other Angels First!!!!
"Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOURE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay
Lost Cherry Scroll
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your ratin
Family Member Needs Help
LDawg is close to leveling so let get in there and help him out LDawg - Member of Leveling Others@ fubar
I'm Back & Missed You All!
Hey friends/fans, I'm sure most have seen that I'm single again. After moving in with Gary our relationship became a roller coaster!!! His ex was constantly calling about situations that were disrupting the relationship. Gary seemed to run every time she called to her rescue!!! However, before I moved in she was making up stories like someone had been breaking into the house and someone put sugar in the Harley's gas tanks however nothing came up missing out of the home except some papers of hers...(laughing) & there was sugar in Gary's tank but not hers ( just on the outside of the tank) Anyways to make a long story short a week after Christmas Gary decided to tell me after me asking him "why he was so distant" that he wanted to end it with me. It was a few days later after basically drilling him that he finally confessed he was going back to his ex. I just moved into my own place last weekend. I'm not thrilled of the trailor I live in but it's all I could find in a short time th
As I sit and wonder where you are I see a glimmer from a star. I make a wish to see your face And wonder why you left this place I remember your smile I remember your laugh But all of that is in the past I look at you picture and start too cry And no one ever wonders why I saw you less than an hour ago But the time since then has past so slow I know today that you left for good And all the reasons are understood But I see your car from far away And I sit and wonder if you will come back to stay And then you pass and do not stop As I feel my heart start to drop But you come back and see me there And approach me sitting with a blank stare You ask me why and I tell you this All I miss is your sweet kiss I miss your eyes your voice your touch And all I along I have loved you this much To have but one day to change your mind And all the past would be left behind And you take my hand in your and say I have loved you this much from the first day
Random Thoughts
This is every though and emotion that ran through my brain in less than a minute. it occured not 5 minutes ago Kill Maim Love Destroy Cuddle Break Smash Care Want Need Anger Sadness Fear Walls Hide Spill Slash Rip Hurt Mend Help Me Broken Down Lonely Empty Lost Alone No one Nowhere Nothing Numb Drink Kill Crumble Fall apart Tingles Burns Hurts
The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati
In A 7 Day Blast Give Away
The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati
Curse The Damned Ones!!
I don't even know why I'm crying right now. I don't want to deal with the sh*t I have to face. The stupid shit I deal with on a daily basis. I put myself in such deep denial so long ago about so many things that I think it actually f*cked my head up. Wow, maybe I am crazy. Everyone gets divorced these days. No biggie. Everyone's husbands are complete horrifying shitheads to them. Nothing new. Everyone's, every last relationship, hookup and even friendships never work out. What's new? Everyone, sooner or later, eventually leaves. I guess that is why they started saying "suck it up and drive on." I don't try hard to find the perfect man or the ever lasting love. IT's not even about that sh*t. Ha, yea ok. But hell, companionship with someone who does not drive me up the wall, is always a nice thing. Everyone has bullshit they have to face in life. I never try to make myself anyone's pity story or anything like that. I too, like everyone else, has some issues and bullsh*t to deal wi
A Interesting Conversation.....
So yesterday I get a rate of 10 from some woman. Ok, whatever. She then asks for a friend request.... Anyways, this person says\'s my Yahoo sn...let\'s talk. I\'m always down for some good conversation so I add the person. Today when logged into Yahoo I get a IM from this person. Here\'s the transcript : --------------------- steve b: Hello Sandra Wale: how are you doing steve b: I\'m ok and yourself? Sandra Wale: asl? steve b: old/rarely but I\'m male / and in New Jersey Sandra Wale: Ok steve b: steve b: this is me....for what it\'s worth. Sandra Wale: Ok steve b: scary huh? Sandra Wale: wow you looking great steve b: danke. Sandra Wale: so baby steve b: yes? Sandra Wale: i will like to know more of you] steve b: there isn\'t really much to know. Sandra Wale: ok Sandra Wale: so can you tell me steve b: I like synthesizers, kitty cats, watching movies, rainy days and sleeping in. Sandra Wale: Ok Sandra Wale: so
First Kiss!!
I had a seriously weird dream last night when I slept a few hours... it was about a first kiss. I don't mean it in the way of a persons first kiss ever, but the first kiss that you have with your partner or potential partner. This dream, was of a man that I couldn't see, he was one of those "man in my dreams" kind... where you know he is real, but you can't see the face or you don't know the name. Well, he was in mine last night and it felt as if I knew him, for some time, that really comfortable feeling you have being around those that you have surrounded yourself with for months and months or years... Well, the dream went a little like this... I was stanging there in the cold night, staring at the stars in the sky when he steps up in front of me, whispers to me... "Can I help keep you warm?"... and before I could answer, he slid his hands around my waist and pulled me close. He leaned down and gently kissed my neck. Between his lips on my skin and his breath caressing my nec
What It Means To Me
Title: What It Means To Me Poems are like medicine for my mind, You'll understand if you're my kind. Poems are like a sedative deep into the night, When I am sleep and my mind takes flight. Poems are my salvation when I hang on the cross, Thoughts bring me to a road to which I'm lost. Poems are rosary beads touched with pen, For all the times I want to give in. Poems are my enemies of all ghosts past, Haunting and taunting me they even laugh. Poems are suicide letters written in despair, When I can't feel or see an nobody out there. Poems touch me and I touch them back, They reflect my love even when I lack. Poems are nothing, yes everything, All. Something like my final call covering in covenant As an ole woman's shawl. Poems are intricate small and deep, An intimate introspection into me. Poems are solitude for the multitude in a tube of tunnel vision, Sharp incision definition of division Between streets and prisons. Poems are reminders of past inflic
♥ Lil Sammie ♥..~*~stiletto Girl~*~
♥ Lil Sammie ♥..~*~Stiletto Girl~*~ fubar page BUSTED a FAKE until a legitimate salute is accepted by fubar. We have no verifiable link to where the pictures came from but a couple of sources recall seeing them elsewhere. We will update with the links as soon as we relocate them
Words Of Wisdom
Words of Wisdom Stress A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 8oz. to 20oz. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance." "In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on." "As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden." "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work/li
What I Have Learned!
I have learned a few things of late, and I wish to share them with you. I know that some of you, have read my blogs and maybe have gotten to know me, or at the very least had a good laugh. A lot has changed for me, I use to feel sorry for myself and think that I am not good enough for someone, and that no one wants me, well I found a new way of thinking. If someone thinks that I am not good enough for them, thats there problem cause maybe there not good enough for me, unlike them I and not judgmental of others. If people dont want me or want to take the time to get to know me, that is there lost, cause I am for the most part a very sweet and loving person, who will speak his mind and not sugar coat things for them, guess that is why I get called an asshole all the time. If that is the reason, then yep, Im an asshole, and proud of it. Also I am a friend to the end, I wont give up on you, I wont walk away from you, I will even help you hide the bodies. But piss me off, or b
Doing A Test
Have I Ever
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s
I was thinking of us last night And the times we shared How good we were But now we are apart Yet we still have our Dreams For in our Dreams we are together Holding hands on the beach Talking all night under the silver moon Kissing and holding each other tight Dreams For no matter the distance Or the obstacle I will always belong to you For we are meant for each other not only in reality, but also in our Dreams
When Fubar Was Lost Cherry..
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati
Words Calm though the wind Like words is not Expressed solely by creation But through realization Statements expressed Of love rekindled Are as meaningless As the kite on a windless day The soar of the eagle Is much less taxing Upon the robustness Of a stiff wind blowing Words lie dormant As the leaf on the ground When the wind absent of emotion Takes no action upon the heart Prose is ink on the paper And stirs not the heart If not accompanied By the purposefulness of action Like the wind Action begets movement Whether it is the leaf Or the heart Poet
Good Friends are like stars.... you dont always see them but you always know they are there
Bus Ride
My morning mumm, it reminded me of when I was 15 and taking the RTD (bus in La) to see my boyfriend. I always sat in the rear, and listened to my Walkman (lol). Well this day, the bus was a bit crowded, however the rear was empty, except for one woman. I decided to sit a few seats away from her, she was arguing with herself, and started hitting herself. I started to get up to move and she grabbed the back of my hair and pulled me back, i instinctually just hauled off and cracked her in her head and face a few times. And she was screaming at me, calling me every name in the F'n book. A couple of men came and restrained her until the driver could stop, and then they removed her from the bus.. Just thought I would share..
Time To Myself
Just in case you didnt see the bulletin i posted here or on myspace i will post it again here Well as alot of you know things here in PA are not the greatest for me right now and I think I just want some time to myself so i may or may not respond to phone calls or messages via fubar, myspace, yahoo, or msn im sorry but i just need time to myself to think things through I dont want anyone to worry about me I just need this time to sitback and figure my life out and when i am ready to talk i will contact you ok thank you very much for being so understanding. I will offer an explanation into everything later I just need this.......................... I love you Chandra that will never change baby girl. Thank you Brad AKA ShadowSoul
Alone Tonight
~ Alone Tonight ~ Lying on my bed, I look into the skies, Reaching my hand up to your hand, And stare into your eyes. Your sweet face fades away, My arms are still left empty Alone on my bed I lay, Only memories with me I lie alone again tonight In no one I confide, Because of things my hands are tied. I sleep alone again tonight, Thoughts of you fill my mind. Who knew love was dreary? I thought love was lovely. I guess when youre not near me, Love handles me roughly. At 2 oclock I wake up from dreaming, Alone still on my bed I get up and start thinking, I dont want you out of my head, Images of you and I Just sitting together Dance in my head like the night sky I want you for mine forever I lie alone again tonight, Without your body by my side I think alone again tonight In no one I confide.
What Is Life..
what is life if tears always run down her face ? and hurt feel her soul with hate . the darkness of her life is all thats left of her now . the shadows of pain,and hate, and hurt , destroy her,cosumes her till their no more to take , her heart is numb .so she cant feel the pain ,of the hurt full words he says, to her , to numb to feel the rage of his hate,to numb to feel him destroy her to break her down so bad till she no longer knows who she is ,she a shadow of a person that her loved ones once new. but they know her no more ,she hide behind a pretty smile so no one can see .the shame she hides deep inside her from the lie she has to tell them.she's ok when she knows deep down inside she's not... by robin
Why Not
I enjoy stating my opinons, and listening to others. I also believe that you can disagree with someone with out being disagreeable. With that said, I would like to say this. Yesterday I tried to write something, because it gives me an outlet to be creavtive and opionated and basically a chance to rant. I find that writing this blog as simple as it maybe, is very comforting and empowering. My vanity desperately wishes that my thoughts and words were heard by more. Why, because Im vain, and proud. Oh people who know me might disagree. Self honesty though is quite freeing and humbling. It allows me a chance for growth and forgiveness of myself. Today I was reading a fellow blogger I met on here. I had recently spoke briefly to this person and was intrigued by our short conversation. So I popped over to thier page to inquire. During our conversation I found out they blogged too. My initial feeling was that I would find this person to be straight forward and honest in thier beliefs.
100 Questions...
100. Are you in a relationship? yes 99. Whats your profile song and why? I have many songs on my profile and i like them all 98. Do you have a job? yes i do 97. Do you have a crush on someone? yeah maybe :) 96. Lied in the last 24 hours? no 95. What is your current ringtone? black betty 94. Where was the last place you took a plane to? san fran , ca 93. What is the last movie you watched? chuck and larry 92. What makes you mad? Lazy people , rude people, fake friends 91. Name? April 90. How do you like your coffee? Yuck 89. Future daughter's name? Taylor, its the only daughter i have and will have 87. Do you have any siblings? nope 86. What are you doing? Filling out this survey duh 84. What does the 7th message in ur inbox say on your phone? noting.... 83. Are you happy? not really 82. What is sitting to your left right now? my class syllabus 81. Where is your dad right now? home 80. Do you
how many you all wanted to or want to be a stripper but never had the balls to do it or addmint to it?
I added a new picture folder, "My Library". Some of these books I will have read, some not. If you would like to know about any of them, please, let me know and I will write up a review for you :-) If I haven't read it yet, then I will ASAP and then write a review :-) Thanks again for showing this great interest and hope to get some recommendations soon :-):-) I might start bugging some of you in friend mumms when I am being indecisive :-)
Hello? Is Anybody Out There?
Okay, I have absolutely no idea how to make those fancy bulletins everyone sees but I do know that if you are bored you could always come help me win a 3-day blast. LOL. It's quite simple really. First you must make sure that you are friends with the host... Stephanie Lynn. A fan and rate would be sweet of you too. She is a great, stand-up woman and you should go check her out regardless of whether you chose to help me out or not. She rocks. Here is a link to her profile... Alright... once you have shown Stephanie some love drop by the following link and leave me a few comments... I only need 3,000 comments by next Saturday and I already have close to 1,000 complete. So if you have nothing better to do stop by and help a girl out. You can count on the love being returned and I am always more than happy to help others in need. For complete details of this blast sale g
Something To Ponder About....
Something really crazy here. O.o ------------------------------------------------- Seeing past everything, Invisioning exponential amounts of scenarios, Mind racing at warp speeds. Waiting anxiously, Impatiently. What for? Who knows. Even not to himself. Constantly Waiting. Watching. Learning. Invisioning millions of scenarios yet to come. Constantly worried, Constantly Anxious. Waiting for something That has yet to come. Laughing at the millions of ignorant. They can't see it. They don't connect with the world around them. The spirits are angered. They can't see it. Ignorant human beings. Mindlessly consuming, Taking, Wasting, Destroying, Self destructive. Driven by nothing but the atavism embedded into their genetic map. Fighting, Hating, Mating, Feeding, Discriminant. Self-righteous. Ignorant human beings. They fail to see what our world has become. What imminent dangers lie ahead. Yet he sees it. Yet just like the ancient times, He is criticized, laughed a
The Clock Is Running
"Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400. Every evening whatever part of the balance you fail to use during the day is deleted. What would you do? Draw out every cent and use it well, of course!!! Each of us has such a bank - Its name is TIME. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Invest the day's deposits well, or the loss is yours. How could you bring the most contentment, happiness and benefit to yourself and others? The clock is running.
Taking Risks
"Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go"
New Fu-angels And Counting!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOURS IS OPTIONAL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOURE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~
I am not going to be on Fubar anymore.... I am dealing with things in my personal life... If you have alternate ways of contacting me feel free... Email would be your best bet...
I Feel Bad
I hung up on Patrick last night because he made me cry... And hes deployed... And i feel horrible... Just needed to let someone know...
Now I Know Where I Fit On This Totem Pole
This is so freaking bs. So today as i was trying to get laundry out to the garage, I stepped on my son's shoe and slid down the step, twisting my ankle and landing flat on my ass. That's not the part that bothers me even though it hurts and all..I call my husband to ask him to come home and help me with our 5 kids(he's helping some friends scrap ceilings at their new house) and he asks if i want him to come home i told him it was whatever he wanted to do. So he said he was coming home. He calls back not even 5 mins later to tell me he was gonna stay cause they really needed him!! What about me? Am i just chopped liver. No i am just his wife no one important. I am tired of busting my ass for him, Then when i am hurt and need him i am left to chase my kids on all fours!! what a dork i must look like. Anyways i just needed to vent a little so now i am better!
Spiritual Awakening A Poem
A Poem Spiritual Awakening Tired but content he allows his body to relax; slowly he closes his eyes as a smile crosses his face. He is whole, his spirit and soul are as one, given to him as a gift. Quietly it fades to black. Blinding white light! Reds, oranges, yellows and pristine white flood his vision. Slowly into focus a single candle shines. Sweet fragrances fill his senses like those from a garden. He closes his eyes again but for a moment, deeply inhaling, taking in the mixture of smells that fill the room. Hers, his and others swim together in his mind. He opens his eyes again, this time he sees her. This perfect form of womanhood lies before him. Long tresses flowing down her shoulders onto her back. Her soft curves, warm and inviting, beckon him, drawing him in like the current of a gentle stream. Faintly he hears the music, the beats and notes there but not there. He slowly traces her shoulder feeling her skin rise to meet his touch, soft and supple,
Tragedy's End
Tears of pain and sorrow, Not wanting to wake up to see tomorrow, Waiting for death to come, To fill the happiness of some, Lost is the love and vigor for life, Pain cutting through me like a knife, Dreams lost once more, Wanting to leave this life forevermore, Happiness and bliss are just figments, Of a life never to be had, Tragedy and pain rule again, My heart lost and broken full of despair, Wishing I could disappear into thin air.
Lost Loves
Blackness is all I see, Death is all I dream, Once our love was true, But now you say we're through, My happiest times were with you, To you my heart belonged, I long to be in your arms again, To feel the warmth of your embrace, Cold inside is all I feel, Emptiness is all that I have, Hopes and dreams shattered, I have nothing left to give, Where did I ever go wrong, To lose your love forevermore.
January 27, 2008
Days like today remind me of why I tried to kill myself many times. Today was a nice slightly warm day. I was surrounded by my family and friends were texting me and calling on my cellphone. I should of been happy to have all of this going for me today. Yet, all I feel is sadness and doom. I wonder why I even bother to try to be happy when all I get is pain and misery. I have completely given myself over to someone when they themselves have stopped giving me any of their time. Why do I try? Why does the thought of him spending his time with others hurt me so? He makes me feel special when he does call but that is so rare now that I feel like if I call him I am only in his way.... Maybe this is what I am supposed to feel like for the rest of my life. I don't think I am allowed to be happy anymore if that is the case then I will be that forever. I am sorry most of you have to read this to see how much I pretend to be what everyone wants to see. I pretend to be happy and care-free whi
Two hearts rise and swoon, Like the tides controlled by the moon, Love and laughter rises, As the new day blooms, Hearts gathered around to meet, As if for the first time they truly beat, Soulmates for some and lovers for others, Love lost and found anew, Just like the springtime blooms, Relationships start a new begining.
Sub Drop
SubDrop. D/s is all encompassing in the sense that its not just about scenes, and highs, and fun, and pain, and control, and all the exciting things we do. Its about real people, and their needs, and wants. The intense activities that are part of a D/s or BDSM relationship do sometimes have their downsides as well. This article will deal with one of those downsides. Sub Drop. After all the emotional highs of the elevation of a submissive into subspace, the return to normality can have a profound effect on both Dominant and submissive. Each in their own way has reached a level rarely achieved in daily life, and which, very often, neither is prepared for. Sub drop; the coming down, the return to normality, can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a nice experience, or a bad one. And the effects, good or bad, can last almost no time at all, or they can go on for hours, even days. As a Dominant, the care of my submissive is paramount, and I am a great believer that I should never
3 Choices
A moral/ethical dilemma You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormy night, when you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the bus: 1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die. 2. An old friend who once saved your life. 3 The perfect partner you have been dreaming about. Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car? Think before you continue reading. This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. You could pick up the old lady because she is injured and will die, and thus you should save her first. Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again. The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He simply an
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Burn Satan Burn......
Ahahaha, there is nothing quite like pulling out your old 80's christian heavy metal tapes and rocking out while cleaning!!!! Sigh, tunes from my childhood ;)
To Inform The Men What I Want.......!
Have you ever experienced a mind fuck that has absolutely blown you away, then the body followed? Do you know what it feels like to be fucked into submission? Well let me tell you what I'm looking for... I'm looking for a brother that can hang. I'm tired of these sorry as men who don't have no follow through and follow up. I'm dangerous and I know it. I sometimes unyielding and unsympathetic to sorry ass men with excuses. The art of being with me is being able to handle me in every aspect. I need a man with strong oral skills. Suck my clit until I cry (well not really), fuck me until my body goes limp. See this isn't about your pleasure. It's all about mine. To hell with you. I'm only being honest. Please be in the Monroe, LA area. Black men ONLY. I'm strictly for the brothers. NO sorry men or anything between. Oh and if you trying to have a 3-some don't do it. Your girl/wife will call me daddy when it's all said and done. Peace~~
My View On Pot/420/marijuana...
This is my opinion... If you don't like it? I don't care! Some people who smoke pot are apparently so proud of that fact, that they announce it to the world. The only thing you are, in fact, announcing is the fact that you are proud to be a dumbass. Granted, there are some people who smoke pot on a regular basis that have decent jobs above the McDonalds level. But, look on the streets on any given day and you will find that most of the potheads that smoke every day are lazy son-of-a-bitches who refuse to take any responsibility for anything. I don't care who you are, or what scientific study you try to push in front of my face, the fact remains that I will always believe that marijuana ruins lives and families. And God forbid should you be driving while under the influence and kill some little child because you're reflexes were impaired. [Added 2/24/08] I also forgot to mention, that for all you dickheads who say it's safe because it's natural??? 1 joint is AS CANCE
Fubar And Myspace
Well, I'm new here, a friend told me I should check it out. They said it's different than myspace and it's for adults...Well, to be honest I am less than impressed, yeah some of the features are pretty fun or cool but for the most part it's just like myspace when it first started. Everyone was so damn obsessed with having the most friends and being the biggest myspace whore. I somewhat understand the theory behind the Fubucks thing but I still see alot of the same that was running rampant in the early myspace. I like to meet new people and "talk" with new people about things. Thats the point of a social networking site right? Then why is everyone here so damn focused on "please add/fan/comment me" lol, just like myspace. Like some sort of sick personal goal to be popular for once in their lives but little do they realize they are the biggest losers EVER. Guess my point here is, everyone needs to slow down, control their breathing and talk with some people. No I will not go comment on y
Ladies--beware Of This Guy
This guy it was told to me really "messed" up the mind of a friend of mine recently and I'm not sure if he is a PLAYER or not---but be careful. His name is badass ---blond hair guy 30 yrs old from Houma, LA badass I really do think alot of you ladies should POST blogs on these guys and call them out...warn each other. Alot of players on here that hurt good people. This goes for the guys too..alot of ladies on here that hurt guys. So be careful.
My Personal Code
Okay, this is important. This is as close to a "Mission Statement" as anyone is going to get from me. This was a post, in the forums, on another site, in answer to someone complaining about "dominants" that get offended, when they don't get replies to their e-mails. The thread took a few "left turns" and the poster right before me (Whose name I've edited out, here because this is NOT to ridicule or pass judgment) included this sentence as part of their agreement with the main topic: quote:ORIGINAL: XxxxxxxxXxxxx Dom is just a title that some people hang on themselves. This is something which I have talked/posted about extensively. This is, exactly what's at issue! "Dom" should NOT be " ... just a title that some people hang on themselves.". It should a person that holds themselves to a certain set of standards and behaviors. True enough, since everyone's idea of what makes a good dominant would be different, the standards would be different but, I like to think that ther
Love Life
i love life! at the begining of the month i walked away from a 5 yr relationship. the first couple of years were good but then my ex girlfriend started to control me. she would go thru my stuff lookin 4 reasons to yell at me & search thru my phone 4 numbers she didnt know. she would find numbers that i had dialed, call them back and find that they were numbers to wal-mart or pizza hut. she then would get mad saying that i was seeing someone from there. I was not allowed to talk with any friends that i had and my relationships with my family suffered i had to ask permission to even go see my mama. then it got to the point to where she would not let me go places by myself convinced that i was cheating on her. we worked together and i wasnt allowed to speek to anyone we worked with unless she said so, no eye contact with anyone or she would think i was flirting with them. she then (just about 2 months ago) starting hangin out with a girl that we worked with. she would blush when she say t
Whats The Point
If I die today what would the people who knew me remember me for? For the whore everyone treats me like or just a good fuck. Who would care if i die today or found out i was dying? No I'm not going to kill myself if that what you thinking while reading this. I look at these people in my life and how they treat me as if i was nothing. A piece of ass yet they dont even try and impress me at all. Its like they can see right through me knowing all i want is to have someone who cares yet they know my past or i slept with them before. so they know i wont just give that up for fear if i dont have the meaningless relationship with them i will have nothing at all. I want so much to be able to look into someone else and see something real and yet I must be blind or the world is really just that fuck up. Everyone tells me that you get what you deserve but i understand or remember being this hard on others so i question am i really alive or just a living dead girl.
Am I Really Done?
I have two weeks left before my off and on boyfriend ships out for boot camp. And ofcourse all hell has broken lose. He tells people that he doesnt want me and that he wants to be with them, he tells me that he is just goofing off with old friends or just being nice to them cause they owe him money, but honestly what do i believe. It has gotten so bad that we have fought over his gun, i have gotten bruised, and yet we have been almost acting like nothing had happened these last two days. Hell we are even having sex. But really what am I to do. He doesnt love me, doesnt even talk to me hardly, yet isnt telling me to leave or to stay for that matter. We either argue all the time or ignore whats really going on between us. I dont know if there is a way to fix whats been done or if i am really done/........
Don't Ask And Then Be A Jerk Off!
It is almost 9pm. I ended up working most of the day on boring Quickbooks. I opened up my package from work and saw that the disk was in there so I figured I needed to get things done. I ended up working 7 hours! Ugh. I was watching The L Word but Peter went to bring our spoiled daughter dinner so I am waiting to finish watching it when he returns (that is the fantastic thing about Tivo!). I am a little sick of drama on fubar lately. If it isn't solving the worlds problems, it is having a woman stalk me because she thinks I am in some kind of competition with her. I am not in competition with anyone. I also got a bit pissed off tonight too. Don't ask to see my fucking pictures anymore people. It isn't going to happen. I am about to take them all off of here. Why do I owe you anything? I don't. I really don't like to feel lie I am being made fun of. Not cool at all. I guess my tits must be small? Funny. The folder says "Martin's special folder" for a reaso
I Love Sean
Sean left this as a comment for me =D I know she'll never understand. I gave my word before we met, So I just can't go breaking it. She'll say she thinks I'm out of touch I've let my duty, honorbound, come between the love we've found. How can I live without her when she's all I'm livin' for? How can I live without her, live like I did before? Now I can see through her eyes how good love could be How can I live without her when she's gone? No matter what the future brings, I'll hold the memories in my heart No matter how long we're apart. She'll always be the only one, Her name forever on my lips She's slipping through my fingertips. How can I live without her when she's all I'm livin' for? How can I live without her, live like I did before? Now I can see through her eyes how good love could be How can I live without her when she's gone?
Dialing Orderly...or Not ( Lmao )
Well I was trying to call my (soon to be ) ex husband the other day,just to talk about a few things to settle , nothing in particular and I happened to dial 47 instead of 74. The rest of the whole number was correct but that didn't really matter in the end , now did it? On top of the whole problem, the guy who answered my phone, happened to sound a looootttt like my (soon to be) ex brother in law. So you can only imagine the mess that happened there!!!!!!!!!!!!! We began going back and forth,and the dialog went pretty much like this:" Can I please talk to J and by the way, how come you have his phone?" and he'd say things like :" there's no j here and by the way what is your name?" . It's funny I can laugh about it right now, but back then I was pretty peeved about it because I figured things were going waayyyy off limits so I just snapped:" look, I know we're splitting, I know we're not on the best of grounds but do you REALLY think this behavior is acceptable???????" .When he
The Funniest E-mail I Have Ever Recieved.......
We always hear"the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said
But I Do
I know I shouldnt but I do I wait for your call Frozen by the phone, life on hold You have become my obsession, my self-esteem I know I shouldnt rely on you I should create my own strength But you make me smile, my heart patter I want to open to you, give myself over You give me smiles, I give you lust You keep coming back despite it all Enabling my barriers, my obsession I shouldnt be so withdrawn You deserve more then I have to offer You give so much more then I How long can it last, go on as such How long until you discard me As do they all, leave me crushed All alone to wallow in my despair To wonder if Im worth it, what I deserve I know I shouldnt, but I do

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