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Steph At Home
Jacqlyn's Slide ShowAdd to My Profile | More Videos ~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~ When Jacqlyn Nichole was born on Oct. 1st I (RavinJuggalo) came home and put Pics up on my Profile. You all showed me so much love I didnt think this site still had people like that on it. You all Proved me wrong. But now My Beautiful Fiancee' & Baby are home and the pics are now on her profile too. Please go show her some Love. She had a rough few days in the Hospital. ~Skitz~@ fubar Thank you in advanced, You guys & gals are the GREATEST!! Please!! REPOSTrepostREPOSTrepostREPOST This Bulletin Brought to you By: RavinJuggalo ~Juggalo Mafia~@ fubar and MCL to all my LOs and LETTEs out there!

A Brother Love
A Brother Love From the first time we meet I knew we would have a bond for life.I seen seen your first steps your first tooth how wonderful those things where to me; as we grew up we fought and argue but I always had your back until the end, here's your brother letting you know I thank God that you our my sister and I love you. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Before I Was A Mommy
Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Drooled on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom

My New Bussiness
Hey Everyone, This is my new side business. It is an online store, with brand name items and links to brand name stores. Discount is availible, on any and all purchases. All you have to do is click the link at the bottom of the blog and hit my account, create an account and start browsing and shop 'til you drop. What do I get out of this you may ask... I get a small commission from any and all purchases no matter where you buy from if it is linked from my site. Thank you for taking the time to read this blog. Hope to see you at my shop really soon. https://neeleys.mychoices.biz/Retail/Home.aspx Thanx, Jeremy "Doc" Neeley

Ummm Yeah
I havent been online for a cpl of days for some reason. Insert your own reason. What ever works best. Also might be able to get on here as often just have to see how things go. Blah blah and stomp on the roses.

Life Or Death --u Be The Judge!!!
I want to thank all who have offered a kidney to my son..I have tryed to get all information out to all that ask but is very hard to keep up so if I missed you I am sorry...I am posting the information to the transplant unit here so please if you wish to donate use it as I need to be with my son...They will be better at answering all questions you may have as this is a first time for me also. Never dreamed when I had my children something may go wrong but it did and now all I can do is try my best to find my son a kidney...My son seen his doctor today and she is having him admitted back to the hospital tomorrow and then transfered to UCSF..Am not sure and wont know until tomorrow but I was told she is thinking about going ahead and having the doctors to start dialisis...He needs to have it started 1 month pryer to transplant...God bless all of youi that have tryed and to all of you that will find it in your heart to try and give my son the gift of life... Please if you are a possibl

Strings
I'm held by a string It keeps me from moving forward, so I pull it in tight. It pulls back and I fall on my face. So I lie in the dirt, crying from the pain as I pick myself up, sigh and try again. I let it go. Then I find myself spiraling out of control and I brace for the impact as I once again fall on my face. So I lie in the dirt, crying from the pain as I pick myself up, sigh and try again. I repeat the cycle time and time again the results not changing. My face is bruised, bloodied and broken my tears washing away the dirt. I sit; defeated as I sob, I notice a glint of metal next to me. Scissors. Why didnt I look for another answer? Who knows. So I cut the string. And I fall into a pile of soft feathers. My tears are gently kissed away and my wounds are healed. I look behind me. It's dark. Oh well. I fall asleep and dream.

Something That Feels Good At Least For Now
yeah--i got 2 crushes--feels good--some sweet person prob felt bad for me and gave me some crush love to lift me tormented spirits--but those crushes disappear and turn all the temporary happiness into a more permanent despair--so if your out there and reading this--either of my 2 'crushes'--love ya's for such sweet thoughts to me xoxoxoo

And The Winner Are
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My Song...
This runaway train of love keeps going off track I've ridden these rails before but, I'm never going back I keep writing these letters of love tied in ribbons and bows Momma told me you were no damn good and now everybody knows But before you go...baby there is something you should know I won't cry for you I won't lie for you I won't waste another day, Wonderin' how to make you stay I've been a fool 'til now but now I'm through Baby I won't cry for you Your hurricane heart won't quit, it keeps pounding on me I tried to ride out that storm but I had to break free I keep writing these letters of love tied in ribbons and bows Daddy told me you would do me wrong and now everybody knows But before you go...baby there is something you should know I won't cry for you I won't lie for you I won't waste another year, Like I've wasted all these tears I've been a fool 'til now but now I'm through Baby I won't cry for you And it's a long way down the bend But this bro

Mere Words
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I find. I st

Parenting Tips
okay so i'm not a parent but here are somethings i think parents shouldn't do: for starters, don't take 7 somas and then forget your 9 year old went to school that day. so because you forget, you call your neighbor and ask if your child is at their house before school gets out. secondly, don't abuse your kids and then blame your substance/alcohol abuse for it. when you kick your wife and her kids out, then bring them back and tell them to stop living in the past because they seem to dwell on all the shitty things you did/said to them... think twice about what you say to the oldest child because this one has a sharp tongue and dosen't take your bullshit excuses. these are my thoughts for now, but i'll keep you posted.

Fubar
Why does everything on this site have to be so damn complicated? Just to download a layout or build up a stash is so time consuming. Also, where are these mythical fubanks/fubucks? I've been on this site for a month and have not seen a single fubuck or fubank. Holla back a brotha

If I Only Had The Cash...
Figures...I finally get the chance to test for a professional fire/rescue company in Virginia, and not only do I lack the gas money to get there, but my brakes are fairly well shot. So even if I had the gas money, I wouldn't be able to make it with the way my brakes are. I applied to the company about a month ago and just finally heard from them, and it would just figure that the day I got the letter inviting me to test would be the same day that my brake lines blows out on me. It's my luck...I should probably just accept it as such, but I refuse. One of these days, I WILL make it down to test, and hopefully it's soon so I don't lose the chance.

Passion 's Canvas
NuttinButtSexxy SWALLOWED IN A RED LUSTY PIT OF YOUR DESIRE, DISTANT CRIES AN ECHO OF MY DEEP THROATED MOANS, I FEEL YOUR FINGERS PROBE AND YOUR LOVE WORDS DRIP INTO MY VEINS AND I AM DRUGGED AS IF YOU ARE MY MORPHINE, I AM BUT AN ADDICT RELIANT UPON YOUR POETIC VERSE FOR MY EUPHORIA, I SEEK NO FREEDOM FROM THIS CLIMATIC SURGE OF NEED, SONNETS SO BEAUTIFUL THAT ANGELS RAISE TRUMPETS TO THESE ENCHANTED LOVE WORDS, AND ARE AWED BY THE BURST OF DAZZLING FLUIDITY AS THEY APPEAR ON CANVAS AS IF BRUSHED BY A PHANTOM PAINTER AND FRAMED IN LOVE'S EMBRACE, I FEEL YOUR DESPAIR AND YOUR PRIMAL NEED TO POSSESS AND DRAIN ALL MY HIDDEN DESIRES, AND I STAND BEFORE YOU WITH HEATED LOINS AND WAIT FOR YOU TO CLAIM WHAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOURS, MANY NIGHTS AWAKE IN MY BED WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU, WAITING, ALWAYS WAITING......BUT YOU NEVER CAME, NO OTHER MAN COULD SATISFY THESE DESIRE'S THAT WERE CREATED BY YOU AND ARE FOR YOU, A SIGH OF RELIEF AS YOU ARE HERE MY LOVE AND MY LONGING IS NO MORE.

Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Do Not Accept
Please help do this.. refuse to accept these when they are handed to you. I received one from the Post Office as change and I asked for a dollar bill instead. The lady just smiled and said 'way to go' so she had read this e-mail. Please help out....our world is in enough trouble without this too!!!!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- U.S. Government to Release New Dollar Coins You guessed it 'IN GOD WE TRUST' IS GONE!!! If ever there was a reason to boycott something, THIS IS IT!!!! DO NOT ACCEPT THE NEW DOLLAR COINS AS CHANGE Together we can force them out of circulation.

Friendship Vs Love
first blog…… friendship v/s love umm its the first thing which struck my mind because….. its one of the most common thing happening nowadays…. friends falling in love..lol At the start…….strangers >>> frends>>>>good frends>>>>best frends>>>> lovers if one proposes and the other accepts >>lovers or if one proposes and the other rejects >>> broken hearted + friendship breaks or if reluctant to say ones feelings and the other doesnt understand>>> still best frends but some constrictions if both are only best frends with no mixed feelins then >>>>>>>best frends forever!! n i think its the best result Most of the time it ends like that not saying in every relation its like that…..but very often it is!!……. at times only one sided love……. n others hmmm.. i think that one must not mix relations… like love n friendship its not necessary to love someone who is ur best frend n with whom u can share everything! ( girl/boy of course ) It can also h

Here It Is Lets Go
HAPPY HOUR CONTEST GIVE AWAY!!! Okay contests do not come no more easy then this... You want to earn $20,000 in fubar cash and you don't want to bomb to do it.Well heres the contest for you.. Anyone and all is welcome to join this. What you do to earn $20,000 fubucks is this... I have enclosed a 1,000 pics inside one folder in my pictures.. All you need to do is just go through that one folder and rate each one a 10 or an 11 and leave one comment under each pic to show that you were there and as soon as your are finished I'll go take a look at what you have done. Once this is verified upon the next happy hour I will give you $20,000 fu bucks to spend anyway you like... You want to give a gift to someone or simply get something nice for yourself now you can.. It's that simple.. I am paying your $20,000 fu bucks to go and do what you are doing anyway but just not getting paid for.. You can not lose with this offer. It will help me to level which is what I'm trying

Lost
i am at the point where i am lost on what is real an what is not one day i feel nothing but then i have nothing but a rush of feelings i hate the days that there are feelings its a sweep of uncontroled pain happiness an angeer not knowing how to get rid of it

Im In A Contest!!
hey friends, i have entered a contest,rates and comments. if you have a free second or two to stop by and rate me and maybe leave a comment or two, id greatly appriciate it. thanks for being a friend!!! this is the link, thanks again!!

More On The Ex Lol
Ok, I got some comments after my last couple blogs saying that I should call the school so I didn't have to depend on the ex. WHich I can get some of the info there. Then there are nights like tonight.... David was to have soccer practice and I was meeting the ex half way afterwards. Meeting time is always 9 afterpractice. So I get a call somewhere around 4 from David.. what time can you meet? And his mom says.. we are walking out the door in 2 minutes... So today I got notice of a change in plans 2 minutes before she left. I hate the games lol

Watching Eyes
Passion rising wild and free Watching eyes that are watching me Strong and commanding Fire and ice in your touch I'm a slave to sensations Born of love and of lust You set me adrift In an orgasmic sea My mind starts to wander I am lost in a haze Steadily drifting With pleasure unrestrained Your touch unrelenting You fade from my sight In pounding succession Your lust is my plight Again and again My body is thrown Over a sensory cliff As I'm claimed as your own Racked by your fury Devoured by your love Trembling beneath you As you tower above I am no longer watching Eyes watching me But I know you're are gazing Jubilantly at me I can feel you

Nsfw = Bs
OK, this is more of a little rant than a blog. NSFW, in my humble opinion, should be wiped from the face of the Earth. Not just on fubar, but on ALL internet sites. First, if you're at work, you should be working, not playing around on the boss's dime because you're scared your signifigant other might find out hat a freak you are. Second, NSFW has become a weapon for people to use against those who hurt their little feelings. If you can't handle adult humor, adult pictures, and adult language, why are you on an ADULT site? That's all I'll say for now, for fear of being reported yet again for speaking like an adult on an adult site.

You Are The Reason
You Are The Reason You are the dawn of every day to me, the hope that sees me through the light that guides the way for me, the love that's always true. You are the joy that fills the heart of me, the dreams I'm dreaming of, you'll always be a part of me, you'll always be my love. You are the reason for my tomorrows you are the reason for today, you are the reason for my life's living, you are the reason my life's complete. You are the joy I have come to know, the comfort I depend on, you are the man I share my dreams with, you are the reason. All of my Poems are copyrighted and Published..Please do not take my copyrighted material as your own. These are my thoughts, feelings, Dreams, and Fantasies

Take Me There
Take Me There by Jazzy Lustful thoughts invade my mind Night after night all I do is dream That someday I can be the one To hold you, keep you here with me Running my hands through your hair Kissing your forehead, nose and neck No time to waste, we need to move fast You have somewhere to be, she wants you back Slow is the way it goes, with us so sleek Intertwining our bodies, with softness he rubs My back and my legs as the story goes On and on, over and over between the sheets Kissing and hugging, loving and melting Our bodies deeper, our souls together as one Rising to heaven, the happy place we love Oh my God, please don't let it be done Eyes gazing, hearts racing, bodies pumping Smoothly gliding, tongues dancing to the silent beat Of our hearts, we take in the love, here it comes Harder deeper he holds me tight I will never forget this night All of my Poems are copyrighted and Published..Please do not take my copyrighted material as your own. These are

I'm Not A Pet, Puppet Or Piece Of Garbage
This is how I feel right now. I'm not a dog you can hook on a leash and let sit around for hours or days or weeks or even months until you decide i'm good enough for you or some puppet you can hang on by the strings and drag me around. Master of Puppets-Metallica(Hammett, Hetfield, Ulrich, Burton) 1985 Master of Puppets End of passion play, crumbling away I'm your source of self-destruction Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear Leading on your death's construction Taste me, you will see More is all you need You're dedicated to How I'm killing you Come crawling faster Obey your master Your life burns faster Obey your master Master Master of puppets, I'm pulling your strings Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams Blinded by me, you can't see a thing Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Needlework the way, never you betray Life of death becoming clear

This Is Bullshit
ALRIGHT WHAT THE HELL HAS THIS SITE COME TO WHEN YOU FEEL THE NEED TO FUCKIN DELETE SOMEONE JUST CUZ THEY ARE AFFILIATED WITH ANOTHER SITE? SO WHAT IF THEY ARE AFFILIATED WITH CHERRYROCK...I AM TO. DOES THAT MEAN YOUR GONNA DELETE ME TOO CUZ YOUR FUCKIN SCARED LIKE A LIL BITCH? GO RIGHT FUCKIN AHEAD ITS YOUR FUCKIN LOSS DELETING ME AS WELL AS MY FRIENDS. CHERRYROCK HAS MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER OFFER TO YOUR PPL HERE MINUS YOUR FUCKING DRAMA. SO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN SIT THERE TAKE PPLS MONEY GIVE THEM JACK SHIT AND GO IN YOUR CORNER FUCKIN YOUR LIL GOD DAMNED SHEEP THAT YOU SO ENJOY EVERY FUCKING NIGHT. I'LL STICK WITH CHERRYROCK AND THERE NO BULLSHIT TOLERANCE. IF YOU WANT A PLACE WHERE THERES NO DRAMA NO BULLSHIT AND NO RANDOM FUCKIN DELETING CUZ YOUR AFFILIATED WITH ANOTHER SITE COME JOIN ME ON CHERRYROCK. TO THE REST OF YOU THAT DONT GIVE A SHIT AND THINK ITS ALRIGHT FOR FUBAR TO DO WHAT THEY'RE DOIN...WELL THEN FUCK YOU TOO ASSCLOWNS!

The Empress Of The Galaxy
The Empress of the Galaxy by The Best Author © I know you're dying to hear what happened between her and me, but before you know what and how, you must know when where and who. I won't bore you with the history of the world to this point, but you must understand that I am living in the second information age. The first information age came after the invention of the computer, when suddenly record keeping and administration became so common that some dull individuals even chose to document their weekly happenings on blogs. After the information age came the space age. There isn't anything interesting to say about this age. There were people landing on planets, Terri forming them, world leaders deciding to elect someone to lead them to save countless wars and bombs, and lots more details you don't care about. Another detail you probably don't want to hear, but I feel is important anyway, is people became much more open about sexuality. There were still people who believed c

Wish I Was Here...
wish i was here a few hours ago,,, erv131: hello sexy, i lost my panties. can i borrow yours? ida told him... i dont wear panties but i got a couple boots ill put up ur a$$ lmfao~~ i always miss the good ones

Sexy Eyes Contest
Norma Jean is having a contest for the sexiest eyes. I have been entered in it. Please come and show your support and love by commenting and rating my picture. Below is the link to my picture. Thanks again. Angel eyes http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1120781&albumid=599273&i=2096992890

He Haunts Me Still!!
So my ex left a year ago..yes he left me and not a moment too soon 5 years of living in hell! I have changed my number and moved he has no idea where I am .. so I thought ! It was a nice and relaxing evening an never thought I would be writing this.. He has not tried to contact me in months like 6 or 7 since i had a harassing phone warrant out on him for calling me 30 times within a 10 min period. So at midnite tonite my home phone rings .. and not thinkin much about it I answer.. And there is the voice from hell.. he asked if I moved and said a few other things I was in shock So I quickly responded it's none of your business and hung up he called back I told him not to call again and I was callin the police My immediate reaction was to move my car behind my house..so I did and then called 911.. got an officer out here who said they met a vehicle with the same description on his way to my house I tremble with fear once again.. he is so close to finding me.. I just wo

Phantom Lover
This is dedicated to Andre. For the sake of his privacy, I will only dedicate this in hope of someday. In my dreams you come to me, full of passionate desire. My eyes trace across your body as I see the hardened ripples. My heart starts to race with the thought of you touching me. Your fingers move to carress my arms as you move to whisper in my ear. Whispers of passion pulse into my ear as your tongue caresses my earlobe. The feel of your hot moist tongue gliding in seduction over my ear makes me shiver in anticipation. You run your tongue across my ear and slide down my neck to rest upon my pulse. I feel your pulse start to quicken as you inhale my scent. Deeply you growl a animal sound as your incissors start to lengthen. Your control starts to waver as sweat runs from your brow. You want to surrender to the bloodlust but you're afraid to lose me. Sensing your hesitation I turn to look in your eyes. I see the beast mingling in your eyes and feel my soul weep. I love you with

Beauty
Yes Natural Beauty is something reserved for God and Goddess alike. If You have been touched by the energies that govern our chaotic reality to have the gift given only for those of great POWER choose wisely to use that gift to benifit others and it will be everlasting. Use that gift with greed and it shall be your curse. You are only Mortal so choose wisely

Bungee Jumping
>Alice and Frank are bungee jumping one day. Alice says to Frank, "You >know, we could make a lot of money running our own bungee jumping business >in Mexico." > >Frank thinks this is a great idea, so they pool their money and buy >everything they need: a tower, an elastic cord, insurance, etc. > >They travel to Mexico and begin to set up on the square. As they are >constructing the tower, a crowd begins to assemble. Slowly, more and more >people gather to watch them at work, and when they had finished, there was >such a crowd, they thought it would be a good idea to give a demonstration. >So Alice jumps. > >She bounces at the end of the cord, but when she comes back up, Frank >notices that she has a few cuts and scratches. > >Unfortunately, Frank isn't able to catch her and she falls again, bounces, >and comes back up again. This time, she is bruised and bleeding. > >Again, Frank misses her. > >Alice falls again and bounces back up. This time, she comes back

Don't Be Mad...
Ok...I have a personal bet going with my husband and two of my very dear friends, that require for everyone to TEMPORARILY be removed from my family list. DO NOT take this personally! I am not mad and you did nothing wrong and I still have mad love for ya lol....but it had to be done to prove a point lol! As soon as the bet is off I will add you guys back on. Ok thats all I had to say..thank you for reading! :P

Contest Help
Hey everyone!! I need your help with a contest I'm in. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1037258&albumid=598619&i=2617239895 If you will, go to that link and rate the picture and comment bomb (leave a some comments, it can all say the same if you want!) for me!! I'd realllllly appreciate it. The awards awesome, either VIP or 7-day blast - two things I've wanted but can't really afford. Anyway, I need at least 500 comments a day to stay in it. Any and all help is appreciated!!! Kendra

Why Should I Have This Feeling
August 9, 2007 ....just some stuff I wrote hope u like as well...toodles :O) WHY SHOULD I HAVE THIS FEELING THIS FEELING OF ECSTASY, THIS FEELING OF WANTING WAY DEEP INSIDE, A FEELING OF UNCERTAINTY THAT I CANNOT EXPRESS BELIEVE ME I DON'T WANT THIS FEELING BUT I CANT SEEM TO BE FREE OF IT , BECAUSE IT FEELS TRULY WONDERFUL, THAT IT GROWS INTENSE BY THE MINUTE I HAVE THIS FEELING INSIDE OF ME , BECAUSE YOU FOLLOW ME & TORMENT ME WITH YOUR SWEET CARESSES ONE DAY & ROUGHNESS THE NEXT, LIKE A YO -YO UP & DOWN WHEN YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR, SOFT KISSES ON MY NECK, THAT SENDS SHIVERS UP MY SPINE , THE SEDUCTIVE PHONE CALLS LATE AT NIGHT THEN DURING THE DAY YOU ARE UNDRESSING ME WITH YOUR EYES WHILE I AM AT THE COFFEE SHOP, TRYING TO DRINK COFFEE MAKING ME SO NERVOUS, THAT I SPILL DROPS OF COFFEE ON MY CHIN & THERE YOU ARE KISSING THE DROPS THAT SPILT! STOP IT! DAMN I NEED TO WALK AWAY, YES...AWAY FROM YOU BECAUSE YOU LIED TO ME .... YOU ARE ALREADY SPO

Test
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Thinking
Ok was thinking of seelin bunch of stuff an just movin not much working out for me were i live now an i need a change always wanted to move out of state but to scared to b honest but maybe i should ne ways what do ya think should do i have no job rit enow wich sux big time not gf no kids not much holdin me back if u think its good idea give me ur input would liek that very much thanks later..

Give Me One More Day
Lord give me one more day. One more day to look deep in to her eyes. as they sparkle with that heavenly glow. Starring deep into the depth of her soul. Lord give me one more day. One more day to feel her lips against mine. The Kiss, the kiss that will last until the end of time. Lord give me one more day. one more day to feel her touch. a touch that i want to feel so much. Lord give me one more day. One more day to be in love. Before you take me to your home above. Lord give me one more day. One more day to whisper in her ear. telling her i love her and i am always here. wanting her touch, wanting her love. Asking for your help from my Lord above. Lord give me one more day. One more day is all i ask. Before my time here comes to past. Just wanting that true love that will always last.

An Offer Any Takers ??????
Good morning ladys, Well I have to have a small problem that I can't seem to figure out why... Alright I have slept with 2 young woman all my life. Either one of the young ladys would work with me in the bedroom, as in it takes to to have more fun...You know it does suck when only one person does all the work... Well I yeah not had a gurl ever ride me nor be able to get me to bust a nut with in 3 hours... If any ladys or woman think that they could get me to bust a nut with in 3 hours...I'll bow down to your feet and kiss them...If any would be up for it or interested in riding me feel free to hollar

My Friends/family List Clear Out
I am having a clear out of my friends and family list so all the people who are on now and wish to remain that don't bother talking to me need to start making an effort I've had enough of people wanting on to look at pics most of the time they don't even have the courtesy to rate or comment as I have stated in my profile porn is free and has much prettier ladies in so why should I bother wasting my time rating theirs? So if you are on friends or family and don't talk now is the time to decide I'll be clearing out on monday if you wish to stay send me a mail and say hi every now and then. The people that do talk daily are stuck with me for a while longer :P Take care be good or good at it Lisa aka The Bag Lady xox

My Look On The Crapy Things In Life
Just felt like writing. Ive noticed that life can be rather unfair. We all know that but soetimes it can take it all and leave you almost no hope. It takes the ones we love and rips them away. We sometimes hurt the ones we care about the most and think theres nothing we can do. I think the best thing to do in these times is to find hope that itll be ok in the end. Find some kind of closer and hope for the best. Some things just need to be left alone and they come around to, almost, fix them self. Others take a lot of work and knowing what the right things to do. The reality is even though life can take everything and you think you have nothing left, it always gives something else in return. It can send you across the world from the ones you love and rip everything from you. It can make the ones you love move away. But thats when you find who your friends are. The ones that love you will always be there for you. I have to hold on to the hope that theres something for me back home. Its t

Love
have you ever like somebody so much that you wanted to be with them but didnt know if they liked you back or the only problem with you two being to gether was that the person you like was on the other side of the nation. and the only way you had to talk to them was online or on the phone. but what you really wanted was to be able to look at them face to face or be able to hold them in your arms and never let go. well that is my current predictament . i really like a guy but yet he is far away. hint hint you know who you are. so if anyone has any ideas for me please feel free to tell me

Naughty Girl
center>Sexy is back, at Sexilicious Graphix! I am a naughty girl, do you want to play? I can arouse your senses, It the most unusual way. Do you want to tie me up? Maybe fuck me from behind. Let me suck your dick, And make it rise. Naught girls are kinky, We like whips and chains. Do you think you can handle this, Because I am hard to tame. Thigh highs and heels, Corset's and bustier's. Tell me your pleasure, so I can make it my endeavor. Oh yes, I am a naughty girl, Here at your beck and call. Come on you sex ass man, Lets get it on Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Doublethink
DOUBLETHINK: The power of holding two contradictory beliefs in one's mind simultaneously, and accepting both of them . . . . To tell deliberate lies while genuinely believing in them, to forget any fact that has become inconvenient, and then, when it becomes necessary again, to draw it back from oblivion for just so long as it is needed, to deny the existence of objective reality and all the while to take account of the reality which one denies — all this is indispensably necessary. Even in using the word doublethink it is necessary to exercise doublethink. For by using the word one admits that one is tampering with reality; by a fresh act of doublethink one erases this knowledge; and so on indefinitely, with the lie always one leap ahead of the truth

What Color Are You?..i'm Brown~
The clothes you wear, your home furnishings and the car you drive all give clues to your sexual personality. The key is the colors you select for your possessions. Most people claim they haven't a favorite color. But look around you, and you'll notice a pattern, especially in your clothing and home decor. The predominant color for you is the one that appears most frequently -- it's the one that mirrors the sexual you. A panel of psychologists, speaking at the 1975 Home Interior Design Forum, explained the association between color and sexual patterns. ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? Red: People who like red tend to be tigers in the sack. They are easily aroused and enjoy sex in every way imaginable. Once the sexual spark is ignited, it may take hours to extinguish. When two reds get together, the ensuing erotica could make Lady Chatterly blush. Lovers of red tend to be aggressors and weaker colors should be aware. Yellow: If you tend to favor yellow, your sexual drives are com

Sensual Touch Massage
The combination of scent and touch is extremely effective in opening up intimacy between two people. That's basically how we communicate love in an effective way, a way that doesn't involve having to discuss the subject a great deal. It also works wonderfully on a basic physical level. There are a lot of nerve endings that follow along the path of the spine. As you massage, your touch brings the blood to the surface, you speed the absorption of the oils into the skin, and you also bring up the level of oxytocin, the hormone needed in high levels for the process of sexual arousal. Massage is an especially good thing for men to focus on. Women often need the kind of attention it gives them o feel comfortable with proceeding on to more intimate activities. The nurturing, caring-for aspect of romance is extremely important between two people. You will have more interesting and intense erotic experiences if you're involved on all levels with each other. And touch and scent are the best

From The Sky
There i stand looking out to sea listening to the waves crash below waiting for the voice that calms me ,where is it today? I look to the heavens and scream yet nothing where is she the one that calms me? the wind picks up and blows through my wings lifting me up but still no voice ..then out of the night sky i hear the words ... Are you there i need you ,please answer me the voice ive been waiting for but its not the same voice as before it's one of many that call my name so i begins again the help that i give to the ones that call ... Maybe one day ill have a name to call as even angels fall sometimes all they need is someone to pick them up Would you help an ANGEL?

Some Of The Things I Get
I'm not your teacher, and witchcraft does not work miracles. Listen to me. I get so many dumb emails. I don't want you to write and be the next dumb email I get (and you end up as a story on this page), so I'm going to tell you what is considered "not too bright". Don't write and ask me if I have any spells. There are free spells and free love spells on this web site - a lot of them. Look around the site a little before you email me. There are also pay spells that are guaranteed to work. I don't do those spells myself, so don't write and tell me that you really need it, but you don't have any money for it. Calastrology.com is the company that offers those spells, and I am simply linking to their site. There are also a thousand other web sites with free spells on them. Try using a search engine, like www.Google.com. You type in a phrase such as "spell to find a new lover" (don't use the quotes) or "free witchcraft spells" or "levitation spells". Be specific. Don't just type in "spel

Pleasure
Softly he whispers her every fantasy. Runs his delicate fingers through her messy hair, yet so soft it is. He peacefully strokes her porcelain skin, and eagerly, yet slowly, places his hand on her chest. Kisses her pain away and wishes away the rest. The only thing he could do is hold her, yet she so obviously needs much more. He begins to kiss down her neck, biting her ever so intensely here and there. She begins to moan in complete pleasure. She begins to remove her already half torn items from her body, and so do he. She forcibly pulls him to become her shelter again. His hands begin to wander and explore her untouched body. Her innocence is screaming. Screaming so loud the world is on their toes. She digs her nails deep into the flesh on his back, and he tenses. He,who is now rubbing her body so gently, brings his hand on her inner thigh. He, against her brings his soft lips down, so down, making it so hard for her not to scream. He looks up at

At Work Nothing Is What You Think!
I work in an adult retail store and people that have known me for years always act like it is a bad deal. They all accept it but are a bit concerned about me. I just want to let it be known that there is not normal people that come in and I have not met a stalker as of date. I also think I could handle myself if needed. I love my job! I get to meet alot of people that are open minded like myself. I also get to meet pornstars and check out toys and know the differences between alot of things of enhancement. My job is also very exciting in the fact that it also has made me more aware of my needs. I think people hear the words porn store and get freaked out or intimidated, well where I work we keep it clean, put batteries in products for customers (so they know what they are taking home, lol), and treat everybody with respect.

The Girls
ok all i went to court an oct. 2 to try for custody of my daughters. their mom never showed up to defend herself. so the court ruled in my favor. the girls are in my house until further notice by the court. I LOVE THOSE GIRLS AN CAN NOT WAIT TILL I HAVE ALL 4 OF MY KIDS TOGETHER

For My 3 Boys! Max Baron Shadow!
When God had made the earth and sky the flowers and the trees, He then made all the animals the fish, the birds and bees. And when at last He’d finished not one was quite the same. He said, “I’ll walk this world of mine and give each one a name.” And so He traveled far and wide and everywhere He went, a little creature followed Him until it’s strength was spent. When all were named upon the earth and in the sky and sea, the little creature said, “Dear Lord, there’s not one left for me.” Kindly the Father said to him, “I’ve left you to the end. I’ve turned my own name back to front and called you dog, My friend.”

Hopeless
Some one loved Some one I love A friend so wonderful I destroyed it all Yet I don’t know what I did all I feel like a kid Hopeless and scared Not sure what to do Or Who to go to, What would make this better? I have no clue I need this person I thought she needed me But now I lost her And I guess she lost me

Rain Drops Taste Like Tears Witout The Pain
what make you sad? what makes you lonely ? we all get down from time to time and sometimes it feels like the end of the world ?why ? its because when you feel this bad nothing can lift you but the one you love or the close friends you have but there not always at hand how ever many we have ... myself i love the rain walking in the downpour feeling it cover me nobody can see the pain in your heart as its just raindrops covering your face so tears are mixed with rain nobody can see but is it strange the amont of people you see in the downpour when you would think they would be indoors in the warm so i say let it rain wash away my pain untill im in the arms of a loved one and can be whole again

Rant And Raves....
1. Have notice all the people you have on your list that don't talk to you . But when you remove them they say you have no life , and you need to a job or a hobbie . But the truh is that they need to because they have about 2000 friends on their list and you have bout 50 people ? 2.I know some of you seen the ugly people that don't need to put there nsfw pics up . but you rate them a ten and the have anever to rate you a 3 ? 3.have you notice the people t hat change there name to whats going on in there realationship ? But they be only online trading nude pics and there other knows it but they think its okay and dosn't have anything to do with there realationship ?

I Miss You Lil Bro
YOU AND I******************** Your silly ass on those rollerblades,,smiling like a silly little boy.. Damn Justin,,I love you Brother.. Growin into a young Man, ,, waking me up in the middle of the night cause your Moms locked you out..Standing up to Marty when he hurt me.. even though he was your Brother, Your Best Friend.. Lil Man you had Heart and Strength and courage...Coming over So Big Sissa could feed your ass My home cooking,, Cause you know My shit was Good..Hugging You and Telling you how stupid Bitches could Be when you got Hurt.. Cause Love Fuckin Sucks.. Our Fights and Our tears... Telling you things that I could never Tell anyone else because you were the only one who understood my pain cause you were the closest person to the man I love,, and you knew us both too well..I held you till you took your last breath.. Because through every thing you were there for us.. I couldnt leave your side,, not for Marty or your Moms or anybody.. I didnt want to miss a second of your

Never Enough
Love is a mysterious thing You fall for one Then you fall away You give your all Thats never enough You do the right thing Thats never enough They tell you Your the best Only to let you go So they can play with the rest Why must some throw you away Do they not care how you feel Thats never enough To search for love is endless For its just never enough Or maybe i just give to much And thats never enough

No Ads...yeah Whatever
For a site that professes to have no ads I now know of two... First we have the "sponsor" Bullz-Eye which is an advertisement. And now this whole CALL ME thing is yet another sneaky way to get in an ad on the site. Does anyone but me notice that things are rapidly changing on this site and everything they professed it to be when it was Cherry Tap is now being thrown out, the rules are being changed daily and it is hard to keep up? I love the friends I have made on here but between keeping up with the changes and weeding through the dramatic BS this site is beginning to lose some of it's luster. It's just my opinion but some of these new changes are not in the best interest of the site or the members that keep it going. Thanks for listening....

Deeply In
Deeply In by BlueWolf © My heart you've captured My mind you've seduced In my hands I hold closely Your heart so ever tightly. Your passion, so ever deep Felt within your every kiss Your heart, is my doorway Felt within your sweet lips. Your touch, is so desirable So tender with every stroke Your heart plays me a song So beautiful with every note. Your eyes, are my windows I see the beauty deep within With open arms I will await For you to fall so deeply in...............

Chocolate Is Healthy Too!
"Let's sing the praises of chocolate! Dark, creamy, sweet and bitter - a little chocolate makes everything better. As far as "treats" go, you could do far worse. Chocolate in the many forms we know and love is derived from the pods of the cacao tree. Ripe pods boast 20 to 50 beans each, which are then fermented to reduce bitterness. After cleaning and roasting, the shells are cracked to reveal the "nibs" found within. These are usually ground into an oily paste and blended according to manufacturer's needs. The potential health benefits of chocolate are many. Most importantly, cacao is a great source of magnesium. That's one of the reasons some women crave chocolate during menstruation, when they're low in that mineral. Magnesium balances brain chemistry, builds strong bones, and is associated with feelings of happiness. Cacao is also high in sulfur, which helps form strong nail and hair and clear skin. It also detoxifies the liver and supports healthy pancreatic function. Perhap

Did I Make The Right Choice?
So as I sit here wondering If I made the right choice. Wondering IF I tried hard enough to hold this marriage together. If I gave it enough of a chance to survive. I guess second thoughts are normal for any major life changing decision. I do still have alot of emotions for him. Can't honestly say I am still "in love" with him. It may just be the fact that we've been a part of each others lives for so long. A comfort zone. But, then today as I was sitting in my car counting change to try to scronge up enough money to get a gallon of milk and a loaf of bread, and maybe a few other cheap food items to feed my kids til I get paid Friday. I had a total of 6 dollars and some change to manage this task at hand. And you walk into a store with your 8 y/o who of course has no understanding of "we can't afford it" Is asking me for a 99 cent bucket of swedish fish and I get to look into his big brown eyes and say.."Not today buddy" It's a one dollar item and I have to say no to him. Why ? bec

The Thrashing Of America
Iw walked into a bar awhile ago, and on my third beer became engaged in conversation with a man of my own middle age who insisted I jostle with him on the subject of borders and the entry of "foreigners" into this country of ours. My usual first response to dialogues of this type is "well it's all George Bush's fault" which held little weight with the conversation wince the man quickly agreed, qualifying his agreement by disavowing all republicans and democrats, and quickly including Bill Clinton in the forum of despised ones at fault. I then resorted to the Jesus cliche, that Iwhile not an overt Christian, I believed in the principals of Jesus who loved and accepted all... the Mary's the young, poor, etc. This was not enough to stop the gentleman who suggested that I would give away my family's security and culture by acceptance of all. I thought and then said I have no family except that of the all, the one. He rattled on about "he who wins the vote owns the country

I Hope You Dance !!!!!!
I found this in a friend,s stash and i had to post it..... When I meditated on the word GUIDANCE, I was drawn to"dance" at the end of the word. I reflected upon how doing God's will is a lot like dancing. When two people try to lead, nothing feels right. The movement doesn't flow with the music, and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky. When one person realizes this and lets the other lead, both bodies begin to flow with the music. One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back or by pressing lightly in one direction or another. It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully. The dance takes surrender, willingness, and attentiveness from one person and gentle guidance and skill from the other. My eyes drew back to the word GUIDANCE. When I saw "G," I thought of God, followed by "u" and "i." "God, "u" and "i" dance." ! God, you, and I dance. This statement is what guidance means to me. As I lowered my head

Harley
HARLEY The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is: you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, I want to hang out with God." St Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented motorcycles, eh?!" Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me..." God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution, and can't run without a road?!" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of woman???" God said, "Ah, yes." "Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inconsistency in the fr

My Confession
This is a poem that I wrote about a year ago.. hope you enjoy! Walls broken down again My pride is my only protection You walk around blinded Tanting me with your emotional infection Loving myself so much more now This is my personal ressurection Taking a look at my past This is also my reflection Better if you left me alone Hating that I still long for your affection I was never enough My tears are burned into your recollection Always wanting contenment That is what ponited me in your direction I fell so hard This is my confession

I Promise You
Wrote this for my mommy.... RIP Judy Cortez Promise me now Promise me forever Promise me love Promise me that we will always be together Promise me memories Promise me the things you sad Promise me you'll get up Promise me your no dead Promise me its fake Promise me its not real Promise you'll get up Promise me you know the way I feel Promise me you'll come home Promise me you'll be there tomorrow Promise me I do not have to die in my own sorrow Promise me you'll always remember my face Promise me I'll come to find out what it all means Promise me you'll wait for me I promise you I'll see you in my dreams

Seven Little Words
Maybe oneday I will meet this person... A past full of pain Heart broken for a long time You somehow look beyond that In your efforts to fix mine I think of you in the morning Wishing you were next to me My mind wonders In your arms is where I long to be Never fallen so hard I love the sound of your voice Life is full of decisions Baby you are my choice Because of you I am now whole You are an amazing man and father With such an amazing soul I believe God put you here To to show he is real and to let you see The woman you deserve is here That woman is me There are such things as angels In heaven up above This has been proven to me When he sent me you to love This fantasy was here before I ever even knew your name Now that we have each other Our lives will never me the same Seven little words I pray that you hold true "Forever and always I will love you"

Married Life - Makes My Eyes Tear Up, Such A Happy Ending !!
A couple had only been married for two weeks and the husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." "Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany , Holland , Japan , India , etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... You know... they have frozen glasses... " He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said,

These People Rock
cherrypopped@ fubar $DJ BABY BOY$ ~DJ FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY & BOMBSQUAD~{ DIRTY SOUTH CREW}@ fubar K-Rich Bitch@ fubar Trell@ fubar ♥ Club*Far ♥ Cadillac Puzzy ♥ Co* Owner ♥@ fubar go show these people some love!!they will show it back!!!

Pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I'm going down the road on my bike for a sunny ride out to Montauk Point, a common biking destination around these parts, when this bitch in oncoming traffic decides to make a left turn across my lane. I had a split second to react so I lock up the brakes and try to veer around her. I'm posting this because I DIDN'T FUCKING MAKE IT! Close, real close, but no cigar. If I could have scooted over another foot I wouldn't be cursing about a brief encounter with a dumb, Taco Bell ™ obsessed twat-bag who "didn't see me." That's right folks! SHE DIDN'T FUCKING SEE ME!!!!!!!!!!! How fucking dumb can you be and still be a member of the animal kingdom? Was she so obsessed with scarfing a fucking Chalupa ™ down her multi-chinned throat that she can't watch where she were going? I hope she gets a Grande-Sized ™ helping of E coli ™ next time so she winds up shitting out her kidneys like a fucking Salad Shooter ™! Rhonda, another mark for the Tribunal. I'm going t

Story
We walked into the house and it was very big. The stairs were winding to the upper level of the house. He came up from behind me and I could feel his hot breath on my neck. He kisses my neck.AS I feel him kiss my neck, I reach up to his head grabbing his hair. He reaches around and grabs onto my breasts through my shirt. I can feel my nipples getting hard. He pushes me to the stairs, we dont make it even 2 stairs and he pushes me down. We start to kiss, so deep. I grab the outside of his pants to feel his hardness getting bigger. I unsnap his jeans and unzip his zipper. His manhood comes out in one tug. Wow, I havent seen that big in a long time maybe in videos but never live. I take it into my hand and it starts to get even harder from my touch. I start to put my lips on it, kissing it, licking it, teasing it. I take his head of his cock into my mouth. He moans. I take his whole cock into my mouth and as I look up at him I can see him get even more excited. I start to suck him real g

The Knights' Love
There once was a prince, In days of old, Whose body was broken, But who's heart was bold. Who lived alone, Throught fear and blight, His appeareance was such, Many laughed at his plight. True love he sought, Through many a year, Yet people avoided him, Through laughter or fear. He heard a tale, Of a princess fair, Who lived in sadness, In a Dragons' lair. He climbed on his steed, A stallion, grand, And took off by himself, To distant land. His journey was fierce, Many bandits he fought, And many a monster, He challenged and fought. Till one day he arrived, In far away land, To rescue his maiden, From evil's dark hand. He entered the cave, As quiet as grave, It was then that he saw her, His true love brave. Twas love love at first sight, When there gazes did lock, Their adoration, they knew, Would hold them in stock. She was chained to a wall, Near a dragon who slept, The keys to her bonds, Round the vile creatures neck. The pr

Heartache....
Why is it that when you open yourself up and let all of your guards down something happens that makes you wish you had kept your heart of stone. I have more often that I care to admit, opened my heart up to someone and been hurt so badly that I feel like crawling in a dark hole and never coming out again. My problem seems to be that I am too trusting and I am always trying to find the good in people even when there is no good in that person. Now I am at my wits end. I don't feel like I can trust anyone again. I feel like it isn't worth it. I feel empty, hurt, scarred, alone and broken. I may never trust another soul again...not after all I have been through in life. So what should I do, continue to let people use, abuse and treat me like shit? Or should I just give up and never open up my heart and soul again? Personally, I like the second option.

Amy's Seduction
Amy's Seduction by rich0524© Amy was in a quandary about what to do with Thomas, her longtime boyfriend. After three years of an on and off relationship, he had asked her to marry him. Several times during that time, they had drifted apart and dated other people, but always seemed to find each other again. She liked him and they were comfortable together, but he was such a geek. She was a brunette, with large brown eyes and a beautiful smile. She didn't have an hour glass figure, but all the curves were in the right place. At 24, she wanted to marry and begin a family. Her problem at the moment was her feelings for Thomas. Liking someone wasn't the same as love, and starting a family under those conditions didn't appeal to her. Amy knew Thomas loved her and would provide security while being a good husband and father. That was another thing she was unsure of. He was only the second man she had made love to. The first was too painful to remember and making love to Thomas wasn't

The Fantasy
It sits in the back of my closet. It's on the hanger I bought it on too. It's my little black dress. It's a halter dress with a plunging neckline. No sensible young woman would be able to find a bra that sat low enough, I have two that do the job.. Right between my bust, right where the neckline ends sits a silver diamond. It's about as big as my fist and it pulls my breasts tight. It draws in the eye and makes you salivate. The dress hugs my hips and waist... Then it carefully becomes an A-line skirt... a short A-line that ends about two inches above my knees. Short enough to keep the eyes moving, long enough to keep me a mystery. Tomorrow night is a University wide Winter Semi formal, I had planned on going. I'm not going... I mentioned it last time I saw Beloved, but he dismissed it from his mind; last night when I brought up that I was not going, he complained that I never told him these things... Let the fantasy begin... My black stiletto heals tapped the hard carpet

Little More Info
Ok just to give you alittle more info about me. I have had the job paying way mucho dinero,about 4,000 a month. Advertising...and yet with my income and my ex's income I was miserable! I had everything I could ever want at anytime. Yet I never was ok in life. So as far as making a bunch..i don't need to. I am content with simpler things like going to garage sales and making a home out of others peoples junk./.LOL Does that make sense to anyone out there? I mean I am sure if I really wanted to I could go and get a better paying job, but its not about the money for me. I just want to know if you think its a decent enough wage...maybe I should do a mumm about what the options could be. Oh wait I can't mumm! LMAO Oh well, I guess I really want to know if you all think I should go with my heart instead of following the almighty dollar..although I don't think I will do that..LOL Oh heck I don't know what I want to know..LOL Besides I think in the long run I am going to find a gu

70 And 90% Off
hey there fubar people, just wanted to let you all know that if you live close to a Dollar General store, you need to go check out the big sales. 70% off summer/spring clothes and shoes. 70% off last years winter clothes 70% off certain housewares 70% off spring flowers and some garden supplies and best of all 90% off swim toys!! googles are only 10 cents!!

Love
Love ooooooh, ahhhhh, ooooooh aww hell let me not pretend… right now I could drop kick love and put em’ in a choke hold…. Damn you love! …………..now on to our previously scheduled blog….Love Are you in love? Well I was once and I tell ya love is no easy thing to deal with. It sometimes seems like every time I gained confidence in love, something came along and for the two steps I moved forward, I got pushed three steps back. Sometimes I wonder if love should just be forgotten. I think I could find enough people (love haters) who would help me tie love up, gag em’ and drop em off in the river somewhere. But honestly if we did that love is so sneaky and smart that it would find a way out and laugh in our faces. Maybe some of you have the answers, because I definitely don’t!!! Why is it that you can love someone but do things intentionally to tick them off? Why does it hurt so bad when you break up with a person you know you didn’t need to be with in the first place? Why

Thoughts
so many ppl in this world look at me and say im not there type.. or that im just not that pretty.. an sad thing is it hurts.. though there are some that thing that im very pretty and thats great and all, but its the ones u want that will hurt more.. when u want them to be the person that thinks ur pretty and ur worth loving.. though in so many cases that does not happen.. i know in the 10 years i was with my ex.. it was so painful at times.. cause he would always go be with others, yet come home to me and say im so sexy and beautiful.. being he did it so much ihave had to question men.. what really sucks is im questioning men that are or was good to me.. like i try to find the bad in it all.. the more quite time ihave the more i see my self not feeling as if i will ever be abble to change that.. i got a call from some one in my pass. asked how was my love life and things like that.. an then this week i hear all about his new gf.. an i do mean all about.. mind u this so was not what i w

This Is Very Important-please Show Them Love-soldier Missing Son's 1st Bday
It's Sgt Gibson's little boy's first birthday party today... All of his family will be there... All but one, in person, that is... His Daddy wouldn't really miss it for the world... But he will have to attend with angels wings on... And, Ironically...he will be missing it, in person... For the world... Thank you Brennan...for caring about the world so much... But, everyone will be missing you today... God..he looks so much like you! Happy Birthday baby... R.I.P. Daddy K.I.A. 12/10/06, Iraq...your family has this watch

Getting Ready To Say Goodbye Is Hard To Do
How do you say goodbye to your parents? My father is getting ready to pass on. I know he will be better off, but it still hurts more than words can ever describe. I will miss him terribly and hope some day that we will be together again. He is only in his mid 50's so I only got to share 35 years with him. If you love someone don't ever let a day go by without telling them you love them. I hope that one day they find a cure for huntington's so that noone will ever have to suffer from this cruel disease.

Baby Maker
Baby Maker by No Panty Girl © It was an honor to be chosen as a "breeder". After a all-inclusive series of psychological and physical testing only one out of ten applicants were selected. A breeder's duty was to be a surrogate mother for wealthy couples children where the wife was unable to conceive. For her services the breeder would be looked after during her confinement and receive a lump sum payment of fifty thousand dollars on successful delivery of the child. The catch was the breeder would not be impregnated by artificial insemination but in the old-fashion way, the prospective father would fuck her until she was knocked-up! The fucking would take place with the wife present in the bed during intercourse, the breeder only supplying a viable receptacle for his seed. Potential breeders were comprehensively listed in a catalogue complete with a nude photograph and vital statistics. The prospective clients were allowed to select girls from the catalogue and inter

Hello All
I am on a friend's PC since I came home Monday and found I was robbed of all my valuables (TV, stereo, computer, money). I have changed all my locks and am going to get a new laptop on Wednesday and will be back online again. Shay, sorry on the delay in chatting, but I will devote the day to you wednesday. Love everyone - Wayne

Into The Void
tonight after hanging out with best friends for one of their bdays, I came home my head all fucked up. it was just the 3 of us hanging, which we haven't done in quite awhile. while the other 2 were talking, I was sitting not speaking because I really wasn't part of the conversation.this went on for a while & decided to just up & leave, see if they'd notice - I've been home for almost an hour & I guess they didn't. I've done this before, nothing new, but but those times I was usually pretty drunk when I did.this time I just felt it was different. I feel blank,empty,nothing. like I am going back into the void I was in before. here but not really here & nobody noticing I'm not my usual self. at this moment in time I really don't care much about myself or my future. I think that when I die, there will be no sadness that I am no longer alive & won't be missed by anyone. I mean, who really gives a fuck about me anyway? I don't......

...a Swift Kick In The Groin
It is October 6, 2007, 7:00 pm. I just found out that my oldest daughter is not mine. She is some other man's daughter and her mother, laura, has been lying to me for 3 years now. So, I guess that I don't have a daughter. The baby that was born when I was married to lucy is not mine. She has bright red hair and blue eyes. I have 2 children now. Aaron, my oldest son, and Kyle, my youngest son. It is rumored that I have another son with a woman named Peggy Bicknell, and one with my first g/f, Patricia Horan. How to know? Who to believe? Maybe someday, when Jesus comes back, I'll find out how many children I have. It feels like I have lost something, even tho I did not have it to begin with. I thought I had a daughter named Shalee........................

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Show Me What You've Got
Show me what you've got boy Tell me what you need Let me be your plaything Come do that dirty deed Fuck me now I plead Take me like you mean it Teach me right from wrong Put me at your mercy Make me sing your song Fill me with your juices Baby it's been so long Shake me like your rag doll Watch me come apart Reach into my velvet place Keep my stolen heart Hold me like your treasure That's my favorite part Whisper to my soul now Pluck me from the ground Melt your flesh into me Impale me on its crown Shower me with your pearls The best I've ever found

To Swing Or Not To Swing?
Why is it that if you are a swinger that people automatically think you are gonna jump into bed with a perfect stranger? I am a Bi female and married, we swing, but is that any reason for us as a couple not to have options? I have guys message me all the time and first thing they say is "Wanna fuck". I am not a prude but come on now boys, I want to get to know what goes in my bed before I get it there. Show some respect! I would appreciate some feed back on this if anyone could please!

No O
ok so playatmcd.com the website for mcdonalds monopoly game screwed me up today, it does not take O's in its code thing and had me thinking my keyboard was screwed up. it was not until I switched keyboards and tried the keyboard I did have on this computer on another computer that I discovered that it was not my keyboard but their website, they should put a disclaimer on their website that your O's will not work

Special Request~~ Help Her Out ~ Beautiful Nightmare
Below is a link to a young lady who came by my page asking for WSC help. Due to our current obligations, I was forced to tell her we just didn't have any comments to spare. However she can actually win a second place prize with the most rates. Seeing as how these are not tied up by any other reason please go by and give her a rate! She seems a very sweet young lady and her man is totally committed to her he was bombing his heart out for her. Thank you all Lucretia~ LuAngel~~~ 'ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳஐ† .«·´¨*·.¸¸.«...BeautifulNightmare...·».¸¸.·*¨`·». †ஐ' Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Pics That I Can Not See
I will be deleting all females on my friends list who have private photos that I can not see. It is no fair to me for you to be able to see my dick but I can not see your private photos. If you want to keep me as a friend you need to fix this problem, if not you will be deleted from my list.

The World Of Today
Here I sit in the middle of Iraq with too much time on my hands. As I sit here my mind tends to wander and think about my life, the world around me, and the ones I hold close to my heart. Every day I am reminded of the havoc that this war has wrought on these people. I find myself questioning why I am here, wondering if the small part I play is going to make a difference. There are some that are glad we are here, and others that detest our very presence. People stateside question why we are here, even the soldiers question it at times. I have come to realize that US citizens take way to many things for granted. Living in the states has spoiled so many of us. For the most part we all live quite well compared to these impoverished people. We know where our next meal is coming, we're able to drive down the road without having to worry about being shot at or blown up. We can go shopping without worrying about someone walking up and destroying the whole store without anyone

Family
AT 4:00 AM SUNDAY MORNIN I WENT TO FROGGY GIRLS CONTEST AND I AM SORRY BUT IT IS MY TURN I LOOKED AT HOW MANY COMMENTS SHE HAD AND LOOKED AT THE SIDE BAR AT HOW MANY FAMILY MEMBERS WAS IN THERE AND IT WAS JUST WRONG FOR THERE WAS 9 FAMILY MEMBERS LOOKED AT IT AND ALL SHE HAD WAS 821 COMMENTS NOW PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE FOR I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT ALL OF YOU ARE BETTER THEN THIS SO I AM ASKING PLEASE LETS GET THIS TOGETHER AND I KNOW THAT ALOT OF YOU ARE TIRED WELL SO AM I BUT I REFUSE TO LET ANY 1 OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS DOWN AS LONG AS I CAN CONTROL IT AND I WOULD HATE TO THINK YOU WOULD FEEL ANY DIFFERENT YOU ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO SO NOW LETS GIT-R-DONE AND HOLD YOUR FAMILY NAME UP ON HERE FOR THIS IS WHAT YOU STAND FOR I HOPE THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME HITMAN6

Real People.
yeah its been a while since Ive ranted on something.. i guess this is the time... ya know... ill tell you what... there are so many of u that i hear from on a regular basis for so long now... i just want to say that it genuinely means alot to me. theres a real sense of loyalty... super special people help me DAILY with my street team... and so many of u write to check in with whats going on with your lives... wow.. i sound like a pussy.. let me fix that real quick... FUCK YOU! ok... anyway...LOL ... getting on to the point here....... there are people who act like they are a higher level... maybe because their job, or who they know, maybe how they look, maybe how they fuck. but you know what? they dont mean DOG SHIT if they arent quality people. well.. KAZY SAYS.... these people can suck my cock.... 1. people who dont think they have issues. we all have fucking issues. the fact someone thinks they dont have an issue shows they have a major issue. 2. people who think

Ummm Read
Ok, I may just be out of it or somthing. But well heres another of my rants. Yes I know I rant alot. Get Over it. I am lonely. I really Liked a guy. But I know I stand no chance because I am sick. I am really shy when it comes to telling someone I like them. I can't help it. I was Always the geek in school, so yeah It scares me to get turned down. It takes me right back to my past. Plus I am scared to be with anyone, Lately I have gotten sicker I mean this is the sickness I have been. I hardly am able to get out of bed. Well needless to say it sucks But yeah back to the rant. I just don't want to get with someone for the fear of me getting so sick that I just mite pass...Ummm....Away... I just don't want to leave someone with that Kinda heart brake But on the other hand. I don't want to die alone. I wanna feel love again if that happens. But I don't want someone to be with me Out of pitty...Then it is meaningless... Then I die with a unreal love. W

10 Things To Do To Keep Yourself Occupied While Your Gf Is Shopping At Walmart
1. Grab some boxes of condoms and put them in other peoples carts when they are not looking. 2. Go the to clock isle, and set all the alarm clocks to go off within 5 minutes of each other. 3. Move the Wet Floor signs to a carpeted area. 4. Hide in the clothes racks, and wait until someone walks by, then wiggle the hangers and say in a strange voice, "Buy me Buy me". 5. Impersonate a Walmart employee and give people directions to the wrong Isle. 6. Go into the changing room and put on a moo moo, then come back out and ask someone if this moo moo makes your ass look to fat. 7. Go into the changing rooms wait for 10 minutes then yell, "WHERES THE TOLIET PAPER?" 9. Bring a bra up to a walmart employee and ask if they have it in a size smaller then an A-Cup. 10. Go into the toy isle, and locate the loudest toys they got, and press as many buttons as you can within a minute and walk away.

Im Finished!
just a note to all my friends who know me as you will know i am a motor sport photographer my job is very long and very! dangerous so it has come to a point where i have to look out for myself and my safety i have my family i have to think of my friends also every day i go to work theres the big chance i may not come home over the past few years i have had some very close calls and have pushed my luck enough standing on a corner of a race track with a car/motorbike coming at you at 200kph out of control is risky business. motor sport is something i love so much but upon great thought i realize it isn't worth dieing for i will miss it so so much but i will move my specialty to other photographic endeavors this has not been easy for me but for my future and my family i think this is for the best thank you for your time and reading this.

Have A Giggle Or Two .... Guys Get Over It
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid o

Passion
I see your face across the room And know we will be together soon Your eyes tell me that I see you move and turn away I know I`ll have you today Your smile tells me that You walk past and catch my glance Soon we will have our dance Your lips tell me that We part together in a haze You will come back to my place Your kiss tells me that In the entrance we undress Soon we will caress Your sighs tell me that Naked we fall together We will be here forever Your touch tells me that Together our bodies entwine This is a love define Your heart tells me that Deeper we fall into each other Forever destined to be my lover Your pushes tell me that Heaving breasts and muffled noise Our bodies together moist Your moans tell me that Faster Faster the pace intense Your body starts to tense You like it like that Together we slump in a tired heap....

My Life
I am at a point in my life where I just don't know which end is up anymore. I question everything now, don't know whom I can trust or even what I can trust. I have everything changing in my life. I have been going through a divorce, had a job promotion and have been having to find a place for my two sons and I to live all at once. It has made me a basketcase for sure....my divorce has taught me alot, I am alot stronger in some areas than I ever thought, but in other areas, such as matters of the heart I am scared out of my mind. Every time I decide to go with my heart, I find that I can't trust my heart....it hurts. The ones that I thought I could trust, believe, count on....the ones I thought would be there no matter what...aren't and that just rips my heart out. It hurts

Attention Everyone
Attention everyone: No harrasing people commenting is allowed People commenting are allowed to comment anybody they want to. If someone goes and comments your page and then go comments someone else thats their business, if you don't like it then keep it to yourself. No name calling allowed. Just because they came to your picture 1st doesn't make them your property

Confessions
I confess to having many lovers. I confess to craving for my lovers lips. To having found more ecstasy in passion, then in prayer. I confess to pray still for my loves warm embrace. To have him in me fulfilling the very core of me. I confess to having yearned for the fire to be set ablaze. I confess to having known love, and in knowing it. Known that I have received it as well. I confess to many things here. Yet I repent nothing. I took the only life that was offered me. You have damned me were I stand. But there is no penance for my crime. Because I have only committed one, and neither you nor God can forgive it. I confess to having love and throwing it aside. For the want of men. Fearing more being owned by one man, then shared by many. I ask no forgiveness from your hypocrisy. I have confessed to being many things. To having welcomed men into my arms and bed. For the sake of loving love. Yet not loving the man. You all of you who have power. Cower from what you see in me. A women th

Still Awake This Morning -- So Far!
Last night worked an overnight shift, but getting off early because (1) I stayed after my shift due to a fire alarm going off in my work building earlier this week (due to one of the volunteers, as we discover, decided to cook something in the toaster on wax paper) and (2) I needed to get off work a little earlier to head off to a 5K run. No, not me! I don't run well. Never learned how to run even in Elementary School. I helped stop traffic to aid in the runners running. Yesterday, I had found on a bargain table at Barnes & Nobles (where I have some of my best treasures) a DVD & Card Instruction on the exercise forms of Tai Chi. I have always wanted to learn but never found it possible to afford the classes and, when you are working 2-3 jobs oftentimes, it can be hard to fit in a class in the schedule as well. This morning, I bring it in the home and went through the warm ups okay (excepting bringing the knee and twisting the foot around while the weight is on the other leg.

Return To Salem
PLEASE REPOST This is a sad story and I can believe this is happening in the US. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rhonda Gruber... has been arrested.. on the warrant it said "practicing witch" I need every pagan you know and all paths to KNOW what's going on. Here's what she posted to her yahoo groups pagansnightout...... My name is Rhonda Gruber AKA Wicked Lil Witch and I am a Proud Witch. I am currently being persecuted as a Witch by a Lt. Kevin Duke of the Horry County Police Dept. My life and the lives of my family and friends are being threatened and destroyed by this man with the backing of countless other officials. I was arrested Monday Sept 10th '07 by Lt Duke for Breach of Peace, Child Endangerment/ Neglect and 1st degree Harrassement. This all began around the end of May '07 from many false police reports from a neighboring family, The Luisettis, who also seemed to think I deserved to be arrested for my religious beliefs. They stated such in their police re

If Today Is Ur Birthday......
If today is ur birthday congrats! its mine too! OK big deal its our birthday , or my birthday so what its just another day to reflect on life,The Good The Bad and the Ugly !!!! GOOD:the great things u did , after ten years of retail ive ventured into a whole new world of employment,,, I now work with mentally retarded and developmentally challenged adults, its a big switch, Good; also includes The great people ive met and beacame friends with and u know who u are, some of the more recent one stand out the most!,Good: is dropping some more pounds, tryin to look good liking myself AGAIN BAD: the bad is well all the shitty things that happen,the last year has been rough emotionally,financially... .Within the last year i've been seperated from a longtime (11 years )friend and partner, while that is also being handled differently.BAD: money well hell unless u have a great high paying job who am i kidding of course ur finances are bad lol.UGLY u want ugly?????? UGLY IS HELL FREEZING OVER

So Good
He lays me down & spreads me out on his bed. He tells me he wants to relieve my stress & help me rest my head. He runs his fingers through my hair & he kisses my lips, He takes away the tension by playing with me below my hips. As my legs are up high in the air, I feel like I have no worries or cares. He plays with me so hard I let out a slight yell, & I wonder if something this good will put me in hell.

Job Well Done
two people completely connected feeling incredible senses everything else leaves their minds for that short moment in time all you feel is this incredible pleasure all you want is for this feeling to remain and it is so hard to contain so you moan and scream nothing in the world feels as good it seems like a dream as it gets harder and faster you get to feeling like you are in completely ecstasy you begin to hear a beat, a melody you change positions but all of it is so delicious bodies become sweaty and moist all over and dirty wetness is so wonderful the intensity becomes stronger it won't last much longer so you climax take a deep breath, go outside smoke a cig and relax

What I Need
You know I read this on a page about relationships the author was listed as UNKNOWN. But it really sounded like me. I'll wait for the guy who sleeps next to me and feels at home...who watches me smile and smiles himself...who will not run away and become scared when he falls hard ...who fights for what he feels no matter what...and who's brave enough to tell me all his feelings right there and then- even if it means knocking on my door at 3 am or driving 5 hours just to let me know. i'll wait for the one who i get lost in random conversations with...for the one who acts silly just to make me laugh...for the one who can calm me down better than anyone else... for the guy who is proud to hold my hand, knowing i'm his, and only his. i'll wait for the one who feels his bed is empty if i'm not there...for a guy who will take my hand to slow dance with me in the middle of his bedroom floor, i'll wait for the guy who takes all the crap his guys give him for spending so much time with me

Children
Children are what keep life up to par Not where their from or who they are But because their the future to carry on They need guidance and love to be show If their yours your responsible you see Step up to the plate and teach them to be Good people with love of right and wrong If you do not they will not belong Our children’s future is out there for all Make them strong to answer the call Be there with them through think and thin You choose which cycle they will begin My parents did good for what I can tell If yours did not then break the spell I have no kids to teach you see But several are there and think of me Not because I’m good or perfect you see Because I’m the same with consistency They do what I ask not out of fear Because they love and want me near So take your time and teach what’s right Before they are gone and out of sight They will respond if you ask them to do Live your life right and teach them too Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 09/05/07

Proud Of You Boy
Those are the words we all want to hear What ever the game you want your dad near If he is not it removes your drive So you look for other ways to survive Everything you do matters you know Try your best to be good in the show If no-one is there to see what you do You have to step-up and do it for you You do what you can your best for now The best you can for their attention some how All they need to say is I’m proud of you I love you no matter what you do Remember this in the children you raise The one thing they crave it’s your constant praise If they fall be there for them Help them up to start again Without you there they’ll stray for sure You’re here to teach them good to the core They’ll love you for it until the end Keep your love strong and compliment them Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 09/04/07

Missing Him
not that it would come as a shock, after getting married and having a child with someone, and loving someone for so long, missing them just gets harder and harder, but what really sucks is that I know he will never change. Thats Just the way it is. I trusted him , I thought he would be the man he promised and when I found out he was worse than the man I feared I had to do something, I went about it the wrong way and for that I'm sorry, but now I know and he has moved on even though we are not yet divorced, and he is working with my brother for lack of being able to hold down any other job, so it just makes it hurt so much more to know that we will never be together again because he will never change, also he has moved on... but I still miss him and I think I always will, even though he isn't the one for me because he was not willing to be the man he should have been, or willing to fight for me... But I am missing him.

Bored
when I'm bored I tend to be stupid, and when I'm stupid I tend to tell people what I really think of then, and when that happens they end up not talking to me for a while, unless I told them I want them or think they are hot!!! When I"m bored I make things up, like that time I went to the ghost towne and pretended like I saw a ghost to make things interesting then everyone was freaked out whitch started to freak me out and I fell in that big mud puddle and then he got in trouble for the mud in the car because he wasn't even supposed to have the car... or when I sat with gordon watching fireworks feeling crazy on the 4th and we were with a whole bunch of ppl I dont know and I pretended I was high just to be funny and they al thought that i was but really i was bored out of my mind. When I'm bored I sometimes get to thinking about what Ihave done with my life and why I'm here and who I am and want to be. When I'm bored I'm told that there is this bitch mode that comes out because no

Bro/ken
It sucks... Because, Usually when I cry.... I can look in the mirror... and it stops.... The tears fade away with reality... I wake up from a temporary sleep... and I can't cry anymore.... When I see myself upset... And realize I shouldn't let myself cry. I shouldn't admit to such a pain. I always could look in the mirror and know I would stop crying. It wouldn't take the pain away completely... but, it never failed to make me stop. Ease the pain a bit. Better than nothing. and more importantly... It always worked. A sure-a-fide way to make me hurt less Not this time. not now. I look into the mirror... stare at those big sad brown eyes... and it didn't stop. The tears kept rolling from my eyes... down my face...falling to the ground.... Close my eyes. Breath. Look up at the mirror. Still crying? Why won't it stop. Will it ever stop? My only comfort..the mirror... shattered. Shit. Seven ye

Deep Within
always deep within my soul i knew we have a love like no other what we share is something others only hope for and dream of but few ever experience. our love is magical beyond belief away without hesistion you give yourself completely you have reached the very depthes of my soul bringing out emotions i have never knew i had and unveiling an ability to love like i never thought possible ©2007

Just A Thought
Last night i waz at my house smokein tweed & drinkin & i had a thought..when i listened ta Pac's music I felt every lyric u know "It aint eazy", "So many tears", & "Lord knowz" just ta name a few i felt his lyricz then when it waz Bad timez 4 me, with Pac u felt everything he waz goin through cuz u were goin through tha same shit n one since or another.What would be cool, if we could hear tha 2 pac of 2day cuz it haz gottin better 4 me so it prolly would have gottin better 4 him 2 & then his rappz 2day..know u know they would be off tha f'in hook.....Just a thought!

I Need To Go M.i.a. For A While
I need to just get away for a bit...plus I want to. I just need some time away. I will not be on fubar. So if anyone really wants to reach me you can e-mail me at stitchglitchgoof@yahoo.com I know it seems not so bat like, but that is the one I have people use for me. The ones I feel I can really trust may get the bat one. Just if you do mail me let me know who you are so I am not confused. LOL. I blew up today....and hope I will not more. Bottles things up inside and now they want out. So I do not want to risk anyone. I just need to get away. I will be back, just not sure when.

This Mountain....
I often sit and wonder where my life is headed. How many more mountains must I climb before I reach the top. How many more will I meet along my journey. It is a tall, steep mountain but I climb it everyday. Sometimes I slip and lose my ground;sometimes I hit a deep ravine. But I always find a way to pick myself back up and start climbing again. I have accrued some passengers on this journey. 4 to be exact. 2 of them will soon embark on their own journeys in life. 2 will follow me for some time to come. It is a risk I take, climbing this mountain and I have crossed paths with many temptations; some of which I did succomb to, and many things out to hurt me; a couple of very venomous snakes to be exact. Much to their dismay, I'm still standing. I am tougher than they thought. And I have met many that were just merely nuisances; ticks in life that try to suck your spirit dry like the blood from your body. I said to them, HA! You will not change who I am either. I will continue this journey

Mastercard Wedding,,,,priceless!!!
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks earlier and had hired a priva

Wicked Witch
Wicked Witch There is a demon An evil mind Inside us Oh I know, I know We all know the rules When water will be shed The wicked witch is... This is the end of all the miracles Farewell to you yellow brick road Everything she is asking for It all belongs to her Now she's gone into nothingness There she waits Still I can hear her singing in the room In the room I know she's gone I've thought "She'll never fail, All magic will be gone The day she'll melt away" This is the end of all the miracles Still I hear her singing in the dark Truth has changed, her voice it stays the same Farewell to you yellow brick road Still I hear her singing in the dark While times goes on her voice will fade away "They are all, they're everything, they are mine Silver shoes you're mine, you are mine You are mine." Hate will live on This is the end of all the miracles Farewell to you yellow brick road The wicked witch is dead...

Ocd = Obsessive Cleaning Disorder
I have a problem. I start cleaning something, and I can't stop. I was dusting the desk where the computer is, cleaning the computer and so forth. I noticed quite a bit of dust in between the keys of my keyboard. The air can wasn't doing the job, so I pried off each key and then attacked the inside of my keyboard with Pledge Multi-Surface and Qtips. Then cleaned each individual key before I put them back on. It's a sickness, I tell you. But my keyboard is SPARKLING! At least, until the next person makes me splort my drink all over it.

Demon Crew Roll Call
Please rate, fan and friend everyone on the list. I know its alot to ask, but if we keep each other leveled we can do so much more to help each other MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~SkOoTeRz GoThIc GoDeSs@ fubar Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~@ fubar ~_~Ashley ~_~ Crew Leader Of The Demon Crew ~_~@ fubar *~£ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* ♥ Demon Crew Recruiter♥ Slap Happy Bombers Newbie Support@ fubar Brown Eyed Beauty~Demon Crew~@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *Demon Crew* & *B.O.T*.@ fubar Gwen aka Untamed Anjel**Demon Crew**@ fubar

Rating And Comments
Ok guys I just have to say something !Now this may sound bitchy but it isnt meant to be. When you come and read a blog take the time to at least rate it.It won't take any time or effort really...just push the button. also if you think it was a total crock of shit ,a waste of time etc....say so. I promise! I want to write so I value your opinions good or bad so long as they are honest.oh yeah one last thing??? Hehe ahhhh well since I asked you to do this ....how about sign my silly guestbook too?

Apothecary Dreams
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m A SUCCULENT AROMA OF MINGLED SCENTS, AN ELIXER OF SLOW BREWED WANTON LUST PERMEATES THE AIR AND SWIRLS AS IF IN PERFUMED DANCE, CREATED BY YOU, THE APOTHECARY LOVER. I INHALE DEEPLY AS YOU STIR A LIFETIME OF WANT, AND DESIRE PULSES THROUGH MY VEINS AND HEATS MY BLOOD AS IT CREATES A SIMMERING LAVA POOL AT THE VERY CORE OF MY WOMANLY ESSENCE, YOUR WORDS EVOKE A DARK EROTIC SADNESS THAT STIRS MY SLUMBERING DESIRE, I AM SUSPENDED IN A GOSSAMER WEB OF ILLUSION STOKED TO AN INFERNO OF WANT THROUGH YOUR PENNED JOURNEY OF CONFLICTING PASSION'S, CARNAL NEEDS SEEK RELEASE AS GOLDEN CANDLES CAST THEIR ERIE GLOW UPON THIS WOMAN'S BREASTS, WITH NIPPLES ERECT IN BREATH STOPPING ANTICIPATION OF YOUR TOUCH, THERE IS NO SHAME AS I WAIT IN LUSTY LONLINESS FOR YOU, YOU ARE LOVE'S ILLUSIONARY MASTER, AN ARSENIC DRIP OF LONGING INTO MY VEINS, BUT I OPEN TO EMBRACE THIS POISONED PALPATATION OF TIMELESS WANT, THE EBB AND FLO

Cold N Wet
Now, here I am with my gun Bow and arrow's are all done. Still waiting to get that friggin deer Still drinking all of my Ginger Beer. My gun is loaded and ready to fire My butt is sore and my feet are tired. But I'm a hunter and will get my deer And when I do I'll drink my beer. It's cold, it's wet, standing in this muck Still waiting for that friggin buck. I've seen some does, but they won't do My ass is froze, my lips are blue. All of a sudden, he did appear There he stood, the friggin deer. I aimed my gun at the friggin buck And shot--and hit my friggin truck. And now my truck with two holes in it Is mounted on the wall bove where I sit. And as for that ole friggin deer Well--Next hunting season will soon be here.

That For The Blokes
Now I'm old and feeble, And my pilot light is out, What used to be my sex appeal Is now my water spout. 'Twas a time, when of it's own accord From my trousers it would spring, But now I have a part time job To find the blasted thing. I used to be embarrased To make that thing behave, For every single morning It would stand and watch me shave. But as old age approaches It sure gives me the blues, To see it hang it's withered head And watch me tie my shoes.

Forget
IT HURTS TO BREATH, THE PAIN IS NEW, HE'LL NEVER RETURN, HE'S DONE WITH YOU, FORGET HIS KISS, HIS WARM EMBRACE, THE WAY HIS SMILE WOULD LIGHT HIS FACE, REMEMBER WHEN HE HELD YOU TIGHT, NO, DON'T THINK OF THE TIMES YOU LOVED ALL NIGHT, YOUR BODIES JOINED IN PASSIONS CLUTCH, ALL THESE THINGS YOU MISS SO MUCH, REMEMBER WHEN HE SAID HE'D CALL ? HOW MUCH FURTHER WILL YOU FALL ? DON'T WASTE YOUR TEARS, HE'S OUT OF TOUCH, FORGET YOU LOVED HIM VERY MUCH.

Don't Forget...
Get your mammies grammed this month :) or remind the ones you love to get their mammies grammed :) I also stashed a whole lotta breast cancer awareness taggies , well in my stash obviously, feel free to right click save anything you like in there. :)

My Thoughts
Fubar baby dont be crazy....im just lookin for a lil luvs... Just a friendship thing.. not crazy or fake... wanna them good things from up above... Now u might be my 4-eva..only GOD knows that 1.... so for now lets be true friends and have sum fun... You might be just a friend or even a passer by thats fake,..either way you touched my life... good or bad i had ta take... so watch out world...cause your in the category you chose...Move it round, change up a bit,till u can get it right...Cause baby aint nuthin like a real brutha...true ta the game 4-eva... Yea lifes game...its a matter how u play you , good or bad,,, You can make it what ya make it.... JUST BE TRUE...

My Top Favorites
"All warfare is based on deception. Hence, when able to attack, we must seem unable; when using our forces, we must seem inactive; when we are near, we must make the enemy believe we are far away; when far away, we must make him believe we are near. Hold out baits to entice the enemy. Feign disorder, and crush him." "The real measure of our wealth is how much we'd be worth if we lost all our money." "Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." "He who asks a question is a fool for five minutes; he who does not ask a question remains a fool forever." "Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever." "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who matter don't mind, and those that mind, don't matter." "You must be the change you wish to see in the world." "Life's Tragedy is that we get old to soon and wise too late." "Any society that will give up a little liberty to gain a little security w

Sexiest Halloween Costume Contest
LOOKING FOR 20 CONTESTANTS. STILL NEED 10 MORE ENTRIES. . . WILL BEGIN: OCTOBER 21 @ 9:00 PM (EST) ENDING: NOVEMBER 1 @ 9:00 PM (EST) PRIZES 1ST PLACE: 3 MONTH VIP OR 30 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT 3RD PLACE: 1 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT RULES: · All Entrants must fan, rate and add Host · No NSFW pics allowed. · Must play well with others. This means NO downrating. · Comment Bombing is a must. · Self Bombing is encouraged .

Cutting
So, my 11 year old sister has started cutting herself. I found 4 cuts on one arm 5 on the other. When I asked her about it, not in front of my parents, she said they're just cat scratches. There's no possible way in hell they're cat scratches. They are about a half inch apart in straight lines. I don't know what to do or say to her to let her know that there are healthier ways of getting out pain and anger. I used to cut...for about a month....when I was younger. But I learned how to overcome what was getting me down. My sister on the other hand gives into peer pressure and is rarely happy. I'm really worried about how far she may go. HELP!

*****fake*****
(I AM REPOSTING THIS FOR MY FRIEND CLINT) AS SOME OF YOU KNOW, I HAD THIS "SO CALLED RELATIONSHIP" WELL COME TO FIND OUT AFTER DAYS OF HEAVY BACKGROUND INFO RESEARCH ON HER, AND 5 OTHER MEN VERIFYING IT HAPPENED TO THEM TO I FOUND OUT THAT THE ONLY ~ TRUTH~ ABOUT HER WAS THE FACT HER NAME WAS TRISH..LMAO...SO BEWARE OF HER MEN, SHE IS A LYING , DIRTBAG, AND PLAYS WITH MENS MINDS CLAIMING SHE IS 22 YRS OLD.. IT IS ALL A LIE, I HAD A lEGAL BACKGROUND CHECK DONE, IT THATS WHY SHE DELETED ME TO CAUSE I FOUND OUT THE TRUTH, SO I AM POSTING THIS FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY... http://www.fubar.com/user/1120485 DON'T ADD THIS CHICK, AND IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND, YOU'LL REPOST THIS SO THEY DON'T GET PLAYED LIKE I DID ...........CLINT......... THANKS, CLINT

Whats Going On
I just wanted to let yall know that Im not going to be on here very much till I get settled...as yall know Im moving back to my home town Indy....Im not going to be on the internet as much till I get settled in...Im sry if I havent been returning the love in comments or rating much...I only get on here to check things out and my email...if ya see that Im on then if ya want ya can shout at me but sometimes it might be my husband so give me a sec if I dont respond back quickly then its not me on my husband usually dont answer the shout box...I miss all yall and hope its the same feelings coming my way lmao...but Ill miss all yall... Love yas...Grace

Alone Among Angels
Alone Among Angels ~ by -Ama-Oni-Starslayer- (c) 2007 Why does the darkness seem brighter then the purest of light, People pulling you to do so much, but being only human there is only so much you can do before it hurts. Is it because you think that the light is the right way, who ever said it was so, For all that you may know is that the darkness is the truth, the light may be the liar. Alone I wonder why, Searching in the rain of blood, I think I may have killed the light, but in a way better off alone in the darkness. Leading to the Angels, You come for me from the light, I sink back to my darkness, Don't touch me, I still remember the smile that you destroyed me with, you were never real, you never stayed with me. I may be the dreamer, searching for something in the darkness that I will never fine, but I would rather be able to feel something, then be cold to the heart. I never need the lies, All I wanted was to never drown, So I called out to An

Fubar Love
I just have to say that I never thought I would ever meet someone as special as the women that stole my heart. She found me on fubar, thats where it all started. Then we meet it was love at first sight. But we were a little timad at first cause we both been hurt. Didn't want to rush things. Well we are know living together. Things are going so well. I never knew that loveing someone was so easy. We know what each other want without asking. Nethier of us are trying. We be ourselves and we fall even more in love. I have to give a shout out to fubar. But I also have to say to all the perves that ruin such a good way to meet people, go buy a porn. I found love so can everyone else. Just be yourself. If she don't like you well don't stop being yourself to impress her. You impress her by being yourself. Be good peps of fubar. Much love!!! love friends

Sharing Some Friends
This a pimpout from my name but wanted too share them all with you. These people are some of the many friends I have made that are always there no matter what. I have many more and some of you might say why am I not on there.. Well I could of made this never ending..More too come in the future.Thanks for checking them out This pimpout is of some of my friends who make Fubar fun.These are some of the most giving people I have seen on this site.They are always there for there friend at no cost and never ask for anything back. No matter what the situation they always show love. If you dont have them I recommend you add them and find out for yourself exactly what I mean. Many of these give of themselves too help so many others out. Sweet~Ga~Girl (wife of screwed-n-tattooed)Member of the Confederate Family@ fubar ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar RJeezy۞NeaNeasEverything۞C.W.O.F Presiden

What My Cookie Says About Me
...fortune cookie that is: "Be moderate where pleasure is concerned, avoid fatigue." Basically it says I'm more than willing to over indulge! Eat your Wheaties. Stay hydrated and plan to stay over.

To All My Friends(yes Im Lazy)
YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X"" FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!! ....oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(...)........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ... I WAS ............. .......... HERE ...... ..Leaving my ....... Footprints in your ..............SAND" If you wake up in a red room with no windows and door

Mina Has Breast Cancer
I just found out a couple hrs ago that my best friend Mina has breast cancer in her right breast im really upset becouse shes like my mother i love her so much and i cant believe she has cancer i just wish i could be there with her..

What Makes You Hot
HOW HOT DO YOU GET THINKING OF A WETNG HOT PUSSY SLIDING DOWN YOUR HOT COCK MAKING YOUR BALLS WET FROM THE JUCIE RUNNING DOWN YOUR BALLS AN AFTER YOU AN HER HAVE CUMMMMMM SHE LICKE THE JUCIE FROM YOUR HEAD TO THE BOTTOM OF YOUR BALLS

Steeler Baby Trade Hooker Fest
->Psychowolf...: My FATHER was a Jedi Master. Not a HOOKER ->Psychowolf...: How would you know PARMA had hookers, is that where your Father works? ->Psychowolf...: *ewoks ->Psychowolf...: Give the jedi their God Damn ewoks , NOW!....Steelers fans ALWAYS give away their children czydimond: get to Parma and pick up a hooker cuz you need laid bad czydimond: immaturity knows no age ->Psychowolf...: I find your lack of faith disturbing ->Psychowolf...: I am older than YODA, beyotch czydimond: grow up ->Psychowolf...: I am offering you a deal!. EWOKS, for lessons in the force! ->Psychowolf...: Jedi do not go away. czydimond: go away little boy ->Psychowolf...: Your grandmother sent me, A jedi Master, to retrieve your Ewoks. Ewoks=Your children. The jedi council has need of them. czydimond: what the fuck are you talking about? ->Psychowolf...: She says, as Qui Gon did to obi wan "my son, needs help. The Jedi must assist him". I'm assuming she sent me to

Three Things In Life That, Once Gone, Never Come Back---
Three Things In Life That, Once Gone, Never Come Back--- 1. Time… 2. Words… 3. Opportunity… Three Things In Life That Can Destroy A Person--- 1. Anger… 2. Pride… 3. Unforgiveness… Three Things In Life That You Should Never Lose--- 1. Hope… 2. Peace… 3. Honesty… Three Things In Life That Are Most Valuable--- 1. Love… 2. Family & Friends… 3. Kindness… Three Things In Life That Are Never Certain--- 1. Fortune… 2. Success… 3. Dreams… Three Things That Make A Person--- 1. Commitment… 2. Sincerity… 3. Hard Work… ENJOY YOUR MONDAY PEOPLE. ~~SWEET CHEROKEE~~

New Friends
ok so the other night i got home from work really late. and of course i had to check my Fuber,and i started talking w/ this chic BABYGIRL!!! she seems like a great person. we sat and chatted for about an hour and it was great to meet a new person on Fuber that wasn't all about sex. So HERE'S TO NEW FRIENDS. and babygirl if u read this i do consider u a FRIEND.

Omfg
IF U ARE ADDING ME JUST BC U THINK U MIGHT SEE ME NAKED ...THINK AGAIN,FFS GO BUY A FNING MAGAZINE OR SOME PORN N BEAT OFF BC IM NOT ANYONES MASTERBATION MATERIAL SORRY FOR UR LUCK THERE GUYS NEXT GUY OR GIRL TO ADD ME THEN ASK TO SEE MY NSFW FOLDER WILL BE BLOCKED IM FED UP FUTHER MORE THERE IS ONLY PICS IN THERE THAT SOME JEALOUS ASSHOLES FLAGGED NSFW N THAT FOLDER WILL STAY LOCKED TILL THEY UNFLAGG THEM SEEING HOW IT WAS THERE GLITCH THAT MADE EM OPEN TO HATERS IN THE FIRST PLACE

Football
06-07 OCT 07 ENGLAND ARSENAL 3 SUNDERLAND 2 BLACKBURN 2 BIRMINGHAM 1 BOLTON 0 CHELSEA 1 FULHAM 0 PORTSMOUTH 2 LIVERPOOL 2 TOTTENHAM 2 MAN CITY 3 MIDDLESBROUGH 1 NEWCASTLE 3 EVERTON 2 READING 1 DERBY 0 SCOTLAND ABERDEEN 4 ST MIRREN 0 GRETNA 1 CELTIC 2 RANGERS 0 HIBS 1

How To Get Girls And Other Expert Dating Advice.
This is hands down the best advice you'll ever hear. Write it on your wall right now. In fact, tattoo it on the inside of your eyelids: FORGET ABOUT HER. People always wonder about the meaning of life. I know the answer. The meaning of life for women is to deprive men's lives from having any meaning. That way neither gender has a meaning and we both live and die miserable and pointless lives. Have you ever been on a date and gone home with something besides a used condom stuck to your underwear? Have you ever taken a girl out to dinner and had anything exciting happen besides the traditional ten second orgasm? Hell no. I have never gone on a date and left with a new car or a pay raise or new toy of any kind. Zero. Ever. Girls are a waste of time. Some girls don't even grant you the ten seconds of pleasure that you worked so hard to achieve. You go on a date and stare at her tits all night wishing she'd shut up. Girls should wake up and realize how much we don't care. Why do t

Motherf*ckingc*cksuckers
Let's discuss something--fire alarms. Currently the bane of my existence. The battery needs to be replaced in mine so it chirps every 20 seconds or so. Very shrill. I have turned off the power as it said to open the thing up and change the battery. THERE IS NO FUCKING BATTERY TO BE FOUND. I hit the test button to set the alarm off because it worked earlier to stop the beeping (I'm sure the neighbors LOVED that). But it didn't stop. Now to the point of tears because I have only been asleep for three hours, I need to get up in the morning for class, and I am past the point of tired and frustrated, I call the emergency maintenance. Actually, it's the "after hours operator". I'm not sure if there actually is one, or if they route the calls to one of the manager's homes. She sounded asleep. Well welcome to my world! She tries to connect me to the maintenance fella's phone, he does not answer. So she said she will continue to try and have him call me back. ...the beeping, for the record, has

My Weekend With Ryan.
As USUAL it was only supposed to be two shows, but you know me, i can never say no to this kid. He happens to be my favorite now and we had SO much fun! LOL! I'll write more later enough when I'm lucid. But yeah. I love my Ryan! :D oh and this is the best ever, he winkie faced me...

Love Is But A Curse
Love Is But A Curse By Cursed Cowboy These tears I cry is my life story, Of pain and missery which I hold tight. My life is full of torment which I can not defeat. I can not stand anymore this pain is too great, My body achs from life of sorrow. My heart can take it no longer, I pray for it to just stop beating. Death is around the corner waiting for me, Holding out its arms in joyful missery. I wish for death to end this pain, Selfish and greedy but I do not care. Walk in the shoes of a man in sorrow, Who pain is too great to go much further. My eyes are blurry from these tears I shed, My knees hurt from all this praying. God does not hear my prayer, It falls on deaf ears. Fire grows inside my heart, I damn the one who did this to me! I curse your name to the ends of the world! I have become what I fear and hate, Everything is wrong and can not be fixed. I am too far gone to be saved, No one can end this pain I feel. I walk alone forever to live in tor

Pure Love
I love you, you said. I kissed you on the forehead; I wouldn’t have meant it if I said it back then. You wrapped your fingers around mine, like silk flowing over them, only I felt safe. My head then rested on your chest and your arms enclosed me. I love you, I said; I held a finger to your mouth, you won’t mean it if you say it now, I whispered. I always love you was mumbled in my ear, sending shivers down my spine. There was no way I couldn’t have believed you then. I liked it when you had no shirt on. I could feel you, the real you. Not some facade, not some fake smile that was painted on as soon as the door opened. You relaxed when you could feel the air trembling out my nose as I lay upon you. You let go of who you thought you ought to be, and then, you just were. There were times when I didn’t need the music playing to escape. Those times were when I needn’t escape, all because I let go when I was close enough to smell your skin. I let go, and I did what I felt, I said what I f

Dragon Slayer !!
Just wanted to share with all who love and care about me my FIGHT with Breast Cancer. My spirit is great and for today all is great....For today I have found this to be life changing like it says in a song of Tim Magraw's "Live Like You Where Dying". I find that it is better to live life as I always have. Or do my best to keep life status quo! My family and friends... are everything to me! Yes, YOU! It may be MY DRAGON.. but I WILL WIN!! I trust my family and hold fast to the rail, of hope and courage and ...... I'll fight like hell ! God has taught me to not sweat the small stuff, and to appreciate my family and friends. My love to everyone Sweetest Hugs Deborah Hopefull DRAGON SLAYER!

Love Sweet Love
I was never any good at writing love poems. That flowly showy way they skip along subject matter made my teeth grind. I guess I never really experienced it. That heartfelt wanting to protect them from even they're innermost demons feeling that makes you want to laugh cry and scream at the same time. Being in love and loving someone are two different things I guess. You can love your best friend and but be in love with them. Where's the difference? Is it a difference if hormones in the body that link with another? Or is there something more? Does your heart (or mind) really scream out "Hey! Dumbass!! Don't mess this up! This is your mate!" But a lot of us do. That's why there is so much divorce in this world. it's enough to make cupid commit suicide. When you marry someone it should be for life. None of this 'falling out of love' business. Love them for life, you'll never know when you'll regret it if you don't. Life is to short to make the wrong decisions and if you do, you have to lov

Why Do You Bother
YOU DELETED ME FROM YOUR PAGE SO STAY OFF MINE...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!! SORRY PEOPLE BECAUSE OF HATERS I HAD TO LOCK PHOTOS TO FRIENDS ONLY... some people need to grow up if you deleted an block someone then be an adult and stay off thier page too,,omg i realy wish some people would act like adult in here it ruins it for the ones who realy want to get to know each other,, another thing if u im me and i dont answer you dont fly off the handle and assume i am ignoring you,, i have dsl and leave myself online for days.. sorry to vent but it was vent or leave and i am not letting no one make me leave ,,

Should I Leave?
Ok, so i am in a relationship as must know on here...I do care alot for my boyfriend, me and him had been friends for like 2 years now and recently just started dating.. We have only been dating for almost 3 months now...in a couple days it will be 3 months...my thing is we are fighting like cats and dogs now...I do care and love him alot.But i am not in love wit him...I think i should end the relationship before me and him end up hating one another...But i just don't know what to say cause i don't wanna hurt him...I know he cares about me alot alot....I know he wants to marry me so he has told my bestfriends...But that is not what i want...i want to maintain the friendship cause i see it not working...For being together for 3 months we should not be fighting how we are...and my only resoltion to it is to break up....what u think?

When We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I can't wait to meet you."

The Silent Ranks
The Silent Ranks I wear no uniforms, no blues or whites, But I am in the Army cause I am his wife. I´m in the ranks that are rarely seen, I have no rank upon my shoulders. Salutes I do not give. But the military world is the place where I live. I´m not in the chain of command, Orders I do not get. But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget. I´m not the one who fires the weapon, who puts my life on the line. But my job is just as tough. I´m the one who´s left behind. My husband is a patriot, a brave and prideful man. And the call to serve his country not all can understand. Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free. My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do our kids and me. I love the man I married. Soldiering is his life. But I stand among the silent ranks known as the Army Wife.

Watch Out For This Lady, Nothing But Trouble, Needs To Go Admit Herself
twisted, tragic, dull life@ fubar I have had nothing but problems with this lady, stalking me, adding all my friends, she will stop at nothing to try to cause BS drama, if she were closer id go kick her ass, it all started over some guy that was speaking to her and I at the same time, which he thought he was playing us both, I was the smart one, I knew what he was all about, so that was done and over for me, then she contacts me again, he was trying to talk to me again, but I wasnt giving him the time of day. Now she comes to my page, says nothing, but I go to her page and theres several of my family list and friends on her page, Hmmmm put 2 and 2 together, someone has no life and is trying to cause BS between me and my friends. People like this need to be on meds, need to be put away. I know ive had it with her, I confronted her about adding alot of my friends, of course she denies it, but wont stop emailing me with her crazy off the wall lies and actions. There are over 1 million

The Day You Left
The day you left i felt so empty inside as we held each other tight and said our goodbyes you gave me one last kiss and said honey please do not fear for i will be home soon please no more tears i ask my self how can i go on when the love of my life isnt with me where he belongs a mummy and a daddy i must be for daddy is gone fighten for our country because its a job he must do not just fighting for me but also fighting for you I'll pray for you night and day because my soldier I LOVE YOU in every single way do your duty fight your fight so when you return your arms can hold me tight I LOVE YOU XX

Einsteins Theory
EINSTEIN'S THEORY August 19 was Einstein's birthday. He would been 128. Few people remember that the Nobel Prize winner married his cousin, Elsa Lowenthal, after his first marriage dissolved in 1919. He stated that he was attracted to Elsa because she was well endowed. He postulated that if you are attracted to women with large breasts, the attraction is even stronger if there is a DNA connection. This came to be known as Einstein's Theory of Relative Titty.

Peggy Sues Contest
I know that I have been asking for your guys help a lot lately. I have a lot of friends that are in contest. Peggy Sue is in a tattoo contest and could your love and support. Please drop by and drop her some comments. All you have to do is click on the picture below and it will take you right to her picture. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

A Soldier
There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is oh so free, A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me. If you are A Soldier - I am sa

Doesn't Anyone Hear Me
why when i speak doesnt anyone hear do they not see me am i not here i speak from my soul conviction and all but as i continue to speak the words they just fall like a tree in the forest that cant be heard so goes my voice the voice without word i struggle to say what it is i must say i fight for the right to be heard today i say the words once twice sometimes three yet here i sit yall still ignore me i just want my wants and needs to be heard i just want yu to be able to hear my one little word please open your ears and listen to me please hear what i ask for do this for me please acknowledge the fact that i too exist that you know with my words your life aint at risk

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 8,2007
It's a great day to just sit still and do as little as possible. You're not lazy, but you do need a break before things start to get really interesting -- and that could start as early as tomorrow afternoon!

My Ex!
so my ex Aaron thinks that one day him and i will get back together. i have told him a few times that its not gonna happen! but yet he hets all pissed off over every little thing i do! the latest thing is i also have a myspace... who dosent? well i posted pics from a party that i had a few weeks ago and there are a few pic of me and the guy that i am now talking to. well aaron sends me an email getting all huffy with me! what the fuck!!! i`m almost 20 and he is 25! hes been married and has a 2 year old doughter with his exwife! i was the first girlfriend he had after his wife! so i think thats whats makeing it so hard for him but i`m over it i`m done with him and moved on why cant he??? theres meny other people out there go find them! arg i really hate this shit!!!

The Flower In Me
I am like a flower Not sure of when I will die. Not sure of when I will grow back again When I am crushed with pain and cry. I am not sure if I can hold myself up When I ache with unbearable pain. What do I do when my petals fall off? Do I go find them out in the rain? What do I do when I'm not given enough water, to make it through the day? What do I do when I look up in the sky? And the sun doesn't show a ray? I stand as tall as a flower would, As long as I possible can. I will stand and show my colors, That is what I plan. I may drupe and my petals may fall, But that won't stop me from growing. My love, honesty and beauty, I will keep showing. I am like a flower, Strong and supreme. I may be trampled on, But I will never lose faith in my dreams.

My Reason To Live
Just thought I'd let you know Why you are my reason to live The beauty that surrounds you And everything that you give You've shown me there's more to life Than video games and TV And to be myself instead of what others want me to be Just thought I'd let you know How every time I look at you No matter our situation or relation I still see the same beauty from when I met you And like the guy at the restaurant Who's waiting for that special girl I'll always be waiting for you My love......my world.

Farewell
To all my friends, On Saturday morning, at 11:30am, October 6th, we lost our beloved mother. I am terribly sorry I have not been on as of late, but my brother and I, night and day, were trying to make a great lady as commfortable as possible in her final days. She left us in no pain and as comfortable as one could be. She now joins her Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ in a better place. Believe me, shes with him. My brother and I have found much comfort in that. I want to thanks everyone who truly knew the situation and was truly there for me night and day. God bless all of you. If you like, email me at dublin5150@yahoo.com and I will forward you the obituary. Please keep us in your prayers and again, many, many heartfelt thenks.-Chris Mullins and family

I've Realized
have realized one thing there comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. so don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

For You...
When silence rings inside your ear And emptiness is all you hear, When laughter turns to bitter tears, I'll hold you close and calm your fears. When darkness falls without the stars And pain invades your tender heart, When ache is close, and joy is far, I'll come to you wherever you are. I'll pull you close and hold you tight, I'll stand beside you and help you fight, I'll comfort you through the dark of night, Take all that's wrong and make it right. And when the darkness finally ends I'll still be there like a loyal friend, I'll teach you how to laugh again, And stand beside you til the end.

Our Night By Gord Merritt
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

Problems
“Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you’re really strangers.” Mary Tyler Moore Relationships are the spice of life, but the spice of relationships is also bound to leave an unpleasant taste in your mouth once in awhile. Most everyone will experience a failed relationship before meeting the love of their life, and there’s nothing wrong with that as long as they’re able to learn from it rather than falling into the same patterns again and again. Find out if you’re guilty of any of these common relationship problems. 1. Emotionally-Unhealthy Individuals We’ve said it before and we’ll say it again: To optimize the success of a happy and healthy relationship, each partner needs to be at their most complete as an individual. This means each person needs to be emotionally mature and available, have a strong sense of self and know what it is that each person wants from the other. An emotionally-unhealthy individual will look at a relationship as a w

My Love
I see myself,in the midst of time In this moment..you once were mine The soft and gentle touch..of your soul Deep within..complete and whole This love you feel.is so true to mine mmmm.....Comanding and blind. The purist of this time This love has no boundries. Its uncontained Its all I can do to..just maintain We are forever bound.to become as one For what we have..can never be undone An angel is watching and waiting All the while anticipateing You and I ..in his wings at last Recreating this life of the past My heart is yours..You know this is true You see it you know it..you feel it too. Copyright ©2007

Made It To Henchman
WooHoo!! Finally made it to Henchman. I want to thank everyone who has rated my pictures in the last few days..you are great. I want to especially thank the Wicked Storm Crew, You guys all Rock!! Thanks to all!! Silverpixi :-)

Pure Gold :)
Goodbye rapid breath, sweating bodies with sensations so sweet. Farewell to pounding hearts and silent moans. Why did you leave me? I long for your reappearance. So long, my love, my sweet melody. You caused me to move in ways I didn’t think possible. You once consumed my body. I am always reminded of your magical powers. For those moments when you were expected but never appeared, I apologize to you, but I blame it on him. I didn’t give up. I wanted you with me. I wouldn’t settle for silver, I needed the gold. So, I brought you back to life myself. You took away my thoughts, my worries with only you to gaze at. Those few seconds of perfect bliss. He thinks I am here for him, But I am in love with you. Your parting is painful, but it is certain you will soon return. Goodbye, my friend, my companion, my guide. Until we meet again. So long, my precious

I Wanna Fuck You Like I'm Never Gonna See You Again!
What can I say? I'm not an angel, and I don't pretend to be. I love to have fun, and I love to fuck. Simple shit to say, but not so simple to get across! I'm not looking to fuck your mind up...I just want things to be clear. Nothing magical about that! If you don't like that, you can suck my fuckin' nuts!!!...beeyotch! Give it up!

Things On My Mind
Alright so i've been staying pretty busy w/ work and my daughter. Although the one bad thing aobut work is i have time to think and ponder things that I shouldn't. So since the end of my last relationship I have relized many things that maybe i wouldn't have for a bit. I have more self confendience then I was having. The great rp had knocked me down so far that i felt i was worth nothing. I relized that he mad me feel so little and really he was the one that didn't deserve me. Someone told me the other day that i was unaproachable which floored me. I've never thought of myself as that and I never want want anyone to think it ever again. I am working on some things with myself. I know I need to change back to my old ways the real me. I am a very blunt honest person and that's what's back. I dunno I guess just a lot is going on and i needed to vent a bit sorry.....

Lol You Guys Are Great
hey all, just wanted to say thanks for the kickass comments in the last blogs i posted, there's some real jackasses around and i'm glad i'm not the only one that's sick of them :) i've already blocked someone for the reasons in the last blog, and i'm honestly just glad it's only one so far. most of you are so absolutely awesome and i'm glad i have you guys around as friends for support, even when it's just another blog of me bitching lol /hugs everyone i'll work on more pics tonight hopefully, and although i do believe they're still going as family only for tonight, if the rates continue like they did today, i may either unlock it later or take another set for you all /hugs again Sin

The Color Of Your Eyes
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if you mes

Reflection
at the edge of the water i stare at my reflection is this who i am supposed to be i cant recognise myself anymore i know who i was and wanted to be but am now just a shell of that person i throw a stone into the water the water ripples and churns as my life has rippled and churned i long for the day when the ripples of my life dissapear and the calmness returns longing for my soul to heal so i can once again be the person i wanted to be and not the person i am...

Not A Happy Camper!!!!
Most of you know that when you fan some one, add them to your friends list and start rating their pictres, you would think they would return the favor. Well, this is not true. Not too sure how many fans and friends I have but I am sure that not all of them have rated my pics on here. All I am saying is that if I put forth the effort to rate tons of pics, they should return the effort. All I can say is have fun and be nice to all and they will do the same to you!! I just had to get this off my chest!!

More Than Just Neighbors
Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Blake lifted himself up from her, sucking in a deep breath to help recover from the recent exertions both had made. He looked down at Angel, naked as she was and breathing heavily, laying there on his kitchen table her knees still wide apart, her hands reaching up above her head and holding the opposite end of the table. The hands still gripped at the bare wood, but the fingers were attached more loosely than a few minutes before. He stared at her and smiled. Her face was flushed red and her chest a little red too. Her nipples still stood hard, a measure of the lingering excitement she was feeling and inviting of fresh kisses. Between her legs the lips of her pussy were still parted, dark pink and glistening against the whiteness of her shaved mound, all too easy to see in the afternoon sunlight that shone through the uncovered kitchen window. Angel had lifted herself so that she sat with her back upright, hands either side of her hips on

Dr's Orders
I love this Doctor I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means they take the water out

Happy Thanksgiving
Most of us will have noticed that Canadian Thanksgiving comes well in advance of our neighbours to the south, and for all the predictable reasons: colder climate, earlier harvest, and that persistant urge to accomplish something (anything) before "they" do. But the history of our Thanksgiving is stuffed with surprises. Myspace Graphics We did actually have the FIRST Thanksgiving, a full 43 years before the pilgims at Plymouth Rock, but, in true Canadian fashion, there was something wrong with it. That first North American Thanksgiving would have been "celebrated" in sub-zero temperatures on a barren, windswept moonscape by a muttering, mutinous crowd wondering whether "the chief" had all his marbles. Myspace Graphics In 1576, Sir Martin Frobisher set out to find the Spice Islands. He landed instead on Baffin Island. The complete absence of trees and a pitiless terrain of unrelieved rock and permafrost barely dampened his determination to establish the first English settlem

Wife And Husband Visit Doctor
Wife And Husband Visit Doctor A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After the checkup, the doctor took the wife aside and told her, "If you don't do the following, your husband will lose his will to live and surely die." Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast and send him off to work in a good mood. At lunch time, make him a warm, nutritious meal and put him in a good frame of mind before he goes back to work. For dinner, fix especially nice meals selected from his favorite foods and don't burden him with household chores or problems. Make love with him several times a week and satisfy his every sexual whim. On the way home, the husband asked his wife what the doctor had told her. She replied, "You're going to die."

Ups And Downs
ive finaly met a person ive known about my whole life and never been able to find. shes everything i expected. no not a girlfriend, but my cousins little girl. she was given up for adoption at 11 months and has been in california for the last 19 years. i spent a lot of time looking for her especially after my cousin passed away, but finaly i met her. i cherish the time we were able to spend together. but then my car sprung a gas leak ive had to fix it twice. but finaly its fixed. today i was fired from my job. sorry my tits are too big and you see me as a threat, get over it. i was there to do a job not make friends. but i start a new job with better pay wednesday which works out. i couldnt go to work without catching some old lady staring at my rack so i was estatic when i got a new job. but yeha thats basically whats been going on i miss everyone

Why Mexicanz Cant Be Terroristz
WHY MEXICANZ CANT BE TERRORISTZ 1. 8:45am is too late for us to be up. 2. We are always late, we would have missed all 4 flights. 3. Pretty people on the plane distract us. 4. We would talk loudly and bring attention to ourselves. 5. With food and drinks on the plane, we would forget why we were supposed 2 b there. 6. We talk with our hands, therefore we would have to put our weapons down. 7. We would ALL want to fly the plane. 8. We would argue and start a fight in the plane. 9. We cant keep a secret, we would have told everyone a week before doing it. AND.... 10. We would have put our countrys flag on the wind shield

Smoking
Why has it come down to this smoking or non smoking? Its slowly coming to an end, our freedom that is, to enjoy a smoke and a drink in a bar. Well yes i understand not all drinkers are smokers and not all smokers are drinks, yeah its not fair to a person who likes going to a bar and does nto smoke have to inhale our smoke but its also not right to ban the whole damn bar off limits to smokers. We need a meduim in all this hell build a smoke room for the smokers, be alot better then loseing busnes to the smokers who cant smoke in there bars. Or hell even band none smokers you want a smoke free bar go to the none smoking bar and leave us smokers the hell alone please!!!!!!!! It is our choice to slowly kill our selfs so please stop bitching about secondhand smoke you don't like it go to a none smoking bar i know there are now plunty out there.

I'm Un-crushed!! :(
I lost a Crush today. I never thought something so insignificant would weigh so heavily on my mind. But it does. I've been losing a lot lately. Not sure why. I don't think I have changed anything. I'm still the same lonely soul I've been for the last 5 years. I don't know. Fuck it. It's just a stupid internet bullshit crush. I even know who it was that un-crushed me and why. He found someone better for him. That's a good thing. It was just the proverbial straw. Another loss for Silver. It just feels shitty. REAL shitty. At least for now.

Your Input Needed Please!!!!!!!!!!
This might be fun to see what kind of person you really are. By all means dont like cause after all whats the sense if you cant even be honest with yourself. 1) do you think youre "good looking"? 2) do you get mad if others tell you youre not? 3) do you like good looking people? 4) do you feel bad if someone thats "hot" treats you like shit or dont get to know who you really are? 5) what is really important? looks or personality? 6) are you concidered superficial? 7) what do you concider being superficial? 8) whats more important someone being your trophy? or someone that is everything else to you but your "trophy bf or gf'? 9) if i made you smile, cry, think, angry, just be excited to see a hello from me, or have you think of me all day and night, if i made a difference in your life and how you live your life, would it really matter if i wasnt good looking? if you really loved me for me and who i am does my outside really matter ???????????

Icp
Over the years Violent J and Shaggy2dope have been making music that we can relate to. Call it dark, call it wicked, call it stupid, call it what you will but those that have listened to the music and liked it can relate to it. Whatever we are going through we can find an old ICP album and just let our problems go. The music puts you in a mood to just let it all go. The question is "How long you been down with the clown?" My answer is 12 years. Steve

The Painter
Let me paint your face, as the light is changing Let me touch your hair as the sky is gold, pink, red, purple Let me blow smoke in your eyes as the sun says good evening to the land for the night Let me make you beautiful, when the light changes and hold a frame around your heart - to capture your heavenly spirit Let me kiss your lips with the tip of my brush, for the light is changing Let me love your nose, your arms, your neck when I caress your skin with my palate of color, as the light changes Let me lay my head on your shoulder as I weep when the light was changing Your beauty overwhelms me as I capture your soul in a frame Let me paint your face, as the light is changing Let me love you, when the light changes

Lift
Smoke billows from the bones of a freshly dead smile the sky is weeping, agony weaves through the clouds The shadow of dawn crawls on a river It hides in the light of the wind The shadow of dawn circles the river and falls from the eyes of a cat Smoke billows from the bones of a freshly dead smile The earth is Weeping, agony for her lost love A freshly dead smile falls in a frown of the sea Smoke billows from the bones of a freshly dead love. A man falls into a sea and weeps for his lost love

About Me..
I'm strong, but I break..I'm stubborn and I plenty mistake. I'm hard and life with me is never easy..Please don't ever try to figure me out. I'll make you fall in love with me and then push you away from my heart. Cry for hours and always be smiling. Laugh about my life, but worry about step I take. There is no apologizing for what I do to the ones around me. If I've hurt you, I'm sorry. I just don't want you to see my heart and the glumly appearance it has from all of the pain.. To the ones who still love me. I can't promise who I will be in 5 mins, 5 months, or 5 years from now. You can choose to wait till there's something or you can enjoy the moments of you life. Someday when we are at the same place or on the same road it may be ok for you to hold my hand. And I will let you love me again. But for now...I set you free... Today-I close my eyes, take a deep breath and pray that I will make it day by day. I choose to be on my own. Stand up for what I want. Have fun and live...I'm

Love And Romance
The River Down at the river, as the wind blew thru her hair, It was as if a Goddess was standing there. Her eyes they sparkled, as tho diamonds were in her eyes, All I really remember is how she made me feel inside. I felt like a young school boy seeing his first love, Feelings swept thru my being as clouds moving in the wind above. We didn't say a word, yet we knew what we did say. All we had to do is look each others way. I think on that day our souls were joined, mixed and entwined, regardless what would happen, we were soulmates, till the end of time. With each passing day, that moment at the river grew, In my heart I felt love, as if for the first time, My heart felt happiness again, it seemed so right. A woman, A Lady, A moment in time, When down by the river our souls were combined. I know whatever happens, there will never be a day, when my heart and being, doesn't think of her in this way. Even tho we're apart, my heart still shines, when I think of t

Cheated On
I just found out that my boyfriend of 5 years was cheating on me. its been a rough year and i stood by him for all his crap and he goes off to be with someone else with no explanation. he broke up our family and top it off my 4 yr old says to me "daddy needs to marry mommy and i say he doesnt want us and he says we need a new daddy a daddy that loves mommy." how do you comfort a child you understands that!

The Chaotic Pieces Of My Life
I know many of you have not seen me online in quite some time. Just wanted to give my friends the 411. I have moved from Rantoul to Champaign. It has been a draining move on me and anyone involved. I would like to thank my friends who helped me with the process. it is unfortunate that I could not stay in my home, It was so comfortable there. I am sure some of you also know that I am awaiting to start a new Job on October 15th, Money has been tight and I have asked the kid's father if he would be willing to take temp custody of them for a while until I can get back on my feet. It is a hrd choice that I have made. Imiss them everyday that goes by, I have no phone to contact them and no job for gas to go see them. I feel like such a failure as a mother and a person. I felt so alone and Depressed. Until, Well a Friend came into my life. A friend from High School that I had known quite a while in my life. This friend has been a blessing to me. helping me through my rough times

Walk Of Life Beside You ....
Your touch swells over me like a cloud in a rainstorm, relieving my aching passion inside. You have breathed life in my soul which had long since been forgotten and abandoned. You have allowed me to look into the future as see the wonderous blessings that are to come. Your eyes give me the comfort I need to be strong and they soothe my uneasyness with love. Hearing my name come from your lips awakens an emotion that I have never dared to allow my heart to feel. I will walk with you on this journey of life, by my side, holding each other up and smiling along the way, hand in hand. Yearning to have you near me every waking moment of my life, learning from you and taking in all your glorious light. and when Either of us leave this sacred place a small piece of myself will leave with you and I will once again become a lifeless soul without you near.

Hey Baby
-JAH, KNOWS HOW I TRIED IT TRIED... -I'LL BE GONE A WHILE AWAY FROM YOU -AND HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND -THAT I'VE GOT TO DO WHAT I MUST TO DO -TO BE A BETTER MAN -CUZ IF I WERE TO JUST ACT A FOOL -DO NOTHING WITH MYSELF -THEN ALL MY BLESSINGS WOULD BE CURSED -MY WORLD WOULD CRUMBLE AWAY -IT'S A JOY WHEN I SIT DOWN AND THINK -THE GOOD TIMES WE HAVE -AND WHAT WE DO TO MAKE IT THROUGH -WHEN GOOD TIMES TURNED TO BAD -WELL I HOPE YOU FIND IT IN YOUR HEART -KNOW THESE WORDS ARE TRUE -AND PLEASE DON'T FUSS -BECAUSE I MUST -DO WHAT I MUST DO -AND HEY BABY DON'T YOU WORRIE -EVEN THOUGH THE ROAD IS ROCKY -I'LL BE COMMING HOME TO YOU AGAIN -CUZ IF YOU THOUGHT I WAS LOST -I HAVE TO BARE MY CROSS -BUT NOW I'M FREE FROM ALL THESE CHAINS -WHEN THE TIME AND SPACE ARE IN A DIFFRENT PLACE -PERFECT WE MAY BE -CUZ I WOULD BE THE WIND THAT BLOWS -YOU'D BE THAT WILLOW TREE

Wtf
'With hurricanes, tornados, fires out of control, mud slides, flooding, severe thunderstorms tearing up the country from one end to another, and with the threat of bird flu and terrorist attacks, are we sure this is a good time to take God out of the Pledge of Allegiance?'

Truly 5 By 5
every now and again i will post a happy blog, it will happen on the days i wake up and everything feels right, my life, my soul and my karma come together as one and i feel enlighten, that has happened today, i feel generally good and i am truly feeling 5 by 5, a perfect ten out of ten, i could begin to explain why but the wench who needs to know why knows and should always know that it is because of them that i feel this way and for that i am indebted with my life, and that is ment literally, as anyone who knows me for real will know, so just a reminder to that person that they mean the world and i wanna say thank you for everything

My Last Day
Today is last day for the smiles contest I am in..Ty to everyone who has voted for me ..I am behind in contest so if everyone could please vote one last time :) Thanks again for all your help !! http://www.sugarloot.com/entry/514374617

The Angel
NuttinButtSexxy AN ANGEL CAME TO COMFORT ME, WITH ETHEREAL BEAUTY RARE, SHE SWABBED MY TEARS WITH DELICATE WINGS, AS I CURLED IN MY DESPAIR, I SAW YOUR FACE SO CLEAR, RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES, AND REMEMBERED A LOVE INTENSE,BOUND BY PASSION'S TIES, A VOW WE PLEDGED FOREVER,A PROMISE WE WOULD KEEP, CREATES THIS PAIN IN ME, THAT RUNS IT'S RIVER DEEP. NIGHTS WE HELD EACHOTHER, EMBRACING LOVE'S GLOW, WE SWORE OUR HEART'S FOREVER, HOW WERE WE TO KNOW, THAT FATE WOULD COME BETWEEN US AND TAKE YOU FROM MY LIFE, YOUR FOREVER IN MY HEART, I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR WIFE. I LAY UPON HER LAP AND CRIED A THOUSAND TEARS, SHE HELD ME AS SHE WHISPERED.... HE'S NOW BEEN GONE FOR YEARS. TOO ONLY SEE YOU SMILE AND WALK WITH YOU IN TIME, I WOULD WAIT FOREVER, JUST TO MAKE YOU MINE, AN ETERNITY I'LL WAIT TO KISS YOUR LIPS SO SWEET, YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN THIS HEART OF MINE AND SOMEDAY AGAIN WE'LL MEET.

Everytime
How are you in my every thought, every minute of every day. why cant I get you out of my head or heart. why do I feel like Im flying when I look in your eyes. what makes me melt so when you touch my face. what makes me want you so. Ive never not known, Ive never not understood. Ive never not been in control. but everytime I stop I think of you, everytime I think of you my heart skips a beat. Everytime I stop I cant breath, everytime I cant breath I think of you. I can feel you with me even now when your so far away. I can still feel your finger tips on my face. All I have to do is close my eyes and there you are. Always in my dreams. I fight the day break and pray for the moon so that I might see you and feel your touch again. Just a simple thought of you brings a smile to my face and a tear to my eye. Neither of which can I hold back. You make me so happy, you make me want to make you happy. I want to make you smile and laugh. when I see you smile it warms my heart and my world is alr

Let Me Fall
Hold me, help me, let me fall into your arms. Look into my eyes, and let me look deep into into yours. Bare your heart and soul to me, and let me be unafraid to show you mine. Let me bare all of myself to you, without fear of loosing you. Let me open my heart to you, so that it may begin to heal. Let me open my heart so that I mite let the pain out. And let me open my heart to you unafraid, that I mite let love in.

A Poem Written 10-8 "my Everything"
" Looking For My Everything" Looking for my everything is he out there ive searched far and ive searched near Broke some hearts and mine has been broke some men just think love is a joke When i give my heart i give it all trust him totally to catch me when i fall Want that man who will make me feel whole want a man to love me mind,body and soul Want that man to make me his everything the one who can make my heart sing When he looks at me does he have that sparkle in his eyes when we touch his heart beats and he get butterflies Want to find that one who always has me on his mind that true love that i have longed to find The one who picks a flower just because the one who over looks my flaws The one who loves me just for me in my arms he longs to be To feel his gentle touch against my skin to feel the love we have for one another within To feel his kiss upon my lips to have his arms around my hips To feel our hearts beat as one kissing

More Weight!
Salem Witch Trials in History and Literature An Undergraduate Course, University of Virginia Spring Semester 2001 Born in England about 1611, Giles Corey was one of the six men to be executed during the Salem witch trials of 1692. John Proctor, George Burroughs, George Jacobs Sr., John Willard, and Samuel Wardwell were all hanged after being convicted of witchcraft, while Giles Corey was pressed to death with stones for refusing to "put himself on the country," that is, to allow himself to be put on trial. He emigrated from England to Salem and remained there until 1659 when he relocated to Salem Farms, just south of Salem Village. There he owned an extensive plot of land, which resulted in the appearance of his being a prosperous farmer. His personality, reputation and relationships with others however tainted that picture. Although he had become a full member of the Village church and had close ties with the Porter faction in the Village, his reputation as one who lacked conside

The Rock
Even through all the heartache and dispaire in my life, still here I stand. hard as stone, yet soft as a feather.I am the rock, hard and strong, as I have been all my life. Always there when you could not stand on your own. But still I am the feather, soft and gentle when you need comfort.Always with an open heart and open arms. Always with a smile and uplifting word to brighten you day. I open my heart and soul to you every day, and as my heart bleeds for you, it also breaks, as the tears roll down my face. Knowing everyday that I will never be good enough. No matter how much I love, or how true I am, The Rock and Feather is all I will ever be.

Here We Go
I decided to write a blog about something I am doing. I have told no one, and I thought, you know, support goes a long way. So I will write updates here and there, depending on the interest I get. I am trying to lose weight. I have lost 20 pounds since last month!! I have stopped eating out, and I watch what I am eating now. Wooohooo. I even gave up drinking so much pop! OMG many of you are aware of where I work so that is more difficult than many of you know. My family and boyfriend have noticed and are constantly asking what I am doing. My man is afraid I am going to lose my ass. lmao---hahahahaha at the pun!!! I told him I always had an ass so he need not be worried about that. haha!! I want to do this for me. Not for anyone else. I am happy with me, but I want to be healthier. So any input or support you wonderful fubarians may have, I would love to hear! =D Have a great day!!

Life 1
So many things in life are taken for granted. I too had done that before, But no longer!! I love life! YES, I LOVE LIFE! What more can I say?! I just wish for once I would not have to go throught the heartache of losing someone I care about. Then again, you can't lose what you never actually had in the first place. I would really love nothing more than to share my love and my life with someone. I thought I had that person, and well I was wrong.

How Special You's All Are To Me
TY ALL FOR SUCH AWSOME " BIRTHDAY SUNDAY " IF I COULD SEE YOU'S ALL IN PERSON , EACH ONE WOULD GET A HUG AND MEET CRAZY BREW HE HE I LOVE YOUS ALL . TY YOUS SO MUCH . Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Double Standards
Anyways I'm chillin here and a lounge owner drops the link for his lounge in my Sb 4 times in one day. I finally decided to give it a look and the first thing I see when i roll in is a house rule prohibitibg the dropping of links in the lounge. Double standards???

Ropes And Nails
I crossed another line out of my comfort zone last weekend. I signed up to be rope bound at a club. So the fact that I was in public was the first turn on. The second was the man roping me and the third was 2 specific men watching. The man roping me was just learning from a master, so it took longer than expected, but I was thoroughly enjoying the anticipation. By the time he finished the process, I was nearly hyperventilating and weakened by an uncontrollable exiliration. I was led around by my binder, which made me more playful and "awake", but when he was untying me, I started feeling weak and faint again. He was behind me and one of the other men was in front playing with me. He had to hold me up and help me to my car...well, ok, his car. The night continues into morning, but my story doesn't....at least not for now. Let's just say that as much as long fingernails on men have been a turn off for me, there are definite advantages.

Big O
How could I ever describe to him what he means to me? Words limit these feelings that run through my veins. How could I ever express the feeling that gives me goosebumps? The tingling on my flesh when I envision him near is eternal bliss, yet even that is an understatement. My gasp for air pierces the silence that surrounds me as I no longer resist the pleasure that fills my body, just from thinking about him. He's done so much for me and my life, done more than he should have. I know how lucky I am to even just know him, let alone be able to love him. To be loved by him. Curling up my toes, trying not to scream, suppressing any sound that I might utter. Digging my nails into my skin, needing more, wanting more. Biting down on my lip, eyes closed, concentrating on what's happening to me, on what I'm feeling. I love him, I know I do, hopefully he knows it too. I want him and I need him, I need him here. But he is here. He's here in my mind, here on my skin, soft tendern

Going
i have found fubar alot of fun in the beginning but its just a game on how many ppl you can get as friends. I've gotten a few good ones and i'm sorry to say that i'm leaving. this time i'm not coming back. so to all my ppl on my friends' list its been nice but time to move on. take care and all the best. will be gone by Friday.

Stuffs.
Holy toledo, I made it online finally. Busy with stuffs. Made two trips to Cedar Point with Aaron. Two Sundays in a row. Was really awesome since it wasn't peak season so there weren't assloads of people there. Got on all the coasters. Top thrill was the only one i didn't much care for. Scared the bejesus outta me. Pretty sure i screamed the entire time. Aaron had a vacation week last week, so spent pretty much the entire time hanging out with him. Sucks he has to work this week, I'm bored. Girls are doing well in school. Andrea loves kindergarten and Kait's doing great in class and working with her speech therapist. Totally excited about their picture day tomorrow. I'ma have em all dolled up =D Gosh, I thought I hadn't been online cuz I've been busy, but guess I really haven't been. Just been preoccupied and not caring about the net I spose. Anyway, I'm alive. And really happy.

In The Strangeness Of The Night
its been a very strange few days for me.have adopted my dog out to friends as i cannot take sare of her in my pressent situation.as many of my friends know,due to a very bad break up back in the spring and recent stressors in my life,i have been forced to take refuge in a shelter temporarilly.at first my bro was just sitting her till i could get things taken care of but certain recent events have stalled things by a month or two longer and she has gotten compfortable there and my bro has kinda gotten attached so,,,,i made the most painfull sacrifice of my life and decided to leave her there.my bro is extatic and siannon seems happy so,,,,anyway,got invited out by a buddy o mine to a party about a week back and got completely and gloriously wrecked.just now over the hangover.drank more then at any other point in my life,i shite the not!!not drinkin for a long while again.strange days these and i sometimes question my sanity.but,,,i keep survivin

Why?
Another night of staying up till morning arguing and fighting. I'm so wore out that it's so pathetic. I'm at work, but I feel like a zombie. I'm an emotional wreck and so drained. To beat it all I still have no earthly clue what all was wrong. I was working on a wedding veil that I sold when he came home from lunch. The next thing I know he's telling me how it's not worth it and that I don't charge enough. That I spend too much time trying to make a business that isn't ever going to be what I want it to be. That it's not going anywhere and all I'm doing is wasting time. It's my time...I'm not taking anything away from his time with me or the kids time. Why? I feel like any time I get something going for me he wants to take it away. Why? Then my oldest wanted to know if she was going to be able to go to her soccer game (the kids are on fall break and we are leaving to go see my parents on wednesday). He gets ill with her and says no. I ask why and things escalate into I don't know what.

I Laugh Out Loud!!!!!!!!!
I LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!! I LAUGH OUT LOUD TO KEEP FROM LETTING THE DEVIL HAVE HIS WAY WITH ME! I LAUGH OUT LOUD TO KEEP MY SANITY AND TO KEEP ME FROM REVERTING BACK TO THE WAYS OF THE PAST. I LAUGH OUT LOUD TO KEEP THE WOMAN ON TOP OF THE SITUATION SO THE YOUNG GIRL DOWN IN THE VISES ARE KEPT CAPTIVE. I LAUGH OUT LOUD FOR THE TRUE FACT THAT IF I DON’T I WILL VERBALLY COMMIT A 187, KILLING THE BEAST THAT CAUSES ME TO LAUGH OUT LOUD! I LAUGH OUT LOUD BECAUSE THINGS ARE NOT AS THE SHOULD BE, OR THE WAY THEY ARE MEANT TO BE. I LAUGH OUT LOUD AND AM WILLING TO WALK AWAY FROM A SITUATION THAT WOULD CAUSE ME TO STOOP TO A LEVEL THAT IS BENEATH ME!! I LAUGH OUT LOUD IN THE FACES OF THOSE WHO WISH ME TO FAIL!! I HAVE FAILED IN THE PAST AND REFUSE TO FAIL AGAIN IN THIS LIFETIME!! IF AM TO FAIL IT WILL BE DUE TO THE VERBAL HOMICIDE DONE ONTO ME! BEING BORN OF THE MUSLIM FAITH, I AM NOT A FAILURE AND HAVE NEVER TRIED. I SUCCEED TO BECOME THE RULER AND MOTHER EARTH, ¾ WATER , I

I Love You,, I Do.....
I LOVE YOU I DO AND FOREVER I WILL WE WEAR THIS RING ATLEAST AND UNTIL THIS RING NOT GOLDEN OR WORN ON THE LEFT IT’S AN AURA FILLED BEAM SURROUNDING OUR CHEST IT BROUGHT US TOGETHER AND IT CALMS US AT NIGHT IT REMOVED YOUR UNCERTAINTY WE’RE A FIT JUST RIGHT IT REMOVES ALL THE NEGATIVE AND SOOTHES OUR SOULS IT’S WHAT MAKES ME LOVE YOU BEYOND GETTING OLD I LOVE YOU I DO THROUGH ETERNITY I GIVE YOU THIS RING TO WEAR FOR INFINITY FOREVER IN LOVE YOU I THEE WED NO QUESTIONS TO ASK THERS NONE IN MY HEAD NOT BASED ON YOUR BODY OR TASTES OF SINS SO SWEET BUT ON A HEAVEN SENT WISH WE TWO SHOULD MEET FOREVER FOR ALWAYS FOR LOVE FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR FEET TO THE TOP OF YOUR CROWN BEYOND THE HERE AND NOW SO SWEET FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL AND THE BEATS OF MY HEART I LOVE YOU MR WHO LOVES ME BACK I DID FROM THE START

Help Him Be A Rockstar!!
Another one of my sexy friends needs help to level...He is so close to being a rockstar! Help him would ya? Show him my fubar friends are the best! If he is not on your list make him so, hes a good guy...and Guys? No it isn;t gay to rate and fan a fellow man...Friends are friends...:) Click the pic and add him.. hugs and kisses! **BaldPunk**@ fubar

You..................
YOU, WHEN WE FIRST MET IT WAS A DIFFERENT TIME AND LOCATION. NOTHING CAME FROM OUR FIRST MEETING. THIS TIME WAS DIFFERENT AND WILL FOREVER BE EMBEDDED IN MY MEMORY. YOU ENTERED INTO MY WORLD WITH A PLAN OF ATTACK SET IN MOTION. THIS DEEP AND SENSUAL VOICE AIMED AT WEAKENING THE HEARTS OF WOMEN. YOUR A GENTLEMAN WHO IS STREET WISE WITH PIMP LIKE QUALITIES. SOME WHAT YOUNGER IN AGE. WITH WISDOM AND BOOK SMARTS LIKE A TRUE SCHOLAR. BORN UNDER THE SAME MOON WITH SIMILAR INTERESTS AND COMONALITIES. THE BODY OF AN ATHLETE AND THE HEIGHT TO REACH OUT AND TOUCH THE SKY. A SMILE SO BEAUTIFUL IT MELTS MY HEART. EYES THAT SEE INTO MY SOUL AND BURNS YOUR IMAGE INTO IT. YOU CAME INTO MY WORLD AND INTO MY HEART FROM THE START. I LINGERED ON YOUR WORDS AND IMAGINED YOU IN THE FLESH. IMAGINING YOUR ARMS WRAPPED AROUND ME AND HOW YOU WOULD LOVE ME. LONG WALKS GOING NO WHERE HAND IN HAND ARM IN ARM. HAVING OUR FAVORITE DRINKS WHILE LISTENING TO YOUR “MIXTAPES”. MAKING LOVE TO YOU

Fall
Fall The sight of the leaves’, magnificent color display The sound of rakes, on a crisp autumn day The smell of the turkey, baking in the house The sight of birds gathering, before heading south The feel of comfort, of an old sweatshirt on you The sound of Hail to the Victors, and Let’s Go Blue The sight of flannel shirts, and turtleneck sweaters The feel of a cold front, and rapid falling temperatures The taste of a crisp apple, picked from a tree The sound of the salmon, swimming upstream The smell of the grills, in the air at the tailgate The sight of the year’s, very first snowflake The taste of pumpkin pie, and pumpkin seeds The sound of ghosts and goblins, on Halloween The sight of the antlers, now on the deer The taste of piping hot chili, and really cold beer The sound of the grass, crunchy after the frost The sight of children, on a bright yellow school bus The feel of indian summer, being unusually warm The sound of leaves rustling, in the piles they form

I Love Ya All
I just wanted to post a blog to all my friends and family letting you know how much I appreciate ya ! Thanks for not giving up on me, although I haven't been online and able to do my daily commenting doesn't mean you aren't in my daily thoughts . I have been having some medical issues that prevent me from being online as often as usual, and when I do sign on it's generally just to get emails, messages, and read my comments as I just can't sit here as long ! My body seems to be so tired ! Mentally, physically and even emotionally I feel so drained, tired and worn out ! Just don't give up on me , and keep your fingers crossed that I get out of this " rut " and start feeling better soon ! My DR. is wanting me to undergo surgery, but with taken care of Mom and my Girls... I just CAN'T , at least right now ! Luv ya all Sassy~Girl

For All The New Members Of My Friends List
This is for all the members of the friends list who have not seen this story yet... there are others in my blog area too. This is a favorite story on eroticstories.com and on literotica.com of mine. This will be the last of the stories posted for today for the new members of my friends list. I hope you have enjoyed the stories. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First Class by Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just taken my assigned right aisle seat in first class and opened the latest issue of “Newsweek” and begun to read a story about Terrorism in Iraq and suddenly - you walk through the entrance to the seating section of the Boeing 747. There is a certain air about you as you enter; every male in the front passenger area is staring at you. You seize the moment and demand the attention, perhaps not intentionally, but your presence shows how secure you are with your personal image and your sexuality. You are wearing a white

Im Back!!!!!!
Hey everyone, Im sure you know by now Im back, lol. Most of you have already rated the pics im uploading, Im getting them back in there after them being deleted. Anyways don't worry about rating them, I just want my cool pics back on there:) I have missed everyone and I want to thank Dark Prince, Dark Princess Lillith for keeping my page going while I was out:) I love you all!!!! Bloody Kisses MINA p.s Im trying to catch up on everyone's new stuff so please bear with me:)

How To Simulate Shipboard Life At Home
How To Simulate Shipboard Life At Home ( Notice the Background is "Haze Gray and Underway" ! ) * When commencing this simulation, remember to lock yourself inside your house and board up all windows and doors with all friends and family outside. Communicate only with letters that your neighbor will hold up for four (or six) weeks before delivering, losing one out of every five. Have a bleary-eyed, overworked, disinterested slob yell "Mail Call!" at random intervals through one week of each month, only to tell you with a smirk, "You didn't get anything" nine out of ten times. * Surround yourself with people you would not choose to be with, roughly one person per squarre yard; those you do know, you don't like. Suggested choices are those who: chain smoke, fart loudly and often, snore like a steam locomotive on an uphill grade. Also, they must: complain incessantly, seldom shower and/or brush their teeth. Lastly, they must use expletives in speech like children use sugar o

Enoughzenough
so, as we all know, anything goes on this site...but as a trusted loving girlfriend and mother, sorry to say but i'm downsizing. not everyone, but all those who make rude comments or ask me stupid questions. if i think you havent gotten the clue from reading my profile, you will be deleted. so if YOU think it could be you then please help me out here and get off my friends list. nothing really against anyone, but we all have different tastes, ideas, and views on life. i have no need to look at you jerking off on yer webcam. i get what i need from my man just fine. thanks to everyone for putting up with me and props to myself for finally standing up to "in your face freedom"... some people just take it tooo far and push it onto the unwilling. sorry thank you and have a good week.

Missin My Brother~rip Chris~
TODAY IS 10YRS THAT MY BROTHER HAS BEEN GONE FROM US...IT IS A HARD DAY FOR ME.....I WAS TOLD IT GETS EASIER BUT I CAN SAY IT HAS DONE NOTHING BUT GOTTEN HARDER...IT COULD BE CAUSE WHAT ALL I HAVE GONE THROUGH SINCE HE HAS BEEN GONE...I KNOW HE WOULD NOT HAVE LET ME PUT UP WITH WHAT I DID IF HE WOULD HAVE BEEN HERE...HE WAS MY VERY FAVORITE BROTHER OUT OF 4....IF IT WASNT FOR HIM AND TAMI AFTER I HAD MY SON THERE IS NO TELLING WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED..THEY REALLY HELPED ME AND I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT!!! I JUST WISH HE WOULD HAVE STAYED HERE TO SEE AUSTIN GROW....I LOVE AND MISS YOU BUBBA.....I KNOW U R WATCHING OVER ME AND TRYING UR DAMNEST TO GUIDE ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTIONS...I MISS YOU SO MUCH...LOVE YOU AND THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY....I KNOW I AM BEING SELFISH BUT I WILL BE GLAD WHEN I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN...I AM ONLY HERE FOR AUSTIN~~~ THANK YALL FOR READING SORRY JUST NEEDED TO GET A LITTLE OFF OF ME!! THANKS KATIE

Ryde The Rainbow
Never to ryde the rainbow, Or taste the falling rain, Only to be the dirt below your feet, And to remain without a name. A useless little never-see, Whom for no one really cared, Never you mention the name of another, As you sit in your nobody chair. Who that sleeps at night, And still hides admist the day, Never thought anything really mattered, And had nothing important to say. Never bled a drop, From skin soft and clean, But still as dirty as the next man, No matter how much the outside gleams. Never one of the others, Never did you belong, No one ever missed you, Because they never knew you were gone. Never missed or thought about, And no one ever mourned, No one felt sorry for you, Because they were sorry you were born.

I'm A Woman And A Dork , Deal With It!
Sometimes I hate having feelings, I mean , I will give my all to 'my man' ( when I have one ) and show the world that I love him etc etc etc. .......... but why is it that men don't get it!? They don't seem to understand that MOST women, especially one that loves you more than anything, NEEDS for her man to let the world know that he loves her too just as much!? It's partially some insecurities sure, but there are worse things than some small insecurities c'mon! It's mostly about respect and 'rejoicing' in your love for one another, and I don't see that as a bad thing at all! Is there something I'm missing? Am I not supposed to want or need that?? It's damned if I do and damned if I don't anymore, I'm effin lost!! They love me for my caring n love n all the 'good shit' yet, they hate me for the same things. I'm tired of being wrong for just wanting to show others that I love my man and him show that he loves me( when I'm with somebody ) There's certain things that a wo

New Meth Warning!!!
I saw this in a bulletin and it really hit home for me. As some of you already know, I am a recovering Meth addict. I have been clean for 35 months. I am very proud of this accomplishment. I hope that by passing this information along, I may be able to help someone to not end up where I was. Any person who would give this terrible drug to a child is lower than low. I hope that these people are caught and put under the next federal prison that is built. Please read and pass this along. Thanks, Mystie There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola,cherry, grape and orange. It looks just like pop rocks. Please instruct children to not accept candy that lo

Waiting...
Waiting. For a drink, for a show, for a moment, for the right time. It's the anticipation that I'm waiting for. Zippers and tights, laughter and red wine slipping to the floor; getting ready for the evening is more fun than what we're priming for. The ride took cramped days, unstretched legs. There were bathrooms that made as swear we could hold it and gallons of blackened sugary, caffineated water that promised we couldn't. You fell asleep and I couldn't reach the CD's. Sleepy eyes created flocks of birds on empty freeways. All this and more we endured to get there, yet while the trip remains clear, I can no longer remember the where that was there. The firsts...kiss, move, adventure, love, heartbreak, travel, glimpse, lick and taste, it's the anticipation I recall. I anticipate missing you, later will I rembember your name? Getting there is half the fun they say, but is there anything or anyone half worth the loss of anticipating for?

Ok Here's The Deal..
I am on the verge of deleting people from all my lists.....No one makes an effort to even stop and say hello or thinking about ya anymore...and Why in the heck do i need to waste my time and people dont even give a shit. SO starting soon people are going to be gone.. I rightly dont care who this pisses off..Maybe if ya would stop by once a month n show a lil love things wouldnt put ur damn fruit of a looms in a wad.....SO there it is straight from the Bitch's mouth... I will say If u want to stay let me know Ill keep u if not ty for your precious time and all that jazz....... Mel { Texas Bitch }

Wedding Day
THE WEDDING Mike was going to be married to Karen, So his father sat him down for a little chat. He said, "Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite I took off my pants, handed them to your mother, and said, "Here - try these on." She did and said, "These are too big, I can't wear them." " I replied, "Exactly, I wear the pants in this family and I always will." "Ever since that night we never had any problems." "Hmmm," said Mike. He thought that might be a good thing to try, so on his honeymoon Mike took off his pants and said to Karen, "Here - try these on." She tried them on and said, "These are too large. They don't fit me." Mike said, "Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. I don't want you to ever forget that." Then Karen took off her pants and handed them to Mike. She said, "Here, you try on mine." He did and said, "I can't get into your pants." Karen said, "Exactly.

Top 10 Lovers
The 10th Place Goes To The 9th Place Goes To The 8th Place Goes To The 7th Place Goes To The 6th Place Goes To The 5th Place Goes To The 4th Place Goes To The 1st Runnerup Is Shared By Two The 2nd Runnerup Is Shared By Two The Lover of The Lovers The 1st Place Is For Congrats To All Of YOU

Can Ya Check My ...
hey all, for those of you that know me well enough by now.... i tried to update my about me section of my profile to make it shorter since it seems that most can't be bothered to read that much... those of you that know me know what pisses me off most, can ya tell me if i left anything out? i'm so not thinking straight this afternoon yet, lol much thanks if you do, Sin (p.s. if you don't know me that well or haven't read my profile, please read the about me and let me know if you think anything's missing as well)

Making Some Changes Here
After a whole lot of problems being caused because certain people seem to not understand the word married means not available, i am changing my account to a joint account with my husband. I am going to be a little tied up making changes to the page so if i don't get around to saying hello it's not that i am ignoring you so please understand. I just got back from a doctor appointment as well (what a waste of perfectly good time)

Parental Drama
Raise your hand if your parents are fucking nuts. *Raises both high into the air* My folks have been divorced so my drama, instead of being a collective chaos, is individual (meaning it's times-two). I won't bore you with details, but I say I should just shoot them both and put them out of their misery*. I don't think they can be happy any other way. *note to law enforcement: please read as sarcasm.

Yes The Posse Feels So Good..
THESE ARE IN ORDER OF PRIORITY, CONTESTS THEN GIVE AWAYS. MAKE SURE YOU RATE THEM ALL. PLEASE KEEP INTOUCH WITH MIZZ SHADY OR MS. RETTA IF YOU NEED TO BE ADDED. THIS IS A CONTEST. FINZ NEVER ASKS FOR HELP BUT ALWAYS HELPS IN ALL CONTESTS. LET'S GET HIM THE WIN. THIS ENDS OCT. 15TH AT 9PM EST THAT'S 6PM FUBAR TIME. Mish in a give away for a 3 months VIP. She needs 25,000. She's at 9871 Mish in a give away for a Happy Hour. She needs 50,000 all rates equal 10. She's at 19,187 This is a good deed here posse.. very very sweet person.. Give away contest.. Needs 14,500 and has hardly any now. ****THIS WILL BE POSTED OVER AND OVER AGAIN. PLEASE REPOST EVERYTIME YOU READ IT.****

Respect.
I respect my family, people who help others, soldiers, firefighters, EMS, cops, friends of mine and AC/DC and thats about it. I get tired of people I don't even know telling me I should respect them. Women like "KinkStar Sin ** Rate/Fan/READ PROFILE." who go on here and show strangers pics of herself getting plowed and shoving a dildo in herself, in my eyes don't deserve my respect. No matter how much she asks for it. So if I have no clue who you are and you want my respect, don't bother!!!

This Past Weekend At The Race In Talladega
This past week was a riot. I attended my first race. It was nice. I never partied as hard as i did for 3 damn days. I enjoyed it, it was a experience. Boobs, Beads and Beers and Nascar. What more could a girl ask for. Also if your a guy and u bring your wife or girlfriend... Dont get all shitty when somone asks her to see her boobs.. your the dumb ass who put her in that situation. Ok Its all fun.. I mean come on its just tits its not like the pootane!! I have tons of pics i need to up load. If u never have been be sure to check it out one day. Amy

If You'e Going To Be A King, Be A King
"In the second year of Joash son of Jehoahaz king of Israel reigned Amaziah the son of Joash king of Judah." 2 Kings 14 is the first of several chapters which deal more with the kings than the actions of the prophets in Israel and Judah, and the events of this chapter cover a total of fifty-six years. We'll be jumping back and forth a bit, and some of what the author assumes his audience knew about their roots may sound strange to our ears, but the usual suspects in the collapse of any civilization -- national apathy and spiritual indifference with a healthy dose of foreign invasion thrown in -- are all too common in history. We just change the names. So Amaziah becomes king of Judah when he's twenty five and rules for twenty-nine years from Judah's capital of Jerusalem, it's said in verse two. Verse three continues that Amaziah did what was right in the eyes of the LORD, but not as intensely as David (his ancestor, who in Israel and Judah cast a long shadow as George Washington doe

The 11 Th Husband
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin". "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times.?" "Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband # 2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get back with me. Husband # 3 was from Field Services; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband # 4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband # 5 was an Engineer, he understood the basic process but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from Administration; he thought he knew how but he wasn't

Immigration =o
I received a letter today from Citizenship and Immigration Canada. "We are pleased to advise you that processing of your application has been completed. The Canada Immigration Centre in ------ will contact you concerning your permanent resident status." So, the processing of my application is complete. I called the woman to give her my change of address and to see what this "appointment" was all about. It turns out I have to go this place 2 hours from here, bring all my paperwork - my new AWESOME passport included and right there they determine whether I will become a permanent resident of Canada. On top of the $590.00 we all ready spent on the application alone (which, by the way - took them 9 months to process), we have to pay another $490.00 for the "Permanent Residence Fee". PLUS, we still have to wait ANOTHER 2 months until we even get an appointment. heh. On top of it all, I still have to send in my paperwork to renew my visitor status in Canada so I don't get k

A Simple Bitch!!!verses A Real Bitch
"""A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "nobody better jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch knows that mutha fucka's first name, last name, birthday,address, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works,how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now

How Ironic...
So it's my only day off til next sunday and I'm sitting here doing ABSOLUTELY 100% NOTHING. It's incredible...and I've actually caught a lot of shit for it today...and I almost felt bad till I read my horoscope for the day.... This is what I have actually been doing all day!

Mother
You can only have one mother, Patient, kind and true. No other friend in all the world Will be so true to you. For all her loving kindness, She asks nothing in return, If all the world deserted me, To my mother I could turn. To those that have a mother, Treasure her with care, For you never know her value, Until you know that she's not there

Limited Time Online
Hello everyone! I know that it is about time I started my blog here....however it's not good news. Between my daytime job with the Air Force, volunteer firefighting and going to school to be an EMT-B, my online and free time is short. I will jump on from time to time, but not for very long. I am on yahoo as curja_43 if you want to msg me. Take care and hope to hear from you all soon!

Funny As Hell
Okay...I'm a pretty honest guy and if I am rating a picture then I am going to call it as I damn well see it. I have yet to rate anyone below a 7, but let's face it, not everyone is a 10. I hate it when people get pissed off because you were honest, so they rate you as a one (I can roll with the punches) and then block you. What a fucking loser! Be honest when you vote or go the fuck to another site! PERIOD!!!

Blind Faith
Faith is Foolish the dissappointment is inherent and so it contaminates the spirit Truth is not Simple even when it is idealists are emotional not logical but those passions must adapt or die dramatically We all must Compromise to get what we want therefore you never get what you want Ideals must be flexible Truth is subject to perception Dreams are not static Faith should never be Blind

I Have Feelings Too
I am so very tired of the guys out here who think its ok to mess with my emotions and my heart. I am not a plaything i am flesh and blood an yes i cry and i get hurt. I am more then just a vagina here for your enjoyment!!!!! I want to be loved and cherished not used until something else comes along or until your girlfriend can move here. I am starting to believe that there are no good guys left, and why should i when all that seems to find me is a bunch of well not good guys.thats it for now am so frustrated that my head is pounding.

Headaches
A woman comes home and tells her husband, "Remember those headaches I've been having all these years? Well, they're gone." "No more headaches?" the husband asks," What happened?" His wife replies," Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself and repeat , I do not have a headache; I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache.' "It worked! The headaches are all gone." His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. Why don't you go see the hypnotist and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife and carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back a few minutes later and jumps into bed

Frustration With Fubar!
I get so frustrated with this site! Seems like so many problems and they never fix any of them. I really hate that when you log off, it shows you still on for an hour or more. Apparently, it shows me still on for many hours! Why? Why keep people logged in when they are not there? It makes people confused thinking you are there and ignoring them. The photo glitch last week was a bad one. Then my pictures disappeared for a while and then when they came back, they were in the wrong folders and in the wrong order. How do pictures disappear? Now, I go pick up my son from school and come back and I look at my crush and it is gone. I didn't delete him. And.....the 8 crushes on me are gone! I went to my crushes profile and it said 1 crush on him (me) and he had one crush (me) but it was not showing up in mine! So I re-crushed him. I went into Fubar support lounge and they were no help at all. She tells me it is the first they had heard about it. Although, I did see som

Should The People On Fubar Change
this site has gone down hill no one wants to rate your photos or visit the lounges so should they shout this site down I'm with most of the people on here this is sucks it's not fun anymore let bring it back alive or shut it done leave your coments

Why?!!!!
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep

You Know You Were An 80's Child If...
you know you were an 80's child if... Body: You wanted to be on Star Search. (Didn't we all?) You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. Or even when he had those freaky eyes in "Thriller" at the end of the video. You wore a banana clip or one of those slap on wrist bands at some point during your youth. You wore French rolls on the bottom of your splatter painted jeans. You had slouch socks, and puff painted your own shirt at least once. You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's butt. You knew what Willis was "talkin' 'bout." You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off." You can name at least half of the members of the elite "Brat Pack." You can remember watching Full House and Saved by the Bell for endless hours. You have seen at least 10 episodes of Fraggle Rock. You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer." You'll always hold a special place in your heart for "Back to the Futur

Far Away
Far away,Too far,I can't go on,Yet I love him.His existence seems unreal,Almost a dream,Why do I put myself through this?Because I love him,And he loves me.What will I doTo pass the time?I will think of him,But that causes painAlong with the happiness.But I must think of him,My mind will not focusOn anything else.Time drags so slowly,10, hours or days?I do not know.All I know,it is too long,to be awayfrom him.I want to fall into him,lose myself in himBe one with him.He is my lightIn the darkness,I would go to him,But distance is,A cruel thing.The phone rings,"No I can't come out tonight"They ask why but I,can't tell the truth,They would only laugh,"I have business to attend to,Goodbye".I am alone again,Unseeing,Unthinking,Unwanting,Except for his warm skinClose to mine.My whole body screams,Let him come to me,But he can't,Or won't?"He would come if he could,Wouldn't he?Maybe he..."But the thought is too terrible,He wouldn't,I know him,He loves me.I smile again,Our love is tangible,A li

.chode.
grocery shopping sucks chode. just thought i would share that little tidbit of information. having food is good tho. bought monkey more new clothes. mostly consisting of tops i forgot to get last ime and more pjs. cuz kids always need pjs. got the bigger girlies a new book each. cuz they dig reading as much as i do. *nod* i want a nap. cant have one...but i want one. so instead i blog. to stay awake. ha. la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and that is all. kthnxbi :D

Ugh.
Lacuna Coil: When A Dead Man Walks [Music: Coti Zelati/Lyrics: Scabbia] Paranoia In which I think that I'm not confident Blood into my hands I can't deny A buzz into my ears that makes me mad But I don't look back While I'm waiting to die I don't look back In a weird lullaby I'll carry on And the hope in my heart is dry But I don't look back And I cannot reply I don't look back While I'm waiting to lie I'll carry on While they want to decide for me Once again Living in their cage They are killing me Paranoia In which I think I'm not that confident A tiny hope that burns into my breath A bitter smile delights me at the end [solo: Migliore]

God Bless Maleficcanium,
We the people of Maleficcanium declare independence of the cruel, harsh, and inhumane detail of punishment that is being suffered here. the Laws and the powers of earth entitle us to no punishment. When the government becomes non-responsive of the people of Maleficcanium, The people have the right to rebel against the following details of vicious, hard-hearted, brutal punishment. These grievances are sufficient for proceeding to our independence of punishment. The despicable act of standing in the corner, time outs and grounding of it’s people are cause us to revolt in the country of Maleficcanium. We hold these truths to be self-evident that eating soap is cruel, unusual, and vile treatment to oneself. When its freezing, pouring down rain or blazing hot outside the citizens shall never be kicked out to sleep on sidewalks, benches, shopping carts, or boxes. Being arrested and being publicized for everyone to see is counter-productive to all concerned parties. We the masses

Is Cyber Cheating???
OK being on here in a "bar" we woman hear every come on line there is. Although the reality is we really aren't going to go home drunk with someone. Thats where the "cyber" reality of it does come in. SO when in "cyber" world when is cheating cheating? Below is my 2 or 5 cents worth. I hope to someone out there it clears up this ever present debate. Basically all you guys are the same VERY VISUAL, you need visual stimuli to have sex and be satisfied. SOO if I was to walk in and catch hubby with a porn on taking care of buissness, it may irk me but not piss me off. NO reality there. No chance of reality there. The reality idea being the chance of any of those chicks actually living a real shop at wal mart, quiet day at home, play with the dogs, bbq on sunday, watch the game kind of life. HOWEVER him taking care of buissness on here with Janey from Idaho, who is very real life, is something very different. IT (she) crossed the reality boundries. HE had to actually talk to her

Soft Skin
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of warm sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and

The Day I Had
well today me and my son had a blast we went to the park out to eat and rented movies we had so much fun when his mom came here to get him he cried and told her to get out i stay at papas house you know that warmed my heart so much i cad tears froming in my eyes it hurt me to see him go so i did cry a little but i told him to be strong there will be more days ahead of fun he smiled at me and told his mom ok ready to go now he started to leave then ran back gave me a big hug ant told me he loved me sad

Thinking Of You
Late at night I lie here awake Thinking of you And I stare into space Your the one Im thinking of As I fall asleep The one who I dream about The one who makes my heart beat As Im about to dream, Of you and me I wonder one last thought If you and me could actually be You Know Who You Are :)

Hardened...
So I admit... I loved Riley so much that is was physically draining. And I was so sure that if we broke up I'd be devaststed. I couldn't even imagine what it would've been like to be without him. How I was supposed to survive such devastation when the one person I finally gave my heart to stomped on it readily. I thought I'd die. And I did... I had fallen so hard for him that when it did end I couldn't think of anything else. I admit that I cried for days. I cried because it killed me to know that I wasn't worth it in his eyes. I wasn't worth fighting for. That maybe I just wasn't good enough to love. And then I thought... That's a load of bull shit. I saw him today after I got off work. We're still friends and since we hang out with all the same people we figured it would be stupid to forget that the other existed. Which is also bullshit. The truth is, once we had broken up I didn't want anything to do with him anymore. I knew my so called friends would

This Made Me Giggle.
MuMM: aint it sad how people are so shallow as to bash your mumm and show you disrespect and then when you say what they said was uncalled for they b*tch about your feelings getting hurt? i think its sad, anyone else think so? P.S all you bashers, go ahead and bash idc Response: You're retarded. Kill yourself. End of story. When you post trash like this, be prepared for people to call you out on it. We don't appreciate stupidity. Ensuing shoutbox fight: ->HERO SUPPO...: And what answer are you looking for? The only answer is 90% of people are giving their honest opinion and too many people cry about the truth. End of story. HERO SUPPO...: i have no problem. fubar is a bunch of drama, i just wanted to be a good friend and help them find an answer(tho it was obvious if you ask me) ->HERO SUPPO...: I don't waste my time hating random asshats. You had a problem because you can't handle honesty. Your friends have a problem because they can't seem t

Needing Help Here!!!
Ok, a few days ago, my girlfriend Kate and I went to Best Buy and bought two new Sony Vaio laptop computers here and it has Windows Vista and right now, I'm trying to download AOL Instant Messenger on it(I'm not on it right now since I'm typing the blog on my desktop HP Pavillion), anyways, I was wondering if anyone has the Sony Vaio Laptop and if they do, do they have AOL Instant Messenger on it and if they have had a problem downloading it here! I already have Yahoo Messenger 8.1 on it, I just want an additional Instant Messenger here. If anyone who has the Sony Vaio Laptop and that can help me, I would greatly appreciate it here.

One Sided Love Afair
So here I am again. How long do you stay in a relationship when one of you will not admit that she loves you in public? Got a friend who asked me about this and I didnt know what to say. So I am asking you. His girlfriend will not say she is with him on her page or his. She tells him all the time that he is just over reacting to everything. I have seen this in person and just dont know what to tell him to do. There is another man she makes sure to post comments, more that one everyday and she will not do that to the man she says she wants to marry. So someone tell me please what to tell him. I have told him actions speak louder than words. He even told me she has gone as far as to bring two old boyfriends back into there relationship. And she told him it meant nothing. Again I told him ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS...and asked him what was her actions saying. He said that he asked her about it and she told him he just was over reacting. I told him she is telling the worl

Online Love
Even though we are miles apart... A computer screen connects our hearts. It's very strange, when suddenly, your heart will realize, It has been taken by someone with words before your eyes. It is so strange to fall in love while staring at a screen, With someone who is miles away that you have never seen. You read about it in the news and see it on TV. About an online love affair as real as it could be. A couple fell in love online and one day finally meet. The love was real for both of them and now they are complete. You think this couldn't happen because it is all a game. The people that you read about already were insane. To meet a perfect stranger may be asking way too much, The people who set up these dates have gone completely nuts. You don't know...who you're talking to, and can they be sincere? And if you've never seen someone, how can they really care? So then you play your silly games, while trying to have fun. And if someone seems serious, you click

Ways To Make A Girl Happy
1. Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day. 6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. 9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 10 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 12 . Play with her hair. 13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her. 17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 18. Carv

Lost Love.
Every time i breathe, you always come to mind, Every time i see the wind blow, it reminds me you're not mine. What am I gonna do without you, With these feelings I have inside, Oh my eyes are dry my love, I can't even cry. Everytime I wake up, And I see your pretty face, it reminds me that someone else has taken my place. Maybe a day will come, and you'll change your pretty mind, And you'll be by my side, bringing life to this lifeless heart of mine. 10-9-07 c

Drinking Age Debate
It goes without saying people have varying opinions on the subject and all do have some very good points. Sadly their debate is doing little in the means of a solution. Did we learn absolutely nothing from prohibition? Do you think your child is worried much about their asses getting busted once they hit that magic 18? Being a country boy, originally from the hills of Wva I can tell you for a fact alcohol is easily made when denied to us at the stores. Some malt, barley, sugar, and water and by golly you have 5 gallons of alcohol. And we pulled this off ourselves as youths long before the internet and pages telling you precisely how to make it. I do not encourage my children to drink, ever. Most do not even stop toconsider why it has such an effect on the body anyway. Alcohol as most well know is the byproduct of fermentation. The break down of yeast and sugars. Fermentation means in simplest of term "to rot". The inhebriation we fell when consuming such beverages is the body lite

Fubar
Well i must say that fubar is just amazing the people are so friendly and everybody has a good time everybody is so amazing not a few minutes go by that i get some wonderful guy or girl sending me egifts and msgs telling me how im so pretty im glad i found such a great site to meet people and stay in touch with so im going to pop open another beer and salute all you wonderful people and fubar when i drink and im sitting here chatting its like im sitting at the bar having a drink with my friends, this is my first blog entry hope its gets me some points

Now I've Got A Problem Maybe
Well, I'm running into a dilemna here, I only have room for one more pic or I'll be at capacity so either I have to delete pics which I don't want to do or get a VIP for me so I can have more room for pics here, wish I had someone buy me one that's for sure here but I don't know if that'll happen or not unless of course I buy it myself which I could.

Ok Ok I Lied
i said i was gonna lock the next album or two to family, but this was a much shorter shoot than i had planned on... damn corset snapped when i went to put it on, so that kinda cut out part two... so anyway, you guys have been awesome rating these past couple days, it truly is appreciated. the albums posted tonight are the night after my birthday and the aptly named NEW PICS album... lol ... hopefully i'll think of something else fun for the next shoot... til then these will have to tide you over ;) Much Love, Sin

What Sissies We Are?
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the P

Before The Light .
It is 6:30 in the morning .....i am awake and my mind is full . These past few days in my life i have been given a great gift. The gift of reassurance , My reassurance ? .....that there are still men in this world that feel and think with their hearts at the same time . So many men i have met along my journey in this life , yet so few that can capture my spirit and snatch a glimpse of my heart . It is a rare moment in any life when this amazing miracle happens ! This is the begining ....the time that will define what happens in the entire relationship . First impression ! What do i want this other soul to remember about me when thier time on earth is about to end ? I want to be so careful .....the heart is a fraigle creation of Gods art ! Do i really dare to think i could take care of this precious gift ? Some might think i am too deep in thought and rush to judge what they do not understand . Yet it is words from my heart that i dare to bare ...and they think me strange or bazzar ? Y

Ick But Yay
Well yesterday was my oldest sons birthday. We took him to Chucky Cheese. (Every parents nightmare every kids dream lol.) The kids had fun. And my mom and I played ski ball. Got the kids oodles of tickets. So ok I must finish getting ready for school.. Oh wait on the school note. Im not going to have to quit. Ive got things worked out where I wont have to and I will be back on the voucher program this week. Somebody was looking out for me. but i do have to miss alot of school this week.. Yesterday I left at noon to see what I could do about the child care voucher program. Thursday I have to take papers to the office so I have to leave early and friday I have to take treat bags to johns school. So at least things are running smooth again. YAY!!!!

Good Bye
Just wanted to let all my friends know that I'm going to be deleting my profile this weekend...I'm just tired of all the drama and what not on this site. I've had someone steal my salute again cuz they were mad at someone else, but I happen to be friends with the person they are upset with. I'm just done!! If anyone wants to keep in touch, email me, and I'll give you my myspace addy and/or my yahoo or msn or whatever you happen to have. I will miss all the ppl who I have become very close to, but this is just a website, and it's not worth all the drama. It's not like it was when we started and it was more about friends than levels and ranks and bs like that... MESSAGE ME IF YOU WANT TO KEEP IN CONTACT...OTHERWISE...GOOD BYE AND HAVE A GREAT LIFE... ((HUGS)) STACY

Funny
one night ,while a young couple was parked in a popular lovers lane.the girl sighed romantically .its lovely out here tonite -just listen to the crickets; 'those arent crickets her date replied .theyre zippers

First Post Since The Accident
For those who arent yet aware, I was involved in a serious accident sunday night/ monday morning. I hydroplaned, my truck tipped onto its side, and when i was getting out of my truck, it was hit by a drunk driver, and i was tossed from my truck. Needless to say, I am very lucky to have survived, although my truck is a total loss. i have been working very hard to walk without a cane, and i have accomplished this feat to the extent that i am confident enough to walk around my mothers house without it. Im still limping, but ill take that over not walking at all. my shoulder and collar are still a major source of pain for me, and the roadrash hurts like hell! And once again for those who arent gettin the story straight. i was hit by a DRUNK driver, not a TRUCK driver! I hope to see everyone soon, and i miss everyone out at work, although im not looking forward to answering a million questions over and over again! I guess it shows that people care, or that they just luv

Would This Mess W/ Your Mind Or What!?! Lol
Would this mess your mind up, or what! IMAGINE YOU ARE AT A PARTY on the tenth floor.... AND THEN YOU HAVE TO VISIT THE BATHROOM... You open the door.... NOW, REMEMBER, THE FLOOR IS JUST A PAINTED FLOOR! KINDA TAKES YOUR BREATH AWAY.....DOESN'T IT? Scroll sloooooooowly.....

Play Thing
How sweet it is to be used and abused by the very person you love i had my whole world in my arms today and you had your sex toy We made love in the shower again today i had not been there more then 30 mins before i was stripped of my clothes and felt up and down kissed over and over held onto so longingly This time you were determined to make me cum and i did and my arm nearly fell off for you you shivered all over your breathing was quick and loud you pressed yourself against me and i dug my nails into your shoulders we were together we hugged and you made a joke about thanking you for your services Friends arent supposed to do these things are they? We wrapped the towels around us and sat on your bed you played Zelda for a while soon your dad would be home i got up to get dressed something must have awoken you you must have looked at my body because you pulled me down and pushed me onto your bed and climbed on top kissing me so widely your tongue slidin

Hmmm Got This In A Message On Collar Me...
Dream of the night You pleasant as the twilight Together in with passion We will make a rite Celebration of your perfection And the power of your beauty Long wet kiss On your thirsty lips Caressing your shoulders Along your arms Going down To the pleasant touch of your nails Long polished Symbol of perfection and seduction You caress my lips While I kiss you Sliding along your body Desirefull and pleasant Your perfect forms Open gate to ecstasies You altar to celebrate The passion and pleasure Kissing you all over You bent kindly your legs Wrap around my shoulders While I drink the juice Of your desires Wonderful view Of the dance of your pelvis Moved by the pleasant dance Of my intimate kiss Laying on the silky linen I follow the perfect line of your curves Wonderful enhanced by your taste Of decoration and wear Let you turn aside Open pray to the bliss Holding your legs I look for your gate Entering soft I feel your strength Moving ins

Some Thoughts To Ponder On...
1. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 2. What other people think of you is non of your business. 3. Time heals almost everything... Just give time. 4. No one is in charge of your happiness, except YOU. 5. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about... (",)

Goodbye To The Kingdom
I have found that I cannot remain a part of a kingdom where a person cannot be true to themselves...I will allow no one to tell me how I may think,feel,or speak in a place where truth is the opinion of one person with absolute rule...I am sorry for any inconvenience this may cause,but doubt that any will truly miss me...I will be deleting any who are from the kingdom and on my friends list unless you specify otherwise...I will allow 3 days for any who want to remain my friend to let me know....thanks for the memories.

The Lioness
My heart races. Fast, slow, so very uncontrollable. I feel like I'm starting to lose control over my body. It makes me feel like an animal. Wild, ferocious, untamed. I growl, scream, moan, & purr. The gentle little kitten becomes a lioness. The heat in my body rises. It rises like lava in a volcano. Just ready to explode liquid heat. Then, when I can't take it anymore, it happens. All I can see are stars in my eyes. G'Night my fair kitten. For you'll purr again soon.

Mom Update...........
Well we went for the CT scan today on her chest...she has an appointment with the doctor today at 1:15pm.....after the appointment we should know more. So everyone just keep her in your prayers and thoughts...She has been really upset this morning...sick to her stomach...and just really weak. I am trying to stay strong for both of us, and I have wanted to lose it a lot this morning...but one of us has to have some composure. Depending on the results of the CT..I may not have much composure left...I will post again after the appointment. Hope everyone is having a good day! :-(

The Wind
The wind blows and touches anything,everything, and whoever it comes in contact with, It reminds me of your heart and passion which had no control The beauty of freedom with no restraints and sometimes letting its presence known with such commitment Just like the wind your felt deep in my soul and changes my life completely You are apart of that nature now and free from the worldly restraints. You are free to touch whomever you please and see things to your souls appease Enjoy your flight above the trees and beyond the restraints of your disease.

Satisfaction
Close your eyes, A night of desires, Warm lips presses close to mine Hands wrapped around my body Caresses me, Slowly undressed me, Push my body close to you, Warmth my shivering body with you gentle touch Move your hands Between my thighs Whisper in my ears Make love to me Deep inside me Your movements take me deep Going slow Sending shivers down my soul Deeper as you go, I find myself lost in the pleasure Take me to a new peak with the gentle strokes Confined me in your movements I wish it never stops Satisfaction Every inch of my body feels complete Sweet love All throughout the night

The Invitation By Oriahe Mountain Dreamer
The Invitation by Oriahe Mountain Dreamer It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring the moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your sorrow, have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed for fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I wa

Since I Cant Do A Mumm Yet
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Very interesting - a short read and I believe very important!!! 33 Senators Voted Against English as America 's Official Language June 6, 2007 On Wed, 6 Jun 2007 23:35:23 -0500, "Colonel Harry Riley USA ret" wrote: Senators, Your vote against an amendment to the Immigration Bill, 1348, to make English America's official language is astounding. On D-Day no less when we honor those that sacrificed in order to secure the bedrock character and principles of America . I can only surmise your vote reflects a loyalty to illegal aliens. I don't much care where you come from, what your religion is, whether you're black, white or some other color, male or female, democrat, republican or independent, but I do care when you're a United States Senator, representing citizens of America and vote against English as the official language of the United States .

Gaze Not Too Deeply
Gaze not too deeply into my eyes Lest ye fall into the endless well of my soul Trapped by the fascination Of every turning and twisting twining Of my heart's yearnings And the machinations of my mind. Copyright: October 2007, Anhkah ~ Consort of Angels. All Rights Reserved.

Till
Heartbeat Away I've never felt warmth, Till I was in your embrace. I've never seen beauty, Till I looked upon your face. Lost in your eyes, Deeper than any ocean. Just a simple touch Becomes a transfer of emotions. Passion becomes unrequited, For it could never be. "Trapped in your tears Please set me free."* I've never heard angels speak, Till you opened your mouth and sang. I've never knew sadness Till you told me you had a man. I've never been happy, Till I gazed upon your smile. Always questioning my motives, Putting my heart on trial. You're the only one, The only girl that I seek. Perhaps to kiss you one day, And not on the cheek. I've never known love, For I never kissed your lips. I'm addicted to you, And I think I need to quit.

I Try
I try so hard to keep thoughts of you away from entering my soul, But every time you pass by your scent hits me like a rush of sweet love, I cry inside to hold you, to love you, to make love to you, Knowing that I cant pains me and I could hardly breathe, My blood boils whenever you say my name so sweetly, It boils because I hear pain in your voice and I cant do anything about it, Holy shit the site of you makes me want to be a better man, Or rather a man in you... ...

Random Thoughts!!
So I have been seperated now 2 years waiting to get a divorce and have recently started dating. Can I tell you that it SUCKS!!! I don't even know what I am looking for in a guy, I don't even know what my likes are for that matter. I get asked that all the time lately and frankly I DONT KNOW!! I couldn't get any sleep last night over this, so I got up and made a list of things that I "think" I am looking for in a guy and seriously I don't think there is a man with all those qualities out there. So what do I do....lower my standards and settle or just keep looking. Mind you I am 33 years old!!!NOt getting any younger. Chance of finding someone after 35 is probably pretty slim. I dunno....what do I do!! Accept the fact that I will be alone the rest of my life and get over it and not even date or plunge on and keep on dating .....GOD!!!Help me!!!!lmao.Any advice would be appreciated at this point. I have never dated until now SADLY!!! What id dating. If i go out to dinner on Saturday with

Help
my best friend left her husband 4 times already he stoled her car wrecked it stoled 4 hundred dollars off of her ive been there 4 her all the time nows shes back with him again im tired of being called on my phone of her crying he did this he did that should i just tell her to piss off weve been friends 4 5 years what should i do help

Do U Sup From The Furry Cup?
Hey maybe I should make this a Mumm lol. Anyway = here's another exclusive t-shirt available at RetroGod.com. Some people ask where do I get my ideas, well mainly from all you naughty ppl these days - ha ha. Anyway here it is... FURRY CUP T-SHIRT available at RetroGod.com.

Meet The Neighbros
Got a couple days away from work this week so I'd gone out to Radio Shack and bought a couple walkie talkies. Nothin I gotten to use yet but prolly saving for Halloween. I like techie stuff but I hate cell phones, go figure. Lately I've been thinking that my neighbor's kid... well, he's in his 30s so he's not really a kid is he? I always see his room light on and once seen him get arrested for whatever. For all I know that little shit's been listening in on my calls so last night I gave one back. Took the cordless into the shitter with me to give him something good to listen to. Pervert.

Grammar - I Has It!
I was just teasing a co-worker about something he just said. K: "If you are finding lost people in the Remedy System, you need to call Corporate Support." I just looked at him and said: "Do you find an grammatical issues with that sentence?" He thought about it for a second, chuckled and rephrased it: "If you find people are missing from the Remedy System ....."

Short And Sweet :)
HERE ARE THE STANDINGS: As of 1:30pm est Rates Shortyseceret: 117 x5 = 585 Comments-> 11642 Total Points: 12227 Rates J-Roxx: 77 x5 = 385 Comments-> 13647 Total Points: 14032 J-Roxx leads by 1805 thanks to James for doing the math :) i am in a contest! please go vote for me! every rate counts!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!(rate and comment) thanks everyone :)

Create A Skin
My boyfriend needs help creating a skin...i dont know how to make one either or i would help him myself. I'll leave the link for his page and if you think you can help him, either go to his page or leave a shout or comment for me. thanks so much everybody. xoxoxo $king of hearts$$(fubar hubbyofQueen~Of~Hearts)clubF.A.R@ fubar

In The Beginning............
IN THE BEGINNING WAS THE WORS, AND THE WORD WAS GOD AND ALL ELSE WAS DARKNESS AND VOID AND WITHOUT FORM. SO GOD CREATED THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH. HE CREATED THE SUN AND THE MOON AND THE STAR, SO THAT THEIR LIGHT MIGHT PIERCE THE DARKNESS. AND THE EARTH, GOD DIVIDED BETWEEN THE LAND AND THE SEA, AND THESE HE FILLED WITH MANY ASSORTED CREATURES. AND FROM THE SLIME, IN A LAND CALLED LYMPSTONE, GOD MADE DARK, SALTY CREATURES THAT INHABITED THE SEASHORE. HE CALLED THEM (MARINES), HE DRESSED THEM ACCORDINGLY, IN BRIGHT COLORS SO THAT THEIR BETERS MAY MORE EASILY FIND THEM IN THE HOLES AND BURROWS THAT THEY SCOURED OUT OF THE GROUND. AND GOD SAID "WHILST AT THEIR APOINTED LABORS THEY WILL DEVOUR WORMS, MAGGOTS, C AND K RATIONS AND ALL CREATURES THAT CREEP AND CRAWL." THE FLIGHTY CREATURES OF THE AIR, HE CALLED THEM (AIRDALES), AND THESE HE CLOTHED IN UNIFORMS WHICH WERE RUFFLED, PERFUMED, AND PRETTY. HE GAVE THEM GREAT FLOATING CITIES WITH FLAT ROOFS IN WHICH TO LIVE, WHERE THEY GATH

If I Was Your Pet.......
what kind of pet would i be and why? 1. dog 2. cat 3. fish 4. iguana 5. snake 6. spider 7. guinea pig 8. horse 9. cow 10. cock (oops i ment rooster hehehe) 11. goat 12. bird 13. or a pet rock hehehe

Blah
Hey ppls! Well sorry i haven't been around.. Been working my ass off and came down with some type of Illness! Seams to be the Flu but different! Ive been stuck on the couch for 2 days because i feel like my body got hit by a train... Anyways! Just wanted to update everyone on my boring life! I work 3-11PM today and work 2 -12 hour shifts this weekend! Fun Fun... Not sure when ill be back to play on the computer. Hugs to all my friends! Don't forget to leave me LOVE! -Jen

Tiger Dance
sleek powerful body, crouching low golden sunset colors between bands of black wide beautiful deadly face curved in a snarl as the concentrated gaze pierces the heat of the day. the prey is marked. muscles coiled to spring hindquarters twitching poised and then... bounding out, enormous paws and powerful legs eating the ground as the quarry finally senses too late. leaping, racing through the haze the chase is majestic and deadly. mighty jaws clamp bringing the lethal waltz to a close. for now. replete and sated the lithe feline lopes away. until it's time again to dance. just rolled out of my head... a bit choppy, needs work... oh well... lolol...

Read And Enjoy
Life Pain Dark deep thoughts in which i fear, Often wishing i could disappear, Problems I cannot bear to solve, Wishing i was no longer involved. I wish i could fly so far away, From painful dilemmas I face each day, Or curl up tightly on the floor, To cry out all the pain, once more. Life hardly ever seems to be fair, And you hurt end up hurting those who care, I often think that life would be, A hell of a lot better without me. ************************************************** With all my heart I can still remember the days I've been hurt so many times A hopeless world of broken promises So much suffering and the pain still remains Knowing I like you and I've taken the risk So confused and I don't know how to deal with it For I know you feel the same, you've been hurt too Why trust and love seem fading in our world? Does good deed now seek an audience? Like charity waits for its final recognition Need some time for awhile before it heals Even th

This Bat Is Flying Solo Again.......
Not going to go into too much details. Something that should have ended (probably should never been started) sooner just has come to and end now. Time for healing needs to start now. It slowly has been for a while now...just needed to let go. I was afraid to because I did not want to be seen as a bad person for not giving someone chances. Thing is...I gave so many only to keep getting hurt and I lost count of the times I gave them. It had to end.

What Truly Does It For Us.
Ask a group of guys what turns them on about a woman, and you'll sometimes get the predictable answers: full lips, full bosom, full booty. These are a few quick-and-dirty biological imperatives that will turn many a man's head. But a lot of women fulfill those requirements already. So what makes certain women boy magnets, and leaves others spending Saturday nights watching Saturday Night Live skits? As always, men are more complicated than a lot of people give them credit for, and when it comes to turn-ons, the masculine gender has plenty of surprises up their metaphorical sleeve. Here, some of the ways to effectively rev the masculine engine: 1. Standing Tall Don't get me wrong: it's not that we want a woman who can balance a beer tray on her head. It's what good posture says about her. A woman who stands tall typically a) dresses well, b) exercises often, and c) is confident about her body and what it's good for. And if she's proud of her figure no matter what shape or

Independant Family N Supporters (posted 4 Chev)
IT IS NOW 11:43 PST BABY GIRLS CONTEST IS OVER AT 6:00 EST. WE HAVE THE GAP TO FIRST PLACE CLOSING IN FAST BUT NEED SOME MORE HELP IN THERE. ONLY 4,000 DIFFERENCE COMPARED TO 8,000 THIS MORNING. PLEASE COME BOMB YOUR BUTTS OFF TO CLOSE THAT GAP AND GET HER FIRST PLACE... I LOVE ALL YOU PEOPLE AND LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOUR COMMENT ON THE CONTEST PAGE. LETS SHOW EVERYONE THAT THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY AND THEIR FRIENDS REALLY ROCK!!!!!!!!!!! SHOW OUR LOVE!!!!!!!!! LINK IS BELOW LETS SPANK SOME AZZ HUGGZ AND MANY KISSES....CHEV

Man Rules Thanks Everyone For Bullentin Where I Got It From
Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. T

Im Out
alright for y'all im movin to san jose so im havin my internet turned off for awhile...for those of you who dont know my gf broke up with me cuz i wouldnt grow up....yah well that aint gonna happen in this town.....i became stupid and lazy in this town so i thought maybe bein around family will help me get my shit together and back school.....soon as i get my net back i'll let y'all know.....peace out homies

New Job
I got a call today from J.B. Hunt trucking company. They want me to come drive for them. they made it sound pretty lucerative. So Tuesday next week, I'll be heading to Charlotte, NC for orientation. Who knows. I may come rolling through your town soon. More to come.