Fubar Blog Posts 4

My Son
If you don't mind, I am asking those of you who do pray. To pray for my youngest son. He was involved in a hit and run. He was walking home from picking his girl up from work since she worked late, they have no car. A car came swirving up on side walk and hit him, barely missed her. The driver took off, didnt stop or slow down. He ended up in hospital. Please say a Prayer for Him and hope they find the driver. Thank You.Thank You For All Your Prayers! Donna

My Day Of Excitment
Hey my sexxy Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition (FUBAR) Friends! Ok first off I HATE THE NAME!! I was ok with it changing too CT but FUBAR! WTF name is that.... Anyways! Just leaving a Note. My family is coming into town this morning soo Ill be pretty busy all weekend... Im sooooo excited! As many of you know I finally moved back to AZ. Loving it... Ive been here about a month.. Anyways!! I better get going. I have to be out the door in an hour to meet my mom and dad a the park! WOOT (Yep im a daddy's girl.. I hope everyone has a great weekend!@!! MUCH LOVE JEN

Home Remedies
If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto. The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the toothache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct Tape

If We Had Only Known...
Many will recall that on July 8, 1947, witnesses claimed that an unidentified object with five aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well-known incident that many say has long been covered up by the U.S. Air Force and the federal government. However, what you may NOT know that in the month of March 1948, exactly nine months after that historic day, George W. Bush, Dick Cheney, Donald Rumsfield, Bill O'Reilly, Rush Limbaugh, Condolezza Rice, and Dan Quayle were all born. See what happens when aliens breed with sheep? This piece of information may clear up a lot of things.

Why Did Cherry Tap Change Thier Name?
WHAT MADE THEM DESIDE TO CHANGE THIER NAME FROM CHERRY TAP TO FUBAR? IT DOES NOT MAKE NO SENCE TO ME WHAT SO EVER?AND I SIGNED UP FOR CHERRY TAP NOT FUBAR. DO I WANT TO STAY ON HERE OR GO TO A NOTHER SITE THAT WONT CHANGE THIER NAME IN DUE TIME?BUT AT THIS POINT IN TIME I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO...

Burnt To A Crisp!!!
uhh i been at the beach for a week.. not complaining though! i wish i was in cancun..hell even florida..but we are partying it up in gulf shores, alabama this week! i look like a damn lobster..but man have we had fun! talk about wild..we been layin out with our tops off.. got some dirty looks and ppl were bitchin talkin about callin the law..this is not a nude beach blah blah blah.. jealousy is a motherfucker! i love it! 5 hot chicks with their boobs out at the beach...thats a site.. we finally gave in and went a secluded area cuz of all the jealous bitches... i mean damn there were no kids there..whats the big deal? anyways i know im rambling.. just bored waitin on everyone to get outta the shower so we can go shopping..

Untitled.
Illusions of words form from the tip of your tongue...Distant words come from afar...Twisted minds think of the past...No future from beyond...Feelings of you starting to fade...Cries of pain and lonliness build...Bleeding from the wounds I created...Washing away the fears I have...Tormented in my own mind...Existence is weak...Future is futile...Time rushing forward...Mind slowing...Eyes closing...Life stands still...Forever.

What Is Nsfw Pics?
What is NSFW pics? Here's your answer 1)cleavage shot,no face,nsfw 2)butt shot,with or with out thong or clothes,nsfw 3)any sexual act,nsfw 4)any nudity,male or female,nsfw 5)drugs,of any kind,usage or pics of the drug,nsfw 6)text tags with vulgar or sexual content,nsfw 7)morbid pics,decaputations,and such. 8)Bathing suits and panty shots with spreading legs, if it looks like porn you must mark it reguardless if there is a clearly seen face or not. 9) Gory Pics 10) Pictures that contain PURPLE MARIJUANA LEAVES 11)NSFW pics in private folders MUST BE marked as nsfw too.

Laugh For July 21
Idiots on the computer Any time you feel dumb, don't worry. Check out the following excerpts from a "Wall Street Journal" article by Jim Carlton. Lots of people are dumber than you. Compaq is considering changing the command "Press Any Key" to "Press Return Key" because of the many calls asking where the "Any" key is. AST technical support had a caller complaining that her mouse was hard to control with the dust cover on. The cover turned out to be the plastic bag the mouse was packaged in. Another Compaq technician received a call from a man complaining that the system wouldn't read word processing files from his old diskettes. After trouble-shooting for magnets and heat failed to diagnose the problem, it was found that the customer labeled the diskettes by rolling them into a typewriter to type on them. Another AST customer was asked to send a copy of her defective diskettes. A few days later a letter arrived from the customer along with Xeroxed copies of the flopp

Fans Of Me
It has come to my attention that some of my friends , family and fans have not fanned me in return. I was just wondering if those that have not fanned me could do so in return for me to help me out. Thanks be to all of my wonderful friends !! Your friend Christy

What...............??????
A certain situation seems, well, a little funky. Play detective. Don't rest (and most importantly, don't make a final decision) until you've turned over every piece of evidence and looked in every corner. ok, well this is todays horoscope, and I don't know what it is suppose to mean!!!! LOL No more detective work for me!!!! Decisions have already been made, and I am not second guessing anything anymore. Life is to damn short. I am just going to enjoy everyday as it comes. LMAO

**flirtation** Never Hurt Anyone
A little lighthearted flirtation turns the temperature up in your life. No matter what your current romantic situation, it's always nice to acknowledge that you find others attractive -- and vice versa. Have some fun.

Bull....
What is it with guys who feel it necessary to lie to their wives? I don't care to be anyone's scapegoat anymore! Some guy who I haven't seen in almost 9 years told his wife that I am harassing him, every time he comes to the place I work, when he is here on business. I am NOT interested in this guy, in any way, shape, or form. In fact, whenever he does come in, he is bugging my co-workers about when I am working, and to tell me that he thinks about me, and says "hi". This guy gives me the creeps, and I go out of my way to avoid him. In fact, the last time I did see him and said anything, I was rude. Well, as rude as I could possibly be without making the company I work for look bad. I have a man of my very own, whom I love and adore with all my heart. I don't want nor do I need anyone else's. With every relationship comes it's own set of headaches. And, believe me...this relationship has had it's fair share. So, tell me this, why the HELL would I want someone else's headache

All Souls Day
a hundred years ago in a darkened tomb collecting human bones kept in solitude oh all these tortured souls from places unknown one left to see protect them from me all souls day keep you away all souls day keep you away hidden underground all those bones around leave it all be or be in misery a spirit to protect a chance to reflect upon this holy ground no humans around all souls day will keep you away all souls day were all led astray

Best Sexxii Ink Contest
-YOU THINK YOU GOT...SHOW IT!- *LETS SEE WHAT YA GOT* RUBIAS CONTEST 4 sexy Ink MEN AND WOMAN 20 Sexy Peeps TO ENTER RULES FOR CONTEST: *U HAVE TOO HAVE A SLAUTE *LEVEL 7 TO ENTER *LEVEL 7 TO COMMENT BOMB *NOOOOOO DRAMA AT ALL!! *NO DOWN RATERS!! *NO PROGRAMS,BLASTERS ***THIER WILL BE SOME ONE WILL WATCH FOR {ANY & ALL} CHEATING *SELF BOMBIN WILL BE ALLOWED ~~~THIER WILL BE 4 WINNERS: *FIRST PLACE A WEEKS BLAST *BIG PIMPIN FOR THE NEXT 3 WINNERS THE CONTEST WILL RUN FROM: AUGUST 1ST 7PM EST & END AUGUST 17TH 7PM EST TIME RATES WILL BE USED IF THERE IS A TIE. PLS SEND ME AN EMAIL HERE IF YOU ARE INTERESTED & THINK YOU GOT THE SEXIEST INK... I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM ALL THE GREAT PEOPLE ON FUBAR! PIC LINK BELOW WILL SEND YOU TO MY PAGE TO EMAIL ME....THANKS! {HUGS} RUBIAS ******PLS REPOST FOR ME...THANKS LOTS******* RUBIAS ROCKIN IN N/OWNER/BBW/BHW BOMBERS AND LOUNGE/KOT@ fubar

Come Visit Me And Drop Some Comments !!!
Click this pic and come have some fun chatting and blowing this pic up i would greatly appreciate it Hope to see alot there from all myfriends and anybody else who shows up

Florida Weather Strikes Again
Ok, I set out this morning with every intent of taking the kids to the beach, and to work on my tan..hehehe... It was a beautiful morning, and was warming up quickly. So I thru on my swimsuit, got the kids in theres, packed up and started out. Took a picture so I could see how RED I would get, (compare before and after shots you know...) And so what happens next? Wouldn't you know, I am half way there and the thunder begins to roll. Now anyone in Florida knows that you can have a perfectly beautiful sky, and if you hear thunder, you are probably minutes from a down pour. People in Florida are also accustom to seeing a storm come in, and 20 minutes later going back to outdoor life as usual. So I kept on, and then it hit. You could see the rain falling just ahead of me. Then once I hit its path, people everywhere were slamming on brakes and flashers were turned on by everyone. You couldn't see a car length ahead of you. So while waiting in traffic, I snapped off

My Account
I MAY BE GONE FROM HERE WITHIN THE WEEK MY ACCOUNT DELETED BY THE FUBAR NAZIS, APPEARENTLY THEY CANNOT TAKE A LITTLE CRITICISM AND YOU NEED TO WAIT A WEK FOR AN HONEST ANSWER FROM THEM AND DUE TO MY SCRAPPY NATURE I MAY BE DELETED FROM THIS SITE BECAUSE I DID NOT FOLLOW THEIR RULES TO A TEE. TO ALL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN THE DSC IF YOU WANT i CAN GIVE YOU MY YAHOO ADDRESS AND WE CAN CHAT ON THERE IF YOU LIKE. LIKE WISE WITH MY OTHER FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I REFUSE TO BE CENSORED BY OTHER PEOPLE AND IF I AM WRONG FOR THAT I AM TRULY SORRY. THANK YOU FOR YOU FRIENDSHIP WHILE I HAVE BEEN HERE I WILL TREASURE AND MISS THAT THE MOST AND THE eXtreme Lounge also we shall see what happens just know I love you all even though we have known each other for a short time.

Friendship Quotes
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same." ~ Flavia Weedn "Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by another human being. Each of us owes deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this light." ~ Albert Schweitzer "You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you." ~ Dale Carnegie "A friend is a gift you give yourself." ~ Robert Louis Stevenson "Friendship is like a bank account; you cannot continue to draw on it without making a deposit." ~ Nicole Beale "When you ask God for a gift, Be thankful if he sends, Not diamonds, pearls or riches, but the love of real true friends.

True Americans Vs Ugly Americans
True Americans don't hate, nor do true Christians, nor true practitioners of the Islamic faith. A good friend of mine correctly pointed the Christian part out to me after my last little tyraid about how it was not necessarily significant it was that hate groups back my favored candidate. - Go Ron Paul! - It did inspire another tyraid though and this one is feeling far longer than the first. My friend noted that I made reference to members of the "NWO" as right wing Christians.. and being a Christian herself, took some quite politely presented and carefully questioned offense at the implication inherent in my statement. True Christians are no more likened unto those hate mongers than true Muslims are like the radical fundamentalists who wage war against -- anything that is not their view of their faith. The reason those radical sectors of the world population seem to keep attacking the US is because we are the most significant presence, and therefore the largest threat.. to their lit

Catch A Rainbow..(dont Rip)
If i could catch a rainbow i whould do it just for you, and share with you its beauty on the days you are feeling blue. If i could build a mountain you could call it your very own, a place to find serenity a place to be alone. If i could take your troublems i whould toss them in the sea, but all these things im finding are impossible for me. I can not build a mountian, or catch a rainbow fair, but let me be what i know best, a friend whos always there...

Wading Through The Lies... Jaded And Untrusting
"Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes 'Cause I'm Mr Brightside" The Killers - Mr Brightside "she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men." Sugarcult - Pretty Girl Who to believe? Who to trust? Can I even trust myself to look into my heart and find the answer? And that is why I sit here with my son on a Saturday night, while those I KNOW love me are out at a great party, enjoying themselves and getting crazy. Too much crap running through my head at this point, and I know I wouldn't be good company, so I chose to stay home. I know there will be other nights out and I am getting the itch to go wild, but for now I am enjoying the peace and quiet and wonderful internet chatter in which I choose to engage. So to all my lovely ladies, have a wonderful night, and drink one for me. Come home soon and be careful. I love yo

I'm Sorry- My Version
This isn't all from my personal experiences. It does capture alot of things though. Keep in mind, it has lots of sarcasm. I'm not really as sexist as it may sound. So uh, I'm sorry - My version. — Saturday, July 21, 2007 I been seeing more the the " I'm sorry bullitons" again. I allready did a response to them. But I figured I'd make my own little one. I'm sorry I just don't have enough muscles for you, and you can almost see my ribs. I'm sorry your parents don't approve of me because my hair isn't the "right" color, or the "right" length. I'm sorry your parents don't approve of me because I don't shave the " right " way. I'm sorry your parents have a problem with my earrings. I'm sorry I'm, going to hell because I sometimes drink coffee. I'm sorry your parents take issue with me not going to the same church as them. I'm sorry that I'm such a bad influence on you by having friends with such a diverse group of people. I'm sorry I may have inadvertently ta

Fans And Family
PLEASE HELP ME GET POINTS, IF I HAVE FANED YOU OR PUT YOU IN MY FAMILY PLEASE DO THE SAME FOR ME. SEEMS LIKE I'M A FAN OF MORE THAN I AM PEOPLE THAT HAS FANED ME. HOPE YA ALL CAN CHECK FOR ME. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Tammy Faye Messner Dies At 65 She Is Singing In The Heavenly Choir Rip
Tammy Faye Messner, who as Tammy Faye Bakker helped her husband, Jim, build a multimillion-dollar evangelism empire and then saw it collapse in disgrace, has died. She was 65. Messner, who had battled colon cancer since 1996 that more recently spread to her lungs, died at her home Friday, said her booking agent, Joe Spotts. A family service was held Saturday in a private cemetery, where her ashes were interred, he said. She had frequently spoken about her medical problems, saying she hoped to be an inspiration to others. "Don't let fear rule your life," she said. "Live one day at a time, and never be afraid." But she told well-wishers in a note on her Web site in May that the doctors had stopped trying to treat the cancer. In an interview with CNN's Larry King two months later, an emaciated Messner — still using her trademark makeup — said, "I believe when I leave this earth, because I love the Lord, I'm going straight to heaven." Asked if she had any regrets, Messner said: "I

What A Memory
My hand felt so hot against the flesh. I was burning up and needed to feel him here, but he was so far away still. I couldn’t have him, I only had my memories. They would have to get me through another night alone. I could feel my heart beating as I closed my eyes and let my mind drift. I was thinking of the night we were out drinking and couldn’t wait until we got home to have each other. We walked out of the bar and headed as quickly as we could to the car. He shoved the keys in the ignition and put mine in his lap. He turned the key and I pulled down his zipper. It was only a five minute drive so we figured we could make it in no time at all. I pulled his semi hard cock out of his pants and began to stroke it just enough to make it ready. I was stroking him and he was driving as fast as he could. We flew down the road and wouldn’t you know a train was stopped on the tracks so we had no choice but to stop. I began to stroke him faster and harder. He pushed his sea

One Of My Poems
IMBAS In a beam of moonlight In a reflection of a prism of a raindrop Can you feel the past, present, and future all intertwined? Like lace or a spider's web So intricate that you wonder at the meaning. In your heart , your soul do you feel a sensation coming over you? An overwhelming energy that is beyond yourself And you speak as the oracle and you feel so insignificant And wonder will anyone believe? Do you listen to the wind in the leaves and the sun touch your body And think what language have I lost? Do you question, do you tire of people not believing? Or do you just deliver the message and then smile and say it is their path to choose And let them find their own way out of the mists

Who Will Be Honest With Me?
NOTHING BUT LIES........ you told me u loved me all the time but ur heart was never mine you spoke around me but never to me whatever this is was never meant to be u pushed me away with out using any force now im over u this here is ur source you looked at me with shining eyes BUT ALL U EVER TOLD ME WAS NOTHING BUT LIES read the lines i write for you no longer will u make me sad and blue i loved u with all that i had and u turned it all into something bad its a shame its come to this when we used to have such bliss or so i thought behind blind eyes EVERYTHING U EVER TOLD ME WAS NOTHING BUT LIES

100 Facts About Me Cause Im Bored
100 honest facts about me Current mood: productive 1- I was supposed to be my mother's first son....surprise! 2- I was born 3 weeks late, had to wait till that first day of summer 3- I lost alot of weight....and i wasnt even on a diet. 4- I moved out of the house because i couldnt stand my parents anymore and now they live with me lol 5- I dont get along with half my siblings because they think they are better than me and i dont wish to associate with them. 6- I hate being alone, not like without a man alone just alone in general. 7- I am fearless when i should be afraid and afraid when i should be fearless. 8- I got married for all the wrong reasons. 9- I dont regret being married. 10- I'm afraid of needles, like real bad! 11- I always get surges of energy at midnight. 12- I love thunderstorms. 13- I love listening to the rain. 14- I cant sleep without a fan on even in the cold of winter. 15- I cant sleep if someone is snoring. 16

If You Ever Did Believe
Artist: Stevie Nicks Song: If You Ever Did Believe You've left me now and it's seasoned my soul And with every step you take, I watch another part of you go... I continue to build a wall... You were so strong, I fell to my knees... And I don't think I can handle this at all... One more night I'd like to lie and hold you Yes and feel... To make you smile, I'd like to be there for you-- Have you forgotten me? And the days go by Doing nothing about them... How much time will I have to spend? My mind won't rest and I don't sleep Not even in my dreams... If you ever did believe, for my sake... If you ever did believe.... And the days go by Doing nothing about them... How much time will I have to spend? ooo....ooo.....ooo... Ooo baby don't leave me ooo..ooo...ooo...ooo I'm down on my knees... ooo..ooo...ooo...ooo begging you please... ooo...ooo...ooo...ooo baby don't leave me.... Did you ever believe?

Ravens Song
Raven’s Song. Can you hear the melody? Can you see the beauty? Darkness never looked this beautiful Darkness never felt this pure. Raven’s song, Raven’s song Can you not hear the melody of the darkness? Can you not feel the beauty of this pureness? Raven’s song, Raven’s song Finally I can open my wings out And sore into the beauty of darkness. Ill omen, bird of sorrow, Must they be so cruel to I? Can they not see the beauty? Can they not hear the melody? Raven’s song, Raven’s song Can they not hear the melody of the darkness? Can they not feel the beauty of this pureness? Raven’s song, Raven’s song Finally the bird of sorrow, is the bid of joy And Ill omen is to be no more. The melody sings And the beauty is beheld Now they can hear Now you can feel Raven’s song, Raven’s song Now they hear the melody of darkness Now you feel the beauty of this pureness Raven’s song, Raven’s song Finally we can all open our wings And sore out into this beauty of

Divorced For 6 Months
It’s hard to believe it but I have been officially divorced for six months now. Some of you know that it was coming for a number of years before that…at least seven. For the last three months, I have been on this website making new friends and getting more comfortable with who I am. My friends here have become my support system as I navigate the changes in my life. I have to admit that I’m now an addict and spend more time on here than I do doing anything else (I’m not so sure that’s entirely a good thing). I’ve been told that the first year after divorce is a time of rediscovery and that I shouldn’t get into any new relationships during this time. Being the rebel that I am, I have ignored that. Since deciding to end my marriage, I have had a fling with a rock musician, a whirlwind relationship with a deputy sheriff and dated a drug-addicted upholsterer. The later discovered my CT page and decided that I was a “psycho”…coming from a coke addict; I must say that doesn’t make much sen

Sensory
smell of nag champa incense, taste of ice cold water, feel of rough ropes pulled tight, sound of slow cool blues sight of nothing, darkness of blindfold, smell of melting candles, taste of drops of maleness, feel of cotton blanket under my breasts, sound of leather straps against skin, sight of nothing, darkness of blindfold, smell of myself touched, taste of hot breath, feel of grazing teeth sound of monumental epiphany sight of you, satiated

Anything
The way we go when we are up. The way we go down. From time to time we are born. Til we are in the ground. Just when we see the word. We will be found. Jesus had saved us. It's the only way. We will get heaven bound. When we ask we we will be washed. That's the time we will see the cross. On a hill we see far away. That's when we kneel and pray. That jesus christ is the only way.

We Need To Support Our Troops
This is a Special Bulliton for a special person. This is to see how many people really pay attention to what is said on profiles. As a matter of fact you all know me well for the military spot lights. Well this is one, and a very special on at that. Please take some time to stop by Ricks page and pay close attention to what is said in his about me section. Tears were brought to my eyes by what has been said, and I would like others to know his story. Im doing this bulliton, because some people take for granit what military members do for others. Not all have it easy like you may think. Some military members get to do more then others. But all stand up for what they do. If it were not for them risking there lives for yours what would we do? Poisonflightledr~Pls sign guessbook n fan me~cmfederate bombers family member~@ fubar While at Ricks page please show him a little love. There are plenty of pics, and large stash that can be rated.

The Purest Of Angels
Not Writen By me... Writen For Me... by Anastasia THANK YOU SO MUCH ANASTASIA.. YOUR ARE WONDERFUL.. The Purest of Angels The purest of angels is the best of the hallowed, Every time she walked away they sat as they sarrowed. She's the purest of the pure, For every illness she is the cure. With her heavenly touch and sweetest voice, She helps you in a way to give you a better choice. To have her in your presence, you are very fortunate, For her love is one of the most passionate. Hold her close and never let her friendship fall from you, For her word and feelings are always true. Never will you find such a real and true friend, Treat her with the most respect until her or your day comes to put it to an end.

Do You Read Profiles? Here Is One Military Profile That Should Be Read !!! Plz
This is a Special Bulliton for a special person. This is to see how many people really pay attention to what is said on profiles. As a matter of fact you all know me well for the military spot lights. Well this is one, and a very special on at that. Please take some time to stop by Ricks page and pay close attention to what is said in his about me section. Tears were brought to my eyes by what has been said, and I would like others to know his story. Im doing this bulliton, because some people take for granit what military members do for others. Not all have it easy like you may think. Some military members get to do more then others. But all stand up for what they do. If it were not for them risking there lives for yours what would we do? Poisonflightledr~Pls sign guessbook n fan me~cmfederate bombers family member~@ fubar While at Ricks page please show him a little love. There are plenty of pics, and large stash that can be rated.

Prodigal Son
Prodigal Son By Anthony Hunt You're both so very proud of me Why? Why? Is it because I'm willing to Die? Die? Your expectations make me want to Cry. Cry. How well I am, yeah that's all just a Lie. Lie. UI've been the smart, kind, talented son for so long. But what breaks me is makin' you see I too can be wrong. I'm not your prodigal son, I'm sorry. Much as you think I am. Didn't enlist for some greater good, I'm sorry. College money was always the plan. Don't succeed in every facet of life, I'm sorry. I just get by when I can. I'm not this angel you see, I'm sorry. Unltimately I'm only a man. An average joe, no less, no More. More No hero to this world did my mother Bore. Bore Mediocrity lies within my Core. Core. When I fall will you show me the Door. Door. You see your love as support, I see it as a burden. I'm so scared to let you down, affection is disturbin'. I'm not your prodigal son, I'm sorry. Much as you think I am. Didn't

.nonsensical.musings.
im drifting silently in that place. you know the one. where its safe where its warm where its dark where the only comfort comes from yourself where the only thoughts residing there are your own. where its easy to envelop yourself in a shroud of self. where no words or people are necessary where a lilting breeze is your only companion where the beating of your own heart is the only sound where you spend your time hoping the beating of the heart can somehow...in someway...simply drown out the raging emotionally draining indefinable completely rhetorical screaming within the confines of your cranium. or maybe...thats just something i do. im not quite sure. i know the soliloquey of cliches and non answers and placation are enough to drive a person even further past the brink of insanity they're already treading so carefully upon... yet i also know...there really is no other way of it. it is what it is. and what exactly it is...well...its not something i know. as i o

Miles Between Us(june-2007)
Beyond my walls I have seen Gods grace. Not in the trees or flowers but in her face. A gentle smile that could soften hardened hearts. I look at her and wish we weren't apart. Soft sweet eyes skin gentle to the touch. Being apart from her I fear is just to much. My thoughts my words I hope make it through the air. Letting her know my only wish is I wish that I was there.

A Thousand Bottles Call Out Her Name
"If she could just walk away, It would ease all this pain, but she's right there in Front of me. She has my heart in her hand. I'll never be the same again. Never be the same again. I'm slowly dying. Dying. Dying. I'll never be the same again. Never the same again. I gave it up all for you and this is what you put me through. This is what you put me through. you put me through. I'll never be good enough for you. Your killing me. I can't be what you want from me. it doesn't make me happy. You never make me Happy. I'll live my life in misery just to make you proud of me. Are you proud of me. Are you proud of me? Are you proud of me? I'll never do this one last time. (tonight you failed) I wont cry (i've done it a thousand times) I'll walk away (From all the pain and misery you've caused me) Just hold on to the night and stare at the stars in the sky. I would have pulled them down for you. Just to see you shine so bright. This misery is holding me down so tight I cant fuck

Amber Alert.. Please Take A Look.. 2 Minutes Of Your Time Is All She Needs!
Endangered Missing MADISON ERICKSONDOB: Feb 1, 2007Missing: Jul 21, 2007Height: 2'1" (64 cm)Eyes: BrownRace: White Age Now: 5 Month(s)Sex: FemaleWeight: 13 lbs (6 kg)Hair: BrownMissing From:MANTACHIEMSUnited StatesMadison was last seen at home on the morning of July 21, 2007. She was last seen wearing a diaper and may be in the company of two adult females and an adult male. ANYONE HAVING INFORMATION SHOULD CONTACTNational Center for Missing & Exploited Children1-800-843-5678 (1-800-THE-LOST)Itawamba County Sheriff's Office (Mississippi) 1-662-862-3401********************as REPORTED ON WLOX.COM**********************A 5 month old baby was kidnapped at gunpoint this morning in Northeast Mississippi The kidnapping took place in Itawamba county near Manatachie around 11-30 A-M.Three people wearing masks entered the baby's home during a break-in and stole the child. Highway patrol officials believe the kidnappers were strangers to the child's family. An Amber Alert has been issued

A Lil About Me
1. Although I’m white, I know how to drive 2. I like to be tickled 3. I like to cook although I’m not the greatest 4. I’ve been told that I give good massages 5. Sometimes I snort when I laugh 6. I don’t take that long to get ready 7. I believe in good hygiene 8. When you come home I will shower you with kisses 9. Sometimes when you are aren’t looking I will look at you 10.I’m a great listener 11.I’m even a better kisser 12.My friends tell me I make an awesome friend 13.I can dance the night away 14.I love animals 15.I like wearing boxers around the house 16.I will sometimes kiss your neck to wake you up 17.I will never take you for granted 18.I love to “spoon” 19.Kids dig me 20.I love holding hands and kissing in public 21.I look good in shorts 22.I’m smart 23.I’m funny 24.Sometimes you will catch me singing in the shower 25.You still reading this? Good sign 26.I’m not an Aethiest, nor am I fanatical about religion 27.I try not to wa

Watch Out! He's Bi-polar!
I am just trying to protect my friends from a very bad seed whom lurks behind the name of Kevin here on Fubar... he lives in Las Vegas Nevada. Be careful, he seems very nice and sweet at first... but a day or so later you find he is not at all what he seems and is quite crazy indeed. Take care my friends. People who act in this manner for no particular reason at all can be very dangerous. Stay Safe

Finally
""Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so LOVE the people who treat you right, FORGET the ones that don't and believe everything happens for a reason. NOBODY said it would be easy, they just promsed it would be worth it?.... "" Ive finally gotten to a point in my life I can apply this....I Use to think it was ok for certain people to treat me a certain way ...maybe because I thought I loved them therefore didnt see it as wrong . Or maybe finding someone that treats you like you deserve makes you realize Hey im someone something special and will only be treated as such and if you cant then I really dont need you in my life do I? Plenty of bad in the world gets thrown our way. It makes us who we are. So to the people that Love me thank you .. I know what a hard job that can be.. and to the ones that dont... your already forgotten...To my friends that have shown me the light and helped me grow into the person i am today ... thank you and I love you so much

Be Careful What You Say
Don't you dare say that all models are fake and stupid. I am one and I am educated, have a life and a family and can actually cook! WOw imagine that! I have no room for ignorance so be careful what you say

Brings A Happy Tear To My Eye!
Things that bring a tear to my eye... -silence -the curve of a womans back -a good knockout punch -having the t.v. remote -payday -riding a motorcycle -sex -a good dirty joke -loyal friends -honesty -Betty Page -The Stray Cats -a good samurai film of revenge -doing tattoos -getting a new tattoo -playing with a pup -a good meal full of bad food -Carlos Mencia -a vampire flick with some werewolves in it -live music -a road trip to nowhere in thge summer -getting lost in the woods -a new book I had no point to all this just had to write and vent....

50 Mistakes Women Make During Sex! (i Agree With This) Lol
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it'

Because Of You............
This world seems beautiful Beautiful because of you My dreams have come true Come true because of you My dream was my imagination My imagination was you I got more than I imagined I imagined less than you My imagination was beautiful Very beautiful are you Others dream of heaven My heaven is you I imagined someone to love me Who loves me is you I imagined someone to care Who cares for me is you My dreams changed into reality That reality is you For now I promise Forever I LOVE YOU

How Good Am I At Sex? Lmao
You r excellent Your partner is so happy with your sex life. They think its amazing they crave you sexual techniques. You guys have sex almost everynight. They want you almost every Hour. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

A Good Laugh Heals A Lot Of Hurts.
The ability to laugh at ourselves has always been important. In old days, fools and jesters held an important place in the royal courts. Today we have clowns who make us laugh. If we look closely at a clown's face, we will often notice a bit of sadness around the eyes. Clowns are able to move easily from sad expressions to ones full of delight very easily. For all of us, laughter and tears come from the same deep well inside. And often, after a good cry, we find ourselves ready to laugh, easily and joyfully. Laughter is a gift waiting for us on the other side of our sadness. Can I begin to laugh by smiling now?

My Piercings Pictures....
These are some pics of while I was getting My piercings done, today, My tongue is swell... but hey! that's part of the fun.... GETTING MY NOSTRIL DONE GETTING THE TONGUE.. NOW THAT WAS A LITTLE UNCONFORTABLE!! ALL DONE!! MY BUDDY DAVEY THE SHOP OWNER.. HE ROCKS!

Love Is Confusing
Just some random questions about love and women. I am going through a break up right now and things just aren't going smooth as I would like them to. No I am not expecting it to be lovefest 2007, but I would like more civility. I have to admit I was an ass at first, but I was hurt. Now we are in the process of dividing possessions. We are doing alright, which from my understanding is usually the hardest part. Now where we are having trouble is with communication. We will be hanging out and things will be fine. I ask a random question to make small talk, and she will answere and we move on. Then later I find out she told me a flat out lie about something very meaningless. Should I expect this, and if we are to remain frends how can we if she lies about things that are unimportant? Should I believe anything she says? I don't want to persuade anyone's opinion to my side or hers, I just want an impartial opinion on things. I love her to death despite the lies, and everything els

Be Back
I will be back in a little while. I woke up in a bad mood this morning, and its slowly getting better. I'm gonna go take some time for ME now. Any love shown while I'm gone, will be returned as soon as I get back. Much luv to all.

Given Up
aking to sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape I'm my own worst enemy I've given up... I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away I'm suffocating! Tell me what the fuck is Wrong with me! I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but I'm scared I'm not prepared I hyperventalate. Looking for hope somehow somewhere And noone cares I'm my own worst enemy I've given up... I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away I'm suffocating! Tell me what the fuck is Wrong with me! GOD! Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery Put me out of my... Put me out of my fucking misery! I've given up... I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away I'm suffocating! Tell me what the fuck is Wrong with me!

What Kind Of Lover Are You?
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

July 22, 1992
This is for my brother "Junior" There is not a day that goes by that I don't have thoughts of you. I will never forget your love and understanding I miss you so much I love you! Kenny Chesney Videos | Movie Clips | San Antonio Homes For Sale

I Lie Awake !
Sunshines through the door, the rays hit my face. It is so cold and empty, and I am alone in my place. I smell the breeze of the wind, it is crisp and fresh. Sitting on the floor, thinking about all this mess. Why do I go through it all, what I need is to go for a walk. Or maybe talk to a friend, and have a very long talk. Don`t do that enough as it is, I like to all of the time. But who is there to listen, when I start all my silly rhymes. Wish I could just talk to you, then what would you really do. Sometimes your eyes just glaze over, like you don`t even have a clue. That`s okay, I still like our talks, yes I do listen to all your crap. What I really need to do, is lay down and take a nap. I lay alone in my bed, feeling like I am just dead. To many thoughts are running.... through my torn up head. That is why I LIE AWAKE!!!!

Going Away
I see tears roll down your face, makes me feel so out of place. Your hearts beats at a slow pace, wish right now, I were in outer space. I hate to see you cry, makes me feel like I want to die. So please let me wipe you pretty eyes, cant make you happy, but I can try. See goodbyes are hard on everyone, and yeah good people are not easy for some... to let go of and just be free. No I don`t want to see you leave. I know it is better this way, even though I want you to stay. I wish sometimes I would just go away, tomorrow will come and maybe it will be a better day. When we are together, it is truly bliss. All I have to do is give you a hug and a kiss. You know you are someone I will surely miss!!!

Good Old Daze !
Looking through my closet, and what did I see. Quite a bit of pictures, but they all were not of me. Had to laugh at all my friends, and the good times that have been. Days when nobody had a care in the world, where we could all say to a friend. Come on over, lets have a good time, it doesn`t even matter what we do. As long as we both have fun, I just want to spend time with you. Now time just goes on by, and we have all lost being in touch. I see the times in the past, cant help missing them so much.

One For The Road
I am at a bar, just getting drunk as hell. Here with some friends, they have some stories to tell. We don`t get together as much, as we did in the past. When you get older, it is harder to make a friendship last. That is why we always come here, at the end of our week. Because drinking and laughter, is all that we are here to seek. Friends come and go through out our lives, sometimes we just take them for granted. That is why when we do have something special, we should be glad of what is planted. My friends and I are getting tired, we have all seemed to drink too much. I am just glad we all get together, and that we have keep in touch. So we all raise our glasses, I say we all have carried a heavy load. This is to me and my buddies, because this one is for the road!!!

Cheesy Pick Up Lines
First of all, I dont know why they're called pick up lines when you cant pick up a real woman with em.. but a real cheesy one just popped in my head and made me laugh, look....... "you can call me new paint, I was made to stroke all up against your walls" lmao.. yea I know, my wack shit is even better than half these dudes' BEST lines.. but thats still so cheesy I had to slap MYSELF for thinking it lol I must know though, what IS the dumbest or most offensive pickup line a guy ever said TO YOU, ladies? I love to laugh, so make me laugh..

Seems Like A Dream
It seems like a dream now that I know she is mine. I spent a year lying to people telling them about my son, not even thinking she was really pregnant. Now, I find out she was really pregnant and that the kid that she told me was not mine really is mine and that the he i told so many people about is a she. Her name is Brianna Brooke and she is my daughter. I feel like I have been given a new lease on life. Thank you God and Thank You Jamie for finally telling me the truth.

Audacity
it seems that you just gotta accept the fact that some people dont even realize how offensive their personalities are walk around oblivious to the fact that everyone around them cant wait for them to step outside and get hit by a bus

Hung Over!!!
I went out last night to hear my brothers band play!! Well needless tosay i drank way more than I should have!!! what is the best cure for a hangover!!! This is why my status shows as half assed here!!

Uh, Blasts?
My facination with people buying attention is about unlimited. From what I've seen, there are more females than males with blasts. This seems odd to me. Some of the girls I have talked to ( in person or on the phone ) say they get tons of attention in person. They are actually sick of guys making comments to them trying to get into their pants. They say stuff like " Do these guys think they make me feel special by offering me their dick? I get offered dick all day long!! Grow up. " I think it's easier for a woman to get attention on here than a man anyway. And they seem to be the one's buying the most blasts. Yah, so that's confusing. Sometimes it seems like they are spending their husband's money while he is in iraq, and buying blasts, and vip's. Whatever makes you happy though I guess. I say I guess a lot, mostly to let people know I'm not really sure about much. I think a lot, but most of the time I don't really know for sure. It's all a bunch of guesses. I'm not into making concre

Men
so whats up with all the "queer" guys ive been getting with? they want you to bite them and pur wax all over you and they just wanna treat you like a toy!!what the hell...? iz there anybody out therewho is TRULY and SOULY a guy who loves to plz the women and make sure the lady gets off? sure everyone like the freaky sex every now and then but it comes a time where it gets old and you jus want to be told your pretty and buetifull and touched every so softly and jus made to relax and actully not feel bad about it... so what i want to know if how many of you actutully FAKE that you love wild sex when you actully want REAL "make love to me" sex... holla at me and le t me know... i want "make love to me sex"

Ok Just Wondering
Ok so I have been sittin here all weekend wondering something .. I know that I am not a barbie doll and so forth .. Lord knows I dont want to be ... But my thought is this .. I see all these guys going to all the girls pages to see the NFSW pics they got ... I have told the hubby joking around all weekend I was going to take a Picture of my clevege and put it on here ... I mean hell why not right .. Everyone else does ... Will that just lead to more b/s tho ?? hmmmmm .... I am not doin no naked shots or nuffin ... The hubby would die and well who wants to really see my preggers body anyhoot .. rofl ... So let me know what your thoughts are .. smiles

Be Back In A Bit.
Well Im gonna go lay down. My tooth is really killing me. Sorry if I haven't been much help. Any love shown while I'm gone will be returned as soon as I come back online. Much Love Kathy AKA BrattyBytch

Help
i am really curious as to what is wrong with my page it wont let me do mumms at all even though i am level 5 and it has said i am 99.99% of the way to level up for 4 days and i have gotten at least 300 -400 cherry points since it said that so y wont my page work??????

Daddy It Hurts
"Daddy it hurts" My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to

New Zombie Necrotic Bomber Family!!!!
Well it's official... After many people asking me to start a new Zombie bomber family.. I have finally done it... :).... We are a new bomber family..... We lean more towards the dark side of things.. Like Zombies ...Vampires...Witchcraft....Demons.... For those of you who like the dark gothic stuff, and best of all ZOMBIES..Then This family is for you...... We are NO Drama... And love to have fun...... I am the OFFICIAL owner of the Bombing family .. and already have quite a few people who have applied and are now officialy... Zombified...lol.. I also make my own Fubar Zombie Gothic and Vampire skins myself.... If anyone is in need of a certain one or kind just gimme a shout.... I will have all my tags and works and skins up.. As soon as I am finished them all.. :) If you would like to be part of the LIVING DEAD.... Please send all emails to me... Or leave a comment on this BLOG!!! We help those in contests, and those who call upon us , whatever time... Day or ni

Mowing The Yard
It never ceases to amaze me that I work so hard to make the grass green and lush.....for what? Just to mow it again! It's crazy! If you look at my pics there's a pic of the mower sitting in the mowed grass...look at the wheels, how deep they are it's actually about 2" deep, that's after mowing it! I don't use any fertilizer or chemicals to make it grow like that. It just does. Once while living in Houston, my then wife was going on a little trip to her Mothers...she told me to fertilize the lawn with the stuff we bought at a local DIY store....she bought 50# of the stuff in 2 bags.... I put both bags in the front yard....and watered the hell out of it! When she got back she asked if I "fertilized" the lawn.' I said , 'yes" . It was then that I found out that 25# was for the back yard and 25# was for the front yard. LOL We had the greenest and thickest yard on the block! LOL LOL! We are not together any more but not because of that, that might be anonther blog.(if you might

Personal Identity
Have you ever sat back and just watched people? Observe their behavior? Their reactions to things that occur in their everyday lives? I am the kind of person who loves to see how each individual reacts to things. I find it very interesting. Here lately however I have began to notice more and more often that people don't really react as themselves anymore. People respond more now as they would be expected to respond. They try and 'fit' in. They don't get too loud in fear they won't fit in. They don't dress to brightly in fear they'll stand out in the crowd. They don't listen to their favorite music because it isn't popular for the moment. Why? I try and I make great strides in doing so, to be my own person. I don't care what others think of me...who are they to judge? No one is perfect, and I feel that I would be closer to perfect being who I am rather than being another face in the crowd. I don't want to fit in. What is that anyway? Fitting in is nothing more than

Friendship???
Reveal not every secret you have to a friend, for how can you tell but that friend may hereafter become an enemy. And bring not all mischief you are able to upon an enemy, for he may one day become your friend.Friends may come and go, but enemies accumulate.....

Friends???
Just curious, WHy does this place seem like a popularity contest? Why don't friends talk? Is it only me, or do others wonder this as well? I am looking to actually talk to my friends, and I would hope they feel the same way. Do you? let me know! Michael

Please Do This
Please everyone sign my guestbook on my main page.. if you read this blog then there is no excuse for you not to! HAHAHAH!... i will be lookin for you all.. i just wanna show off my friends and hey if you have one, let me know and i will sign yours too.. just to be fair! MUAH to all my peepz! you guys are the bomb!

Saturday With My Son
Well the day started out kinda crappy because my alarm didn't go off but luckily my internal alarm woke me in time so I wasn't to late (only 30 minutes). I hate to be late because I don't get that much time as it is. We had a fun day though as we always do. Still wish my daughter would come with us some but I guess my son needs me more than she does. We went to Ci Ci's for lunch. He loves Ci Ci's. It's pretty good and it's also cheap which is good for me since my ex gets most of my money. After that we went to see Spider Man 3 because he wanted to see it and I have to say it was pretty good. He asked me last week if we would go and he was so excited. He has been wanting to see it since it came out. Lucky for me it was at the dollar theater so I got by cheap and he wasn't hungry because we had plenty of pizza before we went :) so that worked out good. Then we had to go to the mall because he wanted to look for hot chicks...lol....Takes after his dad I guess. After that it was time to go

Four Men And Thier Dogs...
Four men, an Engineer, an Accountant, a Chemist and a Government Worker were bragging about how smart their dogs were. To show off, the Engineer called to his dog and said, "T-Square, do your stuff." T- square trotted over to a desk, took out some paper and a pen and promptly drew a circle, a square and a triangle. Everyone agreed that was pretty smart. But the Accountant said his dog could do better. He called his dog and said, "Slide Rule, do your stuff." Slide Rule went out into the kitchen and returned with a dozen cookies. He divided them into 4 equal piles of 3 cookies each. Everyone agreed that was good. But the Chemist said his dog could do better. He called his dog and said, "Measure, do your stuff." Measure got up, walked over to the fridge, took out a quart of milk, got a 10 ounce glass from the cupboard and poured exactly 8 ounces without spilling a drop. Everyone agreed that was good. Then the three men turned to the Government Worker and said, "What can your d

Taking Photos Pays Off
Taking & submitting all those cars to GM Blogs paid off gm_blogs Subject: GM event- you're invited! Hi Mike- This August (the weekend of the 18th, to be exact), GM will be hosting some car buffs in Detroit for the annual Woodward Dream Cruise, a 16-mile classic car cruise in metro Detroit, and as a â€œthank youâ€ for all of the great photos youâ€™ve been submitting to us on Flickr for FYIâ€™s Photo of the Day, we were wondering if youâ€™d like to come out and photograph the event. GM would fly you out on Thursday, Aug. 16, to Detroit to experience the Dream Cruise and some other GM behind-the-scenes action. Not only would your flight be covered, GM would also cover all hotel, food, and event expenses. Youâ€™d head back home on the 19th, that Sunday. After the event, we're planning on having some special Flickr sets here in our account, as well as some special posts over on our blogs. Weâ€™ve got some great activities planned for the weekend, so I hope youâ€™d like to

Empty
You feel empty if you're not satisfied.. You feel empty if you're searching for something which you don't know yet.. You feel empty if you cannot see what's already in you.. You feel empty if you think negative things... You feel empty when somebody judged you for what you've done wrong! You feel empty if you feel like you can not achieve your dreams.. You feel empty if you think you are!!

Cherry Tap Is Gone, So Am I.
JUST WANT TO SAY GOOD BYE TO ALL MY REAL FRIENDS I HAVE MET ON HERE. I'VE SPENT HOURS OF MY LIFE RATEING, BOMBING, AND CHATTING WITH YOU ALL. I HAVE MET SO MANY NICE AND INTERESTING PEOPLE ON THIS SITE. BUT CHERRY TAP LEFT AND ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO. I MADE MY THIRD SALUTE WED, ONLY TO FIND OUT TODAY I POSTED IT WRONG. SO....I FINALLY GOT IT RIGHT :)YEAHHHH....NOT....IT WAS SENT BACK TO ME TELLING ME CHERRY TAP HAS CHANGED TO FUBAR AND I HAVE TO POST ANOTHER SALUTE WITH THAT ON IT. WELL I LIVE ALONE AND ITS VERY HARD FOR ME TO TAKE MY OWN PICTURE. I DONT THINK TO HAVE FUN ON HERE ONE NEEDS TO BEG. I THINK I HAVE PROVED IM NOT A MACHINE, IM A REAL PERSON. AND WHATS UP WITH THIS SEXY BLONDE WOMAN THAT HAS HAPPY HOUR THREE TIMES A DAY??? YA ALL THINK SHE PAYS FOR THAT??? SHE STEALS PEOPLES PICTURES, OK NOW WHERE IS THE RULES???? MYSELF ID LIKE TO SEE PROOF SHE PAYS FOR ALL OF THEM. IM NOT THE ONLY ONE AS IM SURE IM NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS HEARD ALL THE TALK ABOUT HER. ANY WAY BLAH BLAH

A Fucking Player
Cmon, some bit of assistance is needed to get this player. ive known him for years, before he jumped in this site with his latest conquest. He preys on innocent women, preys on them, tells them what they want, and leaves them..and hes married! Hes a liar, a cheat, and a god damn player Player so, lets not get him points...but dirty weeds....or anything...but let him know what you think... http://fubar.com/user/1020881

7 Back Pain Breakthroughs
7 Back Pain Breakthroughs http://www.rd.com/content/chronic-back-pain-breakthroughs-/ Are you hurting? Here's help. By Michael J. Weiss End Back Pain Agony Ouch, that aching back! If you've ever moaned in agony from back pain, rest assured -- albeit uncomfortably -- that you're not alone. About eight in ten Americans will suffer from it at some point in their lives. After colds, it's the No. 1 cause of missed work. It's a major drain on the American economy, costing more than $90 billion a year in medical bills. Yet a cure for the common backache is as elusive as ever. Part of the problem is the complexity of the spine, a miraculous structure of bone and cartilage that surrounds nerves linking the brain to the rest of the body. The lower back, called the lumbar region, bears most of a person's weight on five vertebrae separated by disks that work like shock absorbers to provide cushioning and flexibility. Muscles and ligaments supply further support. But over time,

Things That Go Bump In The Night...
....or quite possibly during the day when we're not home. Odd things have been happening around here. Little things that I probably wouldn't have noticed if they hadn't been shown to me. The first odd thing was that Dave found a cigarette butt on the stairs in the attic. Neither of us smoke or have ever smoked. None of our family members that have been over smoked in our house. That was not there when we moved in or we would have noticed it while moving boxes up there. I didn't notice it, but Dave pointed it out to me tonight that there is a small cigarette burn next to my desk in my office. On a very, very odd note, our bathroom nightlight is missing. Now I had my battery charger plugged in to it (it's one of those Glade things with the extra outlet on it) on Friday. It was there Friday night when I took my batteries out of it - I don't remember unplugging it, but the cord was laid neatly on the counter in there tonight. I'm a little freaked out by this - especial

More Than Passion
Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches back, catches his eyes adoring their allure. As they reach

Any Help Will Be Greatly Appreciated
I HAVE 104,984 TO GO TO THE NEXT LEVEL. ANY HELP WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. I HAVE HELPED ALOT OF PEOPLE. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR HELPING ME OUT. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL

I Dunno Why But
I dunno why but I just found peace of mind, body and soul. I feel truly at peace and ease. In a long I truely feel I alive and in well form. It like I found my heart and soul again. I like the feeling of talk to people and making friends I for some time was fake and lost but now I getting back to my roots and back to the way I should feel and be. i have been a lil lonely but given time that will take care of itself with time. Some of you are going to hate me and stop talking to me. I must take myself off the market and I started talking to someone who I can see myself with and I don't want to live with regrets so I'm going to have to try this out I'm sorry you had to find out this way but it up to you with what you do with this if and how many of you read these do it will show me who my real friends are. With whatever in the near and distent furtur I wish you all the best I hope you will wish me the same my thought and prays will go out to you. No matter what I will always be your fri

What The Hell? I Don't Believe It!
Holy Shit!! I don't believe it!!! This morning, being Sunday the whatever fuckin' day of July (too lazy to look at the calendar) I actually woke up in a good mood. I actually rested! I can't believe it. Just laying there, woke up and was like, "What the fuck is this? I'm.... not grouchy?" I guess it's sort of been awhile but it was great. Anyway, take care everybody and have a great day. Gimme a shout if you want, if not, fuck ya then!! Just kidding. Later!

Introducing Meeeeeeeeeeeee....
hi there shez here,for those of u that dont know me,i am a 40 year young stay at home mum,to 6 beautiful kids,i have a man, thats a fisherman,we live in the beautiful far north new zealand..i am a free and easy loving person..i love meeting people in person or online, so long as ur not too weird for my liking feel free to join in on my page..lol..if u think ur too weird..please go find some one else to go get freaky with..lol..if u come and splash some loving on me i will make sure i return the favour.., i love to stay home and kick it with my kids..but like all mums we need our break..and i do make sure i get my break..i love to go out and kick it with my girlfriends..have a few drinks..or have a lot of drinks then wake up the next morning feeling really tragic..lol..i often hear myself saying that im not going to drink again..but that only lasts until the next time i get together with the girls..and then that idea has gone out the window..lol..mmmm..not sure what else to write so thi

Grrr
O.k. heres how things went down tonight, John had left about 1p.m. today an didn't get back till an hour ago well I was mad because I had dinner ready an on the table so I called his cell which he did not answer so at this point I'm gettin pissed come to find out he was at the bar fer 7 fucking hours, which doesn't make sence fer someone that does not drink...lol... Anyways he finally calls me back an I had asked what the hell he was doing there fer so long, him an his CUZ had a few beers but we're talking mugs... Oh man talking about going the fuck off, I did and now he is here passed out on my ass, knowing that I wanted some LOVIN'S before he went back to work.. ha ha... Maybe some other time I guess, just not tonight!!

Control Freaks
Okay...here's my rant. I have been talking to this guy who claims to be a cop, and claims to want a lover, partner, mate. He says that he wants to be the dominant in the relationship. He even goes so far as to post "rules" in his profile. He contacted me. He wanted me to add him. And then, HE threw a fit when I didn't respond to him immediately when he shouted at me. He told me that I should remove him if I wasn't going to "follow the rules". I told him that I figured he wanted me to be at his beck and call, and was I correct in assuming that? He never responded back to me, so I thought, enough of this bulls**t. I deleted him. Apparently, that wasn't enough. He shouts at me, and thanks me for remembering him, and then tells me that I had better block him. ??????? I asked him why. He said that if I didn't, then he would block me. WTF??? He proceeded to tell me that since I didn't listen, He would block me, because he only prefers "real" people who follow the rules.

A Modern Parable
A Japanese company (Toyota) and an American company (General Motors) decided to have a canoe race on the Missouri River. Both teams practiced long and hard to reach their peak performance before the race. On the big day, the Japanese won by a mile. The Americans, very discouraged and depressed, decided to investigate the reason for the crushing defeat. A management team made up of senior management was formed to investigate and recommend appropriate action. Their conclusion was the Japanese had 8 people rowing and 1 person steering, while the American team had 8 people steering and 1 person rowing. Feeling a deeper study was in order, American management hired a consulting company and paid them a large amount of money for a second opinion. They advised, of course, that too many people were steering the boat, while not enough people were rowing. Not sure of how to utilize that information, but wanting to prevent another loss to the Japanese, the rowing team's management stru

50 Mistakes Women Make During Sex
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it'

My Birthday Surprise!! (pics Included)
My dear pet, surprised Me for My birthday, she took Me to Chili's where some of our friends from our BDSM group were waiting for Me... I didn't expect it, it was really nice of her and our friends... We had a great time, the only downside was that My tongue was really swollen and hurt like hell... so I couldn't enjoy the food, but had a few Margaritas and soup... took the food home and later ate it slowly... hmm the cake was delicious!!! Our waiter was a little shy at first, but then when he saw the cake which My friends arranged to have a set of handcuffs and Happy Birthday Mistress M written in it... he all of the sudden was very interested in Me... LOL... We were joking around with the cuffs and a little whip on the table... pet got a little jealous, but she knows I only have eyes for her!! It was a really good time.

Lyrics To Help Me Fall....
I've been trying not to love you I've been putting up a fight I've been barely holding on And letting go with all my might There's a part of me that's empty I know only love can fill I'm afraid i'll never find it And i'm scared to death i will Help me fall Help me fall If you care for me at all Help me fall Help me fall I've been holding conversations When i haven't said a word I've been speaking with my silence And praying that you heard I'm a walking contradiction I'd hate to be my heart It keeps trying not to love you But it don't know where to start Help me fall Help me fall If you care for me at all Help me fall Help me fall I've got to learn to re-trust To turn me into us And i really don't know if i can again Help me fall Help me fall If you care for me at all Help me fall Help me fall I've been trying not to love you I've been putting up a fight I've been barely holding on Letting go with all my might

I'm Such An Idiot (or How My Computer Pissed Me Off Today)
I lost 14 blank CDs (and prolly counting) trying to burn one freaking CD of 22 songs. Is that too much to ask? Maybe it's time I get an iPod. (LOL) Anyways, sorry to bother ya'll at 1:30 in the morning with this. I'm off to bed. Or trying to burn this CD again. It's one of the two.

U Touched Me.....
u know u touched me in a place no one can see it is hard to find but it is your mind and it is ur heart that touched me there from the start u have something exiting your words are so inviting im not so quick in saying i love u but this time im going 2 luv u....

Trent Carlini - The Dream King (elvis Ttribute Performer)
Trent Carlini -- The Dream King. Contestant on "The Next Best Thing" Not my YouTube bit - I just found it there. Just saw Trent again tonight. His show was even better depite his being tired from taping for "THe NExt Best Thing" on ABC http://abc.go.com/primetime/nextbestthing/index His performance last week on that show was the best Elvis tribute/impersonator performace I've ever seen. It was better than his show tonight bu this show tonight was great. He didn't - I'm sure legally couldn't - say who did or didn't win. If you get to Vegas and want to see a real Vegas Elvis impersonator, I strongly recommend TRent. Best thing at the Sahara. His band is hot. Okay I have a slight crush on one of his back up singers - Nicole. His guitarist and the female trumpet player in particular caught my attention though as musicians.

Wicked
FIRST AND FOREMOST.....Just a disclaimer, anything I write in this blog is purely fictional and fantasy. If some find it offensive I apologize. I know cops are public servants but this is fiction. Called out on a routine call, the officer is anxious to get it over with and go home for the night. He figures it will be quick no arrest just a verbal warning, it is only disturbing the peace after all. When he pulls into the bar parking lot he sees a crowd of people standing outside. " What now" he thinks to himself. As he approaches he hears a womans voice yelling, soft sweet voice, but very pissed off. He pushes his way through the crowd and is shocked at what he sees. The woman is barely five foot tall, and she has a tall rough looking guy cornered, telling him off and holding a purse in her hand ready to club him with it. He has to keep from laughing, the picture before him is so comical. He stops for a moment taking in the situation, and cant help giving her t

Leo
The Leo personality is known to be the performer or actor or actress of the zodiac. Leo is a fire sign and their ruling planet is the sun. Leos are usually warm, loving and generous. Their kind gestures comes from their big hearts. Leos can be very attentive to others, and usually shower others with bountiful approval and compliments. Ruled by the sun, Leos possess a lovable, childlike playfulness and a strong need for creative self expression. Leos often have trouble with vanity and pride. They sometimes find it hard to admit that they are wrong. Leos can easily compensate for any failings by their sunny personality, sense of fun and genrosity. These friendly people are ideal partners for social events, parties and long holidays. Leos have remarkable leadership skills, which usually brings them to positions of authority. Leos take charge naturally, they may be mistaken as being bossy. However, they will work hard to fulfill their responsibilities, and they make excellent managers

Create Excellence
Excellence is not itself a skill. Excellence is an attitude that greatly multiplies the value of all the skills you have. Excellence is certainly within your reach. All you have to do is make a firm commitment to it, and then stick with that commitment. Whatever you have the opportunity to do, choose to do it with excellence. Invest your passions, your commitment, your attention to detail, your thoroughness, your persistence, and excellence will be the result. Not everyone fully appreciates excellence. However, those people who do value excellence are the ones you would be wise to have on your side. The effort you put into creating excellence will pay off many times over. Excellence can be difficult work, and that work will be richly rewarded. No matter what kind of work you do, you can always use it as an opportunity to create excellence. With excellence comes a richness of life that grows stronger as time goes on. -- Ralph Marston

Hey This Is What I Do When I Get Bored
as she sighed and moved her hand from hid face to his chest to stroke the satiny material of the robe he wore. he pressed his mouth to her's his lips firm yet soft she smiled feelin a sense of wormth and comfort at his touch. she clenched her hands in his robe as she reached up to kiss him. immediatly, his took hers in an expert kiss, bitting her lower lip and causing her to sigh. they slipped their tongues into one another's mouths and she savored the masculine tast of him and she wanted more so much more. she moved her hands up to his neck and pressed her body against his as her kiss grew more frantic,more needy. he matched her movements, his soft groans mingling with the tiny sounds she made as they kissed.to her satisfaction, his cock.... you have to come back for more hahahahaha

Salutes Contest
Hello my dear Friends, I want to play with you lol....I think about starting a contest here for my male friends and fans...Here are the rules...send me salutes made for me (creativity is a must) ... i will put them in a special album ...the pic with the most comments and highest rates will get a big pimpin gift from me and an exclusive pic (NSWF of course ;))...let the games begin ...this contest will begin now and end at 25th august...so if you want to join mail me your pic link....Hugs and kisses Zuzana

Men's Ideas Of Humor
> When girls don't put out!! > This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a > sense of humor! > > I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so > much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have > never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. > > FOR EXAMPLE: > > One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. > > Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel > like it, I just want you to hold me." > > I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" > > So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... > > "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me > to satisfy your physical needs as a man." > > She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who > I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" > > Realizing that nothing was g

Awesome Helpful Tips
It's been a while...and with the new site changes, I thought it would be a great time to put out the FUBAR support blogs. Some new nifty site features and links...and some new information as well. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Vault http://fubar.com/blog/60737 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Underage Reporting http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324322 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mumm Drama http://fubar.com/blog/60737/430810 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NSFW Repost of SCRAPPERS blogs http://fubar.com/blog/60737/249509 NSFW Flagging Abuse and Guidelines http://fubar.com/blog/60737/257665 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Harassment...How to Cope http://fubar.com/blog/60737/359777 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Important FuBar Links http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324245 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Does True Love Truly Exist?
So since I just felt the need to go ahead and start this here blog to find out what the general belief is in this matter I will start first. I believe that no matter how bad or how fucked up life maybe if you survive it long enough you will eventually find your "True Love." I spent many years fucking up and yeah doing basically everything that I was told not to do. I have had relationships after relationships and when I least wanted it I found the most wonderful woman in the world. Everything about her is right, So yeah I have found my "True Love" and whats more about this is I know she is my true love no doubts in my mind. Anyway tell me what ya think.. Peace, Rock

Thorn In My Pride
Wake me when the day breaks Show me how the sun shines Tell me about your heartaches Who could be so unkind? Do you dream to touch me? And smile down deep inside Or could you just kill me? Its hard to make up your mind, sometimes. My angels, my devils, my thorn in my pride. Are you wanting inspiration You spill your secrets on me Then you tell me with a whisper Of things that will never be. Do you hear me breathing? Does it make you want to scream? Did you ever like a bad dream? Sometimes life is obscene. My angels, my devils, my thorn in my pride. Lover cover me with your sleep Let your love light shine Lover cover me with a good dream Let your love light shine

Again.
Make Me Miss July! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Oh Yes Please
Oh, I only want, yes, to touch you, please, right there, yes, to please you, oh, tonight, tomorrow day, tomorrow night, to take you again and again and give you again and again. I need oh, yes, please, to taste your milky skin and feel the moistened soft - hear the mewling moment as it builds into a cry, caress you, kiss you, cater to your needs. Please say yes and, oh, I will enter you and press you to my chest, charge into you like lightning storms and thunder under you - you are my dream, don't leave before I love you like I know you need and, oh my god, say yes. © All rights reserved Scott Adelmann

Heroes Come In Tiny Packages
MASONVILLE, Colo. - Zoey is a Chihuahua, but when a rattlesnake lunged at her owners' 1-year-old grandson, she was a real bulldog. Booker West was splashing his hands in a birdbath in his grandparents' northern Colorado back yard when the snake slithered up to the toddler, rattled and struck. Five-pound Zoey jumped in the way and took the bites. "She got in between Booker and the snake, and that's when I heard her yipe," said Monty Long, the boy's grandfather. The dog required treatment and for a time it appeared she might not survive. Now she prances about. "These little bitty dogs, they just don't really get credit," Booker's grandma Denise Long told the Loveland Daily Reporter-Herald.

A Little More In Depth About Me
I really don’t see how they expect a person to be able to tell all about themselves in a few paragraphs but what the hell I’ll give it a try. As my screen name applies I’m a long-haul truck driver, But I guess that’s getting a little ahead of myself so let’s start at the beginning. I was born in Vicenza, Italy moved to stateside when my mom divorced my father and several years later she re-married to an alcoholic abusive gentleman (He‘s since been sober for almost 10 years now). Needless to say home life wasn’t the best especially when you have two dominant male personalities under the same roof, at age sixteen I moved out of that home. Got married at the young age of eighteen. About the only good thing to come out of that was my son whom I have custody of. I can’t say there was any real problems in the marriage except some people grow, some people don’t and she wasn’t ready for motherhood. Been married and having a child became to much for her I guess. Yearned for freedom or who even

Am I Crazy ?
hey how are you today?, i am fine i guess thanks for asking, can i tell you about myself, or do you really want to hear, probably not but i don't give a shit, i am telling you anyway, i listen to some strange music sometimes, at least that is what she told me, and i talk to her hours at the time too, does that make me crazy, god i hope not, and if it does then let me be just, as crazy as i want to be, see i like our talks that we have at night, i told her and a friend alot of things about me, she still comes and spends her time with me, i am so glad now i am not alone , am i crazy not wanting to be alone , she even calls me now almost everyday, we talk , laugh, giggle and play, there are quite a few things we say, great now i am starting to rhyme, well i do, do it most of the time , you are reading this i bet and you are saying, yeah this fucker really is crazy, but he reminds me of alot of myself, people are strange and we are alike in many ways, am i crazy to fall for someone i haven

Poem Written By A Friend
Thank you Belle Loca. She wrote this beautiful poem and the title is: "You Lied". It means a lot to me today. . . . Happiness Eludes me though I don't know why my searches leave me empty my soul begins to die you said you'd be my forever but you have gone away leaving me for always to cry another day my memories are fading our love is in the past my heart is still aching nothing ever lasts I'll cry a simple tear one day not knowing why then my heart will remember that you always lie you lied to me for always you lied to me for now you lied my heart is broken can I get through some how my soul is black forever my heart will always cry my life it means nothing a part of me has died.

Feelings
by Rebecca What is it, to be happy? what is it, to be loved? what I wish for is the world to be like you sweet, gentle, caring and true what I want is to feel like I'm floating floating on air and through the clouds and the only place I disire, is a place that contains you I'd trade the wolde world just to see you smile again a trip to paris, the leaning tower Hawaii, London or France the world is a place where dreams are born but I'd trade it all just for another day with you the summer was a long time just enough to remember your face listening to your voice was like walking on water it made me powerful to love someone like you someone like you made the world seem like a dream all I ever wanted was to be with you you only get one true love and my one true love is you

Broken Heart!!!!!
If there is one thing I HATE is when people put me in a category with everyone else... I am not like anyone else at ALL.. I am just me....I am just travelling through life trying to live the best that I can, and enjoy my life to the fullest everyday!!! Especially with my Illness that I have.. But a certain someone last night (He knows who he is ).. Decided to point fingers and put me in a category.... He doesn't even know me. So he should not judge..... I dont care what anyone thinks about me or says... And everyone knows that about me..... :0)And I judge NO ONE!!!! I hate Drama... Big pet peeeve of mine...Just because other women have treated him like shit doesn't give him the right to treat me like shit..... Or EVEN JUDGE me to put me into a category..... He never even apologized!!!!!..... Thats not a MAN to me... And ya'll no I am not a man hater or woman hater at all... But when someone says they care about you and keeps going on and on..When you have told him like 10000 times o

Alone
Lying , thinking Last night How to find my soul a home Where water is not thirsty And bread loaf is not stone I came up with one thing And i don't believe I'm wrong That nobody , But nobody Can make it out here alone .... Alone, all alone Nobody , but nobody Can make it out here alone... There are some millionaires With money they can't use Their wives run round like banshees Their children sing the blues They've got expensive doctors To cure their hearts of stone ..... But nobody Nobody Can make it out here alone .. Alone , all alone Nobody , but nobody Can make it out here alone ... Now if you listen closely I'll tell you what i know Storm clouds are gathering The wind is gonna blow The race of man is suffering And i van hear the moan , Cause nobody , But nobody Can make it out here alone... Alone , all alone Nobody , but nobody Can make it out h

Me
i once was a man with a heart and soul once had feeling weather good or bad i once knew a man that could do anything he disereed have wahtever he want take what he pleased he once had the confendence to talk to any woman or make friends with any person he saw and felt and he could wonder around as he chose to be free and be himself i once knew that man but now he is no longer to be found wish i could find him he had so much courage and fight in him he was a great man and a great friend where did he go maybe i'll never find him maybe he is dead and killed by all the torment in his life he was never a player but he could do it if he wished but he never would he was the one always getting played and taken advantage of now where is that man i now look in the mirror and see nothing but hate and despire and lonelyness and a shallow glimps of a soul that is barely hanging on i look in the mirror and hate what i see used to see the kindess eyes looking back now there full of hate for himself a

My Custom Made New Toy!
This is a new commissioned flogger I got made by My specifications, I found a craftsman who works leather, and he is going to make some more nice things for Me, this was his first work for Me and I am very pleased.... My pet on the contrary is a little worried about it... :)

Let's Do It
What SEX position are you?Doggie!!DAMN! You peoples like it ruff and wild...as that song goes "You and me baby aint nothin' but mamals so it lets do it like they do it on the discovery channel"!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Times For Moving With Amy!
I am nervous to leaving with my parents! I going to live with Amy next months!! But it will be new life and everything will going change my life with my girlfriend!!! We having a HUGE PARTY on Aug 4th Her parents will see my parents!! I feeling weird about that! That I got Amy from ex-cherrytap(fubar.com)..... I just packed up my DVD and cards and counting all Days till Aug 4th! I never have any girlfriend for about 13 years but feeling weird or funny! I will taking lot more pics of our family and her family in this pics and you will see it later not now! We just starting talking about marry! I told her better to wait till next July 2008 for wedding! I bet I have a another HUGE PARTY for my first times wedding in my life!! Thanks mtbikers72 (Allah FuBar!!!)

Rings (jewelry Or Magic)
Rings may be symbols of covenant or commitment, as in marriage. Often rings of this type reflect our deepest desires to make or receive commitment from others or in regard to a particular task. Rings with magical vibrations may be about acquiring supernatural powers. Rings of magic drawn on the ground, such as medicine rings or crop circles, may have more to do with protection, as the ring is often the limits to which evil may approach. In dreams of this nature, you may be anxious that circumstances are pressing too hard upon you and feel that you need an intercessor. Did you create or find the ring? Do you feel any sense of control over it? Is there a ring that someone else is using to gain power over you?

Are You Feeeling This Pain??
Are you out there? Are you losing a friend? Are you feeling the way I do? Are you feeling the same? Is there anybody out there? Anyone who can't explain? The loneliness that's appearing Filling my heart with pain. I've lost my nights' sleep Lost interest, in anything I do. All I do nowadays, is Just think and think of you. Because time is so short And the end appears near Soon I'd be alone And you'd not be there. To comfort and console me When I am in blue Encourage and inspire me In anything I do. I know its a tough road Rough days ahead of me I feel scared of solitude I wonder what'd happen to me. I often wonder at times The way you became close to my heart In merely a few months It became diificult to part. I knew this's going to happen But I ne'er knew it was so near So soon I'd have to leave you Leave someone who is so very dear. I associate you with my happiness My feelings of contentment, too. Associate you with my recen

Not Good
I have not been around for a while because I have been very ill. I cannot keep down food or water and I now have an appointment tomorrow to have a port put in my arm for fluids. Not a pretty site. I hate being so weak I have to sit in the shower instead of stand. Please Goddess give me the strength to get through this summer with my sanity still intact. I have court on friday for an unpaid no insurance ticket. I know the judge and I know it will be dismissed it just finding the energy between now and then to be there.

Uh..oh..i've Been Thinking.
Recently as you may know I've been trying to make new friends. Not much luck. One of the things impeding the progress is people that don't like using modern technology. Phones. If you give me your number and I give you mine..the logical thing to do is use it. Don't give me reasons or excuses for something so simple. if you don't wanna call me? why even ask for it? or give me yours? I can't wait to hear from you..literally. I go to work. I can't just wait for some phantom phone call that'll never happen. And do not ask me where I work. I don't want people calling me there or visiting me there, costing me my job. I don't mean to sound crass, but I have had it with excuses. I'm not a lil boy. I'm a man and I'm looking for a friend. Whether that friend turns into something more is unknown, but that's it. But friends call each other. They don't make excuses why they can't even dial a number. Especially if we're in the same area code.

This Time Around
The moon and the stars weren't enough, I would have gave you the whole sky, And if you ever once shed a tear then, me, I would twice cry. It all happened so fast, I was blown away. Left me stunned and speechless, I mean what could I say? I said it was over for us, we could no longer be, But the reality is, it was over for me. You moved on so quick, couldn't wait to take off the ring. I couldn't understand, my life with you was everything. I need to get this out, holding on is so wrong. Got the grip of a vice from holding on so long. I hoped the pain would fade, like the smell of an incense, But its been a whole year, and I'm still so fuckin tense. I pushed everyone away and built a privacy fence, In a sense, it was like the end of my innocence. I will always have love, cuz by kids we are bound, But there can never be a "this time around"

Fucking Weirdo
You are 64% an Odd person!!! You're an Odd-ish person. Bordering on the eccentric you're known as a quirky and interesting person. You have some traits that some people see as very odd, but then who doesn't?How Odd Are You?

The Energy Seems To Be Mightily Unstable!
Good morning/good afternoon/good evening, everyone! Last week was very uncomfortable energywise - this week is looking about the same, so far. This does not bode well for our run for the end of the year, lol! Damn! This is not good. I'm not adjusting to my energetic changes well at all. I'd really like a break from this, but I don't think that is going to happen. Alot of energyworkers I know, and a bunch of non-energyworkers as well, are finding themselves up to their eyeballs in issues - new issues, old issues; all the Goddess's children got issues, lmao!! The push has begun, we're on the fast track to enlightenment again! I don't know about all of you, but I'm tired. But I refuse to give up! My "anchor" and I are yanking each other about by our connection, lol! That's a laugh, but not really. I believe we are sharing our rather painful emotions right now, back and forth. We are so very connected - I wasn't expecting this to be so painful, but it is. I don't want my "anchor"

Continued Frustration Level Off The Scale!!
There is probably a devil/evil force out in the world. I know this because of having to deal with insurance agents and their rules. For 8 weeks I have been dealing with an insurance company trying to get my wage replacement checks. I considered 2 to 3 weeks a fair time for the paper work. I even started the process the end of may. My short term ins. ran out june 9th. I have been told something different by each person I dealt with. My case agent has only returned 1 call in the entire 8 weeks. They requested records from every dr and facility I ever went to from dec 04. I hurt my back in nov 06. I feel like they are trying to prove I am faking. Right. I am faking living on 1/2 my take home pay. Not having $$$ to pay all my bills, buy birthday gifts, get my hair cut. And silly things like groceries, utilities, gas for my car. Being in pain and having friends come over and clean my house, do my shopping. Now I do have to admit the pain pills are not bad. LOL! But I have to la

Just Some Local Fubar News
'hottymom42 moving to illinois with talented tongue' and he is a convicted child molester who lives with his mommy still in a camper behind his mommy's house . and he is 35 years old.. and he couldnt get this one job because of his background

Some People Here On Fubar.
EVERYDAY I RATE AND RATE PEOPLES PICS, UNTIL I MAX OUT ACTUALLY, BEING THE NICE PERSON I AM, I EVEN HELP STRANGERS OUT, THAT I HAVE NEVER SPOKE TOO, BUT WHAT GETS ME IS WHEN THEY DONT RETURN THE LOVE, OR EVEN TELL YOU A SIMPLE THANK YOU. NEVER AGAIN WILL I HELP SOMEONE OUT THAT I DONT KNOW. I HELPED THIS GUY OUT THE OTHER DAY, BEING PIMPED OUT BY A MUTUAL FRIEND, EVEN SENT THIS GUY A GIFT TELLING HIM I HOPED IT HELPED HIM LEVEL, THIS MAN, HASNT SAID THANKS FOR THE RATES OR THE GIFT, BUT PEOPLE ON FUBAR ARE ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT HOW GREAT HE IS...REALLY...HE DONT SEEM ALL THAT GREAT TO ME, HE CANT EVEN THANK PEOPLE FOR HELPING HIM, SO IF U ASK ME, PEOPLE LIKE THAT ARE HERE FOR ONE THING AND THAT TO USE PEOPLE AND TO LEVEL. I ACTUALLY REMOVED THIS PERSON OFF MY FRIENDS LIST AND UNFANNED HIM, I DONT NEED PEOPLE LIKE THAT ON MY LIST. I KNOW WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE HERE ON FUBAR, AND I CHERISH THEM WITH ALL MY HEART. I'M NOT HERE TO LEVEL OR BE POPULAR, IM OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL AND IM A GROWN SI

I'm Such A Loser
I need friends... nobody wants to be my friend but everybody wants to view my page... how come i only have 26 friends when i have almost 400 views? Well if you're reading this and you aren't my friend please add me... if you are already my friend... thanks... :)

Shopping Carts!
How hard is it to return a fooking shopping cart? Seriously I park my car all the way in another county so that no one will leave a cart that will roll into it. I come out and BAM, a damn cart leaning on my car! And I see the little sneak weaseling away like some grass snake! DAMN YOU no returner! Why do you do that? The cart return was 10 feet away from you! maybe I should just take out my keys and carve your car up like a Thanksgiving Day Turkey! Would you like that? I try to pull into a spot and there is another Weasel leaving their cart in the parking spot! Now how am I supposed to park with a cart there you DUMMY? Maybe you dont care because you drive some 10 year old piece of shit, well I dont so put down the biggie shake and Walk you fat ass another 5 feet and return the damn cart!

Private
Some Cherry Tappers crack my up... ( fubars suck..) You see them hit your site so you go check em out... Every frigging album is marked PRIVATE... How the hell ya suppose to know if ya want to get to know this person if ya cannot even tell what the heck they look like?? I actually had an awesome encounter today. I noticed this good looking lass hit my site, so I do what I always do, and hit theirs back to see what is shaking... Well, being shy like I am I still decided to chat and got the courage up to ask where they came to come to my area and check me out... She hit the "I'm Bored" button and they took her to me... So I guess that either means I am boring... Or She is my next human sacrifice for the volcano I need to build in my backyard.... Cat

Something From Nothing
We, the unwilling, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the ungrateful. We have done so much, for so long, with so little, we are now qualified to do anything with nothing. - Unknown

Our Emotions
We have to become more conscious of our feeling-world. By learning to identify the "emotional baggage" and manage our feeling-world reactions, we can view life based on current information instead of being held captive by our past. However, since emotional processes can work faster than the mind, it takes a power stronger than the mind to bend perception, override emotional circuitry, and provide us with intuitive feeling instead. It takes the power of the heart.

Stupid Lying Ass Bitches!
I am so sick of paranoid lying ass ignorant bitches spreading lies about other people(namely me) because they dont like me! This one particular bitch at work has accused me stealing her dumbass kit kats from her drawer. First off you petty skank-If I wanted some kit kats I would buy them from the damn vending machine down the hall. I dont want the crusty, nasty ass food that you've drooled on and fingered. Secondly-I dont steal. Nothing is worth that much in this world to lose my reputation and dignity for a few fucking kit kats. Get over the fact that you're lazy, trash talking ass ate the entire bag. Now since her kit kats have "disappeared" this nameless bitch begins to accuse me of stealing other things from other people. For example- I was working one Sunday morning and another co worker came in to work with me. Well later in the day my other co worker discovered that money was missing from her purse. We searched the entire department and the entire parking lot for the cash. N

Typical Man
One night , after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. " Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, " I found the remote!"

Fools (poem # 12)
Age chases me as a bastard dog.. Always gaining until the day, i shall feel it's bite. Half my life already forgotten, and yet I march toward blissful foolishness. Happiness be with thee who travels with me. Holding my hand and thinking of them self. It will pass all our days, and nay another of our liken shall we cross. For that end I am glad, and weep. For your loss when i go, I weep. Of my loss when you go, i weep. We will kiss but once, through all eternity..I promise. But, unto what end? It is not grace that binds us.. could it be guilt or expectations? I want them not, nay shall any fool. But, that is what we are......fools. Ever smarter, enlightened, now more stupidly to wisdom. Fools we are, you and I...only fools. God have mercy on us.....we fools.

Sorry
Alright folks i just wanted to explain why i may seem a bit reluctant to get to know anyone too closly on here. I had someone who i thought was truly interested in me and cared about me promise something and not follow through on what they promised. Even after i voiced my concern about that happening they reassured me that they would be there and would come through. Well needless to say they did not and now are avoiding me. So IM withing drawing a bit to regather my thoughts and such. Much love to you all and im sure soon enough i'll be back to my normal out going self. I wont name names because im not petty like that besides he knows who he is. I just wanted you all to know the reason for the distance. Hurt and betrayal from someone you care for deeply kills. Thanks for listening to my ramblings.

~reaper~
leathery wings stretched out across the darkness of night long sleek body glides beneath razor sharp claws extend...in readiness as glowing eyes seek out its prey hungry is this one... hungry for the heart of a torn soul for she is the reaper of heartache that of which death itself with not touch- with the blackness of night she finds her prey for the low moan screams out to her calls to the heat within her blood like that of wanton pleasure it excites her.. hypnotizes her giving her an insatiable craving one that only the feel of the heart upon her lips will cool- she hears it yes... it is there the torn soul she sweeps down... claws out before it's aware she has it trapped beneath her savoring its essence with the flick of her tongue. mmmm... delicious - such sorrow.. such pain her mouth waters as her claws reach in closing about the heart.. still beating wildly savoring the coldness of it she tastes it with her tongue and shivers in anticipation for thi

Life
you know sometimes life gets a bit hectic and you dont know what to do but its during those times that you grow as a person and learn lifes true lessons now i dont know the meaning behind this blog this has just kinda been sittin in my head the last couple days and i havent known what to do with it but anyways back to the topic so ive been tryin to figure out why this is in my head all of a sudden i dont know if it means im in a trying time or if im about to enter one or just now exiting one all i know is its on my mind and there is nothing i can do about so heres my thoughts as of now i think(but once again not sure) im in a hectic time of life through thinking about it ive noticed im in a rut i dont do anything but get on the damn computer and talk all day oh and play games but still i dont do anything about my situation i have 2 months before i am able to do what i want to do because of the application process so here i sit tryin to think of something to do everyday and nothing pops

Why I Love You.
I've never seen you Or touched your skin I've never felt your lips Or held you tight But I know I love you Not because of the way you look Or because of that sexy voice Not because of the things you say But because of whom you are When we meet I will kiss you And hold you all night I love everything about you Because it's you

My Destiny
THE NIGHT SO COMFORTING........... ALL ALONE....... THE DARK ......... SO INVITING ....COMFORTING..... IVE TRIED AND IVE TRIED AGAIN...... ALASS I DO NOT PREVAIL...... MY HEART SUBMERGED IN TOTAL DARKNESS ..... MY SOUL DAMNED TO HELL..... FOR THINGS THROWN INTO MY DESTINY ...... THINGS THAT CANT BE CHANGED ....... MY HEART RIPPED AND TORN ...... MY SOUL SO LOST..... I BELONG TO HIM .... BUT AM NOT NEEDED ........ I FEAR MY FUTURE ........ IN DARKNESS I REST ...... AND I SHALL REMAIN IN THE VOID..... TILL I AM NEEDED AGAIN .......

Chemical Plant
One dark night outside a small town in Minnesota, a fire started inside the local chemical plant and in a blink of an eye it exploded into massive flames. The alarm went out to all the fire departments for miles around. When the volunteer fire fighters appeared on the scene, the chemical company president rushed to the fire chief and said: "All our secret formulas are in the vault in the center of the plant. They must be saved. I will give $50,000 to the fire department that brings them out intact." But the roaring flames held the firefighters off. Soon, more fire departments had to be called in as the situation became desperate. As the firemen arrived, the president shouted out that the offer was now $100,000 to the fire department who could bring out the company's secret files. From the distance, a lone siren was heard as another fire truck came into sight. It was the volunteer fire company from the nearby Norwegian r

Sick Of Shit!!!
why is it that certian people just cant leave a person alone. im having a problem with this guy that dont get the hint that i dont want him, and he keeps bothering me. i have told him staight out that im with a great guy and he keeps his shit up. im sick of how he treat me and my guy. its gotta stop, and stop now. he keeps ripping my pics and im done with the crap. hes trying to get it to get me and a friend to start fighting over him, and it wont happen. hes not worth it. i just cant get him to stop. i just cant take it anymore.

~can You~
do you see me there standing before you can you not see the scars that now bleed- can you not feel the flame that one burned bright now become the ice that forms within- can you not see me that which I was becoming something I don't want to be- can you not see me there standing before you one last time not wanting to live with that which has been done to me- to stop the blood and spark the flame to forever melt this ice that now forms- can you not see me wanting to be free.. for I don't wish to live this way. ~Candyce~

Sick Of Shit!!!
im sick of the shit. why is it a certain person cant get the hint that you dont wanna be with then and they keep shit going and you cant do anything bout it. this guys been bothering me and wont leave me alone. ive came right out and told him i dont want him, and that im with a great guy. he just dont get the hint. im sick of the way he treats me and josh. he keeps his crap going all the time and im sick of it. i dont know how much i can keep on taking from him. hes tryingto get me and a friend fighting over him which wont happen, hes not worth it. hes trying to get it where josh wont talk to me, which weve already discused it, and that wont happen either. i dont know if i can keep this up. i told him to delete meverything he has of mine and forget bout me, but he wont. he keeps ripping my pics and im sick of that too. he needs to learn to grow up and just to forget bout me. i cant keep this up!!! something needs to happen and happen now!!!

It's Unfinished Yet
I’ve been crucified by desire Taken down by a longing I can’t control My heart was defeated The tears readily flow I’ve been crucified by my own mind Unable to keep a thought straight Overwhelmed by reality The tears readily flow I’ve been crucified by authenticity Thrown into a downward spiral My entire being crushed The tears readily flow

Thinking
So Yeah.... I went to a friend from works wedding this weekend. Well it was a vow renewal. It was a beautiful ceremony. Her colors were yellow and white, and while the person "officiating" over it forgot to turn the mic off when she left the hall and pointed her mistakes out for everyone, it was awesome. You can tell that after being married 5 years that they still love and care VERY deeply for one another.... While I was sitting there I kept thinking about how much I want what they have. You know, someone who wants to be with me and only me, through the good and the bad. I wonder if I'll ever find that. Don't get me wrong. I love my life where it's at. I have a "new" job with one of the Subsidiaries and have the control that I've wanted. My new boss is AWESOME even when I bug him over the simplest things. Its also fun to bug the accountant....(don't think it fair that the accountant is a cutie, but yeah) I'm the only female in the department hell i am the AP department! ha ha ha! B

A Soldier's Reply
Man took a flight, he was finally coming home, Feeling more relieved than any man has known, He spent so long, in a place that most fear, And when that plane landed down came a tear, Plane door opens still in uniform he stands, Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land, He follows the others, checking each face for grief, But all that he noticed was the faces had relief, He steps off the plane and people were there, The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare, They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign, That said thank you soldier, your life for mine, Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street, He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet, The man looks to him and stops him in his place, Only the Soldier and him, the man spits in his face, Soldier again with a tear, he asks only why, The man returns with an answer, a brutal reply, I do not respect you for the things that you've done, Soldier just listens as the man cuts h

A Past Unreleased
How do you know when its time to say goodbye? What if it makes your heart die? How do you know if you're ready? What if everytime you try, you're heart won't stay steady. Our time has been up for years now. I've wanted to let go, but never knew and still don't know how. When I wasn't looking you captured my heart And in the end, your actions caused us to break apart. The history, memories and all that we were In my mind, like a broken record, continue to reoccur We had a weird, but unthinkable connection I miss your love, eyes and affection I'll never understand why I wasn't what you wanted Yet even my dreams you've haunted. June 2007 By NYBella

Special Day
Special Day ~Tony Martinez Today is all yours The battle The journey Will continue tomorrow But for today Let showers of joy rain down Let happiness ring through I dance to you My angel God knows I love you You are so beautiful My angel I love you Can I keep you?

This Is To You Penguin....
ONE WORD...BY ELLIOT YAMIN I'm so into what you giving and it feel so good to me You're beautiful and critical it's hard to live without you, baby When I wake up in the morning all I want to see is you Heaven's blessing that he sent me unconditional and true Girl you mean the world to me and I hope you understand I will give you anyhthing and I'll do the best I can to make you see what I see One word Is all I need to say exactly how I feel One word A single word that's from the heart and keep sit real One word And baby I know this one fits you to a tee One word All I can say is amazing Always there when i was going through all kinds of changes You kept me lifted, said I'm gifted and you know I'm gonna make it So when you're tired and frustrated you can always count on me Girl I love ya and I want ya to know I'll be all you need Girl you gave the world to me and you made me understand You would give me anything and you do the best you can You are what I hope

Firefighter Pick-up Lines
1. Fireman have the longest hoses (I know, I know) 2. Want to see my tool? 3. It's long, hard and Pumps like a bastard, but that's just the Truck 4. Wanna slide down my pole? 5. Can I hit your hydrant? 6. I could make you scream louder than the siren. 7 . Your hosebed or mine? 8 . Bet we could fit 2 in those bunkers. 9 . Care to see the hosebed? 10 . Firefighters are always in heat. 11 . I am on fire, you wanna stop drop and roll with me?

I Love You....
I LOVE YOU FOR SO MANY REASONS, LARGE AND SMALL, AND ALL OF THEM ARE WONDERFUL. I LOVE YOU FOR ALL THE SPECIAL QUALITIES THAT MAKE YOU "YOU," ONE OF A KIND, THE ONLY ONE IN THE WORLD FOR ME. I LOVE YOU FOR THE THINGS YOU SAY THAT BRING SUCH SPECIAL MEANING TO MY MY LIFE, AND I LOVE YOU FOR THE SILENT TIMES WHEN YOUR EYES AND YOUR ARMS TELL ME ALL I WANT TO KNOW I LOVE THINKING OF ALL THE ADVENTURES WE MAY SHARE, THE PLACES WE MAY GO, THE DISCOVERIES WE MAY MAKE TOGETHER. I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU KNOW HOW TO BRING OUT THE BEST IN ME I LOVE YOU JUST BECAUSE I DO..... BECAUSE NOW, IN A PLACE WHERE THERE WAS NOTHING BEFORE, IN THE DEEPEST PART OF MY HEART..... THERE IS LOVE... THANK YOU....

Oracle ..poems Of Fantasy&foretelling
Like an unseen whisper I can look into your heart and mind Like an endless dreaming I'm in a place too far to find Like the recess of high tides thrashing endless on shores of unsure We go out in the moonlight And all I see,is the passing of all that's unpure. And we hang in a mind stream feeding out to the windows of time I can look beyond our space and all I see is so much more to climb.. Weaving out of the sunlight and fading into the moonlight tonight becoming one with the starlights floating like thoughts caught in time I feel the wind of past thoughts taking onto new heights, leaving all that behind I'm looking through a crack in the fabric of reality not wanting to see or remind Me of you.. We are one and a thousand Like the flicker of stars in a night dancing flashes of years gone and all I see,Is their light in your eyes reflecting spirits of nowhere with an image of me in your mind I'm forever an ageless and another you in time I won't find..

Nsfw Fairy >>>>>>kiss My Ass
If you are on My friends / Fans list and you find this little Cartoon pic below Offensive or NSFW ...... GET THE HELL OFF MY LIST!!!!! DELETE ME NOW THIS VERY SECOND!!!! HERE IS THE PIC AND YES I DO HAVE MORE TO SAY AFTER U VIEW THE PIC. All it says is "NO You cant play with mine Just because you broke yours off." I dont bother anyone on here and I dont ask for BULLSHIT from anyone or Blow anyone Else any, and I'll be damned if I'm gonna put up with any from some whiney ass babies that need to go the hell back to myspace and suck on their thumbs. I have had a MUM marked NSFW and it was a VID of our Illustrious President. Give me a Fucking break he wasnt naked thank GOD. NOW some WHINEY ASS IDIOT comes along and markes this Cartoon NSFW ...... IS THIS AN ONLINE PUB OR IS THIS BIBLE SCHOOL???? I have a Blast and dont even want to use the damn thing bcs I dont want mess with the DRAMA that is sure to come with it. I will be locking all my photos down to friends only and i doubt

Been Gone A Lot
Sorry haven't been around much. I started my new job and have been adjusting to the new hours and duties. I will be on more now that things are starting to settle down. Finally! In a job here in Alabama that I truly like again.

Laugh For July 24
A Lawyer in the Family For three years, the young attorney had been taking his brief vacations at this country inn. The last time he'd finally managed an affair with the innkeeper's daughter. Looking forward to an exciting few days, he dragged his suitcase up the stairs of the inn, then stopped short. There sat his lover with an infant on her lap! "Helen, why didn't you write when you learned you were pregnant?" he cried. "I would have rushed up here, we could have gotten married, and the baby would have my name!" "Well," she said, "when my folks found out about my condition, we sat up all night talkin' and talkin' and decided it would be better to have a bastard in the family than a lawyer."

The Dream
The Dream A man lay on his bed at the end of his life waiting to die. His dream came to pay his last respects and bid farewell to the man who had never used it. As it entered the room the man looked down in shame. "Why did you not realise me?" the dream asked. "Because I was afraid," the man said. "Afraid of what," said the dream. "I was afraid I would fail." "But haven't you failed by not attempting to use me?" "Yes I did, but I always thought there would be tomorrow." "You Fool!" said the dream" Did it never occur to you that there was only ever today? The moment that you are in right now? Do you think that now that death is here that you can put it off until tomorrow?" "No". said the man, a tear gently rolling down his cheek. The dream was softer now, because it knew that there were two types of pain, the pain of discipline and the pain of regret, and while discipline weighs ounces, regret weighs pounds. Then the dream leant forward to gently wipe away t

I Know The Whole Truth...
At school, a boy is told by a classmate that most adults are hiding at least one dark secret, and that this makes it very easy to blackmail them by saying, “I know the whole truth” -- even when you don't know anything. The boy decides to go home and try it out. As he is greeted by his mother at the front door he says, “I know the whole truth.” His mother quickly hands him $20 and says, “Just don't tell your father.” Quite pleased, the boy waits for his father to get home from work, and greets him with, “I know the whole truth.” The father promptly hands him $40 and says, “Please don't say a word to your mother.” Very pleased, the boy is on his way to school the next day, when he sees the mailman at his front door. The boy greets him by saying, “I know the whole truth.” The mailman drops the mail, opens his arms and says, “Then come give your FATHER a big hug.”

I Am In Love With The Most Amazing Woman In The World!
The way she makes me feel is amazing. The way she looks at me lets me know that she loves me and only me. When we kiss I see fireworks every time. When she hurts I hurt. When she is happy I am happy. When she smiles it's like her face lights up and nothing else in this crazy world matters. When I hear her sweet voice it is like music to my ears! I love being with her. She is my other half, without her I am not whole! She is the best thing that has ever happened to me! Every night I go to bed and thank god for bringing me the greatest gift he could ever give me. Every night I pray to god that he never takes her away from me. When she looks at me with those big beautiful blue eyes my heart melts! I love the way that she pinches me with her cute little toes! I love the way that we wrestle and goof around! I love it when she is always singing every song on the radio when we are in the car! I love the cute little puppy dog face she makes when she wants something! My weakness is that I can n

Karma
People for the most part react to how they are treated. The way people react to how they are treated is either positive or negative. The reaction is usually positive when people are treated positively, and usually negative when treated in a negative way. So, the key to attracting that which is positive and good, is to treat others in a positive and good manner. In this way, what we practice, that which positive and good, will come back to us, because what goes around comes around.

Site Troubles Note And Advice
Some pages (eg, image pages) one can just reload, and they're there... no problem. But if one enters information in a form (like a blog, or a comment), try to remember to copy-paste into another document if possible, and if the submit button goes nowhere (as has been happening often today- to me at least...!)- do not press reload/refresh- press Back. If the information is no longer in the form, copy it from your saved document, and then repost.

Bricks...
A simple and effective problem solving technique for new hires and how to determine the right spot for that new employee 1. Put 400 bricks in a closed room. 2. Put your new hires in the room and close the door. 3. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. 4. Then analyze the situation: If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks , put them in Engineering. If they a re arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them in Planning. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sa

Getting Lucky...
Getting Lucky A deformed and ugly man walks into his local pub with a big grin on his face. "What are you so happy about?" asks the Bartender. "I'll tell you," replies the ugly man. "You know, I live by the railway. Well, on my way home last night, I noticed a young woman tied to the tracks; like in the movies. I, of course, went and cut her free and took her back to my place. Anyway, to make a long story short, I scored big time! We made love all night . All over the house. We did everything, me on top, sometimes her on top, every position imaginable!" "Fantastic!" exclaimed the Bartender. "You lucky guy. Was she pretty?" "Dunno...never found the head."

Proud Of Me
Yesterday ended up being awesome, until my ex stopped by and brought a world of drama into it. I was simply giving her some messages she had adn she was giving me attitude about it. So needless to say I was confused. We of course ended up fighting. Although after the fight I realized something. Words that she had previously used to hurt me hand no effect on me. I didn't get too upset where I was not able to remember the points I was trying to make about me being tired of her disrespecting me and about how I was sick of her lies and, that maybe trying to be friends was a bad idea. She had no logical answer for any of this, I left the situation feeling content knowing for the first time in a long time that things were going to be ok. Now a new day is here. I have truly made my first step of getting on with my life and that makes me happy. I had almost forgotten what it felt like to be happy and proud of myself. I had gotten into a funk and I doubted myself. I see now that I can

Do The Math!
A husband wrote the following letter for his wife and left it on the dining room table: "To My Dear Wife" . You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you,being 54 years old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter, I hope that you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18 year-old secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel. Please don't be upset. I shall be home before midnight." When the man came home late that night, he found the following letter on the dining room table: "My Dear Husband, I received your letter and thank you for your honesty about my being 54 years old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 years old. As you know, I am a math teacher at our local college. I would like to inform you that while you read this, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of my students, who

Sagittarius
VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable.. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves be

No Comment Allow Why Not?
if i can't leave you a comment then i don't need to have you in my friends list how else am i to send you a greeting if i can't leave one there this is upsetting Error: the users permissions do not allow you to leave a comment. what a fascist bitch! this is only for the freinds that Don't want you to leave them a comment i have to make room for the ones that enjoy getting comments ok cool from C&T Stash Club--Seejaykaygee--

Come Have A Drink On Me
COME ALL MY BUDS TO THE SCOOTER LOUNGE TO VISIT,YES IM IN BACK OF THE BAR FIRST 2 HRS DRINKS ON ME AND HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH THE AWSOME TUNES BEING STIRRED UP BY THE AWSOME DJPIXI COME ON GANG IF YOUR MY PEEPS COME SEE ME

Soft Side
I imagine what it would be like to watch you getting off, and to know that I am the reason. I want to see your head thrown back, eyes closed and lips slightly parted, lost in the moment… I want to see you pass that point of no return, when the rest of the world is washed away by waves of passion. I want to hear you call my name in that last gasp before you fall over the edge into blissful orgasmic oblivion. But first ... I imagine taking you to a secluded place, where the only sounds are our own… I want to be surrounded with you in candle light... I want to trace my wine-dipped finger across your lips and watch your tongue follow. I imagine standing behind you, slowly wrap my arms around your waist, and lower my mouth to your neck, just beneath your ear. I want to breathe in your scent and brush my lips against your quickening pulse. I want your hands to cover mine and your head to lie back against my shoulder as a sigh escapes your lips. I imagine the feeling of you surren

Contest Update!! Tuesday/july 24/07
((((((((((((((((((((RIGHT NOW WE ARE IN 2ND PLACE ... GOOOOOO....GOOOOOO.. TEAM.))))))))) ROCK ON.... HELLL YEAH..... FUK YEAH...........I WANT TO LET YOU A KNOW THAT THIS REALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME... :) ....WE ARE NOW WELL OVER A THOUSAND... LAST NIGHT WE HAD A NASTY FREKKIN THUNDER STORM AND LIGHTNING STORM SO I WAS DOWN ALL NIGHT!!! gRRRRRRRRRRRR.... LOL... BUT I AM BACK AND POUNDING THE PAVEMENTS EVEN THROUGH MY PAIN... :) KEEP THOSE COMMENTS COMING AND HERE IS THE FINALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY.. I HAVE LOGGED DOWN EVERYONE THAT HAS HELPED COMMENT ON MY CONTEST SOO FAR..... AND YOU WILL EACH BE RECEIVING A 1 GIFT ITEM FROM ME AT THE END OF THE CONTEST... :) TO SHOW MY APPRECIATION... :) CONTEST ENDS IN 3 WEEKS.. ON AUGUST 13..... .....GOOOOO TEAM......GOOOOO..... :) CLICK ON MY PIC TO TAKE YOU THERE OR THE LINK http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=195549&albumid=471718&i=2514456570 [ fubar.com photo: 2514456570 ]

Ecstasy's Solar Flare
Ecstasy's Solar Flare I come to you with the sun, like the sun. While dawn steals over the windowsill my body steals over yours. Covering you, warming you, rousing you. Feel the heat slipping across your body As morning slips across disheveled sheets. Crimson-tipped fingers flicker over waking flesh. Open your sleep-glazed eyes to me. Turn your face to me; turn your need to me. Intensity grows, my skin incandescent under your touch. Parched lips, yours, seeking oasis, desperate for relief. Press them to my throat, feel the fire throbbing there. Drink the steam rising from my glowing skin. Moist lips, mine, searing sinew and brawn with every brush. Sending your blood roiling, your veins scarcely contain it. My tongue licking at your rigid, straining body, Trailing liquid flame down your arching form Pulling pained hisses and moans from your tortured being. The conflagration rages on, limbs twine and tangle, A coiling confusion of flesh, set ablaze by lust. Mouths

Poor Kitty...but It Is Funny!
----- A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walks over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks," the girl says. The fire fighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner," the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar, I think you could go faster." The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

Sir George Dead At Age 38
HELLO, YOU MAY HAVE REMEMBERED ME, IM JOHNNIE SUE, SIR GEORGE'S NIECE. I HAVE SOME VERY BAD NEWS, MY UNCLE GEORGE HAS DIED IN A CAR WRECK AT 10:30 AM THIS MORNING! HE HAD DIED INSTANTLY ON IMPACT WITH ANOTHER CAR! WE ARE SADDEN BY HIS LOSS AND THIS ACCOUNT AS HIS OTHERS WILL BE DELETED IN THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS. I KNOW HE WOULD HAVE WANTED FOR YOU HIS FRIENDS TO TAKE WHAT PICTURES OR POEMS THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO REMEMBER HIM BY? SO SIR GEORGE SPURLING HAS DIED AT THE AGE OF 38 JULY 24, 2007 AT 10:30 AM JUST SO YOU KNOW, HE LOVED EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU VERY MUCH!!

Eyes Open
A surprising event opens your eyes -- and heart. How on earth did you never notice this side of someone before? Now that you see this person clearly, a whole new set of options opens up in your interactions.

Gone Too Soon But Was Doing What He Loved!!!
Coolbaugh was star on, off baseball field By ELIZABETH WHITE, Associated Press Writer July 23, 2007 AP - Jul 23, 4:44 pm EDT More Photos SAN ANTONIO (AP) -- Mike Coolbaugh became a coach with the Tulsa Drillers earlier this month not so much for the job itself, but because his little boys loved to see him on the baseball field. "He had just started," said Coolbaugh's wife, Amanda, who is expecting their third child in October. "We were going to be done with it, but his kids wanted to see him." Coolbaugh, 35, died Sunday after being struck in the head by a line drive as he stood in the first-base coach's box during a game in Arkansas. Amanda Coolbaugh, 32, said they planned to wait to find out the baby's sex until the birth. The couple has two sons, Joseph, 5, and Jacob, 3. "You couldn't have asked for a better father," Amanda Coolbaugh said through tears Monday in San Antonio. "He just paid attention to the boys, put them in clubs and sports ... volu

Red Roses Forever...
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in, and then

The Family Needs To Show Support To Each Other
Some of you may or may not know. I am the wife and Slave to Master of One (the founder of FFF). I felt that I needed to encourage other family members to show their support for one another. What does it mean to be in a family. To me that means we support one another and have their backs when needed. When we have family members in a contest we need to show them support and leave at least one comment, preferably more. If one of the family memebers is being harrased by a hater we need to show them that we will not put up with it. We need to stick together. We may be small in number but we can still show our support for a family memeber

Part Two
....i am laying there chained to the bed for what seems like forever...i wonder to myself if anyone will ever come down, and where the Master is...i hear faint voices suddenly and turn my head a bit to hear them better...they seem to come closer and closer untill they are right beside me...i hear the familiar voice of the Master..."so everyone...(i wonder just how many people is 'everyone')this is my new lil one..." i feel hands of different shapes and sizes begin to caress me..touch me lightly all over...i try to turn towards all the different caresses but there are to many at once for me to keep up...i whimper softly and feel the sting of a whip across my chest.."silence lil one" the Master growled...i nod and bite my lower lip to remain quiet..."Now then.."He continues..."You all will have a chance if You want..she is well prepared for the evening"..the caressing stops and i hear footsteps walking away from me..i hear a chair scooted a bit closer..assuming the Master took His seat

Part Three
....i continue to lay there unable to see anything or anyone... i sigh softly wondering what exactly i got myself into..the thoughts quickly pass as i hear footsteps..deffinately heeled boots..coming towards me. i hear soft murmering and suddenly feel hands on me..i notice that these are alot softer than the Dom's before. "she's beautiful Sir"..i hear..yes i thought deffinately a woman..i start to relax a little as i feel Her lips caress my nipples..the ball gag is removed and the Womans lips touch mine..i moan softly and kiss back...never being with a Woman before i become aroused very quickly. She senses this and slowly slides a finger inside me as W/we kiss...i arch a bit and moan louder...She pulls away from the kiss to whisper in my ear.."lil one for the moment you are Mine.." i nod and she continues "I am not a harsh Mistress..and I know you have never been with a woman before, but by your reactions to my touching you..i know you want to be badly dont you?she asked.."speak freel

Favoring The Womgeese
I don't mean as romantic partners. *G* (If you've read Piers Anthony's Xanth series, or Terry Pratchett's Discworld - with Patrician Havelock Vetinari- he of "one man, one vote"- he's the one man who has the one vote ;) - anyway, his line about alloys being stronger than "pure metals"- that's much closer to my very, very indirect and jump-about line of thought...)

Irony Of Love
~The Irony of Love~ The greatest irony of love: loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... and sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... most often

You All Are Awesome
I HAVE SOME AWESOME FRIENDS AND I LOVE YA ALL.... BUT I WANTED TO SPECIALLY THANK A FEW OF YOU FOR HELPING ME OUT, GOING BEYOND JUST RATING, MY STICKY'S, ALL THE REPOSTS, AND SCRAMBLIN WITH ME FOR VOTES IN THIS CONTEST...... PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW THESE TRUE FRIENDS SOME SERIOUS LOVE.... FAN, RATE, AND REPOST AND RECIEVE A GIFT FROM ME SPECIAL THANKS GOES TO: FOR BEING YOU Love Sex n Death@ fubar FOR MY STICKY'S, TONS OF REPOSTS AND BEING A TRUE FRIEND.. HE IS THE COOLEST GUY EVER AND A GOOD HOE LMAO Coolest Guy Ever™ (FUBARS FINEST™)@ fubar THESE 2 ARE THE GREATEST FRIENDS EVER, NEVER HAD SOOO MUCH SUPPORT AND HELP §WËËT ÇHËRÕKÉÉ**ÇÄÑÅÐÏÅÑ GÜRLZ §()ÜTH §ÏÐË ÇRËW**® THË GRËÅT WHÏTË Ñ()®TH@ fubar Andrea@ fubar FOR SOOO MANY REPOSTS AND HELPING WITH MY BULLETIN... ANOTHER TRUE FRIEND ~~Doing88™©~~My heart ? for ShanonLee !!She is my everything !!!!@ fubar FOR LISTENING TO ME BITCH AND YOUR SUPPORT ~Becky~ *fan/ lover of LSD*@ fubar IN TH

59 And Pregnant
A woman went to the doctor's office, where she was seen by a young, new doctor. After about 4 minutes in the examination room, the doctor told her she was pregant. She burst out, screaming as she ran down the hall. An older doctor stopped her and asked what the problem was, and she told him her story. After listening, he had her sit down and relax in another room. The doctor marched down the hallway to the back where the first doctor was and demanded, "What's the matter with you? Mrs. Terry is 59 years old, she has four grown children and seven grandchildren, and you told her she was pregnant?" The new doctor continued to write on his clipboard and without looking up said, "Does she still have the hiccups?

Bless That Day
Love with your heart, not your head, with love in your sight, grab on to it tight, bless that day, hope it will be there to stay, she will be your love, your happiness and joy, dont ever treat her like a toy, give her respect and trust, that is a must, give her loyalty and love, like it was sent from god above, to feel her hug, that warm imbrace, will make your heart race, to feel her kiss, is something you will miss, so to her be true, as she will to you, thats when you will see, what the possibilities can be, then you will know she set your heart free, two as one, never to be undone, so tell her every day, in every wonderful way, that you will always want her to stay..........

Don't Be Sad Im Only Leaven For A Week
To all my friends and family Im going to a fam reunion so I may not be on cherry for about week but I promise as soons as I get back ya'll will know. Thanks for all the luv, rates and fans lots of kisses n hugs to all

I Am Done Training For Three Months...
I have decided to stop training until november... when i can dedicate myself full time to preparing for a fight in 2008... In the last couple months, i have underwent a complete upheaval in every aspect of my life. not only has it has effected my ability to keep my head on straight, but it has also effected my ability to keep focused on everything that training involves... (eating right, mental discipline, showing up for training, etc.) My head instructor at our academy understood, and i had a good thirty minute talk with him about what has been going on... he seemed to think it was a good idea as well... So, thats the rub.

Guys I Need More Help. Someone Is Ahead Of Me By A Few 100 Points
im in a contest for a blast.......please stop by and leave some love for me..just click on my picture. i will buy diamond earrings for the woman who helps me the most and a mans bracelet to the man who helps me alot. and if i have already bought u one .i will buy u one again..

Good News Today
Hello to all my friends, I just got in from work a little while ago and got some news there today, they have informed me that they have a position for me on 3rd shift that they will hold for me to start as soon as my second day job starts later this week, making it possible for me to work both full time. I do also still have Pikes nursery for some extra hours seasonal should I want them as well. Things are turning around for me and I should quickly be able to invest my income to get my greenhouse business back someday, of course I do plan to finally do some things for me, like buy a chopper or a harley for riding in the mountains, starting to feel after all these years of giving to others that it's time to do something for me. I of course won't be on the computer as much, I have the fan going out on it so it shuts off after a few minutes online, but I will update my blog as often as I can, so come back often and drop me a line, I don't have to be on to recieve messeges, and I do al

Bbws
Why is it alot of men on line and granted not all seems to think that us BBWS and SSBBWS are so darn desperate that we need to have cyber or phone sex? Get to know us first most of us are very well educated and smart.LOL knows some are into it but god thats them. Have a good day.

I Am A Fuberlord!
From now on since I am a maginifcent Fuberlord, you will have to talk me with respect, bowing down your head!!! Thanks to all my friends to make this possible!!!!!!!!!!!!! Carlos The Butt Man AKA Masterhead

You.
Yes, you. The attention whores. I'm sure you just uploaded totally wicked awesome new stuff to your stash, but I don't really need a bazillion emails in five minutes telling me to go look. kthx. Have a loverly day.

Help
Okay...Im determined now. I have a disc for PhotoShop, CS2...I dont have the info that goes in the serial info. The person that I got the disc from, I no longer talk to. I really would love to get back into making things again. :( Any help? If you need my Yahoo messanger info, lemme know.

Why Condom Size Matters
The Next Big (or Not So Big) Thing ... Why Condom Size Matters By Adam Glickman Most men have been there at one time or another. That moment when total sexual exhilaration turns to pure panic and fear...fear that the "little astronaut" out on his moon walk has lost his space suit. Fear that the knight is no longer wearing his shining armor. They-Fit Condoms Comparison Chart to Normal Condoms The number one reason that condoms break or slip off during the horizontal mambo is that the Johnson in question was not properly dressed. Like shoes or bras, careful consideration must be given to condom size. Yes, all men are created equal — but in very different shapes and sizes when it comes to the trouser department. And while it may not be the size of the wave that floats your boat, when it comes to choosing a condom, size does matter. Researchers Agree A recent survey by Durex Condoms revealed that the length of an erect penis can range from four to nine inches, while penis wi

Just Venting Lol
wth is wrong with people. you tell people that we werent dating and you just took a dip a couple times, and lie to me about your ex who had your baby and you have the nerve to call ME and want to hang out, and want me to be your girlfriend. its not going to happen! and why do people get so obsessive? no wonder im invisible on yahoo all the time when people talk to me and buzz me if i dont answer them quick enough, sorry you're not my top priority! ok im done now LOL love you guys!

Useless
Why is it when a man uses a female they cant be MAN enuff to tell them that its over with and they did not want nothing else?? Is it always they think with the WRONG HEAD.. And not what females want or like. Or think that there a good person. Even when there LOW DOWN dirty SCUM.. Damn Some MEN can be useless only reason why GOD put there on here is for a female to get her fun with them.

Can I Use A Condom Under Water?
If you are going to use a condom under water it is important that you put the condom on before you get into the water, Also, if the water contains chemicals such as chlorine, or additives such as soap, bath oil or bubble bath then this may affect the latex. The risk of using a condom under water is greater then non in water, but it's still better then not using a condom at all.

Forever Yours
As the days go by as our lifes grow old may you walk with me hand in hand we'll hold, and 'till the end my darling will I "SO HOLD TRUE" that for but each other "MEANT" were me and you. If your presence is absent when time is pass exist "HEAVEN" will be bleak if your luster is missed, thus I would not stay if you are nowhere their for the fitting place would have lost its glare, I would "DIE" again to be born in you being in every beat that your heart induced and throughout your body it would introduce my lingering existance with your own would truce

What Is The Meaining Of Life?
What exactly is the meaning of Life? Do you get pleasure in waking up every morning, knowing that something bad my happen to you? Is the meaning of life, Trying to build the planet bigger, and more sufficient? This is the shit that keeps me awake at night. Trying to figure out. What purpose the people have here on Earth. Why are the humans put on Planet Earth, why not another planet? If anyone can answer me those questions, with the most logically answer. I will Kiss your ASS. You read that correctly. If you can give me the most logically answer to these questions, I will Kiss Your ASS. EvilStimpy

Yes.. Exactly.. Thanks Dave!
"Steady As We Go" - by Dave Matthews Band I walk half way around the world, Just to sit down by your side. And I would do most anything girl, To be the apple of your eye. Troubles they may come and go, But good times they are the gold. And if this road gets rocky girl, Just steady as we go. Any place you wanna go, Know I'll be next to you. If it's treasure baby you're looking for, I'll search the whole world through. Know troubles they may come and go, But good times they're the gold. So if the road gets rocky girl, Just steady as we go. When the storm comes, You shelter me. And I don't say a word, And you know exactly what I mean. In the darkest times, You shine on me. You set me free. And keep me steady as we go. So if your heart rings dry my love, I will fill your cup. And if your load gets heavy girl, I will lift you up. Troubles they may come and go, But good times be the gold. So if this road gets rocky girl, Just steady as we go.

The Truth Ha
well it has come to my attention that apparently I am a tease...lol.. so not true. I am a very honest person... If I am not interested.. trust me I'll tell ya.. I do appreciate all the "you're cute" and the Your beautiful" comments..it simply is not true. telling me stuff like that will not win you a place in my bed.. call me a bitch or call me stuck up.. that also is not true. I am a simple person... yeah i am also a freak. Material things do not impress me AT ALL. you want my attention... be yourself. although that might be hard... due to I have been talking to the most wonderful man...you know who u r handsome... sorry fellas ;) Oh yes...I will not be posting any nude pics or any "boob shots" so quit askin

Lips Of An Angel
Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With t

Get Off The Blog
i was gonna rant about my serious road rage but i keep getting distracted by someone else's blogs...i mean seriously this grl's got a new blog every 5 minutes...who's got that much frickin time?!?!?! great...now i've got blog rage...

I've Dreamed Of Loving You For Many Years
I've dreamed of loving you for many years, Loving you each day and night, each hour, Loving till you flow into my tears, And I into the garden where you flower. Of course I must be me, as you are you, But just as bushes planted side by side So intertwine one cannot tell they're two, We will through love and time be unified. So have I dreamed, though we have been apart So long that I of life with you despaired, Holding wounded hope within my heart That through these frozen years it might be spared. The world is a redaction of the dream. Our greatest pain deep longings shall redeem.

To All Who Have Children Remember This Poem..
I Love You Gentle words that come from the heart If you don't say them then you should start Children need love, Everyday, that's the key It will show them the way The way a child is loved Is reflected on their lives The way you show your love Will shine through their eyes so When you look at your child Think of these little words These words aren't so little to them It will help them till the very end. Every now and then,even when their feeling down These three little words I love you.. Will take off that pitiful frown. **Tiffany Marie Young** **My oldest daughter wrote this**

Sexual Issues #1
SO... I happen to know a hell of alot about sexual issues that people face, and shit... and i also know alot of people dont know alot about it. so im gonna start out with some questions or topics that friends have asked me about or that we have discussed. If you have a request for a topic to be covored or a question to be answered pleaase send me a comment, or if u want to be annonomus then sent me a message and i will get to ur questions. now on to buisness at hand.... so ill start with the big question everyone wants to know... Does size really matter?... well I've heard different arguments on this.. Some say size does matter, while others say it's how you use it.There is no answer. most ppl think that girth(thickness) matters more than length, and that makes sense when you consider that the vagina only has nerve-endings in the first 3 inches. Many women like a long penis, but ive also heard women complaining that their partner's penis is too long! So, you could say that s

What A Beautiful Day!
The clouds rolled in with the whispering of the wind. It rained during the night washing away all the ugly stains. I watched the beautiful flashes of light all over town. Vegas looks like no other when the thunderstorms come calling. All those lights reflecting off the clouds. What a beautiful sight.

Glad I Am A Fubar!
Popular Internet social network MySpace said on Tuesday it detected and deleted 29,000 convicted sex offenders on its service, more than four times the figure it had initially reported. The company, owned by media conglomerate News Corp., said in May it had deleted about 7,000 user profiles that belonged to convicted offenders. MySpace attracts about 60 million unique visitors monthly in the United States. The new information was first revealed by U.S. state authorities after MySpace turned over information on convicted sex offenders it had removed from the service. "The exploding epidemic of sex offender profiles on MySpace--29,000 and counting--screams for action," Connecticut Attorney General Richard Blumenthal said in a statement. Blumenthal, who led a coalition of state authorities to lobby MySpace for more stringent safeguards for minors, and other state AGs have demanded the service begin verifying a user's age and require parental permission for minors. The m

*has Yet Another Guilty Pleasure Moment To Prince*
*runs around apartment in undies singing* I can't describe the pounding of my heart. It beats so strong. It's in your eyes. What can I say? They turn me on. I don't care where we go. I don't care what we do. I don't care pretty baby. Just take me with you! ^_^ that is all! hehehehe...

Iphones Hrmmmmm
ok i just heard all of those that spent all that money for the IPhone have now found out they are being hacked, haha, suckers, you people thought the IPhone is the greatest thing since sliced bread have now got something the hackers of the world can steal your info and use it against you. lol you might want to return it and get a real Phone thats not hackable

The Dominator
Eva was measuring a quarter cup of laundry detergent to add to her Monday morning load of wash when the phone rang! "Hello," she answered while cradling the phone between her shoulder and ear, "who's calling please!?!" "A deep voice on the other end of the line intoned evenly, "It's been a long time, Eva, I'm very disappointed that you moved away without even the courtesy of a good by!!!" Eva 's blood immediately ran cold at the mere sound of the menacing voice, and it was all that she could do to keep from dropping the phone and running away!!! "Do you recognize my voice," he asked harshly!?! "Y-yes, sir," she replied in a voice barely above a whisper, "I recognize you!" "So enlighten me," he asked, "why did you desert me!?!" "Well uh, I took a job in Florida," she replied. "You haven't answered my question," he said with a distinct edginess, "what does moving to Florida and getting a job have to do with your not informing me that you were leaving!?!" "I-I don't know," she said in a w

The Greastest Pain Ever
A gentle wind blew cross the land Reaching out to take a hand For on the winds the angels came Calling out a grandmother's name. Left behind, the children's tears Loving memories of the years Of joy and love, a life well spent And now to God a grandmother's sent. On angel's wings, a heavenly flight The journey home, towards the light To those who weep, a life is gone But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn. Those of you to whom I'am real close to know that I just returned from Missouri with the news my grandma was dying. Doctors said it would be only a matter of days. But she was strong and held on just a little longer. Today was the day God decided to bring her home. Although I feel like a piece of me inside has died, I know that she is in the greatest of hands. I know that she has gone home and will be shinning on me from above. I will always love you Mama Marge

....urgent......please Read!!!!!
Today I had a docs appointment and had a SPINAL TAP done... No sillies Im not talking about the MUSIC group.. lmao... :O I will be laggin in my contest for a few.... So Im still in alot of pain along with my Illness I already have..... Some of you I know dont care whats going on with me and my life.... But for the few that do... Thats why I am posting this...I sure could use everyones good thoughts and prayers right now...And I am not a complainer at all... But and good thoughts and prayers sent would help me heaps!!! :) Thank you too all my great friends and family onhee... I loves ya... Tomorrow morning I will be put into the hospital for about 4 hours.. While they redrain and spinal tap my neck as well and reduce the fluid..... For those that dont know what a Spinal Tap us.. here is a little info for you on what it is ........... ------------------------------------------------------- A spinal tap is a procedure performed when a doctor needs to look at th

Anonymous Gifting.
Whoever sent me the box of chocolates: REVEAL YOURSELF!!!1 lol Not that I'm not grateful, but I'd like to be able to thank people that send me stuff.. like to their face. Er, inbox. Or something. P.S. On a completely unrelated subject, I just squashed a ginormous mosquito on my shoulder. Vampiric little shits.

1st Of Three Exams
Well I have been tormented by four teenagers this week all the while I had to study for my exam. It took me two hours to finish the damn thing. So I am home now and would love to stay on and chat but I am phuckin' exhausted. kisses and bites to you all, Cheri

The Updates Are Getting Closer Together!
Hi~ Just wanted to let you know that my grandson had both eye surgeries and he is seeing fine now. He was a trooper for the 2nd one because he knew it would help him see with both eyes. He is going through rehabilitation to catch up on his visual recognition skills. I am going to go see the two boys - and my son of course :) - the 2nd week in August. I CAN'T WAIT!!!! WOOHOO! Other than that, I think they are trying to kill me at work, some days I feel like an old pack mule. But, the man can't keep me down for long. Last week a dear friend passed away unexpectedly, his family is in Nova Scotia, so it fell on me and Captain Sweetheart to organize a memorial service. They are transporting the remains back home and will not have a ceremony here. We got the service out of the way yesterday, and are planning an "Irish Funeral" this Friday. That is where they get drunk and dance on the grave to give the departed a proper sendoff. We will have it at a local watering hole, and I expec

Here I Am
OK SO ALOT OF THINGS HAVE HAPPEND WITH ME....AND I MEAN ALOT....I AM NOT ON HERE ALL THE TIME LIKE I WAS BEFORE FOR MANY REASONS, BUT I AM GETTING ON AS MUCH AS I CAN *TRYING TO BE ONCE A DAY* I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING GOOD AND DIDNT THINK I JUST DISAPPEARED FROM YOU ALL, CAUSE I DIDNT....

You're An Extreme Redneck When....
1. You let your 14-year-old daughter smoke at the dinner table in front of her kids. 2. The Blue Book value of your truck goes up and down depending on how much gas is in it. 3. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. 4. You think a woman who is "out of your league" bowls on a different night. 5. You wonder how service stations keep their rest-rooms so clean. 6. Someone in your family died right after saying, "Hey, guys, watch this." 7. You think Dom Perignon is a Mafia leader. 8. Your wife's hairdo was once ruined by a ceiling fan. 9. Your junior prom offered day care. 10. You think the last words of the "Star-Spangled Banner" are "Gentlemen, start your engines." 11. You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels. 12. The Halloween pumpkin on your porch has more teeth than your spouse. 13. You have to go outside to get something from the fridge. 14. One of your kids was born on a

Sorry Ya'll .. :(
Ive been tryin to get to anything so i can get comments for everyone page . and Mozilla is not likin me tonite . and I think its Paired up with IE .. cuz that shit just aint workin .. :( So .. Im sending Luv to everyone thru this . cuz lawd knows how long ill be here before im tossed into the abiss .. Hugs to all Wen :)

To My Ex, Jeff
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life you're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , you're the STAR to my BURST, you're the M to my M, you're the POP to my TART, you're the MILKY to my WAY, you're the FRUIT to my LOOP, you're the MILK to my DUDS, you're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, you're the ICE to my CREAM, you're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... you're the BEST to my FRIEND

Hump Day!
Well tomorrow is Wednesday already! And July is almost over.. I don't know where the summer is going! I took my son to the Orthodentist today ... weee.. thats fun, and expensive, He's only 8 and is being fitted for expanders for his mouth. He has too tiny of a mouth for his adult teeth. I find that hard to believe since he seems to be such a LOUD child, haha, only kidding.And it's back to work for me tomorrow .. bleh!... oh well , gotta work to pay for everything my son needs ... which is way too much ... I hope everyone is doing well, and enjoying their summer, or jus enjoying their lives!!... I am sad that I can no longer post mumms... I really enjoyed posting them ... But I still vote and comment once in a while ... sighs...

To My Fellow Fubar Participants!!!!!!
I'M GOING TO SAY THIS AND SAY THIS ONCE. I'M NOT GOING TO GO INTO A DIATRIBE ABOUT THIS AND I WILL POST IT AS A BLOG SO PEOPLE CAN GET IT. IF I SPEAK AND YOU DON'T SPEAK BACK, I'M CUTTING YOU, NO WARNINGS AND YOU ONLY GET ***ONE TIME*** THIS IS THE ONLY TIME I'M GOING TO SAY THIS. IT'S JUST COMMON COURTESY, THATS ALL. EVERYONE HAVE A NICE DAY

The Witch Story
Have you ever met a witch is a my first blog, it started out as a way to vent my frustration, out because of the people I work with who act like little children in grade school, and slowly I have tried to turn it into just a story,the only problem is, I have to get really upset and mad in order to write, and lately, thank God I have not had to work around these children (adults) so until next time, Have a Great Day

Dance
I'm so excited!! I just talked to my friend today who has just opened a new dance studio. This fall she will be offering all kinds of dance classes. I've known for a while that she will be offering pole dancing lessons. I'd been wanting to take those, but before now they have not been offered in this area. Today she told me that she will also be offering belly dancing lessons!!!! I was made for belly dancing. I have a pretty small waist. It's not tiny after two kids and being lazy and enjoying food so much, but it's pretty small. I do have giant hips that will look great belly dancing. I'll be able to wear costumes that will show off my tattoos. My butt is going to look so good!

The Mistacks Women Make In Sex(repost)
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it'

Poem: Lisa Marie!
Lovely and beautiful that, inspires my desire to, Show my heart with emotion and see,touch,smell,taste and hear. Making this moment precious, as I show how special you are. Reaching out to you willingly, is your true loving friend and even made this with your name. Sign: Raymond Starns with xoxoxo's Dated:7/5/07

Erotic I
You lay on the couch sleeping Your lips parted and your hands calmly on your chest. Your shirt is unbuttoned slightly so I can see the shadow of hair upon your chest. Staring at you is beginning to make my nipples grow, As I think of all of the pleasures we have shared. I reach down and start unbuttoning my shirt so that my breast are flirtatiously visible. Looking down upon my chest I see my pink hard nipples staring back at me Longing to be caressed, I slowly start to fondle my delicate erect breast as I watch you lying there comfortably sleeping. My Mind wanders too all of the times I have watched you pleasure yourself for me and the thought begins to make my valley moist. I start to seductively suck my finger, one, then the next, getting them wet. Descending down to my breast where I begin to brush my wet fingers across them making them harder with each caress. I casually descend deeper, lifting my panties and exploring my flowing valley of Lust. My Fingers are familiar

Lisasweet Wft ? I Thought You Where My Friend!!!!
this came from lisasweet i have been her friend here for a while and i was about to buy her a beer today and i got this message that i was blocked from her page Well i thought that we had a nice friendship here i would help her and SHE did the same for me since i can't tell her this i hope that any one from the earth angel stash club will pass the word on to her that SHE has BEEN CALLED OUT well i still have my C&T Stash Club family who needs a so call friend like that Error: this users permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list, click here.Error: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. " hey...i'm not sure why, other than maybe you block gail...and in return they blocked you. I'm not really sure. Everything that went on was nothing more than a misunderstanding, that just got out of hand. I really haven't talked to lisa about it."

Random Ramblings
Here I set, thinking over the years I have spent, waiting for true love to come my way. It's hard for me to understand how the world has gotten to where it is today that love is thrown around like a ball. where has the real meaning of love gone? When a wonman looks at a man and says I love you so much that I do not want to go the rest of my life with out you as my leading man in it. I belive a lot of the disapointments that couples go thru they could over come if they would committe to one another. A real committment is when someone is willing to lay their life down for their friend, and is willing to give life a chance, put away the past the hurts and move on with life and belive that things can change. Life is taking chances. Life is giving of yourself, even if at times it may hurt. I want a woman in my life that I know loves me as much as I love her. One who will let me be the husband, and partner that God created me to be. I will love Pray and Play with the one I love.

Pieces Of My Broken Heart ...
Sitting here once again picking up the pieces of my shattered broken heart. Trying to fit the pieces back together but there are so many to even start. The one's my family took from me so long ago, my first love forgot to give me the one's he took as well. So many pieces missing from this puzzle of heartache, so many stories to tell. What's the use, it's so confusing, there are pieces that never seem to fit, colors that never match, and the box that holds the pieces is torn and tattered too. Reaching down, chaotically tearing the finished pieces apart, through a tear stained face, I throw them into the torn and tattered box. I will bring them out another time,try the pieces out, when there is no more breathe in me and I am done picking up the rest of the pieces of this shattered broken heart. "No Matter How much Love you give to a person, or how much of your heart they take. Sometimes Love just isn't enough. They chose a different path to walk on a leave yo

Friends
SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU LAST NIGHT BUT IT CAME BACK I ASKED WHY? AND IT SAID THAT ANGLES DON'T WATCHOVER ANGELS! *SEND THIS TO ALL THE PEOPLE YOU REALLY CARE ABOUT *20 angels are in this world, 10 are sleeping 9 are playing AND 1 is reading this comment, SEND this to 10 friends including me AND if you get back 5 replies, someone you love will surprise you

*mean Mom's (like Me) & Grandma's*
Let me start this blog off with.....I am so glad I came across this today, as I too often feel like the ONLY kind of mom like explained below...and I try SOOO HARD to NOT let my kids get away with what SOOO/TOOO many other kids get away with because of how Phucked up kids are these days! I broke down last night, because I am so tired of hearing my lil girls tell me they 'hate' me because I won't let them do/have whatever they want and even have to keep my kids from other kids because of how the 'other' kids parent's NOT being a mean mom and their child/ren are SOOOOO NAUGHTY and disrespectful! ARGHHHH..... K, here it is... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mean Moms & Grandmas Someday when my children are old enough to Understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will Tell them, as my Mean ol Mom told me: I loved you Enough . . . To ask where you were going, with whom, And what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you Dis

101 Greatest Quotes From George Carlin!
1. I don't have pet peeves — I have major psychotic fucking hatreds! 2. Think of how stupid the average person is, and realize half of them are stupider than that. 3. Swimming is not a sport. Swimming is a way to keep from drowning. That's just common sense! 4. A house is just a place to keep your stuff while you go out and get more stuff. 5. Have you ever noticed that their stuff is shit and your shit is stuff? 6. I wanna live. I don't wanna die. That's the whole meaning of life: Not dying! I figured that shit out by myself in the third grade. 7. I used to be Irish Catholic. Now I'm an American — you know, you grow. 8. You can't fight City Hall, but you can goddamn sure blow it up. 9. If the Cincinnati Reds were really the first major league baseball team, who did they play? 10. Honesty may be the best policy, but it's important to remember that apparently, by elimination, dishonesty is the second-best policy. 11. If it's true that our species is alone in

Fetish..
I'm discovering that My fetish in particular is a very difficult one to have. It's sometimes a costly one,too if you talk dollars. But,even money can make things possible sometimes, then there are trust issues involved in meeting people in general that goes both ways.Though, I'm always willing to take a risk into the unknown to satisfy my craving,need,my dreaded fetish of mine.. Now let me ask: Just how fucking hard is it to get women to step,stomp,walk all over me and/or allow me foot-worship? Even when I Offer to pay some decent easy cash,It seems as if it would have been easier for me to be a coke&heroine addict. I'm not asking for people to fuck me,or marry me..you'd think there would be women out there who'd wanna fuck up a guy with wicked stomps! It would probably be easier to get fucked on this site than pursuing my particular fetish I've seemingly have been cursed with.Fuck. ]>-/> -NOT getting enough foot-play in life-

Good Morning?
It is not a good sign for me to be up blogging at 3 a.m.! Yep, I'm awake, meditating on the transgressions of the world, lol! Heady stuff. The energy flow this week has been f**ked up! My language always deteriorates at this hour of the morning, lmao! Please forgive me!! Everyone is on edge. I've spent most of my time at work keeping everyone calm! And I'm journaling to keep my thoughts and insights in some kind of order. The planet Venus goes into Retrograde on Friday July 27th. Venus usually deals with relationship issues! This time will be our relationship with money, lol, as well as, other relationships. I'm hearing that it's time to get a grip on our financial situations, spending issues; time to really take a look at the garbage we purchase. Comes at an opportune time as I'm trying to simplify and streamline my life and belongings! My "anchor" and I have reached some Cosmic agreement of sorts, lol. We are no longer tugging the daylights out of each. btw, I finally figure

Fantasy, Reality Harry Potter And Total Death
I am attaching to the bottom of this my friend Ian's blog. What I hear form him, is not dis- smiler to what I have heard so many people say. It started at the end of book 4 of Harry Potter and the reality sunk in that even in a fantasy world, evil is out to destroy everything. The innocent fun is gone. The illusion is shattered by the knowledge that evil is out to destroy, even in a virtual fantasy world. Voldemort, Latin for "total death" comes and there is no neutral ground. No one can hide and everyone could die. How did the cute children's story end up like this? The same way that it happened to the Lord of the Rings. History of the times we live in soak into the very fiber of our being and whether we admit it or not, we are effected by evil of our time. A fantasy story about a battle reflects the battle of our lives. What side will be be on? Do we choose life? Or total death? Sitting on your ass and letting evil happen won't save you. You will be consumed as well. It is

One Soda A Day May Boost Risk For Heart Disease
One Soda a Day May Boost Risk for Heart Disease Drinking just one soft drink a day — whether diet or regular — may boost your risk of getting heart disease, a new study shows. That is because a soda habit increases the risk of developing a condition called metabolic syndrome, according to the new research, and that in turn boosts the chance of getting both heart disease and diabetes. "Even one soda per day increases your risk of developing metabolic syndrome by about 50 percent," says Ramachandran Vasan, MD, professor of medicine at Boston University School of Medicine and the senior author of the study, published in the July 31 issue of the American Heart Association's journal Circulation. To be diagnosed with metabolic syndrome, three of five criteria must be met: a large waistline, elevated blood pressure, elevated fasting blood sugar, elevated fasting triglycerides, or reduced HDL or "good" cholesterol. "This study adds to the wealth of scientific evidence that sugar

Unsuccessful Parole
I have just got back out of prison since my last blog. I never was able to find an income when work came to a stand-still. Desperate for a way to pay our rent, my roommate and I went on a mission of stealing copper from an abandoned train yard. we got busted, but fortunately only got charged w a trespassing misdemeanor. My PO was going to give me a 90 day santion, but was unable to because I had less than 3 months remaining on parole. So, he revoked the full parole. Somehow I was able to post bail on the misdemeanor and move all my property to my friend Belinda's apartment. I turned myself back in, as to not make matters worse. I was sent to a Level II in Grants, NM. While inside, my roomate appearantly cause problems for Belinda; stealing and hitting her. She kicked him out before I was released, filed charges, and got a restraining order aginst him. Now, I am out again with her support. My PO ordered me not to be around him anymore which I feel is not a bad idea after all that he's d

My New Job
i just got a job its a good job one that i wanted for along time. i start it today in about one hour. nerves ass hell. right now. but i will miss you all but ill be bk tonight.so wish me luck. later all and have fun. and have a drink on me. and sis better keep me up with everything. later all

Rise And Shine Fubarlites
Good Morning my Fubarlites. Today is the day that I've been dreading the most for the past 2 weeks or so. Later this evening, I'm facing the dentist. I'm not sure what I'm more afraid of, the pain..or the lecture I'm going to get for not going to the dentist in so many years. *sighs* I hate dentists. Their tools make scary noises. Should I take something to hold?? Like a teddybear or something? Haha..I'm a dork, I know. What can I say.

Kick It Down, Blow It Up
When things are up, where else is there to go but down right? Baby sitting last week reminded me of a few things, one I'm scared to death about raising kids, no matter how much i want them. The lil guys, one 3 and the other almost 1 were playing with some blocks the elder building then having them knocked down by the younger. Was this trait something he did out of the joy of chaos, the eagerness to join in and the fact he doesn't have the motor skills yet.. i figure the later but i think we all have a lot of the former in us. I enjoy chaos, i enjoy fucking things up, i don't care too much about the next moment most of the time. I bite my tongue a lot but there are times when i just run wild with it and chaos and trouble always follow close by. These times i really enjoy, it's a chance to really be me. Oddly enough I'm not always mean either, there's a lot more inside i let few people see and it escapes and i don't mind. So after that lil ramble let's regroup..

For All Of You!!
NEED TO GET SOMETHING OUT IN THE OPEN...I LOVE GETTING COMMENTS AND STUFF FROM EVERYONE BUT I NEED TO PUT A STOP TO SOMETHING...I DON'T WANT ANY KIND OF NASTY RUDE PORNO CRAP LEFT ON MY PAGE. I TRIED BEING NICE ABOUT IT BUT IT GOT ME NO WHERE. NOW WITH THAT BEING SAID PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE STUFF LIKE THAT ON MY PAGE...IF YOU I WILL DELETE IT AND IF IT HAPPENS AGAIN I WILL REMOVE YOU FROM MY LIST TINA ~ICY~HARRAH {DSC MEMBER}

If
If I dare feels this hope If I let it run through my veins If I set this heart free Will it ever be mine again? If I count every second If I wish on shooting stars If I pray with all I am Will it get me closer to where you are? If I find that I'm falling hard If I find that I'm falling too fast If I find something in your eyes Will I really have a chance? If I didn't know me better If I was sure this could never be If you never feel my hand on your face Will you still stop and think about me? If I wander through the falling night If the wind still sighs your name If I find you're who I think you are Will I ever be the same? * I just got out of bed and started writing last night. I've got some ideas where this came from but.. I've not felt like writing anything in a while.. it was just an odd compulsion about 11:30 to get up and write..*

Love
I always seem to get myself into the crappiest relationships... you know the ones were u get treated like crap and get taken advantage of and taken for granted!! I had been dating this one guy for 2 months and he was a complete prick.. I had enough one day and decided to do away w the whole relationship thing for a while!! I wasn't looking for a guy.. I didnt want one.. and when I had given up.. was when God placed the most amazing man in my life!! He continues to amaze me... and if the Lord allows.. I want to spend the rest of my life learning and getting to know this man!! So all of you ladies and men out there... don't give up!! The one for you is out there looking for you!!

We All Know Those Cute Little Computer Symbols Called "emoticons,"
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass

My Meaning
My life would be so empty without you in it My heart would still feel pain from years of no forgiveness My soul would still bleed from misery and what life had handed me My eyes would still cry for what I feared could be an eternity But with just one word of emotion that you spoke from your heart I felt all the burden lifted and light shine through the dark I felt my life come together with so much promise and meaning I felt my soul healed and no longer suffering and bleeding My eyes no longer cry over what life had handed me Now in my heart I welcome happiness for an eternity I searched for you all my life as I walked through my own trials Now you’re there to walk with me and give me a reason to smile For you I swear I will return all the love and happiness you have givin to me I will be there to comfort you in your times of need Thank you for your love and faith that you put into us You are the reason in my life I’ve found forgiveness

Will Be Back
Okay, so I go to the lake last Thursday and my 15 year old son alwys stays home, cause he hates the lake. I come home Sunday night to a fubarred computer, it wont boot up or nothing. I have been wanting to do a major wipe out and rebuild for a while, just havent done it but now I had no choice. I lost everything and am just now getting windows back on it and the internet back working, but havent gotten anything else installed, so I wont be on much for a few days. And if I dont feel like dealing with the computer or I get frustrated, it may just be longer. Incase you are wondering, I got into the BIOS and did figure out I had 7 trojan viruses downloaded from PORN sites, so now I really know what my child does while I am out of town!! LOL, typical kid I guess. But I will be back, just dont think I am ignoring or hating, just rebuilding.....

Suggestion To All My Men
If these hoes want ya'll to fan, n fam,n friend to c some ole nasty ass pictures...tell them hoes throw n some web-cam first, that wuld cut all that bullshit out cuz that is like bribery and there is nothing attractive about bribery in n o form or fashion.....one

A Dildo (story
I am stiff and cold, yet soft to the touch -- phallic. I remain hidden, stuffed in a drawer, my body nestling between folded fabrics. My skin, latex scented and soft covering a hard frame interior, remains motionless in the silent darkness. Electrified, I can vibrate on command, the turn of a dial ignites and excites me, adjusting me from a faint hum all the way to an ecstatic moan. But tucked way I remain static, the vibration but idle potential within me. I can only wait, without moving, unchanged for no dildo can cease to be a dildo. It was toward evening one day -- was it my first or thousandth evening? I couldn't tell, the unchanging darkness confuses me and time becomes a fantasy. If I guess, I would say it was more than just one day, but yes, certainly less than a thousand, yet how much more, how much less? The thought befuddles me. It was toward evening in summer, the constant vibration of the cooling system was felt within my drawer, the faint drone a continuing song of hop

Women Use Your Brains
If these men wanna how u their dicks, be happy to let them do so, we all know what the dick look like does matter, so go ahead n get the guess work out the way. You know damn well how mad we be when the dick ain't right...lmao

A Riddle
To make it stand, you wet it ! To make it wet, you suck it ! To make it stiff, you lick it ! To get it in, you push it ! - - - Damn !!! - - - Missed again .... - - - Threading a needle when you're older is NO JOKE ! Wot were you thinking it was???

Peace Of Mind
Just arived home from court for the restraining order i filed for judge granted it but this ass sat there saying ( the guy who jumped me ) that he was raised better than to touch a woman...the judge didnt want to see the pics but i think he knew the score cause not only is the guy not alllowed ANY where near me or my home if ANY thing happens to me or my things he will serve 6 months in jail also he was ordered within 6 months to pay me back my court costhe thinks he just got out of paying lol....the judge also told me ( on the side on the sly ) to throw everything thay have here out NOT to sell it or try to keep anything since it has been over 60 days getting close to 90..< evil smile > hope the guy can find his bike i just gave away that will be said it was dug out the trash LMAO i may be out over $5000.00 but this ass has NOTHING but his clothes he took left...pay backs are a bitch lol

Past Thoughts
today i was sitting intop of the humvee in 125 digree weather heat in iraq and i thought abou twhen i used to live in okinawa japan and when we went to thiland for an excersize and i got to see the exact island where they fillimed the movie in cosa moui. i downloaded mobe's porcelain , its a song from the movie the beach and i listened to it when i stood there on the beach and when i jumped form the water fall cliff and it was .................... idk how to even put it in words when i stood on that beach i was in another world, the song the place it let my spirit free and i smiled as wide as i could and let my arms rise to my sholders and just let my spirit flow out and dance int he pure tanquility of the naiture and glow of this hidden paradice and i had just wished to never leave for i was so happy and just in pure bliss.................. why couldnt i have had her to share this with. By her i mean this girl im supposed ot meet when the time is right?????? i think i have found

The Arrival
She arrived at the airport, tired but quivering with anticipation. She stopped at the bathrooms to collect her thoughts and realized that she was shaking - she still couldn't believe that she had traveled this far for one person, for no other reason than that it had felt like the right decision when they had talked on the internet and then the telephone. The reality was that she now had nothing - no job, no possessions other than the clothing in her suitcase, no home and no friends. She shuddered & pushed the thoughts to the back of her mind. Checking her appearance in the mirror she quickly touched up the smudges left from where she had slept briefly on the 'plane. She looked relatively presentable considering and so, drawing a deep breath, she left the bathrooms and headed towards the arrivals lounge. Her stomach plummeted as she saw that she had to descend a huge escalator that was in full view of everyone waiting below - there wasn't a separate area to collect her case, just thi

My Appt. Yesterday!
So I went in for another check up yesterday. I am 8 weeks and 6 days today. Everything looked good. We saw the baby's heartbeat again on the ultrasound and even saw the baby move a little stub! LOL I have a picture of my actual ultrasound this time.

The Buried Word
I'm trying to do the right things and not use the slang nigga as much since they buried the word a few days ago. As stupid as the shit seemed, it was a good purpose. What I want to know is how to deal with the transitional phase cuz everytime I say "WHAT'S GOOD, MY WORD THAT HAS BEEN BURIED?instead of What's happnin my nigga? or I LOVE MY, WORDS THAT HAVE BEEN BURIED IN THE HOOD instead of I love my hood niggas I bust of laughin.......ya'll ain't got to read this shit right here cuz I'm full of that good green right now...lmao...n a lil belvedere to kick it off THIS ONE IS FOR DA DON CORLEONE

"my Wife Is Poisoning Me."
A man goes to see the Rabbi. "Rabbi, something terrible is happening and I have to talk to you about it." The Rabbi asked, "What's wrong?" The man replied, "My wife is poisoning me." The Rabbi, very surprised by this, asks, "How can that be?" The man then pleads, "I'm telling you, I'm certain she's poisoning me, what should I do?" The Rabbi then offers, "Tell you what. Let me talk to her, I'll see what I can find out and I'll let you know." A week later the Rabbi calls the man and says, "Well, I spoke to your wife. I spoke to her on the phone for three hours. You want my advice ?" The man said yes and the Rabbi replied, "Take the poison

Losers Day One
Like anything in life, there's the 2% rule. 2% of people in anything, work, play, EBAY, are a-holes. Even in great places like this. When I joined a few months back, I was amazed how many fun, nice, open minded people there are, of both sexes. Occasionally, some idiot guy will rate my photo a "1", and I will go to his profile and see that he has done the same to other people. Then there are idiots like "JD's Wifey". This mildly attractive person sent me a 10 for my photo, and I said hi and that I thought she was attractive. She told me I needed to read her profile, which basically said don't ever talk to me! Being the rascal I am, I suggested maybe if she didnt want people to say hi to her, then perhaps she should not rate people's photos. Hell, she is so married, where is her husband in all this?! This brought on a spew of hate mail and hate filled shouts from the "person", ending with her downrating my photo then locking herself out. Suggestion? Stay away from this

Im This Girl
Im This Girl... 1.I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... 2.I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... 3.I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... 4.I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... 5.I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... 6.I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... 7.I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. 8.I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. 9.I'm the girl who you can talk

Friend With Benefits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

We Started Out As Friends And Now It's Love
We started out as friends and now it's love. How beautiful to move so easily From comradeship to passionate intimacy, Pure gain, with no rough edges to remove. This turn was nothing I'd been thinking of, No maybes or perhapses, consciously. I knew desire, but love was not for me Until I felt my heart from friendship move. I never felt so happily at home As I do now, so rich in what life brings. Your pleasure now is mine, as mine is yours. I never realized that my life alone Flitted like a ghost among dead things, Glancing in through other people's doors.

In Need Of Suggestions
HEY ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS AND FAMILY MEMBERS CHECK OUT THIS SITE YOU CAN FIND ALL SORTS OF SKINS AND TAGS AND TUTORIALS FOR SKINS AND TAGS AND ETC JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW... I'AM LOOKING FOR SUGGESTIONS ON THE SITE AS TO WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ON THE SITE AND WHAT YOU THINK WE SHOULD ADD TO IT SO PLEASE CHECK IT OUT AND LEAVE A COMMENT WITH UR SUGGESTIONS ON THE SITE AND WHAT YOU THINK WE SHOULD ADD TO IT Fu-Tags

Fubar
Well I must be really slow cause when I logged on this morning, I found out my Fubar wife no longer had an account.....I am not sure what happened to her.....so does this mean I am not married anymore? Well for now I will leave my name bare and do what I do....except I dunno what to do......Well I will figure something out

Im Back
ive been gone for a while ..no net no real place to stay but now i have a nice apartment that i share with two of my good friends and i hope this all works out..well i wont be my old net addicted self i work a lot now and im looking for another job so anyways its been shity fun and definatly crazy but im back now

What Ever
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this man who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a woman he will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to her's: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world." You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions

Thank You Friends
I want to thank all my friends for sticking me through this tough time in my life. when I felt like I had nothing left to live for. I have found out who my friends are and I thank you all so very much.For all the love and hugs that were sent my way. In the end I hope that we all will still be friends. I will never forget any of you. You all will remain in my hearts forever. You have changed my life and I hope that I have changed yours in some way. You've brightened my days made me see things in a whole different way, changing my perspective now in life. and hopefully I will continue to follow my dream of being a singer and just maybe it will happen. Until then my friends I always will be greatful, because it was you my friends that made me believe in myself and to never give up. There's always hope, you just have to believe. Once again Thank you my friends for caring enough about me to not let me give up, to keep pushing me forward. It is because of you that I am the person I am tod

Take A Chance On Life Or Be Miserible
There's a time for comfort and stability. Then there's a time to push yourself. Right now you need to explore areas that make you initially uncomfortable. It won't be easy at first, but it will pay off in the long run. hmmmmm Interesting Horiscope

Come Join Us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEY ALL,,,,COME JOIN US IN THE BEST DAMN LOUNGE ON FUBAR!!!!!!!!GREAT MUSIC,,,,GREAT PEOPLE,,,OUTSTANDING ATMOSPHERE!!!!!!TAKE A LOOK AND YOU WILL SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.fubar.com/lounge.php?l=7431 The House of Dreams Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Havent
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you thatI love you?

For A Rose
In the storm Stands the white rose tumultuous waves of destruction abound her Yet tall is the white rose strong in the face Of the sensed doom around her And she does not bow down Pure is the white rose In the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt I see not the white rose She is so far away But I long to protect her But only the words can I say So I send her my words And my poets heart To help her when there is hope to see her through Be Strong little flower Your heart will guide true And as long as you want I will always talk to you

Music No Lyrics
My soul is the piano, her words are the keys. Together we compose, the best of symphonies. How my soul replays her words of the day. Like a composer writing a play. I hear the music, as she strikes a key. an orchestra, is what I see. Two soul that share a common ground. a friendship they have found. What is a piano, without the player. It's like a soul, without a desire. It sits alone in the dark, waiting for someone to light a spark. A hope or a desire, waiting for someone to inspire. To play a song of the heart, a song of two souls that will never depart.

This Is Neat And Righton Target Im A 9 Go Figure Lol
Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, forward this email to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your "number" in the "Subject" and pass it on! Have fun! Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example: March 20, 1950 3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973 1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20 2 + 0 = 2 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 2 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST

The Anniversary .. :(
We're coming up again on the anniversary of my aunts passing .. Marylou was by far the most amazing women id ever met in my lifetime .. She cared . she loved .. She taught .. she learned ..Her way was contagious .. She lived as well all talk about .. as if it were our last day ... back in the later 70s she was diagnosed with breast cancer .. and fought that battle .. and we all thought she won .. with great sorrow and disbelief that evil demon showed its ugly head again in her life .. It was to be her 70th birthday She decided she's fought enough of this battle , said her goodbye's to Everyone waiting for her one son to make it up to see her ... With all her children around her ... She showed them Courage .. She showed them Amazing Strength , and She showed us all what life is all about .. Each year on her passing July 28th ..( her Birthday) Each of Us do something in her honor , This year I've decided to Plant a Pink Rose Bush .... In the past we've given money to her favorite char

Rack 'em Up.
I glanced across the bar casually & set my drink down. Running my hands over my dress, I smoothed the glossy material taut over my hips. Satisfied, I slowly walked towards the pool table, aware of the lustful gazes directed at me; my dress barely covering my ass & clinging to every part of my torso tantalizingly. The pool table was ready for it's next game, so grabbing a cue, I weighed it in my hands. A shadow fell across the table & the man I'd been watching most of the night stepped forward. He'd beaten every challenger at the table so far. Smiling, I inclined my head towards him, but he indicated I should break. Slowly, I bent over the table, fully aware that my dress was riding up, exposing my ass to everyone behind me. I moved one leg back slightly & cocked my hip giving a tantalizing view of my pussy & ass. In one fluid movement, I bought my cue forward & took my shot, remaining bent over slightly longer than necessary. The man moved round the table, watching as the balls

Survey Number... Ahh... Who Cares
Blame Miss Cynthia again! 1. a guy/girl comes up to you and says 'hey baby, whats your name?' you say? I wish I had a witty retort, but honestly, noone ever comes up to me to say stuff like that. I'd probably gape and actually answer. 2. what's the last thing you put in your mouth? Hersheys Dark Chocolate Truffle 3. what does your last text message say? who's it from? "Yes we can. I'll text u" from Corey, in regards to Saturday's plans. 4. the last song you listened to? "Easy Silence" from the Dixie Chicks (on my iPod) ... but now it's Weird Al 5. if you hated someone and got put in charge of their funeral music, what song would you play? Something appropriate. What am I, a total shit? 6. where are/is your best friend(s) right now? My sister Holly (Sleepy Hollow, IL) My friend Charlie (Corvallis, OR) My friend Jason (somewhere in Maryland) 7. what did you do yesterday? Got up, worked, ate lunch and watched Alias season one. Worked some mo

My Thought's Took A Long Time To See Them
You entered my life like a gentle sigh, like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves. You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily, who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds, who made me feel strangely liked and valued. You became my friend, no longer a stranger, trusting me with secrets hidden, confiding what you liked and hated. We talked and laughed and, as time passed by, I grew more and more dependent upon your smile. From strangers to friends was just a baby step, a step a thousand others take every day. Without your trust and trusting ways, without your smiles and encouraging gaze, I would never have taken the step beyond. But the gentle breeze blowing through the leaves is relentless and never ending. We became closer friends, and closer still, until much of my life was centered around the times we spent together. We traveled far along the path of friendship, avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling, always in step with one anoth

Drug Quotes/lyric That Speak So Clearly
"The classic relationship with grass that early hippies had was that it's better when shared with friends. You can't get really high with a bad attitude. Kindness and sweetness exhilerates your stone. Stolen grass doesn't get you as high. The old hippie ethic really counts." Stephen Gaskin "We wouldn't be here if it weren't for psychedelic drugs. In terms of the role of psilocybin in human evolution on the grasslands of Africa, people not on drugs were behind the curve. The fact is that, in terms of human evolution, people not on psychedelics are not fully human. They've fallen to a lower state, where they're easily programmed, boundary defined, obsessed by sexual possessiveness which is transferred into fetishism and object obsession. We don't want too many citizens asking where the power and the money really goes. Informed by psychedelics, people might stop saluting. "Take your political party, your job, whatever, and shove it."" Terence McKenna "Avoid all needle drug

The Night I Was Alone!!!
The night had just begun and I was all alone, just to find out he was in her home. Laughing, joking and caring on , like he didn't have a care , no love at home. Well the joke was on him while he thought I was at home alone in "our" home, I too was out and about not being on my on. You see once you have scorn a woman once, even twice , she being nieve. Soon she will catch on to the games you play, Not only will she start playing them herself, but she'll actually be better at it than you. So guys whenever you want to go out creeping thinking your woman don't know what your doing.... she might not know now, but, when she finds out .... Like me.... The night I was alone.... I WAS WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND By: Laura Thompson

Pennies
I found a penny today laying on the ground. But it's not just a penny, this little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven, that's wha t my Grandpa told me. He said Angels toss them down. Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you, they toss a penny down; Sometimes just to cheer you up, to make a smile out of your frown. So, don't pass by that penny when you're feeling blue. It may be a penny from heaven that an Angel's tossed to you. So now pass this on to people you care about and who you feel are Angels to you. I just did. An Angel is now watching over you

Men!!!
Hey if you all don't know me I'm one of the sweetest people you will ever meet. Why do sweet people always have to be hurt?? Last night I came home to get more clothes from staying at a friends house and my dad beat the shit outta of me....my mom was trying to get him off me but she couldn't...Why do men have to snap at little things like that?? I was just wondering if they was anyone I could be friends with that will understand what I'm going thru...Right now I am in the process of moving into my grandparents house...I'm sorry i wasted your time by reading this I just had to ask that simple question.....Why me????

11:14
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com Fantastic and darkly funny at times!I had not heard of this movie then several people started talking about it out of no where.I loved it! Seemingly insignificant background events ultimately piece themselves together into a perfect puzzle constructed by the deceit and poor choices made by the characters. Unlike other movies that ineptly skewer the timeline such as ?Pulp Fiction?, the events shown are clever intertwine and successfully depict each character?s perspective of the same tragic incidents, and never manages to lose the audience. Ultimately, this movie represents our own selfish attitudes regarding the actions we all take without regards toward their effects on others.Check this one out ASAP!!

Keep The Manure
A man was going out of town and needed to board his horse for a couple of months. He asked a local farmer about it and was told, "Sure, but I charge $50 per week, and I keep the manure." The fellow can't afford that, so the farmer referred him to ol' Jones, down the road. When approached with the request, Jones said, "Yup, I can do it for $40 a week, and I keep the manure." This is still too much, and Jones suggested that he try Mr. Brown. When our desperate friend asked Mr. Brown, he is surprised to hear, "Sure, Sonny. I'll be glad to for $5 a month." With delight, the young man exclaimed, "WOW! I suppose for that price you'll want to keep the manure." The old man looked at him with kind of a squint, and replied, "Feller, for $5 a month, there ain't gonna be none!"

Random Writings
My thoughts hardly provoke smiles...more often sadness, because I honestly must confess that when I look at my life I realize I've made a mess. Constantly fighting the demons in my head, they want to leave me for dead. Rather than allow me to see the beauty of this world...ending up a lonely little girl. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to be loved like I was once long ago. To be held and caressed. Once again Know the kind of love that makes you feel blessed. But the guys these days come and go without a care, because all they really want is to see my body bare. They don't want to open my heart with a key, just a quick romp and gone for me to never again see. June 2007 NYBella

The Male Dictionary
Why is it that men seem to think they can say whatever they want to, whether it be naughty, affectionate, sleazy, etc., and think that they aren't going to hurt a woman's feelings. There is flirting and then there is knowingly playing with someone's emotions. I am tired of being asked questions that are so raunchy, I wouldn't even expect them from a man i am deeply intimate with. Whether I shave, don't shave, trim, or don't trim, is something that I choose to leave for my lover to discover. It is NOT something I choose to include on my "resume'" as a means for an ass to decide if he wants to continue to talk to me or not. I understand that breast size likes and dislikes is a deeply personal preference for most men. These preferences are often deep seated and come from childhood experiences. However; MY breast size is not another "resume'" item. If a man wants to get to know me, then he should be interested in getting to know ALL of me. The good, the bad, the flaws, and th

Evan Almighty
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com This was pretty good.If you a Steve Carrell fan you will really love this.Not like Bruce Almighty at all.This had alot of funny moments,its a great movie for the whole family and all I can really say is the animal trainers in this movie were excellent!

Blah, Blah, Blah
Are you tan? well sorta!! Do you use Proactiv? no Do you wear make-up daily? if I'm working then ya. Do you own chanel perfume? nope Do you shower daily? Well no shit!!! Don't you!! Do you go to the tanning bed? once in awhile. Do you use MAC make-up? nope, but my daughter has some Do you use other make-up products? yes Do you straighten your hair everyday? nope! Category- Friends Is a best friend a promise or a label? It's a promise, cause I don't say it otherwise. Do you have more than one best friend? kind of but not really Do you have too many friends to name? not good ones Do you hang out with with friends everyday? I wish I had the time to!! Do you have pictures of your friends on your walls? some I have on my entertainment center Do you call more than one of your friends regularly? yes Is your best friend a girl? nope Are your friends in a lot of your classes? uhm....*stare* WTF??? Category- Fashion & Style Do you have style and originality? sure Do y

482
I survived the dentist. But I am NOTout of the woods just yet. I have to have 3 teeth removed in August. *cries* 2 are my wisdom teeth and one is one of the other ones in the back. Dr. Haddadd was very very very nice, and I would gladly recommend him to anyone! I was expecting some young overpaid know it all jerk. I lucked out and got a very gentle middle aged guy. The dental assistant that brought me to my room was so sweet. She was this very quiet foreign lady..and she asked me how I was doing..I told her I was a little nervous, and she told me not to be nervous and to relax. Everyone I ran into today there was awesome. I am not so sure what i was so afraid of. I will keep you posted about the teeth that will be getting pulled. That I am a lot more nervous about!! BrattyBytch OUT!

Quote For July 25
We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies. --- Martin Luther King Jr. Bonus Quote: It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend. --- William Blake This public service is brought to you daily by FUBAR's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Ok
For the person who is sending me gifts and poems, you can shout me i will not out you or you can send me a Fumail, but will you please stop sending gifts anonymously or at least say who you are in the gift, I understand you are trying to help me or calm me down, but I suffer from anxiety and depression, and with all that's going on and then trying to figure all this out, it's really taking a toll on me, so please come forward even if it is in private, thank you

483
LOL Im watching some of the people's status's changing...and I'm getting quite a kick out of it. It may be a rather annoying new feature, but its kind of funny to watch. Oh well...I added new pics yesterday. How come hardly any comments/rates on em :( *sob* See Ya - BrattyBytch

Tortured Soul
Tortured Soul 07-25-07 Sliding ever so slowly into the darkness, Slowly drifting into that pit of never-ending. The slower you go down the more the pain hurts. Can you handle you own destruction? The knowing that this very well could be your Final ride to the end that you may never return this time. Is this the last time, That you can’t scratch and claw your way out of your Own self-made pit of doom. You cry out for help, But you can’t even hear your own cries. The pain overtakes you, the pain in you immortal soul. For you body has become immune to pain from The physical torture of the life you chose to live. Nothing remains to absorb the pain but your soul. Could this be all there is left? Your soul destined to be Tortured for eternity. The end is near, the last small light turns to complete darkness. Are you willing to accept it? Will you give in to the demons, You hide in you mind? Will You give into DEATH?

Fubar Marriage!
As of today, Gamptastic and I have been married in the site of Fubar, May no man take us under....Show him some Luv,., Surely not going to beable to get it so far away but here. Off to see my Fubar hubby now!

Pain
CLOSURE Farewell to arms that never held me Farewell to arms that never loved me Farewell to arms that only hurt me Farewell to arms that will remain empty I hate you for the life you’ve stolen For a childhood lost, mostly forgotten Eyes that are swollen with undeserved tears The screams of pain still ring in my ears I longed for you, the love of a mother Got none from you, not me or my brother You raped our minds, bodies and souls Now in hell you’ll burn eternally old My feelings may seem a bit confused But they are quite normal, for experiencing you So goodbye my mother don’t rest in peace Your death to us has brought some relief Farewell to arms that never held me Farewell to arms that never loved me Farewell to arms that only hurt me Farewell to arms that will remain empty

Poem I Wrote A Lil Over 8 Months Ago
Seducing the Darkness. I wait here in my darkened world, waiting screaming, crying. You look at me and smile but all i see is hate and disgust. I reach out my hand to touch you but your no longer there. blood streaming its no longer tears that i cry. My heart achs and every breath that i take is full of missery and pain. You come back in and stair from afar. my head pounding as i scream and you ignore my calls. This darkness take over me i am no longer myself as i sink into the floors of my heart. Oh sweet darkness hold me close for he wont, make the tears stop i dont want to cry anymore. make the hurt go away as i embrass this hate i feel ripping away at my insides as my soul thrusts out like blood thirsty wolf. Once again i hold my hand out and reach but you push me down and hold my head under all the tears and blood i have shed that now fill this room. Laughter fills me as i drown. the seduction of deat

Im Married!!
Wow today has to be the most happiest day of my life! I married my beautiful new wife today. I knew from the first day that I met her that I would marry her and now 8 years later it has finally become reality. My life is starting to look up. I start a great new job on Monday, I am back in school and now have a great new family. Life is great!!

G-string?
i really want a fubar g-string! but yanno, there's two reasons i wont buy myself one! 1) i'm too cheap 2) rather spend the money on my kids but wouldnt it be funny if ya were to go out with one of those on, get lucky, guy pulls down your pants to see "fubar" on your undies :P think i would just forget about sex and actually laugh the rest of the night

Redneck Sex Text ~lmoa~
The Redneck Sex Test 1. The clitoris is a type of flower. True or False 2. A pubic hair is a wild rabbit. True or False 3. Spread Eagle is an extinct bird. True or False 4. Vagina is a medical term used to describe a Heart Attack. True or False 5. A menstrual cycle has three wheels. True or False 6. A G-string is part of a fiddle. True or False 7. Semen is a term for sailors. True or False 8. Anus is a Latin term for yearly. True or False 9. Testicles are found on an Octopus. True or False 10. Asphalt describes rectal problems. True or False 11. KOTEX is a radio station in Cincinnati. True or False 12. Masturbate is used to catch large fish. True or False 13. Coitus is a musical instrument. True or False 14. Fetus is a character on Gunsmoke. True or False 15. An umbilical chord is part of a parachute. True or False 16. A condom is a large apartment complex. True or False 17. An orgasm is

The Best Divorce Letter
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years, and I have nothing to show for it These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today, and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal, and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, then went straight to sleep after watching all your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want to have sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I am gone. Your EX - Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Dear Ex-Husband: Nothing has made my day more than receiving your l

Torture Doll
look at you sitting skin all bloody and bruised.i beat you beat you you love the abuse.the fun the games and all the pain.your my cute little torture doll.i torment and torture.the knifes the whips and chains.the wax and biteing.don't tell anyone it's are little secret. my cute little torture doll.dragging your nails across my skin i'can never forget this.your in my head your inside my heart.your in there tearing me apart.your peircings and tats the way you scream at me like that. it makes me me want you so bad.my cute little torture doll.you you taste my blod soaked cheek.as your holding me.as i gaze into to your eyes i can see my demise.but it seem like the perfect way to die.no matter what they say they will never take my cute little torture doll.i ask please give the pain so i may show them all what they can never be. we will never be whole .feeling so cold .spinning out of control. i can't live without my cute little torture doll.are souls seem to fade.as we lay lifeless on the fl

Heart Break
So, whats a girl to do when her heart is broken? When she has been left by the wayside, and the one who did it cant seem to stop calling? So as I see it, there are two options...be a bitch and tell him to fuck off, or respectfully say "stop" your freakin killing me!!! I think its just plain selfishness when the dumper wont leave the dumpee alone. The bullshit about; "but I need your friendship". Hell...if you dont want me...let me the fuck go! I dont know, Im really just rambling out of boredome and pain. Sitting in my brain, which is a very dangerous place for this x-junkie to be. So I spill it onto the screen for anyone to see, which is pointless in all actuality but what the hell...maybe I will feel better. Oh well screw it! Life is too short to let some dude break me down!