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I Gess This Is What Im Thinking
SOMETIMES IN LIFE U CRY LIKE ME MOST OF THE TIME WEATHER IT B OUT LOUD OR INSIDE WHAT DO U DO TRY 2 DEAL WITH THE SHIT IN LIFE DEALS SO SAD SO SAD BUT U NO I GESS THIS IS THE WAY I FELL AT THIS SECOND IT PROB DONT MEAN SHIT 2 NOBODY

Argh!!!!!!!!
What the hell kind of bookkeeper quits two FUCKING days before Year end!!!!!! I could kill right about now....gee thats nice..leave a non-profit organization that works with victims of violence having to scramble to secure funding for next year..like WTF! I can't belive I mangaged to keep myself from flying across my desk and killing her, I have no idea how I managed to keep myself professional today but I did. Almost cried my eyes out later on just from feeling overwhlemed though...what a fucking day!!!!!!!

Posted It As A Bulletin Too
Ok I tried rating some chick a ten but her page was still loading so it came out being rated a 7. I tried to leave a comment to appologize but she blocked me after leaving a nasty comment on my page. So before you tweek out cause someone rated you lower than a ten, give it a second cause your page was probably still loading when it happend. Not trying to be a bitch but even if you weren't rated a ten, its still better than someone looking at your page and not rating at all. -Katrina

The Two Of Them
He sat quietly on a bench over looking the water thinking when she walked over... "Are you alright" she asked in a soft tone. He replied with a smile "Yes i will be okay thanks" She smiled back and said your welcome. "You've been thinking again havnt you thats why your out here right? looking over the water?" *It always did help me think when i had trouble with my writting" "Are you still writting it" She asked him *No i finished it finally* "God please tell me you wrote a happy ending i can't take anymore sad endings" He smiled at her and said *No you know it doesn't matter what the ending is or who ends up with who... Because in the end it's always going to be me and you in some way* She smiled and inched closer to him taking her hand and placing it in his his other hand then covered hers and she said..."It's always been that way hasnt it, It always comes down to you and me in this place"...she rests her head on his shoulder and softly says .."Soul mates" He smiled and sa

Kinky Cybering! ....not Quite.
CyberMaster: Hello, sub_lime. What do you look like? sub_lime: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? CyberMaster: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Ohh and I have one of those stick things. A crop, I think. sub_lime: I'm feeling very submissive. I want you. Would you like to screw me? CyberMaster: OK sub_lime: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. I get on my knees for you. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. CyberMaster: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. I dropped my stick er..crop. sub_lime: I'm pul

Penis
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter password---something he will used to log on. The husband was in a amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plaintly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... P E N I S His wife fell off the chair laughing when the computer replied: Password rejected..."Not Long Enough"..

Do U Have A Cam And Like Sex?
well if u said yes..then message me on how to make some serious money ! don't have to have sex with me ..hell it can be just u and your lover or whoever or whatever...this is to make serious money. i'm starting my own cam website and need people for all types of cam services..or even home made videos. i'll even give out cash for referrals. $$$

Forever Love
FOREVER LOVE By: *Allen (MUAHHH) Your friendship and love, And all the wonderful things That they bring into my life, Are like nothing else I have ever known. My heart is complete With the love we share, And our love grows more Beautiful each day. I love you, And as long as we are together, I have everything I need. You are with me always... In a smile, a memory, a feeling Or a moment we share. You will always be My Forever Love

Grrr....want To Start All Over Again!!
Did you ever have one those days that you just wish you could just start over again?? Well today I am have one of them!! Its no ones fault really and perhaps it has worked out for the best, but goodness I just need something to go right. ***Go figure someone just rated my pic a 2 as I was writing this! LOL*** I was suppose to go home today...I miss my son, Kristi and my animals lots! But I guess things were not meant to happen that way! Turns out I am still in Florida! I missed my plane...who knew that if you weren't checked in within 30mins of flight time you couldnt fly?? WOW...not me...and I missed it by 1 minute ((no I am not joking here!!)). I can't gripe about that too much cuz the reason I was late ((shush, was NOT me running behind!!))...was there was a real horrid wreck and a girl ended up killed by it...so I can hardly be upst about the fact that I missed my plane...I am sure she did not wake up this morning wanting to die ((My heart goes out to her family and fri

This Is The Worst Day Of My Entire Life
I cant explain yet exactly what happened. All i can say is that any prayers or support right now would be greatly appreciated. I need all the strength i can get. To make it through this. Love Jade

If You Wanna Get Drunk With Me On Saturday...
You better get your ass down to Monsoons to see my Caddle boys put on a kick ass show. To make things even better, their opening band, called Top of the Orange fucking rocks as well and may actually be getting signed based on their performance that night. So c'mon down. Support my boys. Drink some jager with me. Buy me a few shots. It's gonna be fabulous, I guarantee it! xoxo Kristin

1st Attempt @ Videoblogging
1st attempt @ VideoBlogging *Just me testing out my new camera, and with videoblogging! Sorry for the video being sideways, still trying to figure out which program to use to change it.. if u know a program that can do that, let me know! Thanks *

A List That Is Me...
eh hem. I hate the way i look, rather dispise. I hate the fact that I have all these goals, but dont wanna work for them. I hate that I can get by threw school with no challenge. I hate that i am not affraid of dodging bullete, but i am afraid to make the first move on a girl. I hate that I contradict myself constantly. I hate that i say im going to do things and dont. I hate my job, with all my skills im a fucking cashier. I hate that even though i dont lie, im constatnly thinking of ways to lie. I hate that I have this sense that i have to go and fight. I hate that I act so tough when im not. I hate that im not stronger, physically and mentally. I hate that i am slow. I hate that I dont understand things. I hate that i cant be myself alot of the time. I hate that i am super hyper. I hate that i have super depression. I hate how my voice sounds. I hate that i will never be able to write a decent song. I hate that i cant fucking remember how to play the guitar. I hate that I dont kn

You A Firefighter If.......
1. You can tell what type of fire it is by the smell of smoke 10 miles away. 2. You have ever had a heated debate over the color of fire trucks. 3. You have ever spent 10 min trying to force open a door only to have someone come along and open it by turning the handle. 4. You have ever taken 10 or more showers in 1 day. 5. You lay out your clothes from that day so if there is a call at night you can find them quickly. 6. You take great joy in smashing the windows of a car parked in a fire zone or in front of a hydrant. 7. You have ever been airborne without an aircraft and water was your thrust. 8. You always wear red suspenders. 9. You have ever slept in a hosebed. 10. You carry a ton of specially modified tools in your pocket. 11. You ever cursed out someone for armor-alling the seats to make them look nice. 12. You've ever clung to the air horn chord for dear life because the driver is insane. 13. You have ever played jingle bells at Xmas time on

Big Beautiful Woman
Big Beautiful Woman A divine evolution That transcends time and space. She goes beyond Geographic location. The magnitude of her strength Is not determined by age, relation or gene. She supersedes womb or seed, Classroom, church or temple Boardroom or sorority symbol- She's not a black thang, A white thang Or even a blood thang. She goes beyond a finite Comprehension of what She should be, who she is, Or who she is given to. She's not defined by ethnicity, Culture, or generation. She is a state of being real- A condition and place in love That knows no boundaries, Limitations or even expectations. Like love she sees nor feels no ill. She is patient and kind, Generous and giving, Without ulterior motives. She's not about "what can you do for me?"- "What have you done for me lately?" or "Let's compare ourselves." She's not about keeping tabs on "Who gives what to whom" or "Who is the best amongst us" She's not a red thang

Picture Raters
You know i go to the new members and rate them all 10s i dont mind helping them. What really pisses me off is these people who rate our pictures low dont even leave their names.If im gonna rate someone im gonna leave my name.I aint chicken to leave my name on a bad rate so why should anyone else be!!!! Show your names we wanna see who you are!!!!

Should I. . .?
I am currently having a debate with myself and to hear some opinions would be nice. I want to get another piercing but I don't know what I should get that won't kill my sex life. Here are my options : 1 : Get another lip piercing 2 : Get my nose pierced 3 : Get my other eyebrow done 4 : Get my clit pierced 5 : Get my nipples pierced I want feedback people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PS: If you have 2,4 or 5 done, let me know if it hurts!!!

Unfaithful
Unfaithful " No matter how young and restless love is age is nothin but a number" To be afraid of not knowin who u are is being wat u are in someone elses dreams only then will the force be strong with you when they discover your true sense of value were worth without questioning authority. knowledge is power but havin respect for that power you lose control of the force when it begins to shift lanes seeing that the same dream of someone elses has reflection of a seperate past u only see thigns that u know but to steal the spotlight is to blend a beautiful mind. i dont mean mind as in intelliegent against natural talent but truth with no logic. u paint a picture that doesnt have a color but is blessed with a vision. u cant remember your name but your bless with sign to make people recongize you. you age a day but who said that ur strength of love will never be the same? sex is just the begining. money isnt prize reward it is posion. the more u accept it the sicker

Feeling The Love!
This is a more than a blog it is a shout out to all my family and friends... Thank you for your wonderful comments. Thank you for you respect. Thank you for the smile you all freely give to me. Thank you all for the LOVE! In a world where people are materialistic... I thank you for letting me participate in your lives. In a world where people place masks upon who their true being; thank you for unmasking of yourselves. In a world of suffering and pain; thank you for your joyful presents... I appreciate those who are here and all the LOVE you give! SEEKER75

Tightrope
i'm walking on thin air tonight... you make me want to fall through... but i won't. i'll force myself to stay upright if it kills me. i've met many a man like you. he's sweet, he's compassionate, he turns you to soft nothing in his hands. somewhere or another he'll hurt you cause more waterfalls from your eyes than anything else in your life... and we choose to fall for him again and again, because the pain is worth the risk. i think you might be worth it too.

~things That Make Me Happy~(smile)
~Things That Make Me Happy~(smile) Current mood: "flippin' Sweet" Category: "flippin' Sweet" Life Watching Nascar~ Tony Stewart~ ;) The sun on my face, on a cool day~ Talking to my seany(best friend)~ Helping someone who really needs it~ The color pink~ Shasta Daisies~ Watching Napoleon Dynamite~ The smell of the ocean~ Will Ferrell~ Cuddling with my kiddo's~ Playing outside, barefoot in the rain~ Time alone~ Robot Chicken~ Jim Carey~ Singing a great song, in the car, top down~ A hot bubble bath~ Jamie fox(when he was on in living color)~ People who are sweet to me~ Jude Law~ Speaking with a british accent~ The smell of oranges~ The sight of a beautiful man~ Putting on something new~ Seeing Alyssa happy~ Taking pictures~ Driving alyssa crazy by singing something she hates~ Spending time with frantastic~ Watching Blue's Clue's~ ~Patrice~

Always
ALWAYS By: Allen (thank u so much) I’ve never known a love like yours Nor thought it could be true, But every time I kiss your lips I feel what love can do With hair like silk And lips so tender, Each moment with you Makes my heart surrender I couldn’t live, I couldn’t breathe Without you by my side, Never will I let you go, My love will never hide And in my heart you’ll always be From now until forever, No matter what, no matter where We’ll always be together

Its Time
Time for a change....as the name Omebra, I shall now begin its purpose. My demeaner will take a turn, as there are those who exist only for the purpose of using others. I will no longer treat all the same, as there are those that only understand harshness. I must be this way, not just for myself.....

Respecting + Thanking,for Being My Friend
This is to Thank my 5 Favorite Friends.Bye now they should know who they are.Tall Blondde( Traci),Lady Witch ( Cherie),Maniacal Bliss ( Steph), Lizzy + Devilish Angel( Ellen).My First 4 listed friends combined to give me more 11's an 10's+ great Rateings,than anyone else on all of the CT.I have also seen an saved some of the Best comments Imaginable,from these 4 Sweet Great Women.I'm so Greatful to be Friends with them first 4 women.There are others who have been very Kind to me as well.KAZ Angel Created my Step Daughter a Morph that she Displays with much pride on myspace.Some are just Little things that ,Wether there little things or not.The Cherry Love Displayed from my Friends that I have the Greatest Respect for,an Graditude for is a thousand fold.Now I'm not on CherryTap to meet a new women,fall in Love an Move away.I'm here to Socialize an try to fit in,where in Society I don't always fit in either.Unlike my Special Raters above( lizzy,steph,Cherie,Traci,) Ellen Touched my Hear

Can You Believe My Son Did This?
Ok this happened awhile back but is by far my best kid story ever. We used to live down in Florida in an apartment complex and my younger sons bedroom window was by the front door, so he often played dukes of hazzard instead of using the front door, I didn't think much about it, it was his little imagination in fast forward. Well one day he did it a bunch but I had nooooo idea what he had in store for me until the next morning. We had overslept and were rushing around for school, I walked into his closet and SPLASH, course I'm like wth? I look down, and he has lined the closet with garbage bags, basically made a pool in there and yes it has water, lots of it, oh it gets better........there sits a live DUCK! I laughed for an hour, to think he was only 4 going on 5 yrs old. We wound up keeping the duck briefly, God help me.

Maybe She Knows
I still remember it, Trying to compare her to something, anything For a point of reference. But there was nothing to grasp, For she was something entirely new To my concept of beauty. She redefined my desires Not just in how my eyes liked to look at her But in how everything around her Became more exciting, more alive. It was another world for sure, One beyond the clay of my normality. She was so beautiful to me, But to try and tell her was futile She could never understand it. No one could. For who could grasp a longing That was beyond boundless. Yet, sometimes when her eyes met mine I felt that she might know. I was sure of it once, I think. Then again, maybe not. Can she catch the rain in her hands, Can she pull down the stars at night? No, she cannot know how I see her It is too much, even for me to feel it. A dreamer’s dream, A message that can never be delivered A cloud too high in the sky A red rose lying under a tree. O that she could

Wha Da Bizznezz Iz
I HAVE BEEN ON CHERRYTAP A GOOD MINUTE NOW AND I HAVE SEEN SOME OF THE MOST STUPID SHIT!!! I HAVE SEEN WHITE WOMAN WITH NAMES LIKE "GHETTO GIRL" , "I WANNA THUG" AND ECT... NOW WHY ON EARTH WOULD A PERSON BE PROUD THAT THEY ARE "GHETTO"? MIND YOU OVER 98% OF THESE SILLY GIRLS PROLLY HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE GHETTO ENTAILS. PEOPLE FROM THE GHETTO ARE NOT PROUD OF THAT SHIT, WE STRIVE TO DO BETTER AND GET OUT. NOT BE PROUD AND REP SOME SHIT THAT MOST HAVE NEVER LIVED THE LIFE OF. HAVE WHITE WOMAN BECOME SO SHALLOW AND DESPERATE FOR THE ATTENTION/ AFFECTION OF A BLACK MALE, THAT THEY WILL RESORT TO CHANGING THEIR WHOLE WAY OF SPEAKING, ATTITUDE AND LIFESTYLE TO GET APPROVAL?? I CAN SPEAK ON ALL THIS BECAUSE IAM A WHITE FEMALE THAT DATES BLK MEN.... AND NEVER WILL YOU HEAR THIS IGNORANT BULLSHIT OUTTA MY MOUTH..."WHAT IT DO HOMIE" , "WHAS POPPIN", "WHA DA BIZZNEZZ IS" .. THAT SHIT IS NOT CUTE!! THESE ARE THE TYPE OF FEMALES THAT MAKE BLK MEN THINK ALL WHITE WOMEN ARE NAIVE AND DUMB. THE ONL

Ladies On The Net
OK This is just my opinion and if it offends anyone then mabe they should look at themselves. Im not against nudity at all but Ladies get some dignity!! I was thumbing through some pics on here and as a women i was sickend by the fact that some think they have to get half naked and show there tits and ass to get the recognition of some men to get what? Cherry Points? Come on girls!! I am a beautiful women and I got the stuff but I dont feel the need to show it off to the internet world for recognition. I dont know mabe some do, mabe thats all they have to show, I dont know but come on Ladies use your head. We as women have come along way but its no wonder why men still treat us as objects instead of equals.

So Sexy Hot!
These are my BEST FRIENDS! So be sure to add them, rate them and Fan them! Thesepeople are all unique in thier own way! and some of the sweetest ppl I know! Muah! xoxox - Get Your Own Playfulgod(I Love you baby!) þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï· ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·Freaks&Geeks Family ♥@ CherryTAP Gaz~Freaks & Geeks Family~@ CherryTAP ~Shell~F&G Family~@ CherryTAP

Don't Eat The Chicken!!!!
A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that they both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He said to the little girl, "I have to stop eating chicken sandwiches, I'm starting to get feathers down there too!" She asked if she could look, so he

Making Love To A Woman
SAW THIS AND HAD TO POST IT HERE !! MAKING COFFEE Making a cup of coffee is like making love to a beautiful woman. It's got to be hot. You've got to take your time. You've got to stir.. gently, and firmly. You've got to grind your beans until they squeak. And then you put in the milk. LAYING A CARPET Laying a carpet is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You check the dimensions, lay her out on the floor, pin her down, nail her, then walk all over her. If you're adventurous - like me - you might like to try an underlay. HANGING WALLPAPER Well, hanging wallpaper is also very much like making love to a beautiful woman. Clean all the relevant surfaces, spread her out on the table, cover her with paste, and stick her up. Then you clean your brush, light your pipe, stand back and admire your handiwork. PUTTING UP A TENT Putting up a tent, is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You rent her, unzip the door, put up your pole an'.

Answer This
Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

The Payback
Left fordead and laid to ruin You knew just what you were doin A crooked grin hiding a lying tounge But now it's time for blood to run From every hole i'll put in your body A rage unleashed no way you can stop me Chamber loaded barrel raised you should cherish your numbered days Wait i won't shoot you thats not right Just keep on crying while i grab the knife Some salt for the wounds thats more your style giving up inches but set back for miles An empty soul can't hold a heavy heart Til hatred fills up every part Of a fractured mind confused by time Slips away to come back sublime A greater being, a higher worth Out your cage to roam the earth The hand of doom the reapers gaze Trapted inside an endless maze All this you shall learn today For I am the hunter and you are the prey

Adding People For Points
A FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE SNIPER MAKES ALLOT OF SENCE I AM SICK OF PEOPLE ADDING ME FOR POINTS I AM NOT ON HERE FOR POINTS. I AM SICK OF THESE PEOPLE ON HERE JUST WANTING ME TO LOOK AT STUPID NSFW PICS AND RATING AND COMMENTING THEM JUST FOR STUPID POINTS. IF YOU WANT TO ADD ME THEN ADD ME TO GET TO KNOW ME NOT FOR FUCKEN POINTS I AM SICK OF THAT SHIT...HENCE THE PROFILE I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOUR OFFENDED EITHER..AND YES I AM A BITCH HENSE THE FUCKEN PROFILE...

This Is Why I Was In The Hospital
I copied and pasted from my myspace blog. because i'm too lazy to type shit twice. Hello... I might as well be honest now as to why I was in the hosptial for the past 5 days. I had severe depression and thoughts of suicide. There. I said it. Now you can go ahead and judge me... or read further... There are reasons behind all this and I'll get to them and you probably didn't know because I tend to keep things bottled up inside. I first called American Lake VA Hospital and drove over there and talked to an emergency pychriatic nurse... who sent me to the E.R at that hosp.... I sat in the ER for about 3 or 4 hours at this hospital then they transported me to St. Joseph's in downtown Tacoma. I was kind of freaked out when I went up to the 11th floor, the Mental Health Ward. But it was a clean, friendly and safe looking place and one of the nurses made me some dinner (mircowave dinner lol) and asked me questions about why I brought myself there. In the past few months, I've

Pisssed Off Momma
My Daughter Ashley has been in training since November and has been through it man. Broken fingers, broken elbow, mono 2 times, bitten by a brown recluse spider and they took away her chance to come home for 2 weeks before she reports to her first duty station because she has mono again ! Please keep her in your prayers that she does not get sicker then she is and that she regain her strength after all she has been through! Just needed to vent! signed a pissed off momma!

Hurtful
God i hate hurting people. I need to just learn to keep my mouth shut and suck it up. now i everywhere i turn, i see the same damn wounded look. i fucking hate it, because i know it's there because of me.....

Thank You
I must say that I found out about this contest I was entered into and when I went to check it out (with one hand over one eye) I was very touched by all the comments. To all of you, thank you very much :) Love, Nellie ...and for those who don't know what I'm talking about..it's right here lol ;)

Angel By Sarah Mclachlan
Artist: Sarah McLachlan Album: Live Acoustic [EP] Year: 2004 Title: Angel Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadnes

Honor
From "The Rites of Odin" © by Ed Fitch. In all that you do, consider its benefit or harm upon yourself, your children and your people. All that which you do will return to you, sooner or later, for good or for ill. Thus strive always to do good to others, or at least strive always to be just. Be honest with yourself, and with others. "This above all; to thine own self be true." Humankind, and especially your own family and folk, has the spark of divinity within it. Protect and nurture that spark. Give your word sparingly, and adhere to it like iron. In the world, your first trust and responsibility should be to your own people. Yet, be kind and proper to others whenever possible. What you have, HOLD! Pass on to others only those words which you have personally verified. Be honest with others, and let them know that you expect honesty in return, always. The fury of the moment plays folly with the truth; to keep one's head is a

Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Ten of Swords card suggests that everything's over but the tears. Whether it's tears of sorrow or joy is a matter for you to decide. When the last straw falls, you might finally reconcile a painful past that could exist more in your head than in reality. Regardless of where the fear lies, its effect on your love life is still valid and powerful. The impact of letting memories keep you down may be severe, especially if you roll over and play dead. All good and bad things must come to an end. This might be the time for you to learn to let go of old wounds, heartbreak and injustices that could be hurting or controlling your relationships. The ensuing release, relief or liberation that arrives after this key realization can leave you free to begin again and undertake a new chapter in your relationship or love life.

Tupac Amaru Shakur..aka Lesane Parish Crooks
Tupac Shakur was born Lesane Parish Crooks in Brooklyn, NY in 1971. While still a small child, his mother changed his name to Tupac Amaru after an Inca Indian revolutionary, "Tupac Amaru", meaning "Shining Serpent". "Shakur" means "Thankful To God" in Arabic. From childhood, everyone called him the "Black Prince." Formisbehaving, he had to read an entire edition of The New York Times. When he was two, his sister, Sekyiwa, was born. This child's father, Mutulu, was a BlackPanther who, a few months before her birth, had been sentenced to sixty years for a fatal armored car robbery. With Mutulu away, the family experienced hard times. No matter where they moved-the Bronx, Harlem, homeless shelters- Tupac was distressed. "I remember crying all the time. My major thing growing up was I couldn't fit in. Because I was from everywhere. I didn't have no buddies that I grew up with." By the age of twelve, Tupac had discovered his loves for acting, writing love songs and poetry. As a young teen,

Poetry
Almost forgotten in a timeless sea of memories it slowly fades away on the sail of the wind. fading faster and faster falling in a deep sleep surpressed are the lies that you told like razor that are rusted and dull but cut even deeper then the shining specks in your eyes .. Restless boundries of my heart afloat on this empty drift of failed dreams you promised.. This chapter is no longer a open book for you to read you failed to suceed at your evil deeds but you sucessufully broken my heart... Just one wish would be to forget simply forget. Forget you.... ©Sky

Dis Is Reeeel Crap Yarly
Hints and tips on how to poo while at work. As much as we try to >convince ourselves otherwise, the WORKPOO is inevitable. For those who >hate pooing at work, following is the Survival Guide for taking a dump >at work. THE ULTIMATE SURVIVAL GUIDE....... >CROP DUSTING -- When farting, you walk briskly around the office so The >smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't >know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until >the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the >smell has left your pants. >FLY BY -- The act of scouting out a bathroom before pooing. Walk in and >check for other pooers. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and >come back again. Be careful not to become a FREQUENT FLYER. People may >become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom. >ESCAPEE -- A fart that slips out while taking a leak at the urinal Or >forcing a poo in a cubicle. A sudden Wave

Names
Damien Rocky- if it's a boy, it was Damien Josh Alicia Ann- was my first pick for a girl but with it being AA I don't know Now the problem I have is the girls name. I love Khristina but Josh's brother's name is Kris and I don't want Kris to think we picked the name b/c of him. Kris and I aren't that close and we've had our problems. Khristina Ann Alicia Khristina Khristina Alicia Alicia Ann Alicia Marie Alicia Lynn Khristina Lynn So I like the names Khristina, Alicia, Lynn, and Ann. I thought it would be cool if the girl name had the same initials as Josh which would be JAH. I can't come up with any J girl names that I like. HELP!!

With This Mouth......................(xxx)
The wind howls like a thousand wolves on the hunt. Slaming the walls with resounding thuds. The night is dark and starless. The moon hidden from view by blue clouds. The fire in side the cabin snaps, spark rise. There is a faint smell of the smoke from the burning wood. Before the fire lay to exhausted mounds of sleeping flesh. The hours before exhileranting and exciting. .............................She came, that is all he can think of. She is here. At his door stands his idea of perfection in everything that is real. She stands at the open door, her hair in wet strands, as the water glistens down her face, her body. Her clothes clinging to her body. She is wet from the storm, the long drive here had made her tired. Now all she can think is that she is here, staring at what she considers perfection in man. He smiles and gestures for her to contiune into the room. It's a nice cabins, cozy with a fire going and the heat feels wonderful. He tells her to take off her coat,

What Hurts The Most
well all I can do is just get right down to it so here goes........ I have a friend that I really Love and I mean more than friends and I found out yesterday that he really Loves me also but we have to go through the vally so we can get to the Mountian top and he told me yesterday he is really sick and he will die from this sickness and I told him I didn't care I would be there for him nomatter what instead of running away I went to him becouse he needs me my heart is breaking into all I can do is cry and I have tryed not not to love him but I can't prtend I don't love him I know everything happens for a reason but I still gotta ask and wonder why?? and Ihe wants me there for him becouse he is afraid that his friends will not be friends andy more but I told him if they stop being his friends then they were never friends in the frist place and fuck em becouse they are stupid for turning their backs on him when he needs em and that they are soryy and he don't need em but how do you deal

What Guy Will
I WANT THIS GUY LETS SEE HOW MANY MEN OUT THERE ARE LIKE THIS I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying

For The Womans Eys And Us Men Need To Listen And Understand
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay f

Over 40 And Sexy Contest Part 3
Over 40 and sexy contest Part 3 Contest will be open tomorrow (friday) at 8 am central time OK, I divided the contest into two parts. Now there is a mens and a womens contest seperatly. Each contest will have First, Second, and Third place winners. Prizes will be determined by how many comments but will be big pimpin gifts for sure. In the womens Contestants are........ Show them some love Warrior Princess Ladybyrd02 SweetTexasRose Tiacinders Di Lev In the Mens Contestants are ..... Show them some love Just Another Guy Wildman55 Erebus The Darkling Synergy Comment bombing is allowed. You can comment bomb yourself. Contest will start friday March 30 at 8 am central time Contest will end monday april 9 at 8 pm central time Anyone with 1000 or more comments will get a prize. Top prizes to 1st, 2nd, and 3rd places. 6,000 comme

Just Me
1. What is your full name?....Fredrick Mason Devaul 2. When is your Birthday?....July 17 3. What is your e-mail address?...bun.jr@hotmail.com 4. Do you smoke?....Yes 5.How many sexuall partners have you had?...Enough to gain experience 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many?....no not really 7. Can you cook?....Yuppers...and good at it too 8. What was your dream growing up?....To be a Chef 9. What talent do you wish you had?....Drawing 10. Favorite place?....Upper Canada Bird Sanctuary 11. Favorite vegetable?....Brussel Sprouts 12. What was the last book you read?....At the Stroke of Madness...Alex Kava 13. What zodiac sign are u ?....Cancer 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?...1 Tattoo 15. Worst Habit?....Smoking 16. Do we know each other outside of myspace?....Who are you? 17. What is your favorite sport?....Hockey Eh!! 18. Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?....None of your fucking business

Painting
I remember the time when I was able to relax and chill a lot more than I do now. Ever since I bought a house it really seems that my time is not my own anymore. Don't get me wrong though, I love improving the house but it really seems like a never ending struggle. I miss the days of calling the apt manager to come and fix whatever. Well I'm off to paint the first of many many rooms. *grin* Da-PatPat

For The Scandelous B#(*&h'es...lol
...it's so true....and my reply to "To The Left" Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you babe Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't want to think about it Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair? Is this the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around That you were gonna make me cry It's breaking my heart to watch you run around 'Cause I know that you're living a lie That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find... What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes

Gawd!!!!
I swear ppl this day in age are beyond retard nation!!!! I get a pm on yahoo sayin the following..... tripleX Freak34: whos this bigfeetlargehands2002: yer next lover tripleX Freak34: who is this bigfeetlargehands2002: the next guy to take you to bed tripleX Freak34: who the hell is this bigfeetlargehands2002: i toldja bigfeetlargehands2002: you still in AnnArbor ? tripleX Freak34: know what tripleX Freak34: leave me alone if ya cant tell me who you are g'bye bigfeetlargehands2002: i'm from Lost Cherry bigfeetlargehands2002: want me call ya instead ? bigfeetlargehands2002: maybe you'll recognize my voice tripleX Freak34: tell me who ya are tripleX Freak34: is this rick? bigfeetlargehands2002: yes tripleX Freak34: ok bigfeetlargehands2002: u workin yet ? tripleX Freak34: ive been back to work since november tripleX Freak34: and iam seein someone bigfeetlargehands2002: well good for you bigfeetlargehands2002: ok.... bye I swear people online are beyond

Apple Bottom Jeans
not the jeans themselves or the women who got the ass to wear em...no its the broads that DONT have the ass for it... get the fuck outta dem jeans...they ent supposed to be sagging damnit...NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SAGGING!!! you chillen with that lil pooch that makes you look like you just shitted on yaself.. thats not sexy...they not for you you dont see my short black ass wearing wranglers and XXXXL tall tees... why? cuz i got big ass and a big dick and i dont need to show that to the whole damn world and to top it off im fucking 5'3" be honest wit yaself...or ima keep roasting ya...trust

April 1st April Fool's Office Pranks (7)
LOL... I pulled these off of Monster.com's Networking Boards....: 7. I have seen and been a part of many great pranks over the years, from filling a cubicle with "packing peanuts" to stringing yarn like a spiders web, to covering everything in a cubicle with tin foil or saran wrap. The Best, however, was back in the early 90's. The boss was out on vacation when one of my associates came up with this grand idea. two days before the Boss returned from vacation, we all got together and purchased a fair amount of rope and some wood screws. After returning to work, we proceeded to string all of the furniture in his office to the ceiling/rafters! OH, the look of suprise when the Boss walked into his office and saw that all of hs furniture was four feet off of the ground...Priceless!...

More On The Trip
What the hell is wrong with me? When did I become such a weak minded and emotional mess? I have cried, I mean literally broken down with tears in my eyes and cried about 5 times in the past 2 days. When did I become this person? When did I become a person who can not deal with reality, can not handle what is going on around me, walks away to shed a tear rather than standing there and facing the issue? Why the hell do I have to be this way? I break down every time I go to the cemetary, I don't sob or anything but I tear up and have to leave the fenced in area. Do you know how hard it is for me to cry in front of someone? I do not fucking cry - Jessie does NOT cry, period! Then when Mawma tried to leave with us tonight when we left I cried when I got to the jeep. We were sitting there telling everyone that we had to go so I could get things together to wash the laundry and pack back up for morning when lapsed back into a different time I guess. She stood up all shakily and s

Choices
School is stressing me out so bad right now. I'm considering saying fuck it, drop biology, and take the 'W' grade...which I wont be taking off my transcripts. Before I make that choice, I'll take the 3rd test and if I cant bring my grade up by that time and the college I want to tranfer too... if that 'W' grade wont matter... than I think I'll save myself and my GPA and walk.

Guess Me?
Where am I right now? Standing here, reaching, wondering. Blackness, white lights, green glows. My sun is dimming in this chaos. I can't lose sight of my inner self. Patience my ass, I'll kill something soon. Silver

The Ripe Cherry
Thanks to everyone who rated,befriended,fanned,and made me a part of their family.Its pretty cool moving up the ladder in cherrytap,its been fun so far,here's to much more fun and excitement! Drink up!

Why, Why, Why??
why the lies why the hurt why the guilt why do i care so much, wouldn't the truth serve much better, then letting my mind wonder, what i could do better, Why do i even care why did i let my emotions get involved, why does it even matter no one really cares about the why, why, why

Monkey Balls.
Amusement Parks An amusement park is always fun to visit on a hot summer mammal. When you get there, you can rent a channel and go for a swim. And there are lots of horny things to eat. You can start off with a hot dog on a word with mustard, relish, and chimichangas on it. Then you can have a buttered ear of garden hose with a nice smoky slice of watermelon and a big bottle of cold jizz. When you are full, it's time to go on the roller coaster, which should settle your race car. Other amusement park rides are the Dodge-Em which has little monkeys, that you drive and run into other balls,and the Merry-Go-Round where you can sit on a big hair and try to grab the gold cheese as you ride past.

1000, 100, 10, But Only 1
My mind is filled With thousand thoughts And lots of them Are already spilled My hand has written Like a hundred poems Of memories that Shouldn’t be hidden At night I treasure Ten beautiful dreams They all are about the things That bring me pleasure But in my heart There’s just one girl One that I love From the start

Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You?
Which Seven Deadly Sin are you? Lust- Sex is a major part of your life. You don't love, only chase tail. You will make love to the wrong person and end up with an STD.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Update On The Babies...
I came up with an idea, after thinking about the babies for a while...I put them in a glass bowl with their nest and put them back in the cabinet...now I'm thinkin' another female will hopefully come and take care of them.... Sssshhhhhh....I know, I know, stupid...then you will have more mice in your house...And, yeah...they are just mice...but it is different for me... I checked this mornin' and feel alot better now...yep, you got it, no babies in the bowl this mornin'...now I have mouse traps in the house (the glue type), and they will be caught again one day soon, then they will be taken to the woods and let loose...why didn't I do that in the first place??? They didn't even have their eyes open to see, they wouldn't have made it... ALL living things deserve the right to have a fighting chance in this world, when their eyes open they will have a fighting chance to atleast see what is coming their way, and to get away... Thank you all who read this, for takin' a moment to

You're In Love...
When distances get you but still you hold on When boundaries limit you but still you move on You’re in love. When the thought of losing someone gives you, shivers When there is no space for fears You’re in love. When you find perfection in imperfection When everything around you is about satisfaction You’re in love. When you wait willingly When you hide and show simultaneously You’re in love. When you feel happy and sad at the same time When you hold on and let go at the same time You’re in love. When you feel that you’re living two lives at all times When your name gives rise to another at all times You’re in love. When everything inside you is beyond the measure of words When you’ve got endless prayers You’re in love. When you say without thinking When you know without hearing You’re in love. When hearing a name makes your days forever When there’s a hope of growing old together You’re in love. When you find happiness in someone’s smile W

Venting Frustration
I know I haven't posted any blogs...however, I am severely upset, and I thought that maybe this may serve a therapeutic purpose..hehe. Anyway, my story starts like this...I made friends with a woman who happened to be going through a divorce, and was in a jam for a babysitter. I have been a single mom, tryin to make it on my own, so when I saw an opportunity to help, I did so. I became her babysitter. Now, I have 2 children of my own, and she has 3. Therefore, I had a total of 5 children in my little Hyundai. Due to lack of space, two kids had to sit in the front passenger seat. They are always in a seatbelt.. I NEVER drive without being sure everyone is buckled. I was stopped yesterday, and now have a court appearance for this. I now I am supposed to follow the rules, but i just feel like I am being punished for trying to help someone. I can't just go buy a new car to have room for someone else's kids...also, the reason for the ticket is the fact that the 7 year old wasn't in

More On Me
So I am going to move to Arizona with this wonderful young man that I fell in love with and he in love with me...I wake up in California and have a smile that won't quit...I smile any way at everything in life...things just seem beautiful when your workin on your own dreams..I can't believe I lost that for a time and went thru depression, drugs, isolation, and suicidal attempts. I can see now that I overcame such hardship and struggles within...I firmly believe we don't go thru things for no reason the reasons may be to make us a better person (always should) or for the benefit that you may be a part in saving another human life thru your story, your pain, your victory, and your strenths...... I'm free and clean of drugs...no more living life like I want to die...I don't take all the chances anymore...And pain was overcame by the love in my heart when I learned acceptance...

7 Types Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7t

Back In Action
hello all my wonderful friends, I'm back, in case your wondering where i was. Then stop now take a pee break, grab a snack and snuggle in, it's story time. Last sunday the 26th my sister fell off the back of her couch while she was trying to hang blinds. Yes not the brightest thing to do, but hey we're not perfect. Now we didn't think anything of it, till i got the text at 5 in the morning that she was in the er getting x-rays done. So i rush up to st. marys, which is about and hour and half from me. Kelly my sister, had a concusion and a twisted arm with ripped muscles. Because of the injuries she can not be alone. So I've been getting up every morning to beat rush hour traffic so i can watch her, then driving home each night to be with ryan. Which just from home to kellys house is about 3 hours round trip. But to make matters worse she is in the middle of sepration from her life partner. So i've been carting her to the bank, b/c amy tried to strip the account. The lawyers office

Da Poem
It's been a bad day I'm getting used to it now another sad day I'd cry but I dunno how I'm drowning in thoughts of how things used to be my chest was shut tight complete w/ purity It's out in the open should've kept to myself I'll learn from mistakes take my heart off the shelf my soul has now left my body alone and it's far too much hurt for my heart to come home I give it up now there's no way to win Without you here my world still spins It's been a bad day I'll try to let it not show another sad day and I'm just letting go....

Head
I have said it before and I will say it again....I love to give oral sex. I mentioned in a former blog(myspace)that I have the feeling I used to be a man in a former life becuase I appreciate a good blowjob. I would never joke about sucking it...I would never start and not finish....and there is no way any of that cum isn't getting ingested. I love every aspect of sucking it. My favorite thing to do is put it in my mouth while it is still limp, and feel it growing. Everything about it excites me. I like to run my pursed lips up and down from the base to the tip on the underside, then barely poke my tongue out, letting my lips round the tip and let it slide in my mouth, then back out, my hand starts to squeeze slightly, moving up and down. My other hand would be holding your balls gently, my tongue roving over them, then under, sucking them into my mouth, my hand still stroking your cock I moan loudly and you feel it vibrate. I look at you while I put my mouth back to the tip, m

A Pray
i'm not asking for a lot i guess here, it was raining for about 1 week now, and in 2 days it rained what usually rains in a whole year there are almost 30.000 evacuated people, 50.000 damaged houses, 2 persons died and 3 are missed... the weather alert continues for Buenos Aires and another 5 provinces (states) I'm looking right now through the window of the office and i see how the lightenings are flashing outside, how the rain isn't stopping... I hope it stops soon, my prayers for all this families

Dreams Awaken
well good news all my love will be in rhode island with me in a week or two and im jittering in pure bliss maybe this is when the nightmare ends and my joy will be i jus hope my dities bless this but IM SO FUCKING HAPPY IM BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Damn Shoutbox
Having a really good time as of late, am woking hard, playing harder even though i still have this damn bug... How you doing? My shoutbox aint working, well pissed off. anyone elses not working? The drive-by low ratings continue; how come ppl can do that without leaving there details? that sucks!! lol Sitting here late at work again! wiaitng for some puters to do thier stuff, but CT and lil chris on media helps the time pass a bit quicker. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! xoxoxox

Such Is Life
Everyone knows life comes at you ten fold, sometimes more of course. But its all about how we react to it....life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% how you react!! Have to hit life head on! Keep the ball in your court! Smile and enjoy! I know easier said than done but talking about it isn't gonna get anything done. "Life's journey is not to arrive in the grave safely in a well perserved body, but rather to skid in sideways,totally wore out shouting.... " HOLY SHIT...WHAT A RIDE!!!" Laugh your heart out, dnace in the rain, cherish the moments,ingore the pain,live,love,learn, forgive and forget, Life's too short to live with regret!!! In a world where you can be anyone...try being yourself!!! Live it up people and enjoy!!! smooches all!!

A Poem
Family and friends, love till the end. Yet my heart bleeds and the holes in my soul I cannot mend. My eyes how they cry and my soul, it longs, I am but a shadow, an unwritten song. Held captive in my own mind, There is no escape for me to find. I scurry about, making the bed of nails, on which I lie. I close my eyes and disregard the life that passes me by. Truth hurts I have been told, If that rings true, then it explains this heart so icy cold. Existence is my reality, life is my agony

You Know Who Ya Are
I Stare at her image on the screen and wonder of the the things shes seen could it be a image of fate or the idea of simple thoughts of late her image dances across the skies my mind wonders is this just or is it simplly a primevil lust vibrations leak from the sceen of her i think site un seen of hair glisting in the sun think of days not yet done the night on the beach full of fun the vison in my mind drifts me off to sleep............

Things I've Learned
1. No matter how bad you want something, If its not meant to be, no amount of anything you do will make it happen. 2. Looks or popularity doesnt really matter in the scheme of things. 3. No matter how bad a situation or person may drive yo nuts at the end of the day you cant wait to spend time with them. 4. Life has a way of working itself out for the best in the end. 5. No matter how stressful being a single mother can be, coming home from work the first thing you want is to put that child in your arms.. 6. People that dont like you, blow it off cuz in the end you get the last laugh cuz you make more money then them at work... 7. With self growth, you cant expect others to be impressed, your the one that should... 8. Baby kisses are the best!!! *smiles*

Yeah Democrats!
GREATEST TAX increase in history! Wow had to top Clinton's tax hike and of course you will try to blame it on BUSH! However there are actually a few Americans left that know the congress is responsible for it and that the democrats are presenting it. The media aught to be ashamed of itself too for not covering it and making it clear for all to see. People wake up and look at what is going on in the congress!!! The same people that pooh pooh the efforts of our leaders to create a happier safer middle east are trying to drain your pockets. Oh and IRAN demanding that great Britain pull out of Iraq. We never punished Iran for the last time they took hostages so here they are at it again. America needs to wake up! If we do not take care of the problems in the middle east by ridding it of the vermin scum that uses such tactics then we are as bad as they are! If you do not agree that is fine but keep it to yourself because I do not listen to deaf dumb and blind!

Work
Have you ever had a day that was good, yet it was bad? I've been writing programs the past couple days for CNC with a 3D cad model.(the good part) I'm still fairly new at doing it so the past 2 days one of the guys was helping me do it. Well he wasn't there today. No biggie .. other people know how also. So I run in to a problem and ask this guy Joe a question.(the bad part) He answers me in a down right snotty sorta way and I swear he was almost snearing at me. I told him thanks and walked away and promptly started crying. Only because I know why he's acting like that. He has attitude because I've missed so much work do to having Fibroymyalgia. Of course he's never asked me whats wrong or how I'm doing. I know I shouldn't let him bother me, but it just frustrates me that no one understands or even cares to try. Yeah..... so thats been my day :/

People And Their Sad Childish Ways
Ok i gotta say this i am getting totally and utterly pissed of with the lame childish bitches on here going round marking everything nsfw. What the hell if your at work you shouldnt be looking and if you dont like what you see move on why be malicious and an asshole about it???? Wow to all my friends on here i am sorry but the childish games of nsfw ing pictures and downrating is getting old. I just wish the people whjo did this shit would send a message to who they do it too and their reasoning for their childish behavior lmao that is all i gotta say lol

Victoria Secret
Husband walks into Victoria's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price, the more sheer, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the most sheer item, pays the $500, and takes it home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on, and model it for him. Upstairs, the wife thinks, "I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on, but I'll do the modeling naked, return it tomorrow, and keep the $500 refund for myself." She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says, "Good Grief! You'd think for $500, they'd at least iron it!" He never heard the shot. Funeral on THURSDAY at Noon. Closed coffin.

Legend
So this morning I was looking at our cherrytap legends. Some of you girls are beautiful. Other I do not know how they got there(Look at #10) Now those who know me know I don't show skin. I am proud to be me and I hope you all accept me for the geekygurl I am. Now I want you all to go look at the Legends List. Now tell me..I would stick out like a sore thumb. I'm not hot or built like the others but I am sweet and smart. I have skillz :) I want to prove that a normal girl can be a legend on CT. I have 5250 Friends. I have 2454 fans. I only need a little over 100 fans to be a legend. This isn't about popularity to me. I am not begging you to fan me. I want people to stop thinking about boobs etc and think about what a legend is.I know what CT is about LOL. And I know how the game is played but, hear me out! A legend is a person who embodies the pinnacle of all the important social aspects. Any person who is funny, reckless, original and sensitive in the right measures is likely to be

Feeling Down
YES I AM FEELING DOWN, AND HERE ARE THE REASONS WHY.1) EVERY TIME I MAKE A MOVE UP I GET KNOCKED DOWN,2)MY EX BITCH WON'T INFORM ME ABOUT MY SON,3)EVERY TIME I THINK I HAVE FOUND THE ONE MY DAM HEARTS GETS BROKEN AGAIN,4)I WORK CLOSE TO 60 HOURS A WEEK AND DON'T HAVE A DAM THING TO SHOW FOR IT.5)FUCKIN CHERRY TAP KEEPS REJECTING MY SALUTE PICS,HELL SOME THAT I HAVE SEEN ARE WORSE THAN MINE,6)SHOULD I LEAVE CHERRY TAP,HMMMMMMMM,WELL I HAVE MADE SOME AWSOME FRIENDS ON THIS SITE,WHO WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE,BUT I AM GETTING SO DAM TIRED,IN A SHORT TIME I MAY BE PARALIZED FROM THE BOTTOM DOWN,MEANING MY LOWER HALF,EVERY DAY THE PAIN IS GETTING WORSE,SO I NEED FEED BACK FROM ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS,FAMILY,

Omg
why is everyone leaving cherry tap. every day i come on more and more people on my friends list are quiting this site, i think there been about 20 people leave over the last 2 weeks, 5 over the last 2 days, more are thinking of leaving, some of the people whos gone i use to like to chat to. whats going on whys everyone going

The Hugest Grin...
i have jaw ache, my kids have only been with me 4 hours now and i haven't stopped smiling. They are sleeping angels right now and it's all i can do not to wake them and give them huge hugs...... They are my miracles, my pride and joy :-) A Proud Father David

Feelings
I have loved,hurt,hurt someone, and felt out of place. There has been just too much going on and more than anything I have just wanted to feel that unconditional love. Yes I know that is asking alot but hey you can dream can't you. Life is full of hurt and love. Too many mistakes are made that can lead someone down a path that will put them in love with the wrong person. You know that someone that you believe that beyond a shadow of a doubt that they love you and want to be with you the rest of their life. They promise you the world and so on. Then there comes that day that your world has been turned upside down. You are hurt,and can't understand what you have done wrong to make them not want to be there with you anymore. But then life goes on...YOu may go on for a long time and want nothing more than to be with that person still, but then you may go on and find someone new. Yes love is crazy but hell what is it really. Yes just a word mostly. You can tell someone you love them all day

Just My Dribble Again
She She greets me and I feel as though I could fly She is like a wonder drug that gets me high She sweeps me off my feet with a angels smile She is my own private paradise isle She enraptures my soul when I do see She has sent but simple words to me She is the one who does fill my mind She is my treasure, my rare find She is the one I miss most when I do seek She is the on of whom my soul does speak She is kept in my thoughts I hear her name She alone is the keeper of desires flame She is the one that I feel was sent for me She is the one hope and dream my sweet melody She is sung in the mind and in the heart She is the one my love will never let part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Rating Me And My Photos
I'VE BEEN A MEMBER ON HERE FOR NOT TOO LONG OF TIME AND I DON'T WANT TO COME OFF AS NASTY BUT THE WAY I LOOK AT THIS IS THIS, IF YOU LIKE ME, MY PROFILE, MY PICTURES AND RATE THEM A 10 OR A 9 OR EVEN A 8, THAT'S GREAT BUT IF YOU RATE ME ANYTHING LOWER THAN A 5, I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT YOU RATE ME WHEN IT COMES TO A FIVE OR BELOW, THE WAY I LOOK AT IT IS, LOOKS AREN'T EVERYTHING, IT IS WHAT IS INSIDE THAT COUNTS AND IF PEOPLE ARE GOING TO START DISSING ME BECAUSE I'M NOT GREAT LOOKING OR THAT YOU CAN'T STAND DISABLED PEOPLE THEN FUCK OFF, BECAUSE I WILL BE WHO I AM AND THAT IS ME AND IF PEOPLE GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME, IN ANY SHAPE FORM OR FASHION, CAN GO TAKE A FLYING JUMP OFF THE FIRST BRIDGE THEY FIND BECAUSE RATING ME LOWER THAN A 5, I COULD GIVE A FUCK LESS ABOUT AND ANY NEGATIVE COMMENTS, I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT TOO, IF THERE POSITIVE COMMENTS AND FEEDBACK, THAT'S SUPER! I KNOW ONE THING, I NEVER PROCLAIMED TO BE GOOD LOOKING BUT IF SOME WOMAN LIK E MY GIRLFRIEND WHO

Captivated Distraction...
Captivated Distraction Living each day Eyes open In search of something One may never find A simple look One who can see The transparent me A huge heart Inspired by love Wanting to be held He reached in Through the obstacles Touching me With his kindness We danced Embraced life Feeling things For the first time He held me Captivated Soft kisses Wet by wine Drenching me With emotions Puddles of passion Dripped by desire He consumed me Damped lips Sipping slowly In his arms So strong Fingers to flesh In his thoughts Shared words Lingered lust Lost within His breath We tasted Enjoying each other To the fullest flavor My mind’s now Distracted By overflowing Thoughts Of yesterday’s drink Thirst to be quenched Once again By you Written by Melody 3/30/07

We All Need A Tree
I hired a plumber to help me restore an old farmhouse, and after he had just finished a rough first day on the job: a flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric drill quit and his ancient one ton truck refused to start. While I drove him home, he sat in stony silence. On arriving, he invited me in to meet his family. As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands. When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation.. His face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his two small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterward he walked me to the car. We passed the tree and my curiosity got the better of me. I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier. "Oh, that's my trouble tree," he replied "I know I can't help having troubles on the job, but one thing's for sure, those troubles don't belong in the house with my wife and the children. So I just hang th

My Brother
COME STIAMO IN PIEDI CADIAMO. COME LA VITA GLI E DATA E PORTATO. COME IM THERES TRISTE ALCUNI UN FELICE COME PIANGO QUALCUNO SCHERZA. Non MAI FINCHE L HO LA VITA DI BRO si ARRENDERA A DIO AMERICANO DEVE DEGLI Stati Uniti CHE IL MIO MAGGIO DI FRATELLO ESTENDO LA MIA MANO IL MIO CUORE IL MIO AMORE PER IL SUO AMICO SPEDISCE IL SUO IL MIO RICO DI FRATELLO PER PRENDE CHE DIO NOI HA DATO QUEL 'EACHOTHER RICO L AMO.

Thank You For Making Me Feel Good About Myself.
I went to walmart and I know this is stupid of me to do in the first place, but I needed to get some sheets and it was on the way home. I just got a bed, by the way. No more using the floor. That feels good to say the least. Anyway, I'm in there and everyone is all mullety and greasey. Honestly these people had a sheen on their hair and skin. I don't know if I was just working in corporate too long, but showering. Theres nothing past that i have to say. Fucking gross people. Go shower. Not to mention the forty year old wigger talking to the normal black hanging out outside walmart with his kid about smoking everything since he got out of jail. The black dude I could tell wanted to kick his ass for talking about this crap in front of his kid. Seriously, and yes fucking greasy redneck looking mother fucker. Now, there is being country and being redneck. This guy was full on trash of the trailer. His neck was losing skin. That is how red it was. Anyway, I digress. My new

Good Morning
Good Morning 3-30-07 Fall asleep next to me Fall asleep in my arms Fall asleep with my kiss Fall asleep knowing I will be there all night And wake you With the same kiss In the morning I love you From here to eternity Now to forever Always to ever Do not dream of me For I will not dream of you Dream of us always Things to come true Kiss me once more Good night and good morning

Can I Awaken
Can I awaken your heart from it's sleep. To arouse inside those passions you keep, with a feeling of closeness too hard to deny, that your heart will openly and willingly comply. Can I awaken your soul just once more, with the colors of love and all it's decor. To bring back those memories of love that did exist, the feelings it held with all of its bliss. Can I awaken your eyes to see, this love I can offer that will always be, full of kindness and gentleness too, with a sprinkle of thoughtfulness, to offer you too. Can I awaken your arms to feel, a tight embrace, that is oh so real. to close all doors to the world outside, to bring out your love that you so desperately hide.

Look What I Got In The Mail!
Look! A COLOR picture of my car speeding in a school zone! YES! Go me! BTW, That is not my address listed on there. I thought I had saved it blurred out but it didn't save right but haha thats not my address.

Not To Brag Or Anything.....
i just got back from the local high school musical....they did grease....and my niece was patty simcox...and i must say... SHE WAS AWESOME!!!! ps didi mention that she sang the national anthem on tv?? yeah she pretty much rocks!

Blog #1
I love to write blogs about anything so if you are on my friends list, check back often!! Most of the time they never say anything important but I get bored alot! Baseball season starts this week and I am so excited! I have been waiting several months for this!!!!! I can't wait to cheer for the Cubs yet again. At least this year I will have something to cheer about (hopefully) Well, it is almost bedtime and as soon as I finish my Mudslide, that is where I am headed.

Blindfold
Something is different today. I can’t put my finger on it, but it is unmistakably there. From the moment I woke up. You had been asking me a lot of questions lately about my fantasies, but you quieted down a few days ago. Your silence, however, didn’t hinder my imagination, which is usually in overdrive but today it was working double time. Your incessant probing finally got to me, as I began to mastermind a new fantasy. My thoughts had found their way into my dreams, as clouds wafting in and out; I could see them but couldn’t quite make them out. They were there, but they weren’t. I awoke with anticipation. My hand lazily snaked its way between my thighs and found exactly what I expected - a swollen clit and a lot of wetness. I lightly rubbed myself and rolled over in the warm, rumpled sheets looking for you. You were gone. I quit playing with myself, thinking it best to save it for later. Had I been reading too much James Redfield lately? Probably. And if this was the case and I foll

How Bad Do U Want Me??
HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this and see your results ;)

The Beach
The moon rose full and bright over the quiet beach house. Its light glinted off the wall of windows that faced the surf, breaking frothy and white under the moon. The waves were gentle on this still night and the sea slipped in smoothly over the white sand, running up the beach and around the concrete pillars that supported the house above. The beach was empty for miles in either direction save for this lone house secluded in the back of a slight inlet. A man stood at the top of the bluff overlooking the bungalow. His white t-shirt, stretched tightly over his muscular body, glared brightly in the full moon. He had taken to coming here on moonlit nights to watch the ocean continue its quest to drown the earth. It was a refuge, his secret place. The house was always waiting on him, seeming to glow with warmth when he arrived, never disappointing him, never cajoling him when he had been away too long. She had always been alone, vacant until tonight. He stood atop a small bluff and looke

Fucking Downraters Your A Bunch Of Fuck Tards With No Brains
YOU KNOW YOU FUCKING PEOPLE ON HERE ARE REALLY STARTING TO PISS ME THE FUCK OFF WITH YOU FUCKIN STUPID ASS DOWN RATING IF YOU SORRY PIECES OF SHIT CANT CLICK A FUCKIN 10 THEN STAY FUCK OFF MY PAGE AND OUT OF MY FUCKIN PICS OR IM GONNA GO START DOING SOME FUCKIN DOWN RATING OF MY OWN YOU PEOPLE ARE FUCKIN IGNORANT IM SICK OF THE BULLSHIT GROW THE FUCK YOU FUCK TARDS!

Long Sex Survey
If you really wanna know! Do you like it rough or sensual? Sensual Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? Opposite How often do you like to have sex? Often Is sex a top priority for you? Top 10 Do you have sex face to face with your partner? Yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sex with a complete stranger? LOL! Never anymore! How do you feel about one night stands? Has to be some emotional connection How many one night stands have you had? Enough What's your favorite position? Doggie, Cowgirl, 69 Where's your favorite place to have sex? On something soft! Do you prefer to make love or f*uck? Both Have you ever watched porn while having sex? Yes How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed? Loooong time!! Do you get off first or do they? Try to make her first... Do you like kissing during sex? Yes Do you moan? at times If so, are you loud or quite? more quiet Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?

In The Name Of Love
It's amazing the things a person will do for Love. I myself have commited felonies for Love. Embezzeling, theft, 'running', smuggling. I have moved from one city to another for Love. I have given birth for Love. I've even fucked someone I had no attraction to because I Love the person who set it up that much. I'm even looking for a 'playmate' for my husband because I Love him and I promised to help in this matter (we have an open marriage and I've gotten lucky). The only thing I haven't done was to commit murder. Could I? I don't know to be honest. Where am I going with this......I don't know, except that I had to get it out. I'm sure many others have done strange things in the name of Love. I know I'm not the only one out there who has.

Yay, The Weekend Is Here!!
Like that means much, lol! I will be off to work in awhile. Just need to treat one client and then I'll be home again! Not too bad at all! It is very quiet around here now that Damian and Tim have moved out! Funny, I can't remember the last time it was this quiet. Ah, well. They still have to move a couple of things - and we need to retrieve a couple of things they shouldn't have taken, lmao!! Too much like their Mom, I think, lol! Dakota's dreads are starting to settle down and get that dreadlock look to them. He looks so cute with his hair like that!! I will try to take pics this weekend and post them. Well, my Mom found out about the new piercing, lol!! She was quizzing me down and I finally had to tell her!! I go the usual question of WHY? Hard to explain to someone who doesn't really understand rites of passage and that sort of thing. To her, I'm just the crazy one, lmao!? I don't mind! Someone has to be the crazy one, might as well be me. And to all who have asked,

If One More Person...
IF ONE MORE FUCKING PERSON CALLS ME UGLY OR TRASHES MY LOOKS.. I WILL LOSE MY MIND AND GO OFF..I SWEAR TO THE GODS I WILL!!!!!I HAVE HAD IT. NO ONE ON THE FACE OF THIS DAMNED PLANET HAS THE RIGHT TO JUDGE ANYONE FOR NOTHING!!!!

Inducing On Tuesday :0)
Hey all this litle boy is finally going to arrive in this world on tuesday morning April 3rd ,2007...I can't wait ... Pix will be posted that weekend.. if im not too tired :0).... So he is late as of tuesday march 27th... so im tired of waiting..:0)... ill keep u all posted .. ttys .. love u all ...

Something All Countries Should Think About...
Things that make you go Hmmm... There are no special bilingual programs in the schools in this country, no special ballots for elections, and all government business will be conducted in one language. Foreigners will NOT have the right to vote, no matter how long they are here. Foreigners will NEVER be able to hold political office. Foreigners will not be a burden to the taxpayers. No welfare, no food stamps, no health care, nor any other government assistance programs. Foreigners can invest in this country, but it must be an amount equal to 40,000 times the daily minimum wage. If foreigners do come and want to buy land that will be okay, BUT options will be restricted. You are not allowed to own waterfront property. That property is reserved for citizens naturally born into this country. Foreigners may not protest; no demonstrations, no waving a foreign flag, no political organizing, no bad-mouthing our president or his policies. If you do you will be

Stress
why is it so hard to live with a man you hate and still keep going? stress has over ruled my life and i hate it.i feel traped and i am ready to leave.i am getting ready to leave but i can,t tell him.he has all ready told me he would kill himself if i go with the kids and he is always angry over something.i plan on leaving when he leaves for work so things don,t get out of hand.some may say that it is wrong to leave him behind his back........what do you think? i say i am doing this to keep from haveing a bad situation from getting worse..

Down-rating / Down-raters
OK here's the deal about this whole down-rating petition going around. I suspect alot of people feel this way they're just not willing to say it, so here goes... As far as down-rates are concerned - I've only rated probably 5 people at MOST a '1' and that was because they messed with my friends. As a rule, I give everyone a 10 or an 11 if I REALLY like their profile. But it should be MY DECISION to rate someone a 9 or an 8... Will I defend my decision to rate someone a 9 or one of their photos an 8? Of course! But why should it be that this site forces me to reveal myself if I really don't feel like doing it? I give rates based on my thoughts and feelings for the profile and/or pic. If you don't like it? Too goddamn bad, it's MY life and NOT yours, so learn to deal or get off the site. There's my two cents... DemonStorm

Great Piece Of Ass Contest
*Contest will run for 3 days. *Contest will start April 4 at 8 am pst, and will end April April 7 8am pst rules: 1. NO NSFW Pics Pic must be of the profile owner!!! this is about who u think would be a nice piece of well u know lmao, so requires u to actually check out their profile come on get your friends to enter the contest or enter yourself in..hugs Most comments wins!!! You CAN comment bomb yourself! Let me know who wants to be in contest by Sunday April 1 at 10 pm then no more entries will be accepted.. oops haha winner gets a one month blast let me know in a message thanks

Dating A Marines Daughter
Dating a Marines Daughter being the daughter of a Female Marine this is still true! hehhee Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, In order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your

Ok Lemme Get Something Straight..
so okay i can be the sweetest thing or the biggest bitch..take your pick. but dont say rude things about me. if you dont fucking know anything about me.k...its simple if i dont judge u u dont judge me..this is how i am.. if somebodys "Ugly" i dont tell them that thats fucking rude who wants to hear that honestly..nobody.. and i know what it feels like to be called ugly and all the sudden everybody be like DAMN YOUR HOT...wtf dont play fake..its not happening..and i respect that people have opinions..that's all..but nothing pisses me off more when somebody calls u something that your not..trust me i already chewed somebodys ass out and they deleted all my comments cuz i guess they just tried to bite off more than they could chew and it came back at them in there face..booo fucking hoo..its life.but im just tired of getting treated like shit.. when nobody deserves it.. but oh well people suck... and i work at a coffee house ...kkkk...... so get out of my face if your gonna sit th

People
Most people suck! You wanna know my OPINION. Well socitiy (people in general)want to belive say or think as everyone else does to fit in. I call them (Followers) Therefore if you think differently than others your wrong. I call them(Leaders). Like there is to much bull shit and "stero-type" going on in this world. As if that ever change. I have heard the saying not all women are the same, or men are worse, even women are better than men. I really dont care if they are or not. Just becouse people have had a bad experience or relanship with one person I guess we all should be treated like a disease. Or why some people for instance at a club they think there shit dont stink like there better than you not worth there time. It seems that most people would let a person die before they would help out. I say wtf. I'm not downing any one Women or men but you probally have figured out by now I'm refering to women. (But one specifically). If you say one wrong thing (as if you knew what that was

Truth Or Fiction
As a woman I feel its necessary to disclose all rules...we wouldn't want to man you men do something unethical.... add to or post others not listed so that we women can stay informed... ************************************************** The International Council of Manlaws, Ltd. 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following Circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her Blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for mo

Leaving
would you hold my hand when i am sick,would you turn the other cheek if i bitch,would you walk away when i complain,would you love me for who i am today,would you try too change who i am,would you hole me tight late at night,would you make love in the moonlight,would you walk throught the sand holding my hand,would you stand in front of me or behind me,or would you stand beside me,would you love me till i die,can you look at me in the eye and say good bye.

Nib
Some people say my love cannot be true Please believe me, my love, and Ill show you I will give you those things you thought unreal The sun, the moon, the stars all bear my seal Follow me now and you will not regret Leaving the life you led before we met You are the first to have this love of mine Forever with me till the end of time Your love for me has just got to be real Before you know the way Im going to feel Im going to feel Im going to feel Now I have you with me, under my power Our love grows stronger now with every hour Look into my eyes, you will see who I am My name is Darius please take my hand Follow me now and you will not regret Leaving the life you led before we met You are the first to have this love of mine Forever with me till the end of time Your love for me has just got to be real Before you know the way Im going to feel Im going to feel Im going to feel.....love

Hello Again
Have I been away for a long time and not realised? People keep saying things like "glad to have you back", and I'm not aware that I've been anywhere. Regardless, you're all welcome and I will no doubt be leaving deposits on your pages soon.

In Continuation...
anyway, so we got to palm desert which is where my mom and eileen stayed the night before. i got the pullout couch which was a couch by day and a bed by night. i wanted to read my book for awhile but eileen and my mom convinced me to put on a bathing suit and get my ass to the pool which was SOOOOOOOOO COLD. the funniest thing tho was when mom got into the hot tub and THEN got into the pool. her facial expression at the shock of how cold the water was was priceless! eileen and i cracked up. eventually we decided it was time to go eat or at least go wander in the direction of the restaurant we wanted to go to. i thought eileen was kiddin when she said it was a mile away. she wasnt kidding. but there were lots of cool stores along the way even tho the restaurant we wanted had a line, we enjoyed the walk. we ended up going to Tony's, an italian restaurant with the piano player/singer who butchered really good songs. he "sang" a few frank sinatra songs (it was funny to listen

Empty
Memory needs you or it has nothing, is less than the black box of night, closed indefinitely, less than a never -stirred lake, no thing to press against its cheek, less than rock unturned, no one to witness its shadow beneath, or its pulse within, absent or too slow to be taken. And you need memory because you need yourselves to stay. That simple. You don't want to be, can't imagine being, alone with you. Memory, a mirror, nothing to draw in to yourself, only a growing circular haze, steam, then your warm breath, evaporating, from its cold, unyielding face, you leaning in, trying to see who and what you have been. You leaning in, your surface, met and stretched, across the skin of a river. Drop a single wet stone through glass skin. Self splinters, shatters. Selves undu -late memory’s expanding, receding, circular wake. The shadow of willows dropping their shoulders, giving

But You Call Me A Racist
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and even "The Man" and you think it's OK. But when I call you, "nigger", "Kike", "Towelhead", "Sand-nigger", "Camel Jockey", "Beaner" or "Chink" you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had white history month, we'd be racists. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and

My Weekend Thus Far...
Well..I've decided to start keeping a blog though I doubt anyone will actually read it..lol. Anyhow, last night was fun...went to a gathering at my buddy Collin's house. My college buddy Matt and his wife are having a post wedding reception tonight(they live out in San Fran now and just had a small family only wedding and so now are having a party here for all of their friends)....so some people were already in town for that. I hadn't seen Matt in awhile, his wife went out with some of her friends and I told him I'd drive him so he got housed drunk. I don't even drink anymore so sometimes parties like last night where everyone is getting wasted and I'm the only sober one suck..but sometimes like last night it's just so funny and good to be back around my old friends that I don't even really notice and just laugh my ass off at some of the stuff that is said and done..makes me miss college and a lot of my old buddies...and feel old..lol. LOL..last night, pretty much at my begging, we bro

Send Me Your Fantasies
send me your fantasy so that I can possibly use it in an upcoming erotic story. I have a bit of a writer's block and need some stimulation myself to get my imagination moving so that I can write some more. Give me as much detail as you can... and send it to my email address which is "cleavage_36d@yahoo.com" . I am looking forward to reading your fantasy. 20

Rain
I'm so tired of the rain. It seems like it has been raining for weeks when it has actually just been days. Everything is so supersaturated I can't step anywhere outside without water coming up through the ground. It's a real pain because we've got to take the dog out on the lead. So we have to be out there with her. Lately she's been more interested in just sniffing then taking care of business. Oh well. The sun is supposed to start shining tomorrow for about 4 days. That will be nice. Have a great day! Shalai

Something For All My Sweetie Lady Friends
One Flaw In Women (how true this is) By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 ho

Interested In Becomming A Naughty Vixenz Model???
First Name Last Name Desired Stage Name Age Birthday Location Measurements Size Height Weight Hair Color Eye Color Email MySpace? Model Mayhem # One Model Place # Are you OK with Nudity? Do you have the ability to travel? If so how far? What makes you unique? Describe yourself in three sentences? Why do you love being a curvaceous woman? What can you add to Naughty Vixenz? Why do you want to become a Naughty Vixenz Do you have access to a photographer??? How quick are you about sending in sets?? Can u at least send in 2 sets a month? Pictures 4 Pictures 1 Portrait 1 Full Body Shot 2 Full Body Shot Lingerie Shot/Nude VERY IMPORTANT: Please make sure your local laws allow you to pose nude before applying. Usually you must be 18 years of age or older to apply. If you are in Alabama, you must be 19 or older. If you are in Mississippi, Nebraska, Pennsylvania, or Puerto Rico you must be 21 or older. Thank

I Need One Comment From You To Get A 7 Day Cherry Blast!
I am in a contest with no comment bombing, 1st contestant to get to 300 comments wins a 7 day cherry blast. And in exchange for one comment I will buy you any party time gift you want. The contest is a NSFW contest so you will need to add this person as a friend to be able to view it. Then you can find my pic here and comment it. If you have any questions just send me a shout. Please repost. Thanks!

Lockdown At The Fire Academy!
Boy were we in for a shock when we went to pick up Andrew at the fire academy today! When we parked in the top level parking lot, a security guard came over and told us we had to move to the lower parking lot. The academy had been put in lock down mode. It was 4:30pm and the students should have been let out by then. So we moved down to the parking lot by the doors. On arriving at the lower parking lot, we saw a state police car pulling up. Insert Mom panic here. One of the fire instructors left the building and sat on a bench by the door. I approached him and asked him what was going on. He said that someone had the audacity to go through everyone's gear bags while they were in class, and steal some very expensive equipment. Nobody was allowed to leave the building, and nobody was allowed to go in. Now I usually don't question authority, but nature was calling my name loud and clear. So I asked him if I could go in to use the restroom. No! is what I got. Ok, fine.

Shattered Heart
The pain shoots through my heart I am in shock, never expected it it's already tearing me apart little by little, bit by bit There is nothing left to believe in all the dreams and hopes have vanished again I lost, hope your happy with your win I know I can't count on you, i have you banished You knew how I felt, I loved you like no other I can't handle the pain, rips through me like a knife you didn't want me at all so you chose another I am done, I hate my life I don't wanna start over again never again will I feel what I felt for you even if you came to me beggin I still can't believe if it would be true Did you ever really love me was I just a toy for your game I try to put it behind but it won't let me be try as I might I will never be the same I can't pick up the pieces, no reason to just leave my shattered heart all over the place all because of you I don't want to feel again, too tired i rest my case

About Me!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Jackie Birthday: 1/7/71 Birthplace: Dennver, CO Current Location: Twin Falls, ID Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: I say lt. brown, but ya'll say red lol Height: 5'4 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: Irish/German The Shoes You Wore Today: Slippers Your Weakness: Beautiful eyes and a sexy smile Your Fears: losing a loved one Your Perfect Pizza: Garbage Pizza Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Getting settled. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: Did I really stay up that late last night Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes for sure Your Bedtime: Usually 2am Your Most Missed Memory: My childhood Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Both, just depends Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: Not into sweets, but would go with vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: Decaf Coffee Do you Smoke: cigarettes Do you Swe

Wassup
well im not gonna lie, im pretty fucked up right now.. i was suppose to go out to bar charlotte butttt- we got to fucked up at my house...weird things are going on...i have my techno on and drinking a little..toooo much...hahaha!!!anyways i got my girls by my side...and my men on me!!!lol fuck all yall haters

My Dumbass Ex
THIS FOR FOR MY EX THAT HAS HURT ME HE LIED TO ME AND CHEATED ON ME AND I AM TIRED OF ALL THE BULLSHIT LIES I HAVE BEEN HURT IN MY PAST BUT NOT THIS BAD I LOVED HIM AND TRUSTED HIM WITH EVERYTHING AND THEN HE GOES AND HURTS ME WORSE THAN ANY GUY HAS I KNOW I MAY NOT BE THE BEST BUT I AT LEAST WANT A GUY THAT WILL TREAT ME RIGHT AND NOT LIE TO ME AND CHEAT ON ME WITH OTHER GIRLS BEHIND MY BACK AND THEN STRAIGHT OUT LIE SOME MORE WHEN I CONFRONT HIM ABOUT IT AND THEN HAVE TO YELL AT HIM JUST TO GET HIM TO TELL ME THE DAMN TRUTH I AM TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT THATS ALL GUYS KNOW HOW TO TREAT ME SO AS SOME PEOPLE SAY MY EX IS THE ONE WHO BROKE THE CAMELS BACK I THOUGHT I KNEW THE GUY WELL ENOUGH TO TRUST HIM WITH MY FEELINGS THEN HE TURNS AROUND AND PULLS THIS SHIT ON ME AND IF YOU ARE READING THIS WHO KNOW VERY DAMN WELL WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE YOU LIE TO ME ONE MORE TIME YOU ARE GOING TO BE OUT OF MY LIFE FOR GOOD AND I DON'T MEAN JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE...SO YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR P'

What Am I Looking For In A Girl/relationship.
This is a subject I am normally shy about or more often than not, give the wrong impression of when I do talk about it. But, since I'm in a fairly decent mood today, I figured I'd lay it out in the open. I'll break it down into a few categories, can't put a exact amount for the number of categories since it might change as I write. 1) Appearance: Really this isn't all that important to me. Hair color/length doesn't matter, eye color doesn't either. However, sparkly eyes are a weakness of mine. Body type doesn't really matter either, though it does matter if she doesn't take care of health. I've always been a sucker for a nice pair of legs too, but I'm not too picky their either. lol Age? Well... I'd prefer it is she were closer to me in age, but a little older or a lil younger is fine with me. 2) Intelligence: If she's able to carry a decent conversation, I'm happy. I mean, I don't go for the dumb as a post type, no matter how hot they are. Not too smart, not too

The Raven
The Raven Edgar Allen Poe Once upon a midnight dreadry, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of someone gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door; Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember, it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of surrow, sorrow for the lost Lenore,. For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore, Nameless here forevermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me---filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor ent

Hot Wife
I'm sexy, I'm cute! I'm popular to boot! I'm bitch-wife,!! I'm hot! I'm everything you're not! I'm pretty, I'm cool! Who am I? Just guess! Guys wanna touch my chest!!You can look but don't you suck me! Whoo! I'm major, I roar! I swear I'm not a whore! I act like I'm on speed! Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful well I don't like u either!

I Have To Hope
So it IS Rain seems symbolic though most who feel it's gentle weeping touch would simple say...."it is what it is" and probably even say in a joint of laughter "it's wet". I for one get the message see it's torn picture amongst the scale of human emotion and understand that rain isn't always rain. Days have pas since I left my place of work ...since the doctors called....since they found the very dark spot on my mothers lung...and watched one of her two leafs of life collapse. I understand the rain..... If you know me ...I would never ask unless I needed to....but I do....pray....pray like you've never prayed before....and give me just a few more moments....to enjoy....to understand...to learn Always, Loot

Love Life
they say that women have the exact love lives that they want. so the question is.. if i want a sex and the city love life ... where is it? i have a bit of a jaded outlook with not much expected of this big bad world.. i find that when you have an expecation you end up disappointed.. and isnt there enough of that out there already? i am to the point that consider a love life the equalivant of Girl scout cookies.. the box is only three bucks.. do you really expect godiva chocolate? the answer no. So if you pardon me, i believe i'll hold out for some high quality and remain a bit removed and amused by the rest of the world much!

What To Do, What To Do ....
what am i to do when somone whos supposed to be my friend constantly lies about everything? theres been so many scenerios that i have caught her lying that i dont know wether to belive a word comming out of her mouth or not. im not one to have many female friends because i know how catty they can be, and because "some" girls are so desperate that they will do just about anything to get a little attention, especially from a guy! some of it sounds petty and dumb, but its kinda turned into like a snowball effect thingy. and i just think its hillarious now so i thought i would share with everyone. heres the situation... she tells me " i feel bad ur so nice yada yada... im gonna help you find a boyfriend, u need one" lol i told her it wouldnt work cause ppl are too into the hook up thingy and what not, guys dont wanna be in a relationship nowadays ... well she sets up a date with me and a friend of hers. she tells me she's met him in person according to him that was the fir

The Day My Sweet Daughter Mary Left Me To Go Be An Angel In Heaven
Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Today Is The Anniversary Of My Little Girl Mary's Death On This Day Alot Of Folks Play April Fool's Jokes On People And Have Alot Of Fun. But For Me And My Family It's A Sad Time. We Miss Our Angel So Much We Remember The Good Times We Had With Her.How Much She Had Grown And Learned In Her 15 Months On This Earth.She Was A Very Special Little Girl Who Touches So Many Hearts.She Was A Mama's Girl And On Days Like Today I Want So Much To Hold Her In My Arms And Never Let Go. But I No I Can't Do That So I Hold Her So Close In My Heart.It's Not The Same But It Helps To Dull The Pain.On This Day If You Have Kids Hold Them Close Let Them No How Special They Are Tell Them You Love Them Cause You Never No There May Come A Day When You Can't Do That Anymore. I Hope You Never Have To Go Through That. But Just In Case Hold Them Close Show Them You Love Them. Do It For The Kids Do It For Me And My Angel. To All My Dear Friends I Want You To No I Love You All And I Ca

My Life
Well..I dont even know if anyone will read this...but this is a quick summery of my life now. On March 14th of this year, I got divorced from my husband of 14 years. It is the hardest thing I have ever had to go thru...and I wouldnt wish it on anyone. I loved him with my entire being...and even after he cheated on me I was willing to work it out....but he didnt want to be married to me...so I moved out and started a new life with my 3 daughters. They are the only reason I am still here now and able to even type to you now. I get my strength from them. They are my heros. I wish I could take their pain away, and promise them they will get over this..but I cant. I hurt like they do...but I will heal in time; they may not. So now here I am..on April fools day..which is also my youngests birthday. I am waiting for her cake to cool as we speak so I can frost it and go to bed. It's 1:30 in the morning...but I dont even care. I want to see her when she wakes up to give her her gifts. Thi

Book Report
Students were assigned to read two books, "Titanic" and "My Life", by Bill Clinton. One smart-ass student turned in the following book report, with the proposition that they were nearly identical stories. His professor had a sense of humor and gave the student an A+ for his report: Titanic: $29.99 Clinton: $29.99 Titanic: Over three hours to read Clinton: Over three hours to read Titanic: The story of Jack and Rose, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Clinton: The story of Bill and Monica, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Titanic: Jack is a starving artist. Clinto n: Bill is a bullshit artist. Titanic: In one scene, Jack enjoys a good cigar. Clinton: Ditto for Bill. Titanic: During ordeal, Rose's dress gets ruined. Clinton: Ditto for Monica. Titanic: Jack teaches Rose to spit. Clinton: Let's not go there. Titani c: Rose gets to keep her jewelry. Clinton: Monica is forced to return her gifts. Titanic: Rose remem

April Fools Folks - Here's My Contribution For '07
If you've been slow to catch spring fever, pull some lighthearted pranks. Remember, though... what goes around, comes around. If somebody decides to make you their April Fool, have the good grace to laugh at yourself, and be glad you provided onlookers with comic relief. Put Aries in Last Place Anybody who has ever hung out with a Ram knows these folks expect to be first in all things. If you'd like to have a little fun with your favorite Aries, make reservations at a fancy restaurant, then tip the maitre d' to seat a bunch of latecomers before you. Don't let this trick play out too long, though. This sign is famous for its red-hot temper! Take Away Taurus' Comforts There's no doubt about it: Bulls love their creature comforts. The best way to get under this sign's skin is to deprive them of their vices. Claim that the grocery store stopped carrying their favorite cookies. Pretend that the dry cleaner lost their cashmere sweater. Say that you used their expensive body lotion on the do

Hey Guys.. =(
hey guys i went to the hospital yesturday for 12 hours.. it was such a drag. i couldnt walk by myself yesturday i had to depend on people to keep me up. i was so dizzy i kept seeing 2 of everything. it was awful. then i find out i have acute bronchitis. and it should be gone within a week. which really sucks. well guys show me some love to help me get better quicker.. =) love you all!!

From A Great Friend :) :)
The beauty in your eyes, the first time I met you. The light glimmering off your moist lips. Your soft looking skin was so full of life and texture. The moment you spoke to me, I started to wonder, is she the woman that I lust or love I pondered. It hit me like her amazing smile, I could never lust her, for she has a special aurora. Her façade she puts up, is so high, it deters the unhealthy and the weak-minded. But deep down inside her heart, she is lonely, saddened and deeply hurt. She is the most amazing creature on this planet. She finds ways to make me laugh, make me cry, and best of all make me smile. Her pureness is sometimes forgotten, because of the pain she hides, but she can’t run away from it. I love her to death, and she denies it!! Beautiful angel that walks on this planet, I am so glad that you have touched my prescience with your life and have accepted me as a friend… Beautiful angel,just know that I will be her through thick and thin!!

The Mayonnaise Jar And Two Cups Of Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle; when 24 hours in a day are not enough remember THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND TWO CUPS OF COFFEE: A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the

Random Sexual Experience
Many years ago I was in the military and swapped overnight guard duty with a buddy so he could go on a date. Lots of walking, lots of smoking, lots of killing time. Around 1am off in the distance I saw a couple of flashes of red. Brake lights. For whatever reason, teenagers had taken to going parking on the road that ran behind the base. Not a weekend went by that you didnt have to run off a couple of hot and sweaty teenagers in a fogged up camaro. I supposed tonight would be no different. I didnt like running them off honestly. I knew how difficult it could be to find a decent and safe place to bang like bunnies when you were a teenager, but rules were rules and they had to go. When you do this sort of thing you manage to perfect the ability to build up speed, shut off the engine and lights and coast up behind the car without them ever knowing you were there. TAP! TAP! TAP! of a flashlight on a window and the mad scramble for clothing would ensue! It was a riot and I alway

Down Rater Gives Out Ones- And- Its A He/she- I Dont Think So-!!!! Plus Multiple Accounts-
OK YALL- HERES THE DEAL- THIS IS THE PERSON THATS RATED A FEW FRIENDS A 1 AND ITS ALL BECAUSE "HE" HAS TITTS AND A (CLEARS THROAT) PENIS- JEALOUSY IS A DISEASE DUDE GIRL-- GET OVER IT -- UNTIL THE SEX CHANGE IS COMPLETE- YOULL NEVER HABE A LADIES BODY- YOU AINT WORTH THE RATE OF A ONE IN MY EYES--- ACCOUNT NUMBER 1--- 229542@ CherryTAP AND ACCOUNT NUMBER TWO--- SALLY- OH YEAH AND "ITS" VIC TOO- Sally@ CherryTAP IF YOU HAVE THIS MAN ON YOUR LIST AND MANY OF MY FRIENDS DO-- LOOK OUT-- IT IS NOT A WOMAN---

Times Up
You hear it all the TIME. You never know when your TIME will be up. Alot of TIMES it seems to go in 1 ear and out the other for whatever reasons. Maybe because life is so busy crazy. Maybe because we havent had an accuatance on there death bed or terminally sick or been to an unexpected funeral in quite some TIME. When we have TIME to ponder this subject it may go thru our minds and ya start to think just for a moment yes my TIME could come at anyTIME. Maybe you drive alot everyday and see a terrible accident and start to thinkin, That could have been me it could have been my TIME. And the last TIME I said good by to a loved one all I said was goodby and did not tell them how much I loved them or cherished their friendship. And ya may wonder why dident I tell them? Why dident I express my feelings? Well last wednesday my TIME could have very easily been up. Maybe it was supposto to be. Due to confidentuality reasons I cannot get into details. The event and circumstances are just stoo

Regret
"Regret" Sometimes I wish it was you, holding me close and loving me true. Kissing my lips, wiping my tears, yet your not anywhere near. Sometimes I get lost, lost in my dreams Where once maybe you were mine, and all i wanted was to be in your arms. Sometimes at night I cry, cry for the moments lost. Moments were once we were happy, and now they are my nightmares. Sometimes when daylight comes, I begin to think I might move on. When all at once your voice I hear, and once again I wish you were near. Sometimes I wish it was you, that lays with me at night in bed. In bed with your arms holding me close, comforting me again once more. Sometimes your eyes haunt me still, the twinkle that use to shine through. Still sometimes I tell myself its true, and you are now gone and I am left blue.

April Fools Day
I love to be in love actually. I"m slowly figuring that out. I don't know what is holding me back from relationships. I think I am just missing this pool of women that are single and i don't know.. maybe its cause i don't drink. I know drinking is like bad but it also puts you in more of a social situations. I know must married dudes would tell me the single life is so much better. I don't know. Maybe I'm just not appreciating being single that much. As I'm writing this I think I wrote about this before. Or maybe i just think too much anyways lets talk about my day. I went grocery shopping cause there wasn't any food up in the house. I don't need a lot. but for some strange reason my family makes a lot. Like they are serving for 8 people. no wonder im fat I am eating my lasagna..watching the heat and the pistons.. all by my lonesome. I'd rather be out with someone but idk anybody. Hope everyone has a great week. Preparing for Mondays are a bitch ~Timm

Hello
hello all.. hope your having a wonderful weekend.. wanted to let you know that when you see me online feel free to send me a message and say hello.. and also feel free to leave me as many pic comments as you want and ratings as well.. and i will return the love back for you as well.. just thought i would let you all know :)

Done, At Last!
Okay, so my profile is finally finished... I think. Tell me what you think, people! Now, bear in mind, I haven't had all that much time to dedicate to tweaking this profile, so it's a little rusty, but I think it looks acceptable. Opinions, please? Thanks, Julie

Im Moving Pretty Soon Here.
ok. well im moving in a few days. and when i do i wont have a computer for a little while. im going to go buy one and get the net hooked up in a couple weeks. ill miss you all! you guys fucking rock(for the most part:P ) anyway, ill be on now and then for today. but ill be gone tonight. i will get to a computer when i can over the next couple weeks. so be patiant if i dont respond very quickly.

Type O Negative 3.29.2007 Show Review
Sorry this review is a bit delayed but some stuff happened with a dear friend of mine that I went to high school with and have known for a while is going through a rough time right now and he is spending the weekend with me. So on with the review... The show was really good, though not the best Type O show I've seen. Peter sat on a chair while playing his guitar and singing the whole time while sipping on his bottle of red wine. I was a bit suprised he was sitting down as he usually doesn't while live. I was also suprised at how different he looked. His muscle mass is definately not what it used to be and he looked rather thin and a lot less bulky. Made me hope that he was doing okay health wise and stuff. I enjoyed the setlist for the most part granted they never did "Unsuccessfully Coping" to get people pumped up...instead they started out with "Kill All The White People" which was pretty awesome too. They did about 4 songs or so from the new album, none of which I got into too

First Letter Of Name
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

So This Is Life??
Everyone's afraid of their own life If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? No one really knows the ones they love If you knew everything they thought I bet that you'd wish that they'd just shut up Well, you were the dull sound of sharp math When you were alive No ones gonna play the harp when you die And if I had a nickel for every damn dime I'd have half the time, do you mind? Everyone's afraid of their own lives If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? Am I right? And it's our lives It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember We're alive for the first time It's hard to remember were alive for the last time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember To live before you die It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember That our lives are such a short time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember When it takes such a long time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember: My mom's God is

Best Friend (poem)
BEST FRIEND........ As time goes by I dont know what to do All I can think about is What Ill say to you I dont want to loose you, For you are my Best Friend. You will always be there Until the very end. No matter what I do Ill still Have the feelings I have for you. You dont want to loose, The friendship we have made, I understand where youre Coming from, For I dont want To loose the friendship we have made. No one else can take your place Because you are the one I want By my side You are the only one I can talk to For you do not judge the things I have to say. Will you always be here to stay? If you will, then care for me Like no one else will. Be there for me like I am Just for you. You are my Best Friend. You may live far away Or just down the road. But I know you will always say, What is on your mind. Thats what I love about you. You are never afraid To tell me that you are There for me. My Best Friend. By Me Sarah

Bottled Up Feelings (poem)
Bottled up feelings Why does my life have to suck? For some reason I have no luck, To find the one I love. For the one I love is so far away. No one understand the way I feel, For my life is not real. People do not care, So how can I bare, The feeling of no love. I am so lonely I dont know what to do, For the people in my life, There are so few. What do I do? The people in my life tell me what to do, But when i dont listen, They all dont glisten, So I end up sad. The one day of the year to show your love, I dont like it because, I have no one to love. For some people they can show The one that they choose, But how can I , When I have no one to loose. How can I show you how I feel, When you are so far away, With new things that are real, When the world around me is so gray. All I can do is keep them all bottled up, For no one wants to know how I keep up. For the feelings I have are so tender, But how can you know when you put them in a blender. How do

The Love I Get From You (poem)
The love i get from you....... The love i get from you I cant describe. no one else can understand what you have to offer me its hard to explaine how happy you make me feel, Every time i see you, you bring a smile to my face that no one else can ever replace You tell me im amazing ever minute or so and from that i cant help but smile The love i get from you will always last a life time I know you told me that u cant be with out me but dont worry i will always be there. The love i get from you i know will always be there no matter where i go, i maybe away on vacation or with you in ur arms but the love that you give me will always be with me in my heart. I Love you! The love i get from you i know is true for you tell me that you love me every minute you can. I hope this love that you are giving is as ture as you say it is For the love that i want from you is the love i want for the rest of my life. I hope you relize that im not going anywhere unless y

Sex On The Beach
I spread the blanket out carefully knowing that the sand will soon engulf it anyways... I sit with my sex on the beach in hand carefully not to spill any.. I pat the spot next to me inviting you to sit... You oblige and sit quickly... I take a deep breath the air smells of the salt water but the breeze against my bare arms and legs feels like gental silk hands massaging me... Um I dont know if it is the drinks or the look in your eyes that has my cunt dripping wet... I rub my thighs together just a bit... I whisper in your ear "I need you... Touch me" You take my almost empty glass and down what is left and throw it to the side into the sand... You wrap your arm around my waist and press your chest against mine. We are so close and I can smell the liquor on your breath, I go to kiss your lips but you turn your head and move to my neck.. you nuzzle me and slowly slide the straps down on my tank top... revealing my flesh.. Goose bumps invade my whole body as my breasts are revealed and

The Voice In The Darkness
Lightening flashes, thunder knocks me to my knees, Rain pounding on my face, this pain is killing me, then a voice from the darkness, whispers my name, Says "be still my child", There would be no roses without the rain, I find the strength to stand, As soon as i step, i fall, for my lantern blew out, and i start to call, Then a voice from the darkness, whispers to me, Open your eyes my child, i'll light the way for thee, but now i feel so tired, No will to move on, I've carried my cross as far as i can, i'm just not that strong, Then out of the darkness, a voice whispers to me, give your hand my dear child, you can walk with me, Now I know through all my struggles, it's you who carries me, When i hurt, when I'm lost, its you who leads me. I love you angel, Keep your faith.

I'm Crackin Skulls
So i'm watchin this show Planet Earth on discovery...beautiful show..i love the cinematagrophy *sp* anyways there is a segment on penguins right now...Jason has barely said two words to me in the last hour..and this is what comes out of his mouth.. "Not for nothin babe, but those penguis would come up to your boobs on you* if looks could kill... one of ya'll would have to help me dispose of the body.

Vote For Me Please!
RATE ME ALSO! > ********************************* > > 1~Comment bombing is definitely allowed. > > 2~Ratings will be used to determine the winner if there is a tie on comments. > > 3~ZERO TOLERANCE FOR CHEATING!! This means no freshmeat. All comments must be from an account that is level 5 or above. This will be monitored very closely so that everyone has a fair chance to win the blast. > > 4~No downrating of other contestants. Keep in mind that a rate counts as a rate even if it is downrated. > > 5~Everyone must agree to keep this friendly and fun. I have had enough of the drama in some of the other contests I have ran across. > > ********************************* > > There will be consolation prizes for all entries with at least 1000 comments at the close of the contest. The prize depends on number of comments. > > > Freedom Isnt Free Lieutenant General for The ‡±Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz±‡ Of CT@ CherryTAP > >

Sex Toys
Hey people i just thought i'd post a new blog. This time im dissing on lame ass people who want to judge something they have never tried. I can't stand it when people think im weird because i think its okay for couple's to be swingers or that i love sex toys. I'm open and thats just the way i am. No it's not whorish and so what what if it's not normal. Normal's overrated anyways i refuse to conform so girls enjoy your sex toys and guys have fun spicing things up and to all you other folks who thinks its wrong just shut the hell up haters. I mean really whats so wrong with it. Everybody deserves toys even grown folks whats the point in living by society's rules. Why limit yourself and think of the fun you could of have. So be unique don't conform and play with ya toys. HAHA

*screaming* ....laughing . .crying . And Some Other Stuff . .if Your A Friend .. Give It A Read Lol
Okay you all .. you may have noticed ive been oh a lil Moody these past days .. I dont mean to be .. my doctor has changed my meds YET again . and its taking me a lil while to get adjusted . so .. before i can think . i do .. .. so please .. kinda just ignore me .. one min im laughin the next im sitting here cryin my eyes out . im sitting here thinking what the hell was i thinking ??? Dont run away from me . im not being put on the bus for the loonie platoon .. Quite yet .. I adore you all .. Xoxoxoxoxo . and I will let you all know when things mellow hahaha .. Catch ya on the flip side :) Lotsa Lub . Wen :)

My Last Contest For A While
YUP ONCE AGAIN IM BEGGING FOR YOUR HELP...IM ADDICTED TO THIS STUFF...LOL...BUT THIS IS MY LAST CONTEST FOR A WHILE THERES ALOT OF COMPITION AND ITS GOING TO BE A HARD ONE TO PULL OFF...YOU ALL KNOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE YOUR HELP IN THE PAST AND I TRY MY BEST TO RETURN THE LOVE IN UR CONTESTS.....IF YA CAN SPARE ME SOME MORE BOMBING IS ALLOWED...THANKS A MILLION FRIENDS FAMILT AND FANS I LOVE YOU GUYS YOU ROCK!!! CLICK THE PIC AND BOMBS AWAY

Pinch My Nipples,
Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads,

A True Boyfriend
give her a hoodie of yours so other people know shes taken by you leave her sweet messages for when she wakes up sneak up behind her grab her by the waist do ANYTHING to make her smile ALWAYS make her laugh tell her shes beautiful not sexy tell her she has amazing eyes buy her things just because when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend say i love you to her face not just over the phone if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay NEVER cheat on her call her just to say hi kiss her on the forehead when you walk with her, walk slowly tickle her even when she says stop tell her you miss her.. even if you just saw her an hour ago DON'T SAY I LOVE U UNLESS U MEAN IT! kiss her for no reason when she complains about how she looks tell her she's perfect just how she is LISTEN to her when she talks tell her your secrets protect her DON'T lie to her,NO MATTER what it's about.

Will This Lesson Ever Stop?!
I was stupid and let a guy go. A guy that was wonderful gentle kind loving. Yes he had a short temper. But no ones perfect right so everyone has to have one thing to keep them from being perfect right? But he was gentle loving kind. Yes i know ive already said this but its true. Until now, ive never met anyone that loved me more then he did. I was stupid and let him go for someone else. Someone I knew even then wasnt right for me. I knew the relationship wasnt going to work with that guy. But i was stupid and made that mistake anyways. Ive spent months trying to get him back. Since the mr wrong broke up with me. Ive been trying to get Mr right back. But I find out tonight its been nothing but a waste of time. I find out tonight that my Mr Right doesnt love me anymore. Can't say i blame him I wasnt a good girlfriend to him. I was faithful to him. But im sure he'll agree with me on this. I stunk in every other department. So i cant blame him for not loving me anymore. I just have to life

I Found The Butterflys & Sparks
it came out of no where.. i wasnt even looking.. I used to believe the good in the world untill I suffered the evil in it.. that was my new thought on life since March.. I was afraid to go out.. afraid to be seen.. but fighting againts what has been done to me.. I went out on a date with this guy.. and he showed me i didnt have to hide. then Jason and I kissed.. and I felt the butterflies and the sparks that i have been so long searching for, yet hindering them behind the wall i built.. Jason has broken down so many bricks and I thank him for it. All write more later.. goodnight everyone and thanks for caring enough to read this.. *muah*

Emptiness...
I have never really known what it means to truly be empty and alone.. But recently I experienced that one time and one time only... I can say I REALLY did NOT like that! but fortunately my honey proved herself to be the stronger of us two and held on for dear life... I will NEVER again place myself in that situation but rather hold on with IRON determination to the one woman I love... honey.. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.. and you know how special you are to me.. I will forever cherish your love for me.. until the day I die!

Girls, Photography And Honesty
I last night I went to the Ivy with a friend and we met these two hot blonde girls wearing Dolce Gabbana from head to toe. While I went to the restroom my friend told the girls that I was a world renowed photographer looking for new models to shoot. Oldest trick in the book. But because, I’m such a nice person. These girls believed it. We then went to have a bar to have more drinks I found out what my friend did out after I had spent the night at Cassi’s place. We were all drunk. Now what? I don’t like pretending to be something I’m not. I’m very honest and don’t have the “Player” mentality like my friend has. It seems like everyone was using everyone. Except for me as I wasn’t using anyone as I did not know. I was perturbed when I found out. My friend says he was doing me a favor for helping him out before. Should I even say anything? Then again the girls didn’t ask. Don’t ask don’t tell. I need to figure this one out by Wednesday as I’m seeing Cassie again. Tired to figure this

Erotica: Waterfall
The lunch was simple, some sandwiches, some wine, some cheese, most of all some flirting. Cleaning up and sitting there on the blanket you bought I'm amazed by how the noon sun reflects of your hair and skin. It seems to give you an angelic aura which increases my longing for you. You finish wiping your mouth and smile at me.. "I have something to show you.." the coyness on your face and in your voice only increase my longing. "Oh really?" I laugh back my mind suddenly filled with visions of lust.. "Yes I do hun...but its gotta be a surprise.." you reach into your purse and pull out a small black blindfold.."Let me put this on you..then I'll bring you to where we need to go..I want it to be a complete surprise.." your smile is positively devilish now, in complete contrast to the angelic glow coming from your body. But I dont think about..I simply agree and before I know your blacked tou the outside world to me. You take my hand and whisper to me "Don't wo

Redneck Proud
Understanding Redneck Philosophy By- Donald K. Burleson The term "redneck" is often misunderstood by those north of the Mason-Dixon line. Many Yankees misunderstand this beloved term of endearment and treat the word as if it were some kind of insult. A true Southerner understands that achieving the state of Redneck is a noble pursuit. The guiding principles of Redneck philosophy are easily misunderstood by outsiders, so let's take a closer look at the goals of those who strive for the state of Redneck. Also, see my related notes on red neck art collecting and Redneck Cuisine ideas. The Redneck Philosophy Being a "real" Redneck is so much more than driving a pick-up truck and naming your dog Bubba. A true Redneck does not feel the need to impress people with the outward trappings of superficial wealth and a real Redneck is perfectly comfortable in an Armani suit or a stained t-shirt. Redneck art is now being sold in the top galleries, and make sure to read by note

Today's Activities
Today's activities don't consist of much, but should be fun....hopefully! The home opener to the Brewers is today and guess who's going? That's right, me. :) I'm leaving around 11ish or so and yes, I'll have a pretty nice buzz before then. No worries, I'm not driving. :) Hopefully they can pull of a win against the Dodgers, but who knows. I just go to have a good time. I apologize in advance for any drunken phone calls I may make...Jenny, I warned ya ahead of time lol. I hope the rest of you have a great day. :) Muahs!

Life, Explained. (lol)
"Creation of Life" On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty

Angel
Aerosmith - Angel I'm alone, yeah, I don't know if I can face the night I'm in tears, and the cryin' that I do is for you I want your love, let's break the walls between us Don't make it tough, I'll put away my pride Enough's enough, I've suffered and I've seen the light Baby, You're my Angel, come and save me tonight You're my Angel, come and make it alright Don't know what I'm gonna do about this feelin' inside Yes, it's true, loneliness took me for a ride Without your love, I'm nothing but a beggar Without your love, a dog without a bone What can I do? I'm sleepin' in this bed alone Baby, You're my Angel, come and save me tonight You're my Angel, come and make it alright Come and save me tonight (Guitar Solo) You're the reason I live You're the reason I die You're the reason I give When I break down and cry Don't need no reason why Baby, baby, baby You're my Angel, come and save me tonight You're my Angel, come and make it alright You're

Blast Giveaway
Hey Everyone..Me And My Friend Victoria Are In A 30 Day Blast Giveaway!..We Need 50,000 Comments Together To Get It!..If You Have A Few Extra Minutes Plz Stop By And Show Some Love..Let Me Know If You Do..I'll Buy Ya A Lil Something :) x0x0x -Ash

Soo..
im off for 3 days in a row again..yay...um soo im really happy now..i really like somebody..but anyways...besides that. i just think im going to stop talking to the people that treat me like shit..and surround my self with people that actually treat me good.so i woke up fine for school (college) and then i was in math class ugh.. the teacher is soo boring.. i was like dozing off..then i was like theres no way in hell i could do it another class soo i went to my next class found out what we were doing blah and then went home...soo ya..im gonna go to sleep...go see my uncle so he can fix my air bag light... since the floood fucked it up...and then im going to get my car inspected..yay i love doing that..soo ttyl and then im going to talk to someone special later..yay...

A Tribute To Smitty
I met Sergeant Edward Smith (Smitty) when I was assigned to the Old Guard at Fort Myer, Virginia. The Old Guard serves a two-fold mission, protecting the President and paying tribute to America's heroes. The equivalent of England's Cold Stream Guard, it's a unit of the army's elite infantrymen with specialty platoons including the U.S. Army Drill Team, Continental Color Guard, Tomb of the Unknowns Guard, Caisson Platoon and the Presidential Saluting Battery. Assignment to the Old Guard is one of the highest honors the military can give a soldier. Requirements for assignment to the Old Guard are strict. Every member must be eligible for White House Security Clearance (clearance to stand before the President of the United States while under arms). A GT (intelligence) score above 100, a clean civilian and military record and a perfect physical profile are all mandatory. You can become a member by proving yourself in Basic and Advanced Individual Training or by proving yourself

Downraters
OK, FINE, I GET IT, NOT EVERYONE IS A COLTS FAN. HELL, YOU MIGHT NOT EVEN LIKE THE WAY I LOOK IN MY COLTS HAT, FINE. I ALSO REALIZE THERE ARE SOME ASSHOLES ON CT WHO THINK IT'S FUNNY TO GO TO PEOPLE PROFILES AND GIVE THEM 1'S. I TRIED TO TAKE THE HIGH ROAD AND NOT LET IT BOTHER ME........TRIED, NOW IT'S JUST GETTING FUCKING RIDICULOUS. I BELIEVE EVERYONE IS ON HERE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE ONLINE AND SHARE SOME COMMON INTERESTS. YEAH I KNOW I GET POINTS EVEN FOR THE LOW RATINGS AND YEAH SOME PEOPLE HAVE ACCIDENTLY RATED SOMETHING LOW (I HAVE A FEW TIMES) BUT QUICKLY RECOVERED AND RATED A 10 OR 11. I DON'T THINK IT'S A COINCIDENCE THAT THE ONE PIC IN MY PHOTOS THAT KEEP GETTING LOW RATES IS THE ONE WHERE I STATE "LOVE THE COLTS". THANKS TO THE POWERS THAT BE ON CT, I CAN'T SEE WHO THE LITTLE GAP TOOTHED TREE WEASEL IS THAT RATED MY PIC LOW CAUSE I WOULD LOVE TO LEAVE THEM A NASTY COMMENT ON THEIR PAGE FOR EVERYONE ELSE TO SEE. ESPECIALLY IF IT WAS DONE WITH MALICE AS ITS INTENT.

Get Stoned..(way I Feel Most Of The Time..lol)
Hinder - Get Stoned Just hear me out If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes I highly doubt I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's all right now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up making love instead of misery) But it's all right now Without a doubt The break up is worth the make up sex you're givin me Lets hash it out Cause your bitchin and your yellin don't mean anything Don't count me out I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying You wear me out But it's all right now Let's go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up makin love instead of misery) But

Cast A Glance
I cast a glance your direction Can you feel my eyes on you Can you sense me These eyes So soft So passionate So longing So gentle These eyes, are looking at you Do you wonder what I am thinking of Do you wonder what is in my mind Do you wonder what I want to say Do you wonder I am thinking of you I am wanting to be with you I am wanting....

Update Yet Again Lol
More good nes about my sister. They removed the feeding tube today weeee. She's on her way back from a bad place. A few more days in the hospital and she should be able to go home. Once again thanks to all of you that have showed concern It is so greatly appreciated and means the world to me and my family. love you all Bren

I Met A Friend
I met you and your intrigued me I could sense that there was way more to you than I had at first seen I sense adventure I sense a searching I sense a fun spirit I sense a longing for something more You make me laugh Sometimes so hard that my stomach hurts You make me smile A different kind of smile Not one of passion Not one of interest Not one of wanting For now, you are still a mystery For now, you are unknown For now, you are afar to me I look forward to learning more I look forward to talking more I look forward to laughing more My friend, yes you are My pal, I am glad to call you I am happy we met I am happy we talk I am happy to know you But........ I also find myself wanting to know more In time, we will see Poet's Heart07

Beautiful Day
Sunny and supposed to end up in the mid 70s today... a perfect day. :) The weekend with David was pretty good. He played in a District Orchestra on Saturday. I should have some pics toput up later in the family folder. Sunday was church and lunch with the family as always. He got up at 4:30 Sunday morning.. so glad he let me sleep..lol. The weekend issue has been resolved for now. He will be with me Easter and his birthday now. Funny how she tried to take time away, and in the end I ended up with more time.. because he told HER what he was doing. Have a meeting later this afternoon. And 2 tomorrow. I think I would rather be outside.. but its work. I can talk a walk tonight. Been a bit down on myself... and where I see my life being right now. Gotta work on that and be positive. Sometimes I worry about my friends and the people I love so much I neglect my own needs and let things build up inside. Grandpa Dick is home and doing fine. The antibiotics seem to be wo

Another Rant About Something Meaningless To Most.
You all know what the swastika is...right? that symbol of hate and death that Hitler used to enslave and kill millions. But guess what...IT EXISTED 3,000 YEARS BEFORE THE NAZI'S USED IT!! It pre dates the egyptian Ankh as a symbol. The very word swastika is from the Sumarian for cripe sake! It means Good health and happiness and is used in many cultures as a GOOD Sun symbol. So the next time you see either a clockwise or counter-clockwise swastika being used by a native culture or a hindu holy man and yes even us witches....please don't show your ignorance by yelling NAZI at us....we're not.

Cat Shit
spaWHY HAVE YOU CHANGED YOUR PICTURE? OH, WISE AND GREAT ONE! HA!! she squeals excitedly as she spills her first sip of soon to be forgotten 2nd cup of coffee: Well it started with an otherwise boring morning.Going through the usual 150emails a day (groups and crap would love to buy but never ever have the money for like 1000tc queen size sheet sets, Or , that ruby birthstone ring everything was going great, until... Alright I beat the Hairy beast no more emails ,now I can chat with a friend ot two quit being so stuck up You know the slidy thing a majig that the keyboard sits on (((CRASH)))!!! DRAWER THING IS ON FLOOR AND ON TOP OF MY TOES, I am in tears, Sox , the sweetheart that he is, comes running every time that I cry, sees that I am sobbing hysterically yet again, Pitiful such a damned girl my parents raised me tougher than that.God I hate Girly Girls. except one. he sits there looking at me holding

Everyone Is Bisexual
You are 66% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To Realize
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE.

Dreams....
OKAY, SO I'VE BEEN HAVING THESE DREAMS FOR THE PAST 2 OR 3 WEEKS NOW.... AND SOME DAYS, I WONDER, DO THEY MEAN SOMETHING? IS THERE SOMETHING IN THE BACK OF MY HIDDEN MIND THAT'S TRYING TO SURFACE? OR IS IT JUST SCARED THOUGHTS? YOU KNOW THOSE THOUGHTS THAT YOU THINK WHEN YOU DON'T WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN? OR THOSE THOUGHTS WHERE YOU WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN THAT PROBABLY NEVER WILL. DOES YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS TRY TO TELL YOU THINGS.... THAT YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO KNOW? IS THERE HIDDEN MEANINGS IN YOUR DREAMS? I MEAN DO YOU BELIEVE THAT THERE'S HIDDEN MEANINGS? I USED TO THINK THAT THERE WAS.... BUT MY DREAMS HAVE BEEN SO CLEAR TO ME FOR THESE PAST FEW WEEKS. AND I THINK IT'S JUST STUFF I THINK ABOUT ON A DAILY BASIS.... STUFF LIKE, WILL THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND I EVER MEET? DOES IT MATTER TO HIM AND MUCH AS IT DOES ME? DO I PAY ENOUGH ATTENTION TO MY KIDS AS INDIVIDUALS? I MEAN.... CERTAIN THINGS LIKE THAT. IF I SAT HERE TODAY AND MADE A LIST OF THINGS THAT RUN THROUGH MY BRAIN ON A DA

.when.cats.attack.n.stuff.
the cat attacked my head. while i was sleeping. i think she thinks braids are for playing with? or she wants to eat the bands at the bottom. either way...it was a rude awakening. my head is on a little straighter today. with only help from myself. go me. i dun have a lot of time to...well waste today. theres just too many things that need to be done...and no...i havent been procrastinating...they just couldnt be done until today. cuz cmon...good luck depositing $ into the bank on a sunday...sure theres always atm deposit...but im not stupid...it takes 5 - 7 business days to clear when you make that kind of deposit...i dun have that kind of time. and the whole grocery shopping thing? hmmm nope. got paid today...so today it is. yay for paychecks! *dances* especially when they're almost $50 more than you expected? awesomeness. monkey is wearing one of those headbands...with bunny ears...she put them on herself n everything...hilarious. i heart magnetic fields. here!

Online Versus Real Life
This past weekend I counted up the number of people who know me. I mean, REALLY know me.I came up with two: my wife and myself.That's it.Oh, don't get me wrong. Several people know bits about me, but nobody really has a cohesive whole.My best friend from the military, for example, knows I am a Satanist and that I am bisexual, but not that I experienced "mind-altering activities". (He's a big anti-dug guy.)Nobody else knows about my sexuality, but some people know about the Satanism, such as my coworker (who's cool with it), my father-in-law (who's not too cool with it), and a woman I used to go to high school with in Japan (who I told so she would stop sending me the sickly-sweet email she likes to send.Hell, my parents knew I experimented with "mind-altering experiences" but don't know abut the Satanism or my sexuality. What can I say. If we weren't related, I think I'd have nothing in common with them. :-)And even you, dear reader, don't know all about me. However, the thing

Now I Know I’m Mentally Unbalanced…
Okay so, I’m swamped beyond belief, I’m completely ignoring all my friends and family, and I’m STILL not any closer to finishing all my work! So what am I thinking about? Going on for my doctorate, of course. What the hell is wrong with me??? lol I'm almost finished with my masters program (well, except for that damn thesis) and here I am planning to prolong the agony! I can’t really remember how I felt mentally when I finished law school, but I definitely feel like my brain is a bit fried right now. For some reason I just don’t remember feeling like this back then. Maybe I was just seeing all the dollar signs, who knows? hahaha I postponed the deadline for my thesis from this month to the end of summer just so I could cope with all my work, and it almost doesn’t make a bit of difference! WTF? :P I’m THIS close to a perfect 4.0 and I can’t sacrifice my grades at the last minute just because I’m tired. Now I’ll be writing my thesis all this summer and trying to research PhD programs

I'm Done...thank God!
I FINALLY FINISHED MOVING! SO ITS BACK TO WORK TOMORROW AND THE OLD ALARM GOES OFF AT 3:30 AM. I THINK I AM KINDA LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK TO WORK...NOT AT 3:30, BUT BACK TO WORK NONE THE LESS. DID I MISS ANYTHING WHILE I WAS GONE?

How Emo Am I??
How Emo Are You? You are so emo that you are dragging me into your hole of depression and crappiness. Take this as your sign to friggin' lighten up!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The Last Dog
Oppose CA AB 1634, oppose breed-specific legislation, support responsible dog breeders! The Last Dog By Lidia Seebeck The report came in slowly from Muddy Gap, Wyoming. Someone had spotted a dog sniffing around his house in the bitter cold of a Wyoming winter. The person was quite sure that this was a dog, not a wolf. No, of course he didn’t secretly own the dog. That had been banned long ago, of course. This dog seemed to appear out of the blizzard itself one cold night, scaring his daughter silly. Of course the animal was transferred to the authorities. It was determined that yes, indeed, this person really had found a dog, and only its somewhat feral behavior kept the land-dweller from being prosecuted for animal slavery. This dog had clearly been in the wild for some time. Everyone knew that for the last five years only the police, search and rescue, and a few charitable hospices and the like were allowed dogs, and the last one, a Yorkshire Terrier, had died last year. T

[erotica]: Intruder
The lights in the back office flickered as I continued working on my report. "Damn, what else can go wrong," I murmured to myself just as the lights cease to illuminate the small, dark room. Sighing softly, I rummaged through the desk for some candles and my lighter. I set them all around her office, lighting them as I move about the tiny space. "There.. maybe now I can get some work done." I sit back down and glance over to the pages and reread the last paragraph, continuing where I left off. After what seems like ages, I look up at the clock on the wall, astonished at how late it really was. "Well, so much for a decent night’s sleep tonight. I didn't think it was this late at all. I need to finish this damn report before I become an insomniac." With my back turned towards the door, I didn't notice the dark shadow hovering behind me. The radio I had playing masked the footsteps coming towards me. In one swift movement, someone reached around me, covering my mouth wit

Why Do You Tolorate Cheats?
Am I taking iit too seriously when I say i cant stand cheaters and get pissed off about these assholes on CT that put up a PURPOSEFULLY DECEPTIVE main pic? Look I dont have a pic of me as my main, but you dont click on it thinking I am a giant smoking truck with red flashing eyes either. But when you put up a pic of what COULD be you as your main and its a hot chick and you are a MALE? You are a sad fucking excuse for a guy. More like a boy in my opinion. Look at this shit... These are yout TOP RATING WHORES? A couple of BOYS? Gimme a break!

Dang It Who Has The Crushes On Me???grrrr
This still has me scratching my head.....who are you?? I want to say thanks for liking me enough to use your crush on lil old me. I would love to know who does....and if you are still to shy to tell me well grrr. gaaahhhh right after I posted this someone else used a crush on me. Geeesh guys making The Raper feel all special. Well to each of you thanks it has put a big smile on my face every time I get one. You guys rock!!!! quick crush update I have now lost two crushes ....wow kinda sad....

[erotica]: Her Kidnapping
The young woman lays restless amongst the satin sheets, tossing and turning with each unknown noise that fills her room. The wind howls into the night and the trees sway in the bright moonlight as it casts shadows across her hardwood floors, shining faints beams of light through the crimson shears that dress her window. She catches her breath, as she is startled awake, brushing away stray strands of her long auburn hair away from her face and tucks them behind her ear. Her dark chocolate eyes scan the room and stop dead cold as they gaze upon a long figure standing in her doorway. He’s dressed in tight denim jeans and a body hugging black sweater. His eyes widen as his stares have been met with those of his first and only victim. Throwing back the covers on her bed, the tall stranger crawls up onto her bed and covers her mouth with one of his hands. “Don’t say a word and you won’t get hurt. You might even enjoy what I have in store for you”, he whispers huskily in her ear

This Is Sooo Messed Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY ARE THE LAWS THIS WAY? ALAN GETS DROPPED OFF IN FRONT OF OUR HOUSE EVERYDAY. SEVERAL PEOPLE RUN THE BUS.( MEANING THE LIGHTS ON THE BUS ARE FLASHING TO STOP AND THE KEEP ON GOING) WELL TODAY A TRUCK RAN THE BUS. THE DRIVER GOT THE TAG NUMBER AND TOLD ME TO REPORT IT. AND HE WOULD DO THE SAME. WELL THE BUS LEAVES AND ME AND MY SISTER-N-LAW GO TO THE HOUSE WHERE THE TRUCK BELONGS. I WAS VERY POLITE I KNOCKED ON THE DOOR AND BEFORE I COULD EVEN ASK TO SEE THE OWNER OF THE GREEN TRUCK, THE MAN COMES OUT ALONG WITH AN OLDER MAN AND A WOMEN. AND SAYS I DID NOT RUN THE BUS, THE LIGHTS WERE NOT ON.THEN THE OLDER MAN SAID WE WAS ALREADY PASSED THE BUS WHEN WE SAW THE LIGHTS AND THE STOP SIGN. . THAT DOES NOT MAKE A BIT OF SENSE TO ME. BUT ANYWAY, AND THE OTHER MAN SAID NO LIGHTS WERE ON..BLAH BLAH. NOW IF A BUS IS STOPPED WEATHER THE LIGHTS ARE ON OR NOT U ARE REQUIRED TO STOP. IM LIKE OK, WELL JUST TO LET U KNOW THE BUS DRIVER HAS REPORTED YOU. I SAID IT IS AGAINST THE L

Infatuation...
♥I am freakin' hooked, rather ADDICTED to someone who wouldn't likely give me the time of day!! =p Call me crazy!! Waste of time? Perhaps. It's fun thou and a nice feeling to smile. =) Ahhh....women are nutts. -Not so disgruntled Traciepoo

You Should Have Seen The Look On His Face!
Ok... so I am on layover in Oklahoma... if you dont know.. in the trucking industry, layover is where you sit around and do nothing and get paid for it. Some guys love the break, I would rather be working. But enough about that.... SO I am stuck in Oklahoma for a couple days and get a wild hair and buy a cowboy hat. I have never owned a cowboy hat, so I thought.. why not? Its a BIG fucking hat! I have aleways been a ballcap guy as my Hat Collection Gallery will attest, but this hat kind of spoke to me.. so I bought it. In Florida if you walk around with a cowboy hat, people ask "Wheres your Horse?" or say, "Howdy Tex!" In Oklahoma, they dont even acknowledge that you feel like a complete idiot walking around in this new hat! Why? Because they all are wearing one! So anyway, its a BIG fucking hat. Im no small fry myself. 6'4" and 260, and from what I have been told, I am a fairly intimidating presence, but I dont see it. *shrug* Im just a big ole teddy bear! I go into t

1s
Funny how every time I get a bunch of 1s posted by cowards afraid t show their faces, all I have to to ss look at my most recent visitors and there is a bunch of big dark black faces on there..... typical. Now this isn't racism, its just simple extrapolation - cognitive function. (that means putting 2 and 2 together for you assholes who are doing it...and we know who you be.) Dumbasses.

.pesach.
im wearing a dress. why? cuz Pesach starts tonite after sunset. so yeah *runs around like a chicken with its head cut off* hmmm im pretty sure thats a magnetic fields song too. so anyway. this was pointless. kthnxbi

It Must Be Asshat Day!
ASSHAT! This guy just doesnt let up. I finally had to take him back off my friends list, block him on msn yahoo AND here! Grrrr I mean.. just grrrr [gotta read from bottom up..hehe] ->Me: how many fawking times do I have to tell you.. I AM WITH SOMEONE! ASSHAT: why not ->ME: seee. gahhhhhhhh NO! ASSHAT: sexual stuff maybe? ->ME: what kinda 'stuff'? ASSHAT: and do stuff ->ME: there isnt.. but why would you drive all the way here just to "hang out" ASSHAT: sometimes but im serious is there a prob for us hanging out? ->ME: do you let up? ever? ASSHAT: when we hanging out

Cell Phone Cherrytap!
I used to have a Motorola Razor that couldn't even begin to Open up Myspace or Cherrytap from the web browser. Now, I have a Samsung sgh-a707. It's web browser could start to open both sites but could not finish opening them, instead saying the pages were too big. And logging into one of my accounts, wasn't going to happen!After doing some research, i came accross another browser that I could download, the Opera Mini Browser. If you open up your phone and select go to URL type in http://www.operamini.com and you can download the browser for free! Unlike the traditional browser, this one resizes everything on a local server before it is ever sent to your phone. Thus, the pages are smaller and more manageable for your cell phones. Granted Cherrytap is a flash heavy website, that aspect of it does not work on your cell, but you can read messages, post comments, view comments, read alerts, and to a limited degree rate photos.If you find yourself like me and often in a work environment t

Redheads!!!
Saw this in a blast. Had to save it... If you love a Redhead, set her free, If she follows you everywhere you go, pitches a tent in your front lawn and puts your girlfriend in the hospital, she's yours.

Omg Omg Omg Babies!!
We have baby guinea pigs!! Our new one gave birth some time over the last two days to three babies. I haven't gotten a real good look at them yet - but they are black and brown just like the two we have. Upon closer inspection - we have one completely black one, one dark brown one, and one lighter brown one with a white patch on it's head. I have NO idea how to take care of baby guineas. *does research* Mason came tearing in here telling me there was a "mini Cricket" in the cage - I thought he meant a bug. We all went in there and there were babies tearing all over the cage, LOL. Aparently our older one is NOT a female. Pictures to follow as soon as I can get a better look! They are the most precious thing I've ever seen.

Welp Looks Like Im On Here Now
and .. go figure started it off right by someone that i thought i was getting closer to .. screw me over men ill never understand them . .they have one they want anoughter younger and younger . who knos if thats it or what it is .. regardless.. you think your gettin somewhere.. starting something . enjoying someone a bit and wham .. a slap in the face sigh ima pout now and stop my bitchin hes obiouslly not worth it

Rough...
Rough Rip off your clothes with my teeth Lick my lips, staring at your flesh What to do with all of it nibble on your ear You like that? Huh? Scratch down your back Take it... Absorb it... You want more of it... I know you do... Mmmmm... ohhh... I can taste your pleasure As I nibble your cock gently Lick you frantically, look at you from below Scratch my nails down your chest Mmm, you need more? Climb up to you and pull your head back Ram my tongue in your mouth, tasting your tonsils Your eyes closed, I give you a surprise... Smother your face with my pussy... I feel you surprise but you love it Ohhhhhhhh please finger my ass Your cock down my throat Pure need Drinking your precum like hot milk Ooooooohhh...lick harder... Press my crotch in your face Suck your cock like a popsicle Suck it hard and fast You can't take it... But I make you... Grab your ass and shove you further Down my steamy throat I need you inside... Quickly I turn and just like t

My Love, Your Love
My love is like a rose... Its petals represent the depth of my love for you Its leaves represent my outstretched arms loving, caring and giving you warmth It stems represent my loving hands caressing your face in tenderness And the thorns represent my lips kissing you gently to cast away all your fears I am giving you the rose that drunk from my tears A rose that I cared for from the depths of my soul A rose I gave the water of my blood For this rose is perfumed by my sweet love for you Tara Each time you look at a rose think of me and my love for you Whenever you catch its fragrance floating in a gentle breeze Each time you touch the petals as soft as they may be.. Remember my pet,….there is one that loves you,…. And that one is me

Gdmfa [updated]
I hate that I'm not as smart as I use to be. I hate that I have more hates than I did yesterday. I hate that I feel like my brain is swelling. I hate that I'm afraid of stupid things like bugs crawling on me in my sleep. I hate that I'm constantly scratching my head...until it bleeds. I hate that I feel unloved. I hate that I crave love more than anything else. I hate that I don't really love anyone, even myself. I hate that as much attention as I get, it's never enough. I hate that I fucked up my future. I hate that I miss him... I hate that I believe lies easily. I hate that I'm fat. I hate that I'm always in some sort of pain. I hate that I'm depressed. I hate that I'm alone. I hate that I feel so empty. I hate that I'm an addict. I hate that I miss being even worse than I am now. I hate that I watch so much porn. I hate that I still hurt myself sometimes. I hate that I have ideas that don't make sense to anyone. I hate that I'm a felon. I hate that I hate being fucked up. I hate t

If......
Used to be that I believed in something Used to be that I believe in love It's been a long time since I've had that feeling I could love someone I could trust someone I said I'd never let nobody near my heart again, darling I said I'd never let nobody in But if you asked me to I just might change my mind And let you in my life, forever If you asked me to I just might give my heart And stay here in your arms forever If you asked me to If you asked me to......... Somehow ever since I've been around you Can't go back to being on my own Can't help feeling, darling, since I've found you That I've found my home That I'm finally home I said I'd never let nobody get too close to me, darling I said I needed, needed to be free But if you asked me to . . . Ask me to, I will give my world to you baby I need you now Ask me to, I'll do anything for you baby For you baby If you asked me to I'd let you in my life forever If you asked me to.....

My Chemo...
Morning has broken Time to rise & face the world Loose hairs on my pillow Head hurts like pins & needles I reach up to touch it Just to check if I’m bald yet I try to hide from reality I am afraid to look into the mirror To see a pale forlorn soul Peeking back at me Her eyes once gleaming like an emerald Now faded & afraid Time for breakfast a rare delight Knowing that even if I eat I will soon be looking at my porcelain god As it devours my food for me Wish I could hold just one meal down Still … will all be over soon Water works proving sore I tingle as I have a wee They said that’s fine it means the drugs Are doing what they are meant to do But still I shiver with the pain Why won’t it just go away? Who am I now I ask myself? As sleep eludes me in the night Trying to purge the fears I have ... The horrors that come the word cancer You’ll be fine they say to me But they don’t know how I feel

If I
If I If I didn't live tomorrow would u care. If you cared would I have known you cared? Or did you not care enough to let me know you cared. So I died alone when I shouldn't have. If I called you did you ever call me? Did you try to stay in touch? How busy is too busy. If you knew how I felt would you change? But it doesn't matter how I feel when you're what matters. You said it was all in my head. You said I disappeared. You said I exaggerated. But all you did was not believe. Did you try to make a difference? Should I have smoked and had a cell phone for you to care.

To All
AS I SIT HERE AND WONDER , WHAT LAYS AHEAD , I HAVE THOUGHT , AND THOUGHT , ABOUT THE ONE I "" CARE ABOUT "" AND WILL HOLD HIM IN MY HEART , AND HE KNOWS WHO HE IS . YOU , WILL , NEVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE MY HEART IS , BECAUSE IT BELONGS TO YOU . JUST ALITTLE THOUGHT TO YOU , XOXOXOXO CHERIE TO MY CRUSH .

50 Things She Wishes You Knew
Universal truths that all men should--but don't--understand 1. Saying "I love you" immediately before, during, or following sex doesn't count. 2. Real men drive stick shift. 3. I will leave if you lie. 4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts). 5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for a minimum of 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when I have no rational reason to think so. 6. I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper in my ear. 7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look. 8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you. 9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her. 10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you. 11. I expect you to call me. 12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants. 13. I'm scared of losing my independence. 14. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be. 15. Oral sex is your get-o

From Flicker To Wildfire
beauty seems to pass me as permanent as the smoke that dances from my lips to transparent air... i've always wanted to fall in love with my world on fire... the flames engulfing the two of us... an inferno that includes no one else. the smoke fogs our eyes to the rest of the population... the burning runs so deep we scar each each other. i want to brand you with my affection, sear myself in your flesh with such a passion that there is no other heart in the world of which you want to be an object. i want to strike your soul with an energy unmatched by any woman, let the match smolder in your ears so i can be the only one that calls your name. i want YOU, i want you there with me to watch the flare that was once the earth melt away before our witness... be left standing alone, just you and I, to ignite what's left, the only part of life to value... an unbridled passion that kindles the best parts of us.

What Is The Deal With People?
YOU KNOW, I HAVEN'T BEEN ON HERE LONG AND I'M KIND OF PERPLEXED AND FRUSTRATED, I CAME ON HERE LOOKING FOR FRIENDS, NOT JUST TO MAKE POINTS WITH PEOPLE OR TO RATE PEOPLE A TEN WHICH I HAVE DONE, I TRY TO NOT BE RUDE TO ANYONE UNLESS PROVOKED OR ANTAGONIZED INTO IT EITHER, MY GOD, IT'S RIDICULOUS AND SAD ALL IN THE SAME BREATH, WHEN YOUR 39 YRS OLD AND YES I DO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND BUT I FIGURED WITH SOME OF THE POST/BULLETINS, I WOULD FIND OUT SOMETHING FROM A COUPLE OF THEM! KIND OF MAKES ME WONDER IS THERE ANYBODY THAT IS WILLING TO ACCEPT ME FOR ME AND BE FRIENDS WITH ME WHETHER IT BE ONLINE OR IN FRICKING PERSON, I MEAN, LIKE PEOPLE SAY, LIFE IS TOO SHORT AND THERE RIGHT BUT DO THEY LIVE BY THAT OR ARE THEY BLOWING SMOKE UP MY ASS? YES, I'M FRUSTRATED AND PISSED, I PUT UP A GUESTBOOK AND THERE IS ONLY SIX PEOPLE ON IT, TWO OF THE PEOPLE WAS MY GIRLFRIEND KATE WHO GOES BY 'BABY' ON HERE AND THERE WAS FOUR OTHER PEOPLE I THINK ON THERE AND I'VE RATED A LOT OF PEOPLE BUT APPARENTLY NOT M

A Virgins Worse Nightmare
virgin girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents,

Make Today Cherry Spotlight & Happy Hours More Feasible
When I first joined a few months ago the Today's Cherry Spotlight bid was being won for 400,000 Cherry bucks and sometimes up to 500,000. It has gotten to be such a bidding war now that it has been over a million Cherry bucks, which makes it so far out of reach for most others on here. I have an idea that will bring it back down and make it more available for others. DO NOT bid over 300,000 bucks for it. If everyone that is going to bid on it does that for a few days, a few weeks, then it will bring it back down to where other people may get a chance to bid on it. Also if we were to BULLETIN and BLOG and petition for the happy hour to be lowered to 25 or 30 dollars, alot more people could afford to do it and alot more people would do it and CT would make more money from the increased sponsors. Please repost it for me, this bulletin, if you don't mind.

Hillybilly Mirror
HILLBILLY MIRROR After living in the remote wilderness of Kentucky all his life, an old hillbilly decided it was time to visit the big city. In one of the stores he picks up a mirror and looks in it. Not ever having seen one before, he remarked at the image staring back at him, "How about that! Here's a picture of my daddy." He bought the 'picture', but on the way home he remembered his wife Lizzy didn't like his father. So he hung it in the barn and every morning before leaving for the fields, he would go there and look at it. Lizzy began to get suspicious of these many trips to the barn. One day after her husband left, she searched the barn and found the mirror. As she looked into the glass, she fumed, "So that's the ugly bitch he's runnin' around with."

Double You Tea Eff..
Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanna scream at the top of your lungs, "What the FUUUUUUUUUCK??!?!?!?" Yeah well today is that day for me. It's only 8:20am and already I wanna bitch slap the next idiot to cross my path. My phone rang at 5:45am and the asshat on the other end was all perky and chipper and said "Hi Ryanne! This is the stupid Tampon (ok not really her name I dont remember what she called herself) from We're a Bunch of Dumbasses Inc! (not the real company name obviously) And I'm just calling you to remind you that you have an appointment at 7am this morning to have your air conditioner ducts cleaned and serviced!" (at this point I've opened both eyes and looked at my clock and saw what time it was and grabbed the remote and checked the date on the tv) I tried to be nice, honest I did..ok I'm lying. The bitch called me at the butt crack of dawn and had the balls to act all nice and happy to me. So I say into the phone, "Wait wait wait..Tampon? did yo

Our Storm....
Rain falls down upon our passion profound, As thunder rolls over us without a sound. Lost is my soul within pools encompassed in your eyes, My life left breathless as the whole world sighs. Two bodies intertwinned with newfound passion, Discovering new treasures through euphoric seduction. Mysteries explored with each others tender caress, My body yearning for only you to posess. Dew settles softly on glistening skin. I'm engulfed in your love, My soul is enlightened. Inhibitions shed as I release my control, Unto an empowering desire that you now hold. Our spirits lost between my world and yours.

My Feelings, Page 3
Screaming for air, in a bottomless pit of despair, running with purpose, but going nowhere, Clinging to something, But unable to grasp Drowning in silence, waters making me gasp Inhaling this fear and pain and distress Finding no solace, no peace and no rest My eyes tighten up my heart buries deep my soul seeks freedom, as my eyes start to weep Lonely again with no one to hold no one to hold me as my heart turns to cold

My Day From Good To Bad To Just Fookedup
Hello dear friends Wolfie here just writing a blog about nothing! What can I say I’m in pain right now! My head hurtz and no pain killer in this world bar morphine can stop the pain! Ok so now on with the blog! Went to the shops today and this old woman asked me for $2.. So what do I do! I have 3 chose’s 1:say fuck off ya free loader. 2:act like I care and give her the cash or 3:stab her in the eye with my new bladed keychian and walk away knowing I just killed someone?......what would you do? Well I’ll tell you what I did... no:2 ok..... I didn’t act like I cared I just said “why?” that was the worst thing I could have done in my life! She runs strait into a long ass story about smokes and her check and something about a dog.....*??WTF??* Ok that is just too much for me so there I am diggin through my kool bag that reads “What are you looking at!” with a pick of little Jason on it pissing..... Lmao!.. Gift from my girlfriend.... anyway! I’m diggin round and then the old goat has th

Biker's Alphabet
I came home from work one bright, sunny day, And looked out the window, saw the rugrats at play. I glanced at the table, upon which a book, Lay open. I grabbed it and gave it a look. The bright colored pictures, my son had, you could tell, Looked at it, and wondered, in his way, what the hell, Are all these strange symbols and letters about? This is not like the magazines my old man leaves out. I looked at it closely and it went down the list. "A is for apples", the other letters like this. I started to thinking about the best chuckle yet. It's time to write down The Biker's Alphabet. A is for Assholes, you dodge on the street. B is for Bitches, they're looking so sweet. C is for Chrome, the Biker's sunshine of life. D is for Dancers, your M/C bro's wife. E is for Evo, the new special breed. F is for Fatboy, built low for great speed. G is for Glide, Wide, Electra and Dyna. H is for Harley, that hot steel vagina. I is for Iso, the pegs for your scoot. J is fo

True Friends
Here are a few things I found to help you think the next time your bored and want to send a FRIEND something plz feel free to copy and save to your folder. I was inspired by on of our family members I hope she knows how she is (she sent me a few gifts along with a note). any how I got to thinking so Its obvisly hard for people to search out a good comment of friendship so here are some make some one smile send one out. www.hostdrjack.com www.hostdrjack.comwww.hostdrjack.comwww.hostdrjack.comwww.hostdrjack.comwww.hostdrjack.com

To The One Who Holds My Heart In His Hands
I sat at home, Wishing you were in my arms. I closed my eyes and pictured 'us' Together, looking into each other's eyes, Revealing all that is hidden And all that is true. I sat in my room, Thinking about how beautiful and perfect you are And I realized how lucky I was to be with you... Someone who really cares about me, Someone who actually feels the same, And I can't help but cry. I do not cry tears of sadness, But tears of happiness, Because I have found the one person who makes me happy And makes my life complete. I can't help wanting to have your soft lips on mine. Because I feel without you... there can be no me. I need you to help me Through the day Through the good And through the bad. I need you to be you, Because that is who I have fallen in love with. I love you so much My heart stops when I hold you close... I love you so much I can feel it deep down inside my soul. I love you for who you are And who you want to be. And, when I say

Philly
well for those of you who don't know I just recently move to philly and I am bored even more out her than I was in VA. I really have no friends and no Fam out here and I really could use someone to chill with out here so hit me up somtime please!!

Sum Jack Ass
SUM JACK ASS ON HERE ASKED WHY DO i SAY GM & GN EVERY DAY,SO HERES MY ANSWER 4'EM I DO THAT TA STAY N TOUCH CUZ WIT ALL THA PPL ON HERE U LOOSE GOOD FRIENDS IF U DONT STAY CONNECTED SO THATS WHY I DO WHT I DO CUZ ALL MY FRIENDS FAM & FANS i HOLD DEAR!! SO THATS WHY JACK ASS!!

Article About Me On Chicagosrock.com
ARTICLE CAN BE READ HERE ALSO:http://www.chicagosrock.com/chicagosrock_launch_issue_007.htm Born and raised in Chicago, Raven has been in the music business since 1991. At the time he went by the name Infer-red, mainly dealing with rap and hip hop. In 1992, he recorded his first single that was given away around his old neighborhood. Back in '89 he did radio for WKKC, called the young people's network. The show was for kids ages 10-16 and was done on Saturday mornings. Raven did that for about a year before having to leave because his grades were slipping. In 1993 he dropped out of Highschool and started doing part time jobs at retail stores. It wasnt until 1997 that he changed his name to 'Tha Raven' after reading Edgar Allen Poe's tale of the raven. "It was dark, grim and I got so much out of it", he said. The same year, he signed to a local independent record label called Products Of The Streets Entertainment. He didn't get paid for the work done, as he was just happy at the time

Ani.
"Squint your eyes and look closer. I'm not between you and your ambitions. I am a poster girl with no poster. I am 32 flavors and then some. I'm beyond your peripheral vision, so you might want to turn your head. 'Cuz someday you're gonna get hungry- and eat all the words you just said." Ladies and gentlemen, Ms. Ani DiFranco.

I Need This So Bad
only with you Sensual sweet bliss, soft and divine Dance of the tongues, yours and mine Fevered with passion unlocked by our touch Addiction to the feeling I need so much Drawing you in and holding you there Our kiss makes me feel like I float on air The world melts away just you and I Passions waves crash as we together fly Above the world and beyond anything we knew I long for the next kisses sweetness only with you By R. Thomas Dinsmore Day dreaming of something I really need !! SIGH !!!

Spring Time
Just around the corner is a time of flowers blooming, kids mucking in the mud, and a dreaded 4 letter word called..L.O.V.E. (ughhhh!!!)....I for one am happy because, I am so fucking tired of the snow and cold weather.....One of the bright moments for some people during this time of year means a time for LOVE........Is it in the air? Will it happen this time around? No one knows for sure...we all hope for it...I know I certainly do....but at the rate I'm going, it's not looking that good......Spring is also a time for change for myself, time to become more active, and get my ass off this chair every night.....So am I happy that Spring is comming?....sure I am..maybe just not for the same reasons as every one else...regardless it's a time for new beginnings. With the upcoming weekend, I would like to wish each and everyone of you a Happy Easter. Take care YourSweetCanuck....aka Fred

Blowjobs
WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU TODAY????PERHAPS A BLOWJOB WILL LIGHTEN YOUR MOOD,YOU STAND,I'LL KNEEL, SUCK YOUR DICK,I WANT IT,GIVE ME A TASTE PLEASE EVEN A LICK,IT WOULD BE MY PLEASURE,YOUR TREAT,TO TASTE THAT CUM,OH SO,I SAY YUM,...TASTES SO SWEET,IT IS SOMETHING SO WANTED YOU KNOW YOU WANT ME TO,YOUR COCK SO BIG AND FINE,TO ME TO SUCK YOU FOR A LONG TIME HOW DIVINE,I WANT TO HEAR YOU MOAN.AND GROAN,TELL ME HOW GOOD IT FEELS,TALK DIRTY,I WANT TO KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU SO DELIGHTED,SO MUCH THAT YOU CAN'T HIDE IT,TIL YOU EXPLODE AND LOSE YOUR LOAD.

Do Hot Chicks Really...
Do hot girls ever really go for the geek? Seriously, the hotties here on CT usually have pictures of guys with muscled muscles and lots of other babes trying to get thier attention. It seems to me that a real beauty would want to find a guy who is more than a walking testicle. Hormones are nice, but they dont pay the bills, they dont come home at night, and they dont keep it in their pants when the other hotties are around. So do hot chicks really ever go for the nice guy? Cmon, I want testimony form you hot chicks (you know who you are). I want to hear from the guys/geeks who landed the hottie, and how you did it. I want to know why, so I can hang myself from it later...

Not As Bad As The Last, But Still.........
I don't know what it is......none of these guys have the balls to say anything on my page, but they'll go straight to my wife's page. She had yet another guy leave pic comments referring to the idea that our country is shit and that he is a big supporter of Kerry. Well, once again here are my thoughts on THIS guy: First the comment, "Freedom in America is dead, thanks to your government." Look guy, you live in Indianapolis, and the last time I checked that was still inside the US. If you think freedom is dead because you may not be able to do EVERYTHING you want to do, go somewhere else. I'm sure you enjoy the luxury of driving your car, so why don't you go to North Korea. The only persons allowed to drive a vehicle in the country are government officials and other people that are under the government's wing. Everyone else has to walk or ride a bicycle. Oh, and if you ever say anything remotely close to the simple comment you left on my wife's page, you'd be kidn

My Soul
I’m standing on the edge Ready to fall at any time Trying to make it through once more While the mountain is getting harder to climb My smile is fading once again The pain is beginning to show Coming out from deep within Searching, wondering, not knowing where to go My tears are falling Slowly from my face Causing me to cut again Becoming the family disgrace I try to stand up And crawl out of the dark But the blood covers my face The needle leaves its mark Once again I find the needle And make another cut Easing the pain I hold deep within While once again, the door to my emotions I shut People tell me to smile But I’ve got nothing to smile about People tell me to stop the crying Or "I’ll give you something to cry about!" They say whatever they want Just to bring me down But I can’t say anything back, They hit me if I make a sound I deal with the pain alone With my back against the wall As the wall around my heart Rapidly be

I Know You Guys
could you all do me a big favor? go back and comments on my pics,maybe give me some idea what you all want to see with out getting into to much detales,i know alot of them arnt that good and i need to find out what im doing wrong i know there is alot of pics but please do your best thanks you all are awsome

.crickets.&.twinkies.
that soddin little cricket peeked his head out at me last nite...on my couch no less...and there wasnt anything heavy enough to smash its bloody little head in...so i grabbed this empty box...n attempted to...yannow...squish the shit outta him...n he ran...n i hadda chase him...n all the while beating him with this completely ineffective box...until such time as...well...iunno where he went...so i figure..a) theres a dead cricket carcass somewhere in the crevices on my couch..or b)he'll peek his bloody little head out again...and ill be prepared...with an effin shoe! so after procurring a nutritious meal for all of satans spawn...and they have since gone into their bedroom n are listening to music...way cool for me... im sittin on the couch...eating a twinkie...n yes i know they have absolutely no nutritional value and have a shelf life of approximately 7 years... i realise...i really like...to bite off the entire top of the twinkie...and lick the cream out. tadum!

I Got My Lap Top Back..
Just wanted to say sorry to all my friends for not being on.. My lap top was getting fixed.. well everything is going good.. thanks for all the emails and gifts.. Im glad to be back.. hope to hear from you guys soon.. *Kisses* Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~

Keeping Real Was Never Sweeter
Even though I miss you so though everything is all fucked up even when you feel naucious even when people are stuck up keeping it real is what you do nothing couldn't be simpler though distance keeps us away your friendship is so dear most guys are lucky to get laid most guys wonder about sex almost every fucking day i slowly realize what matters the most the affection and companionship you provide is what gives me hope ~Timmy~

Mother....from A Friend
MOTHER This is a truly BEAUTIFUL piece. Please read this at a slow pace, digesting every word and in leisure...do not hurry....this is a treasure... For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this. The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, an

I So Wish
that i had somebody that didnt hurt me and loved me and cared alot about me but i doubt i'll find him.. ugh im just tired of guys cheating on me..i mean do they really think it makes them look good.no it doesnt..and im tired of guys trying to hook up with my friends trying to get back in my life like i will take them back or something... when will i ever find him...gosh

Going For My Test Tomorrow
I will be heading to the hospital tomorrow for a cardiac cath test and possible surgery, depending on what they find. I will be offline for 2 days or more, so try not to miss me too much. Wish me luck guys :) Kevin

Eff Them
fuck parents, fuck boyfriends, fuck crushes, fuck chances wit guys, fuck "i love you"... i'm back to my old self, my old non-carin self. i'm tired of the lies and the cryin and the heartbreaking. i'm tired of listenin to my parents tellin me the shit i have to do. i'm tired of gettin frustrated and of constantly tryin to be on my best behavior. i'm tired of being the self-sacrifice, the responsible one, the "friend" or the girl on the side listenin to your lies. i'm tired of breathing, i'm tired of feeling, i'm tired of thinking and writing. i'm fuckin sick and tired of everything.

Thanks.....
Thanks Thanks for breaking my heart. Thanks for ripping it out, And smashing it into the ground. You broke a healing heart, Already suffering, Already bleeding, Sore from the pain of a loss. I hope your happy Becasue I'm not I just can't beleive you Thanks for making me cry Thanks for making me bleed, Thanks for making me want to die. Thanks for accusing me of something, I never even did Thanks for hurting me, And changing me for good. Thanks for killing me, On the inside So over all... Thanks... For nothing

First Letter Of Name Describes Your Sex Style
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

Come Take A Look......
So anyway, I was reading news on MSN...... the (web page) so anyway as I was. I saw this video and it was a joke on that white rap girl.... called Fergie? I think it is... What a creative name for someone. What a joke if you ask me. Plus I'm not a fan of rap.... to me anyone can rhyme oh boy you can rhyme. To me that's not music. I know a lot of you love that rap. I'm just one who doesn't. That's me for you. As I was saying... without further ado, I think that's how it's spelled ;) Here's a video I found funny, and I must admit Alanis Morissette, is good... She was good in Dogma. I find it really, funny when the guys try and touch her and she lays it down by punching them and what not :P hmm my type of girl ;) lol Just like the girl from the movie The Fifth Element! Big badda boom!

Lost Angels!!!
Lost Angels As I wander through this dream I see visions of beauty day after day angels on earth it would seem average and ununique they always say It saddens my heart to see this and it burns in my soul to see how they are treated How could anyone dismiss how could anyone let them feel defeated. My world lay in ruin as I travel but with one glance or smile renewed With the sightest kindness they unravel It is this that I strived to fix that has insued There are angels that pass us everyday to work, to home, as normal people would do They would not belive it is true in any way but just stop a minute...one is you!

Taxes And Divorce
From the mind of a B.U.O.F.M............ Okay, we'll file this under "I'm feeling a little bitter". Not "better".....BITTER! So I am gonna rant a little. Just did my taxes for 2006. Yes, kinda last minute, but I have an explanation......my ex got her W-2 the first week of February, and finally mailed it to me March 30. It arrived today. As my divorce did not get finalized until 3/16/07, my options were to file married/separate, or married/joint. I asked my ex how she wanted to file. She said to do it up both ways, and she would decide based upon what was in her best interest. Understandable. Last year, after much debate, we agreed to split the Federal return based upon percentage of what was withheld from each of our incomes, and we would each get our individual State refund. I wanted to do that again this year. So, I did the returns. Filing jointly, and splitting based upon percentage of withheld from each, she would end up getting about $500 less than if we file

The Smile Of A Goddess...
The Smile of a Goddess I look to dreams to heal my soul, I find that the pit grows deeper for us all! As my sorrow begins to turns inward; There comes a light beckoning me forward. My heart races in anticipation of its warmth Escapee I find I stand on a cloud. I look amongst the rolls of soft comfort To find a lone silhouette with in the light. I stagger forward burdened by fear My head held low and my arm as visions shield. I am stunned in amazement at the figure before me As its heavenly light surrounds me with such warmth. This cannot be an Angel, the devils hand must be at work For no Angel tis so splendid in shapevoluptuous she stands before me! Her arms open to embrace me and I am immersed in joy, Angelno, yet seductress daemon not. With in her eye, is a tear that turns the world around me cold I begin to faint as I reach to wipe the tear away. To touch her flesh made me understand true beauty But my soul was healednot by her flesh

Time And Patience
Time and patience I sit and watch time pss me by, I know not what is causing this or why. I have been unable to keep hold of my life, I have been unable to hold my sanity or my wife. I know now I am a better friend than a mate, I hope this knowladge has not come too late. I can only pray that I have not hurt many with all I have done, When all this is over, I hope my key to heaven I have won!

I Am The Other...
This is a bit of a definition of who I am rather than a poem; hope it does not alter the mood of my prior blogs! I am the other... I am the other... I see the world through lenses of saffron colored glass. I have seen death and new life; Yet, I have not learned what it is to live. I am the poet without a muse, The artist without the thirst for my own image. Yet pay no pity for my strife... I have touched the golden rings of heaven. I strive through the dream you call life... I belong no where & may appear anywhere. I am neither black nor white... But, I thrive in the times of Gray! Empathy& knowledge are my sword & shield... I am the other!

What Manner Of Diety--this Is A Long One!!!
What Manner of Deity? I looked across the abyss to see a visage of beauty. I knew neither her name nor her purpose, Yet I stood enthralled by her amazing light! Speechless I watched her move. As I crossed to her I was motionless, Painfully I watched her vanish. Like the sudden loss of light; From the dying of a star fallen. Again, I found her in my time of despair, I sat awaiting time for conversing, to no avail I went for help. Oh, to just know her name But when I returned she vanished, her name a mystery still. I fought to find her as my darkness grew darker imperviously As I begin to lose all form of this irrational hope I caught a glimpse of that emblazoned light, With fervor and that unrelenting need I followed. I raced against time and the heavens to get to her For her name, just these simple yet unfeasible words I defied the all the angels in all their glory. I reached her in time but to ask, and heaven sang her name! Now bewitched I thrived only t

An Angelfriend!
An Angelfriend Angels can be found in many places; some you must search for, but others shine like the North Star. Still there are others, who walk among mortals; sharing their beauty like an infectious smile. I have seen such an angel, have been blessed to call her friend; and she calls me home like a fog horn to a the Cajun Queen off the Mississippi! The Original in French... Des anges peuvent être trouvés dans beaucoup d'endroits ; certains que vous devez rechercher, mais d'autres éclat comme le nord tiennent le premier rôle. Il restent d'autres, qui marchent parmi des mortels ; partage de leur beauté comme un sourire infectieux. J'ai vu un tel ange, ont été bénis pour appeler son ami ; et elle m'appellent maison comme un klaxon de brouillard à l'la reine de Cajun outre du Mississippi !

My Christmas Season Poem!!!
Eve of Noel The skies empty the world is wet the chilling wind burns my flesh numb I sit in the dark contiplating alone in a room filled with family. Lights do not brighten my mood shiny ribbons and paper do not sooth my woes gifts cannot bring joy to my heart it is not my physical being that needs uplifting! With that smells of food wafting through the halls laughter echos off the walls the mood changes with voices long missed and through the darkness the light of love! Family surrounds in a joyous clatter freinds await to hear joy in your voice hearts race at the joy of giving and for one brief moment the world is at peace! There is reasons for this season there are means to each song there is haritage with each babble but for me the world finds it's humanity ON CHRISTMAS!!

Sometimes I Just Wanna Cry
As of tonight I feel like I am less than a man. With all of this stress its so hard to stand. My will to keep going continues to fail. Im begging for the wind that I need for my sail. Im lost and confused. Theres so much inside. To most I seem happy. The sadness I hide. I try to make progress in living again but the more that I try the more that I bend. Its so hard for me to feel like a man. Its so hard for me because of where I am. My life seems to be crashing once more for the break and maybe this time its too much to take. How do I allow myself to believe that it will get better and the stress will leave? Right now I am stuck and I cant seem to see that part of my life is fading from me. Sometimes I just wanna cry.

My Promise To You........
By: My Allen...(your words to me melt my heart) I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to make you my first priority I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I pr

Morning Comment
CT has been messing up this morning, so I am gonna send out my morning comment (I Hope) This Way...Love you all, you know who you are. Get more @ CherryTagz.com Please let me know that you saw it! Love and lots of Hugs....M'Lady Tina

"tenderheart"
Wandering through an aimless life, I came across a tender heart Who made a great impression, Right from the very start. I could tell that he once glittered In a better yesterday, But invested in those not worthy, Now the years have quickly slipped away. Shattered dreams and broken promises Restarts that will not end. Searching in a hardened world For another tender-hearted friend. A heart of gold, so full of love. But it's buried deep within Where others could not see it, For it fears to love again. Skeptical now of all around, Less hopeful day by day. Tired of chasing rainbows Falsely put within the way. I know that path which you have traveled, For I've made that journey, too While searching for the tenderheart That I've finally found in you.

These Seven Words
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." (Poem links to original/author)

Xxx Story
KIDNAPPED Amanda hurried through the heavily falling snow on the way to her dorm room from the library. She wondered to herself why she had forgotten to wear a warmer coat and shivered against the cold evening air. She muttered, "Michigan in the winter, I must be nuts!!!" Being a blonde blue eyed California girl it was a total surprise to her folks and friends when she chose to attend college 2000 miles from home in what could be described as less than ideal weather. The full ride scholarship to The University of Michigan was just to good to pass up. Being valedictorian of her senior class in high school with an emphasis on math and science made her first class engineering material, and being a female didn't hurt either as all the major schools were looking to place women and minorities in their advanced programs usually reserved for males. Although she didn't look it, underneath that stunningly beautiful exterior beat the heart of a true scientist. Lost in thought and concentratin

He Will Know . . . .
Dear He Who Knows, You know who you are, I need not say your name. You are the one I think of more than myself. You are the one who can turn my thoughts from sadness to joy. You are the one I worry about at night when I go to bed, and hope it was all for nothing when I awake. You are the one who knows me better than all others. The one I can tell my everything to. The one who has seen the truth that hides in my eyes. The one who has heard the truth escape my lips. The one who doesn't run when that truth is learned. You are the one I need to grab. The one I need to hold. The one I need to never let go of. The one I need to find.

Lost (a Poem)
Lost in time and space, lost without a trace. Looking for a a friend, with a helping hand. My lifes unknown plan, I don't know if I can. Hold my head up high, without the question why. Look into my heart, look into my mind. What am I to do, where am I to find. The reason why I'm here, the reason for my tears. If only I could know, a simple place to go. I just might be aware, of all who really care. But for now I'll try, to find a reason why. Just to stay awake, and be here one more day...

Mets Recap! 03/03/07 Mets Versus Cardinals 4-1
yeah so the Mets won last night! 4 - 1 against the Cardinals. so thats 2 wins and 160 games to go ugh... check out some pics just local newspapers i make collages for a hobby sue me lol here's billy wagner celebrating the win Scott Rolan from the Card's gettin picked off at the plate trying to steal :D. Jose Reyes gettin Scott Spiezio in a double play :D Pitching error in the first that got Reyes his first stolen base pretty much. Paul loduca and El Duque celebrating after getting out of a tough third inning!

On Your Knees
You have been on your knees pleasing me, drinking me in, your thighs pressed against your calves, your sweet face upturned watching my eyes look into yours as my sweet cream flows down your hungry throat....And I remain Hard, needing to own you, fill you, feel your warm wetness massage and grip my long thick manhood....laying back i watch as you stand over me and slowly bend your knees...I tell you to reach back put your hands on my thighs for support, I want to watch as you use your hot, tight womanhood to please me in the way only you know how. You bring your craving outer lips to touch my thr bbing purple head and begin to settle down, ......"Slowly" I tell you...and I watch with animal lust as my shaft disappears into you inch by inch....looking up at your beautiful , sensuous, sexy curves, the line of your breasts, your moist full lips...."Move your hips back and forth, use your sweet, hungry, dripping pussy to please your Master".......MMMMM ....Goddd I'm going to cummmm againnnn

Contest Has Started Wahoooooo
to all my friends and fans help out the contestants in the contest..pick which one u think would be a sweet piece of a** comment bomb them as much as u like help them out..hugs have a great day wahooooooo get ur hump on

Getting Settled
HEY GUYS, I DON'T WRITE BLOGS VERY OFTEN BUT HERE GOES. WELL, IT WAS A BAD DAY THE DAY I LEFT MY BF, VERY UGLY. BUT IM HERE IN ARKANSAS WITH MY FRIEND VICKI AND HER FAMILY. I AM STILL ADJUSTING TO THIS NEW LIFE, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I AM LOVING THE FREEDOME OF NOT HAVING TO ANSWER TO ANYONE. I CAN DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT WHO I WANT LOL, J/K. BUT I KNOW THAT SOON IT WILL ALL BE THE WAY I WANT IT. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO I AM SO CLOSE TO ON HERE (PURR, HOPI, DIABLO, SEVEN, YOU GUYS ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO COME VISIT ME IN FT. SMITH ARKANSAS. I LOVE YOU PURR FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND AND YOU ARE THE BEST GIRL. I MISS BEING ON THE AIR BUT THAT WILL ALL BE CHANGED SOON. WAITING ON MY NEW PC AND NEED A WIRELESS ROUTER TO GET UP AND RUNNING THEN I WILL BE BACK ON THE AIR LOUDER THAN EVER. SO FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE MY CELL NUMBER YOU CAN CALL ME ANYTIME YOU WANT NOW HA HA. NO MORE WORRYING ABOUT WHAT TIME TO CALL. I LOVE YOU ALL, MUAH. LAVONNE

To All The Girls
To all the girls who said they wanted me and then changed their IM addresses… To all the girls who asked me to visit and expected me to pay the airfare half way around the world… To all the girls who pledged their everlasting love and disappeared… Thank you. Your order is waiting at the window. Please drive through.

Long Time Everyone
Hello all. I know it has been a very, very long time since I have been on Cherry. I am sorry about that. It just started to get too much drama on it and I hate drama. I have enough going on right here at home. Anyway, I just wanted to say hello and say that I hope everyone is doing well. I want you all to take care of yourselves! Rayne

Saying I Love You.
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i (Thanks Nancy!) Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore Frisian - Ik hâld fan dy Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort Geor

You'll Never Know
You'll Never Know You'll never know the love i feel so deep and strong and true or of the times i speak your name when my heart is blue You'll not see the quiet tears that fall upon my cheeks for the time apart, from hours to days hours grown into long weeks The beachside walks, hand in hand with breezes on our face knowing that in you, i have found i'm in the perfect place You hold my arm and pull me close into your eyes i look without a word, you know my heart and you read me like a book Our gazes lock and penetrate we're lost together in time for now i know that i have found the love thats meant as ALL mine These moonlit nights we long to share and bask amid its glow its silver light upon your hair we are in love, oh yes, we know Our hopes and dreams will last so long as we both shall breathe that in time,look back we'll know this love we share and need No other love before or since has been so deep and true for all that love compa

If Loving U Is Wrong I Dont Want To Be Right
I never knew what love was before I met you, But nevertheless I thank God for you. Sometimes I question and sometimes ask why, And at this point I realized you were mine. No matter what you say or do, I know there is no other girl who could fill my shoes. I pledge my love to you, and you alone, To hell with if others see or know. They try to test us and tear us apart, Not knowing we were each others hearts. We both have grown, this much is true, And babyboy I do love you. No matter what, I'll stay by your side, And when things get tough I'll do my best and try. No matter what they say or do, I promise to God, that I'll only trust you.

Drinkin With A Redneck Girl
A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the Same one twice." The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same one twice either." The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her .45, and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many illegal Mexicans and Arabs that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice."

I Have Now Seen Absolutely Everything In The Mumms
I'm not a big partaker of the mumms, but occassionally I get bored and read a few, and may be even vote. But today was the crem d la crem of all mumms. A guy wrote then his dog needs to get laid because he's 2. Where should he take him. Oh holy hannah WTF is that shit. I want to laugh my ass off, and I want to reach through the computer and pimp slap this dude, at the same time. I should jump and and write one that says Hey, my nuts itch and they haven't been scratched in 2 years. Where do I go. Well, all I've got to say is this place has gone to the dogs. :) Get it. That's a joke.

So Shoot Me In The Smile...
Please don't take any more of my boys away from me. 6 months & I knew eventually I'd get a phone call to tell me someone isn't coming home. I've had it.. I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm proud, I'm a mess. My boys aren't invincible anymore... They can get hurt just like the others. It's different when it's someone you know isn't it? Whenever I hear about anything happening in Iraq I always say thankyou God it wasn't one of my boys. But now it is. & someone somewhere else will be saying "thank God it wasn't one of my boys" I feel so helpless....... These things are happening.... Nothing can be done.....

My Shout Box
Just wanting to let people know, if you are unable to shout at me it is because I only allow shouts from people who are on my friends list. Im not trying to be unsociable, just cuts down on the guys with the dirty mouths. Hugs, Willow

The Pain Of Love And Loss! 04/04/07
I have died what was inside I cannot feel when will it heal I can hide it for Now when will it show I dont know how I will hide what I know I wish to go away not to see another day In the dark I will remain Hiding from this pain will sustain My thoughts of susicide that is what I now must hide I cant bare to think of you And what will happen when I do I know I shouldnt have loved you but for some reason I know I do My love reaches the end of the earth cause to me thats what your worth! SO I will tell you one last time I wanted you to be mine Obviously I wasnt good enough for you So you did what you had to do Im sorry I couldnt please you and even with every thing I tried to do You werent happy with me SO now I will leave and let you be! I love you and I always will I dont care about what Happened in the past but even so I know that you are the one for me . who knows maybe you didnt see me the same way I saw you b

Why?
Why do I bother making a list out for when I go to the grocery store? I always forget it at home. Well at least today I remembered the important things from the list... peeps, mountain dew, and toilet paper..lol

My Next Erotic Story
I am working on a story now about the first hypnotic trance my husband put me on from the hypnosis CD's we have. Since then we have used a few other hypnosis CDs to really spice up our sex life. It was just he and I together that night, but it was the best Group Sex I have ever been involved in. Would you like me to post it here when I am done?

Yup
The end less nite and road ahead Beckons me to speeds in said Thru the gears I rip The smell of the clutch as it looses grip the tire bite ahead I surge this is truly a primeval urge the thought of her nakedness in the night drives me wild with anticipated delight her creamy thighs so tight and firm remind me of why im on this ride across the desert thru the nite I want to tell that all is right the girl in Sedona was just a whirl but I need to say to her shes my girl the tramp in Fresno was just a whore a drunken binge but nothing more her sweet soft breast I must caress the bitch in tahoe was mealy a fling to she really doest mean a thing the three in vegas cant really be was a doped up week as you see as I pull into the drive she huggs and kisses glad im a live as I step into the door a a strange man passes and nothing more as we slip off to sleep we say our vows for ever to keep

Need Advice?
We all need advice somewhere along the way, weather it's someone having problems with sittuations, questions about relationships etc. If anyone needs advice on anything feel free to stop by and i'll do what i can to get your mind at ease :)

Bring The Pain
Do you see, what I see...Do you feel,this hurt....walking among clowns - covered in dirt....such sorrow feeds me, and pain ..I doubt I deserve......swallows me whole & pain is dessert....Family is "what"?.....but a name, and embers that burn......take me from dreams...build me up in a fire.....kill me with desire .......Do I need you? NO....want I don't show.....Silent breathe escapes me while pride eats me slow...Do I trust you or love you.....I can't quite decide,,,,,I'm faded beneath skin & triumph, while life is not slow....Forgive my sins..and mistakes that I've done.....while living to die seems like so much fun,.... Come between shadows & dreams ......save myself , before I can not unfold.........before I scream and bleed.....I can not interpret your words....or walk on this sea......My judgement is wreackless & lost within me...........;.....HOLLY

Just A Thought
Have you ever felt so alone...Driven to the darkness of a lonely heart...The ache of having love and passion to give but no one willing to except it...The hurt and heart break...Trusting only to have it thrown away with a laugh...Hurt that has no end...Hurt that grows as time move into the abiss....

Armenian Genocide
Throughout much of its history, Turkey has had it's eyes on the Armenian land. Conquering Armenia was and probably still is their desire today. Geographically speaking, Armenia is the only Christian nation, aside from Georgia, in that part of the world. It is surrounded in all directions by Muslim nations who would like nothing more than uniting their religious lands of muslim nations throughout the middle east stretching all the way to Europe and Asia. During WWI the Ottoman emprire (the rulling empire in Turkey) decided that they could accomplish their goal of taking over Armenia by exterminating the nation all-together. Exterminating the entire race and leaving no Armenian heirs to guard the Armenian nation. The Ottoman Empire plotted the mass-evacuation and extermination of Armenians from Western Turkey and Eastern Armenia and executed these plans without disdain. For a number of reasons, they were able to get away with it. European countries turned their back on Armenian ge

Crotchless Panties
One day a girl decided to buy some crotchless panties to surprise her boyfriend. She went and bought them, got home, put them on and waited. When the boyfriend got home there she was spread eagle on the bed with only her panties and bra on. "Come over here baby." she says smiling. The boyfriend backs off, "If your pussy can do that to your panties - I ain't going any where near it!"

My Love For You
my love for you i fall deeper in love with you each and every day my love for you is so strong it will never go away my love is unconditional my heart bleeds for you i cant wait till the day i proclaim my love too you that day is today and i want you to know i care i will always think of you even when your not there i love you more than life its self you are my heart and soul being with you forever is my lifes main goal i want to grow old with you i want you to be my wife i want to have kids with you because you are my life i would give the world too you i just wish i could but i will treat you like a princess just because i should you are like an angel sent from up above and i am your soulmate we were ment to be in love now the time has come theres one thing left to say lisa will you marry me forever and always this is the poem i wrote befor destroyed it is the poem i read to her the night we got engaged but now she left me

Acupressure
Practitioners of Oriental medicine believe that vital energy has a definite, predictable route throughout the body. It flows along pathways that traverse the body in a fixed pattern somewhat like the network of a complex railway system. These pathways are divided into major routes called meridians, which are named for the organ or function they serve. On these routes are numerous “tiny points” called acupunture or acupressure points where the energy comes to the surface of the body. It is interesting to note that modern electronic instruments makes Kirlian photography possible which now enables us to locate acupuncture/acupressure points precisely. This has proven that the points are exactly where the ancient Chinese showed them to be. These points respond to any change in the flow of vital energy. They appear to act somewhat like resistors in an electrical current by adjusting the speed and power of the flow. The response is a kind of fluid elasticity that tightens or slackens as nece

Mental....
Its so hard for me to write things down anymore... I feel like I can't say what I want to say... I have been having serious depression lately and just feeling like I can't do anything right. I'm getting so frusturated... I think too much. I have all these thoughts going through my head... and I have cut myself again... and it was a few weeks ago... and I didn't want to say anything but most know already anyways... and I feel bad about it... and I'm sorry... but some understand.... I'm so upset...all the time. The littlest things upset me. Things I hear..things people say..things I see... tears just keep coming and coming... everything is SOOOO overwelming... People are harsh and mean... and I don't know why anyone would want to be so hateful and jealous... And that's another thing... People and their fucking Jealousy...can't fucking take it anymore. In my personal life...in my work life... its just getting to be too much. I just want to be LOVED.... its really not that hard of a

♥ Love ♥
Everyone knows that love makes you do crazy things, but did you know that love can be used as an excuse for ALMOST EVERYTHING IN LIFE? Let me teach you how you can use love as an answer for everything; good or bad. Love is the only reason people do things and love is the only thing people stay away from things. Love is what people hide from and love is what everyone is looking for. Some thing went wrong? Just say, I did it for love! I love you, because of love. I hate you, because of love. I dont want you, because of love. I dont want to see you, because of love. I dont want to hear from you, because of love. I dont want to think of you, because of love. I dont want to be near you, because of love. Love is the ONLY reason! Love is the only reason I did this. Love is the only reason I wanted to do this. Love is the only reason you did that. Love will be the only reason you will every do anything. Let me tell you something funny. Love is the only reason y

Bad News
Okay Friday I am going in to meet with the specialists. We are going to discuss my current un-progress..lol and the other possible treatments. One that we are going to be talking about is Chemo Therapy. Supposedly they have recently started using this for auto-immune patients and it seems to help. Problem #1 I'm scared of infection. If they kill my immune system and I get a cold, it can prove deadly. Problem #2 Work, chemo is tough on your body. The situation my is currently in, I don't know how much I will be out and around. Problem #3 I HAVE to get my LUPUS under control and I have to do it now! Guess I will give you an update on Friday. Wish me luck!

Ninja Jane Transformation...
This is Ninja Jane.... getting ready to explore CT as soon as Devine TxRose reaches Ninja Cherry Status (in less than 1500 points): It will be interesting to see how Ninja Jane transorms to a Rock Star by April 13!! Think you can help her in the transition????

Fat
im just siting out side looking at the stars in the sky and talking to man in moon tonight...trying to make sence of why thang happon like thay do why must u hurt some one to fell better..why must u talk behind some ones back... why do people treat u bad becouse of the way u look.... god mad us all and he did not make a mastake... he knew what he was doing this world would be a boring place if we all looked the same way yes im a big mad and proud of it... yes it makes it hard to find a girlfriend... but if u look on the out side u are missing the real person... please take the time to look inside u might be surprised what u find i am a big bear on the out sid but as tamed as a lam... im tired of puting a frunt i hurt and cry like everone els... so why can i be treated like a man not a boy.. and i love everone so why cant yall love me fore me and not tell me how to chang my life and just be my friend...i wont bite unless u wont me two to next time

Wifey Vs. Girlfriend
How do you know if u've got a wifey or a girlfriend? How do u know if u've been that wifey or a girlfriend? THIS IS HOW..... *you're girlfriend will hang up the phone when she gets mad *you're wifey will sit there and yell untill u UNDERSTAND... even if you dont *you're girlfriend will smile and laugh quietly at your jokes *you're wifey will burst out laughing not caring if she looks wierd *Only you will know when your girlfriend is mad at you *Your WHOLE crew will know when your wifey is mad at you *you're girlfriend only knows a few of your friends *you're wifey has inside jokes with them *you're girlfriend remembers the day you guys started going out and your birthday untill you break up *you're wifey knows the day you started going out, your birthday, the first time you kissed, and so much more even after you break up *you're girlfriend will tell you what she adores about you *you're wifey will tell you EVERYTHING she adores and hates about

North Vs. South
The North has Bloomingdales, The South has Dollar General The North has coffee houses, The South has Waffle Houses. The North has dating services, The South has family reunions. The North has switchblade knives, The South has Lee Press-on Nails. The North has double last names, The South has double first names. The North has Indy car races, The South has stock car races. North has Cream of Wheat, The South has grits.. The North has green salads, The South has collard greens. The North has lobsters, The South has crawfish. The North has the rust belt, The South has the Bible Belt. FOR NORTHERNERS MOVING SOUTH . . . In the South: If you run your car into a ditch, don't panic. Four men in a four-wheel drive pickup truck with a tow chain will be along shortly. Don't try to help them, just stay out of their way. This is what they live for. Don't be surprised to find movie rentals and bait in the same store....do not buy food at t

This Is A Older One But I Felt It Needed To Be Posted...
First Glimpse of Heaven I stare entranced by a mistic light encircling an Angel. Her voice warms me like the southern mid-summers noontime sunshine. When I stare into her eyes I am drawn into a different place; a different existence! All fears, all pain forgotten. In fear that this dream will end, I do not talk or move! She smiles, her lips glistening; my heart is lifted... to infinity! She leaves and I realize this is not a dream; and she is gone! I now wait, wondering when the gates of heaven will open again... So that I may see my angel again!

Fordboy....
So...ya talking to him tonight and he asked did i want to see him naked...Nope not intrested in seeing him naked at all....So then he gets a lil pissy and then is a jerk because i dont want to see his fat self naked...Sorry i am not on here to look at naked guys at all...he should of read my profile...Not here to hook up or see some fat nasty person naked on cam...

Birth Of My First Grandson Today!
Hi all...just a quick note to share my big day with friends. My first grandson will arrive later today, so I will be away from CT and at the hospital anxiously awaiting his arrival. I will post more when I return later today...please all, say a prayer that all goes well for the happy couple and their firstborn!

Another Perv
Read from the bottom up... obviously. lovingman: fine lovingman: can you make some babe? ->lovingman: no lovingman: can you make some? ->lovingman: don't have any lovingman: i want to see some naughty pics of you ;) Eeew.

A Couple Of Pictures About The Alabama Amendment Results
(Originally Posted on June 8, 2006)click here for the codeclick here for the codetag: alabama, politics, homosexual, gay, image, gay marriage, amendment, discrimination

Different People
So I graduated Highschool almost 10 years ago. I am no longer a highschool student, so why do so many people I graduated with still act like this is highschool? There are these girls that say what they want, and have different rules for everyone. They can say racist things, but god for bid you make a comment about something they don't like you are immediately shunned, and are now an outcast. I feel at 27, 28, 29, and 30 we should act our age. Be happy with your life as pathetic at it might be, be happy. Love your children, be a good model to them. Teach them how good people can make a difference in this world. Teach them that with a little change in who you are you can be that amazing person. Your hatred for yourself does not have to be carried over to others. Be happy for people who lose weight even though your fat ass can't. Be happy for people who don't need to drink to feel numb, forget why they hate life, because frankly I don't. I love my life at this point. I am tea

Drama!!!!!
Ok so Im taking two singing classes right now. Both of my professors said that I should go for the choir at school and maybe some drama so that I could do some musicals. That would be fun!!! I love singing. . .and I wouldn't mind acting.

Mlb-direct Tv Thing
Of course, there are plenty of reasons to hate what MLB tried to do with their exclusive Extra Innings deal with Directv. Sure, Bud Selig is the devil. He's trying to keep good, regular, normal, two-eyed and four-eyed Americans from watching the baseball they love and enjoy. We know. But now that MLB has signed a deal that will allow for its Extra Innings package to be carried by cable providers - as long as its packaged with the soon to be launched MLB Channel - let's look at little more objectively at the situation as it has played out. 1) MLB certainly was trying to drive subscriptions to their MLB.TV product. This report from Wednesday says their server was a bit overloaded and wasn't able to deliver a quality product over the first days of the season. So clearly, people have signed up. I wonder if MLB is offering refunds now. Regardless, the league got to test out the resources of their online content and will undoubtedly use what they've learned to grow the service.

Help! Serious Issue
I need your help, everyone! With my new laptop setup here, I've encountered a problem when you guys have videos in your trackz or on your page that are set up to autoplay, and they're using a video code. The video then takes over my entire monitor, and I can't do anything on your page. I cannot figure out why the hell it's doing that, and neither can my sysadmin. So, please please, until I figure this out, can you remove the autoplay option from your trackz? If you've got it set up in the trackz, do the following: 1. On your page, click my trackz. 2. For each track with this listing, click stop autoplay on profile. If you actually embedded a music video in your profile itself, could you please remove it for the time being? You can always re-add it once I figure out this problem. Thank you.

Adult Content. 50 Mistakes Women Make During Sex
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid ****. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's ti

Ah, What's The Problem. It Was A Small Mistake. . .
VA patient has wrong testicle removed At the West L.A. hospital the vet's healthy testicle is removed instead of the potentially cancerous one. He and his wife file a claim. By Mary Engel Times Staff Writer April 4, 2007 Benjamin Houghton had fewer reasons than most to fear the surgery he'd scheduled at the West Los Angeles VA Medical Center to remove his potentially cancerous left testicle. For one thing, the 47-year-old Air Force veteran and father of four already knew that he could function normally with a single, healthy testicle. For another, he was getting his surgery in a system that has prided itself on its pioneering efforts to prevent medical errors. One top VA official said the VA's approach to safety is considered "a benchmark by healthcare organizations throughout the world." But in Houghton's case, the hospital missed the mark. Last June 14, doctors mistakenly removed the right testicle instead of the left, according to medical records and a claim filed

Random Thoughts....
1. A day without sunshine ....... is like night. 2. On the other hand........ you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics ....... are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers ..... give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know ...........are below average. 6. He who laughs last........... thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely ..............anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm......... but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria.......... They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is ...............usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable.............. except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares............ try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? ........ Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed ..................of dark? 15. When everything is comin

Sexxy Lady Contest....plzzz Help!
I've entered the SEXxY LADY contest to try and win a Cherry Blast. The contest started this morning, and it will run for the next week. I could really use all the HELP I can get. I'm way behind in votes. If you can PLZZZ bomb me with comments, I'd really appreciate it. If you can't bomb me, can you please at least repost the bulletin for me to spread the word? I'll return the favor and help you out any way I can. Please click on the link below, and it will bring you straight to the contest. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Haha
Ball-tight Wranglers and cowboy boots Redneck shirt, you think you're cute Confederate flag and a can of dip And you wonder why I call you a hick? A primer Ford truck gets you far You'll spend the rest of your life working on cars You dream of being the Marlboro man When you need to learn to spit in a can Senior in high school with a 5th grade education You're still obsessed with masturbation Stupid haircut and a stetson hat All this and a girl who's fat You have an incest disposition 'Cuz inbreeding is tradition

Omg!!!!!!
O.K, No one can ever say I don't live in my own little world! To everyone I just sent a happy hump day message too, WOW my bad it's Thursday!! I'm sorry but either way have one hell of a good day anyway, obviously I am...lol I do love entertaining myself..lol Take care and MUAHHHH

Odd Week
I do not enjoy going to visitations but consider them something that must be attended. It is a sign of caring but I never know what to say. This week I get to go to three. A co-worker's father died, someone I used to work with died (suicide) and someone I graduated with died. I'll try to take these two attitudes with me - "People don't care how much you know until they know how much you care" and "That which does not kill us only makes us stonger." It's unfortunate but a way of life that funerals and visitations are a way to see your old friends. later

How Is My Self Esteem
You Have Low Self Esteem 16% of the Time Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all. How is Your Self Esteem?

I Am Back
hey to all my friends sorry i hve been gone for so long but my hard drive crashed and being where i am at well its no really like i can run out to the puter store and get a new one everything takes so long to get here in the mail but i m back

This Is Irritating!
i pay fake 10 bucks to post.. thats ok.. i can deal w/ that. ok the 4 secs or so b/t comment bombing took some time to get use to, but ok i can deal w/ that, too. but deleting my account because im commenting to fast? so has any1 asked WHY yet? i just got a vic and im starting to think it was not worth it to get it. how can u have fun on a site when they keep changing the rules.. its like cards when someone changes the rules. irritates me. i may have to go back to playing bingo.. lmao i just want to tell you baby jesus that i love this site! but this is begining to not be fun anymore. i dont want my account deleted so i dont comment? comment bombing and rating is what some of us like to do while we meet knew people and its fun to look at what these other people have for pics and shit. also, when i hold a contest, the people who come to me and want to enter become my friends, i rate thier pics, they rate mine, and in some cases, they become close friends who i talk to everyday. so if th

Skateboarding
Well today I got a skateboard I ordered through whaolesalesskateboards.com and went to rip for the first time in 12 years. I have a bunk knee and thats why i actually had to stop 12 years ago. I slipped on a knee brace, assebled my new deck, wheels and trucks.....ready to ride again.I surprised myself with all the tricks i could still do and the gaps i could ollie over. i did slam one good time and boy did it hrut worse than it used too....LOL i bet i'll be sore tomorrow.

Time Can Only Tell.........(keep Fingers Crossed)
Today is the day my wonderful husand left the "sand box ". I can't wait to see him. It will only be a few day's, but a few day's can seem a life time. He will be here around 2 weeks. I won't be on here at all, I don't believe, while he is here. We have so much planned to do, which is going to be awesome. Yet. I might not be having this site much longer either, due to the fact of personal issues. Hopefully that wont be an issue. Keep your fingers cross, as I introduce my husband to CT, and explain to him of WHO OWNS THIS SITE. Which, I do not think he know's who owns it. Just because I am not on here, does not mean you cant leave any luvins **comments, ratings and addings**. Again. Hopefully I will still have this site!! Much love to everyone! God bless you all!!

Just A Reflection Of Me Today
Why is the mind so lost in the dark ? Where is the one who brings the spark ? Consumed by the echoes that flow within Seeking the meaning and desires of sin Sitting and typing out dribble I spew Dampened of spirit and a need to renew Spiritual needs neglected so long Race for the money life just feels wrong Wandering lost confined in my head Feeling like one of the walking dead Hating the world and the zombie stroll Fed on the lies and hear the death toll War for the sake of diversion of all Watch the consumers taking their fall Excess in living and fulfilled they are not Rome’s lesson lost on the sinful sot Soon comes the change and the world undone All for the excess that has not a war won Nor hearts been bought and a change of mind Living another zombie in the world so blind Strolling on as all good zombies do Lost is our spirit and nothing to renew By R. Thomas Dinsmore I know that this is not my usual fare ... I seek to uplift but today I just did n

A Broken Hallelujah
Live today, await tommorow, remember yesterday... everything happens for a reason. life's too short... dance naked! You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you If love will finds its way, then it must be lost! Laughter is timeless -- Imagination has no age -- And dreams are forever faith and trust all you need is pixie dust And in the end Peterpan Stole Tinkerbells wings so she'd never leave him I can be your tinkerbelland you can be my peter pan and we can run away together off to never never land everytime some one says I do not believe in fairies and another one drops dead somewhere..everytime you break my heart thats what it feels like Hello. Iam the Happiness Fairy, I've sprinkled happy dust on you. So, Smile dammit. This shit is expensive!!!! faith trust n pixie dust!!

My Thoughts....
If He Only Knew.... If he only knew how much he means to me. If he only knew how much I care about him. If he only knew how greatfull I am to of met him. If he only knew how wonderfull it feels to be held by him. If he only knew how I long for his kiss everytime I see him. If he only knew how I get lost when I look in his deep hazel eyes. If he only knew how much it means to me that my daughter really does like him. If he only knew how greatfull I am that he does not mind that I am a single mom. If he only knew how he me makes me feel just to hear his voice. If he only knew how his touch sends shivers up and down my spine. If he only knew....well I hope he knows now. This may seem corny but it was something that just came from my heart.

Friendship With Romance
So you want a piece of my Rosy, cushy, juicy pie I’m afraid, without romance on supply This refined lady is not going to comply Before into my world You make your entrance Remember this lady loves romance So how about friendship with romance Maybe you may stand a chance Send me sweet roses once in a while Make it your number one style I need you now, not as a lover If that is your immediate aim You’ll be sucked out of my life with a hover So how about friendship with romance Now and then, take me out to dance Hypnotise me, enchant me in a trance With words and your exquisite rainbow smile Don’t just tell me, ‘you fancy me’ I’ll buzz these words to you like a bee Go take a hike by the sea Till you roast and dry So you want a taste of my Rosy, cushy, juicy delicious pie I’m afraid, without romance on supply This refined lady is not going to comply You have no money! That’s no excuse There are so many different ways to amuse I love romance I eat

Lost
Im dying inside. Inside im lost. Inside i feel pain. Inside Im dead Im lost I cant Find my way home. Im lost in peril I cant find the way. I ve lost the path. Wheres the way God im lost Lost in my fears Lost in everything i think

Show This Girl Some Luv Also!!!
plz hit this person up as well.. show her lots of luv.. have known her on net for over 4 years now.. plz hit her up and fan and rate her, also add her as a friend as well.. ty all.. :O) Daphne@ CherryTAP

A Day In The Life Of A Fallen Angel
Whose to say, what tomorrow will bring. What this grand scheme has in store for us. Each moring I awake, and wash away the sorrow of yesterday, hoping today will bring the light I so long for. I put my had upon my breast, yes...its still beating. Sometimes I think it has stopped all together. Shriveled up and turned to stone. I stand in front of the mirror, brushing my hair, I don't recognize the reflection. Just a leathery shell, home to a broken soul. I pick up my ring and slip it over my finger. A symbol of the hopes and dreams I once had. It still sparkles, shimmers, relects rainbows into my eyes. A glimmer of light on my dark facade. Off to wake the tiny zilla. I stare sometimes, her sleeping perfection. I tickle her side and she sighs a tired long sigh. As she wraps her little pink arms around me I think maybe part of me was not lost in the dark abyss. Off to the grind, the traffic and cars, the dark forboding building and the world of 4 x 4 cells. Numbers and

All U Need Iz A Little Treazon
Myself and the TREAZONN StreamCast are new 2 CherryTap. If U send gifts, comments etc...it may take sometime 2 return the favor or get back 2 U. We re under alot of construction az well az tying up the loose endz 4 this weekend. Last weeks Show waz A total BLAST!!!!!!!!! If u need more info on treazon streamcast...all i can ell u iz check it out this weekend fri - mon 9PM est on TREAZON.INFO. I will be there personally on cam and in chat. (possibly buzzed) SHhhhhh. TREAZON STREAMCAST - WILL U CUM?

Ratings
Ok I get it that some people either dont like me or dont like the lifestyle that I lead. Thats fine I don't care much What I don't get is rateing my picture a "2" if ya don't like me fine just don't rate anything and go on your merry way. My picture isnt the best in the world but its the best i got right now. Either way it goes if ya dont like what u see just go on your way and don't diss me.

If I Ever Put Food To Music It Would Be Like...
If I could put food to music.. i'd... Current mood: hungry 1. quiet storm - I like to eat when its stroming outside.. 2. grilled cheese - girl why did you have to burn it 3. Yeah, I ate already... so what? the remix 4. No , this won't spoil my dinner.. Oh you went there ... ft too much gravy and crew. 5. yes, I went to hooters for the hot wings.. what? 6. I was singing to that hardy's thickburger.. oh your jelious now? 7. I like a girl that eats cornbread.. remix 8. If you were like the cheese cake factory i'd never leave.. retro mix 9. You know da rule .. I don't talk during dinner.. How can I with my mouth all full of good food. instramental 10. Yeah I got up at 4am to grocery shop for biscuits what? 11. I luv some biscuits extra gravy mix (diddy version) 12. If you were golden corall i'd marry you! (quiet storm mix) 13. bonus track - for the luv of cheese. extreme 7 min extended mix! the album would have someone eating

Next Order Of Business And You Know Who You Are
OKAY WHY IM ON MY RANTING IM ADDRESSING THE ONE WHO DECIDED TO LEAVE MY SISTER A MESSAGE STATING TO NOT LEAVE ANOTHER COMMENT ON HER BOYFRIENDS PAGE WELL IM NOT BEING MEAN OR NASTY BUT YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SEND HER AN EMAIL TELLING HER NOT TO LEAVE A COMMENT EXSPECIALLY WHEN HE'S BEEN ON MY PAGE NOT ONCE TODAY BUT SEVERAL TIMES I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU TO SEND ME A MESSAGE TELLING ME NOT DO SOMETHING BECAUSE I LEAVE COMMENTS ALL THE TIME FOR PEOPLE AND WELL IF YOU DON'T LIKE PEOPLE LEAVING HIM COMMENTS MAYBE YOU SHOULD ADDRESS IT WITH HIM NOT ONLY THAT I BET HE ISNT AWARE THAT YOU LEAVE SEXY COMMENTS ON OTHER MENS PICS AND PROFILES AND IF NEED BE I CAN GO GET SOME OF THE RECENT COMMENTS THIS ISNT SOMETHING I TAKE LIGHTLY WHEN IT COMES TO OUTLAW ANGEL SHE IS MY SISTER AND NORMALLY I WOULD HAVE PROBABLY SAID TO HER TO BLOW IT OFF BUT SEEING HOW YOU HOLD A POSTION IN MY GANG I WASNT GOING TO LET IT DROP THE COMMENT SHE LEFT HIM WASNT BAD AT ALL IN FACT I RATHER FIND IT TASTEFUL IM NOT BEING M

To All Fans, Friends, Family
OK It's OFFICIAL!!! ARMY WIFEZ ARE TOUGHER IS OFFICIALLY LEAVING TO GERMANY APRIL 10th... MY HUSBAND IS ALREADY THERE AND HASN'T HAD MUCH CHANCE TO GET ONLINE SINCE HE GOT THERE SO PLEASE SHOW HIM LOVE... I WILL MISSSSS ALL THOSE I GET THE CHANCE TO SPEAK WITH EVERYDAY!! YOU GUYS ROCK AND I HOPE TO STAY IN TOUCH WHEN I DO GET A CHANCE TO GET MY INTERNET AND WHATNOT HOOKED UP XoXo JESSICA ~*Army.Wifez.are.Tougher*~@ CherryTAP Army Papi 718@ CherryTAP YOU CAN LIKE MY STYLE BUT DON'T COPY... ~2 THAT SHORTY WHO STOLE MY PICS LOLZ XOXO TO MY PUERTO RICO, BRONX, QUEENS, BROOKLYN AND MANHATTAN FAMILY HOLDIN IT DOWN.... I'LL CATCH YA IN 3 YRS LOL!!!! BELOW ARE JUST SOME THAT I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO TALK WITH ON A REGULAR BASIS... MUCH LOVE TO YOU GUYS AND RESPECT SHOW THEM ALL SOME LOVE XOXO (in no particular orfer) my momz xoxo Latin Diva@ CherryTAP stang u been there through thick & thin and are the greatest please show her some love for reals!! a

Pissed Off!!!!!
PISSED OFF!!!!! Have you ever been so pissed off at a person that you cared about that you thought cared about you? What do you do when that happens? I am at a fucking loss!!!!!! Some one that I care about that told me that she would never be able to be with a man or in a serious relationship sent me an email after not hearing from her in FOREVER saying that we should be just fucking happy for her because she got married last week to someone that she once told me she thought was a fucking homosexual.... WHAT THE FUCK?????? are you telling me that a gay guy is better for you than I could have been? Not only are you a LIAR but you are such a wench!!! I was there for you through all the bad things and this is how I get treated? You should have just not told me .... just kept me in the dark not contacted me... whatever!! I hope you are happy... Even tho I am so mad I cant wish bad things toward you. I give up. I am not going to let my heart out again!!! EVER AGAIN!!!! Fuck I am stupid!

I Changed My Mind. In My Next Life...
In my next life, I am going to work in a circus, and travel around the country in an RV, a la HBO's Carnivale. Well, except for the fact that it would be in the future (instead of during the Depression), and it would be in an RV and not a circus car thingie. More importantly, I'd have A/C. They were always *sweating* in that show. Ick. I'm debating between tattooed lady and animal trainer. What other jobs are available? Maybe it would be easiest to just be the one that sells the cotton candy.

Pearls Of Wisdom
Pearls of Wisdom 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for long pi