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Whispering To The Secret Places
A dream so small yet so obsessive My Secret Love, you hold me close in the darkest of nights You're soft hand resting across my back And your fingers soothing the restlessness that lives deep in my heart You're dancing across my breath and into my soul And whispering to the secret places I hold dear In the watery pools of my spirit I see your reflection And your soft tears wash away my deepest despairs The moments I spend with you Are the ones I will cherish in my heart forever My Secret Love

Turnabout - Part 2
Part 2 Laura’s mind was racing. The arm around her throat was squeezing tighter and she felt her herself begin to weaken as the oxygen left her body. The hand clamped over her mouth dug tightly into her skin, mashing her lips painfully against the palms of the intruder. “Are you all right, my pet?” the intruder asked. Laura thought for a moment that the question was intended for her. Then she saw Catherine nod her head. “Yes, Master” she said. Laura was confused. Did these two people know each other? What was happening? The unseen assailant forced Laura further into the room until they reached the far wall. He forced her to her knees, her legs stretched out behind her. He sat on them, pinning them to the floor. He removed his hand from her mouth. His arm disappeared from around her neck. He grabbed her flailing arms and forced them together against the small of her back. With one hand, he secured her arms and pushed her with tremendous force, trapping her body ag

Little Billy
The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and hears his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hello bitches and bastards, may i tak

Anthrax Scare In Indy
Anthrax Scare in Indy INDIANAPOLIS (AP) -- Indianapolis Colts football practice was delayed nearly two hours today after a player reported finding an unknown white powdery substance on the practice field. Head coach Tony Dungy immediately suspended practice while police and federal investigators were called to investigate. After a complete analysis, FBI forensic experts determined that the white substance unknown to the players was the goal line. Practice resumed after special agents decided the team was unlikely to encounter the substance again... Go Bears !! Go Bears !! Go Bears !! Go Bears !!

An Observation.....
I've noticed, as I've merrily surfed through here, that the hardest thing on CT isn't making friends, but keeping up with all the friends you make! Making friends on here is the easy part because of all the great people, but I always feel like I've slighted someone because I can't keep up on a daily basis with whats going on withthem all. So, if you feel like I've ignored you or forgot you, I haven't. I'll get by again soon and say HI! as soon as I can. Thanks everybody, your all great and I really enjoy my time on here.

Important To All
my yahoo account has been hacked and now you my be at risk please don't open any thing from tonybeach2600 it is no longer my account some ass thought they wanted it more than me so i repeat DO NOT OPEN ANY THING FROM tonybeach2600@yahoo.com ask me for it and well see

A Smurfy Question Finally Answered
The Smurf Orgy It’s time to tell the truth about Smurfs. You see, Smurfs are a lot like other folks; they have dreams and ambitions, deep, thoughtful conversations with each other, and good and bad times. “But,” people ask, “do Smurfs have... you know... sex?” The answer is an emphatic and resounding yes! And why shouldn’t they? They’re people, too. What most people don’t know is why Smurfs are blue. Well, the reason is because Smurfs only have sex once a year. Face it: if you had sex only once a year, you’d be blue, too. Once a year, in the Smurf village, flags and banners fly happily in the breeze, proclaiming that the day of the annual Smuckfest has arrived. Birds sing and the Sun comes out to watch, despite the weather-Smurf’s direst predictions. I guess good ol’ Mr. Sun is a voyeur. In the middle of town, Papa Smurf gives a brief speech explaining the origin of the Smuckfest; how Dr. C. Everett Koop came to the village and warned all the Smurfs about AIDS. Pa

I Hate Snow!!!
OMG my boyfriend was supposed to drive from Ionia to Muskegon to pick me up today so we could see each other for the weekend...but now half the highway is closed down and theres a bunch of accidents so he cant come and get me cuz its too dangerous..and hes been working for the past week to get his car fixed and as soon as he got it fixed the weather is way to fucked up to drive over here..i guess muskegon is supposed to have a blizzard warning..now im gonna have to wait til next weekend to go anywhere it fucking sux!!!

The Trouble With Never...
If I never think about her, I'll never miss her at all Never wonder what she's doin, never give her a call Never see her again and I'll be free as a bird But the trouble with never is never never works If I never bring her flowers, I'll never see her smile If I never try to kiss her, she'll never drive me wild And I'll never feel the need to say those three little words But the trouble with never is never never works I know how to stay carefree, let no one get a hold on me But I can't keep my hands off her There's something different 'bout this girl If I never let me love her, I'll never settle down And I'll never put roots in this God forsaken town And I'll never say I do or step foot in a church But the trouble with never is never never works I know how to stay carefree, let no one get a hold on me But I can't keep my hands off her There's something different 'bout this girl If I never think about her, I'll never miss her at all Never wonder what she's do

So Mad
My sister-in-law called. Their Maltese, a little fluffy dog about 8 pounds, was attacked and killed by five of the neighbors' dogs. My 10-year-old niece is crying her eyes out. If I didn't live six hours away I would do something about those dogs. I'm so mad right now.

My Best Friend
MY BEST FRIEND When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you are worried I will give you hope When you are confused I will help you cope And when you are lost And can't see the light I shall be your beacon Shining ever so bright This is my oath I will pledge it until the end Why you may ask? Because ... You are My Best Friend

Let Your Heart Make The Choice
Before you say goodbye and walk out the door darling think twice let your heart make the choice Remember our sweet nights playing stories of delight don't throw the memories we made locking it in the attic to fade Before you break my heart and tear our moments apart ask yourself do I want this will I miss that kiss Don't bring distance to our eyes my flowers in the garden will die before you push my hands that clutch ask..can I forget this touch Look back through the years of how we hold each other dear a life without you is miserable to walk away from me are you able Don't banish our beautiful life and leave me with strife for my soul knows only you living in this world for you So before you say goodbye and walk out the door darling...think twice let your heart make the choice

Me Myself And I
I kind of wish You were still here I'm going crazy To my fear I tend to talk To myself at night Before and after I turn off the light Actually I told a lie I talk to three in total: Me, Myself, and I Now those three always Have very open ears Plus they never speak a word Of anything they hear They're unjudgemental, understanding They never interrupt And if I am ever down They're quick to pick me up Whenever I tell a joke They always laugh out loud Therefore I just need those three Instead of a great big crowd Plus I know they Will be there till the end Because Me, Myself and I Are my only, and best friends!

Hug Me!!!
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Hello Everyone
JUST A LIL SOMETHING TO TELL EVERYONE I AM HAVING FUN TALKING TO THE ONES THAT TALK AND HOPE TO TALK MORE TO THE ONES THAT I HAVENT HEARD FROM I HAVE MET ALOT OF GREAT PPL ON HERE AND SOME I HAVE GROWN CLOSE TO AND I ENJOY OUR CONVERSATONS AND LOVE RATING AND GETTING RATED KISSES AND HUGS TO ALL YOU GREAT CHERRIES AND HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON NYCKI

Riding By Starlight...
Last night riding by starlight and moon light for the most part, over the mountains of Pennsylvania through the snow and cold, while the clouds hid the sparkles in your eyes, and your beautiful reflection was not showing on the moon. I was worried for I thought I had lost everything and everyone. In an instance my truck slipped and I thought it was over, over the cliff which wound around beside me as we climbed this mountain. Then suddenly I had a twinkle in my eye and all across the sky the clouds had parted and gave way to the sparkles in my Angels eyes, and there beauty shined bright down from there reflection off the moon, I had to make a swift move and now it was clear for me to see where it had to be. With your loving moonlight I made the right choice, safe and sound I landed on the ground with out a scratch.. I had been wondering since my rig is paid off how long I had till death do we part.... So thank you for your thoughts that brings safety to heart, and keeps me safe along t

Un-ending
I yearn for you to return to me, my Love Obsession still burning in my eyes I long wistfully for the songs of your voice and Covet the softness of your touch I see my reflection dancing in the window glass as I wait unending moments for you to arrive In the darkness of my secret garden The purity of my passions is tended to with quiet care But you no longer visit me here in my garden So my desires have grown quiet and still Winter has seized my gazebo and The thistles and thorns have choked the trees My flowers have surrendered to the cold and I no longer hear the nightingales sing I only hear the songs of regrets and loneliness Ringing endlessly in my heart Ravens have ravaged my soul I am a prisoner of my memories and Your face is a furious storm in my mind But I will continue to wait for you here in my garden Until my breath has finally grown cold

Hmmm
Guys Come on, Im a real person on the other end of this page, please be nice. I hurt easy. I have a big mouth and Im playful most of the time, but i really dont mean anything bad or suggestive by it.What you see is what you get.Im a very sweet person, and I get my feelings hurt very easy, because I do care. So please just be nice to me. I would really would appreciate it.

Yesterday
Yesterday was forever ago, when it was only just a day, but it still lingers and with, every breath it starts to slip away. Further in the past it goes, And slowly my heart aches, I don't know how long I can keep doing this, Theres not much more I can take. Tomorrow is so far away, but I can feel it in my hands. Tomorrow will feel like yesterday, and fall though my fingers like sand. So take the days as they come, but hold them warm and tight, cuz before you know it before your eyes, your minutes make the night. Written by my friend Alana and me.

Here I Go Again..........
Well 'm Going Over To A Friends To Transfer All My Stuff From My Old Machine To My Newer One. The Guy Doing It Has Been A Friend For Years And Years And I Can Run To Him ANYTIME I Need Any Computer Help. He's Also Going To Take Some New Pics Of Me And Set Me Up With A Few Other Things. I May Even Wind Up With A Webcam When This Is All Through. But Even More Than Helping With My Computer He Is Planning On Trying To Help Me With Myself. I'm Feeling Really Lonley Right Now And Just Need That Snuggle Factor. I Already Have A Bottle Of Champagne Ready To Go And He Has The Candle Light And Wine Glasses. What More Could You Ask For In A Friend? Well Wish Me Luck In Case I'm Not Here For A Few Days Since I'm Getting Ready To Head To His Place. I Guess This Is One Of Those Times I Just Need To Spread My Wings............................................

Poem For Me From Firestar T Y Hun Muah
Rain She cries upon the world with her tears of pain and sorrow. A heart so full of love and compassion for all, But Lost to why all doesn’t see her or feel her hidden desire for love to belong within all. I stand under her tears like rain, I feel and know her pain, so I cry to her pain. Rain, oh sweet rain forgive me not caring enough. Let me show that life is truly can be free from all this death and destruction of reality. Let the sweet rain fall no more from your heavenly eyes. If rain must fall than Let it fall for joy and hope. Rain oh sweet rain forgive those, who can see. Touch them with your loving embrace with your sweet tears like rain. Guide them back to the path of reality. Sweet rain… Oh sweet rain, Please cry no more unless its for happiness and rejoice that love has a found a way. Rain upon me. Let me hold you close to my heart. Let me know that your tears embrace me with love and happiness. Rain falling from her heavenly eyes of sorrow, Please

Mood Swings
My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big fucking red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond.

Florida Tornadoes
Well, yesterday I woke up to some scary news about some tornadoes that passed through our lovely state of Florida. Hearing about some poor people who lost their lives was very heartbreaking to me. I'm just so glad my family and I remained safe and continue to pray for the people who lost loved ones and just plain went through some scary and deadly times. I hope that God will look out for them from now on and be sure to love everyone who is in your life. You never know when they will be gone, trust me on this one. Just hearing that news made me remember the last days of my father and grandfather's lives and wish no one has to go through that kind of painful trauma. God Bless everyone!

You Grew Up In Rural Midwest If...
You know how to polka, but never tried it sober... You know what knee-high by the Fourth of July means. You know it is traditional for the bride and groom to go bar hopping between the reception and wedding dance. You know the difference between "Green" and "Red" farm machinery, and would fight with your friends on the playground over which was better! You buy Christmas presents at Farm Supply. You spent more on beer & liquor than you did on food at your wedding. You hear someone use the word "oof-dah" and you don't break into uncontrollable laughter. You or someone you know was a "Dairy Princess" at the county fair. You know that "combine" is a noun. You let your older siblings talk you into putting your tongue on a steel post in the middle of winter. You think Lutheran and Catholic are THE major religions. You know that "creek" rhymes with "pick". Football schedules, hunting season and harvest are all taken into considera

Very Interesting, And Surprising!
I tried this and it really works. www.FamilyWatchDog.us Pass this on When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as a small icon of a house. There will be red, blue and green dots surrounding your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots a picture of a criminal will appear with his or her home address and the description of the crime he or she has committed. The best thing is that you can show your children these pictures and see how close these people live to your home or school. This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. This is another tool we can use to help us keep our kids safe. Please pass this on to everyone!!

Dark Hole
The dark hole that waits to engulf me i've been there before and never want to return it's soooo hard to fight it tho soooo very tempting to just surrender to the pain it consumes me leaves me feeling soooo used and abused it's home to me that deep dark hole what i've always known can't go back i must fight the urge I MUST NOT GIVE IN!!!!!!!!

This For Anderw, Nichole, And Linda...
This is how much you 3 mean to me... 15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5.Every night SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone you don't enough know exists loves you. 10. Whe you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look; you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself... sooner or later you will get

I'm Just Me...
Well, 1st of all I want to say HI to all my friends and thanks for the add. I really liked all your profiles. I am so glad that you all took the time to look at mine and rate me. My favorite quote is "I am who I am...your approval is NOT needed." I just want to have fun on here and meet new friends. Hugs to all, Kisses to ARCADIAN, Serena

Magic
Magic Oils, lotions, and potions Where the ladies touches Wiping of their brooms with elegant thrushes. Casting spells with black cats and dragon’s tails. Four by four they chant to the mystical realms. Dancing in the open meadows. Sowing love words for a fellow. Tempting one with such rhymes To keep his soul for all times. Scott baker

Thunder In The Mountains:
Thunder in the mountains: With whispering fantasy’s they walked down the staircase In a parade of leather plaited fetish wear show case and draping whips Feathers of needles pressing the skin, weaving in and out the joy is within Whipping floggers electric play the fire show was a great display The cutting edge besides the tongues marking the skin all night long With the thunderous echo of cracking whips the silent joy of a quiet kiss. Meeting the people was a great thing. finding your clan with the jiggling of the chains Black and blue with more then a clue you might of lost one friend but you gained two Meeting in the thunder raining with poring kinks the rocky mountains was the place to meet. By scottbaker

Thank You All Who Have Showed Your Support.
sadly there have been a few screwballs on this site .. accusing me of lieing about the pasing if my father to get points.. a very good friend of mine Angel//prince of darkness made a few very kind bulliotns for me that showed support and love for me and my family during our loss. The response i recieved has been very ovewhelming and for th most part.. exteremely positive... I want to thank each and everyone of those who sent their sympathies. I have decided to share the obituary with those that may be interested in seeing.. and to kind of justify myslef to those evil and crass folks that have accused me of a fabrication of my father's death as a points game. I know these people are sick,.. and I should just ignore it.. but this is my way of dealng the pain they have caused me . Pulled from the Galesburg Register Mail,..Galesburg Illinois Stanley E. 'Stan' Sanders 1948-2007 Friday, February 2, 2007 Abingdon - Stanley E. "Stan" Sanders, 58, 908 N. Ellison St., di

Contest Updates Moms In New Place!
~ I'm Holding a Mother Contest ~ Starts tommorrow at 9 am central time ! Let's see who makes the Top Mother in comments. so all moms send me your pics and i'll add you to the contest. 1st mom is..... with 894 comments 2nd mom is..... with 509 comments 3rd mom is...... with 109 comments 4th mom is...... with 68 comments 5th mom is...... with 5 comments 6th mom is...... with 2 comments 7th mom is..... with 1 comments Remember you can comment bomb your own pic! Contest will start on 2/2 thur 2/9 again mom with most comments wins! thanks maria click on the pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Sex Application..that's Right Boys!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Do you like fore play? 22. What is fore play to you? 23. Can we take pictures of the act?

Dishwalla-counting Blue Cars
Must of been mid afternoon I could tell by how far the child's shadow stretched out and He walked with a purpose In his sneakers, down the street He had, many questions Like children often do He said, Tell me all your thoughts on God? Tell me am I very far? Must of been late afternoon On our way the sun broke free of the clouds We count only blue cars Skip the cracks, in the street And ask many questions Like children often do We said, Tell me all your thoughts on God? 'Cause I would really like to meet her. And ask her why we're who we are. Tell me all your thoughts on God, Cause I am on my way to see her. So tell me am I very far - Am I very far now? Its getting cold picked up the pace How our shoes make hard noises in this place Our clothes are stained We pass many, cross eyed people And ask many questions Like children often do Tell me all your thoughts on God? 'Cause I would really like to meet her. And ask her why we're who we are. Tell me al

Today Could Have Been A Bad Bad Day Some Someone
I see alot of odd looking people everyday. I work in a mall and well strange looking people are part of the job. I try not to stare alot of the time. I saw this one dude who was just ugly I think I have even taking his order at subway before I donno, he looked really farmilar. just somthing about him made me nervouse. the man who looked to be about 45 sat down next to two girls, nothing strange about that. he started text messageing somone a about 15 mintues go by and a girl from one of the stores flaged me down to tell me that she over heard him talkin to the girls and that they looked like they were a little uncomfy by him. so I kept on eye on him. shorty after the two girls left and he just sat there for a while. then he got up and got some food and sat down next to a few other girls, agian with his cell phone out, thats when I grabed my cleaning stuff and start to clean the tables around him. thinking if I could see that his camera on his phone is on I could then do somthing about

Love
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com HI all my Friends and Fan and Family just thought i would drop some love and let u know i am doing pretty good now..Hope u are all doing great!!!! I'm sorry i have not went any of these for a while but if u all do not mind i will start again i like to let u all know how much i love u all and glad u are all my friend.. KISSES AND HUGS

Happiness Starts Slowly
My friends fiance was released n the charges were dropped from when Josh set him up... Josh was served with an order for protection so he can no longer hurt me, but i still miss him and am having a hard time with this confusion... even though he was a bomb just waiting to go off, with his depression and anger problems and that he robbed me when he left, and while he was staying with me, as it turns out... i still miss the Josh that i thought he was... but he had me fooled... things are slowly starting to look up, and i am so glad! It's about time. lol :)

Is This Me/
Courtesy of MsTags.comYou Communicate With Your Body This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person. You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches. Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others. A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you! How Do You Communicate?

Newest !
Our Beach You and I walk hand in hand Under the stars and through the sand Waves crash with thundering sound With love for each other our heart does pound Kisses deep and passions caress Slowly we both do undress Holding and touching excitement grows Both of us loving for our soul knows That hand in hand we will go through life Facing all through the joys and strife Passion unending we will always share For two who are one nothing else can compare Holding and loving there on our beach You’re the one who brought the stars within reach By R. Thomas Dinsmore

We Are All The Same
We are all the same living here in the world The black, the white, the boys, the girls We are all the same we all have knowledge and common sense We all have problem to worry about we all get tense We all want to do great in life Every man wants to be a good husband to his wife We are all the same we need clothes and food We all feel sad we all get angry or feel blue We all need help one time or another We all need a home with shelter for cover We are all the same a mouth, a nose, and two eyes We all feel pain, one day we all will die We are all the same we have to obey the laws We are all the same remember we all have flaws Damon Latrell Taylor

Dedicated To My Grandmother
A friend of mine named Missy shared this poem with me and it touched me so much! HER JOURNEY‘S JUST BEGUN Don’t think of her as gone away---her journey’s just begun, life holds so many facets ---this earth is only one. Just think of her as resting from the sorrow and the tears in a place of warmth and comfort where there are no days and years. Think of how she must be wishing that we could know today how nothing but our sadness can really pass away. And think of her as living in the hearts of those she touched…for nothing loved is ever lost---and she was loved so much !! E. Brenneman

Comments On Pics And Profile
I have decided to turn off all my comments off for a while if u need to get ahold of me use the private message or shout box .As for how long I'm not sure .To that one certain someone don't think I'm EVIL because I'm not mad a Little hurt but hey I'm a big boy I'll get over it .You know your a very special ANGEL and always will be to me ............later people Michael

Stalkers Telephone #
If anyone gets real bored tonight.... here is the telephone number of the woman that has been stalking me and calling me.. she must be drunk cause she finally called me and forgot to block her number tonight... stupid biotch... Have fun with it... 214 458 5582 paybacks a biotch! as always Luvs&hugs! ~MzMic~

Give And Take
Take my hand And walk with me Through endless life A world to see Give your dreams Your thoughts laid bare And feel the love I long to share Bring your soul A love entwined A twist of fate Two lives combined Take my heart It's in your care I'll take yours too If you will share Give your pain I'll take it all And keep you safe To never fall Bring your love And I'll bring mine We'll test our will To conquer time

Thank You To All!
Hey thanks everyone for showing us some love. I know we aren't always able to accept your friend requests right away so this is for those who don't know we accepted, come rate and comment on our sexy pictures. don't forget to fan while your here if you haven't already :) enjoy!!! -Autumn and Ryan

No Mail Again...
::sigh:: i kept putting off checking the mail....mostly because i didn't want my hopes dashed by an empty mailbox. i did check it though and there was nothing there. ech...sometimes i wish if there isnt a letter from sean there could at least be a bill or something to distract me from being letterless. blah. its gonna be another long night for me. i hate nights like this. they break my heart. sean has two weeks leave in march...god i cant wait for him to be home. though i know that after those two weeks he has to leave again...that has got to be the hardest part for me...watching him walk away...or maybe worse still having to smile and hold back the tears when he looks back and waves at me...ugh...now im crying. lol i swear im on an emotional coaster ride nowadays. sometimes i wake up crying after the very tears that wake me made me sleep in the first place. sometimes i call out to him...but i know he wont come to me. sometimes the solitude leaves me in pieces on the floor...but

Butterfly Garden
I come to your garden, where the butterflys live in harmony with your nature. It is your gracious spirit that draws them to your garden. Your true friendship allows them to multiply in to many. Thank you for sharing you gift with us. GegiCluck20070204 **This is a tribute to my dear friend Mama who has a loving and giving spirit. I cherish her friendship

Astrology
Sun signs Aries (March 21 - April 19) is the sign of the natural born leader. Always impulsive, spontaneous and headstrong. They often remind one of a Mac Truck barreling down the highway. Never malicious, though often self-centered. Set on a mission carving their own way in life. Not aware of their actions until later. An Aries is fearless and brave almost to a point of foolishness definitely making their actions and presence known. Ruled by the head, they often look like a ram plowing through the crowd on the way up that mountain. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) manages to possess, and "have" just about everything possible. Very gentle, steadfast, stubborn and at times, slow. They plod through life making other's dreams come true by taking other's projects and making them shine. Down to earth with a no-nonsense approach, saying what they mean with a very strong sense of values. You will find nothing cheap or shoddy about them or what they own. Waiting until they can afford o

Sexual Astrology
ARIES WOMEN: Wildly sensual, passionate and adventurous. You'll have sex anywhere, you know what you want - intense and frequent sex, you have a need for complete control, but you're also in love with love. As a mate, you are ardent, loyal, sentimental, and earthly. Biggest thrill - the tickle of a man's facial fuzz. ARIES MEN: Sleeping with him is like playing croquet with live bombs - you never know what is going to happen! Never expect him to wait for you to be ready - he will rip your clothes off if he is ready to go. Don't tease him or you'd better be ready to deliver. Fond of slave master games and he likes it rough. Aries men are also explorers, so be ready to go where no woman has gone before. His favourite position: a woman on her knees leaning forward. TAURUS WOMEN: You expect your man to be kind and patient and make love to you by the book. Like to be pleased by sex, but don't look for unusual approaches. But you are a demanding lover and leave your partner breathles

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not yet, but I would 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both

Poetry
Ghost I am a ghost wandering the halls at night restless and seeking seeking for something I may never find Ice runs through my heart sending shivers jabbing my mind echoes of lost loves whisper through my soul tonight I have noone to understand to take the coldness from me to kiss away the pain and heartbreak that lives deep down inside of me I am not worthy I am not big enough, not strong enough to fight away this fear that claws and tears through the insides I have been taken Used up. thrown away drained of all knowledge and good that was left of me I am broken, torn apart Not what I could have been for you for me for the ones who trusted me I am noone Noone at all I dont count I barely exist I am a ghost in all your existances So I wander these halls Opening doors staring through windows searching for something to make me feel whole again FULL again Fill me up Fil

Cherrytap Ages
Noticed this- ages were incorrect in some cases, but have now been fixed (for instance, my "age" is now 37 in my profile, which is correct; it was 38 for awhile, which was not. This error affected several people, I gather.)

The First Ever Miss Cherrytap World Pagent!! (please Repost!!!)
Hello all my friends and family here on CT. I am going to host the first ever MISS CHERRYTAP WORLD PAGENT!!! Once I get the details worked out and have it ready I will post a bulletin and blog to let everyone know. This blog is to get everyone's input and ideas. Contestants will need to submit 1 salute photo. It will be based on ratings not comments. The first to get 250 ratings of 10 will win a 30 day blast with 1 voter selected at random winning a 1 day blast. Please let me know if you would be interested and what you think. This is my way to show how much I appreciate everyone here on CT. Thanks.

Enlightenment
Darkness falls down in every direction. It pulls at you during your worst times. Follows you around like a cloud waiting to rain down on you, waiting to consume you. Just when you think its hopeless and no one cares here comes an angel to help you, pull you out from the darkness, giving you hope, giving you your life back. Thank God for our personal angels.

Girl Friends Are Like Flowers..guys..! Handle Them Very Gently
GIRL FRIENDS ARE LIKE FLOWERS..GUYS..! HANDLE THEM VERY GENTLY 1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day. 6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. 9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 10 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 12 . Play with her hair. 13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because

I Would Like Too Thank...
Pce, I would like too thank all my cherrytap ladies that have giving me alot of love. i been rated accepted as a fan been giving gifts..someone even had a crush on me even if it was for a split second...lol a split second crush is better than no crush at all ...lol. Well anywhoo once again thanx.. Infinity J.O.(NugroundMusic) p.s. Much love too the one who added me too family and also too the one who told me about this site give em love.Give all of them love.. Ciao J.O.

Van Halen & David Lee Roth Back On Tour
LOS ANGELES (AP) — The rumors were true. Van Halen will reunite with original singer David Lee Roth for a summer tour of North America. "I am very excited to get back to the core of what made Van Halen," guitarist Eddie Van Halen said in a statement posted Friday on the band's website announcing a 40 city tour. No specific dates have been named. It will be the first time that Roth performs live with the band since 1984, when he was replaced by Sammy Hagar. A brief reunion with Roth in 1996 resulted in two new songs but no tour. Original bassist Michael Anthony will not be a part of the reunion. Late last year he was replaced by Eddie Van Halen's 15-year-old son Wolfgang. On March 12 Van Halen will be inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame at a ceremony in New York. Copyright 2007 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.

~a Friendly Poem~
I REACH MY HAND OUT TO YOU YOU ARE MY FRIEND IF I NEVER HAVE ANTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD I CAN AT LEAST KNOW I SHARED A BOND WITH SOMEONE THAT REFLECTED THE GOOD IN ME A POSITIVE BALANCE OF UNDERSTANDING AND ADMIRATION AN INSPIRING MIND AND HEART AND A LOVING AND GENTLE SOUL THESE ARE THE FRIENDS I HAVE AND CHOOSE TO BE ACQUAINTED WITH

Icky Poo
Last night I had only one kid, so after she went to bed and was asleep I had a couple drinks. Only 2. I took 2 tylenol pm ( cause I have NOT been sleeping) and went to bed around midnight. I tossed and turned all night. Had a dream about some Irish farmer named Gentry, and I was being chased by thousands of killer white geese. I remember all the people being chased were taking the stuffing out of some stuffed animals and thrwoing it in small pieces to make the geese think it was food. I guess it worked, I woke up and I had not been good attacked. I woke up feeling like shit. I thought maybe it was the 2 drink hang over. I had heartburn too. UGH! So anyway I mae some tea.. it was so nasty I couldnt drink it. I got milk for the heartburn, but again it tasted nasty so I didnt drink it. Instead I start pukin. JOY! A shower always makes me feel better after that so I went to get in the shower. As I was heating up the water, the shower curtain rod decides to come crashing down onto my head.

Lmao
Body: In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of mycoxafloppin. Some of the other names also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. ********* The New Pepsi Drink ************* Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highball

Thingie,s
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic >garbage bags with her, one in each hand. > >There's a hole in one of the bags, and every once in a while a $20 bill >flies out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops >her..."Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag." > >"Damn!" says the little old lady....."I'd better go back and see if I > can still find the others bills that fell out. Thanks for the warning!" > >"Well, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money? >"Did you steal it?" "Oh, no", says the little old lady. "You see, my back > yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's > > a game a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower >beds!" > >"So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper, and each >time someone sticks his little thingie through the bushes, I say, $20 or off > >it comes!" > >"Hey, not a bad idea!" laughs t

Free The Boston Two
For anyone who's been following the misplaced media uproar over the two artists who placed lighted depictions of the ATHF Mooninite characters in the city of Boston, This blog posting at REASON dot com is a must read... even if you haven't a clue what I'm talking about ;) It's terrible how the city overreacted, and even worse how they're trying to save face by acting tough, with the media's help. I'll never forget this moment in journalistic dishonesty, because all they care about is scaring you, dear viewer, into hanging on their every word, when in reality it was just another 'nothing to see here, please move along' moment in our day to day.

Help Please
Here is a good friend of mine he has add New pics.enjoy his pics. You want a very good friend please vist his page please Rate, Add, and fan him buy him gifts. He is a very good friend. He is wonderful man so please add him. THE BIG BAD WOLF~MEMBER OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP

Natural Beauty Contest
Hey all I am in the natural beauty contest come help me out by bombing my photo as much as u can just go to the link below. thanks to anyone who helps me out in this. if u can please repost this message to all your friends. Just in case someone doesnt know what comment bombing is u can follow the link and leave as many comments as u want about the pic u can even just type a letter over and over again thanks all your great. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339852&albumid=188333&i=1705006537

Quiz-type Of Writer?/theme Song
You Should Be a Song Writer You have the ability to evoke emotion, tell a story, and hook someone... In a very small amount of words, perhaps with some deft rhyming. Even if you can't write music, you can sure write compelling lyrics. Lyrics so good, people will have them stuck in their heads! What Type of Writer Should You Be? ------------------------------------------------ Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

Fetish Fair
Dave and I went to the fetish fair yesterday and I got fitted for my first custom corset!!! Damn thing is going to cost me 450 bucks but its going to be gorgeous, its hunter green brocade with gold, it will look kinda like this, only in green (this purple one is the one I tried on) while I was being fitted, I heard for the first time in my life...."you need a smaller cup for the bust" ahahahaha I was so excited. I could not believe how good I looked in a "real" corset...I didnt know that kind of shape was possible for me anyway...if i stick with the payment plan I should have it by October heheh it will be in this shape We bought some fun new toys and made some new friends too :) We found a lady that makes dungeon furniture that lives right down the street from Dave's parents ahahahahaha

To Discipline Or Not To Discipline
WayOutMan@ CherryTAP is taking a beating (no pun intended) in his Mumm on "To discipline or not to discipline? That is the ?????" when referencing the ability to discipline another parent's child. I think many are immediately considering disciplining to mean spanking, a slap on the wrist, etc. This was my comment on his Mumm: When my daughter was 18 months old, I had a roommate who had her 4 yr old son living with us. The 4 yo old reached up for my crystal candlestick holder (value $200) on the mantle in a rough manner and almost broke it into pieces. Luckily, I was able to intervene and save the candlestick holder. The child? I told him, "No, you shouldn't grab things off of the mantle." My roommate told me that I was not to discipline her child. I looked at her real funny. I felt that I had every right to tell him, "No!" Don't you??? So, what do you think. Would you have a right to discipline the child or not????

Must Read
Our dog Abbey died on November 23. The day after Abbey died, our four-year-old daughter Meredith was so very upset. She wanted to write a letter to God, so that God would recognize Abbey in Heaven. She told me what to write, and I did. Then Meredith placed two pictures of Abbey in the envelope. We addressed it to God In Heaven, put two stamps on it (because, as Meredith said, it could be a long way to Heaven). We put our return address on the envelope, and I let Meredith put it in the drop box at the post office that afternoon. She was absolutely certain that her letter would get to Heaven, and I was not about to disillusion her. Now here we are several weeks later. Today we took the children to a local museum. When we came home, there was a package wrapped in gold on our front porch. It was addressed to Meredith, so she took it inside and opened it. Inside was a book: WHEN YOUR PET DIES, by Mr. Rogers (the late Fred Rogers). On the front cover was the letter we had

Full Of Whispers
Before I felt your love in my heart My soul was in torment Seeking passion amid the devastation of my essence Haunted by unceasing despair I found your Love growing in the twisted wreckage of my faraway dreams A wild flower flourishing in the cracks between ancient unforgiving stones You came into my life and Scattered my despair to the four winds Our souls are now as one Your lips brush against my breast with a nuance of songs Like a roomful of whispers My destiny has become yours Your passions pass through my eyes Like shadows retreating into darkened corners Eternity is ours Do you feel the soothing mind-touch of my delicate tears As they hush your tempest soul? Do you hear my lust weaving a spell-song of longing and desire Enslaving your heart? Now that I have tasted your sweet nectar I can no longer remember the sorrows of my past And I am forever grateful to Love for giving you to me

I Need An Ark!
ok, so Eddie and I were headed to bed last Thursday when I went to flick off a light switch. When I made my move towards the switch I stepped in something cold and wet. I looked around me and realized my dining room carpet was soaked with water. So Eddie went to get the maintenance man who lives on the grounds and he came back with him. So the poor guy investigated and came back to tell us that the boiler had busted and was flooding out the boiler room which shares a common wall with my apartment. So they had to turn off our boiler which in turn cut off our hot water and our heat. They brought me some of those portable heaters, which keep throwing the breakers on me. They dried out my carpet, but seeing how the boiler flooded my apartment about 2 months ago, my poor china cabinet could not take any more and it finally warped. I am being compensated for my inconvienence so no worries there. But now my house is in shambles while everything is being repaired. I have re

Stupid Van
I hate my minivan some days. This is one of them. I was driving on Route 80 in Northeastern Pennsylvania. It started to buck. So, naturally, I get annoyed. I pulled off at the exit. I turned right. And it groaned. Unhappily. And it stopped. So, here I am right now, sitting in a hospital waiting room waiting for someone to come get me. Then we have to long ass drive home. About 3 hrs. Oh, and since its Sunday, I have no idea what is actually wrong. I'm going to push it into a mechanics parking lot, about 2 blocks away. I'll leave them a note with my cell number for them to call me tomorrow. What else can I do? Rant. Thanks for reading. Griz

My Bleeding Heart
You riped my heart out killing my world crashing my dreams riping my soul makeing it a blackhole turening life in to nothing showing me loves not real just hate and sorrow hiding your love from my blackheart keeping from liveing no more holding your heart close to mine you will forever have my heart

I'll Always Be Your Angel
Tenderizing moments etched deep in my heart. An echoing breeze putting my heart in a flutter. Tangled in a web, being lost in my words kept me sane. Those words protect me from the loneliness I feel inside. Closing my eyes, I still feel the electricity which has empowered my whole body the first time our lips met. Your touch paralyzed me changing me forever. Being with you helped me find myself. Your aura shined through me, helping me define the meaning of love, trust, compassion and understanding. Looking in your eyes, I see a loving sensitive man trying his best not to hurt me. The hurt I feel inside comes when you leave me behind. I don’t want you to go. I want you to stay, but I remain silent not showing you my tears. You hold a power like no other has held over me. I give you my love, a love that no other can ever match. For you are my lover, my best friend, and my soul mate. I’ll always be your an

The Harvest
Journeying into the unknown masked by mind playing games. Blocking out all emotions searching for depth deep within my soul. Opening my heart which I have closed down for reasons I can’t explain. Closing my eyes feeling your presence afraid of my own feelings for you. Hoping that you will open your heart Leaving behind the security you have grown accustomed to. Taking a chance venturing into the unknown that will bring you true happiness. Nature changes our perception of life four times as year. Falls brings us harvest. Winter brings snow to purify us. Spring helps us grow with vibrant colors entering our life. Summer brings us love the love that I have and will always have for you

Who Turned Off The Switch ????
I'm the type of person that Loves all the seasons I find beauty in each of them .. with everything they bring be it Drenching Rains .. Scorching Heat .. Fridged Cold .. what have you .. But .. This is just downright NUTS ... They've posted an Alert in my area .. that WITHOUT Windchills we will be having temps -15 to - 20 degree's .. with the windchills in there . we could hit -45 or less .. Has someone relocated me to the artic and not told me ?? .I'm a Northerner .. Grew up in Connecticut Snow and cold was part of it all ...You blink and the weather changed before you could really figure it out .. Nutmeggers know that .. But .. Damn Christmas day it was almost 55 and now we may see the Exact opposite of that Good Gawd .. Who turned off the Freakin Switch ?? and whomever it was would you kindly turn that Sucker back on ..

Just Onlt ,sentiments...
The Lover's is the 6th card in the Tarot Deck. Its meaning is as follows: The most common (and understandably so) meaning of the Lovers card is romantic true -blue, passionate LOVE. It often is interpreted to represent new or rekindled happy, soul-mate quality loving relationships. But, at a deeper level, this card represents personal choices to be made in some sphere of the Querant's life. This choice is not an easy one, since there are usually many options to select from. The Lovers bid the decision-maker to relax, and tune in to their inner wisdom: the correct choice will soon make itself known. .. I have tried to describe what it feels like inside when you hold me in your arms with our eyes intact our lips interlocked as I feel your hunger and desire overtaking me causing me to melt into an unknown state lost in my desire for you. I have told you many times just how much I love y

I'm Out..
I just want to thank all the people who voted or tried to vote.. Someone rated my pic as NSFW so no one can vote anymore for me.. But I got Put into another contest.. Wet Tshirt Baby..lol.. Well I just wanted to send a Huge Thanks out to Pete.Shadowdad.. check him out!. My Biggesst friend and Fan.. Thanks baby!

To Horny..............
Hey Hun Yer my Jugg 4ever no matter what....Let those lameasses say what they need just to make themselves feel better at night.....as far as I go and I'm sure you go.............. THEY CAN FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFF (tha hatchet) heres to the real Juggs

What Does It Take
what does it take TO save my soul what does it take to feel whole what does it take to make a gurl see what does it take to get one to believe what does it take to feel like ur needed what does it take to give ir soul what does it take to have it ripped whole what does it take to find 1 gurl what does it take to find the love what does it take to stop the hurt what does it take someone tell me so.. yes this is cheesy and lame and any one of several things but i dont care...fuck off if u dont like it..

Its Cold As Hell, Wanna Cuddle?
How to make a woman happy? It's not difficult. To make a woman happy, a man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 44. give her compliments regularly 45. love shopping 46. be honest (white lies okay) 47. be very rich 48. not stress her out 49. not look at other girls

Is It Time To Go To My Better Job Yet?
This will be my third night without klonopin, and my brain may as well be a conglomerate of cement and cotton wads. I really feel stupid, top-heavy, and incredibly unfocused. It isn't terrible, but seriously fucking annoying. I have tomorrow off, and will be picking up my prescription then. It is my fault that I did not go pick it up Friday, but it is not my fault that the Long's I go to suddenly closes the Pharmacy two hours earlier on Saturdays. Fuckers. I have had it with work. Everyone eats at the cashwrap instead of circulating the salesfloor. They come in, clock in, then walk into the back and do god knows what for five to fifteen minutes before coming out and actually doing their job. The phrase "ten minute break" has turned into "see you later". I can't even seem to correct it. They argue with me! I cannot assert myself enough to even write them up for being late more often than they are on time. Every single one of them. Argh. I am embarrassed to be the manager of this bunc

(i Felt The Sun On My Face For The First Time, And Tasted Blood On My Tongue For The Last)
When you're left with only a bullet I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it I'll be the end of everyone who's ever entered your life And taken pieces out of it. I'll give you enough time to regain your composure To reconstruct a heart that's torn apart from over-exposure I know forever isn't long enough to forget the faces and places that played out your tragedy.

Almost There!
Yay! I am finally ahead ! I so need your help so that I can stay ahead and be the first to 30000!! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! Right now under 6000 to go! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥

Da Colts Baby!
Yes.. we finally won ! go Colts! ahhaha Oh yeah.. In memory of this momentius moment.. I made a salute .. in my bobby sanders #21 jersey! with my afc black hat on.. u can't see the hat though.. darn zoom lol it was rejected.. and now i have to write it down .. my handwriting is bad.. i dunno how this will go.. brb.. lmao

Yes...pepsico Sponsors Me...sort Of...
So, I've had a few questions about my name. Yes, PepsiCo does give me freebies for using this name. It didn't start out that way, however. See, I have used this name for a long time on MySpace and on my messengers and e-mail. I am an avid Mountain Dew lover through and through. A while back, a PepsiCo rep found my profile on MySpace and saw the pics of me drinking Dew. They contacted me, and our relationship was born. I get free Dew every month just about (free 2 Liters and 20oz bottles). I get shirts, stickers, beanies, jackets...stuff like that. Mountain Dew even sent me a birthday card (emo tear...how sweet). So, while I DO get stuff from Pepsi...I had this name long before. It's just a good bonus, ya know? So, there ya have it. Mountain Dew loves me back, and it's the best relationship I've ever had. I plan on naming my firstborn son Mountain Dew. No...I'm not serious, you moron. *amanda cherry*

An Angel Came To Me
This is true and happened to me 4 pr 5 years ago or so. It kinda blew me away and was quite reassuring at the time - you may think it's coincidence / bullshit / whatever - regardless of the 'reality' i find it inspiring....... My wife and I were having problems at the time. We weren't spending much time together. Money was ok, but teh purse-strings were pulled a little tight. I was working / living in one city, my wife (and son) were in another through much of teh week. I had had my dreams dashed and I felt helpless and depressed. It was one of those times where, even if you don't belive in life after death, angels, god, you find yoursalf pleading for 'a sign', asking for help. On returning home from a gig one night, I found myself standing outside the kitchen door, smoking, staring at the clear starry sky. I didn't know which way to turn in life. I was lonely, low, lost. "Please, show me a sign. If I have an angel looking over me, show me you are there. I ca

Just A Little Something
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Part 2
So, I think I have decided how things are going to be from now on. See I am the person who sends Christmas cards to everyone (I even send out emails asking for addresses) I can, Birthday cards, and if I can't do that... it is an email or even a phone call... WELL... I am not gonna do it anymore. I am tird of being the one person who does everything that she can for everyone but herself and then get hurt in the long run. Wow... I know you are thinking... what is this girl's problem? It was just a birthday? BUT the thing is that it was just a birthday... holidays... yeah everyone can send something out... be it an email or a card...whatever... but a birthday... that is that one special day that means something. It sets someone apart... oh forget it... Sorry to be bitchy... I just need to get this off my chest and since most of the friends that I talk to about it...well... you guys have become them... Thank you to those of you who care!

What You Mean To Me
this is for all my special friends those who i class as my family online its a poem i found online by a Poet called Baby Bad I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you on ICQ Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything.

Life Full Of Angels
My life is full of angels Helping to push me along I call them my friends When I am no longer strong My Life is full of angels They always dry my tears I call them my family They help to calm my fears My life is full of angels Showing me they care I call them my nurses With whom my time I share My life is full of angels Sent to me from above They are everywhere I look Feeling their endless love My life is full of angels The best one waits for me When my time here is over I know his face I will see

Vet School
First-year students at Texas A&M's VetSchool were receiving their first anatomy class, with a real dead cow. They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, "In vet medicine, it is necessary to have two important qualities as a doctor: The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the animal body. For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the dead cow, withdrew it and stuck it in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing," he told his students. The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes. But eventually took turns sticking a finger in the anal opening of the dead cow and sucking on it. When everyone finished, the Professor looked at them and told them, "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention."

Today...
Today has been a good/boring/confusing/and hurtfull day. I hate it when "friends" lead me to beleive one thing, then i find out the truth. Its just aggravating and grr, it hurts...really bad. Well i mean what happend today anyways. Otherwise i would just be like whatever, but this was different...a lot different. Oh well. but on a bright side, snow day from school woohoo! well actually it was because its way to cold out to go anywhere. So im nice and tosty in my jammies and blanket right now hehe. =P But yeah anyways, I have some homeworl to do. Some perspective drawing for art. Anyone wanna do it for me? Just draw the corner of a room and send it to me. lol Well ill talk to ya guys later! ~Ash~

Good Way To Start The Week
Another new client signed on today. :) Talked to another that will be ready by the end of the week too. And another is getting final approval from their board next week. Now if every week could be like this!

What The World Needs Now
When i heard this song playing on T.V. I knew I had to share the words of this beautiful message... We all need peace and we need to just love one another... This month is the month of love... Love with all your heart and love thoes around you... We are all special in our own ways... Love you... I look around at all the faces and I see All the lonely people looking back at me Rich, poor don't matter we're all the same Everybody's hungry in a different way We're clawin' and climbin' and kickin' and screamin' and fightin' but really What the world needs now is love Love and only love A little help from up above Faith to make a better day Let's come together Lay our differences down Spread it all around That's what the world needs now Sometimes all it takes is just a smile To change somebody's weather Chase the clouds out of their sky Sometimes you gotta give and not receive Sometimes you gotta live what you believe Open your arms cause that's wher

Let's Pretend
lets pretend... A man and a woman, who have never met before, but who are both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a totally booked transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly. He in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At around 1:00 AM, the man leaned over and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am. I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea", she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow, that's a great idea!", he exclaimed. "Good", she replied. "Get your ownblanket!" After a moment of silence, he farted.

Liars
I really hate it when people tell you what you want to hear but dont mean a single word of it! If you want to be my friend be real dont fukin lie to me and blow smoke up my ass!! I love attention like anyone else but for crist sakes be real.. i don't have time for bullshit liars!! Why even do it? do you get some perverted pleasure out of fuking with peoples emotions??? Like i said if you want to be my friend say hi.. flirting is great! but dont lie to me.. if you dont want to have me as a friend at least tell me to fuk off! GEEZ. ok i'm done.. ty for listening.. Cherry on!

A Rose For My Rose
In flight of day a lovely rose Did speak by subtle sway And stirred a heart so long lain dead No flower could ever stay. But embers did to fire aglow And whispered soft affection And bared a breast to open light In trust and insurrection. How to know the honest heart Would blush the lovely rose? A teardrop fell in shame and guilt, No blush did it propose. But only tender souls may touch In magic born of heart And dare to dream of times to come When they''re not far apart. For all we have in life is Love, To give, to share, enhance; Would you deny ourselves A hope? a prayer? a chance? And so my honest heart does ask In lines of rhyming prose If I might share my love with you, My sweet and lovely rose.

Modern Living!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when... 1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13.

Childhood Memories And Such
Plymouth Cordage Company was once a booming rope factory but that was back in the 1800's. During the late 80s and early 90s it was a mall, I remember visiting there every Sunday, the property taxes eventually rose in Plymouth causing many businesses to move else where or close their doors forever. My school just bought a large portion of one of the buildings, my class was cancelled today I sat one one of the benchs and just thought about things for awhile. If you concentrate hard enough you can still hear childrens laugher echoing off the walls and womens heels clicking down the hard wood halls. The aroma of slow roasting hotdogs and freshly popped popcorn. These walls house most of my best childhood memories. It was before my life seemed to fall apart, before I feared being home, before I wished I was never born and tried to end my own existence on this earth. On a side note, I wish people didn't say one thing and a few days later act like nothing is wrong.

Ain't No Home Wrecker
as far as i can tell, some bitches will be suspcious of you no matter how you behave. facts about yours truly; 1) i respect relationships 2) i'm in one of my own and am not interested in fucking it up 3) i'm more likely to flirt w/ the female in the relationship than the male, since i HAVE one of those. 4) if i knew your man wasn't being faithful i'd be the first to tell you A friend of mine recently had his communications cut off between us. My last correspondence with him was to offer for the millionth time to clear things up directly when i heard complaints that his wife & sister in law were up in his shit. he's been a true friend, and they're rare. i don't mind in the least if he had to sacrifice our friendship to save his relationship. and he knows this. but people don't really like to be repressed in relationships, especially if they're actually the rare few who have kept themselves in check. Miles, wherever you are... you're a good man.

Hello Again Everybody
Hey all, just wanted to say i'm back online and that i'm sorry I haven't been on lately. things have been a little hectic lately and there just really hasn't been much of a chance for me to log on. I hope everyone is well and that i get a chance to say hello to you all soon. Thanks and take care! William

I'll Only Love You Babe
I love you What more can I say... You have no idea just how much or how deep I would give up Chocolate for you (I think) lol That's how much I love you! It's your love that I will always need? The fear I feel When you're not here Every time you walk out that door I pray... This won't be the last time I see or hold you Babe All I ask is for your safe return Another day to laugh with you To smile at your jokes To taste your delicious tasty creative cooking To make another cheesey mushroom omelet just for you To serve it in our big bed To fill you're Christmas Stocking with your favorite coffee candies Your own Chocolate covered cherries Your very own big can of cashews To see your smile when I start my gardening every spring Even when the big bill comes in My life would be empty without your special brand of love The electricity that I feel with your touch Is truly amazing my love I feel a horrid emptiness deep inside my soul When I think of you not being a

Black History Month
Once again, Feburary has arrived. That means its the time to celebrate Black History in America. For African-Americans, it's time to remember the contributions of those who came before us. It's time to remember that freedom didn't come cheaply. There was pain. There was injustice. There was a time when the majority of this country set themselves upon a pedistal in order to look down upon those they felt were inferior. Our ancestors took on the challenge thrust upon them and rose above to great heights. Sacrificing for the cause of freedom was not just words spoken by politicans, it became a way of life. Slowly, the concept of recognizing the achievements of Black America have been shoved under the rug. The contributions of George Washington Carver, Fredick Douglas, and Dr. Daniel Hale Williams have shrunken to 15 second sound bites. This, I believe, is happening because Black History Month brings to light a time in this country when all men weren't free. It reminds the c

Written Superbowl Sunday 2007
Winters tattered blanket Lays upon frozen ground Bleak and dreary sight No warth to be found I want to let it in And numb my pain struck heart As i trudge my familiar path Feeling torn apart I've walked this path countless times Yet never so alone Hopeless in my soul Frozen to the bone I promised all eternity My love my life my home Home is where i head to Empty and alone I'd loved before or so i'd though Who's to really say Yet never before so deeply Never in such a way Right now the path is empty This cold and lonely night Empty home before me Closer with every stride Am i walking towards my future? On this barren path ahead Will it always be this empty? Until i wake up dead Years ago i had my hope To find a love like this Faith that it would find me I'd bask within it's bliss I'd found the love i'd searched for And began to watch it grow But it seems to have withered Beneath this icy snow I yearn to have her back I know it may never be Abandone

Call Me A Bitch!!!
So what if I speak my mind... So what if Im passionate about those I care about... So what if I put you in your place in defence of pain youve caused... So what if I dont offer you sympothy when youve fucked up on one of my girls... So what if I will stand by my sister, my brother, my best friends, or the man I love in any circumstance and tell you where to go and if you dont know how to get there Ill draw you a fucking map... So what if what you say about me doesnt faze me... So what if you talk shit about those I love if I call you out and make it known the pussy you are... And so what if you break my one of girls hearts I will slice your fucking throat... Maybe I am a BITCH if what I just said makes me that then I wear that lable with pride... My friends and my family are what make me tick, and if you cant respect them and me then Ill show you the fucking door... True I may not be the hardest bitch on the block... Sure maybe you could kick my ass... Go ahead talk shit about

The Opposite Sex (just Certain Memebers Of It I Suppose )
why is it that some guys feel the need to be dicks? seriously. they are, for the most part only after a few things. they want you to be their mommy and take care of them and all sort of nonsense (which by my definition is not a healthy relationship) or they just want to get to know you so they can get the sexual gratification. this can come in many ways, some of the most common being getting attention from someone they consider young and/or attractive or actually attempting to get laid. this pisses me off. now dont get me wrong, im aware of women doinng the same thing. however, they dont do it to me and since this is my blog im going to bitch about what pisses me off...not you. sorry. anyway...for once i wish i could meet someone who really was interested in more than the physical. especially in the beginning. as a hint to all the guys who may stumble across this and actually waste precious masterbation time reading it then dont take this an offer to hit on or make passes at me

Real Or Dream?
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" He did more than that Without a word Without a thought He touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust He knew just what I wanted From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just his touch I fell asleep that night - peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that he was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when he comes back we shall start all over again and again and again

Although,the Distance Is In Between...
~Me~ YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY, MY HEART ACHES, OF YOUR DREAMS I AM JEALOUS OF, FOR I AM, IN YOUR ARMS. YOUR LIPS I HUNGER FOR YOUR BREATH IS MINE AS I INHALE THE SCENT OF YOUR LOVING MOUTH YOUR BODY CLOSE TO MINE I CRAVE DAY AND NIGHT I NEED THE WARMTH AND TENDERNESS AND EVERY THOUGHT OF YOU THAT TRAVELS THROUGH MY HEAD. ~You~ YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY, YET IN MY DREAMS YOU ARE CLOSE IN YOUR ARMS I REMAIN AND YOU SMILE I DESIRE YOU MORE WITH EACH BREATH I TAKE, I CHERISH YOUR LOVE WITH YOU LOVE IS REAL YOUR HEART IS TRUE I AM COMPLETE AND I LOVE YOU. ~~~~~**~~~~~

Passion Punch
Talk about a luscious Love Potion! Accourding to Greek folklore, pomegranates are a symbol of fertility and passion, and they're praised in the Karma Sutra for their aphrodisiac powers. Plus, gazing at the juice's hue increases heart rate and boosts blood flow. This enhances sensivity to smell and tastes- a perfect prelude to an evening with your Valentine! To make the passion punch, combine 2 oz. each light rum and pineapple juice, 1/2 oz. pomegranate juice and a splash of ginger ale. ENJOY!!

Daddys Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Doesn't Really Matter
just to let everyone know, i'm going through my friend lists and deleting people that i don't talk to anymore. so if ya want to stay on my list then just let me know. for all of you that has been there for me, i luv ya all and thank you from the bottom of my heart for being soo awesome.

"the Blade"
this is one of my most recent poems. for any poetry fans out there, i'd love to know what you think. leave me some love. :) i always return the favor. "The Blade" Soft moonlight shines down upon glowing runes An enchanted sword rests on the white sand Waves roll by in meditative whispers Tempered steel glows like a fiery brand The left is etched with a twisting snake While an ancient dragon adorns the right Edged on both sides and perfectly balanced The blade was forged by the Lady of Night Love and compassion went into its making A silk-wrapped pommel, a platinum hilt A weapon fit for the mightiest hero Whose valor and courage shall never wilt Words spoken softly, a blessing bestowed Magical enchantment deep and profound With strength to overcome any nemesis May this magical blade be forever bound...

What Now?
There are a few things in my past and my here and now as well that I'm not real proud of, a lot of people I deal with that most others wouldn't even talk to. I cant really talk a lot about that cuz ya just never know who reads these things. Anywho, I was out of town for the past few days, I returned to find out that, and this is the hard part, an acquaintance of mine that is in the same business as me, fell asleep at the wheel and crashed his truck into those concreat e deviders in the middle of the highway. He was cut out of the truck via the 'jaws of life' and is at KU Medical Center in Kansas City with 90% of all the bones in his body broken, one of his legs amputated, and with 15% brain wave activity. OK, here's the scoop; this person and I had not gotten a long since before we met one another. We had mutual friends and he talked a lot of shit on me for someone who had never even met me. So, one of the mutual friends set us up to meet without either of us knowin

..him..
Black leather collar,Wrapped around the neck of a good boy.Leash snapped,Hooked on the ring.Leading down the path.Kneeling with head held high,Thighs spread apart.Hands resting with palms face up.Eyes cast down,In submission,And absolute love and trust.The sweet submission,Not seen by many.With total loss,Of control.Only to the One,Deserving of such a gift.

New Rules For 2007
New rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com. There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols.If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care ab

Curtain Rods
CURTAIN RODS---- PRICELESS She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table by candle-light, put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of spring-water. When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar into the hollow of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything, cleaning, mopping and airing the place out. Vents were checked for dead rodents and carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters,

Blonde In The Snow
It was snowing heavily and blowing to the point that visibility was almost zero when the little blonde got off work. She made her way to her car and wondered how she was going to make it home. She sat in her car while it warmed up and thought about her situation. She finally remembered her daddy's advice that if she got caught in a blizzard she should wait for a snow plow to come by and follow it. That way she would not get stuck in a snow drift. This made her feel much better and sure enough in a little while a snow plow went by and she started to follow it. As she followed the snow plow she was feeling very smug as they continued and she was not having any problem With the blizzard conditions. After an hour had passed, she was somewhat surprised when the snowplow stopped and the driver got out and came back to her car and signaled for her to roll down her window. The snow plow driver wanted to know if she was all right as she had been following h

Excerpts From My Book: Rantings Of A Mad Man
Remember me? The forgotten one with the penchant to help lost souls, even though I myself am lost. Thesay that that which does not kill you only makes you stronger...or makes you mad enough with a vengeance to search out and find that which tried to kill you in the first place. Am I mad? Am I mad because I have tried to find that very thing...Death? death is no stranger to me. He comes in the middle of the night like a theifto steal away my loved ones and the ones I care about. He stole away my mother, my father, my beautiful, belove, princess, Carrie. Yes, I mourned for my mother and my father, but not as deeply as I have mourned for my beloved Carrie. Some say circumstances change people, sometimes right down to the very core. And I have changed. I am not the same man that I was a year ago. Not the same gentle, kind, giving soul who would literally give the shirt off his very back to one in need. No, I am much different today. More callous and cautious. Carrie's death

What Is It?
What is it about your voice that is so calming? What is it about your eyes that see into the deepest parts of me? What is it about your love that makes me feel as if I can do anything? What is it about your confidence that makes me feel safe? What is it about thinking of being with you that makes me smile? Knowing that you and I have a future together and that we will be together chases all my doubts, all my fears, all my concerns away... I know the answer to all the above questions... It is the pure simple truth that YOU are my souls match....YOU are the one I was meant to meet and fall in love with..... YOU, my love, ARE my present and my future..... I love you from the deepest parts of me.....

2007 Rules:add-on
New Rule: For all you cherrytappers and myspacers; make a smaller profile. Stop putting all the add-ons like music videos in the About Me sections. About Me should tell who you are. For Christ's sake people, these huge ass profiles are taking up 4 gaziilion magabytes of my hard drive and making my computer jump off the desk and give me the finger as it strides out the front door. I mean, come on...15 minutes on DSL to load a page just so we can see if they're gonna show the oobies!

Don't Check Them Out
I HAVE NEW PICS OUT AND STASH AND DON'T RATE THEM IF YA ARE NOT A REAL FRIEND AM SICK AND TIRED OF RATING AND VOTING ON YA , BUT IF YA ARE MY REAL FRIEND THEN SHOW ME SOME LOVE CAUSE YA KNOW IN YUR HEART AND SOUL THAT I HAVE DONE ALOT FOR YA:)

Great News
I found out today that I have been invited to try out for an all woman's full contact football team. I am soooo excited. I dont know where I will find time for it, but it is exactly what I needed. It is a national league so if I make it, I might be coming to your town soon. I try out in 2 weeks and I am going for a defensive lineman position. Wish me luck!

My Heart My Love
Be strong my heart for I must be able to endure to challenges of life; the good and the trying that come with my love. Be courageous my heart for I must make decisions that effect not only me, but also my love. Be faithful my heart for temptations are a fact of life; the will to withstand such evils only strengthens my love. Be hopeful my heart that each day will bring new discoveries to my life; for these discoveries will allow me to grow with my love. Be honest my heart about my feelings, my dreams, my ambitions, my needs; for to lie to myself is to lie to my love. Be happy my heart for there is good in everything around me; as I have found goodness through the eyes of my love. Be still my heart for with my love I have found strength, courage, faith, hope, honesty and happiness. And with these, together my love and I shall prosper...day by day, year by year.

Kids
someone please help me and tell me that my kids will not be monsters forever......lol for anyone that has two girls should know what im talkin about. my 2 oldest are girls (11&8) they fight like no tommorrow and whine and cry. i am so afraid of the dating years. i think i will find a corner to hide in.....lol dont get me wrong i love my children with all my heart, but i think when they hit a certain age they turn into something i dont know. so by all means if anyone has the book on parenting....lol or any great advice please feel free to leave some.

The Homeless Love Song
The Homeless Love Song By Alan This poem comes to me from a homeless man I met in Sacramento. This man was named Derek, and he is to this day one of the nicest people I have ever met. He told me a story of how he became homeless, and I will always remember his story, for it is one of the saddest ones I have ever heard. Although Derek was homeless, greasy, and dirty, when he talked you could see the normal side to him that used to be. I remember thinking this man was once a really good-looking man, for now he was old, weathered, and ugly. He is the man that made me think beyond the stereotypes, and opened my eyes to a reality that is unimaginable to the normal person. You may have to read it a few times to fully understand it. I wrote this poem from Derek's perspective. The street is cold, dark, and bare. I sit on the side of it with an emotionless stare. I think about all the problems in the world. Then I get up and think; "why the fuck should I care?" I have problems of my ow

The Fire
The Fire My Heart beats rapidly in it’s cage As you stare straight into my soul You bore down deeper and deeper Until you find my utmost desire You come back to the surface and look into my eyes Going no further So as not to brave the chaos of my soul once more You reach towards me My heart flutters As you place the cool tips of your fingers on my cheek I tense up Then give in You slowly run your fingers down my back I inhale sharply You trace my collar bones My shoulders My shoulder blades My spine You stop… I sigh, wanting you to do more Your hands come back to my face You lift my head And look into my eyes once more We both want this We both need this I can see it in your dead black eyes Suddenly they light With a passionate fire such as I’ve never seen before We can't save each other So why do we stay so long In one moment Are we afraid of what may happen? Quickly yet hesitantly You pull my face forward Our lips co

Facts About Timmy
facts about Timmy 1_ I'm 6 foot 1 inch 2_ Hiking is something im getting into during the warmer months.. i can't wait cause it really has helped gotten me stronger..gets a lot of stress out 3_ I almost died when i was 2 yrs old.. had a lot of lung problems. thanks dad for smoking 4_ i was a pallbarrer at my grandmas funeral 5_ Everyone thinks I have a tall family when I'm just the freak of the family 6_ Never lived anywhere else but maryland 7_ My right bottom jaw hurts 8_ I did tap dancing in state competition at 6 9_ Was 5th place in the middle school geography bee 10_ My parents share the same first letter of their first name and my dad's name rhymes with my name ~Timmy~

The Black Mamba
I continued on with my "workout regime", as my current blog fans have entitled it, at 5:30am this morning. I'm pretty motivated when I put my mind into it. I think I could do ANYTHING, if I really wanted to! It lasted an hour, and it was back home to bed for another hour. It's a great feeling to workout early in the morning and then get to take a nap afterwards. You don't always get that pleasure when you go to the gym in the afternoon, or evening, unless you're going to sleep for the night right after you do it, but who wants that? Haha, not ME! I want to feel alive and do lots of things after I workout. And of course after I have my one hour nap! Let's get onto the GOOD stuff, shall we? We shot the first two scenes for my new movie Odd Jobs today! The first was Rico Strong, "The Black Mamba" and the existentialist, Sasha Grey! The second scene was with Roxy DeVille and Arnold Schwartzenpecker. If you want to see more on those shoots, there are free pictures up of them on my website!

Good Bye
Bitch mentality on the brian. nuttin' but hatred running through my vains. Love from me you'll never again obtain. Sweet talkin' me won't get you anywhere. How am I bein' unreasonable and unfair? When it was you who decided to run and hide. Actin' like it was a curse to be by my side. You the one that left me all alone. So I learned to live without you on my own. And now that you see that Im doin' jus fine. You want your life to be a part of mine? Well I aint havin' it! Cuz Im through with your punk ass, "I still love you" bull shit. I'm tired, and I know I deserve better. wich is why to everything you say I jus respond witha "whatever." "Whatever" that you love me. "Whatever" that you care. "Whatever" that you need me. "Whatever" that you swear. "Whatever" that it's over. "Whatever" that it's done. "Whatever" that a new life you have begun. "Whatever" that you're sober. "Whatever" that you're clean. "whatever" that you think Im bein too mean. After everythin'

Not The Bar!
curled up in my comfy recliner and wandering aimlessly through the world of the internet.... i took a nap... it was so nice ... then my wonderful nap was disturbed... wilum was banging on the front door.. .woke my hubby up from his nap to prepare for work tonight... "the bar is on fire" to which my hubby replied (half asleep i might add) "thats nice ill take care of it when i go to work tonight" lol... my hubby crawled back in bed and i walked in to find out what was going on.... He gave me the message and told me to wake him at 9... though i was thinking in my head... wait... ur bar is on fire ... how are you gonna work tonight..??? The on-duty bartender called and asked him to come over.... we went over.... fire trucks were lined up around the block and we had to figure out what was going on... made phone calls to the owners and bartenders to let them know what was up......... FUCKIN CRAZY! luckily, there was no real damage to the ba

My Dog/my Soulmate.
I love my dog. She never judges me. She never tells me that I talk too much. She never makes me feel as if I'm not good enough. She always gives me kisses when I ask for them. When I've had a bad day, she's always there to make me feel better. When I've had a good day, she's always there to share it with me. When I feel alone, she's always there to snuggle me. She always greets me with a smile. She never asks for more than I can give, yet she commands my undivided attention. She loves me unconditionally. If my dog were a man...she'd be perfect for me.

Constant Dilemma
This was sent to my bulletins on myspace and I thought I would share it here because it is so damn true. Have you ever experienced getting out of a romantic relationship where you felt as though you were already at the end of your rope, but you were still determined to go on? Sadly, many people unconsciously give a negative answer to this question by denying themselves the right to be happy. While some people see finding someone to love as a "dream come true," others view it as their "worst nightmare." For the latter, falling in love is a constant dilemma that puts them in an emotional roller coaster. People who have loved and lost often become emotionally scarred. They may be haunted by disillusionment because of unrequited love, or they could be traumatized by pain from previous relationships. Their hearts pound with joy when they feel that new love has come along. They consider the possibility of loving and being loved again. Still, they are afraid to welcome the love that k

Special Offer
the time going to faster it is always going like that in this world no one can stop any thing we have one life the day who is going we cant bring it back my cherries familly ,fan ,friends all my love for all of u did any one from all of u dream about any thing specail to come to his life to change it ..... if it happened try to follow it cause it will be anther life very beautiful u can see this world without any problems i try to fix some thing in my life and i think it is coming soon to be good i want every one there to know u are my familly here i love all of u u all have from me all the respect cause i didnt meet any one on this life like all of u .......... with my best wishes... trible_xxx-alfa-fox-99

Funny Must Comment On
Joe says to Mike, "My elbow hurts so bad. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer downat Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe depositsa urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart.He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart" That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine samples from his wife and daughter, and a sp

Tortured Tourist
Note: I know some of you are waiting for the conclusion of Turnabout, but unfortunately, my computer seems to have lost the file. While I try and recover ti, I thought you may enjoy this new tale. Sarah had been enjoying her last day in Cuernavaca, and had planned to spend it peacefully navigating the archeological ruins that the city was famous for. She had been traveling alone, as she hated to travel with others. She always wound up compromising her own plans, and neglecting the things she really wanted to see to keep her companions happy. But now, as she stood with camera in hand in front of the small deserted hacienda, she was in heaven. She was so engrossed in the framing the picture that she paid no attention to the sound of the approaching van. She was far off the beaten path, having hiked out of the nearest town hours ago in search of more interesting subjects for her photos. She gave little thought to the sound, expecting it to increase in volume and roar past h

Waiting
Day one of waiting to hear back from the editor from Literoica.com and anxiety is setting in. I am pleased that he liked the story so much but at the same time I am hoping that my grammar was not too badly botched up for the story. Again... as soon as I hear anything from him I will post it here.

My Heart's Symphony
She was my guiding light in times of darkness, My rock when I was devoid of strength, Wisdom when I had no clue what to do. Understanding when I performed the unexpected Encouragement when fear reared its ugly head. I miss the sound of her laughter, And the love that poured from her lips with each word she spoke. She lived a life full of God's unconditional love. An angel, my angel, here on earth. I miss the touch of her still baby-soft skin That 94 years on this earth did not weather I miss asking her what she needed Because I certainly needed her caring words To guide me, lift me, and carry me through my day. It has been a little while now Since she has gone to meet the Creator, The One who allowed me to have her in my life And Who allowed her to nurture me To become the person you see now. I feel bittersw

Family
THIS IS JUST A NOTE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT SOME OF US HAVE STARTED OUR OWN FAMILY AND WE ARE EXTENDING THE INVATATION OUT TO ANYONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO JOIN. ALL OF US IN THE FAMILY FIND LARRY THE CABLE GUT AS FUNNY SO HE IS OUR MASCOT. EVERYONE IN THE FAMILY GETS A MORPH AND BASICALLY ALL WE ARE TRYING TO DO IS TO GIVE PEOPLE A FAMILY TO BELONG TO HERE ON CHERRY TAP. WHERE WE TAKE CARE OF OUR OWN AND HAVE FUN. WE DO NOT DISCRIMINATE OR JUDGE AND WE WILL LET ANYONE JOIN. AS OF NOW THERE ARE 9 OF US AND WE ARE LOOKING FOR OTHERS TO JOIN US. SO COME AND HAVE FUN WITH US!!!!!!! THANK YOU FROM~~ TWEETYJINXIN~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY HITMAN6~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BIGDAWG69~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY Make your own Banner here!

This Is How I Feel Right Now
NO BODY KNOWS I pretend that I’m glad you went away But these four walls close in more every day And I’m dying inside and nobody knows it But me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows And I’m crying inside and nobody knows it But me Why didn’t I say the things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is tumblin’ down I can see it so clearly but you’re nowhere around The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin’ about the love that we had And I’m missing you and nobody knows it but me How blue can I get, you could ask my heart Just like a jugsaw puzzle it’s been torn all apart A million words couldn’t say just how I feel A million years from now, you know, I’ll be loving you still The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin’ about the love that we had And I’m missing you and nobody knows i

I Think I'm Getting Old.
Last night I stayed up to watch 24, then fell asleep right after. Later on I woke up thinking I was late for work when it was only 11:30 p.m. I think I need to drink more coffee at night. LOL On the bright side, I'm well rested. =)

#3
well I talked to my boyfriend's dad this morning after work. he called home on sunday and is doing okay. he is sick so that is making it all a lil harder on him but he said its not too bad. i guess he sent out letters on saturday so i figure we should have his address by mid next week. i know it took a week to get mail from georiga so i figure it will take a lil longer to get it from SC. so he is doing pretty good.

Black Sunday
It was one small step for man, one giant leap for black man-kind as Lovie Smith became the first African American coach to make it to the Super Bowl. Now, sources close to Tony Dungy are claiming that he's black too. Why this is the most important thing ever to happen anywhere, ever.

Thinking Woman
Never Argue with a Woman >> >> >> >> One morning the husband returns after several hours of >> fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with >> the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors >> out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. >> >> >> >> Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside >> the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you >> doing?" >> >> >> >> "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that >> obvious?") >> >> >> >> "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. >> >> >> >> "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." >> >> >> >> "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you >> could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write >> you up." >> >> >> >> "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual >> assault," says the woman. >> >> >>

Landlords Are Getting Worse!!
Now on to my next rant about this landlord. I got a call at 8:58 this morning (I was still asleep to) so I didn't answer of course. It was the landlord leaving a message. "Hey marisa, it's Kevin, just wanted to let you know that I have people interested in the house so they're gonna come take a look at it around 12:30" 12:30!!!! That give me three fricken hours to try to make the place look decent. Hello asshole, I'm MOVING so the place looks like crap and he expects me to have it looking good in three hours!! Give me a break

Too Funny.....you Need A Laugh Today.. Ok I Do Too.
LOST IN THE DARNDEST PLACES: An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: "They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!" she cried. The dispatcher said, "Stay calm. An officer is on the way." A few minutes later, the officer radios in. "Disregard." He says. "She got in the back-seat by mistake." ________________________________________________________________________ FAMILY Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96-year-old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94-year-old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92-year-old is sitting at the kitchen table havi

See What 50 Years Will Do...
Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1956 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey give

Just Might Make You Believe
I got miles of trouble spreadin' far and wide Bills on the table gettin' higher and higher They just keep on comin', there aint no end in sight I'm just holding on tight... I've got someone who loves me more then words can say And I'm thankful for that each and every day And if I count all my blessings, I get a smile on my face Still hard to find faith.. But if you can look in my eyes And tell me we'll be alright If you promise never to leave You just might make me believe Its just day to day tryin' to make ends meet What id give for an address out on easy street I need a deep margarita to help me unwind Leave my troubles behind... I used to believe in us When times got tough Lately I'm afraid that even love is not enough But if you can look in my eyes And tell me we'll be alright If you promise never to leave you just might make Oh, you just might make me You just might make me believe

Tuesday Ramblings...
Waiting for 2 things at the momment... lunch to finish cooking and for the bathroom to heat up enough to take a shower. lol. I do need to get more ductwork in so the upstairs gets warm. Yesterday the bathroom was 47 degrees.. I left a spaceheater on low in there so its a little warmer today. Lunch is chicken.. good old shake and bake..lol. Plus some potatoes.. peaches.. and since someone rags on me about my lack of veggies.. a salad. Its still cold.. beyond cold. But I know there are colder places so I won't complain. The one pipe is still frozen. Doing laundry too if anyone wants to drop theirs off..lol. Nothing new from David. I might not have him this weekend since next weekend is a long one for them (off Fri and Monday) so he wants to come then. But his mom said maybe I could have him both weekends. She will probably wait till Friday to tell me. Sometimes I have him every other weekend.. though sometimes its 4 or 5 in a row. Sometimes I think she uses it to try

Sorry Friends
I am Sorry I have not been on too much to send you love. i have been going through some hard times and have not been feeling too well. I will be on shortly to do so. Love ya you all. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

2nd Marine To Commit Suicide..will It Ever End?
U.S. soldier commits suicide in Iraq Publication time: 15 January 2007, 17:24 A U.S. marine took his own life by putting a bullet through his head on Sunday morning near the restive city of Fallujah, local police source said. "Early in the morning, a marine took the pistol of an Iraqi policeman in the police station of Amriyah town just south of Fallujah, and put a bullet in his head," the source told Xinhua on condition of anonymity. "The soldier uttered words saying he was sad and miserable," the source said. The U.S. troops kept the policeman who gave the marine the pistol for several hours, but released him later, he added. Three U.S. helicopters landed at the police station and one of them evacuated the marine's body, he said. The U.S. military did not confirm the incident. In a separate incident, three Iraqi soldiers were killed and two others wounded when a roadside bomb detonated near their patrol in Fallujah city, some 50 km west of Baghdad, the so

Morning Thoughts
Everyday seems like the same. I wake. I eat. I sleep. Theres so much on my mind right now. Would you like to take a peek? I think about my past mistakes. The things that Ive done wrong. The experiences that Ive faced. The times when I was gone. I think about the memories that have never left my mind. I think of all the broken glass, like hands turned back in time. Theres so much that you just dont know when it comes to who I am. See Ive been there and here and there and still I choose to stand. I should be crawling by now it seems. Where does my strength come from? Why do people tell me "oh Jerimyah youre smart" when within I feel so dumb? Im numb from all my heart has felt. Im numb from the abuse. Im numb from all the memories that started as a youth. For me this is a way of life and still I wont give up. Im not sure how I breathe today but I know I have some love. Se

One Day At A Time
Just for today, I promise to love myself. Getting use to it day by day. The good comes with the bad. Im gonna keep going. Im not looking backwards anymore. Only forward. One day at a time. I will advance. I will live. I will achieve my hearts desire. In time the bad will diminish and only reality will exist. The here and now. A goal that is so reachable. It has been there forever. I just had to reach within and grasp that reality.

A Heart Belongs
I belong to you She whispered While in my arms I am yours As much as the air I breath I am your as much As my loving thoughts Of you, That reside In my eternal memories I am yours As much as the blood Circulating in my veins I am yours As much as the soul That dwells, within my heart These loving words She continued whispering As she nestle deeper Into my love craving arms We savored Each other's love nectars Within the sweetness, of our lips I've witnessed, true love Beating through hearts Tribulating uncontrollably In the night's silence Where only a heart beat Conquers, both minds.

Jimmy Swaggart
I swear the man has lost his mind. I wake up early on Sundays for some ungodly reason and I always flip between him and Joel Osteen. Can I just take this moment to say that I’ve never seen a happier man than Joel??? (Not a religious thing, I just find it humorous) Anyway I was watching one of Swaggart’s preaching things last Sunday and this man is just certifiable. He was talking about how if you’re this that and the other and not Christian you’re going to hell but then was condemning Christians for telling non-Christians to be Christian and that was judging so they were going to hell. I mean I think I laughed pretty damn hard for the duration of his stupid TV shit. He couldn’t get his story straight!

Jokes
The owner of a drug store walks in to find a guy leaning heavily against a wall. The owner asks the clerk, "What's with that guy over there by the wall?" The clerk says, "Well, he came in here this morning to get something for his cough.I couldn't find the cough syrup, so I gave him an entire bottle of laxative." The owner says, "You idiot! You can't treat a cough with laxatives!" The clerk says, "Oh yeah? Look at him, he's afraid to cough!" What do a bungee jump and a Hooker have in common? They're both cheap, fast, and if the rubber breaks, you're dead. Three men were trekking through the desert and came across a magician. The magician was standing at the top of a slide. The magician than said, "You may each go down the slide, asking for a drink. When you reach the bottom of the slide you shall land a a huge glass of that drink. The first man went down yelling, "Beerrr!!!" Plop! He landed in a glass of beer. The second guy went down the slide y

Chimpanzees
Does anyone remember that news story from a few years back about the elderly man that that visited his former pet chimp at the zoo? It was the chimp's birthday and he brought the chimp a birthday cake. The other chimps got jealous and attacked the man and bit off most of his face. He could have at least brought party hats for all of them. They would have looked cute just sitting around in their party hats, flinging poop at strangers. Forgetting your party manners is certainly nothing to lose face over.

My Diary
We sat quietly then, facing each other, legs crossed. Two old friends who had never met. Two lovers who had never made love. The symphony of the sea played softly and a chorus of laughing gulls joined, in harmony. A quiet ocean zephyr swept between us, casting golden strands of silky hair across her nose and lips. I reached to her and brushed them gently aside, caressing her cheek as I did so with the palm of my hand. She blushed as a little girl, and laughed lightly as she looked down. Our first intimate touch. “You are so beautiful,” I said, “How could I not fall in love with you?” She took my hand to her lips, softly kissing my fingers. Our eyes met and a lifetime of laughter, love and sadness passed between us in a heartbeat. I leaned toward her then, wanting more than life itself to taste her and as our lips touched for the very first time, the ocean symphony played a song in my heart. The melody and words are sweet, And vi

Paying My Respects
For those of you that know me you'll understand but this is a warning... For those who dont this is a slight look into a very private space in my heart... The following is a writting I had to do for my Creative Writting course... The most prominate life changing even in my life... My husband of 5 years, died 2 years ago. He was a US Marine, had been injured in an exercise, and he passed away from complications in his sleep November 25 2004. It was Thanksgiving morning, and I had been awakened by my alarm, I remember it had been set at 6:30 a.m so that we could get the turkey in the oven. I got up and turned on the light, and I proceeded to attempt to wake Dan. I remember noticing how blue his lips were, then it hit me, he wasn't breathing. I started screaming at him, shaking him, trying everything I could to wake him up, I even slapped him. I was beside myself, my brain wasn't functioning. It was about 10-15 minutes after I found him that I even called 911

A Perfect Moment ( Explicit Content)?
You… Pierced below Three in the bed now More powder for the nose I’ve never cared this little Nor at all Laughter is not my speech But I think I understand it, when spoken by you HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Did the urine go sour after it kept you warm? Or did I miss the year of fermentation While I perfected my form Nothing missed is nothing lost…but these are rules of war And for awhile I thought sex was just a game… I miss fucking you, although for so long you have remained by my side What is worse in me than what I refuse to hide? Pasty cheeks go rosy over the invitation While innocence is a feast it often leads to fasting And I am nearly kissing starvation Why is it not enough to just feel a body? To feel a voice? Punishment and contrition are orgasms in ethereal fields And I am the way and the light of all that was gained on that false night. …you’re kisses still chew my eyes And my air turns to mold in the pale g

A Picture In Mind
a picture in my mind of someone i've yet, someone i've never met. seeing from the inside of my eyes across a room a glance. the glance. dark eyes mirrors to her soul. the other half to my whole. in that moment there is a knowing, a glowing in my heart. dying embers rekindled, orange red. yellow blue. love. true . a picture in my mind. a picture of you.

Ugh!
Just to let all know - I will not be around much. At least not until later tonight. I went to work this morning, even though I felt like crap. BAD IDEA! I feel 100 times worse than when I went in to work. So after I warm up with some chicken noodle soup, I'm heading my butt to bed for a while. With my luck it will be for the night. But we shall see.

While Raining
Sigh... my great romantic fantasy is to make love in the rain. This is a repost from 2000. The fantasy goes back a lot longer. (smile) Dampened lips are lovely. Ours are wet. The shape of you still hides beneath your clothes. For sending us this rain Im in God's debt. I offer only me and this red rose. Unbuttoning is slow, but feet are bare. How sweet that we can smile, while mouths are swelling. We undress each other, you untie my hair And as it falls we hear a steeple bell ring. You lay upon the grass, I lay beside you. Clothes have been discarded, we don't need them; Our hungers grow, our passions, natures, collide too. We are most indulgent of our needs and we will feed them. As water hits your face I come upon you All at once. My eyes grow large, then close in wonder As I bring you in and nestle.. we have gone to Making cries of joy.. our sounds compete with cracks of thunder. Am I you or are you me.. it hardly matters. There's a blushing

History For All
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed >to beat his > > wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule >of thumb" > > ------------------------------------------- > > Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled >"Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into >the English language. > > ------------------------------------------- > > The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were >Fred and Wilma Flintstone. > > ------------------------------------------- > > Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. > > ------------------------------------------- > > Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. > > ------------------------------------------- > > Coca-Cola was originally green. > > ---------------------------------------

A Slave In Love
I feel like a slave Put in shackles every day. Not free to do what I want to do Or say what I want to say. I feel like a lioness Pacing around in a cage. Trying to find away out Of this difficult, intricate maze. Someone's tugging on my heart strings Every time I'm alone with him My poor heart is trying to tell me, This is just a crazy whim. Maybe it is, dear heart of mine But I adore him, can't you see? So whatever happens in the future, I'll have this beautiful memory

Read This
Look at my blogs...which I understand is utter nonsense most of the time. But thats it you just LOOK. You dont comment me and that makes bunny cry. Are they that BAD? :( If i have your attention...Are you my fan..cuz if your not well...you should be..heres why! TOP 10 REASONS YOU SHOULD BE MY FAN and worship me 1. I am kinda Cute 2. I am smart 3. I make cool things and you may get one... 4. My blog kicks ass..well maybe not but hey... 5. Did i mention Im kinda cute? 6. I dont show naked pics...RESPECT it 7. Ill hax0r j00 8. I will fan you back 9. I have cool friends 10. I am kinda cute I post cute pics of bunnehs And I have flying monkeys... That is all!

Todays History
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when... > > 1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave. > > 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. > > 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of >three. > > 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. > > 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is >that they don't have e-mail addresses. > > 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see >if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. > > 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of >the screen. > > 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even >have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for >panic and you turn around to go and get it. > > 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your >coffee. > > 11. Yo

Hahahaha
Three couples went to a resturant. The women wanted to compliment the men with something that was on the table. "Could you pass me the sugar, sugar?" said the first gal. "Could you pass me the honey, honey?" said the second. "Could you pass me the bacon, pig?" said the third. What do you call a 350-pound stripper? Broke! A man and a woman were involved in a terrible car accident and both cars were totaled. They climbed from the wreckage and the woman stood in awe."Our cars are demolished, yet we walk unharmed. This must be a sign from God that we are to be best friends for the rest of our lives," she spoke wisely. "I agree completely, ma'am," the man replied. The woman stepped closer to examine the damage and noticed something shiny within her car.Reaching in, she pulled out an unbroken bottle. "This bottle of wine wasn't even cracked. I think this is another sign that we are to drink a toast to our new friendship." "That's a great idea, miss," the man ans

Without Chains
Awaken O heart of mine to the music of her voice. The words she speaks are of love, unending and by choice. The blood in me flows with each beat of my heart. Bringing life to my being which you always impart. I am a slave without chains to the charms of your love. Your radience shines like a light from above. It seems I was born the day that we met. You gave life a meaning, that I'll never forget.

Cast Off
Melancholy, that is my word for the day/week/month. I feel decidedly adrift. I have no direction, no path to folow, i want to move, or stay, leave or become sedentary. Blah. Fuck life. I'm done. Stick a fork in me.

This Is Funny
Ain't it the Truth!!! A woman goes to the doctor for her yearly physical. The nurse starts with certain basic items. "How much do you weigh?" she asks. "115," she says. The nurse puts her on the scale. It turns out her weight is 140. The nurse asks, "Your height?" "5 foot 8," she says. The nurse checks and sees that she only measures 5' 5". She then takes her blood pressure And tells the woman it is very high. "Of course it's high!" she screams, "When I came in here I was tall and slender! Now I'm short and fat!" Flour and Water How come when you mix water and flour together You get glue?.. And then you add eggs And sugar... And you get cake? Where did the glue go? NEED AN ANSWER? You know darned well where it went! That's what makes the cake Stick to your BUTT Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the Stupidity and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to (maybe ev

A Special Kind
Love is a precious gift... You ask me why I love you there should never be no doubts. We've walked our miles together in sickness and in health. When darkness glooms above us your sincere manner lets me see... we'll work things out no matter what it may be. You are a patient, gentle soul, my lover and my friend... our love sparkles again and again. You fill my heart with happiness in all the things you do. You're there to embrace me and kiss away my blues. I feel your strong energy working to make our love a success... how you want everything in our lives to be illustrious. I'm glad you're mine to love and to share a life with you... God picked you out special because He knew I'd love you too.

#2
well I went and talked to Cpl. Horn, my recruiter today....first of all hes awesome. Second of all I go back to his office Thursday to finish up some paperwork and then I go take the actual ASVAB test. He thinks I will do fine on it cuz I did pretty good on my practice today. The ball is finally rolling and hopefully I will be getting some dates here for you all soon.

4-13-03
I'm living a life that is non-existant balancing on a platform of promises i swore to keep not moving forward but standing still struggeling with a constant battle of wills i wrote that over 3 years ago..and it still holds true to this day i'm bored outta my mind..i may go blog crazy bear with me i have zero ideas for dinner.

Do People Change? Part 2
Now if people really DO change.... Why is it when someone who is a criminal.. or a drunk.. an abusive person... seems to change, we doubt it? We say people never change. We don't believe they can become good.. and honest.. worthy parts of society. We doubt they found God or some other religion.. we doubt they gave up their vices. Then comes the good poeple in our lives.. who suddenly turn away.. they hurt us.. their values are different. They turn to alcohol or drugs.. they lie.. they steal.. they cheat. Why then do we say "They changed". Why do we only believe people can change for the worse.. not the better? I think I have too much time on my hands..lol

My Day ... Not Good
I know, complaining is NOT a good way to start a new blog, but when a girl's got to vent, a girl's got to vent. The crap with my neighbor was just the beginning. My kids were actually dressed and ready to leave the house by the time I got the van cleared off - so I thought today was going to turn around. I ended up getting stuck at the end of my driveway in all that yucky stuff the plow leaves (we live on a rather busy road here and they clear it often). I tried to dig myself out, but no luck. I ended up walking the kids to school, bundling them up as much as I could since we had a zero degree temp this morning (we're a 1/2 mile from their school). We're almost to the school when my brother-in-law passes me in his van. He didn't slow down, just waved and went on home. I have two shivering children (I was pretty chilly by then too) and the buttwipe just drives on past. I refuse to do anything for them anymore. I pick up their kid from school when they need me to.

Happy Naked
Drift is life inked without passion, Bliss is the turn of pages stained with your visions, Happiness is tracing the lines of your soul spilling mystery, Angst is a blank screen that should contain your poem. Joy is many squabbles filling pain's urn if the rumble is you, Pain is a long day done without Skylark song. You are myth true to form and flesh. Your are a gift of verses. You are a gift.

How
how do u say good bye to some one u love and haved loved for the past 11 years how do u get to the point to say its over how do u let the tears out how do u let some one go how do u pretend that it doesnt matter how do u get on with the rest of ur life how do u just pick up the peices how do u let ur self love again how long ru going to be all alone how dou stop the tears that rolloff ur face how do u just let go how do u stop the pain these r some of the questions a person might go thru when a marrage goes bad if any one has the answers to these come to my page and tell me

Blast From The Past Pt 4
A Blast from the Past pt 4 What did R.Kelly Say? My mind is telling me know But my body is telling me yes Damn, damn, damn, what a mess A left here, a right there, a combination A flurry of what ifs A barrage of could bes My minds playin tricks on me My heart is strong also This fight is everlasting No true winner No clear loser Just an epic battle engulfed inside of me I am out cold on my feet Walking nonchalantly around My civil war has caused my feelings to become homeless To have no place to rest or rejuvenate @joefresh 2/07

Is It Possible
Is it possible That someone like you Could complete me? You're the only one I want The only one I think about The only one I truly love You've treated me wrong sometimes As I've done the same But everyone makes mistakes And your not one of mine Be with me for the rest of time I'll give you my heart And you give me your mind

Below Are True Descriptions Of Zodiac Signs, With Traits From A Book Written 35 Years Ago By An Astrologist Predictionist.{lol}
.:TAURUS The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Se

How I Got My Soulmate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The best advice that I can give is to relax and do the things that you like to do. Try and attend art Galleries or Museums if you like that, go to church functions if you find that enjoyable, volunteer at hospitals or seniors homes if you find that interesting. Heck, if you are a party animal, continue to go to bars and clubs. This way the people that you meet will have the same interests as you. Just relax and let it come to you, sometimes when you try too hard to find a special someone it comes off as desperation and actually hinders the search. My answer would be the Internet, it may take a while of sorting through garbage....but it does any way you decide to meet people. People can lie to your face as well as over the computer. True love knows no boundaries. If you can't handle a long distance relationship, then maybe you could be just friends until you come together. My main theory of a soulmate is money!!! yeh they might say it is not about the money, but you all kn

My Point Of View
What is the true meaning of love? Many people fear love and many people do not know what love is. This poem expresses my true meaning of love from my own experience: You make such a tremendous difference in my life. My days have so much more meaning when their spent with you. I am so much happier when I am with you because of the love you show me. My love and joy for you reborn each day when I realize that I have you by my side. It is wonderful to know that we feel the same for each other. Our life is one happy dream. You taught me what the true meaning of love is Not only my love for you, but also the importance to give to others I yearn for you all the time You have a heart filled with gold. I belong to you. All my love, my soul is yours and only yours.

Wow...try This...i Wanna See Yours!!!♥
Long Survey About Yourself What time are you starting this?: 1:03 am Name?: sammiejo Nicknames?: sammie...sam...baby Date of birth?: made in the 80s baby Sex?: yes please Height?: 5' 4...midget style Eye color?: blue...depends on my eyeshadow Where were you born?: ...in the cornfields Number of candles on your last birthday cake?: well technically there should have been 21...but I didn't get a cake:(...does that make me a loser?? Hair color?: very blonde... Piercings?: 6...all on the ears...want more tho Ever been to Africa?: no...but I've been on a safari at disneyworld..that kinda counts right? Been toilet papering?: yep...it's a great ole time...i think I'll do it again very soon Love someone so much it made you cry?: well technically if you're crying over someone that you love...that's a bad thing...cause it means they made you cry...and people you love don't make you cry Been in a car accident?: yes...not fun Croutons or bacon bits?: oo

Lies
I've run out of places to hide. I know I have to face the truth by hearing your lies. So much to say and yet I can't express how I feel (maybe sometimes it's best to stay silent) THe person I thought I could trust is the one person that thrusts the sword deeper into my heart. Why is it so hard to tell someone how you feel? (Maybe it's the unspoken words that meke you hear?) I never knew I could feel so much pain and so much anger. All those times you denied it, you'd never do anything like this and yet you're willing to play the game. (SOmetimes not saying anything says it all) You've judged so many people and wondered what it would be like to be them. So let me ask you how do you feel in your new skin? How do you look yourself in the mirror?( isn't the image you see exactly who you dodn't want to be?)

Me
The first thing I wish to say is that we need to support our troops where ever they are. Agree or not with what is going on but don't take that out on the troops themself. They are doing a job that most couldnt do ever. Hate the war not the warriors

We Finally Get Together
I circle my apartment finding and returning things to their rightful place. I'm doing anything to keep my mind off my plans for the night. We have fooled around. Tonight we are going to make love. Fantasies keep popping in my head. I may have to get started before he arrives. I hear the knock. I throw a par of jeans on a nearby chair. Who cares? "I love it when you smile like that." he says. He is so tall. I'm lost in his eyes, unable to say "Hello." I never want to forget his smell. Indescribable. I take a deep breath as he walks past. It is his first time in my apartment. There is not much to look at and not enough space to give a tour. I'm certain he's at least semi-hard. I understand older women wanting twenty-something men. There is complete silence. We both know what he is here for but we are both too afraid to make the first move. I move him to the couch. "Sit." I sit in front of him. I want to see just how excited he is going to get. It's my own form of passive t

Awakening _ Long & Sappy - Don't Read It If You Ain't Got The Time
A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere, the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying, or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes, you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening... You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world, there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process, a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to

Ever Wonder?
I was sitting at work today and I was bored so i began to think... -have you ever wondered why things happened -do you believe in a set destiny or our we the masters of our own destiny -if your on your way to work and you decide to leave 5 min early and you walk but someone getting beat to death and you stop it...wat made you leave 5 min early because if you would have left on time you would have not been there to help that person and he/she could have been killed -you go to the grocery store and run into someone special and 10 years later you are married with children with that person...wat told you to go shopping that day instead of tomorrow... -maybe we are just living a set plot for our lives and everything happens for a reason or else why would it happen at all -even the smallest decisions in life can affect one's entire life such as leaving to go to work 5 min early just something to think about and get your mind going haha well thanx for your time and hope you have a gr

Eric Is A Jerk!!!!
ANY WAYS I WENT ON A LITTLE MISSION TODAY JUST TO CHECK OUT WHATS GOING ON ... HERES WHAT I FOUND OUT PEOPLE THAT ARE LOWER RANKS THEN ME LIKE 14 OR 15 HAVE MORE FANS THEN ME HMMMMM I THOUGHT THAT IS QUITE STRANGE ! I HAVE OVER 2000 FRIENDS I HAVE FANNED EVERYONE OF THEM B/C I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THEM I HAVE GONE AND RATED THEIR PICTURES , I HAVE BOMBED THEM IN THEIR CONTEST , I HAVE HELPED THEM LEVEL UP AND SO ON AND THEY CAN'T HELP ME BE IN THE TOP 200 OR WHAT EVER WELL THATS OK NOT REALLY BUT IF I HAVEN'T FANNED YOU LET ME KNOW AND I WILL DO SO AND PLZ CHECK TO SEE B/C RIGHT NOW WOULD BE A GOOD TIME TO DO SO .....FAN ME PLZZZZZZZZZZZ SPANKS & KISSES ~HEATHER~

I Am Going In A Month To Europe.
I am going to the Netherlands in a month from today and then I am going to travel around Europe and see the cities. I am excited and I hope to met those Europeans I have as friends on my account. I hope, for the rest of you here in the USA,Texas and Canada, we might Keep in touch. I hope to see you all soon. If you have any instant messengers, let me know so I might add you. Take care and lets talk soon......

A Much Better Day Thank You!
Today was a much better day!! The boiler was fixed late yesterday so now we have heat again and hot water! My daughter feels better especially since school was cancelled due to the weather. And I did not get charged the late fee! Today was a wonderful day! *cheers*

Snow
does anyone really like the snow? i dont. well i guess i do in some ways. its pretty to look at and fun to sled in, but i hate driving in it. i do have to say i must have one of the best neighbors. tonight when i got home he was out snowblowing his sidewalk. he saw me drive into my driveway full of snow and when my kids and i got out he came over and snowblowed my driveway. then he even did my sidewalk. how great is that. not many people now days would help anyone out but themselves. now i wont have to spend my day off shoveling my drive.

Lost Part Two
LOST As you lay there body just racked with pleasure and fear. Voice’s murmur behind you, yet you can no make out what there saying. Then suddenly your kissed, a deep and passionate kiss, you taste yourself on his lips. As you feel yourself being lifted up, and lowered on to the man you feel his thick head of his cock spread your quivering, wet pussy lips. You moan in delight as the intrusion, as he went deeper you moan and take it all in. without thinking your begin to rock on him back and forth feeling him grow stiffer inside you throbbing in you, as you get into your rhythm another set of hands push you forward. As you fall on top of him his kisses your neck even more, and he lifts up in you and begins to cross your legs with his and pumps form underneath. Your feel your own juices dripping down and making his balls soaked with your cream. His hands running up and down your back grabbing your ass cheeks and spreading them, then you feel the other hand running inside your ass cra

Im A Naughty Girl....
close your eyes and be silent i will kiss you gently sweetly parting your lips with my tongue trailing little kisses from your throat all the way down to take you in my mouth sucking gently till you grow rolling my tongue around you biting down softly so you just feel it then i trail kisses back to your throat and nibble your ear i push you back on the bed and bind your hands you arent allowed to touch then i bind your feet you arent allowed to move i climb over you so you can kiss me as i slowly slide down on you riding you as i please first slowly then harder and faster clenching my muscles inside me pulling you in further harder and harder say my name and ill cum for you till finally you can stand no more then i place you back in my mouth till you are fully released yourself.

Losing My Touch.....
YESTERDAY morning i posted 3 new pics and only 1 person rate/commented.....only goes with my early blog....i have a few great friends and family....as of now i won't be rating your pics unless u rate mine....i DO get bitchy when i don't feel good!! xoxo, becky

The Heart
A heart once broke and torn slowly starts to heal. The pieces come together and once again the heart can feel. A heart that swore to never trust begins to change its mind and slowly all the walls come down. The heart begins to find. The heart that once was bruised by love regains what once was lost. All the negativity into the air is tossed. The heart once bad is turning good and feeling every beat. The price to pay was letting go to be swept off the feet. The heart is still alive inside when it was once thought dead. All things that tore and broke it down have been removed instead. And for the heart that use to love but eventually changed its mind there is such a thing as better days and thats what the heart must find..

Randomness
So... yeah... life is crazy, skool is hectic! I finished homework.. can you believe it? Joey one comment about that and I karate chop you! But yeah... life is good tho, just busy with skool.. I'm in like with a very sweet man... get my baby boy this wkend, and spending my birthday with him and my brother and his family! w00tness! well its almost 2am i should go to sleep.. tell Johnny to let me go to bed! hahaha nite ya'll

Happy Hump Day And Another Morning Greeting
Good Morning and Happy Hump Day Wednesday this 7th of February 2007. Yeah school is on… Mandy was beginning to think she already graduated. I am not sure if they will make those days up during spring break or tacked on at the end of the school year. Pore kids.. American Idol finally finished with auditions thank the maker.. Survivor starts tomorrow for all those survivor buffs.. Count me in. Yesterday was one of the most boring, slow and taxing days at work in many days. I think the snow had a lot to do with it. Not many customer calls makes the day go by like molasses in January. My mother used to use that saying quite often. She would also when yelling at me… I know hard to believe I could get into any trouble at all. But she would say Mister. And I was feeling pretty good about being a Mister at the young age of 7 / 8 and that is not 7/8” of an inch either. But really muah! Getting in trouble.. come on seriously I had to be the best of all the kids growing up. But just the same s

Last Night Too
It was just last night, in which thee came To me upon waves of dreams of blood Lust. This mind aches from the thirst, The need to quench, the urgency of this Most foulest of hungers! Still fresh, this Dream is, within mine soul. Yes, it cut That deep within the fog of sleep, thy Image, or at least, thy mind has. Mine Skin can still feel the heat, radiating and Soothing heat, of thy soul touching mine. The aching of muscles gives proof that Perhaps more than a dream, this encounter Was. Vivid, so very vivid! Two souls In the night, lost in vampiric bliss of the Exchange of life. I can still taste thee upon Mine lips, just now! That sweet, sweet Metallic joy of which that I crave so fervently. Doth I still linger upon thy lips as well?

One Man
I WANT SOMEONE WHO WOULD MOVE THE HAIR AWAY FROM MY EYES AND THEN KISS ME. HOLD MY HAND IN THE MALL AND MAKE ALL THE GIRLS JEALOUS. SOMEONE WHO WOULD SING TO ME AT RANDOM MOMENTS. WHO WOULD LET ME SLEEP ON THEIR CHEST. SOMEONE WHO IS MORE GOOFY THAN ROMANTIC BUT KNOWS THE RIGHT THINGS TO SAY AND DO IT AT THE RIGHT TIMES. A GUY THAT WOULD BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF SOMEONE IF THEY CALLED ME FAT. I WANT SOMEONE WHO WOULD CALL ME 3 TIMES A DAY. HE WOULD APOLOGIZE FOR CALLING TO MUCH NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TELL HIM ITS OK. HE WOULD THROW STUFFED ANIMALS AT ME WHEN I ACTED DUMB AND TACKLE ME AND KISS ME A MILLION TIMES. AND SOMEONE WHO WOULD MAKE FUN OF ME JUST TO MAKE ME LAUGH AND HE WOULD SURPRISE ME WITH 25-CENT RINGS. SOMEONE WHO WOULD KISS MY NECK JUST TO HAVE A REASON TO TELL ME HOW MUCH HE LIKES MY NEW PERFUME AND AT NIGHT WE WOULD DANCE IN OUR PAJAMAS AND WE'D ALWAYS TAKE PICTURES IN PHOTO BOOTHS. AND WE'D PLAY TAG ON THE BEACH. HE WOULD TELL ALL HIS FRIENDS ABOUT ME AND SMILE WHEN HE

Hey People.. I Got A Couple New Pics.. Check Them Out..
Hi Friends, Family, and Fans.. People have been begging me for more pics, So I managed to take a couple last night.. As For Saulte pics go, I was asked for them by alot of people. SO I'm only doing saultes to people who buy me blast, or a big pimp'n gift, or a Cherry Spot light. They Will Get to have an Input on How they want it done. and what props they want involved (chocolate, cherries, oil, feet fetish ones, its up to you. The Bigger The Gift the more pics you get, 1 day blast , 1 pic, 7 day blast 3 pics, 30 days blast 7 pics. I've done 3 examples of saultes to people. I got a folder made just for them and 1 in my default to promote it. James and Jester bought me blast when i was new to CherryTap.. Thank you so much. here are the links to the new pics.. I hope you guys like them!! Lots Of Love and Kisses SexySherry ~Pole Princess~ xoxoxox

Tortured Tourist
Part 2 The van slowed and came to a stop. Sarah was still lying on her side, still tightly bound. She had no idea how long she had been tied or how long the journey had taken. Her limbs were numb from the loss of circulation. Her jaw ached from the huge ball-gag crammed into her mouth. Her chin was slick with the drool that escaped from behind the gag, and she felt the leather hood sticking to her skin. The scent of the leather filled her nostrils. Once again her captors grabbed her bound form. They began to cut away the plastic bands that bound her legs to her chest. They continued slicing away the bands, freeing her legs below the knees. The blood immediately began to flow back into her lower limbs, and she groaned at the pain as they stretched her stiff legs out before her. She heard the door to the van slide open, and felt her body being lifted by her captors. She was pulled outside and set on her feet. Immediately she felt the tingle of the pins and needles in her

An Urgency Notification
A note to let you know I still exist still find you irresistible still think of you in ways that make me blush still miss the nearness of your smile the rightness of your touch still recall the shade of your eyes the sound of your voice your whole attitude of grace still see when I close my eyes your feet walking by themselves still wonder what kind of God made this kind of love this kind of man this kind of woman this kind of world this kind of life still believe in spite of everything that love outlives us all still believe in you

Having Surgery On Feb 22nd
Okay, I went to the hospital after my accident a little over a week ago. All was fine until I started feeling pains in my neck and upper back that started to stem into my left shoulder and then into my left arm. I decided to see another doctor to have that checked out. I thought I may be having heart problems, as there were some similarities, but that was not the case. I found out that my spine is collapsing. I have a degenerative disease that is eating away all of the discs in my spine. They told me yesterday that I need to have surgery to fuse the vertibra in my upper spine before it permanently paralyzes me. The thought of being paralyzed scares the crap out of me. I make my living doing physical activity, which would make me useless if I don't have this done. I already have a cage holding my ribs in place, that didn't scare me. I am slowly losing use of my left arm, which is really freaking me out. I was told that I have to have surgery on the 22nd of February. I will b

Motivation From A Sister! True Too!
Wednesday, February 7, 2007 Take an active role There is no scarcity, only the perception of it. Abundance is the true nature of life. Life is abundant, but that doesn't mean it is free of effort or responsibility. On the contrary, effort and responsibility play key roles in making life's abundance real and accessible. Your life is incredibly rich, but that doesn't mean you can be lazy and complacent about it. It means that you have something truly valuable to sustain, to express and to continue nurturing. Your blessings are many, and yet if you fail to put them to productive use they will be of little value to you. Your skills, knowledge, abilities and resources will take you anywhere you wish to go, and yet you must be the one to do the going. Take an active role in life and you will make it great. There are always countless opportunities for worthwhile effort and responsibility, commitment and competence. Life has so very much to offer. Offer yourself full

Days Like Today...
...I wish I'd never gotten out of bed. Or at least, not left the house. Last night was relaxing. Hamburger Helper, Star Trek and a long hot bath. This morning was good. Until I hopped on the interstate. That's when I realized that today was not going to be a good day. When driving I tend to keep the minimum amount of space between myself and the car in front of me. I don't lane-hop simply because I'm still waking up in the morning. But I keep that small distance because I know that I can stop my car in that time and I have no depth perception. It's not something glasses, contacts or surgery can fix. I was born without it (I dont' see in stereo) and I've never seen in three dimensions except at special rides. Cutting me off while driving is dangerous not because I might get out of my car and beat you with a tire iron, but because you've suddenly cut the distance I knew was safe and my senses need a few moments to process a new safe distance. I was cut off

Not In Her Storm
Not In Her Storm I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to her each time. But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change She can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid. Not in her storm have I ever felt alone Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that she pushes away her own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling her name. She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart And she never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in her storm would she do this to you. She has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How her heart's written so clearly in what

Pray For Him
I am heade out to shervport LA. My uncle was in an accident last night and broke his neck he is in the trauma center in shrevport LA. I just found out they think he will still be able to walk so that is good but you never know with spinal cord injuries.

Pet...thursday Morning
Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window Go back to sleep Lay your head down child I won't let the boogeyman come Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind to the rabble Pay no mind to the rabble Head down, go to sleep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind what other voices say They don't care about you, like I do, like I do Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils, See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. Just stay with me, safe and ignorant, Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Lay your head down child I won't let the boogeyman come Count the bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind to the rabble Pay no mind to the rabble Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums I'll be the one to protect you from Your enemies and all your demons I'll be the one to protect you from A will to survive and a voice of reason

Dear Friend
DEAR FRIEND Who you are Is who I've come to know After you as a person Began to grow Looking at you Is like looking in a mirror And what you say Makes my life clearer It seems the good I've done You have always shared For this you know How much I've cared Things with meaning Are constantly in your presence Looking me in the eye We share a similar essence You know my thoughts After just one glance Letting you into my life Glad I gave it the chance There once was a time When you were strong and I was weak But your absolute trust Was what I would seek Whenever I felt small And the winds of change blew My life became significant With the presence of you I have your trust And you also have mine So now I truly know Everything is going to be just fine I have come to know this It will always be very true I seldom question myself Whenever I'm thinking of you I hang on your words Even the littlest of things you say It makes me feel happy

When I See Beauty
When I see beauty, I see only your face. When I hear laughter, I hear only your voice. When I see elegance, I think only of your grace. When faced with options, You are my only choice. When I see a flower, I see only your smile. When I feel butterflies, It's you my mind is on. When I feel blue, I just think of you for a while. When I can't sleep, I think of you until dawn. When I wake each morning, Your the first thought on my mind. When I think of love, I see our hearts so true. When I think of precious treasures, I think your the most precious I could find. When I think of forever, I only think of YOU.

My Disney Alter-ego
You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. Sleeping Beauty88%Ariel81%Goofy75%Cinderella69%Peter Pan50%The Beast50%Cruella De Ville44%Pinocchio44%Donald Duck31%Snow White25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

How Kinky Are You? Lol
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The Gift Of Love
In all of life’s ups and downs We search for happiness and joy Through laughter, tears, smiles and frowns We hunger to feel like a child with a new toy And like a child, when we get that gift The excitement fills us right down to our toes It confirms our hopes, gives our spirits a lift Then the newness wears off, that’s how it goes There is one gift that doesn’t follow that lead Now stop and think for a moment or two One that goes against the human nature of greed It’s pure and constant all the way through Have you figured it out? Do you not know? The gift that forever makes our hearts glow It’s like the sunrise each morning day after day Like the stars that glimmer throughout the night It brings you home when you’ve lost your way When things are all wrong, it makes them all right It is not a right that you are just entitled to claim When we have it we must protect it at all cost For only when it’s gone do we feel all the pain Only then to we realize how

Who's A Girl Gotta Screw To Get Some Pancakes Around Here?!?!
Yeah, I don't know. I want pancakes. My ex made the best pancakes. I'm at work, slightly bored silly and want some damn pancakes. Heh....Fuck you, Atkins!!! In other news, I've decided based on the finding of my mumm that it's not worth it to date and try to have a higher level of hanging out past 'just friends' but not as intimate as boyfriendness or a booty call, which will lead to relationships which will lead to drama which will lead to more pain in the ass for me. Who needs that crap? I've got my hands full with work, my music, my writing and my fiends...I mean friends. But I might fuck somebody if pancakes will be made for me afterward. Note: I'm stellar in the sack, so pancakes? Anyone? Yep...I'm now a carb whore. Not as slimming as being a crack whore. Go fig. =-)

Where O Where...?
I need to find a new site. I like CT and the people here in gneral. I like that a side of me comes out here that is not seen anywhere else, I like adding comments, the gifts... It has everything I could want in a community site. But I am tired, tired, tired of the point whoring. How many people on here have names that include "Add Me/Fan Me"? How stupid are the comment bomb contests? Look, I don't fault the people that want to get those points. I want to get those points too. I don't care to be popular, just want to buy cool gifts for people. But the point-driven mentality pervades this entire site. It's a downer. So what community sites do people like that have similar features but maybe without everyone clambering for points?

Erotic
Riding Cool breeze caressing my naked knees wet grass clinging to my skin as I slip to the ground he surrounds me. I sigh, and his name escapes my parted lips. The moon washes over me and I breathe in this mans scent lick my lips and smile shyly at him. He rans his coarse hands along my collar bone and dips his head to give my parted lips a heated kiss. There’s a cradle of emotions that is coursing through me. A sweet child inside of me lies as the man teaches me to be a riddle in the game of night. He lifts me up and wraps my legs around his waist. My back touches against a tree and my hair cascades down my back. He slides into me and I ride. As a learner on the first night I ride him hard and fast holding on. He thrust in and out his breathe moist on my breasts. I tighten around him and he throbs inside. I look him in the eyes and come as the pleasure rides across my thighs. His wetne

Sacrifice
The pain I feel right now, is more than I can bare, The rejection and the loneliness, at my heart they start to tear. However if this heart is empty, I`ll find some way to give, For that`s just the incentive I need now, to teach me how to live. I FEEL SO COLD AND TORN INSIDE, like a piece of me is gone, Is every destination a doorway to another, or could this choice be wrong? I still look back on broken dreams, as tears begin to flow, And deep inside I feel forever, your love I`ll always know. But your happiness means most to me, no matter what the cost, Even if in the end it`s me, who must realize I have lost. So, as my life continues, and I accept you`re just a friend, In my heart I know you love me, or so I can pretend. While all the pains may linger, and refuse to let me go, You hold a place within my heart, so I must be sure you know. You say this decision hurts you, more than i

Some Bitch
ok some bitch just told me that my page is a disgrace because i have my colores and support pics , and a couple of pics of my dick ......... i say fuck you to all who dont like it what do you think ????? let me know!!!

Dilemma
No matter where I turn, your face is there. No matter what I touch, the memories of our times together seep into me like a slow rain. You have become a part of me. So confused, I await your call, no, that´s for later... now as I wait to hear your voice again and wonder, are you the right one? I have made countless mistakes and shown poor judgement, but now, of all times, did I get it right? I need a sign, something to show me my path, and so I will wait, as I always do.

Come Sleep With Me
Come sleep with me, a promise made and kept Each night as wrapped in thoughts of you I’ve slept- And if I wake give to those moments bliss By turning to my angel for a kiss. Night sounds, the wind or distant traffic noise Can’t penetrate the dream my heart enjoys Throughout the nights forever spent with you In love that soothes my soul the whole night through. Thank God we ever chose to live this way, Together through the night and in the day Anticipating times of future sleeping For us each night a promise love is keeping. Come sleep with me, lie sheltered in our bed- My arms around your shoulders and your head Upon my chest as close as you can be To hear my heartbeat call you tenderly. Lie still, let go, let every night be ours- With scented pillows, fragrant garden flowers- My love, embrace this dream and hold me tight. I’m always yours, come sleep with me tonight.

Artwork Comments
Recently someone found my last set of artwork comments offensive. Had I known that she would find the artwok of women in bondage offensive, I would not have posted the comments on her page. So here it goes..... If for some reason my artwork ( BDSM, Gothic, or Fantasy) comments offend anyone, or you are trying to keep your profile child friendly and do not wish them to be posted in your comments please shoot me a message and let me know. After that I will make sure that when I post a comment that they will more tasteful in nature. I enjoy trading picture comments back and forth with many of you and do not wish to affend anyone on CT.

Cheese.
"cheese" by Captain Legobot. Captain Legobot@ CherryTAP She gave me cheese on Tuesday For the heath of all her babies And the rest were sent away Because the lactose gave them mucus Cheeseburgers are not kosher But they do not taste peculiar Because mustard is all yellow And ketchup loves a bun A ham sandwich sat aweepng For its cheesy brethren Who had all been eaten In the lunch hour rush So desultory the dairy Matured milk is never happy But is closer now to cheery Because Cupcake thinks it’s great [Your only the second girl I've written a song for. The last one dumped me. Hopefully not because of the song.]

The Wild Child Girls Going To Bike Week And Cruefest In Daytona!!!
That's right SEXXY friends!! The Girls of Wild Child Magazine in Portland, Oregon will be sponsoring Bike Week and Cruefest in Daytona, Florida this year!! How fucking cool is that?? I will fill you in on more details as I get them. So for my Florida friends out there, I hope to see ya!!! Rock On Baby!! XOXO Silver

Ladies....please???
Valentine Application!!! would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Would you... (Check all that apply) [] Buy me cute underwear? [] Buy me flowers? [] Take me out to dinner? [] Buy me a drink? [] Buy me a thong? (For girls only...I hope) [] Get me some chocolates Name one thing you would like to do to me... I look like.. [] A player [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What

For All Military N Family!!!
I just had to show this off...it was in today's newspaper....the father just got back from Iraq and held and kissed his newborn 5 month old baby girl for the very first time! Brought tears to my eyes! This is in support of all the troops and their families....GOD BLESS YOU ALL! And may you all stay safe! Please keep reposting this and passing it on to show that you support our troops!

Single
To all the single ladies from the age of 20-35, I am a 21 year old male looking for the right girl. I am i very truthful and loyal person who, dont cheat play games lie or anything else. I am looking for a girl thats the same and careing as well as i am i live ing dearborn heights michigan, so if there are and single ladies out there looking for a good man check me out please.

What I Want To Do To You
Inside my world, I feel the heat. Pulses racing, no time to retreat. I feel the passion,sweeling within. Deep down inside, begging to give in. I'll touch you here, I'll touch you there. Forever that passion, will always be here. Igniting the heat, if forever I decide. As i feel the beat, throbbing inside. In and out, thrusting your flesh. Slowly we meld, beginning to mesh. I moan in ectasy, deep in your ear. Squeezing and hugging, just holding you near. Your mouth on my breast, recieves a soft squeal. You can only imagine, the release that I feel. I only want you, to touch me this way. No other will do, none other can sway. Just hearing your voice, gives me goosebumps of joy. You say you'll do anything, much better than a toy. I want you to show me, just how deeply this goes. I promise to treat you, like a king only knows. Sucking and teasing, forever I'll be dreaming. Just wanting to please you, makes me so wet and creamy. I shudder and sigh, as you cum inside.

Well?
Mantis hiding in the tall grass praying Dividing blue shadowy arteries Looking for one with the right hue Praying the intravenous won’t poke right through The good veins are deep and hard to get to Close won’t do Shit Impaled through and through Soaking into muscle tissue Spastically contort Slap a smile on and it looks like cavorting Shoot adrenaline straight to the brain Bounce back half swing There’s a needle my skull I don’t think I should touch it Push it in until it disappears I’ll just learn to live with it Actually I think it’s a pretty good fit Be honest… Does it make me look fat?

Wanna Know More???
The following is taken from my personal profile on Myspace. It goes into a lot more depth of my inner workings. Enjoy, if you dare!! Are you 28 or older? If not, then don't waste my time or yours. I love younger guys, but PLEASE be over 27. If you are under 28, trust me, you will get NOWHERE with me. I don't care how BIG you THINK your cock is, how "mature" you THINK you are, or how much you THINK you can handle me, GO AWAY LITTLE BOY! It ain't gonna happen!! NO WAY, NO HOW!! Sorry you wasted your time reading all this, but this is extremely important!!!! And if yer under 18, I won't even add you as a friend. So don't waste your time even messaging me. NO KIDS!! I am every guy's idea of the perfect girlfriend. Or so I've been told. Why am I single? I have no idea. I own my own home, my own car (both are paid for) my two girls are grown and gone. I am smart, witty, funny, educated, well versed in a variety of subjects and I watch football. I not only watch, but I actually kn

Thanks
So I have sent my message to CT. They will delete my account at the end of this Month. I would like to thank everyone(friends or nonfriends) My final words Love you all, even if you do not love me. I hope your lives are full of happens and lots of good Karma. For all of you are wonderful in my eyes. Love Jade

Pics And Marking
Thought I'd share with ya'll that someone decided to rate my background pic as nsfw. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=188336&albumid=0&i=2571868109 Pretty lousy, I thought. And I've got to say that the only pic on this site I've ever rated as nsfw was of a girl fucking a horse. I'm as open-minded as anybody, but geez lady. How about a warning next time? Anyway. I know that some of the more catty girls do this to each other frequently, but this is my first experience with it. Sucks, really. Grrrrrr. Collin

Apartment
I talked to my friend's landlord today. Chris will be moving into the apartment above him and his place will be open. So, tomorrow I'm going up there to fill out paperwork and sign a lease.. Then I will be taking over his current apartment. It's a pretty good size studio with a good size bathroom. All utilities paid. It'll be the first time that I've moved out literally on my own. It should be nice..

My Birthday....lol
MY BIRTHDAY IS 2/15....THE DAY AFTER VALENTINE'S DAY....ONE WEEK 2 GO, FOR THA BIG 30....LOL...I FEEL OLD AS HELL.....SEND ALL UR GIFTS AND/OR CARDS....DONATIONS, TOO (LOL)....OR A BLAST WILL DO....UP 2 U......SHOW YA DAWG SOME LUV!!!! SMOKE E. DIGGLERA P.O. BOX 22033 LOUISVILLE, KY 40252 Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace!

Elusive Beauty
I dream the future but hold onto the past Joy fleetingly comes but never lasts Subconsciously I sabbotage what could be real For my heart is torn it will never heal So I drown in tears miseries solitude With no external beauty love will always elude by Michelle

Life's Little Peculiarities
It seems like the crazy people get just a little bit nuttier amd more stupid each month. Now we have astonauts driving half-way across country, wearing diapers, to kidnap someone using a bb gun. A few weeks ago, two guys dressed as Spiderman and Batman were busted in Los Angeles for "aggressive vending." Here in L.A., several people dress up as various famous characters and hang out on the Walk of Stars to pose for photos with tourists. Apparently, our wily superheroes got a little aggressive in their efforts to make money with tourists and were cited by the federales. Tonight on the news, the newscaster actually said the following: "the man's decapitated body was found in a ditch along side a busy interstate highway. Police suspect foul play." Really??? Foul Play?? That's a fucking surprise. And here I thought he cut off his own head. I can't believe that fucking nimrod said this with a straight face. Or maybe that was a quote from the cops, in which case you gotta

Cherokee Dawn~
Cherokee Dawn I awaken to the silence, Softly it wraps around the world; Dreams still float upon the air, Not yet ready to loosen their memory. Quietly I step outside, The sleeping world unaware that I am there; Above me the sky is still dark, Stars still glimmer, but the moon is low. All about me the air is hushed, Breezes gently ruffle my hair; caress my cheek First morning song of the lark gently wafts across the valley, Seems for me she sings alone. In the east there now is a faint luminescence, A hint of pearly tones etch the edges of the tree crowned hills; Strong and tall they await the coming, Of a new day, filled with promise. More light gently flows westward, Now across the valley I see a vision; The hills are wreathed in a living mist, It moves, touches each thing in it's path. The sky now is filled with glorious colors, blue, cerise, lavender, the hues of dawn; Mists slowly ebb backward into the forests, Retreating, going home to await th

For Mio
Sitting here thinking about how I feel, Realised that I've never fealt so real, I think of you and my heart beats faster, My heart a slave, to yours - the master. Your face it comes to me now as I write, I feel so much happier, the feeling so right, In so many ways you've saved my life, And I cannot wait to become your wife. Yearning, wanting you makes me so weak, You're there on my mind, in my dreams when I sleep, Your voice it's like comfort, your words my cure, And each day I see you, I'm ever more sure. That you are my saviour, my soldier, my love The one sent to guide me, like the stars up above, I finally feel like I'm no longer alone, And in you forever is where I'll find home.

Tortured Tourist - Part 3
Warning! This chapter gets rough! Read at your own risk! Part 3 Carlos dragged Sarah to her cell and stood holding her as Rodriguez slid the heavy steel door open. He pushed her inside the small cell and Rodriguez followed behind them, sliding the door shut. Sarah looked around at her new lodgings. The room was small, dominated by a steel cot along one wall. A series of leather straps were hung down from one side of the cot. More straps were attached to each corner. The cot had no mattress. Instead, Sarah realized she would be expected to lay on the metal bands that crisscrossed the frame. Either that, or Sarah would have to sleep on the floor. She was sure her captors wouldn’t care. A small toilet sat in the corner. The bowl had no seat. Sarah realized she would have to squat above it unless she wanted to sit directly in the water itself. Carlos pulled a knife from his belt and began to cut the plastic strips that bound Sarah’s arms and wrists to her body.

Sayings I Love
"Our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back." "The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain." --Dolly Parton "Work as if you don't need the money, Dance as if no one were watching, Sing as if no one were listening, Love like you've never been hurt, Live everyday as if it were your last." "Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget." --G. Randolf "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happend. "Somewhere There's someone Who Dreams Of Your smile, And Finds In Your Presence, That Life Is Worth While, so When You Are Lonely, Remember It's True: somebody, somewhere Is Thinking Of You." "Tears Are Words The Heart Can't Say." "I love walking in the rain, no one can tell that I'm crying." "Let us not look back in anger or forward in fear but around in awareness." "If you don't Stand for Something, You will Fall for Everything." "There's

Forgiving
Growing up, Dad taught me a lot about how to live. Some things were not lessons easily learned. But I try every day to live that way. I always try to forgive people for things they did that hurt me in some way. No matter what was done or said, no matter how bad. It isn't easy sometimes. But I try. At the same time, I hope you can forgive me for things I say or do when I am hurt or angry.

Who Son Is This??? Lmao J/k
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy: "I have a baseball." Man: "That's nice" Boy: "Want to buy it?" Man: "No, thanks." Boy: "My Dad's outside." Man: "OK, how much?" Boy: "$250" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy: "Dark in here." Man: "Yes, it is." Boy: "I have a baseball glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy: "$7! 50" Man: "Sold." A few days later, the Dad says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can't,

Getting Sick Of The "world".
You know what? I'm getting extremely tired of the rest of the world calling the place I call Home "Evil". I don't know about anyone else - But I love this country. Maybe others can't see what this country does around the world - Maybe they just WANT to see what they perceive as "bad" in everything the US does. But look at the GOOD we do. Whenever there is a Natural Disaster around the Globe - It is the US who is there to help bail out the country in question. And it's NOT just the Government that sends aid. The Companies and PEOPLE of the US always send an outpouring of love and support to peoples devastated. But - When is the last time another country has sent US anything when WE had a disaster? We sent BILLIONS in Aid to the area afflicted by the massive Tsunamis. How many countries sent US even one reed cent when New Orleans was all but destroyed by Katrina? I'm sick of the hatred being aimed at US because we took out a vicious Dictator who was killing his peopl

Kenny Rogers - If I Could Only Change Your Mind
Ive found a great deal of satisfaction thinking that you think of me, Ive found each day brings a new sunshine, There is no tomorrow for us to borrow, Why cant you find what you are needing, in me? If I could only change your mind. I found no effort at all in showing what Im feeling for you, I find it hard each day just knowing theres no tomorrow for us to borrow. Why wont you find what you are needing, in me? If I could only change your mind. Kenny Rogers.

Kenny Rogers - I Can't Unlove You
Postcards and letters Pictures made to last forever To Be boxed up and tossed away Nick-Nacs, Souvenirs In an afternoon There out of here They disappear without a trace What they mean to me can never be replaced [chorus] I cant unthink about you I cant unfeel your touch I cant unhear all the words Unsay all the things that used to mean so much I wish I could unremember everything My hearts been through Im finding out its impossible to do Oh, its no use I cant unlove you In this dance of old songs Like time they go on and on I guess I could learn to do the same I could wake up without you These two arms not around you Tell myself its meant to be this way No matter how I try Some things I cant change. [chorus] I wish I could unremember Everything my hearts been through Im finding out its impossible to do Its no use I cant unlove you Kenny Rogers.

Remembering Life That Once Was
To find peice is to find your self and to find your self you have to look deep in side your soul. to speak the words is one thing but to mean them and follow threw is another. Some times my mind wounders threw the deepest thoughts and i see you but i all so see the pain that i have felt and the dispare of a life gone wrong.I ask my self what could i have done different? but to no a vail i find my self lacking in the skills to fix what once has been broken and i feel pain and sarrow becouse i could not fix the break,though i tryed to no avail but with out sucseces so now i stand just a monster on the ledge of hell looking out to the blood soaked waters waiting to find the answer, not knowing if i can ever fix what was once whole and this i must say i no not what to do so i wait for the next unknowing soul to come so i may feel whole agien if for only a little wile. Yes i am in human to most and i am death to all but i to feel sarrow and pain but i dream of the day i feel happiness agi

Wmmr Topic
Okay, I was listening to WMMR this morning (Preston & Steve) and they brought up the topic of a, "Shovel Buddy". (http://wmmr.com/jock_preston_and_steve.shtml)FYI: You can listen to them live in the AM. Do any of you have a, "Shovel Buddy"? Someone to enter your home and remove your unmentionables if you were to pass, items you don't want family, police the public to see or know about. Items such as porn mags, sex toys, adoption papers, this type of material. If you do have a, "Shovel Buddy" who are they to you and what do you want them to remove? If you don't have a, "Shovel Buddy" would you consider having one now?

New Love
IT IS LIKE A WHISPER ON THE WIND WHEN IT FINALLY APPEARS TO U. LOVE THAT U HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR ALL UR LIFE IS HERE. EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN CLOUDY IN UR MIND FOR UR WHOLE LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME HAS FINALLY BECOME CLEAR. LOOKING IN THIER EYES IS ALL U CAN DO.. ALL U WANT TO DO. TO FEEL THE TOUCH OF THEIR HAND IS NOTHING SHORT OF EXTACSY. THAT FIRST KISS.. OH HOW U HAVE LONGED FOR IT WHEN THE EMBRACE OF HIS ARMS IS THE ONLY THING THAT IS KEEPING U FROM FLYING AWAY.... YOU KNOW IT IS LOVE...TRUE LOVE

Untitled
In the pale blue light of the moon The stars fell into your eyes And I saw my future unfold before me That was the happiest moment of my life Until you asked me to be yours At that moment my heart melted Into a pool of never-ending love for you.

Friendship, Love, Life
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most, saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. if you do they might break your heart...If you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to feel. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay welled up because our fear of rejection is too hard to handle. Life is all about risks that require you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have done. What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What wold you do if every

New Updates Going Up Today
Hey Everyone! I just wanted to give you a heads up. I have a new photo update going up on my SC site later today. Its a pantyhose set. I also had requests to wear black socks sometime...so I threw those in the mix ;) Hope you enjoy. http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/photos.htm And on Dreamnet today you'll find a new video update. Camming fun and yummy squirting :D Hope you'll stop by and check them out. http://www.dreamnet.com/aimeelynn/aimeelynn.html XOXO, Aimeelynn

Cold!
Its very cold out here, snow everywhere! Just came home from moms place... I have snowy cold feet, house is still not warm, tired from dryving through the snow, etc. So now Im going to try warming up at the sofa with a blanket. TTYL sweety's, Kisses!

Please Understand
>> >My dear wife. >> > You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, >>being >> > 54 years old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you >> > and I value you as a good wife. >> > Therefore, after reading this letter, >> > I hope that you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will >>be >> > spending the evening with my 18 year old secretary at the >>Comfort Inn >> > Hotel. >> > Please don't be upset - I shall be home before midnight." >> > When the man came home late that night, he found the following >>letter on >>the >> > dining room table: >> > "My Dear Husband, >> > I received your letter and thank you for your honesty about my >>being >> > 54 years old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind >> > you that you are also 54 years old. >> > As you know, I am a math teacher at >> > our local college. I would like to inform you that while you >>read >> > this, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of

St Baldricks
Ok people i mentioned earlier i was doing the St Baldricks thing this year!! And as promised i am! Heres the link to my site where if you choose you can make donations to help support childrens cancer research, and also give me bragging rights for raising the most money My Individual page where you can see my before and after pics and if you want to you can also donate: http://www.stbaldricks.org/participants/shavee_info.html?ShaveeID=3240# And the link to St Baldricks main Page if you just want to check them out: http://www.stbaldricks.org/ Thanx Guys and Gals! If you have any questions feel free to send me a message in whichever forum you are comfortable and i will answer it or do my best to get you the answer!! The Children Thank You too!!!

Part !
Stranger Things Could Happen The night has finally come, after waiting for what seemmed like a life time of penence, My dreams were about to be realized. Dreams might be too weak a word, lets go with fantasies. Wishing for someone who could do for me my darkest desires , was like wishing for the earth to tilt another direction. At least that is what it seemed like to me, years of giving but never receiving. Giving others fantasies that they will never forget, but when would it be my turn? Or was I strange, was I one that's desires were too complicated and too taboo? Guys, well, they were scared of me. Subsequently, I had decided that I would never find the one who would venture to control me, in any way. Lifes mysteries were weighing down on me, never finding what I need or receiving my share of fulfillment. I had made a pact with myself, starting tonight I would act demure and sweet. Several times in my life I had tried that same thing, it never worked, only brought me aggravation

New Taxes
Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. Wh

The Reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it Will Explain Alot
Goooooooooood Afternoon Cherrytap people!This is Boondock Saint comming to you live from where i was before!lol.Now u all must be wondering where the hell i have been.....welllll......a few weeks ago i found out that my hours at work have been cut because of our sales...not that got me really really really pisssed off!but its good now so im ok...........the reason why im not on anymore is because my roomate decided to move her computer all the way down to the liveing room so therefore i cant go on the internet anymore and im defently not goin back to wireless(i tell ya it has a conspiercy theory for me!).and the only time i get to go on is when shes not home!Soooooooooooooo im not dead,im just not on 24/7 like back in the old days.So im goin to say my Hey and hello's now and i miss you all:(:(:(:(:(:(:( For Lia-"How i wish,how i wish u were here!:(:("..............."Hello there the angle from my nightmare....................Well i was down at the new amesterdam staring at this yello

Dangit
Some of you know but lately I've had an ear infection, well its gotten so bad I'm gonna have to go into the hospital and have my ear drained. I have to be knocked out and whatever and may even lose some hearing afterwards. kinda bummed...

Hi All
to all my friends and family and fans,, im heading away for a week on a much deserve r and r and i will chat wit ya all when i get back,, in the mean times take a looksie at my sis,,, link on the bottoms,... add her or rate her.. peace... jea suzie@ CherryTAP

American Beauty
I just saw it yesterday on DVD, never having gotten around to watching it all these years it existed. And what a completely wonderful movie it is. Many of the things said by the characters felt very close to me. The scene where the drugselling son of this military-guy shows his video of the little plastic bag dancing in the wind to his girlfriend and his word accompanying it, really got me choked up. Because I know the feeling: "Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it... and my heart is going to cave in." (Alan Ball)

Updated Blah Blah
i hat elife .im depressed. im sexually frustrated. im losing grip.i can handle alot of pressure.but, sometimes i just need someone something there for me without there hand out without something in return , ya know i dont know what the hell im talking about about must be getting close to that time of the month ,i dont know . im really seriously considering turning bi or lessi idk men just dont seem to be cuttin it or maybe im fucking with the wrong ones what do u think.any advice .... maybe its me i got to thinking . ya know im not perfect .im a independepent self spoken no shit taken bitch really i can be fucking so nice but if you are a person who dissrespects me or mine or a friend right in front of me , oh yeah my temper and mouth and attitude totally take over and your picking your ass up off the ground ,i dont start shit i dont look for trouble.some people are just natural born assholes and haters. i need a man who dont take no shit who is also kind and has values ya know kids

The Climaxing Moment
Touches so soft, nerves needing the feather of intoxication, strokes of aroused pleasure, cuddling next to you. Vibrating breezes of massages, wrapped up in desires, surrounded exquisite beauty, beating music within two hearts caressing the night sky under a blanket of love. Whispers of words romancing, fragrance of romantic blossoms, tender moment of inter reaction, special bouquet of time, moisture of sweet tenderness, nectar of a sensual relationship. Velvet ripples of needs holding each other together bonding of two minds within sexual excitation never in a hurry to end the climaxing moment.

So Your Pissed Off With The Cowgirls &cowboys Of Ct Heres My Fucking Thoughts
WELL IT APPEARS AS SOME MEMBERS WANT TO BITCH AND MOAN AN GROAN AN COMPLAIN ABOUT THERE STUPID CONTEST WELL YOU KNOW THERES LIKE 50 + MEMBERS TO THIS GROUP ME BEING THE HEAD OF THE GROUP I TOLD YOU FROM THE START THERE WAS TO BE NO BULLSHIT ITS NOT WELCOMED NOR WANTED ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IF YOU WANT HELP THEN OPEN YOUR FREAKIN MOUTH AS MOST OF US ARENT ONLINE ALOT DURING THE DAY DO A DANM BLOG OR COME TO ME OR OUTLAW ANGEL OR FIREMAN185 SOMEONE WILL BE MORE THEN HAPPY TO DO A BULLETIN FOR YOU BUT WHY SHOULD ANY OF THE HEADS DO ANYTHING FOR THE MEMBERS WHEN WE HAVE ASKED FOR SUPPORT AND HELP YOU KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU ALL COME TO MY PAGE A DAY OR EVEN OUTLAW ANGELS PAGE BUT I SEE PLENTY GO TO THE THE THIRD IN CHARGES PAGE WELL YOU KNOW WHAT THERES 3 OF US. TAKE FOR INSTANCE ABOUT 2 WEEKS I SENT OUT A BULLETIN IN REGUARDS TO L/H COUNTRYBOYS LOSS I SEEN MAYBE 5 GO TO HIS PAGE AN LEAVE SOME SUPPORT NOW YOU ALL HAVE REALLY STARTED PISSING ME OFF FOR THE ONES WHO ACTUALLY GIVE DAMN AN READ

You
All day you are on my mind, I can't concentrate to get things done, When all I want to do is hold you. Every night I lie awake, Wondering what you're doing, If you're thinking of me too. If I could hear your voice for even a second, It would be enough to sstain this hunger for you, At least until you're in my arms (again).

Untill I Hear You Say....
Honey can you say, I love you, Every time when you hang up, Sending my heart to fluttering, For if, it escapes your mind, it Sends my mind to wondering. Whether those words mean anything, Until I hear your voice needing me, Hearing you say it, at the very end. Your rendition of I love you, Over, and over, all over me. From one period to another, on My monthly cycle of loving you, Till the eternity of time Being beside you saying, I love you too sweetie, Over, and over again. In my recording wanting you to Keep hugging me in with those Words that unite us forever!

What Kiond Of Seducer Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Yesterdays Thought/musing
02-07-2007 12:55 pm est A Thought/Musing that just came to me Sometimes we allow expectations and personal wants to cloud things, and this causes us to miss out on seeing and feeling the moment, Whether it's with a friend or life in general, With this said, Maybe we should take a minute to set aside our expectations... And allow the joy of the moment to shine on its own.. Allowing it to bring itself into our life, on its own light, without us hindering it.. so that we may enjoy the fullness and joy it brings to us :) Just a thought I felt the need to share ~Pixie~

Body Dysmorphic Disorder
I'm watching a program about body dysmorphic disorder at the moment, another brilliant piece by the BBC in Great Britain. BDD is a psychological condition, that makes sufferers think that parts of their body are so incredible hideous, that they have to hide from other people. And that although there is nothing of that kind visible to anybody else. How very strange. Just today at the office me and two female coworkers joked about the normal difference in perception that women often seem to have about themselves. Sometimes it might be induced by other people, even boyfriends or husbands, by advertising and society in general. Quite often I find myself getting sad about these effects of manipulation, just because some of my best friends are affected by them. But as I know now, it could be much worse than what I knew up until now. It's interesting how the world always can pull something out of it's hat to put things into perspective.

Let’s Toast
For Valentine's Day: Let’s Toast to Love! Let’s toast to love That wonderful feeling From first kiss love To forever love. That powerful emotion Which still stays tender No matter our age. Thought for the Day To love our fellow man: the real test of love Smile for the Day I can toast to love with water, but wine is more fun! :)

Part I
Her palms were a bit sweaty, hear heart was racing, she honestly didn’t know what to expect. She’d seen one picture, and talked online. She had no idea who would approach her with the greeting “Good evening Little One.” As she walked off the jet-way, she smoothed her hair down and adjusted her skirt. Throwing her shoulders back, she reassured herself that it was going to be a good weekend. Just then, someone grabbed her elbow, leading her away from the terminal. She had only one bag, as he’d instructed her to bring only what she could carry on the plane. She turned to her left to look up at this man, this “Master” she’d come to meet. “Hello pet, it’s good to finally have you here,” he said. That settled her nerves a bit, but she was still anxious about what lay ahead. She didn’t know if they would ‘dive right into it,’ or spend some time getting a little more used to each other in the flesh rather than from behind computers. The drive through Atlanta was pleasant. She’d

Steamy Goddess
Whispers so soft they touch places of Tender words tonguing love’s hearing, Kissing neck arching in swirling wants. Fingers of hot passion massaging needs, Slow eroticism of hot flashed breathing, Moaning long sighs, a harmonized duet. Twisting clothes slowly peeling off Heat glistening sweat steaming passion, Feminine boil flashing wild wanting eyes. Slow act of true art taking sensual time. Never has a woman taken so long, rushing To bear the fruit of devotion baring all. Ooooooh, feeling nerves endings twitching Attaining femininity highest pleasure plateau Where woman treasured become love goddesses Swept off her feet upon a floating white cloud Where desires takes over from whispers within Storm thundering earth quaking musical message. Screaming about. what love making is about.

Make Love To Me...
Jewel of the night, Sparkle in my eyesight Let your beauty shine overnight From midnight to twilight Make love to me in candlelight Sensually delicate, caressing delight Creating frictional Saint Elmo’s light. Love beacon shining searchlight Princess let me be your knight Princely frog of a magical thought Performing star making it so right Let’s cupid’s arrow go straight Inside my heart’s heavyweight Adorning you so tight Combining us together skintight, Song birds of the sun’s morning flight Jewel of the daylight What a stunning hindsight, An angel in the spotlight From the sunshine skylight Floating sweetness never uptight Holding my attention like a torchlight Wanting you more with all my might, Creating another future spaceflight For this was plain out of sight!

Messages
I try to tell you of my feelings but they seem to fall on deaf ears. What do I have to do...take an ad out in the paper and say I love you to the world. I would do it if you asked me to. I want to be in your arms and listen to the music of your heart beating. I want to taste and kiss you all over. Man I want you bad. My body screams to be close to yours. To feel your heat. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! What more can I say.

The Temperature ......
The emotion called lust and the long term one called true love. In the temperature of lust The steamy heat of passionate fulfillment exists In the sweat of the moment People intertwine into each other’s gratifications Using all their energies to satisfy each other Until the desire is spent by someone In the temperature of true love It exists at all levels of the spectrum In the coldness that puts each other’s arms Around each other in an embrace Those chilly goose bumps that run Through your spine in anticipation Of such a gentle touch The warmth of cuddling together To just hold the moments so special That you just lay there stroking each other Talking like children with a treat in front of them Of things so silly that only love could bring them out Holding passions within that require A long term commitment of obedience To the understanding of each other emotions It is the argue in such a way that it builds a relationship Instead of d

Ytb...revolutionizing The Way The World Travels
http://www.joystravel.biz YTB...REVOLUTIONIZING the way the world TRAVELS. Have you ever been at the right place at the right time and realized it several years later? We've all looked back and said, "If only I had known." Right now, this very moment, the largest shift in business history is occurring. The world of travel has moved to their Internet. Internet travel sales is the fastest growing segment both on the Internet and in the travel industry. This is the reason traditional businesses are spending billions buying their way into the travel industry. Expedia - $5.1 Billion in 2003 Orbitz - $1.2 Billion in 2004 If you could position yourself to benefit financially from this market shift without spending a large amount of money, could this be the right time and place for you? YOU are YTB's advertising budget. Do you have 10 friends and family members who would rather buy their travel from you than from those highly advertised travel sites? If so, you could ear

The Music Of Cries
Singing the blues with deep words of our inner emotions. I must try to generate a mixture of emotions with the simplicity of a few good chosen words. .. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The music is crying For the emotions are flying with the winds Like a bagpipe at a fireman funeral Or a trumpets last call to the spirit departed Yet the music’s tears sing along With the chimes of the tree limbs Soaring with the flight of the eagle In lonely tones for spirits to call The cries rustle the winds In the deepest of all feelings The angelic chorus weeps in silent appreciation In the gentle mists of waterfalls For the moment has been claimed For the heart to feel so deep That it loses time ever so briefly But the music follows the valleys Covering all who hear In the silence of deep breathes And into the arms of comfort some will join To listen to the music crying over us In the endin

Dancing Anti Depression
The holidays I love the deep feelings. Well most of them, for some will take a hold of you in a clamp of despair mostly in the fears of loneliness The demon of depression got a hold of me again Its venom struck deep into me Creating another scar within the mind To have to be reminded with As it tore into me No reason would do To raise my spirits into the heavens The final solution was that sleep drifted me off And it is in the reality of my dreams That my words came out To chase away the beast For it seems it cannot handle the truth That lives in the light of our souls It is the will to survive the fright of living In simple steps I created the notes within That played into the music of the mind As the playing marches along It slowly raises the spirits within And as the words were being put to these notes An inner smile comes creeping out In the dawn of renewed emotions That carried up instead of down For the whips of my inner garden

I Am Fat.
Fat is not a four letter word. It is not obscene, or inappropriate for minors to hear, or dirty, or uncouth. What it describes is not something only done or talked about in hushed whispers and dark corners. It tells you nothing of my moral fiber, the content of my character, my cute quirks and annoying tendencies. It doesn't tell you anything about my exercise or eating habits, or whether I revel in my body or am ashamed of it. It does not give you insight into my fears and longings, my hopes and dreams. It is not a word that, when uttered, has the power to make me feel small or less than you. I am not. I am large, powerful. I am bigger than life, round with abundance and the fruits of the earth. I relish in my senses – all of them – and find delights of sensation where others find only denial. I live with dignity and self-love, and I reclaim this word, so small, but so densely packed with hatred and fear and loathing and condemnation. I embrace it as fully mine, as part of me, as a ha

Remembering You
Remembering You by Lou remember the day our hearts met? such a glorious and promising day. we held hands, smile into each other's eyes, and the world didn't seem to matter. day by day, we longed to be together just to hold each other's thoughts, feel each other's presence, and succumb to each other's love. i couldn't even forget the quick glances and the embarrassment of getting caught all those foolish grins and indeed the funny faces. sad to say, destiny never allows us to pursue to share our love and cherish it long we were forced to part and time never gave us the chance. yet someday, our path would soon cross know that i'm here remembering your love and knowing you care.

Traditions
I honor the traditions of my tribe I listen to the wind and wildlife around me I hear the call of the spirits in my dreams and in the night I am a creature of the night and see my world differently To know the subtleness in the colors of the night The wonder of another world One I am still getting use to Feeling like a newly made vampire After seeing the vampire madness twice Again, after this madness, I Again feel like a newly born vampire And knowing I survived it, I will continue to survive Friends and Family will pass as i go on living forever I regret nothing that I have done over the years I will live till I sure i have seen everything, Then it will be my turn to sleep in the earth and let it embrace me Till it is time for my rebirth Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

Special , Delivery
This poem may not be copied or duplicated without permission; it is intended for the reader’s pleasure. The reason for this is that I must dream that my words can survive to support me on my path floating among the dictionary of love. .. Upon the airmail of breezing delivery, Perfumed fragrance-floating freedom, Sensual gravitational sexual magnification, Love of the n-th degree of kinetic energy. Lettered characters of devotional adoration, Every word growing magnetomotive force, Sentenced gratification ‘n magnetic levitation, Page-ant, marriage of time’s caressed bonding. Chapbooks of harmonic versed singing notes, Musical poetry of the eternal spousal arousal, Jovial combinations of buoyant spontaneity, Merging mesmerizing combustible cohesion. Adhesion adherence bonding true blue loyalty, Royalty of divine pledges to stroll the course, Interwoven weave of intermingling affections, Contagious inspirational devout companionship.

Feminine View
Feminine view of a loving duet... Oh, so deep inside the throat, Vibrating them crystal notes, Shattering my lips upon yours, Screaming inside wanting you! Sing along with me in united harmony. Oh baby, let sing our loving duet, Holding me close upon our melody. So, let us scream our love together! So with every word we make love, Intertwining with dynamic harmonics, Climaxing upon heavenly organisms! Let us scream out, one more love chorus!

The Climaxing Tickle
Sensuous touchings So soft They tickle The desire for more In swirls fingers excite To the core of arousal Purring needs cuddling In eyes needing Magic sensations creating spells In hypnotic trances The chemical reaction Has started nuclear fusion In explosive friction Of love in lust’s emotion Spent fuel fizzles But the sensation keeps rising In a meltdown Of climatic fashion

Marine Snipers.........
I just wanted to see how may more good ideas people can come up with to answer these questions. My hubby is one. !. Why do snipers make good photographers? 2. Why do snipers make good lovers? 3. Why are snipers always right? 4. Why are snipers so anal-retentive? Thanks for your responses. Just trying to think of more reasons, lol

My Wings
Upon your soft gentle cuddles My wings fly upon your embrace Sending me flying into your heart Upon desires floating upon your lips Touching every part of me with you Oh baby, I have to feel all of you Dancing with our intertwining spirits Reaching highs of total exhilaration Let us fly together claiming Our special patch of sky Sensual wings of needing each other Honey, hold me close for our delicate ride Exploding the universe divinely together

My Fantasy Hehe
Walking home from a night shift at work i came to the alley way i always hated. As i started to walk i heard footsteps behind me, i turned to look but there was nothin there, 'must be my imagination' i thought to myself, it always plays tricks on me when i get to this part of the way home. But, then i hear someone call me name, i quickly turn around but nothin there. I stud staring for a little while, as i was about to start walking again i heard footsteps coming up behind me, frozen in fear i was unable to run or scream ... He walked up behind me, i felt him put his arm around my stomach, holding me tightly he grabed a hold of my hair at the lower back of my head and pulls it to once side with a firm hold, exposing my neck i felt a sharp biting sensation that sent shivers down my spin n into my legs, they became weak n my legs gave way. He holds me up still biting hard i feel myself start gettin more n more aroused, i cant help it, i dont understand it, im lost in pain and pleasure

Im Sick Of Being Depressed..
alright i just need to put my feelings somewhere. im tired of being sad all the time and worrying non stop. basically, im absolutely in love with evan still. no matter what guys come around, i always end up back with him. we arent going out right now because we were both sick of our relationship. but i really want to be able to change so we can be happy again. i know most of our fights were cause because of me. i was pretty controlling, not gonna lie. i dont want to be like that. i want to be able to trust him and not care what hes doing or if hes looking at girls. but i dont know HOW to change like that, its hard to just stop worrying about something that you worried about for over 2 years. but i have to, its the only way ill get what i want, the love of my life.

Turn On Time For Me Lmao
Blood and Vampirism Bondage Peircing and body modification Fangs Guys with long hair Boobs Blood and biting Bondage and being tied up Candles (both burning and dripping) Insence S&M (me been the sub) Leather PVC and Latex Ice

Rayne Down On Me
When all is said and done Thiss shall be When all is said and done Will you care for me? For you I will travel to the ends or time Just to have you you as a friend of mine To have you To hold you Be close to me To look in your eyes See them smiling back at me To spend a day A moment with Rayne To show her my friendship My Luv My pleasures My pain For you are a great friend of mine For these words I write to you A friend like you Rayne or Sun You will always shine through This one goes out to my friend (SIS) Rayne... Cuz she ask for one just for her. Luv ya sis

If I Ever Have A Kid
this is what i'd name my kids, you gotta love the different colors. hopefully this is something to stop on before i hit the hay~ for a girl jessica, amber, samantha, tabatha, halena, julie, monica, tina, carmen for a boy jordan, jacob, brandon, sean, tyrone, derrick ~~Timmy~~

Made Powerliftingusa's Top 100
Made PowerliftingUSA's Top 100 I received the Jan '07 PowerliftingUSA in the mail today... yeah, they were a little late getting last month's issue out. anyway, they listed the Top 100 USA lifters in the 165lb class who competed from Nov '05 to Oct '06. I was listed under the squat at #42 and a slaughtered last name. I was also listed under the totals/overall at #52 with an even worse slaughtering of my last name. those have to be the 2 worst cases of my last name that i've ever seen... what the hell is that? i have since done better numbers, so when the listing comes out again, i should be up in the charts. ;o)

Here We Go...
So...let's sum up the lastest fuck-ups of the American government: postal service parcel deliveries will increase in price about 100%, we lost (losing as in NO LONGER KNOWING WHERE THE FUCK IT IS!!!) 12 billion dollars in cash put on an airplane by forklifts headed for Iraq, with all this the lack of effort (2 years to find out where the money went, which is funny because it takes them less then a day for them to find a dissinting immagrint) to find the fucking money. So lets put this into perspective shall we? The postal service increasing the price of parcel delivery won't effect most people since they will probably go to UPS or somthing, but considering that if you want to send a package or long letter to a loved on off-seas because of military or government job (that includes haliburton or any other company on contract for the government) or to a loved one in jail/prison you HAVE TO SEND IT USPS TO GET IT TO THEM, so they are just fucking peachy arn't they? They will get their

How Bad Are You Wanted
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this or see 9 years of bad relationships repost HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED

Comfort In The Dark
As you walk the roads at night, I follow always just out of sight. And sometimes you may feel me near, My footsteps in your mind you hear. I see you, tense, stop and stare, I hear you wondering who is there. Deep in the dark of the night you search, But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch. A flash of light within the dark, You feel fear come into your heart. And you flee to the places of human sin, Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din. Encased in the moving crowd, You feel safe and you feel proud. Until you notice them all leer, Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear. They pull you into the night by your hair, Your clothes they rip and violently tear. Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress, You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness. But this darkness is my home, And through it I do freely roam. Those strangers now scream and try to fight, But they are no match for a true child of the night. Soothing words I

For Him
i never had anyone one i can count on i been let down so many times i was tired of hurting, so tired of searching till you walked into my life it was a feeling ive never known for the first time i didnt feel alone , your more then a lover there could never be another that makes me feel the way you do we just get closer, i fall in love all over everytime i look at you i dont know where id be without you here with me, life with you makes perfect sense, your my best friend

Writing....
Well I have decided I have gone beyond writer's block. My newest story is reading like a poorly done high school paper. I have decided to drop the cowboy scenerio and start from scratch. My best friend told me to go back to basics and write about what i know best again. I guess that means fantasies at the moment, lol. Life has been to busy to even think about actually going out and playing with a boy toy or any of my subs. She sits on the edge of the tub drapped in green silk. The air is scented with dragon's blood and vanilla. A deep inhale of steam and Stasia tries to forget the harsh day at the office. It isn't her fault that the boy's club is pissed that she got the new account because the client likes big tits. Damn them! just when she thought she was making head way with the copy boy..... continued on comment

I Luvs Ya Guyz!!
Just wanted to say thank u to everybdy that has helped me s far....the Contest is still going for a week or so, so try t hang in there....Sorry if I am a lil annoying hehe but I really like winning lol....its like my favorite thing ever after shakin my ass to some god beats, but anyway lol nobody cares.... THANKS and I WILL NEED YOU ALL s tryyy not to forget about me. I Luv ya and heres a lil reminder hehehe Hey I am in the Sexiest Eyes Contest and I need your help!! So swing by and cum leave me some comments, or even 1 will help. That would be fantastic, thank you very much!! Hope to see u soon! Click and Comment its EZ! You Know the drill and I wont shut up about it hehe so thanks again!!! ~Cindy

The Blowing Winds Of Love
To all the Soul Mates out there… let us float in harmony on the winds of love".. Across ponds, lakes and sea Winds are laughing as they blow As they sing their sweetest songs they know Clouds fly fast… white feathers flutter Like ballerinas on dazzling feet Tip toeing in full speed Or like butterflies with gauze wings Drop down…. up… drop down again On slender feet under the sunset sky A beauty of light and shadow Watching them in total silence One by one flutter down… It seems like a dream… A dream of beauty glides away On winds that sing their sweet songs Birds singing load and clear It’s time to blow you a sweet kiss In the winds of love... In harmony with every sun ray Visions clear grant me the sight Both feet steady on the ground You are safely tucked away Deep within my heart

X - Files Of .....
Sweetest dreams Penetration Awakes reality O’ No!! X-Files of love Erased all doubts in my mind Regardless any M I S U N D E R S T A N D I N G S True love never forsakes A love that’s unconditional It handles any back draw in life Like another sweet moment with you In full harmony Makes me happy Love is kind No not judge-mental In good times or in bad Real thoughts And wonderful dreams Reflections Of your beauty so true Another memory Of you!!

Once Upon A Life......ago
Once upon a lifetime ago My love started to grow for you Upon the sands and rocky shores Ocean of mine Running away And ask my heart Why I want the whole world to know Rebel turn my way My back is at the wall After all these tears in between All I really need is you In one special moment Only you can change my destiny Never look back again "you said” The future will be better Baby!! Only you can change my destiny Oh!! Don't dare to make me cry By telling me some lie We have traveled far without the touch But not without the stars in our hearts Love near or far apart I will always hold And treasure you in my heart Our love can take the highway And leave this sorry life behind Vapula’ tion of the heart and soul my love Be

Romper Mi Corazón En Pedazos
Replacement, the worst feeling in the world. Loss comes in 2nd leading up to this eventual yet, unexpected reality. Denial plays it's part lulling us into a false sense of security. They speak the words, we obey with hope in our hearts. Thinking one day, our world will be brighter and order will be restored. But here I am alone and waiting. Refusing to believe in reality. Refusing to give up. Once again, the fool tasting the words and swallowing them whole. Sometimes the heart overrules the mind making logic disappear. Sometimes we want so bad that we forget it's already gone forever. This is love this is pain this is reality in it's purest form. And I wish this upon no one.

Love Pulse
On the rhythm of sweet music Within your arms heart sparkles Soul moves on… On the rhythm of the music You fill heart with love Passion consumes you Uncontrollable You sweet kiss my eyes And the rhythm of the music Moves me toward different horizons Filled with laughter and sunshine Joyous encounter controls my mind My passion consumes you One more day Be loved by you Two hearts joined as one On the rhythm of the music And heart beat The pulse of love

Thought Of You Last Cold Night
thought of you last night Made me dream about it A dream of wondering stars Searching for love hope and freedom Freedom of speech in feelings Freedom of loving you Without any doubts A dream thought so vivid Like you were right here with me In the way only a dream could describe And I liked what I saw It proved to me that… I love you in any way Dream way my way any way I love the way you talk I love the way you read my mind And Oh! I just love the way you make me laugh But even the way you make me cry And that’s why I know I love you I love the way you hate But mostly I love the way you look at me With those naughty eyes And the way you told me “not to worry” And the way you re assure me in your own way That you care for me too I love you any way you are My way your way what ever way you are My bright star I just love And I love your toy my cowboy I love you even when you cry My love for you will never die In any way

Continuation
cut me and kiss me the way that you do keep my eyes shut and to you ill be true a naughty little girl whos pleasure you seek torture and please me every day of the week bind me and ride me so hard and not fast this ultimate pleasing i want it to last a joyous union of two who seek pain a mutual trust one not spoken in vain a rapture so sweet no walls are kept here a secret so meek to my heart your kept dear... well thats about all for now...

His Love
When he is over me I feel his strength. When I am at his feet I feel his gentleness. When he holds me down I feel his power. When he looks at me I see his desire. When his hand stings my skin I feel his love. When he smiles at me I feel acceptance. When he is with me I am whole. When he is gone I am empty.

Song Says It All
From time to time there are songs that come along that just say it all. For those out there that are fans of not only country music but the US Armed Forces... you know that there are several of them. The one that touches me the most is sung by Trace Adkins. No matter what I am doing or where I am... I always stop and listen to that song. It brings a tear to my eye thinking about those who fought or are fighting for the freedom that we live and most take advantage of everyday. As a Veteran and current USAF Reserve I am proud to call myself an American and member of the best military in the world. The song is Arlington. Here are the lyrics for it. I challenge anyone who reads this to listen to the words when they hear this song again and not feel something for those fighting for the freedoms we have: "I never thought that this is where I’d settle down I thought I’d die an old man back in my hometown They gave me this plot of land Me and some other men For a job well done There

Pouring Your Soul Out....
Pouring your soul out... What becomes of it, do we really reap the benefits or suffer the consequences? I have done this recently... and I am not sure what it all comes down to. I love this person with all that my earthly soul can, only knowing that the fear of the unknown has caputred my heart. I am scared, fearful, and expecting the unexpected... What do you feel about pouring your soul out to someone?

Men Being Abused
On another site that I have a blog, a man that lives in Spain that has bantered with me for years on various blogs that I have written responded with the following remark to a recent blog: Abuse is not always in physical form. Mental abuse can be just as bad, or worse, if you ask me. There is no question that many women subject their men to mental abuse. It just is not reported on the same basis as physical abuse. Have a nice weekend and upcoming week. Wherein, I responded with the following: True, Arne, abuse isn't just in physical form. Men can suffer the physical and mental abuses from their intimate partner (whether that partner be a man or woman) just as easily as women can suffer the same physical and mental abuses from their intimate partner (whether that partner be a man or woman). Abuse really knows no boundaries; but, we know this much for sure -- abuse cannot be tolerated by anyone and everyone who is subjected to it should and can find help to overcome the de

How Bad Am I Wanted L
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this or see 9 years of bad relationships

Sorry Rosie
The winter chill Reminds me Of how I made You feel So long ago When my heart Left on it’s path And left yours Freezing outside You have moved on Finally Found another I have been full Of joy Why you Rarely bother Forever was Too long for us But I still Think of you I smile each day When I remember Our love While You just make It thru

Yes It's Poetry Day
Unleash the lion that's caged within my soul Clawing it's way from the inside out Knawing at my heart, like a rare piece of meat Bleeding all over my senses, like a frightened animal My fear being attacked by the roar of it's longing My emotions stalked by the lion for it's prey Hungry for the knowledge, for the truth of the kill Pouncing from behind, leaving nothing, but remains A surprise attack finding the hunted, lost and lonely Terrified and motionless within the lion's grasp Dangerously close, yet, so far away is the victim I can smell the blood, taste the fear, that almost declares it And the lion is the longing that is raging from within me I being the hunter, you the hunted Ravyn

Something Sent To Me By A Friend...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

Pic Request Ideas
Im wondering what kind of pictures I should take for when I am able to get more pics here at CT. I won't do any nude, or semi-nude....lingerie is the farthest I will go. So don't even suggest it...sorry! Anyone have any ideas??

Boy Wondering About Life
A little boy got on the bus, sat next to a man reading a book, and noticed he had his collar on backwards. > The little boy asked why he wore his collar that way. The man, who was a priest, said, "I am a Father." > The little boy replied, "My Daddy doesn't wear his collar like that." > The priest looked up from his book and answered "I am the Father of many." > The boy said, "My Dad has 4 boys, 4 girls and two grandchildren and he doesn't wear his collar that way." > The priest, getting impatient, said, "I am the Father of hundreds" and went back to reading his book. The little boy sat quietly thinking for a while, then leaned over and said, "Maybe you should wear your pants backwards instead of your collar.