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Thank You Means So Much
A heart of gold A trusting soul Kind words A gentle touch Very few know whats worth its weight in gold. I wish I could say thank you for every kind word. I dont always feel that its enough. Such a simple jesture, and means so very much. Thank you my friend, my love, my heart. For being there when times are tough.

Addicted Self-afflicted
~ Reverse the conversation, before I go numb. I always ask questions, only to get answers I know will pierce my heart, but I ask away. *Carve the stone for my grave. You can bring me flowers and barry me on Sunday. A day in a half...not too long to be forgotten. Erased from your heart, as if I was never there. A reflection of love, now just a shadow of dispare. Bring me out of this misery, cuz this time it's worse than before. This time I'm in over my head. I'd find a way out if I could find an open door. It's hard to accept forgiveness, when I know it's not what I deserve. I've left a trail of blood, bleeding from a broken heart, a heart that's not my own. My head hangs low. Can't seem to pick up this weary soul. I want to make the right decisions, but most of them turn out wrong. I AM A PRODUCT OF MY OWN MISTAKES! I've been holding on to this regret too long. It's never been so hard to smile. I've aborted my inner child. The man who used to be strong and courageous! So full of

Pictures From My Trip Downtown. ^^
Well basically I am not going to give you a journal of it but I will share some pictures. :P This is the taxi driver who drove me downtown. He used the word jiving which is awesome and then we discussed politics for the rest of the ride. He was pretty awesome. ^^ This is an old man at the coffee shop. This was one of the barrista's. (erm.. is that what they are called? >

This Is A Song I Wrote For My Upcoming Band..
I think I finally understand What this means to me as a Man The lies I was told Hidden in his eyes that are so cold The one moment it mattered most I was invisiable, a fucking ghost I'm a number an untold story My life is meaningless, so boring The T.V. has told me the truth The bruises around me are my self-abuse My fault, my insecuritys My impurity Money shakes the ground Without it you will never be found Time will will never slow down My pain will never drown As long as I dwell on envy I will always be a penny Nothing No gain, no loss, too bad I'm a fucking fag Fuck you and your Rose Cross A man with nothing has nothing lost And Iraq was not a mistake It's so fucking great Lies! I'm not a number For you to ponder I'm not a fucking fag (fad) This band is not a fad (reason) We are your future and past this song is for the last The people that don't have

Fennel & Comice Pear Soup - Sunset Magazine (oct 2006), Pg 26
I absolutely love pears and never thought about mixing it in a soup, but I put grapes and fruit in my chinese cooking, so why not??? "Fennel, also called sweet anise or finocchio, is crunchy and has a lovely anisey flavor. It has three distinct parts: the stalks, the feathery fronds (which can be used as an herb), and the pale green bulbs. Comice pears are large and very sweet and juicy. Together, they make a perfect seasonal first course. Trim base and stalks from 2 fresh fennel bulbs, reserving a few leaves for garnish. Coarsely chop bulbs. In a medium pan, combine chopped fennel, 1 chopped yellow onion, 2 tbsp butter, and 2 tbsp water; cover and cook over medium-high heat until vegetables are limp, 5-7 minutes. Add 2 peeled and coarsely chopped Comice pears and 4 cups chicken broth; cover and simmer until pears are soft, about 5 minutes. Puree the mixture in a blender, in batches if necessary. Return soup to a pan to reheat. If it's too thick, add a little more b

I Would Have Cried... If I Actually Could Cry
i hate drunken phone calls... tonight i was on the recieving end of the worst kind. I was out with friends dancing... having alright time. Not feeling the best but keeping good to my promise to hang out. Starting to feel better from the postivie energy flow and then my phone rings.... i think i recongnize the number... but not sure i answer the number... as soon as i answer the phone i remember whos number it is but its too late to hang up. You know how in your life there is on person who can really get to you. No matter where you are in life? And i had wished it was in a good way. This is the one person beyond my understanding has always know how to push my buttons. But like i sad i realized too late whos number it was and knew just hanging it up, would some how just make matters worse..so i answer robs calls. I anwser the phone... Hello? Trying to sound like i have no idea who it is with a calm voice wondering what its going to be this time... as i hear the voice on the othe

Poetry
THE COMPTAPLATION OF SUICIDE.... As i sit here my mind goes blank i can't deside who to thank should i even thank anyone at all? i just sit and think and think and think till life itself starts to fucking stink should i cut my wrist should i eat my gun i can't deside mabey i should just kill a nun as these thoughts progress its hard for me to rest so i just take my rope and choke myself to death.... The Last Trip.... i eat this box of cedin and i start to trip my eyes widen up and time get striped lights become bright and the music is out of sight insane thoughts race throught my head like sex religion and death so i take a step back and become out of breath i turn out the light lay in my bed then my closet opens and something rips off my head fuck im dead....

To All My Friends
PLEASE KNOW I HAVEN'T FORGETTING ANYONE HERE OK I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY WITH WORK WORKING 2 SHIFTS AND NOT HAVING TIME TO TO DO MUCH AT ALL I'M LOOKING AT MY LIFE TOO REALISED ITS BEST TOO HAVE A HEART OF STONE AT TIMES I GUESS A WAY TO PROTECT ONES SELF WORK HELPS WHEN YOUR MISSING SOMEONE WHO IS SO VERY SPECIAL TO YOU FEELINGS THAT I SUPPOSE CAN NEVER BE FULLY LIVED THERE IS A SPECIAL WOMEN I HAVE GROWN TO LOVE SO VERY MUCH IN EVERY WAY BUT I CANT HOLD HER TOUCH HER AND TELL HER HOW MUCH SHE TRULY MEANS TO ME THE WORLD IS SO VERY UNFAIR AT TIMES DISTANCE SHE CAN MAKE THE HEART GROW STRONGER BUT IT CAN ALSO CRUSH THAT HEART AS WELL YOU KNOW SOME PEOPLE THINK LOVE AT FIRST SITE DOES NOT EXIST AND SOME THINK YOU CAN NOT FALL IN LOVE OVER THE INTERNET WELL! I CAN TELL ALL THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I FOUND HER RIGHT HERE ON THE INTERNET AND I KNOW IN MY HEART WHATS REAL AND WHATS NOT! ALSO I WENT THROUGH MY FRIENDS LIST CLEARED OUT THE FAKES AND

I'm Sorry (from The Nice Guy) Saw This Bulletin And Had To Make It A Blog
From: The "nice guy"... I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pi

Dallas Driving Rules
First you must learn to pronounce the city name. It is DAL-US, not DAL-ISS. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Dallas has its own version of traffic rules. . ..."Hold on and pray". 1. There is no such thing as a dangerous high-speed chase in Dallas. We all drive like that. All directions start with, "Get on Beltline". . . which has no beginning and no end. 2. The morning rush hour is from 6 to 10. The evening rush hour is from 3 to 7. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. 3. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out and possibly shot. 4. When you are the first one on the starting line, count to five when the light turns green before going to avoid crashing into all the drivers running the red light in cross-traffic. 5. Construction on Central Expressway is a way of life and a permanent form of entertainment. We had sooo much fun with that,! we have added George Bush Freeway and the High Five to the mix. 6. All

New Year
> After serious and cautious consideration.....your contract of >friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2007 ! > > > It was a very easy decision to make, in your case. > > > My Wish for You in 2007 > > May peace break into your house and may thieves steal your debts. > > May your pockets become a magnet for $100 bills. > > May love stick to your heart like peanut butter sticks to bread and >may laughter find your lips! > > May your clothes smell of success, may happiness caress your being >and may your tears be that of joy. > > May the problems you had forget where you live. > > May your health be the pinnacle of a well oiled machine. > > In simple words ............ > > > May 2007 be the best year of your life!!! Have a Happy New Year

For Good Behavior....my Ass
Well...My daughter's out of jail....I guess for good behavior....what good behavior? She doesnt have a GOOD BEHAVIOR bone in her body. And I know whoever may read this might say: "Oh what an uncaring, insensitive, unloving mother this is....Truth be told....you dont know me and surely dont know what kind of hell I have been through with her...From the time she was 6 on up to 18...my life and my familys' life have been torture....Oh sure there were some good times...but its really sad when the bad times outweighs the good..... Dont get me wrong...I love her as I do my other children...but for my sanity I have to distance myself away from her....Or try to at least....And the bad part of it is...she doesnt want to change because she doesnt feel like she has the problem...it's the other people around her that has the problem...they need to change to suit her and her needs....She can be the sweetest and most loving person you could ever meet....would give you the shirt off her back if ne

Indian Joke...lmfao!!
Barbara Walters was doing a documentary on the customs of American Indians. After a tour of a reservation, she asked a Brave,who had only one feather in his headdress, "Why the difference in the number of feathers in the headdresses?" His reply was, "Me have only one sqaw, me have only one feather." She asked another Brave, feeling the first fellow was only joking. This Brave had four feathers in his headdress. He replied, "Ugh; me have four feathers because me sleep with four squaws." Still not convinced the number of feathers indicated the number of sqaws involved, she decided to interview the Chief. Now the Chief had a headdress full of feathers, which, needless to say, amused Ms. Walters. She asked the Chief, "Why do you have so many feathers in your headdress? "The Chief proudly pounded his chest and said, "Me Chief. Me fuck-em all. Big, small, fat,tall. Me fuck-em all." Horrified, Ms. Walters stated, "You ought to be hung!" The Chief replied, "You damned right, me hung.

Granny And The Cop
An elderly couple were driving across the country. The woman was driving when she got pulled over by the highway patrol. The officer said, "Ma'am did you know you were speeding?" The woman, hard of hearing, turns to her husband and asks, "What did he say?" The old man yells, "He says you were speeding!" The patrolman says, "May I see your license?" The woman turns to her husband and asks again, "What did he say?" The old man yells, "He wants to see your license!" The woman gave the officer her license. The patrolman says, "I see you are from Arkansas. I spent some time there once and went on a blind date with the ugliest woman I've ever seen." The woman turned to her husband and asked, "What did he say?" And the old man yells, "He said he knows you!"

From My Girl For My Mom
All of us have had loss in our lifes and know it is hard to find comfort ! Sweetheart for you... Tomorrow we say our final goodbyes, As the tears fall from our eyes. Our emptiness, our sadness, our hearts are broken, We look at each other with words unspoken. We watched the pictures of your smiling face, We knew that noone can ever take your place. People were talking and remembering you with all kinds of love, We know that your at peace now in Heavens Gate from above. You are with your loved ones, your father and mother, You can hold my babies and hug our mother and brother. You can walk and talk and sing your favorite song, The one that when brave enough we sang along. We will love you forever and miss you so much, And when the warm breeze blows, we will know it is your touch. Please stop by his page and show him some love peace and comfort ! Love Sassy~Girl

Wow Close~
so yea last night started off i couldn't get into this bar where we were goin cuz i dont have a ID well i got snuck in the back only had like 3 beers there said whats up to ppl i know then afterwards i rolled over to my girl jens house. Well we sparked a bowl up and next thing u know my boy k dawg like hey guys the cops r here there where three summit county sheriff comin to the doo;r let me stop for a sec and get something clear ~~ i have thre warrtents for my arrest one in summit county for fishin without a liscences and two in canton for un paid fines,~ Soo i'm freakin out i goto her back room and lay down there talkin to the cops for a min then its all quite sooo they leave i go back out siut down start sayin wow blah blha i cant believe that happewn next thing u know they knmock on the door again come inside like yea whats ur name im like great peace out guy wont be seein u for awhile u know while there runnin my name i stand up and im like "ihave warrant " he goes to put me in

Second Contest Rules
So once again I am having a contest for little girls. No kids over the age of 8. The rules are as fallows. 1) Comment bombing is allowed 2) You may vote for your pic 3) Comments and ratings with be added together 4) No bs or drama at all as soon as bs or drama starts contest will be shut down without notice and prizes will be giving out to who is winning at that time 5) Please keep it clean this is a contest for little girls 6) Have fun First prize is a bratz pet backpack but you can put bratz dolls in it. Second prize is a bubble maker. Prize for most ratings is color books. Also I will repost bulletins about the contest as you parents put them up. Contest will run Monday 9am - Friday 9pm as long as I get enough people. If I dont get enough people tonight I will send out another bulletin to let you know when it will be opened. Thank you Stay at home mom ~Memeber of K.O.T.~

What Nsfw Means For Some Of Us.
OK, Here I go. This may keep me from getting rated or some being nice to me but I have to get this voiced. I do mean this in the kindness way I can. I thought long and hard how to approach this. The best way is straight forward I think. I am not a Prude by any means, But this site has guideline that some seem to just plain out ignore. I do NOT want to see your Penis or Vagina, although I'm sure YOU think it is just lovely, its NONE of my business. If I choose to see these type of Pics I will know where to go look for them. In the NSFW folders (hint hint) These pictures are not suppose to be in the Default album at anytime. And if you choose to upload these kind of pics of yourself, You are suppose to mark them NSFW and place these items in a folder marked NSFW. IS that SO HARD to understand. That way those that don't wish to see them can set their personal controls, so they do not have to view such pics. That way your freedom to show what you will is st

Beautiful Angel
Beautiful angel up above watchin over me, keep me safe and protect me from all the harm you see. Wrap your arms around me and warm me withyour love, and watch me go throughout my day as you sit in the clouds above. Help me be kind and caring in everything I do, and always show to others that my love is true. Comfort and embrace me whenever times get bad, and wipe the tears from my face whenever I am sad. Give me courage to stand up for myself and fight; and help others to see when somethings not quite right. Guide me down the right path when I don't know what to do; with your love and support I know I'll make it through. I praise you beautiful angel and shower you with love; and I know you'll always protect me even from above. Copyright © 2004 - DisturbedGaPeach79

Untitled And Very Nsfw
Entwined limbs we wrestle as one Me inside you our act begun Deep kisses of passion a tongue tease You on top doing as you please Riding and grinding to your own beat Bucking and slide in and out we meet Holding me tight within you so deep Feel me swell as I am yours to keep Juices that flow and a sweet musky scent We grind and buck faster till passions spent Climax comes hard and moans fill the air The feeling for us both is beyond compare My souls mate, My dreams I share in the night I do this and more as I hold you close and tight Sweet kisses that carry me to the brink of day Always our passions come and go in this way And then I awake alone in my bed Visions of what we did still fill my head And I long to be there in our dream shared only my dream with you is beyond all compared By R. Thomas Dinsmore Inspired works

Being An American
The year is 1907.....but the speaker knew what he was talking about. Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all We have room for but one flag, the American flag.. We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." Theodore Roosevelt 1907 Every American citizen needs to read this!

Absolutely;maybe
It is fine if you want to change your mind I can still embrace you in these shattered arms if you can forgive the dreams I broke Mistakes are made like daily bread Excuses fall like landslides it is hard to say I am sorry and sometimes impossible to pardon the sin make an effort to Try

How American Are You?
You Are 91% American You're as American as red meat and shooting ranges. Tough and independent, you think big. You love everything about the US, wrong or right. And anyone who criticizes your home better not do it in front of you! How American Are You?

Man Laws (memorize Them)
MAN LAWS 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that

Poetry((military Tribute))
We want you to come home safe and sound. Where you belong on american ground. To the men and woman fighting this war. Each day spent with out you is a chore. We wait to welcome you home with arms open wide. With tears of joy and hearts filled with pride. Each day hopping you will come home soon. No matter the time midnight or noon. We cant wait to hold you tight. Never letting you out of sight. We understand it is a job you must do. To protect the meaning of the red white and blue. Stand tall soldier and shout out loud. I am american and i am proud. written by lady of kaos

You Know Youre From Texas When
You know you're from TEXAS... This is GREAT!!!!! *You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Ennis, Waxahachie, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Waco, and Amarillo. *A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. *You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. *You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. *You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. ****You measure distance in minutes. * *Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. *You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit. *You know cowpies are not made of beef. *Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. *You have known someone who has had one belt buckle bigger than your fist. *You aren't surprised to find movie rental, ammunition, and bait all in the same store.

Unconditional Love
Don't explain Just lay back and watch the rain Cause darling I'm right here And nothing's changed Don't you know by now I would not even know how To keep myself from falling for you I'll be around Unconditional love I'll be there when you fall The one condition of love Is there are none at all Why would I Be a fool and break these ties When all the dreams that I believe Are in your eyes Don't you see at last You don't even have to ask I'll give you so much more Than just a second chance

...bored...2...
RED-ANGER:: 1. Are you currently mad at someone? Not really 2.Which of your family members has the worst temper? My whole family! 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Of course 4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? Yes...I think I even get a little eye twitching action, hehe 5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? A little of both and some shaking of the fist ORANGE - EXCITEMENT:: 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? No 2. Are you easily excited? I am easily amused 3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about? I am going to florida in about a month...mmmhmm 4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? Paying of my bills and buying the camera that I want 5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? A stress free/dept free life YELLOW - SELF DISCOVERY:: 1. Name: Kim 2. When were you born?: August 14, 1982 3. What's your main goal in life?:

Soooooo....
I coooked AND baked today. Normally I only cook. And I HATE HATE HATE baking. I was feeling good today..Maybe its this icky cold weather...or maybe its because I'm on vacation...The world may never know. But I made some yummo food that'll last a week...Now the Pie...I'm not so sure about. I baked a HOMEMADE cherry pie... It looks too good to eat...But between my momma and my brother...almost half of it is gone already. Welll...I'm gonna go find some trouble to get into...so..Have fun...and leave me some Cherry Lovin! BrattyBytch

.screaming Infidelities..
.Screaming Infidelities.. I'm missing your bed, I never sleep Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak & this bottle of beast is taking me home. I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets You're not alone & you're not discreet. You make sure I know, who's taking you home. I'm reading your note over again. There is not a word that I comprehend, except when you signed it "I will love you always & forever" As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs, and sit alone and wonder, how you're making out, but as for me I wish that I was anywhere with anyone making out I'm missing your laugh, how did it break? And when did your eyes begin to look fake? I hope you're as happy as your pretending. I'm missing you bed, I never sleep. Avoiding the spots where we'd have to sleep. And this bottle of beast is taking me home. Your hair. It's everywhere. Screaming infidelities. Taking it's wear.

What's Eating Jenny...
So I think I've pretty much come to the conclusion I'm going to die single. Mostly because I have a knack for attracting assholes. Or clueless morons. Like people who think I'm going to sleep with them..or date them..cause they tell me sweet things. That's all sorts of fine and dandy that you think I'm beautiful or whatever...but get over yourself. I don't think I am..and if you took the time to get to know me..you'd know flattery doesn't do a damn thing for your chances. So you can tell me I'm beautiful..sexy..whatever if you think I am..and I'll be a lady..cause I have manners..and I'll say thank you, but I'm not gonna sleep with you. People who come to my profile..look at everything but don't read anything...then ask me where I'm from..how old I am..so forth and so on..need some glasses..or new priorities. So don't be surprised if I'm a little short with you in the conversation if you ask me stupid shit. And in case y'all don't have the time to read my About Me section..and miraculo

In The Sky Above Me
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Your friendship is the sky above my home, The crystal air I breathe, through which I see. I can't believe how much you mean to me. Without you with me, time would turn to stone. I don't know why I need you so, or how I know so absolutely I'll be there In times your wounded heart can hardly bear. I only know this truth is with me now. Why is it in our lives that we need friends To be awake and fully what we are? Alone we dream but never cross the bar; With you I share a grace that never ends.

An Erotic Tale
I see you lying there asleep.............Man do I ever desire you, to run my fingers across your handsome face, gaze into your soulful eyes, trace my finger across those wonderful lips, mmm, even the thought of you gives me such pleasure, that I ache for your touch. I think of your touches, that please me, the way your hands glide, knowing the ways I love to be touched, it's as if you know my truest deepest wants, lusts, desires. I can feel as your hands move, your kisses enliven me. You create a burning passion and desire that consumes me. Your every suck, lick caress with your wonderful mouth takes me to new heights of pleasure. I can barely breathe, I ache in the most delicious way, as your mouth trails to my breasts, swelling with desire, your touches make them, so responsive, I moan, you hearing me, knowing the pleasure you create, the hunger that emanates from your touch, oh my sweet lover. I feel you lick, my nipple, I shudder and moan, I tremb

Hey You
hey you over thair hey you do you care hey you can i say hi last time i did i felt like i died hey you whats youre name and no i not playing a game hey can you see hey you are you in love with me hey you i hope you are hey you i will give you the stars hey you see you in my dreams hey you that is what you mean

My Newest Blog
hey guys i know i havent wrote a blog in a while but i feel like i need to do this....i have had sssoo much stress on me im about to break down my dad getting out of rehab for drugs and him going right back on them and telling me i need to die thats alot and plus still thinking about jon and me being sick isnt just helping matter at all goddamnit i feel like a little pee stuck in a bowl of soup all alone sometimes...it fucking sucks and i get up everyday thinking if i dont get up my friends will miss me and i feel all i have left in my life is my friends and my mom...i dont have my brother his gone to state and my dad is on dope again and my mom has cancer and when she leaves this world all i will have is my friends...no one to love or no one to love me ...what am i a bad person are something god...this fucking sucks but anywhoz im gonna get off here ttyl ♥ Cassie E Davis

I Think I Am Crazy! Lol
Ok,so I think I am officially addicted to contests! I am in 3 right now and need help in all 3! I am also in a booty contest that starts tomorrow! Someone remind me why I join em if I know there is no chance of me winnin! lol But here are the links to the 3 I am in now if you'd like to help! Thanks n much love! ;-) Sexiest Cherry In A Hat Booty Contest Tattoo Contest

The Crow
The story revolves around a man named Eric. He and his fiancée, Shelly, are assaulted by a gang of street thugs after their car breaks down. Eric is shot in the head and is paralyzed, and can only watch as Shelly is savagely beaten and raped. She dies at the scene. Eric survives and is taken to a hospital, but while surgeons are trying to save his life, the Crow comes to him and convinces him he needs to let go of his life. Only by dying can the Crow help him exact his revenge. One year later, Eric is resurrected by the Crow to seek out vengeance on the murderers, methodically stalking and killing them. Eric stays in the house that he shared with Shelly when not on the hunt. He spends most of his time there lost in memories of Shelly. Her absence is torture for him, and he stays in hideous emotional pain, even engaging in self-mutilation. However, this provides him no release, as he cannot feel physical pain and any injury he suffers heals rapidly, leaving him scarred but intact. The C

Grr Grr And Double Grrr
I hate snow.. I hate cold.. I hate winter all together... now that i got that done with...look below.. read then repost.. :) I hate snow.. i hate cold.. and winter all together... now that i got that over with.. look below read then repost Start your,Engines!!Jo Jo is Having Another Contest!!Funniest pic contest... anything you think is funny..First prize will be a cherry blast :)Send your pics to.....JO JO@ CherryTAP

Just Ramblin............
ever have one of those days and it seems one thing after another is just screwed up?? Before I even woke up this morning things started going wrong. Im usually pretty chipper and happy go lucky ill give as much as I get..today i dunno it was like the weight of the world was sittin on my shoulders n i just couldnt carry it anymore. Im not a cryer @ all ..today I cried just broke down n let it all flow. I thought maybe i needed to be less od a hard ass and just be human for awhile. It didnt help. maybe its depression hell maybe its a midlife crisis.any way i needed to vent so this seemed ike the best place as any to let it all flow out. A few of you have offered hugs n friendship today I appreciate that greatly. anyway I guess im done bein a oversized crybaby. If ya read this have a great week!~*~hugs& Kisses~*~

I Was Shopping
I was shopping at Save A Center and noticed a little old lady >> following me around. >> I stopped, she stopped. Furthermore she kept staring at me. >> She finally overtook me at the checkout, and she turned to me >> and said, >> "I hope I haven't made you feel ill at ease; it's just that you >> look so much like my late son." >> I answered, "That's okay." >> "I know it's silly, but if you'd call out "Goodbye, Mom" as I >> leave the store", it would make me feel so happy." >> She then went through the checkout, and as she was on her way >> out of the store, I called out, "Goodbye, Mom." >> The little old lady waved, and smiled back at me. Pleased that I >> had brought a little sunshine into someone's day, I went to pay >> for my groceries. >> "That comes to $121.85," said the clerk. >> "How come so much .. I only bought 5 items.." >> The clerk replied, "Yeah, but your Mother said you'd be paying >> for her things too." >> Don't trust little Old Ladies!!

For Those Who Dont Read Bulletins
ok i wanna know who is crushing me i know 1 of them so step up and tell me if ur the other u can just private message me or shout box me dont be shy.. get the chance to know me smooches

Kinda Bored...need Some Love :)
Hey guys. I'm just sitting around being kinda bored at the moment and I was looking at some pin-ups and I thought, "wow, I'd love to be drawn as a pin-up". So, anyone up for the task of turning me into a pin-up? It would make me feel loved :D hehe

Working Out And Getting My Butt Kicked!
So I finally decided instead of whining about myself and my weight I would do something! I have joined WeightWatchers and started working out at home! I have a long way to go until I reach my ultimate goal but I will achieve it! So I did an AB ball and Pilates work out tonight and OMG - I have muscles I never knew about! I know when I get up tomorrow my body will be calling me names that no decent person should hear. LMAO But all of this will be worth it in the end! I appreciate all my friends that give me such nice and hot compliments but one day I will truly be hot and sexy! Well at least my body! lol The only thing I'm worried about is my butt won't go away but my boobs will! I LOVE my boobs as some as you might know and I pray they will stay the way they are but I do so hope my butt goes down! lol As usual thanks for listening to my ramblings! PS - MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! YAYYYYYYYY!

Time Of My Life!
So I just posted another blog and made a small comment bout my birthday and that made me realize what Im going to be doing next weekend for it! I am going up to a ski resort called Angel Fire and going to learn how to ski! I am soooooooo excited. I have never done that and even though Im totally over snow right now I can't wait. Friday is my birthday - woo hoo! - and we leave that morning for the weekend! I'm sure I will be coming home with more sore muscles but oh what fun. We are even going to do night snow tubing! Wish me luck and send me warm thoughts! Oh and if you are interested I love flowers and jewelry for my birthday! lol Mwah!

Too Late, Or On Time?
Close my eyes and take a breath. Relax and see what I have left. What's really the best. I need to be in a comfort state. A place where there is noone fake. I need to be alone. I need a crowd. So I pick up the phone. But I don't know the number. So I sit and ponder. Will I wait? Or is it just too late. I shed the lies from my eyes. Hide what I know is in my mind. Pretend that I am happy and content. But really my stomach is bent. There is so much I could say. But I will wait another day. I open my eyes and let out that breath. I get a little lost from my own regret.

Bullshit
It's amazing how fucked up some people can be. I know I shouldn't hate anyone, and honest to god, i TRY to not hate people, but holy hell... I cannot believe the shit he pulls with me... Tonight, it was this sob story about how much he has tried to be a good husband, and how he was so sorry he failed at it... and how he wants us to try again and all this shit... I was like, ha ha fuck off... Well, he started in because i wouldn't clean the girl's room. Why the fuck should a 4 year old's room be cleaned? seriously... toys should be out, THEY PLAY in there.... So, anyways, nothing new, same bullshit... except he had the BALLS to start talking shit about my mom... I mean, come the fuck on, insult me all you want, but thats crossing the line... my mom was my world... she did everything in this world she could for me before she died... thats just heartless to pull that bullshit... Esp. because he KNOWS how i feel about that shit... I just can't keep doing this shit... day in an

Control Me
She lies bound to the bed..hands and feet..her eyes blindfolded..not knowing what is to come next. she can hear him breathe and feel the cat-o-nine skim across her body..it turns her on incredibly. her heart is racing her breathing is in gasps. he slides the cat-o-nine across her clit over so gently just to hear her hold her breath in erotic anticipation. he knows exactly what turns her on and he gentle slaps her beautiful skin. enough to make her quiver with desire but not enough to mar her skin. then he skims his lips across her skin from the inside of her thigh across her stomach over her ribs across her lucious breasts to her neck where he begins to nibble and tease. shes squirming beneath him completely turned on and wanting. he slides his tongue over her lips teasing then kisses back down her body taking the same path he took on his way up but spending more time on her nipples teasing until they are hard as pebbles n he can feel her heart beat under them. back down to her inner t

The Dance Of A Thousand Hands
There is an awesome dance, called the Thousand-Hand Guanyin, that is making the rounds across the net. Considering the tight coordination required, their accomplishment is nothing short of amazing, even if they were not all deaf. Yes, you read correctly. All 21 of the dancers are complete deaf-mutes. Relying only on signals from trainers at the four corners of the stage, these extraordinary dancers deliver a visual spectacle that is at once intricate and stirring. Its first major international debut was in Athens last year at the closing ceremonies for the 2004 Paralympics. But it had long been in the repertoire of the China Disabled People's Performing Art Troupe and had traveled to more than 40 countries. Its lead dancer is 29 year old Tai Lihua, who has a BA from the Hubei Fine Arts Institute. The video was recorded in Beijing during the Spring Festival celebrations this year. You will need high speed cable to view this video. It's long but oh so worth it.

Bye For Now
Hey everyone, I'm taking a little break from this site for awhile. Why I am really doesn't matter so much. I'll more than likely be back at some point though. Even if you see me log on from time to time, think nothing of it. When my pics come back, that's when I'll be back. Hope all is well with all of you and I'll miss ya :)

Helpful Hints For Mardi Gras
1. Anyone that asks for beads gets beads. Pretty simple huh. If someone asks nicely for beads they get beads even if they don't want to flash* for you.(they don't have to be your best beads) 2. Be friendly and polite. Again pretty simple. If your asking strangers to flash* for you you should be nice about it. 3. A friend with beads is a friend with needs. (or something like that). If a dude asks you for some beads to hand out and you have beads to spare hook a brother up(3 to 6 strands is fair or more if they give you some cash). Also if he is pressuring his girlfriend to flash* you might want to give him a few bead tip(or give her some extra if he's a dick). 4. If someone flashes* you for beads, give them some beads weather you wanted them to flash* you or not(see rule one). If they are by some chance not up to your standard of beauty, now is not the time to tell them(see rule 2). Just say thanks, wish them a happy Mardi Gras and move on. I am including this be

How Do I Tell Them?
So here iam once more at the blogthingy.....yes i said thingy!lol....I made my decision....And for thoes who dont kno what i made my decision on well sit back and let me tell you the story....ohhhh.."This story contains sometin...dont kno what but it has somethin...viewer descression is advised"LMAO....Well my friend and I were talking about Montreal together and were both are from there and we promissed eachother that once were both out of high school that were goin to move back there....soooo about 2 months ago they said"whens the next time your goin back to montreal?"i told them i dont kno...they sid that they got into McGill and was leaving the last week of augest....so i had lots and lots of time to think about it and i thought about it clearly...i kno im goin to be leaving my friends and family here.......but im comming back at Christmas.So heres my question....how do i tell the rest of my family and friends that im moveing?....oh and ya....(Jay...im moveing to Montreal...i alrea

Pinky.promise.
I just couldn’t bear to sleep alone anymore So I slept with everything I owned. It all kept me company. The pills and vodka and nicotine are all I need. Ever. I will fuck your trust You know it’s misplaced Find an orifice and fuck it raw I never deserved a kiss on the face I enjoy saying “If I don’t come back, I died” And then not coming back for weeks. Did you miss me lovie? No? I didn’t think so. I’m feeling a bit feverish And all I want is for him to get me all hot. Reject.ion. Braking faces is like cracking your bones It feels so good, and you cant seem to stop. Oh my pretty. Die with a smile. Pinky promises are sacred. And I’m sure they can be held up in court. I pinky promise that everything will be fine. So I can spend the last of my days alone. I pity the fools who believe in second chances. And redemption, and repenting You’re too beautiful for fables.

Is She Really Out There For Me?
I sit in front of my computer day in & day out, thinking to myself..."is the woman of my dreams out there?" & if she is where is she? why hasn't she materialized? I'm not a hard person to get along with...actually I treat the woman I'm with maybe too good...I do all the thing I think women like...mostly I do them out of habit...I used to be a personal security guard for nude dancers...this means 2 things...#1 I've seen lots of naked women there for I'm comfortable around this type of thing...#2 I've learned to treat them like ladies no matter what they do for a living it doesn't make them bad...when I left the club all the ladies cried...this tells me one thing...I was doing everything right...what gets me is how I always get this..."I got a man" are all the good ones taken? what woman doesn't like to be held & told she's beautiful? I don't know what's going on...there's just too many games being played & too much drama...it's acually been a long time since I've felt something real...w

Staying The Course Or Do You Want Your Kid In A Shooting Gallery!
- "The action I have taken tonight is indispensable for the continuing success of [the] withdrawal program," Richard Nixon said in 1970. - He said this when he announced his decision to invade Cambodia and increase American involvement in a failed war. It was five years before that "withdrawal program" was complete. - How many years will the Iraq failure take? The president looked awful and sounded worse last night. Other than admitting he had been wrong not to send more troops in the first instance — his version of his mistake in this mess — the president had nothing new to say and nothing new to offer. Story continues below... - So what if the country is against him. - So what if the Congress is against him. - So what if Iraqi leaders, whom he claims he is relying upon, don't want the additional troops. - George Bush is going to send them anyway. - How do you stop a president who has lost touch with reality? - The president's plan is likely to lead

Daily Devotional 1/14/07
January 14 - Daily Feast Volume II Many trails lead away from the right path. Our feet wander far for answers to the same questions our old ones sang about and prayed over in the quiet of their own thoughts. Do we have new problems? No, it is the same one, tsv s gi na, the enemy that tries to rule our thinking and actions. He comes dressed in circumstances that will entice us to his way. But he is still the same old enemy who keeps trying. There is nothing new under the sun. The same devils that tried the souls of ancient men have a new vulnerable generation - and not enough are aware of the danger. ~ From here on I want to live in peace. ~ GERONIMO - APACHE "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 14 "It is a native tradition to sit in a circle and talk-to share what is in your heart." --John Peters (Slow Turtle), WAMPANOAG The talking circle is also a listening circle. The talki

To Mister Little Penis
If a lady said. NO! That means, NO! When you ASSHOLE, big shot, LITTLE DICK ASSHOLES. Whant to have all your friends give someone a 1, because they wont go out with you. Why dont you come over and play a game of JACK DANIELS CHESS. with me? Read the blog first numb-nutts. I might even let you meet PMS!

Watch Me Bleed
i sit alone and drink sometimes i sit and think or play my guitar and wonder where you are I write a song about when things were easy I feel the pain again the walls are closin in they try and take me away it gets harder each day I pray so hard each night that ill be set free I remember when things were easy I fallen once again please save me just a helping hand is all i need dont leave me laying here to watch me bleed

Bear Troubles
A man wakes up one morning to find a bear on his roof. So he looks in the yellow pages and sure enough, there's an ad for "Bear Removers." He calls the number, and the bear remover says he'll be over in 30 minutes. The bear remover arrives, and gets out of his van. He's got a ladder, a baseball bat, a shotgun and a mean old pit bull. "What are you going to do," the homeowner asks? "I'm going to put this ladder up against the roof, then I'm going to go up there and knock the bear off the roof with this baseball bat. When the bear falls off, the pit bull is trained to grab his testicles and not let go. The bear will then be subdued enough for me to put him in the cage in the back of the van." He hands the shotgun to the homeowner. "What's the shotgun for?", asks the homeowner. "If the bear knocks me off the roof, shoot the dog."

Passion Nd Desire
If passion were a flame of fire, That burned into my soul; I'd be consumed by this inferno, By you who makes me whole. Just like the moth who can't resist, Who's drawn into the fire; I dance around the flickering light, Of passion and desire. I look so deeply in your eyes, At the hair I long to touch; I hear my name come whispering, 'Cross lips I need so much. My heart is filled with longing, I stand too near the fire. Again I'm drawn by the music, Of passion and desire. My hands reach out to touch you, I live for one look from your eyes; I whisper your name in the quiet times, My love too strong to deny. I dance to the tune of your music, I sway in the glow of your fire. Ever drawn into this inferno, Of passion and desire.

My Love For You
MY LOVE FOR YOU I would sell my soul without hesitation Give up all that I own without reservation Walk to the ends of the earth for you Is what I would be prepared to do I would be prepared to lay down and die If it meant you would never have to cry If I could take all your pain away Leaving you only with happy days I would do it for you without a doubt Because to me that is what true love is all about

Friends And Fans
Well, I have over 100 friends...and only 55 fans. That's less than 50% and I'm sure that we as friends can do MUCH better than that. So, if you wouldn't mind stopping by to make sure that you're a fan...I'll make sure that I do the same! Anyone that I add anymore I always make sure I fan them before I friend them. Because, really, if we're friends...then we should be a fan of each other too, right?

Warning My Email Is Hacked Lol
Block n delete eyelikadeeweed@hotmail.com if I am on your list! And if u want my new one ask and I will think about it. I dont want certain people to know Cause Im sick of making accounts lol! Peace to all n happy martin luthor king day! Ps I have a dream to Maybe one day it will come true*Wink*

What Ancient Entity Am I?
cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Goddess. You are a goddess. Your constantly helping people with their problems, but you never take time for you. You should try to take some alone time. Take a trip far away, where noone knows you. It will be good for you, because you deserve a break.Goddess92%Faerie83%Wolf83%Sorceress75%Elf75%Vampyre50%Drow50%Dragon33%Shadow Spirit25%Zombie25%What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Pimped - Updated Site
PIMPED has a new look! The website has been renovated. There is still some work to be done but it's up and running again so please stop by. We are now accepting all announcements for February. Please click on the "submit" button to enter your info. VIEW THE WEBSITE HERE: PIMPEDONCHERRY.COM If you have not already added the profile below please do so. We would love to have you as a friend! PIMPED@ CherryTAP

What Makes You Feel Loved.....
What makes you feel that I love you, is it when I hold you close to me. My hand slowly sliding down your backside lightly rubbing every inch of you. Placing my hand to the inside of your thighs slowly moving upward toward your now moist vagina while kissing your lips feverishly. Now gently laying you on the bed as I remove your gown inch by inch kissing each newly exposed spot. I start at the neck eagerly working my way to the right breast making sure to take my time gently kissing and sucking the nipple. I move to the left breast repeating the act. Now working my way to the navel not neglecting any spot in between. From there I follow the sweet smell of your now flowing juices to your inner thighs until I find the spots that make you move and squirm un-controlable not stopping until you scream in ecstasy......... I continue to kiss your glowing body working my way upward slowly, saying I love you with each kiss. I enter you slowly, enjoying the moist love canal to your soul.

This Shit Is Funny
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 . I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3 , Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5, and Racing 3.6 I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, A Troubled User. REPLY: Dear Troubled User, This is a very common problem. Many men upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.0 and to return to Girlfriend 7.0 . It is impossible

Just Thinkin
So much time spent learning; how much you'll never know Searching, seeking for the truth, from ignorance we grow And when we think we have it, the truth is in our sight Our hopes are smashed and soon we see, never were we rightTo know our self, that is the end. It's truth we cannot find All things outside experience, to those, we're ever blind This frantic search, this everquest; goes on, it does not endAnd so we must go on in life, our failure to transcend For living is the key, from whence the answers come To learn as things present themselves, and add them to the sum Time ticks by while slowly we come to know our mindOnly to realize that admitting it will put us in a bindWe are not who we think we are, nor who we'd like to be We struggle to reconcile the truth to any small degree But experience has taught us that we put on a good show And others as the audience, the truth, will never knowThough the quest goes on, its importance now is less For inside ourselves, against all odds, the

No Sense Of Humor...
This one's cute. My wife and I are watching "Who Wants to be A Millionaire" while we are in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No." She answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" Yes." She replied. Then I said, "I'd like to phone a friend." That's the last thing I remember.

Ct Contests
as i was sitting here this morning. working, thinking, and plotting world domination. i recieved an unsolicited message from someone i dont even know, requesting not only that i vote for them in a contest, but to bomb the fuck out of it. which brings me to my point. these contests, are not the contest they are labeled as at all. no one is really voting for the best ass, or smile, or hair, or whatever. they are showing just how much time they have to repeatedly vote over and over for their friends. i dont think there has been an objective contest held yet. and besides, what do you win anyway? some points, bragging rights that you have the most friends with no lives. i just dont get it. not to mention that god forbid i have 2 of my friends in the same contest. geez, that has caused a rift before. so, i think for the record, no more contest voting for me. well, back to plotting world domination. toodles

The Dream ~ Be Kind...i Wrote This In 9th Grade!
Sarah woke up with a start, her mind still trying to decipher if it was all a dream or reality. Rubbing her head she looks at the clock, its almost five pm. As she quickly gets dressed her dream reruns itself through her mind. “Sarah come on, hurry up! We’re late!” Kristy yells as she disappears into the house. The party started at five-thirty and it was now almost seven. Walking through the door she’s blown over by the music. Scanning the room, she notes all the usual people. She gets a beer and begins to relax. Exams are over, nothing is stopping her from having the time of her life. Many drinks later, she asks a cute guy walking by for the time. “Half past midnight,” he replies. Sarah gasps in disbelief. “Tell me you’re kidding!” she screams. As he shakes his head no, she races to find Kristy. Her curfew was thirty minutes ago! When she finds her friend, she pulls her to the side. “Kristy, you have to take me home. I’m late and I mom is going to kill me!” Kristy agrees, and they

A Personal Alert!
Those friends of mine with energyworker capabilities: I'll be on my way with Mom to LaCrosse again. Dad had a funky dysrhythmia during his cardiac rehab a bit ago, so he's being taken by ambulance back to his personal doctor. Shouldn't be too bad a problem, I hope. Those able to send some positive healing energy, I would appreciate it very much! Thank you so very much, everyone! I will update you later. Blessings and much love!

Poetry
Hooked on Disney Nursery rhymes spinning lies about a happily ever after. A brave Knight wearing white, climbs the golden ladder. Just one kiss from a handsome prince, wearing a toads sweater. Lost and found holds your crown but the slipper couldn't fit better. Was it too much hassle to visit my castle and deliver me that kiss? He was supposed to arrive at a quarter till 9:00, I wrote it on my list. But here I sit in the cold, growing old and getting rather pissed. "I lost my way", he will say, "my phone call you must of missed." Well, Prince Charming, I'm tired, and your fired, no longer will I wait. Now you show! You've got to go! I think you know the way to my gate! But don't worry, if you hurry you can still meet up with your fate. There's a girl I know, her name is Snow, just accept the apple on her plate. Well I'm on to you Mr. Disney... Prince Charming, how alarming, is just a fabrication. Sorry for the trouble, with bursti

Whatever
So I thought I would start giving this blog thing a try. I thought about it several times as a matter of fact. But I have two problems that I will need to overcome... 1. I am seriously lacking in spelling skills. (My speak and spell I had as a kid gave me nightmares.) 2. What the hell do I write about? I really don't think anything going on in my life is blog material. Well nothing that I could post and still have my children read. So I thought and thought , then I thought some more and still nothing. I thought again..... nada. The only thing that did come to me was my favorite joke. so guess that is going to be my blog for the day. Don't worry you are really going to like this joke!!!! Of course there is a blonde a red head and a brunette sitting around the table talking one day. The brunette notices that their daughters had left their purses under the table. So she picks it up looks at it and decides that she is going to find ou

Friends Depart
As time passes by the wounds heal.. You tend to find who is true and always there.. friends never walk they always stay.. You can even play with them each and everyday.. Nothing is taken to heart cause its all in good faith.. But what happens when you friends turn and walk away.. Its like they change and your still wondering what did I say.. When you ask if there ok they ask y and you say cause you been distance in so many ways.. Makes you wonder where they ever true are they still your friend or is this something new... So you let it go and walk away.. Hoping that they will understand that no matter what you will be here each and everyday.. All they have to do is reach out and grab my hand.. I will be there in every stand.. we will walk the paths of darkness and in lite no matter how hard is the flight.. You will always have a friend in me so please don't block me allow me to continue to see..

What Musical Instrument Best Fits Your Personality?
You scored as Flute. Go learn flute you pansy :). I'm kidding but seriously. Pick it up. It fits you well.Flute83%Bass75%Guitar58%Drums17%What musical instrument best fits your personality?created with QuizFarm.com Interesting, since I really do play the flute!

Isn't It Crazy...
Isn't it crazy how a person really thinks they are over something or someone, time passes by, you get on with your life, they cross your mind less and less and then WHAM something happens or they pop back up and all the hurt and anger and tears come rushing back like it never went away, not to mention the love you once felt. You can't forgive them but you can't exactly give them completely up either. I do have some closure now, which is always a good thing to have!! Ya know I am almost positive I have lost my freaking mind. I need some serious fucking mental help.

My Top Ten Bands:the Video List
In a tradition I'm bringing over from my MySpace,IMVU,DarkStarlings,and Vampire Freaks pages,I'm proud to present my Top Ten favorite bands,in video form.One note;this is Version 2.0(the original version,YouTube yanked some of the videos I used to illustrate.)But this is concordant with all my other pages,and almost every band(except Demons and Wizards) got a different video than in Version 1.0.Enjoy!

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im not tall enough. I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are

Against It!
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

Why
Does everything have to be so hard? I mean it's bad enuff that I'm a mother of three kids and have a husband I love so much with every once of me...And to have people get mad at me for no reason what so ever is just wrong....Sorry I didn't put that there when posting it!!! I love my friends very much but there is some in which hate me, an I don't understand why? I mean com'mon am I a bad person? I try my best to make everyone happy an I guess thats all you can do!!!

City Boys
NOW AT San Diego MARINE CORPS RECRUIT TRAINING.) Dear Ma and Pa, I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m. but I am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot, and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you until noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't

The Dreamers Heart
The Dreamers Heart Forever alone in this darkness I dwell Forever lost in this darkness no one can tell In this place my heart finds home It is always there alone My mind attacks me while its there Telling me I will forever dwell in despair I find some light in the friends I have But what ever they do my heart is still sad Lost in this darkness of mine Till the end of time?

The Girls!!!
Today was a great day. The girls were out of school and we decided to head out and try to raise money for the foundation. The girls each had lines to say and practiced all last night. The response was great!! People were so surprised that they knew so much about the foundation, and the way they spoke about it was far beyond their years!!! I am so proud of them...just had to make a note of it...Take care and thanks for reading!! Echo

My Health And Well Being. Chapter 1
Doctors........quacks, money grubbers, Rx pushers. I have been to mine alot over the past year. More then I like by far. What has bothered me lately is the asking me 4x in a row, "How old are you now?" The last time I checked I was 45 and my Birthday was not in December. Then out comes the prescription pad and then a second thought. Wait! I have samples so you can try out the high blood pressure medicine before you pay for it each month. Now, I am educated and well read but I know nothing about blood pressure meds and do not know what questions to really ask. I was taken off balance when it was taken 3 times over an hour and stayed higher then my previous visits in the past 11 months. I said sure to samples. Now I get them home, have taken them for 3 weeks and discovered they are for someone age 55 with a history of Stroke, heart attack or PAD of the legs. I do not qualify for any of the terms mentioned. I also take cholesteral meds and now take them faithfully t

This Is Fucked Up
the light of my soul shining for the world to see to show my life is still going to givehope to the ones i love i hope i find my soulmate in you hopeing you can love me the way i love you my hole heart is yours to hold close to keep safe to look after for all times my hearts yours untill i die my soul goes to heaven or hell my love will forever be yours

Love
How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of their voice? How can you feel thier hands on you, when they have never touched you? How can you feel their lips kiss yours, when they have never whispered your name in the middle of the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could be real, for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak and heartbreak in itself is of temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion,such feeling,such want,such need, I would give myself entirely without regret, without sorrow, without remorse to you your needs, your love, and your life. To deny such love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To deny myself your

I Won The Sexiest Cherry Contest
I just wanted to say thanks to all the awsome friends, family and fans as well as generous people that arent any of those things YET...that came to vote for me in this. YOU ALL ROCK!! and I cant thank you enough... $25 toward my 30 day blast down and another $25 to go...not this next one put on but the one after that will be the playoffs and I will be in that one as well...please keep your eyes peeled. thanks so much.

Being Nice
I wish I could stop being TOO nice. I am willing to bend over backwards for people and that scares them. Everyone always looks for the ulterior motive. I realize that no one expects a person to be nice simply because it comes naturally. I would change it if I could. I have tried but as soon as I am in the situation the nicety comes flooding out.

Mlk
Sleep Sleep tonight And may your dreams Be realized If the thunder cloud Passes rain So let it rain Rain down him So let it be So let it be Sleep Sleep tonight And may your dreams Be realized If the thundercloud Passes rain So let it rain Let it rain Rain on him ~U2~ ON FREEDOM (1963): "So let freedom ring. From the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire, let freedom ring. From the mighty mountains of New York, let freedom ring. From the heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania, let freedom ring. But not only that; let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia. Let freedom ring from every hill and molehill of Mississippi. And when this happens, when we let it ring, we will speed that day when all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual: Free at last, free at last/Thank God Almighty, we're free at last."

Im Sorry
WELL I FEEL LIKE I AM LETTIN PEOPLE DOWN... I LIKE TO MAKE PEOPLE SMILE... I LIKE TO BE HAPPY... I LIKE TO KNOW THAT MY FRIENDS AND THE PEOPLE I LOVE ARE HAPPY TOO.... AS OF LATE I CANT HELP 2 OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE... I KNOW THAT I SHOULDNT BE THE ONE THAT FIXES THINGS FOR EITHER OF THEM BUT I WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY.... WHEN THEY ARENT HAPPY IM NOT HAPPY..... I HOPE YOU BOTH KNOW WHO IM TALKIN ABOUT..... I LOVE YOU BOTH ... YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME... ILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU ....

Boys Are So Funny
I'm laughing so hard, I am literally in tears. Like I have previously said, there's not a day that goes by where boys don't prove to be stupid. But today, their stupidity doesn't make me mad, frustrated, or even confused. It's pretty entertaining. Here's the deal: I met this guy who seemed pretty cool and he was really into me. (Come on, look at me, who wouldn't be crazy about me?) Anyway, he kept falling harder and harder for me. I liked the guy, but I wasn't trying to be up on his nuts all the time. (That's not how I roll.) We kind of slowed down to a damn near stop until I heard from him last week. Apparently, he didn't feel the need to tell me he had found a girlfriend that he's absolutely "crazy" about. In a week's time, he went from wanting me to trust him and believe his words to falling head over heels for some chick. It's cool. I'm glad I didn't fall for the song and dance routine. I wish them the best of luck in their "relationship." I'm way out of his league and so

Now That's Old School....lol
I was thinking today about how easy kids have it. I know, my parents spent a a lot of time telling me about how much easier my life is than theirs too, but I'm not as old as they are so I can't relate....LOL. I can, however relate to my own then and nows. I am going to be so dated by this blog but what the hell, I've earned my stripes so here goes. Today, there are tons of products on the market that will help you to toddler proof your home. There are locks for cabinets, plugs for outlets and all that neat shit. Talk about soft!! When I was little, baby proofing was very different, it was called a bobby pin. You took the bobby pin, stuck it in the outlet and ZAP! Baby proofed.......after a good jolt of 120 volts, you just didn't do it again. Talk about character building. Also, to the best of my recollection, I didn't have a car seat. Let alone them being mandatory. We had a car that only had two seats, one in the front and one in the back. Aww don't front, you all r

The Gift ( By A Special Person)
The Gift So many nights I lay here thinking why can't I find someone, why can't I be happy too In my mind I have a vision of what love is supposed to be. I see it in the movies and hear it on the waves, That's what I want, that's what I crave. Often wonder what I've done that it can't happen for me. They say to wait and when you least expect it love will come your way. I've waited so long, I've wanted so deeply, To love, to give, to care with my heart for this is what I long to give. I've tried before and thought I'd found it only to have been hurt again. I give so much I give my all but forever must just be too long... Someone out there has to get it, someone has to need the same. Send a sign, send a signal, then all at once it came. From in my dark and desparation, a light it shown the way. An Angel sent straight down from heaven was here to save, The darkness fled, the light shown through and right then I knew. This is the one, this is our time, for she had

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Living In This Stupid Little Town...
SUCK!! I am trying to find a job or some sort...part time or full time...either would be fine and there just isnt shit around. There will be a super walmart opening soon though so I might try my luck there and see what they tell me. This having one car to share between me and my hunny makes the whole schedule thing really tough since I am sure whatever I find wont pay what his does...his will come first most times. But I am not gonna give up....there has to be something around here.

Love Is My Sin
Love is my sin Sonnet 142 by William Shakespeare Love is my sin, and thy dear virtue hate, Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving, O, but with mine, compare thou thine own state, And thou shalt find it merits not reproving, Or if it do, not from those lips of thine That have profaned their scarlet ornaments And sealed false bonds of love as oft as mine, Robbed others' beds' revenues of their rents. Be it lawful I love thee as thou lov'st those Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee. Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows Thy pity may deserve to pitied be. If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide, By self-example mayst thou be denied!

Dreams
i dream of his strong arms wrapped around me as we lay in bed at night, talking about our future and all the wondereful things to come. i dream of his lips pressing gently to mine as we wake to face another day each morning. i dream of the day when we watch our children grow up and move on with their lives to become husbands and wives, at our accomplishments. i dream of the day that we are truely one person, knowing excatly what the other is thinking, and how he will respond to what i have to say. i dream of the day we are sitting on the front porch, in our rocking chair and all we need to do is look over to each other and know that our love has came so far. i know right now we are traveling different paths and can only visit with each other, but i dream of the day that our paths meet and we can travel one road together. the day you realize that i am the only one for you and that i am the one you want to spend the rest of your life with....i dream of you

Another Weird Dream
Last night I had dreamed That I was going to make a bowl of Bread with warm vanilla milk. So I got out the milk and it had soured, Ants found the sugar and the bread had mold on it so I then went out to the store to buy more Bread, Milk and Sugar. I stopped to a convenience store and went inside, It looked more like a bar but with people sitting around drinking soda instead of beer. I got my milk, sugar and bread and started home. By the time I got home it had snowed about a foot and I was freezing. I went inside and cut the bread up into 1 inch squares and put it into a bowl then I got a sauce pan out and put some milk into it and started to heat it and then I added a dash of vanilla. I put some sugar on the bread and poured the milk over it and ate it. I think it was good.

Life
Well it has been three years now. I love being away from the control and abuse of my marriage. I just hate not having anyone to cuddle up with or to just hold hands with or to talk too. Layout Codes Myspace Resources Top Comment Graphics

Cherry Points
I AM NOT LOOKING FOR POINTS ON THIS THING I AM LOOKING FOR REAL FRIEND'S.SO TO ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO ARE WANTING POINTS WHO WANT ME TO ADD THEM RATE THEM AND THATS ALL FUCK OFF IF YOUR THAT FUCKING DESPERATE FOR POINTS GET A FUCKING LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THEN CHERRY POINTS.AND IF YOU THINK IAM A BITCH AFTER READING THIS I REALLY DONT CARE.I AM ON HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS NOT POINTS..... TY AND HAVE A GREAT DAY :)

Pissed
So I went to see my mom this weekend.. ITs was a BLAST I had so much fun.. Well I come home and My room is a mess!!!! It wasnt before i left tho becuz im a fucking neat freak.. MY bro was in here going thro my CDs and the cat pissed on my floor my door has a hole in in and my closet is all fucked up.. BUt when I get pissed about it I get my dad on my ass yelling at me.... Im so mad I cant win I work I sleep I watch my babybro and I clean the fucking house Can they have any RESPECT for my stuff fuck no.. They dont care.. My clean close are now dirty my room smells funny and now I get stay up all night and clean my room.. ANd i had to get a new keybored becuz my other wasnt working becuz so DUMBSHIT fucked with it im done im moving home with my mom ive had enough I give alot of respect to this family to this house hold and I dont get any in return its not fair its no cool..Im Done im sick and tired of all this bullshit Im moving out and Im say fuck this fuck life and FU

Something More..
Going through a world of sad debris, Regard quixoitic reveries of ownership: The blossoming disease of man called tenure and accretion, The ancient western treadmill of deception and derision. But I want something more. Racing through a life of tragic wastage, I experience the loss of trust and innocence. The billowing cyclone of time has blown away our reasons As we trudge like blind men forward trying to avoid collision. But I want something... More.

Love Unconditionally
LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY! A Story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me." "Sure," they replied, "We'd love to meet him." "There's something you should know the son continued, he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mine and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us." "I'm sorry to hear that son. Maybe we can help find him somewhere to live." "No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us." "Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own." At this point, the s

Other Reasons To Shoot A Man In Reno
Just to watch him suffer Target practice An unkind comment about your sister's very real thyroid condition Self-defense Mistaken belief that "what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas" is applicable to the entire state of Nevada Too far away to stab Failed to clearly and loudly say "Spoiler alert" Road Runner standing in front of him moved when Acme Shotgun jammed

Okay....
there is one song i see all over ct and myspace... i do not know if people realize how corny this song is yet or not.... "Smack That" or "Smack Dat" whateverthefuckitis by Akon. It is one of the most annoying songs I have ever heard.

Exquisit Pain
As the needle passes through the flesh, Everything is released in a single breath, The sorrow that was inside, Now replaced by the pain so divine, Memories now start to unfold, All the truths that will never be told, The shadows in my mind are now displaced, Nothing matters not even the Angelic Face, My essence now has an empty place, I now escape to the penetrations design, Now memories start to rewind, Brings me back to the very first time, Now being personified, By what has become my vice

Kids.. Are Becoming More Soft.
So.. today we were finishing up Pre-inventory counting. found that the Rc cars were all sold out, the toy robots sold, as well as the dolls, but not a single Kids Science kit sold. i guess science isn't that hip. I'm really disappointed in the kids interest in Education. i mean i used to have a chemistry set when i was a kid, with chemicals that wouldn't meet "safety" standards of todays overprotected youth. with numbers for poison control centers, warnings, and DANGER signs. and i was like, yeah thats cool. and i had tons of fun. the playgrounds they had when i was growing up were so fucking rad. there were a million ways you could get hurt, but the point was, that you can have fun, and learn to avoid injury, and if you did get hurt well. hopefully you won't be so reckless, or keep trying it until you stopped getting beat up so often..... like not climbing up the slide after you come down. POW!!! theres another concussion!! but did we call the ambulance? no.. after i regained

(untitled)
I wrote this to an EX just after she said she needed (space) Like the grey skies before a storm, I could tell that you were torn. It will be ok my dear. I'll still be here. Take the time you need. I'm your friend, true indeed. Just a portion on your plate. Through this thnig called fate. Put me not upon a throne, though i'm not a clone. Your special to me, can't you see. I want whats best for you. With that we can start anew. If it's in the masters plans, soon we will hold hands. Together, forever? if it's to be, I guess we'll see. Proud you didn't hide, The tears you cried. Inside I was torn, A new love was born. One I've never felt, this I've never dealt. You have yet to see, all thats inside of me. Accept me as I am? I hope you can. There is more to learn. I promise not to burn. You needed space. I'm in my place. Christine Marie, I've seen you grow. How much? You'll never know. You have helped me, to love unselfish

My Crap
AGAIN ANOTHER OLD POEM Where am I to be? That, I cannot see. Where am I to go? One day I will know. For me, there is a plan, It's in The Master's hand. Mine are to unsure, Mine are insecure. Where to go from here. Repetition is my fear. Fear of the past, To the side, it must be cast. I want to push away. I fear you won't stay. I want to stay in my shell. What a lonely Hell. I need to look above, for the meaning of true love. Be able to let go, If that's what is so. It's in em the issue. I see nothing wrong with you. I used to place the blame. One mor way we are the same. I am glad we give some thought, To the issues that we've got. If this was in the past, I would make it not last. Cheat and lie, Inside I'd die. I'd hurt you hard, Be called a bastard. Find another girl, Fall in love with her. Do the same again. That's how I am insane. I repeat the same insult, Expect a different result. My issues, they must heal. With

F*ck You
ANOTHER OLD RANT Fuck you. Yo made promises when you brought me into this world, promises you weren't able to kjeep. Why do i let you live insie of me. I sit here and think i am not worth what i have been given in these past months. I feel like, why do these ppl like, me or trust me or want anything to do with me. I am sick of ppl telling me what i can and can't do. You know what Fuck off. IF i wanna landscape i will, i know what i can and can't do with that lifestyle. Just like the rest you try to crush my dreams. Guess what not anymore. my dreams have bee crushed too many times. I can do what i will. IF you don't like thats too bad. I'll tell ya what when you are still pushin buttons in a fuckin factory and i have MY business, with trucks with MY name one them and MY equipment. You can call me and i will make your property into a yard. A place you would rather spend more time than the living room, or the kitchen or anywhere else. I know what i want in life. I want to work with my

Excited
I just found out that I am going to be a suicide girl. This is something I have wanted for a very long time. I have been trying to get my foot in the door and this just totally made my day. I also found out I will be doing a shoot for Gent Magazine as well. I will keep everyone posted on the release dates.

Parent Protected - What A Great Idea!
This was designed and distributed on a bulletin to add the graphic to those sites that are parent monitored. Although it may not be a complete deterent; at least, it does provide a degree of a deterent in that it brings an awareness that kids are being watched by their parents in an effort to curb off the pervs. Visit ParentProtected.Com for more info! What do you think????

1 Of My Favorite Songs
All my friends Say I should leave you alone You got a heart like a stone And a wanderin' eye And I know that they're right I can make up my mind Not to see you again But you move through my dreams like the wind It's no good to pretend It won't happen again Cause it'll happen again Some fools never learn Play with the fire And you're gonna get burned It's only love When you're loved in return Some fools never learn And Baby I tried But I'm just not that strong Guess I knew all along But that's not enough I was falling in love And you don't know it But I came over tonight There was somebody's car parked outside Damn my eyes Damn this heart of mine I drove off into the night Some fools never learn Play with the fire And you're gonna get burned It's only love When your loved in return Some fools never learn Some fools never learn Somewhere in the city tonight There's a girl and she's lonely like me She'll be easy to see And naturally She'll

4 All Men Lol
1ST....... ANd FOREMOST IM NO SEX OBJECT N NO EASY PIECE OF ASS IF UR LOOKIN 4 A FUCK LOOK ON CAUSE YEA I CAN TALK SHIT N MAKE THE DICK RISE BUTTTTT THATS AS FAR AS THAT GOES ! HELL ILL LOAN YOU MY VIBE IF U WANT LOL 2ND.... IM NOT LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT YET I WONT RUN FROM IT EITHER.....BUT TO GAIN MY RESPECT U GOTTA GIVE RESPECT FROM THERE ILL BE YOUR DREAM.....

Picture Ripping Must Stop Hear Right Now
THIS ARE MEMORIES OF MY ANTSISTER AND ALSO MOMORIRES ALL KoLa! FAMILYS OUT THERE THAT LIVE A LONG TIME BE FOR UES! PEOPLE PLEASE JUST STOP THIS SHIT HEAR OR YOUR BAD MEDICIE W1LL NOT BE GOOD THEY W1LL HAVE BAD DRAUMS IN THERE SLEEP!

The Horse Withperer
Bob calls his buddy Sam, the horse rancher, and says he's sending a friend over to look at a horse. Sam asks "How will I recognize him?" That's easy, he's a midget with a speech impediment." So, the midget shows up, and Sam asks him if he's looking for a male or female horse. "A female horth." So he shows him a prized filly. "Nith lookin horth. Can I thee her eyeth"? Sam picks up the midget and he gives the horse's eyes the once over. "Nith eyeth, can I thee her earzth"? So he picks the little fella up again, and shows him the horse's ears. "Nith earzth, can I see her mouf"? The rancher is getting pretty ticked off by this point, but he picks him up again and shows him the horse's mouth. "Nice mouf, can I see her twat"? Totally mad at this point, the rancher grabs him under his arms and rams the midget's head as far as he can up the horse's twat, pulls him out and slams him on the ground. The midget gets up, sputtering a

Sexiest Man On Ct
Well i want to thank all of you who came by and commented and rated on my pic. didn't find out till this morning that i won the contest, so i just wanted to send out this blog to let everyone know i really thank you very much and the contest was fun for me Yours Truly Arnie aka Thumper ~ Pround Member of the Fyre~N~Ice Dirty Crew ~

Happy Birthday
On January 16th, 1943 a great man was born... he served his country, he loved his family, he feared no man, and though he was short of stature, in the eyes of his daughter he was ten feet tall. Happy Birthday, dad... I miss you. My father, my hero, my friend. 1/16/1943 - 5/04/2005

Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
This Relevant to Our Country, and our way of life today. Dylan Thomas wrote this as his Father lay dieing, but we can use is as a metaphor for our country, our father. DO NOT GO GENTLE INTO THAT GOOD NIGHT Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless me

Random Rantings About Me...
Well i finally decided that i would start one of these things. I haven't really ever done one. Well i guess that kinda not true I had a few blog entries on myspace but nothing really just random stuff that i got from other people that i wanted to keep. Nothing original. Anyway i guess i will possibly get started here by talking a little about myself. I am Stephanie, proud mommy of an adorable 3 year old boy. (well he will b 3 in march) I am not very good with grammar and a lot of the time my fingers move faster than my brain so i tend to make typos hope you all will forgive me! Anyway I am 23 (it says i am 24 but it lies lol) I am divorced but still live with my ex who is my best friend in the world. I used to love sitting down and writing poetry but i havent done that in a very long time. I am attempting to get into school not really sure what i want to do or which classes i want to take but i am just going to go with the flow for now. Its gonna be very weird doing anythin

Alerts
Ok...for the three of you that actually will read this, somethings screwed with my alerts and I'm not getting notified of all your new pics. So please don't be mad at me if I don't rate them right away. I'm doing my best to catch up and find them on my own, but I can't promise I'll get 'em all. I'm really trying. You know I love you all and you're all beautiful. (ok...maybe not Vegas Guy....but you know what I mean)

Slave Robes Color Codes
Blue - · 100% Sexual Activity can be commanded · Scenes can be expected · Household Chores must be completed · Slave Chores must be completed · Service is expected · Full respect is expected as both a Wife and Slave · Full Protocols must be followed Black - · Sexual Activity (Limited) · No Scenes · Household Chores must be completed · Slave Chores must be completed · Service is expected · Full respect is expected as both a Wife and Slave · Full Protocols must be followed with the following having limitations o Cock Worship will be limited o Punishable Offenses will be viewed with far greater leniency § See Chart A Gold - · No Sexual Activity can be commanded · No Scenes · Household Chores must be completed · Slave Chores must be completed · Service is Limited · Full respect is expected as both a Wife and Slave · Full Protocols must be followed with the following having limitations o No Cock Worship o Punishable Offenses will be viewed with greater lenie

Your Love
you're the one that never lets me sleep to my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips you're the one that i can't wait to see with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy i am all alone without you my days are dark without a glimpse of you but now that you came into my life i feel complete the flowers bloom, my morning shines and i can see your love is like the sun that lights up my whole world i feel the warmth inside your love is like the river that flows down through my veins i feel the chill inside every time i hear our music play reminds me of the things that we've been through in my mind i can't believe it's true but in my heart the reality is you

Are You A Nympho?
Are You A Nympho? NymphomaniacYOUR ARE COMPLETELY DRIVEN BY SEX BE CAREFUL OR IT COULD COMSUME YOUR LIFE!!! Be very careful with how you deal with sex and make sure your not letting it take over. ....or just come over at five? Take this test

Last Day Of Freedom
Today is my last day of break from school. I start classes tomorrow and I'm not really looking foward to it. I don't have any Tuesday or Thursday classes, but I'll be in school from 9 AM to 8PM almost solid on Mondays and Wednesdays with only a few breaks here and there. And I'll have class from 9AM to 1PM on Fridays.

American Women Living Alone..
WASHINGTON (AFP) - For the first time, a majority of American women are living without a spouse, media reported. The New York Times, which based its report on an analysis of census results, said 51 percent of women in 2005 reported living without a spouse, up from 35 percent in 1950 and 49 percent in 2000. "Coupled with the fact that in 2005 married couples became a minority of all American households for the first time, the trend could ultimately shape social and workplace policies, including the ways government and employers distribute benefits," the newspaper said. It said that several factors are behind the shift including women marrying at a later age and living with partners for more often and for longer periods. Women are also living longer as widows and once divorced, often opt to stay single, the report said. According to the Census figures, only about 30 percent of black women are living with a spouse, compared with 49 percent of Hispanic women, 55 percent of non-

It's Snowing In Austin, Tx!!
It's snowing, it's snowing!! The old man is snoring!!! LOL... It is officially snowing here in Austin. I am stuck at work right now, but, it is nice to have the cold justified by the snow!! :D Kat

My Boys Better Read This. (i Can't Be More Serious)
Look, Valentine's Day is coming up in less than a month so don't forget about me!! I don't care what it is but on Feb. 14th I need to get something or I'm going to have to re-evaluate our whole relationship... Because I'm sick of people fucking/having sex with/making love to me and then not giving me the time of day come Valentine's Day. So anyone who lives away can get away with sending me an e-card or even a comment on here.. Anyone who lives near me whom I see on a regular basis better stop by and bring me something or even call and make a date. Valentine's Day is for lovers babe and if I don't get anything from you then obviously you aren't my lover.

I Hate My Life
I feel so unwanted by anyone outside my family. Men don't want me and my hu sband bearly does. I just need to get out of this marraige but I have no means to do it. He wont file for divorce becasue he doesn't think I should. WHen he and I haven't been together and he knows i want it he looks at my email to see who I have talked to. Accordign to him I am not suppoe to talk ot anyoen but him. What if HE is part of the problem? I felt like dying today. I lost my will to live. I am stuck here and I am the casue of kids getting the short end of the stick. WE have no money. He spends it beofre i even have a chance to pay bills. What can I do. Please can ANYONE help me? My kids and I are MISERABLE? My mom worrys to much about us and about me in that i am not liek I used to be. I snap at little things now. I need out and there is no way I see. Please show me the way.

Clear Title
Gotta love a good lawyer. . Only in Louisiana - you have to love this lawyer -It's too good not to Share! Everyone who has ever bought a house, built or added on to a house, will enjoy this. A New Orleans lawyer sought an FHA loan for a client who lost his house in Hurricane Katrina and wanted to rebuild. He was told the loan would be granted if he could prove satisfactory title to the parcel of property being offered as collateral. The title to the property dated back to 1803,which took the Lawyer three months to track down. After sending the information to the FHA, he received the following reply: (Actual letter): "Upon review of your letter adjoining your client's loan application, we note that the request is supported by an Abstract of Title. While we Compliment the able manner in which you have prepared and presented the application, we must point out that you have only cleared title to the proposed collateral property back to 1803. Before final approval can be

Wow! What A Show
Well, last week was the annual AVN Exposition and Awards Show in Vegas and it was a kick ass event. Two floors of everything adult oriented you can imagine and more. Contract girls everywhere signing autographs and posing with everyone; more sex toys in one place than I ever wanted to see; new products (dildo pogo sticks and iPod controlled vibrators among the best); even Larry Flint at the Hustler booth. Partys every night with after partys following them and of course the usual Vegas fare of food, gambling, and extravagance. My studio partners and I came away with a commitment to return next year with a booth of our own and a contingent of our talent to show off. I have around 300 pics from the expo and should have 100 or so up here in another day.

Woman In Bed With Lover ...
A woman is in bed with her lover who happens to be her husband's best friend. They make love for hours, and afterwards, while they're just laying there, the phone rings. Since it is the woman's house, she picks up the receiver. Her lover looks at her and listens, only hearing her side of the conversation ... She is speaking in a cheery voice "Hello? Oh, hi. I'm so glad that you called. Really? That's wonderful. I am so happy for you. That sounds terrific. Great! Thanks. Okay. Bye." She hangs up the telephone, and her lover asks, "Who was that? Oh, she replies, that was my husband telling me all about the wonderful time he's having with you on his fishing trip

Sparks, Fireworks & Massive Explosions
This weekend was great... met an absolutely terrific man... who says i may be the death of him .. but im thinkin he may be the death of me... but you only live once right... wasnt looking for anything but anything sure smacked me right in the face...first there were sparks, then there were fireworks... then this huge massive explosion... life is good... cant wait till saturday!

For My Husband
What started this? Was it you? Was it me? Was it us? I once thought my heart was empty. Never able to love anyone. Never able to feel anything but pain...But then you came... You opened my heart. Your the keeper of the key, the key that unlocked my soul...And released to much pent up emotion that spilled right out in front of you and drowned you in all I have...I love you... I never felt so much before... My body I didn't know was capable...But now I can truly say I'm happy... I don't want to die anymore. I have something to live for. Everything that once was don't matter to much anymore... Everyone who had hurt me in that past faded into a tainted memory, which is never remembered as long as I'm aware of you...I need you, Id never make it without you now. I don't understand how I lived without you before now. Before I was aware of this emotion...This emotion called love... Ive fallen past the pit, I'm deeper then the deepest ocean. I'm past the core. I'm on the other side.

Once Again A Predatory Police State Society Is Being Created.
Automatic Scanning Of Every License Plate For Crime and Terrorism Prison Planet Tuesday, January 16, 2007 FROM A READER.... Once again a predatory police state society is being created. Police policing everyone now? Searching Everyone will be the norm. What's the purpose for this? Mega income generation from catching everyone who has expired tags and or plates?? Of course they will be highlighting the car involved in the robbery, etc to get the public to support there own enslavement. As the officer said in the short video: "ALPR is going to revolutionize the way we police in North America." Notice he didn't say United States, but North America - yes my friends the North American Union where the Constitution will be shredded for a Treaty which is illegal and the American people don't have a clue. Is this what will become of the "Land of the Free, Home of the Brave?" And while this is being developed so is the use of: 1. Camera surveillance everywhere 2. RF

Here We Go...
I've been hanging around here a while now, so I suppose I should start one of these things. I'm easily addicted to crap like this, so who the hell knows where this might lead. I tend to be a bit warped and or twisted, so ya never know what might make it's way into this thing, but you can bet that if it's on my mind, you'll see it here. What's on my mind right now, is spammers. Let's be real here, I'm a very average guy, I don't think I qualify as ugly, but the chances of me being voted the world's hottest anything just isn't very damn likely, unless someone has set fire to my ass. So, when I see these messages on here that start off with "Hi there hottie" you can bet your ass that somewhere in that message there's going to be an invitation to a site with a web-cam....LMAO. Let me say this right up front. I like web-cams and as a personal hobby, I like good porn too. That being said, let me now state that there is a whole world of free porn out there if ya know where to look, and

January Blues......
January is time of year when things slow down. There have been 4 factories laying off in my town. Things at the place were I work are slow..but will gradually pick up in the next month or so. But I hope not to be there for this cause I want out of there really really bad. This time of year is just so blah. Hell we just had our first snow. Don't let the people from Colorado hear me say that. We have had shitloads of rain and then it descides to snow turning the roads into icy snowy messy. Most people forgot how to drive on it already and have ended up in the ditch.I didn't a couple of fishtales to get myself acustom to driving on it again (and I like sliding around while driving). In my last blog...which I just wrote last Friday, I had to go take a assesment test for Subaru. I was running late and didn't think they would let me in the classroom but they did. I took the test and now on to the next step which is wait alittle longer until they contact me for a interview..(if they contact

How To Make And Submit A Salute
How to make and submit a salute: A salute is defined as a candid photo of your face along with a HAND WRITTEN note that states the following things... 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTap.com or LostCherry.com. NOTE: *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. The following is an example of acceptable Salutes Now once you have taken your salute photo and have uploaded it into a public pic folder, submit it as a salute. To do this navigate to the folder with the salute in it, and under the folder info click on the link "Tag a photo in this album as a salute!" In doing that, there will be a new option available on the right side in RED, click that to submit that as a salute. From there you'll co

Dig!
Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig bury me underneath Everything that I was slowly changing I would love to beat the face, Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change me, White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold, If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin' mold, I'm drowning in your wake Shit rubbed in my face Teething on concrete Gums bleeding Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig bury me underneath Everything that I was slowly changing I struggle in violated space, Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me, Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight, I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy I'm livid in my space Pissing in my face Fuck you while you try To fuck me Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig bury me underneath Everything that I was you ain't fuckin' changing me Let me help you tie the rope around your neck, Let me hel

Don't Know Why
Don't know why I am feeling this way tonight but I am. Still can't post bulletins here so please don't think I am ignoring you all. I am still here for the time being. Getting pretty tired of just reading bulletins, plus so slow when i try to rate pics. Have a goodnight all.~Heather

Some News
Hi A/all ok a small update .. i went to see my doc today and she said that my heart is in a normal rythme but it is beating on the fast side.. like 108 beats per minute and its supposed to be under that .. so i have to go see a cardiologist and they will do a stress test on me.. and an echocardiogram so when i know more You all will know until then have a blessed day Debbie

Parsons Dies At 65 After Battle With Lung Cancer
Benny Parsons, who charmed television audiences with his folksy demeanor as much as he impressed fans with his ability as a driver, died Tuesday at Carolinas Medical Center in Charlotte following complications from lung cancer. He was 65. Parsons dies at 65Benny Parsons died Jan. 16 at Carolinas Medical Center in Charlotte Remembering B.P.Drivers share their favorite memories of Benny Parsons Parsons' true lovesMarty Snider says racing and people were B.P.'s passion Sign up for TrackPass now BUY THE NEXTEL i836 The former self-proclaimed Detroit taxi driver-turned-NASCAR racer never forgot his humble rural North Carolina roots, and it came through in every aspect of his life. Even though he gained fame as the 1973 Winston Cup champion and winner of the 1975 Daytona 500, Parsons understood that as a broadcast analyst, it was his job to aim the spotlight away from himself. "I heard someone say this one time and I thought it was fabulous," Parsons said. "Everyone can'

Saying Goodbye..
Having to say goodbye is bad, but when you don't get the chance it's always heartbreaking. In Memory of my friend and ex-boyfriend Aaron McGrath 1-16-79 9-11-01 Miss you so much!! Goodbye At Last by Barbi D Saying goodbye is never easy It's the hardest thing to do But what hurts even more Is not the chance to say it to you. Yesterday is just a memory Our laughter was sunny and bright Then clouds started to gather For you were no where in sight. You were my first real love And this I will never forget How you left without a warning No good-byes, my only regret. Wherever I may be now Always searching for another so true To place my world of emotion Handing my love to someone like you. If again I must go there And experience all the pain I would do it in a minute For all the good I would gain. No matter what my wrongs You offered only love Until the day you left me For your new home up above. I know you still are with me Your love

Damn Arizona Transplants!!!
Alright, I've been going off on some people on azcentral.com regarding Dan Bickley's article about the Cardinals new head coach, Kent Wisenhunt. It seems as though these johnny come latelys to my state have nothing better to do than to bash Cardinal fans, what few of us there is, and call us all stupid for cheering our team on. So allow me to vent about these transplants and fair weather/bandwagon fans, because I guarantee, read GUARANTEE....if the Cards starting winning consistently, they'd be all over that bandwagon, but again, I vent.. First of all, TRANSPLANTS, quit coming to my state and trying to make it like yours. It's your damn fault I can't find a reasonable place to fish without one of you trying to fish 6 inches from me. That's why I carry a gun, not to shoot anyone, but it sure keeps people from fishing on top of you. Oh, and by the way, you need to teach your kids that out here, we don't throw rocks next to someones fishing line. Second, consider the speed limit a mi

Yesterday, Today And Tomorrow
THIS POEM I WROTE SHORTLY AFTER MY SON PASSED AWAY AND WAS READ AT HIS MEMORIAL SERVICE. YESTERDAY, TODAY & TOMORROW Yesterday I reached to touch you and you were easy to be found, yesterday I listened to your voice and perfectly heard each sound. Yesterday I called your name and your voice filled the air, yesterday I looked for you and you were standing there. Today I reached out to touch you, yet you were no where to be found, today I listened for your voice yet couldn't hear it's sound. Today I called your name, yet my voice just drifted in the air, today I looked for you yet you were no longer there. Yesterday is a memory I will keep close to my heart, for even in death, my son we are not apart. Today is a gift... one with out measure, and my memories of you, dear son are now a priceless treasure. Tomorrow is not promised but in your passing I say peace, for with a smile upon your face your earthly spirit was released. Written By: Trudy S. (Ryans Mothe

K...i Wanna Know....who B Havin A Crush On Me???..its Killin Me..lol
OK...I LUV THE CRUSH THING...I THINK WE SHOULD B ABLE TO CRUSH MORE THAN ONE PERSON..HEHE WHO HAS THE CRUSH ON ME? IF IT U...FESS UP...LOL!!! PLZ...*MWAH*

Every Day Ryan
THIS IS ANOTHER POEM I WROTE ABOUT THE LOSS OF MY SON RYAN EVERY DAY Every day Ryan, I struggle through Every day Ryan, I think of you Every day Ryan, Is like years Every day Ryan, I shed tears Every day Ryan, Is not the same Every day Ryan, I say your name Every day Ryan, Your on my mind Every day Ryan, I want to turn back time Every day Ryan, It's nothing new Every day Ryan, I am missing you Every day Ryan, Our hero – my son Every day Ryan, We are still one Every day Ryan, I look to the sky Every day Ryan, I ask why? Every day Ryan, I pray for you And one day Ryan, I'll be there too! Written By: Trudy S. (Mother) Date: November 9th, 2004

Organized Religion
Why is it that so many people feel the need to push thier beliefs on you and try to force you to actually believe it? I can listen and discuss and "argue" if you want to call it that...but in the end i agree to disagree with no hard feelings. i don't expect you to accept what i say and belive it so don't expect that of me! You are entitled to your shitty opinion and so am i. GET OVER IT! You can't convert someone who doesn't even believe in organized religion. Or on any issue for that fact.

Men Suck Dick!`
i am so sick of men who think your playin with them but there playin with you! they should all die and sgo to hell and us woman should protest and all become lezbiams!!!!! so to anymen who are thinkin about tryin to get with me back the fuck up unless youw anna deal witha hard core bitch!

Unpretty
Until we stop judging ourselves .. and see what we have to offer the world what we have to give to others .. what we have inside . and Stop basing frienships and other relationships ( jobs, etc) on what people look like . and start going by what people are inside .. we are going to make this world a much darker place .. realize the beauty youve got inside .. Dont think when you look in the mirror that If you lost ten pounds someone MIGHT like you more .. or If you had a smaller nose someone wouldnt make fun of you .. Those are the people that are losing out .. You are an amazing person .. You are worth more than all the money in the world.. YOU are Irreplaceable .. Never Feel Unpretty .. So many of these kids walking around are starving themselves today trying to obtain the Perfect look .. Be something the Media is making them think they should be .. I'm sure we've all been there one time or another . Second guessed our appearence .. our abilities .. When You run into a frie

American Idol
So tonight is the season premier of American Idol, the show that I intended to be on this season. I was unable to go, due to schedule conflicts, and funding, etc. Turned out, my brother's ex-fiancee (who hates me) ended up passing the 1st audition... I happen to think she has little to no talent (saw her sing once), and am anxious to see if she's in. I also become borderline obsessed with this show every season, trying to guess the ones that will make it and the ones that dont. i was right about the top few...

My Technologically Challenged Self
So I got this new computer... but my new computer does not have my iTune library on it so when I plug my iPod in it starts syncing my iPod to my iTunes library. So my question is how do I reverse this and get the songs off my iPod and onto my library?

To All My Friends And Fans
Yes.. another Long winded Blog from Yours Truely .. Ive been a little on the Ditzy side these days Ive got a LOT going on .. and My mind seems to be going in seventeen-eleven different places at once ..I am not meaning to be rude by not stopping by everyones pages at least now and again .. and once things mellow I will be doing so at least to go through your pics to rate and comment on them .. I promise you I am not just being a concieted snot ..now this may sound like a long time BUT .. I'm hoping to be moved by June and In doing so I will FULLY be destressed .. and away from Dorkvomit ( Insert Wohooo's here Ok dancing too) not saying I wont be stopping by and saying Hello to you from time to time .. and seeing how youre all doing before then .. but If I seem a lil distant you all know why .. Im trying to get myself back to work after being on a medical leave for about 5 years now . which sucks some giant ass donkey balls . But now that things are in control and the doctors and I have

What Part Of The Body Are You Attracted To
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis83%Abs/Stomach67%Butt42%Face42%Boobs8%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com Whoops...These damns quizzes really do reveal the truth!

I Can Post
She She greets me and I feel as though I could fly She is like a wonder drug that gets me high She sweeps me off my feet with a angels smile She is my own private paradise isle She enraptures my soul when I do see She has sent but simple words to me She is the one who does fill my mind She is my treasure, my rare find She is the one I miss most when I do seek She is the on of whom my soul does speak She is kept in my thoughts I hear her name She alone is the keeper of desires flame She is the one that I feel was sent for me She is the one hope and dream my sweet melody She is sung in the mind and in the heart She is the one my love will never let part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Goin To Florida!
I am gonna be gone for a week starting Thursday, since I got a wedding in FL to go to......Disney World to be exact :D. I will be back with tons of pics so I will be postin some of em when I get back...there will even be some of me all snazzed up, something that doesnt happen everyday. Will be alot better than this cold weather up here we got now.

Silent Reprise By Bruce Romanis
Silent Reprise written by Bruce Romanis Silent Reprise are awesome and my friends they made my life have a reprise of it’s own after I got to meet them in person I was going through a personal hell and when they played live I briefly forgot my troubles from the time I was going through my personal hell they’re the nicest and coolest bunch of friends a guy like me could ask for and they rocked my afternoon that day and it’s a day I’ll never forget and their music is totally awesome Sally is a awesome and wonderful bass guitarist I just hope she doesn’t decide to leave the group and Sean and Jamie the Brothers who are totally awesome as well Jamie knows the drums like Matt Sorum from Velvet Revolver and Guns N’ Roses knows the drums I consider him to be that good on the drums Sean is a awesome guitarist as well so is Ari and he does the most coolest solo on the guitar when it calls for the solo I look forward to the day they play gigs at the big day out and other big event

We Have Lost Another Cherry Soldier.....don't Believe It!
For all the compassionate persons to went to great lengths to pour out your sympathy for this person, I applaude your efforts & hope that are fighting forces will return to us safe & unharmed. With that being said, this posting about "Charles/dragon" guy dieing in Iraq last week is a total fabrication. After reading this posting, I found something very odd & decided to dig into this a little bit. Here's what I found: dragon@ CherryTAP Link To Original Post Charles gave his life protecting our country and may he and his friend rest in peace. Charles died saving the lives of 26 men. More than likely, for Charles to likely to save 26 men, he would have more than likely been a officer. If you seen Charles' picture in his photo page, you will notice that he's only a infantry guy. So, that doesn't really wash. But, things could happen so let's continue...... Charles died saving the lives of 26 men. If he truly saved 26 people from dieing, you would think that every news service on

The Road To Recovery
I have finally decided the start the long road of recovery from my eating disorder. I decided that writing about the recovery process would help me in the long run. I know in my pictures I don't look like I have an eating disorder, but you don't have to be skin and bones to finally have someone realize that something is wrong. I have been fighting this silent monster for about 5 years now. I starve myself, sometimes I would not eat for days or maybe have a light snack to have some strength. I used to drink hot chocolate nonstop at work to replace the food I was not eating. And at the time I worked with my dad, who says there is nothing wrong with me. He doesn't know what is going on in my head. He doesn't hear the voices that go off in my head that are saying if I gain weight that I am going to look pregnant and my mom is going to start yelling at me. I am afraid to gain weight. I have gone for weekends not eating. My boyfriend is helping me telling me I have to eat even tho

She
She by Stephen Babcock "Who is she?", they ask, ...she is my soul's perfect mate, my body's passionate lover and my mind's sole companion. "What is she?", they ask, ...she is the rhythm of my soul, the song of my spirit and the love of my life. "Where is she?", they ask, ...she is in my every breath, beating in my heart and in the thread that stitches my soul together. "When is she?", they ask, ...she is today, at dawn; tonight, when the stars come out and tomorrow... forever. "Why is she?", they ask, ...she is my completion, my love's twin and my spirit's sweet compliment. "Who is she?", again they ask, ...she is you, my Beloved ...she is you.

I Bet You Didnt Know I Was A Writer Did You? Read This And Tell Me What You Think Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee
yup...i started writing a book last yr... a fictional novel based on things ive seen and learned and experienced and just plain made up about love and relationships... this is not how i feel personally just a story... so im tryin to decide if i should start writing again...i have the chapters plotted out and ive been taking various notes and written down ideas... so im going to post the first chapter and you guys tell me what you think k... the books called: "Abuse of the Rib" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter One - The Beginning I was a guy like any other. I had a few romantic sprees but nothing substantial. I had a job, wore decent clothes, went to school, had a lil rep going...Life was good. I was mostly happy but from time to time lonliness would set in and sometimes i would qwell that feeling, cover it up with old friends or new pussy. Shit I would even get down with some internet hoes and it all served its purpose. I knew what i was and what that meant. I

Master's Need By Jammie Davis
She was sitting at his feet with her head on his knee. She was snacking and watching tv. A tingle ran through her body as she felt her master stroke her hair. she loved spending time with him in this way. Of course she loved every minute she was with him. She started to daydream and fell asleep where she laid. The next thing she felt was a harsh pull of her hair. Master growled in his beautiful low voice. "Slave, did I say you could sleep?" "No, Master," was her reply. "On your fucking knees, Bitch!" She hurriedly complies with his wishes. She dares not make him any madder. Master speaks in a low controlled voice. "Come here, Bitch." She knows not to make him wait. She scoots close to him. He looks at her, but of course her eyes are looking toward the ground. She does feel his eyes on her though. Her heart beats fast and she starts to tremble. Master puts a finger under her chin and lifts her eyes to his. With tears in her eyes, she looks into his. "Sl

For Jackie: My Heart N Soul Sista
FRIENDSHIP is a single soul dwelling in two bodies. A friend may well be reckoned the masterpiece of nature. A friend is one who knows all about you, and still likes you. A friend is a present you give yourself. A friend is a push when you've stopped, a word when you're lonely, a guide when you're searching, a smile when you're sad, a song when you're glad. A true FRIEND is a gift from God. Jaxs, you know whats in my heart and what your friendship means to me. You are nearer and dearer to me than anyone here or there. Love ya lil sis.

Dentist
My wisdom tooth has been hurting for 5 days now and I have plucked up the courage to go see a dentist :( I am sitting here shaking as I really hate the dentist and I know I am going to cry when I get there. I just want the pain to stop, I had 2 hours sleep last night it hurts so much.

Amid Bloodshed In Iraq, Bush Wants A 'thank You'
Amid bloodshed, Bush wants a 'thank you' By Derrick Z. Jackson 17 Jan 2007 On "60 Minutes," President [sic] Bush was asked, "Do you think you owe the Iraqi people an apology for not doing a better job?" [He replied,] "I think the Iraqi people owe the American people a huge debt of gratitude." That is inhuman. We destroyed a nation under the false pretense of weapons of mass destruction. Between our invasion and the ensuing civil war, at least 53,000 Iraqi civilians and over 3,000 American soldiers have been killed. Nearly 23,000 US soldiers have been wounded... And the Iraqi people owe us a debt of gratitude? http://www.boston.com/news/globe/editorial_opinion/oped/articles/2007/01/17/amid_bloodshed_bush_wants_a_thank_you/

The Time Comes When You Have To Make Decisions...
Do I or dont I? Will I or wont I? A guy friend of mine who is a photographer wants to use some shots of me for a local ad campaign..just bikini shots. IM not really sure I want to do it. The money is good and its a quick job..no hard work there..lol but I dont know who will see it. Or how my bosses at corporate will feel about it. It isnt like I need to do it...I have a great job and at thirty Id say my modeling career such as it is, is over...so is this just one LAST hurrah for me? lol In my time I have done catalog work and some print work but I havent achieved the status some have...not hot enough or tall enough for VIctoria Secret lol or high fashion. Not perfect enough for Sports illustrated ;)...No playboy centerfold here lol, my father would kill me! lol Hmmmmm what to do? My mother wants me to move back home and go to law school...she is probably right about that. Ive probably gone as high on the corporate ladder as I am going to go here. Idont know what

Words Women Use
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. THANKS A woman is than

What Is Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are A Pine Tree You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Able To Exist
I remember a great deal of my life in fact all of it .... I left home at 14 when I got Emancipated , finished school in my home town of Dallas,Texas.. and in Michigan where I ended up when I left Texas. For the longest time I was the "bad boy". u know the popular one did all the drugs sold em and even up until about 2 mos ago I was always in fights ( I do beleive ive actually been in about 104 fights form 12 yrs old till 23 ) which I can say for the record I did not win all of em .... anyways I had any woman I wanted and yet with all I had I was not happy . I was also in 9 county jails and got expelled from highschool got my GED in washtenaw county jail and thats when i woke up ( at 17 yrs old) and did not like the man lookin back at me in the mirror from then on i Vowed to become a respectable man ...and here I stand now as of the last 3 yrs.... granted I was always respectful and sweet I jus didnot take any disrespect to me my family or those friends close .. I s

You Have Truly Touched My Heart
TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOUR WITH A GENTLE WORD OR TWO, FOR KINDNESS BEARS THE SWEETEST FRUIT THAT MAKES OUR DREAM COME TRUE. TOUCH MY LIFE WITH TNDERNESS AND FILL MY CUP WITH LOVE, SHARE MY DREAMS AS I SHARE YOURS BEYOND THE STARS ABOVE. TAKE MY HAND AS I GROW OLD AND LEAD ME WHEN I;M BLIND SHOW ME THAT YOU REALLY CARE... GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND. TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOUR A LITTLE MORE EACH DAY AND THEN WE BOTH FIND HAPPINESS SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY

Flirting
I love to flirt online....but I am 100% faithful to my wife. Just thought I'd put that out there, oh, and that doesn't mean I don't want to see your boobies...I DO! LOL I just don't want to meet for sex, well..... unless you're really good and can talk my wife into it! LMAO

The Mainstream Has Officially Co-opted My Culture
OK, so first a Buzzcocks song is used in a freaking AARP commercial and now the Biography Channel is airing a special on Sid Vicious! I was going to make some funny hypothetical comparison taking this to some absurd extreme but honestly I can't think of anything that's funnier or less likely. I'm thrilled for the Buzzcocks; it's about time they got a payday of any kind for decades of great work. And as for the Sid thing, I'm sure Johnny Lydon is on the phone to his agent right now ("What about a gardening show? Or cooking, I can cook!").

Another Day In Paradise (i Wish!)
I am not looking forward to tomorrow! To bring you up to speed as to why, for the past year or so, I have been battling cancer, more specific, Central Nervous System Lymphoma - a brain tumor if you'd like. Since that time, I have been going for chemotherapy and radiation (the gamma implants) to battle it. Tomorrow will be my last chemo treatment, and albeit it will be the last one, I'm still not looking forward to it. After all, who looks forward to visiting a doctor, much less getting something that's gonna make you physically sick and extremely fatigued? So this happens tomorrow afternoon. So if anyone sees me tomorrow night or the days following, stop in and talk to me. Don't worry about whether or not I am up for it, because I will tell you now, I am not only gonna be up for it, I'm gonna need it! I could use the cheering up! As for tomorrow, I know I'll be fine when all is said and done, but wish me luck anyway!

How Sexy Is Your Name?
Just something fun.....enjoy......!!!! Add the letters in your first name using the numbers below. A=100 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=145 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=200 J=100 K=114 L=100 M=25 N=450 O=80 P=2 Q=12 R=400 S=113 T=405 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=210 Z=23 *under 60 points= not too sexy *from 61-300 points= pretty sexxy over 301-599 points= VERY sexxxxy!!! *beyond 600= beyond very, very sexy !!!!

Soo...this Is A Rather Lenghthy Heartfelt Blog From Me!
So I'm such a N00B when it comes to excercising. But I am telling you...I got my treadmill out of Lay-Away shortly after Christmas..and I'm telling you...I've been walking on it about 3 times a day - varying between 10 - 45 minutes..Depending on how I'm feeling and whats going on around the house..I can really feel it in my legs. They havent felt this good in a long time. I think if things start going well..I'll start posting a weight-loss blog on here and in my Livejournal. For those that don't know what Livejournal is.. Its basically a blogging site. They've got several communities, groups etc..For pretty much anything you can possibly be interested it. Its a great place to vent and be angry and be happy and whatever emotion you can possibly be. Well I'm in a community there that deals with weight loss. Reading some of their stories, their ups, their downs, their successes, their failures..etc..Have really really inspired me to better my health. I've known for a while that well...I'v

Can You Solve This Riddle?
Here is a riddle for the true intellectual. Try to come up with the answer on your own. The answer is at the end for those who are unable to think this one through. ~~At the exact same time, there are two 35 year old men on opposite sides of the earth: One is walking a tight rope between two skyscrapers. The other is getting "oral pleasure" from an 85 year old toothless woman. They are both thinking the exact same thing. What are they both thinking?~~ Scroll Down Don't look down!

Loving You
We have talked For months now Always being close Never turning away We have been there Through thick and thin Helping each other Making sure all is well Feelings were revealed And our friendship Seems to have become more Even though we aint together We drew a line That we didnt want to cross But deep inside I am loving you I have wanted to say it But know that I cant Not knowing what to do Im telling you here Im in love with you

Random Quotes/sayings....
As silly as these may seem to some of you, I like them... :) Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to If You Love Me Like You Told Me, Please Be Careful With My Heart. You Can Take It Just Don't Break It Or My World Would Fall Apart. If she is the first thing you think of when you wake up, the only thing you think of when you're awake, and the last thing you think of before you go to bed, then she is really somebody special. Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today. You never truly love a person until the mere thought of you hurting that loved one is enough to break your own heart. "Life may not be the party we hoped for... but while we are here we might as well dance!" Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like no one's watching. A person will forget what you said, forget what you did, but will never forget how you made them feel. As we grow up,

The Beginning
I found the total package When I started chatting with you You're more than just a pretty face You're beautiful inside too You made me feel so welcome that's why I stayed for a while every virtual kiss you gave expanding my already huge smile I hope this is only the beginning and you and I can be friends but if it isn't meant to be I don't want to know how it ends.

Busted.....
Well last night I stayed the night with my boyfriend at his cousin's house...We waited until everyone was asleep before we started our messing around..Or so we thought..There we were on the living room floor, nice big pallet made out for us, it had done gotten heated...Well seeing that my favorite position happens to be doggystyle, thats the position we assumed...I was on my knees and had my head buried in a pillow and he was going at it...Next thing we knew his cousin walks in and sees everything...Yes it was dark but you could still very much see my naked ass up in the air...She just walks around like nothing happened and says she just needed to get her cigarettes and walks back into her room...Talk about a major buzzkill tho...It was just not cool...

To Redneck_azz_whippin........
Was it really necessary to create 10 different yahoo names and send 48 text messages to my cell phone last nite to call me a Bitch? I am not stupid I got the point the first time..... I have unlimited texting so it didnt cost me a thing... all it cost was you time and energy. Now let's see who would think I am a bitch? Hmmmmmmmm........ Let's also consider who would be considered a Redneck??? Hmmmmmmmmm....... Now the thing you might want to consider is whether or not you could actually kick my azz? You know fighting over the internet is kinda stupid..... and even more stupid when you take it to a cell phone. But next time you feel the need to spend that kidn of time and energy to let me know that I am a bitch... at least let me know why you think I am one..... Cuz I do consider myself a Bitch.......so THANKU!!!!!!! (Borrowed from ImmmortalLove) They call me a Bitch . . . When I stand up for myself Or support my own convictions. When I defend som

Super Glue
> > > > > > >>A little boy came down for breakfast one morning and asked his > > > grandma, > > > > > > > > > >>"where's Mom and Dad?" and she replied, "They're up in bed" so > the > > > > little > > > > > >>boy started to giggle and ate his breakfast and went out to > play. > > > > > >> > > > > > >>Then he came back in for lunch and asked his grandma "where's Mom > > and > > > > > >>Dad?" And she replied "They're still up in bed " and the little > boy > > > > > >>started to giggle and he ate his lunch and went out to play. > > > > > >> > > > > > >>Then the little boy came in for dinner and once again he asked > his > > > > grandma > > > > > >>"Where's Mom and Dad?" And his grandmother replied "They're Still > > up > > > in > > > > > > > > > >>bed" and the little boy started to laugh and his grandmother > asked > > > > "What > > > > > >>give's? Every time I tell you they're still up in bed you Start > to > > > > laugh! > > > > > >>What is

First Time Sex
FIRST TIME SEX A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where th

Wait Until' Fri..
A business man got on an elevator. When he entered, there was a blonde already inside who greeted him with a bright, "T-G-I-F." He smiled at her and replied, "S-H-I-T." She looked puzzled, and repeated, "T-G-I-F," more slowly He again answered, "S-H-I-T." The blonde was trying to keep it friendly, so, she smiled her biggest smile and said as sweetly as possibly, "T-G-I-F." The man smiled back to her and once again,> "S-H-I-T." The exasperated blonde finally decided to explain, 'T-G-I-F' means "Thank Goodness It's Friday". Get it, duuhhh?" The man answered, 'S-H-I-T' means "Sorry, Honey, It's Thursday".....L-M-A-O......

Best Sex Ever
So, this morning, my hubby decides he's in the mood for once. (No offense to hubby...) Doesn't tell me about it, just asks if I want to take a shower with him. He gets undressed...massive boner. Oh my god. I immediately just wanted to jump him. So we get in the shower, and we're just glued to each other, kissing back and forth as he's fingering me and I'm jerking him. He gives me a massive orgasm, then has me turn around and lean my hands against the shower while he fucks me from behind, slamming into me over and over. I'm screaming by this point; I'm beyond moaning. Then he grabs me by the hips and lifts me off the ground, slamming in so hard it almost hurts. He doesn't quit until I have the biggest orgasm I have ever had in my LIFE. As in, it took a full five minutes to complete itself. I think I swooned. God, it was so good. Ooo baby. And he came so much, you'd think he hadn't fucked for a week...;)

Bruised And Battered
Well i had a fun day today, fell down a flight of marble stairs at work. And i didn't just slide down on my ass, but actually tumbled down head over foot. Luckily i didn't break my neck but my legs and arm are bruised and swollen. i'm a hurting little kitty tonight. I sit here trying to decide whether i should go to ER or give it one day to see how i feel.

Nothing On Earth ( Poem)
you twist my mind and consume my thought. You turn my heart to mush, and turn me inside out. I feel you close even when your not. A piece of my heart I believe you have captured. You fill me complete, and in the same pour me out. You make me love you So you can turn me down, But hooked am I on a thought or dream. Nothing means nothing, but in your name is everything. I am twisted over you. Incomplete without. I graps the stars If I could To make them dance in your eyes. I capture rain, and save them sweet. Just to imagine the tears I shall wipe from your cheek. I would follow you no end to far of the earth I would plummet to fall safely in your arms. Love you capture me. You hide the truth. But for love there is nothing on this earth I would not do.

Upgraded Servers
Hey Everyone, Looks like all my server issues have been solved. You guys have shown me sooo much love I used up all my bandwith. Anyways I have upgraded my servers and now cherrytagz.com should be back and running 100% YAY us! BTW lots of new tags go check em out. And thanks all of those who have contributed for me :) Cheers, Vlad

Once In A Life Time
Once in a life time you fine someone who touches not only your heart but also your soul. Once in a life time you discover someone who stand beside you not over you. Once in a life time you fine someone who love you for who you are and not for who you could be. Once in a life time if you are lucky you fine someone as I have found you.

Do You Ever Wonder
How it seems like everything in ur life can go so wrong? And when things go wrong they go really wrong...like a domino effect? I always think what have i done so bad that I deserve all this fucked up shit that happens to me...am i really that bad of a person? For once i just want to be happy and it doesn't seem like it'll ever happen....If it's not one thing it's another. Do you ever just sit there and think about someone...who has caught ur eye and made you feel good and wonder if they are thinking about you? One thing i hate about myself more then anything is I let my feelings and emotions get to involved and then it just seems like i get crushed. And if your still reading this i'm shocked lol yeah i'm just ranting...got so much on my mind right now i'm so sick of being sad n used and thrown away by the people i care about....sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be happy the way my life has gone the last few years i honestly don't know if i'll ever be happy and find that one person

Job Interview
Alright, after a few weeks of looking I have a job interview tomorrow at Schwans. I'd be one of those people who goes to the houses to sell food. Everyone pray that I do well on the interview and that they love me!!

I Have Nothing To Say
yeah i really have nothing to say but felt like typing a blog... there now im done... this was the most worthless thing i have ever done... and im sure u felel the same way now that you have wasted your time and read this

A Salute... (i Meant For The Original To Be Posted Here)
Do not stand at my grave and weep:I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the softly falling snow, I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the field of ripening grain. I am in the morning hush, I am in the grateful rush Of beautiful birds in circling flight. I am the starshine of the night. I am in the flowers that bloom. I am in a quiet room. I am in the birds that sing. I am in each lovely thing. So do not stand by my grave and cry. I am not there. I did not die.by Mary E. Frye

Silence
Be still and know. All new learnings, all ideas about new things, creativity, daydreaming and mental effectiveness come to those who learn about silence. All warriors know about the power of silence. All Elders know about stillness. Be still and know God. Meditation is about the place of silence. This is the place to hear God's voice. We can find tremendous amounts of knowledge in the place of silence. This is the sacred place of God. To seek the vision quest may take years and Creator will say when the time is right. Being still and quiet are good things at times. When we hunt for food it is good to seek the game with silence or little noise. Other times we need to bite our lips to keep from speaking against others so we need to look to Creator and inside of ourselves for the answers. If we do not then we will not find the answers we seek. Thank you for always being here to help me when I am troubled or not. Thank you also for the Elders I can confide in about peopl

Perfect
MY BODY SO COLD MY HEART TO WARM YOU RAPPED AROUND ME SO TIGHT THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES YOUR LIPS PRESSED AGAINST MY CHEEK HOLD ME LOVE ME I WANT YOU FOREVER YOU MY LOVE MY LIFE I DREAMED OF YOU DREAMED OF THIS MOMENT NOW ITS REALITY

Scientists Recreate 1918 Flu Virus [why?]
Scientists recreate 1918 flu virus [Why?] 17 Jan 2007 The virus that caused the 1918 influenza pandemic triggered an overwhelming immune response that swamped the lungs of macaque monkeys — the first primates deliberately infected with the Spanish flu virus, Canadian and American scientists reported Wednesday. The research, published in the journal Nature, involved an ambitious project to painstakingly recreate the 1918 virus — only the second time this feat has been achieved. In 2005 scientists at the U.S. Centers for Disease Control made history by becoming the first team to recreate the virus. Yoshihiro Kawaoka, a leading influenza scientist working at the University of Wisconsin, Madison, built each of the virus's eight genes from scratch, using genetic blueprints housed in a public access database... The recreated virus was then used to infect seven macaques housed in a Level 4 laboratory in Winnipeg — the highest level of biosecurity available. [Bush is poised to play the

Catholic Gasoline
CATHOLIC GASOLINE Sister Mary, who worked for a home health agency, was out making her rounds visiting homebound patients when she ran out of gas. As luck would have it, a filling station was just a block away. She walked to the station to borrow a gas can and buy some gas. The attendant told her that the only gas can he owned had been loaned out, but she could wait until it was returned. Since the nun was on the way to see a patient, she decided not to wait and walked back to her car. She looked for something in her car that she could fill with gas and spotted the bedpan she was taking to the patient. Always resourceful, she carried the bedpan to the station, filled it with gas, and carried the full bedpan back to her car. As she was pouring the gas into her tank, two men watched from across the street. One of them turned to the other and said, "If it starts, I'm turning Catholic."

Contest
Thanks 2 everyone for voting for me in the "Sexiest Cherry w/o Makeup Contest. It ends Sunday Jan. 21st at 11pm (est) I do appreciate everyone that came and showed me some love and continue to do so. Times like this, shows you who your true friends are. To those who came and showed me some love, need anything, I'm there ;) xoxoxox Jen

Christians On Ct
Christians on CT I feel a need to vent... I have seen many of you..."Christians", here on Cherry Tap. I don't have a problem with Christianity, per se, but do have a problem with your bullshit, to put it bluntly. Let me start by saying that I know you…I know what Christianity entails. I went to a Christian high school, my brother-in-law has a PhD in Theology… my mother will, (if you are all correct), be sitting…right next to Christ himself in Heaven…etc. I have studied religion, religious doctrine, and philosophy for many years and feel that I am quite educated on the subject. Your doctrine…I know all about it, so don’t bother trying to debate with me, on what I am about to say, (and if you choose to, be advised that I will make your head swim)…but…on with it. Some, and I emphasize SOME, of you here have posted in your profiles your belief in Christ. You are proud to be Christian…whether you be Protestant, Catholic …whatever. (And you know who you are) I have visited yo

I'm Sorry...
I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry That I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am

Who Needs Valentines Day Anyway??
ya its a great time of year if ure married or have a gf.but what bout the people who dnt have a gf or bf?then this time of the year reminds u of ure love that was lost or that u dnt have a companion at all

All Warriors
Well everybody's doing it. Do unto others before they do unto you. If it wasn't for back luck I would have no luck at all. These are excuses and rationalizations for giving up accountability. Be true to yourself. Seek the truth, The Great Spirit is the truth. The truth shall set you free. This is the truth. We cannot be free if we are dishonest nor can we live a balanced life if we are dishonest. As we grow, we need to start taking stands. All warriors take stands. The warrior's belief is constantly being aligned to truth. The warrior will always know where he/she stands. When we struggle to fight issues we put all our effort into it. We ask Creator for the courage, strength, and power to carry out what is needed to get the job done. When we speak truth it upsets some people because they are afraid of it. Care must be given to choose words wisely and not decieve or lie.Please Please help my mouth to speak the truth at all times. I ask that no lies come from me because

Kids... God Help Me.
So i get home yesterday to Sibi & Luvy fighting over a picture. Unlike King Solomon I can't cut them in half and throw them somewhere so I had to get Luvy to relinquish the photo because I knew Sibs would forget about it in a few minutes which she did. Then later on that night Luvy walks up to me and asks me something that shocked me. Okay mind you she's ELEVEN YEARS OLD. *ahem* "What color are your eyes?" In eleven years she's never looked?! I love that kid but she's too flighty sometimes.

My First Bitch Session!
ATTENTION....Bitching Gear Engaged...if you dont wanna hear it then stop here and hit that X at the top right of your screen! I joined Cherry Tap a lil over a month ago and for the most part it's been fun. I've met alot of great people and then there's those other ones. I try to help people out as much as possible when I can which would explain how I've gotten this far in levels in such a short amount of time. Well here lately people have really been pissing me off with all the backstabbing and manipulation that goes on here. Do you people not realize that this is the internet and not some life altering thing? I mean is it really worth all this? I dont think so! If you dont win some stupid contest does that make you less of a person? I mean sure it's nice to win, nobody likes to loose but if you do that does'nt change who you are. Is it really worth all the stress....well HELL NO! It just amazes me at the lengths some people will go to on here. I've noticed that these contests are n

Espin Personality Test
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... The eSPIN Personality Test MY RESULT:Saint You can't be a better person than a saint. You're selfless, sweet, and we wouldn't be surprised if you could perform a miracle or two. Of all the personality types on this test, yours is by far the most respectable. We mean, how couldn't everyone love you? Just remember, though - as nice as it is to help other people, sometimes you gotta help yourself a little, too. Don't be afraid to a little selfish every now and then. Seriously! We give you permission. Take This Quiz!

Ha! =)
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... The eSPIN Personality Test MY RESULT:The Thinker You're smart, and you know what? You totally know it. You value brains above almost anything else, which is pretty good. (Better than valuing, say, booties). But you also tend to get cocky about your own intelligence. Keep up with the intellectual pursuits, but don't be afraid to be wrong every once in a while. Seriously - stupidity can be cute! Take This Quiz!

What's Going On? Who Are You?
Ok, so I'm still a bit new here... but I don't hide much about myself, and need some catharsis just now. Feel free to ride along with me on this little self exploratory journey, but keep hands and arms inside the car at all times. I have lost myself a bit. I didn't mean to, but who does? I feel like I've been awake for a week and drinking coffee the whole time to keep myself together (it never works...trust me). I know this feeling, but the last time I had it, the circumstances were different to say the least. Ok, enough of me being all cryptic... I feel like I don't have a firm enough grasp of what's going on around me. I work as a freelancer for various film, television, and theater projects in the area, and I haven't had any work lately. My mind and body are atrophying. I can't keep my mind busy enough to keep from caving in. My body is going right with it. I need something to do. A problem to solve. An obstacle to overcome. Sure, take the easy route and say something smart

Calling Off Work
What's the best excuse you've used to get outta going to work? I'm not feeling good at all today and i wanna just call in sick n stay home only problem is i've already called off twice...once cuz i was so hung over and stuck at a *cough*hotel*cough* and the other cuz i was sick. And i've only been at my job for 2 1/2 months now and the managers don't really like me much lol i'm always getting in trouble ahah. anyways yeah help a girl out! i figure if i call off sick i'll just go to the drs n get a note so i don't get in as much of trouble

Gift Giveaway
Okay, So I'm getting bored with CT. I thought maybe I'd do a contest. Well more of a prize giveaway. You can use any picture you want. 2500 comments gets you a Platinum Cherry. 2000 gets you earrings. Men and women can enter. 4000 comments gets you a ring mens/womens. Anybody interested at all?? Let me know on here or via shout/pm!

Tell Me What To Do
i think you wispered it but I didn't hear i only saw your lips move the look in your eye was so hungry like me. your lips so full of thoughts and colored in lipstick-shades of love and lust and glistening sex. "Touch your nipple first through your shirt," i ogled your pink shirt and imagined what I knew beneath. the thick and turgid dusty-rose colored nipple longing to be sucked too hard pointed at me through your t-shirt. you weren't silent but I couldn't hear you only imagine your voice and the soft low guttural moans of yearning "Slide the vibrator into you and then just sit with me while I hold you with my eyes," i kissed your neck. i couldn't quite hear the hum of the lipstick-sized vibrator as it throttled full against your clit. the smell of your desire filled the room and covered your hands but I couldn't smell you only imagine the taste of your wetness as I run my tongue along the crease between your labia. the journey along t

Smut
I met Jesus on a park bench in Cleveland he wore a yellow tutu and a monkey hat and I wore my favorite green t-shirt and blue jeans. "S'up," I said to him. "Nada, man. Nada," and he smiled. "Thanks, you know for everything" "Sure thing. You know I love you.: "back at ya."

Children
SEND THIS WEB SITE TO ALL WHO HAVE KIDS I wanted to share a website with you that is a good idea to visit. It is http://www.familywatchdog.us When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house and red, blue, green, dots surrounding your entire neighborhood . When you click on these dots, a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. The best thing is that you can do is show your children pictures and see how close these people live to your home or school. This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. Another tool to help us keep our kids safe. Please pass on to anyone who has families

My First Cherry Tap Stalker
One of the first people I met here turned to be a psycho. He was a bit odd but being a Domme I am used to odd but this one takes the prize. We chatted for like 5 minutes, shared basis stuff like jobs etc then the next thing I know this IDIOT is on my phone using my business number( I am a Pro Domme ) to ask me out on a date I mean a date he's in Cali and I am in NY. Basic was dont call me ever again and then yesterday he ims me yet again. I told him leave me be and I called him a stalker. Well if it looks like a duck and quacks like a duck its a duck. Then much to my surprise I get this in my email. " hey goddess ellen, u know what im glad im not dating u beacuse your attitude's is to bad, i cant stand girls like that, u cant even accept an apology, how pathetic is that? and your over here calling me a stalker and i havent even talked aince the last phone conversation, what do u have against me being from califonis anyways, whats the matter u dont like californians, sorry but the

Daily Devotional 1/18/07
Grandfather Great Spirit All Over The World The Faces Of Living Things Are Alike. With Tenderness, They Have Come Up Out Of The Ground. Look Upon Your Children That They May Face The Winds And Walk The Good Road To The Day Of Quiet. Grandfather Great Spirit Fill Us With The Light. Give Us The Strength To Understand And The Eyes To See. Teach Us To Walk The Soft Earth As Relatives To All That Live. Aho , Amen , e-men . Hold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree which stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here. Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go. Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you." Aho , Amen , e-men . Words That Speak The American Indian is of the soil, whether it be the region of forests, plains, pueblos, or mesas. He fits into the landscape, for the hand that fashioned the cont

The Plain "taxing" Truth!
> At first I thought this was funny... > > > >then I realized the awful truth of it. > >Be sure to read all the way to the end! > > > >Tax his land, > >Tax his bed, > >Tax the table > >At which he's fed. > >Tax his tractor, > >Tax his mule, > >Teach him taxes > >Are the rule. > > > >Tax his cow, > >Tax his goat, > >Tax his pants, > >Tax his coat. > > > >Tax his ties, > >Tax his shirt, > >Tax his work, > >Tax his dirt. > > > >Tax his tobacco, > >Tax his drink, > >Tax him if he > >Tries to think. > > > >Tax his cigars, > >Tax his beers, > >If he cries, then > >Tax his tears. > > > >Tax his car, > >Ta x his gas, > >Find other ways > >To tax his ass > > > >Tax all he has > >Then let him know > >That you won't be done > >Till he has no dough. > > > >When he screams and hollers, > >Then tax him some more, > >Tax him till > >He's good and s ore. > > > >Then tax his coffin, > >Tax his grave, > >Tax the sod in > >Which he's laid. > > > >

Part 1 *adult Content/nsfw Flag For A Reason*
She was lying on her bed, reading a paper for school.. she could not really concentrate on it. Here mind kept wandering.. she was thinking bout what an idiot her boyfriend is.. he kept acting like a fucktard. Really. But he was a good fuck.. no really. Else she would have left him long ago.. there was no love in this, she just kept him for the shags... but of course she was looking around.. Today she saw that guy in the city again. He was kinda handsome..not perfect, but nice, and he had charisma.. it seemed to shine from within. And his buttocks! if she just could get her hands on those. She could not avoid to notice how pleasing this thought made her feel. And then his look.. his eyes when he looked over to her... those deep looking, shining blue eyes... an this discrete smile.. oh she d love to kiss him right now. She already had put her papers to side and was lying on her back with closed eyes fighting with herself bout if she should keep dreaming or go back to reality.. dreami

I Need Some Opinions
Ok V-day is coming up.. *sigh* a hallmark holiday and I'm wondering about whats appropriate if you are in a new relationship? I have been seeing somebody off and on since early december and we probably see each other 3x a week (except over the holidays) but I dont know if I'm expected to get him something for v-day?? Maybe as always I'm overthinking things but I do feel like I should get him something... however just cause its an I love you holiday... I question it it. I dont want to get all mushy. *ack* What do ya think?

Men
Why is it I find all the real stupid men that all they care about is themselves and hot gurls? I mean damn I know I look good. Im a BBW and I LOVE IT. I was with someone but he did me wrong..He put his ex before me and I wasnt having it so I dropped his azz..I do whatever it takes to take care of who im with but still get hurt..So I have decided to stay single its the best way to be really. That way I wont get hurt or used or lied to or cheated on. I am open for new friends but nothing else so please dont ask me alot of questions or try to get at me like that cause I wont talk with you then. But I want to say thanks to some of my friends on here that have been there for me..And to my male friends thank you for not coming at me like that...Get at cha gurl one

Counsel From The Wise...yet Not So Wise.
Last night, my brother-in-law pulled me outside to have a heart 2 heart convo. I obliged, of course because I was interested in what he had on mind. We talked; he asked me what was going on with me, if I was hiding something from him (we're very close). I said, "No, Hector, I'm not." I lied. We then began to discuss my marital issues, including the major one I'm having. I am about to breakdown...he thinks I should forget all the shit, and go thru with it. Don't know if I can. I've gotten suicidal through all this, but I fight it for my babies and my new job. No one knows and I don't care. But, I need to get thru this somehow but I wonder if I can. I haven't broken down yet, but I need to; I feel it within. One day soon, I hope...that way, I can feel better and cope better. Hopefully. Indee

What Is So Wrong To Offer A Contest Without The Only Folks That Are Benefiting Anything Are The Contestants?
I just don't get it. So many of the "contests" on CT are all about getting more points accumulated for the person hosting the contest rather than the contestants actually benefiting from it. No wonder they so often say no limits on the comments because of their ulterior motives of gaining more points. This morning, I brainstormed and came up with a perfect contest where the contestants actually benefit by the gifts I would be giving the winners and I don't really accomplish anything out of the contest other than giving away some of my accumulated points. Don't people know that some people like to do something "just because they can" rather because they want to gain anything out of something for themselves???? Why does that concept seem so hard to understand on CT????? Why is it so hard to get a contest rolling that isn't benefiting myself and is benefiting the contestants??? Please explain..... Signed... Dazed & confused in Austin, TX

Broken Dreams
Nothing in the world, it seems Shatters like a broken dream It is the ache behind the mean Of shadows silent and unseen And in this fortress dream of sorrow Exist no dawn and no tomorrow Just hours that cut you as they pass Like little shards of broken glass And yet another and another Sometimes the night is meant to suffer But look up now and see how far They light your way like little stars Oh, if I had a star to shine For every broken dream of mine The whole night sky would turn to day And all my troubles melt away

Safe Place
Another day inside my world I'm married to you and this road A road that never lets me sleep There's no way to escape these demons I am forced to keep And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now I mean the best with what I say It doesn't always sound that way I never learned to work things out 'Cause in my family all we ever seem to do is shout And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now... And I try to sleep The drugs I take are killing me I think of you to ease my pain But you're so far Now it's time to say goodbye I love you baby Please don't cry And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now...

Mine( Poem)
My heart have you stole But no word said i. I just basked in loves sheer glow, And place you upon high. My heart did you warm. With a tender smile. Something so pure It brought upon me a gentle calm. My mind do you pocess With over powering strength. That when away from you I am a thinkless mess. You have turned my world From iron to gold No more will I ever Feel lost and alone. You are Mine, and I too yours. Lovers in an embrass Together to love for all of time.

Stupid
This is just a vent. Nothing big, just thought I'd "get it out." Okay, I know I'm not the hottest girl around, and that's okay. But out of all the hundreds of rates (all 10s and some 11s), I have had 2 different people rate my 5 public pics as 7s. WHat gives? What did I do to you? If you don't like what you see, you don't have to rate, especially when you aren't even man (or woman) enough to put your name on there. Yeah, "someone" rated me a 7. It's stupid. I'm not a rate whore, but come on. If you're going to do something that is supposed to be insulting, at least show me who the hell you are. Probably not much to look at so you gotta hide like a scared little bitch. Whatever. Okay, enough bitchiness over something trivial. Rant over. ***EDIT: It's not the lower rating that bugs me; to each his own, ya know? It's that they want to be anonymous doing it. Be a man and show me who you are. That's all. After all, you wouldn't rate someone a 10 anonymously.

Green Tea
So I sip the drink in my view Think about nothing in deep thought blue Try to reason my hate to love And fail with a itching bug No excuse no pity all pain No trust no love no gain In a morbid smile I laugh myself And the things that i fail to help Wash away the sins for another day And pretend to go outside and play In the mud and filth I gather from this mindset What else should I expect Does me writing this have a affliction upon the reader No I'm just another breather Would I want a response in return I'd rather play with a loaded gun Do I want to pretend to be okay That is exactly the what Ill say In a realization I walk away Head down and lift it for another day Smile at work and gain money for the pain Shake hands with the Gods And never follow the mods All I can really do anyways is just be me But with that, no one will see She is only there for a minute than gone Along with her lust and song As I pick up my drink i take a sip.

Another Cherry Blast
OK... I am hooked. I just bought another blast for 7 days this time. The first one was phenomenal for 3 days. I have met many great people on here and do appreciate all the compliments and photo comments that they leave.

:: Prays ::
My gift to sheep across the earth Is to be a wounded wolf for the sheep to hurt So blister me for all it’s worth I’ll find a way to make it good And say my prayer as I do my work I pledge allegiance to my devastation And swear commitment to the pacification of unholy nations To be a beacon for your revilement, abuse, use, and disgust ALL HAIL THE DAILY RESSURECTED IN DEBASE I TRUST

A Big Thanks To Michelle, Mary, Kathy & Christina,caryn
I'd Like to thank Michelle, Mary , Kathy and Christina, Caryn ..so Very much for helping Me and My Neice in her School Project .. "What the American Flag means to me" .. She had to ask 9 People what the Flag means to them .. And thank goodness Ive got such wonderful Friends ..She asked me to Send out a Big Hug to you all . and a Big Thank you so Girls This is for you From Amanda Make your own Myspace Crazy Text at CommentYou.com Get more at COMMENTYOU.com

What's Your Fine??
What's Your Fine?? This is fun to do! GET A PIECE OF PAPER and read the "offense" and if you've done it, write down only the amount of the fine you owe. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, TOTAL THE AMOUNT and see how bad you are?? You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on CHERRYTAP -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passe

Ex-girlfriends, Why
why do ex-girlfriends feel that they need to call basically just to tell you how that have found the all time love of their life and they are getting married, and this and that and it is all super duper great? And then they just give you that feeling that they did it just to rub it in your face and bum you out, and then they let you go, sucks, hate em for it!!

Poetry Written For Me By Jim On My B-day I Love It...
kaotic she is,mesmerizing me her kisses my treasure her heart my home seeking only her smile magically touching my heart bringing music to my soul a love for her unrequited but growing stronger everyday longing but always unconditional the best part of me filling a spacious void peacefully soothing all worries beautifully quelling all fears in my heart she lies forever close to me there with me always no matter how far away missing her words loving her thoughts she only need ask and ill give her anything be it her fondest wish or her darkest desire for she is my heart and all it could be kaotic she is beloved by me For the one I adore,The Lady of Kaos,on her birthday January 19th,2007.....I love you with all my heart .......happy birthday amber.....smooches jim

Do Most People Do This?
WHY THE F*CK DO PEOPLE HAVE TO LIE ABOUT STUPID SH*T WHEN THEY KNOW THEY WOULD JUST FEEL BETTER BY TELLING THE TRUTH?! AND THEY KNOW THAT THE PEOPLE THEY LIE TO WILL FIND OUT EVENTUALLY! YOU AND I BOTH KNOW THAT!! SO WHY? WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO F*CKING STUPID ABOUT IT! PLEASE TELL ME, CAUSE I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO KNOW. DON'T THEY KNOW THAT THEY ARE HURTING OTHERS BY LYING? UUUUUUUUUUUGH!! *WALKS AWAY*

Ipod
OK, I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU GUYS, BUT I AM A TOTAL DUMBASS WHEN IT COMES TO ALL THESE ELECTRONIC GADGETS. MY DAUGHTER GOT AN IPOD NANO FOR HER BIRTHDAY LAST YEAR. I DECIDED I WANTED ONE, HOWEVER, MY DAUGHTER EXPLODED AND SAID IT WAS UNCOOL FOR ME TO HAVE AN IPOD SINCE I WAS OLD. (NOTE TO SELF: SPANK CHILD). WITH THAT SAID, I JUST LUGGED MY CD PLAYER AROUND. SO FOR CHRISTMAS THE LITTLE SHIT GOT A NEW PINK IPOD. SO I WAS THEN ALLOWED TO HAVE THE OLD ONE. COOL!! AN IPOD FOR THE OLD WOMAN!! OK, HOW IN THE HELL DO YA WORK THE DAMN THING?? OH MY GOD!! I WENT TO THE TANNING SALON TODAY, GOT ALL SETTLED IN,AND GOT MY IPOD OUT. THE STUPID EAR PLUGS WOULD NOT STAY IN AND THE WIRES WERE ALL TANGLED UP AROUND MY HEAD, THE DAMN THING KEPT SLIDING OFF THE PILLOW, SO NEEDLESS TO SAY, I SPENT MY WHOLE TANNING SESSION WRESTLING WITH THE STUPID LITTLE ELECTRONIC GADGET!!!!!! GEEZ! MAYBE THE VIDEO IPOD WILL BE BETTER!! - LOL

Ok This Is It...i'm Fucking Done
As of tomorrow all of my pics and profile and everything will be gone...I'm leaving the site...i'm so sick and tired of this fucking NSFW bullshit!!!! You can't even have a fucking pic of you fully clothed n showing ur body without some asshole marking it as NSFW so ya know what i'm done....if these people on here wanna be that fucking lame and childish about it then so be it but i'm not sticking around....to those of you whom i've made friends with thank you for making the time i've been here fun and thanks for the conversations and you can thank all the assholes that ruin it for everyone else. *flips the finger* Sue

My Happy Moment For The Day
baldarmygu...: I love you. No matter how you're feeling. And I am YOUR man, no one else's. The one who wants to be your husband. Guys, if you have a woman, never let a day go by where you don't tell herwhat she means to you, it makes all the difference inthe world. Nick, I Love You Baby. And I can't wait til you're my husband.

Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison
Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison Bill would allow rounding up and imprisoning of non-registered political writers Steve Watson Infowars.net Thursday, January 18, 2007 You'd be forgiven for thinking that it was some new restriction on free speech in Communist China. But it isn't. The U.S. Government wants to force bloggers and online grassroots activists to register and regularly report their activities to Congress in the latest astounding attack on the internet and the First Amendment. Richard A. Viguerie, Chairman of GrassrootsFreedom.com, a website dedicated to fighting efforts to silence grassroots movements, states: "Section 220 of S. 1, the lobbying reform bill currently before the Senate, would require grassroots causes, even bloggers, who communicate to 500 or more members of the public on policy matters, to register and report quarterly to Congress the same as the big K Street lobbyists. Section 220 would amend existing lobbying reporting law b

A Life Not Forgotten
THIS IS A POEM I CHOOSE TO WRITE IN MEMORY OF THE LOVED ONES I HAVE LOST OVER THE LAST YEAR. I HOPE THEY ARE LOOKING DOWN AND SEE HOW VERY MUCH I MISS THEM AND HOW MUCH OF MY LIFE I TRY TO LIVE FOR THEM EVERYDAY! We feel a pain, our bodies misplaced, The life they lived the one‘s they touched The body aches, it feels displaced, Seeking comfort, in the memories clutched. A part of life, we all go through, A body we knew, but now is missed, Their life is here, because memories are too, In the rain, and the snow and the early mist. We know in our heart, we must move on, For the life we loved, and miss so much, Would want us strong, to not be alone, To share our life, for the lives we touch.

Ask Me
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential

Explanation
Howdy to those who read my babblings. This is a new blog I am starting. It's of no importance other than for me to blow my steam. Some of you may want to read it, some of you won't. It may make sense, it may not. It's purely for my bitching. Rather it be daily, hourly, by the minute or however often I feel the urge. It will be MY opinions, MY rants, MY bitching. NOthing said in this blog will be to please anyone else. If that offends you, please don't read it. With that being said....if you choose to read....please sit down, buckle your seat belt, apply your big boy/girl ears, and hold on. This could be a wild, grouchy, bitchy, cussing, fucked up ride!!! Hugs to you all!!

Master And The Slave
live in the trust we gave the master and the slave foresaken life of sin the blood of lust runs in sin sayer plays the roll your fortune always told on your knees and pray the lines are drawn in gray fill the night with black the feelings coming back take control of me together we will be pleasure soon begins the dance of many sins bite your lip and scream another lustful dream

A Poem I Wrote..
as we grow we learn many things here are a few important ones to remember. the person who wasnt supposed to let u down, probably will. the person that would never hurt u, probably will. you will have ur heart broken, more than once. you will break some1s heart so remember how it felt to u. you will fight ur best friend you will blame a new love for something an old one did. you will cry at the passing of time loved ones n friendz. with this being said take these words to heart. happiness is not a feeling, its a choice we all have to make for ourselves. everyday we have to fight to keep that choice from everyone who strives to make us miserable like them. remember every 60 seconds you spend upset is one minute of happiness you can NEVER get back. losing is a part of life... live it to its fullest.

Sexy Truck
YOU'VE BIN HIT BY THE |^^^^^^^^^^^^| |SEXXXIIII TRUCK | '|""";.., ___. |_..._...______===|= _|__|..., ] | "(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@ )(@ )*****(@) ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 SEXXII PEOPLE, IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNO YOUR REALLY SEXXII! IF YOU BRAKE THE cHAIN, YOULL BE CURSED WITH UGLYNESS FOR 10 YEARS SO PASS IT HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS SEXXXIII Ok... If you think I'm sexy, just let me know here!

Day One
So I pick up my distributors from their hotel and drag their ass to the Anaheim Convention Center. The 1st 10 minutes is spent finding our bearings and getting in the door. Once inside we head straight to the Sampson Booth, they're sales reps as well. On the way we run into one of the Greatest Bassists of all time, Tony Levine at the Ernie Ball Booth. Naturally we stop, say hi, get pics, move on. We get to Sampson, do the nickel tour, I get introduced to people, etc. As we walk down the stairs to head out of the booth we run into Stu Hamm walking up. HOLY SHIT!!! Two bass legends in 20 minutes, amazing, I'm floored. Again, pics, signatures, move on. Blah, Blah, Blah The next few hours is spent switching out my badge for the borrowed one, a few smokes, meeting my distributors face to face, lots of killer guitars and just talking mad shit to guys who are there for the same reason we are, the love of musical instruments. In our journey we had to split for some reason so i went over to

***bloggers Who Criticize The Government May Face Prison!!!!
***Bloggers Who Criticize the Government May Face Prison!!!! -- Please Repost!! below is a copy of the senate bill S1 Section 220 start--> Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison Bill would allow rounding up and imprisoning of non-registered political writers Steve Watson Infowars.net Thursday, January 18, 2007 You'd be forgiven for thinking that it was some new restriction on free speech in Communist China. But it isn't. The U.S. Government wants to force bloggers and online grassroots activists to register and regularly report their activities to Congress in the latest astounding attack on the internet and the First Amendment. Richard A. Viguerie, Chairman of GrassrootsFre

For Grins -- What Sort Of A Disney Princess Are You???
Which Disney Princess Are You?Snow WhiteYou're the most beautiful in all the land but you;re stuck living in some strange company! Snow White was the original Disney's princess and was first seen in Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. LOL.... I am hoping that doesn't mean that after my first grandbaby is born on/about July 8th, that there will be six more following!!! lol...

Were Jedi!!! Lol
HELLOOOOOOOO Tappers :) So yeah im a bit exciteable today, why? well because finally myself and my friends are pushing ahead with the star wars jedi pics we wanted to do(Yes im a total geek)! Well at any rate hopefully soon we will have some test pictures of myself and a few of my friends wielding our lightsabres! w00t! yay us! Hehe well i was bored and now my mind is like yay! but im rambling so speak to you all soooon ;). *hugs* James

The Consumption Of Alcochol
Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver. ~ Jack Handy ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~* "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What Type Of Weather Are You?
You Are a Rainbow Breathtaking and rare You are totally enchanting and intriguing But you usually don't stick around long! You are best known for: your beauty Your dominant state: seducing What Type of Weather Are You?

Magpies Part 1 - Please Read!
MAGPIES One For Sorrow Two For Joy Three For Girl And Four For Boy The Beginning Sirens blared and blue lights strobed as the harsh, sharp rain pelted down from the black midnight sky. A thick mist rose from the ground like fingers, clawing at the dense darkness. A solitary streetlight burnt through the night air, dispersing the minuscule water droplets in a giant halo of fierce, fiery orange. Large muddy puddles filled the uneven troughs of the tarmac, periodically escaping to the deep, muddy ditches that lined the country road. The streetlight reflected off a thousand shards of plastic and glass. Shimmering slivers of sharp multicoloured razors carpeted the dark grey concrete for fifty yards. The carnival of colour, showered with flashing blue and white, tinkled as they were scattered by heavy footsteps. Shiny black rubber torn from the car like tendons and ligaments was strewn across the road reaching the wooden and wire fence on the opposite side. Larger panes of glass refl

Cherrytagz Server Issue
Hey Guys, I am working with Tech Support right now and Cherrytagz.com should be back up and running 100% soon. I am told they are working on it and we will have new servers tonite! Soooo sorry guys Please bear with me. Ill make it up to all of you ;) Vlad

Weekend Plans Or Lack Thereof Lol...
AARRGGHH!! No blind dates for me this weekend...lmao Not even a plan to go out at all...Im sick of going to clubs and its the same stuff all the time. Half drunk idiots who think you should be impressed because of how much money they make or what they drive.. WHO CARES I dont..I make enough money and I have a great ride. It will take more than that to impress me. There are alot of qualities that I value in a friend...a potential BF would have to be a great friend above all. If you can be a friend you can be a lover...Im not one to sleep with someone just to have sex. Call me old fashioned if you want. ITs fine...Im cool with it. So what will I do? On Sat I have three classes at the spa (we are changing the name to the studio lol) and then Im going to SIT home and do my nails, have a glass of red wine and put my feet up... *grin* IM getting all excited about it just thinking about it. Hey maybe Ill rent a movie!! woohoo!! lmao well if YOU work 6 days a week what would yo

Beast Within
Animalistic urges grow As we make loves sweet show Bite flesh with your nails and claw The beast within likes the feeling raw Takes over and gains control Beast of lust without a soul Bites and growls locked in heat Makes a lover a meal to eat Pain excites the beast within Drives on lust oh sweet sin Faster pace of lusty grind Now set free from in the mind Forcing harder till climax arrive Feel the energy so alive Growls of orgasms final release At last the beast lays at peace Safely back within its prison cage Only to awaken when you enrage With love bites and claws and torn flesh Beast of lust will then with you enmesh As you are one in the act and deed beast leaves in you something you need That primal part that stirs the soul Makes you both one complete and whole By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Soldier's Prayer
Got to pray sometime A Soldiers Prayer God our Father, Help me to remain true to my ideals during my service to my country. Help me be what is in America, the land of the free. May I realize that I represent what our country stands for. My uniform is a symbol of duty and valor both in peace and in war. I take up arms to defend what all Americans hold dear: life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. Grant me the strength to live according to these ideals, the courage of my convictions, and the resolve to endure whatever dangers threaten. With you at our side I fear no evil and resist every enemy, secure in the knowledge that you hold me in the palm of your hand. Amen.

A Mayo Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours >>in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of >>coffee. >> >>A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in >>front of him When the class began; he wordlessly picked up a very >>large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf >>balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. >> >>The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the >>jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas >>between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar >>was full. They agreed it was. >> >>The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. >>Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if >>the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." >> >>The profess

Beautiful Statue For The Soldiers
What is it? See the description below the photo.... This statue currently stands outside the Iraqi palace, now home to the 4th Infantry division. It will eventually be shipped home and put in the memorial museum in Fort Hood , TX. The statue was created by an Iraqi artist named Kalat, who for years was forced by Saddam Hussein to make the many hundreds of bronze busts of Saddam that dotted Baghdad. Kalat was so grateful for the Americans liberation of his country; he melted 3 of the heads of the fallen Saddam and made the statue as a memorial to the American soldiers and their fallen warriors. Kalat worked on this memorial night and day for several months. To the left of the kneeling soldier is a small Iraqi girl giving the soldier comfort as he mourns the loss of his comrade in arms. Do you know why we don't hear about this in the news? Because it is heart warming and praise worthy. The media avoids it because it does not have the shock effect

Been There
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

You Too Shall Come To Pass...
I am not broken. I will be fine. I won't look back, nor lose my mind. I will stand tall. I will not fear. I won't remember, those loss of years. I'll survive. I know I will. I've done it before, and I am standing...STILL! SO, take your love, and shove it up your ass! I'll make it on my own. YOU TOO SHALL COME TO PASS!!! written by me/01-15/06

Well...haha
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Choosing A Wife
Choosing a wife > > >A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three >likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to >see what they do with the money. > >The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her >hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very >nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more a >attractive for him because she loves him so much. > >The man was impressed. > >The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of >golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. >As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money >on him because she loves him so much. > >Again, the man is impressed. > >The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times >the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in

The Hike (alternate Ending By My Muse)
My muse, thoughtful, giving lover that she is, suggested an alternate ending to The Hike. So here is the alternate version in toto. It is a beautiful day in the Pacific Northwest. We arrive at the park, unload our picnic basket and set out on our hike to the falls. You are wearing a tight fitting tank top that hugs your delicious curves, and very short shorts, which when climbing up hills reveal a tantalizing tease of your gorgeous ass. I am wearing a tight fitting t-shirt and khaki, somewhat worn shorts. We walk through the forest talking, holding hands, dazzled by the beauty of our surroundings and the soothing sound of the creek trickling beneath us. The sun is shining through the dense pine trees forming glittering pools of light on the forest floor. As we are climbing a particularly steep hill you lose your footing and topple backwards. I catch you and "accidentally" cup your beautiful, perky breasts while trying to help you up. I can feel your nipples harden under the fa

Just Read It!!!
I HAVE LOST MY MIND, I HAVE LOST MY PLACE ON MY FRIENDS LIST.....BLAME IT ON MY 'LIL FREN' IF I DONT HIT YOUR PAGE SOMETIME TODAY, GET OVER IT..I LOVE ALL MY FRIEND, I JUS GET SO CONFUSED! ANYWAY, HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! BONES

~my Love~
SO WHAT CHA GOIN TO DO WITH THE LOVE I OFFER YOU? WILL IT BE JOY OR A BURDEN? I GIVE IT FREELY AND OPEN AND I EXPECT NOTHING MORE IN RETURN I WANT OUR UNION TO BE ONE THAT OTHERS LOOK AT IN AWE WONDERING WHAT THAT LIGHT IS THAT SURROUNDS OUR PRESENSE WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES I CAN SEE YOUR SOUL SMILING BACK AT ME AND WHEN I LAY MY HEAD ON YOUR CHEST I CAN HEAR AND FEEL THE RYTHM OF YOUR HEART INCREASE THE ELECTRICITY THAT SPARKS FROM YOU IGNITES THE FIRE IN MY BODY LEAVING MY PASSION FOR YOU BURNING AND LONGING FOR YOUR TOUCH WOULD IT BE TO MUCH TO WANT, THATS ALL I ASK OF MY LOVE

Part Two...=)
iTs JuSt tHe WaY i Am..=) Current mood: happy i am anything but the girl next door..im honest, open, wild, fun loving, creative, sincere, feisty, rebellious, sweet and genuine..if i give you my friendship..treasure it..cuz i will be your friend for life...as for my life style or my beliefs..im simple...i live life to the fullest...I DONT CARE ABOUT LABELS...whose to say whats right or wrong...whose to tell me what i can do or cant do...whose to tell me how i should be..im gonna enjoy life and all it has to offer...and never look back..i have no regrets..cuz even if ive made a bad choice...thats life...we learn from past mistakes...and hopefully we just dont keep repeating the same mistakes too often...i tend to wear my heart on my sleeve..which is not always a good thing..i trust everyone from the get go..which im learning is not always a good thing..but hey people who are gonna shit on you, use you, abuse you or anything else...are probably gonna do it anyway...so might

They Ain't Heavy.....
Gotta pimp my good friends who joined us here, from AdultSpace! Friend em, Fan em, Rate em, Love em, show em what CherryTap is all about! wolf_lady@ CherryTAP pixie3lf@ CherryTAP Tongue@ CherryTAP lyken_moon@ CherryTAP clinton@ CherryTAP kenwar12000@ CherryTAP If I missed one of you, let me know, and I'll add you or you can throw yourself on there! LOL

Wishing For Beauty That Will Never Be
She hates the girl in the mirror. She wont go away. As long as she’s still there. Forever sad she will stay. The never changing image. Only grows worse with time. Her efforts are useless. People can be so unkind. She was damned from the start. She cant stop hating the reflection. She turns her insides to acid. There’s no positivity in this connection. She only wishes for the impossible. She’s so tired, it’s not fair. She tries twice as hard to look half as good. It’s useless, why does she care. Let her live under a paper bag. She’ll cut holes in it to look out. On this skin deep world. From which she’s been shutout.

A Dream So Real
When you're in love with someone The flow of that voice commands you Focuses your mind. On them, you've felt a uniting thread. Their presence always with you. Feelings of bliss that will never end when you think of them. Every waking hour you've felt love. And now you can visualize it - the infinite. Outside of time. So much love inside It's being caught in a storm So powerful, So comfortable you don't mind being right there getting wet in rain. When it moves through you, you can feel it, It probes and glides across your flesh. Like waves in the sea coming upon the shore. Even the tip of it, the experience. Makes you feel warm when it touches you. You know what it feels like. Becoming so excited with every touch. BY ME you'll find. . . my forever girl. A dream so real.

Part 6
He was standing in the shower and while the water ran down his body he began to think.. bout that girl.. he had been thinking a lot bout here since he first saw her. She seemed to be quite unhappy and unsure. She wasn't one of that Paris Hilton or Britney Spears alike girls.. but she had a beauty of her own.. a charisma shining from within through it all. The look in her eyes every time she saw him.. Was it right that he did what he did the other day? She has a boyfriend yeah.. but that guy is cheating on her.. saw him in a club messing with another girl in a very obvious way. But still.. doing what he did.. wasn't that gone to far? But.. she really enjoyed it.. that look on her face when she discovered it was him... and she dragged him further into it.. she did not push him away.. he didn't force it on her.. so why did he go.. why did he get that scared when it was over? It was so great.. and it seemed like she thought the same.. he should have stayed--- talk to her... but what would

:-)
Went out today after work and went to this little independently owned music shop......Steve and I used to shop there ALL the time....The guy that owned it is named Art, and he really enjoyed when we came in....I had not seen Art since several months before Steve passed away...so figured I would go in there today and tell Art about Steve and then get some new cool tunes.....Art was in complete shock.....he is SUCH a nice guy......Told him how Steve loved to get his music there (he hated big corporations)and Art just smiled real big lol....anyway I got 5 CDs and an Audioslave bogan haha, if there is a bogan I am gonna get it hahaha.....so I got Killswitch Engaged, Biohazard, Hinder, Fuel and Creed (yea creed...I know lol) but I just love the guys voice........oh and I got a gift for someone special :-) and I know it is gonna drive him crazy till he finds out what it is LOL Well I am going back to eating my pizza now..........nothing left to see here.......go.......go now..........

Email Virus Hoax Warnings
Hiya I just thought Id put this site up here as there have been quite a few hoaxes sent around lately. If you get an email warning you of a virus thats going to eat your pc, then turn on your house eventually eating your whole city.. go here first http://www.hoax-slayer.com/ check it out before panicking. Its a natural caring response to email all your friends and thats a wonderful thing, too many dont care these days. But a simple check will save you the bother and your friends the time of sending it on. Take care all and keep smiling!! Have a great weekend ok? Daz :-)

Lost
Time moves on as I think of the past, The moments we shared and the times we laugh. My love for you well its hard to explain, But your not here so I'll show it in rain, I'll show it in the sun that lights up your face I'll show it In stars that Guide you to space. I'll show you in love Like a parent to a child, I'll see it in your face every time that you smile, And show me you love me Like I do for you, I know that its hard and you know that its true, Remember those days when you thought it was over. and life was hell with the world on your shoulder. But in that time you stop and you thought of the rain and the sun the stars and a smile, then the time we shared thinking those days were wild. Just push and move and I'll be there, so worries no fears not even a care. So till the day you die we wont be apart But I am right now so keep me in your heart.

Speechless
I HAVE NEVER BEEN ONE TO BELIEVE LIFE IS EVER REALLY FAIR. SOMETIMES PEOPLE ARE TAKEN AWAY FROM US FOR REASONS THAT WE DONT UNDERSTAND, AND SOMETIMES THEY WALK AWAY FOR REASONS WE DONT UNDERSTAND. I GUESS TODAY IM SPEECHLESS BC IM SO CONFUSED. IVE NEVER REALLY BEEN THE TYPE TO REALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WITH ALL THAT I HAVE. I GUESS THAT I WAS ALWAYS AFRAID TO LET MYSELF GO AND TAKE CHANCES. NOT TO LONG A FRIEND OF MINE SAID THAT THEY NEEDED TO BE OFF OF TAP AND NOT TALK TO ME FOR AWHILE. I DIDNT UNDERSTAND BC ITS ALWAYS BEEN ME AND HER, AND WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN REALLY CLOSE. I FOUGHT AS HARD AS I COULD TO MAKE HER STAY BUT SHE WENT ANYWAY. TODAY I WENT TO HER PROFILE AND SAW BLOGS SHE HAD POSTED AND WAS TOTALLY SPEECHLESS. I SAW SOMEONE WHO REALLY HONESTLY LOVED ME, AND WANTED ME TO BE HAPPY SO INSTEAD OF FORCING ME TO STAY LET ME GO AND BE FREE. IM GONNA TELL YOU SOMETHING RIGHT NOW ..THATS WHAT REAL LOVE IS WHEN SOMEONE TELLS U THEY WANT U TO BE HAPPY AND ARE GONNA GET HURT I

Random Things About Me....
So I am being asked these questions to answer now..So here they are... Name is.... Angelicia Breanna Christina Nicole..(last name withheld) Ya soo i work at fords and i love my job and i wont be doing that forever since i am going to become a vet in about 3 years now... Personal life? wow that one is hard for me...I am single by choice.. Why? because being cheated on sucks and i dont trust guys very much... Been in love? Yes once i have been and i thoought he was the one that i would be with forever...Havent been in love since, not true love.. Do i believe in true love? Yes i do and i do want that..But it is gonna take someone special that i can trust and be my friend first before i love him...And that hasnt happened yet... What is the sexiest thing on a man? His beliefs..ya that is what i find sexy, there are so many sexy things physically on men that are sexy but i like there mind...A man that can think and read and intrest me that way is one that i wil

The Stranger
He comes to me only in dreams, this dark stranger with the crystal blue eyes. He came to me last night. I wake to find him beside me. The touch of his hand awakens my very soul. He kisses me softly at the curve of my neck. Sensations erupt within me from this simple, sweet kiss. I feel his hand stroke my arm as I turn to gaze into the depths of his soul. His eyes are a blue I have never seen on another human. Crystalline blues eyes that are framed by dark black lashes. I feel as though he knows my deepest desires. I try to turn away and my dark stranger holds me with his gaze. I seem to melt into him. Should I kiss him? Will I lose myself if I do? He strokes the side of my face with his hand. He traces the outline of my lips with his fingers. I must taste him. It seems to be an overwhelming compulsion to do so. I press my body into his ever so lightly. As his mouth closes over mine, a thousand words cannot describe the emotions I feel. His mouth so warm, so inviting, so tempting

Thanks To All Of You From Lady K
I WANNA PERSONALY THANK EVERY ONE HWO HAS WISHED ME HAPPY B-DAY RATHER HERE OR ON ONE OF THE MANY FUCKING WEB PAGES I SURF.. THERES JUST TOO MANY FOR ME TO SEND A PERSONAL TY TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.. SMOOCHES TO YOU ALL MUCH LOVE LADY KAOS ...

Sometimes Life Really Has A Soundtrack...
Fist fight with the older bro. Stupid reason to start it, but I did. As I threw the first, idiotic punch : Mayhem's 'Freezing Moon' comes on. (iTunes, yo.) Soooo, I got beatthefuckup to Mayhem. Lame, but kind of neat in a way.

Poem: An Angel Has Left Us
This was written when someone who was close in her own way to a lot of people passed away. COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL I ask that this not be copied without permission. Fri 12/22/06 11:33 AM I'm not used to writing but had to get it out. Even though I didn't talk much with Lonelyteardop she'd bring a smile every day. An Angel has left our lives today Returning to a place of no pain An Angel will now hear us pray Each and every day. An Angel has left a space empty To return to her Creator In our hearts the tears flow free Yet we know she goes to something better. An Angel has left us here To live on in memory Gone to a place without fear Yet stay in our thoughts for eternity.

Trying To Sort Everything Out Mentally And Emotionally...
Hey fellow CherryTappers. Another blog entry, as you've noticed. I'm just trying to deal with all of my daily struggles, although they're causing me bloody noses. Today, I finally told my best friend how my problems make me TRULY feel, and he didn't understand me. It made me sad because I thought I could tell him whatever without him getting all weird and shit...I guess I have to keep certain things to myself. My breakdown hasn't occured yet, but it will. I just want to get it over with...

Held Breath
First real winter snow blanketing my little piece of the earth my mind is thousands of miles away with you thinking, daydreaming, dreaming of you wondering if this could be real praying it is..and praying i don't get hurt again it is so pretty out here mountains behind me beside me a stream gently flowing caressing the rocks and easing my soul crisp, cool air blowing against my face a shiver running down my spine as i think of your words your smile your face. hope grows anew under a thin layer of perfection a winter wonderland wondering what it would be like to curl up in your arms and wake up there. never ceasing to amaze me the way i feel right now a mixture of hope and fear the urge to run away but my heart is alreading screaming to stay to see to give us a chance. so in my litle winter wonderland i sit and watch the snow fall amazed at mother natures beauty and listen to my heart as it skips a beat when i think of you holding my brea

More Ways That Adobe Acrobat Updater Makes Me Feel
-Like a squirel in front of a cement truck. -As if I was stripped of my will to live. -Like a five year old being asswhipped by ten year olds. -Like an ant under a lens. -Like a midget in a pro wrasslin' match. -Like a driver in an out of control bus.

Another Blog
Okay well I've been posting alot more then usual but writting helps me get the stress out of my body as i have no other way that i can without getting myself in a serious amount of trouble and i dont really want to do that. I've been sitting here thinking about this dream i had about my friend. About how him and i talked and i cant help but pray that i really did talk to him. It was kinda weird but it was good at the same time, We stood there on a golf course and talked and he asked me why i was being like i was, why was i letting everything get me down why was i letting insignifisent people bring me down when i was better then that. All i could say to him is that i couldnt believe he was gone after all we had gone threw as we had gone threw a previous tour together and survived it. he told me hey it happens we knew the risks getting involved with the service in the first place. And i just looked at him and i couldnt get the words out of my mouth i just felt like i wanted t

Just Read This
i am deleting tons of you from my friends list! if you never talk to me then what is the point of being on my friends list. its not like ur getting a lot of points from me. anyhow i used to have 1400+ friends now im down to 500 something and still deleting ppl. i am only keeping ppl who talk to me...

Want My Shoes?
Before you judge me, try my shoes on. Don't walk that dreaded mile. Just try them on and see what you feel. My shoes have been physically abused, mentally abused, emotionally abused. They've been worn down, run over, beaten down. My battered shoes have been all alone and at times neglected. Their "souls" have been ripped, tattered and torn. The tongue of my shoes has kissed lies, covered lies, covered secrets to protect others. My old shoes have been buried in slander, hidden in mud. My shoes have hidden in fear and ran from mistakes. They have run away from those that they called their family in order to protect their very sanity. They battle depression and fight for my life. So try them on, you judgemental demon. See how long before you feel the fire that they have walked through. You'll buckle you slimy weakling. My shoes were made for me. Your judgement is nothing to what I have already conquered. I've beat you down more than once in my lowest low and I WILL do i

Women Words
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine". 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: Though not actually a word, this IS a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a man can hear a woman make. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard

Besides The Amazing Music The Eighties Were No Picnic
IT'S FUNNY, SO LAUGH. When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up-what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning uphill both ways through year 'round blizzards carrying their younger siblings on their backs to their one-room schoolhouse where they maintained a straight-A average despite their full-time after-school job at the local textile mill where they worked for 35 cents an hour just to help keep their family from starving to death! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up there was no way I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But...... Now that I've reached the ripe old age of twenty-nine, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so damned easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a freakin' Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids toda

Family??
They will say that they loved me, they don't Cannot live with the fact that they betrayed me That there is no truth in what i thought was real Trick or betrayed my faith ends and i feel like i was played its too late I undo unity For it is for fools In this bull shit I don't need Trick or betrayed I think you should know They know it's true That it is a hoax i now see through the lie it was a scheme and it ruined my trust and i now despise! Trick or betrayed Why insist on thinking they loved the love never was They assume that i was there To be gone will change their minds When you see what you feel is not real Disappointment is revealed Cannot live with the fact that they're wrong There is no such thing as love!!or trust anything when those who you are closest to never believe in you Trick or betrayed my faith ends and i feel like i was played its too late I undo unity For it is for fools In this bull shit I don't need Trick or betrayed I think you should

Its A Nightmare....
Its killin me ... i did fall asleep for like a few hours for once and i just woke up and was wishin that this was all a nightmare... but it is a nightmare but its real.... i want my jack jack back..... shit doesnt feel right with out him.... like im missing something...sometimes i wanna cry but im trien to hold the tears back... i love him i really doo. but i fucked up by not opening myself all the way up to him.. i was trien to be careful cuz i didnt want to be hurt agian.. but look where im at.. im in the same boat as before... i hope he comes back soon....other wise idk what im gonna do..imma go emo.........lol

Ok, Sick Of The "bush" Mumms
So, if I lose a few friends over what I am about to type - So be it. Sorry to see you go - I respect your opinion if you think Bush is evil, but I believe otherwise. Fan Me Add Me and several "other" posters (I say Others because frankly, I think they are all the same person) have been posting a lot of BS about 911, and that Bush is somehow to blame for everything. All it takes is using a BRAIN to refute their opinion, but they would rather believe the 911truth BS instead of doing research, and applying facts. They also rant and rave that Bush is responsible or all the deaths caused by Katrina. Wow. 1)It was an inside job. Bush killed all the WTC people and those on the airplanes. Really - Then why did Al Qaeda claim responsibility? What, they WANTED to become the most hunted people on the ace of the Earth, so went along with the Gag? But don't take the US press as proof - Let's go to someone NOT our friend - Russia. Pravda reported in 2002 that Al Qaeda had claimed respons

1.20.07
Still Alive your cutting moments put fear in the heart that the cold had come to stay that love was pain and trust was false it would always be that way when anger poisoned your sweetest touch it felt like murder to new hope but time has brought me back to me and taught the foolish how to cope standing again alone but alive i'll walk from this regret something whole left in burning soft eyes ready to pay love's debt Lonely Songs no hole where the heart is still beating, still alive still the girl with love to spare forever feels so alone and mistake upon mistake haven't taught the slow to learn with time to pass and freedom to waste sit in the window stare at the rain will it to wash away the sins hide the tears that burn with frustration and i'll sing alone

'love Betrayed'
'Love Betrayed' The love we shared was special, The times we had were passing, The memories we made were happy, The moments everlasting. The friendship we had grew strong, The love we had grew weak, Our relationship grew binding, But our future seemed too bleak. I gave you chances, I let you make your mark, I looked like a fool, You kept me in the dark. I know I will forgive, I know I will survive, I know I will move on, My special guy will arrive. You have done what you want, And said what you will, Soon you will see my dear, That the pain you feel is real. I'm sorry to see us end, I'm sorry to see you lie, I'm sorry to see you with her, See your reputation die. I will always love you, As you will always know, I will always have our moments, Every time you turn and go. I'm really saying goodbye, I'm really saying farewell, I'm really saying I'm sorry, For this little bit of both heaven and hell.

Shoutbox Annoyances...
Someone has posted a bulletin complaining about shoutboxes and the lack of responses from shoutbacks, especially from women. LOL... Wrong thing to say to me!! Hee hee..... This was my response: "LOL... I understand.... Not making excuses for everyone though... and, btw, I don't think we have chatted before (but that is besides the point)....when I chat through the chat boxes it is often for quick conversations. LOL... Sometimes, too, the shout boxes stick and that cannot be blamed on a soul (excepting maybe the powers that be)... LOL... On the other hand, because I am expecting short conversations on the shout boxes I often jump up and down from the computer desk area so that I don't get glued to the chair for-ever. They could have, too, done so..... LOL... And, sometimes we forget to put the stepping away message on while we go to grab a quick drink or snack... or go pee... or get sidetracked with other issues of life, such as answering phones, clea

Friends? What A Joke!!!
Okay this really burns my ass...why is it people asked to be added and fanned and all that shit if they are not willing to talk to you. Are there really that many people who are so pathetic and have such low self esteem they must seek approval from faceless entities online. I personally find it very pathetic. If you want to be added as a friend be a friend. Simple logic isn't it? You expect people to take the time to help you with comments and ratings but yet a simple hi every once in awhile is too much. So for all you sad and pathetic little people who are just worried about your points, ratings, levels or whatever...PLEASE DO NOT BOTHER WASTING MY FUCKING TIME BY ADDING ME IF YOU ARE NOT GOING TO TALK.

I Fought The Iron And The Iron Won!
So i told the tale of my bad friday. I think I was a little too soon in telling my tale of the day. I have a stackable washer and dryer. I DESPISE it!! I can't wash and dry at the same time and it holds like next to nothing. Well, last night I was putting clothes in the washer. The dryer door kept opening and hittine me in the head. No matter how hard I slammed that door, it would bounce back and smack me in the face. I had enough. I got so mad I slammed that door as hard as I could. It shut! I had enough time to to quickly think I won the fight before disaster. I look up to see the inevitable. Like a typical cartoon. My Iron flying towards my face.With no time and no where to go ~WHACK~.... squaaar in the forehead. Had it been plugged in, I would have that red iron mark on my face. I swear the iron had "ACME" written all over it! The finak score for the way was FRIDAY : 3 - ME : 0. It's saturday morning and i am sitting here with a bruise on my head and have decided to stay out of the

Friendship
i sit and think on how much friendship means to me and how you can pick out the true friends from the ones that are really just after something that you have or things you can do for them..... in all accounts the true friends always seem to remain in the sifter like seeds after you have sifted through the rubbish that is the plants of life..... true friends are the ones that are able to accept every apitome there is in your life....... with every aspect of you life that friend is there to encourage or pick you up and dust you off....they are also there to understand that if you have other things in your life that seem to take up more time that usual that you are not ignoring or brushing them off but merely handling what is of most importance... not say that friends are not.......... they are at all times on the mind and in the thoughts ......... the choices we make in our life is just that *our choices*....... if you are not there to understand and with stand through out it then you

Thoughts Of Frustration
We are all a part of this wonderful universe..... do any of us stop to see that we are what makes this universe what it is? When it rains is that the gods and goddess' crying? Are they venting like we so many times do in each lifetime? Where do you go to release your frustrations and anger? Do you hold it in so its eats away at you? do you release it so it can be airborn? frustrations ..... are they like cigarette ashes.... do they just blow away in the wind and are forgotten..... and released or are the bottled up inside so when it is time for them to be released it is you that is like the cigarette ashes being blown into the wind and forgotten?

The Chuck Norris Phenomenon
.When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night, he checks his closet for Chuck Norris. .Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants. .There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of creatures Chuck Norris has allowed to live. .Outer space exists because it's afraid to be on the same planet with Chuck Norris. .Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. .Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs. .Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding. .Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice. .There is no chin behind Chuck Norris’ beard. There is only another fist. .When Chuck Norris does a pushup, he isn’t lifting himself up, he’s pushing the Earth down. .Chuck Norris is so fast, he can run around the world and punch himself in the back of the head. .Chuck Norris’ hand is the only hand that can beat a Royal Flush. .There is no such thing as global

The Power Of Friendship
I make my way as I do each day, looking for a shout out or something to say, lost in though to whats really true, how I should give thanks to a friend like you, to just give thanks seems so impersonal though, so within this poem I'll let you know, you where my friend from the start, when emotions went south you helped mend my heart, you took your time to clearly show me, the power of friendship and how it should be. ALWAYS, JR

Average Joe 2 Winners
I ended this contest 2 Hours Early. It got petty and well since the top two worked so hard THEY BOTH WIN.The voting got ridiculous. First Prize goes to Mr Rush and he gets a 3 day cherry blast. Second Prize goes to Angel Of Death and he gets a 1 day Blast and a car...his choice. Third Place goes to Ser William and he will get a Silver Motorcycle. All the other guys will get a gift from me as well. This was supposed to be a fun contest. I heard there was name calling and friend deleting and that just upsets me. Thanks for playing... Ill post an official bulletin at noon.

Useless In A Parking Lot
A woman was at work when she received a phone call that her daughter was very sick with a fever. She left her work and stopped by the pharmacy to get some medication for her daughter. When returning to her car she found that she had locked herkeys in the car. She was in a hurry to get home to her sick daughter. She didn't know what to do, so she called her home and told the baby sitter what had happened and that she did not know what to do. The baby sitter told her that her daughter was getting worse. She said, "You might find a coat hanger and use that to open the door." The woman looked around and found an old rusty coat hanger that had been thrown down on the ground, possibly by someone else who at some time or other had locked their keys in their car. Then she looked at the hanger and said, "I don't know how to use this." So she bowed her head and asked God to send her some help. Within five minutes an old rusty car pulled up, with a dirty, greasy, bearded man who

Blonde Caller
JACK'S TELEPHONE NUMBER... Blonde Caller: "I need to talk with Jack. Can you give me his telephone number?" Operator: "I'm sorry, who are you talking about." Blond Caller: "On page 1 section 5, of the user guide it clearly states that I need to unplug the fax machine from the AC wall socket and telephone Jack before cleaning. "So what's his number?"

Plz Help Out A New Friend.. Hey Guys... She's A Cutie!!
Beth 'blahidontlikeyou hope to be back soon~PATRON FAMILY~' Yepsen is in the "Not your typical girl next door contest ... ck it out and see if you could leave her some votes - shes currently running behind!!! Click Here Not Your Typical Girl Next Door Contest! Thank you so much! Luv&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~

Wow
Last night I had the wildest sex ever, haha i don't know how I'm going to work today, I can't even see or walk straight. Nothing better than that sex you have right at the begining of a relationship! Just thought I'd share. . . .

If I Had My Life To Live Over
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck (written after she found out she was dying from cancer). I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains. I would have cried and laughed

Just Got A Call From Work
Ok...For those of you that really know me you know what I do for a living. I'm a 911 dispatcher. Well, I got off work this morning at 6am. I was working from 6am to 6 pm. Then over a year ago I wanted to go to nights. I work from 6pm to 6am. Yes I work 12 hour shifts. But, I only work 3 days one week and 4 days the next. YEAH!!!!! Anywyas, I was laying on my couch just dozing off today when my phones rings. It is my boss..I'm half asleep. She is like we are changing the shifts around. Do you want to go back to days? I tell her NO..I love being on nights. So, I'm losing my partner. We work very well together. I'm not happy about this. My current partner and I have worked together for over a year now. We have a nice pattern. My officers know they can do there jobs and know that we have there backs. I'm not looking forward to this at all. I know I have to be positive. However, I know things aren't going to be very good at work. My new partner won't like coming to nights. It

Rugburns
from our first encounter, when i stumbled off the chair trying not to let you know that i was lost in the haze around you on the ride to the hospital i thought, gettin casts on both arms isn't how i pictured our first date. you read my thoughts and laughed i was gonna thrill you but instead i took the fall. i shocked you with my randomness, i believed, so a better suiter is what i tried to concieve i thought you wanted inscents to enhance the romantic mood when all you wanted was me, some beer and the tube. i feel as if i know from the things that i conjure up on my own, i think they are your thoughts your thoughts to roam so i will do you the favor and let me down softly for you. no matter how much you resist i will end this for you because i figure that your heart will insist while you lips will resist I'll be the one that will ruin our love then curse the heavens for taking away my true love i will call you tomorrow and totolly deny today and ask you to come over and if you might wa

The Reason I Asked
WHY ARE YOU MY FRIEND was an effort to get some of you to talk. NOT because I am insecure. Since there is now a mumm about my little blog.I know who my friends are. I don't beg for rates or comments. I try to be nice and help everyone. I know i am a good person. I do not need validation. If you have an issue with me say so. And kindly remove your self from my list. BYE NOW!

Salut! ;) - Part 2.
Given how life's been going lately- I'm on the mend, now, but I intended to be on Long Island today, for one; and I didn't expect to be within a thousand points of level, for another; and I need a salute to shoot over the post, for third- I think I'll need to set myself a deadline of middle of next month, or so, to get the photo, to hie myself to a place that makes scans, to send the photo in, to get it verified as a salute. But - will get there. Eric

Witchcraft And Wizardry In Wales
WITCHCRAFT AND WIZARDRY IN WALES by Mary Lewis from The queer side of things (1923) Extraordinary though it seems in this practical age, the professional "wise man" and "witch" are, I believe, scarcely yet extinct in the remote country districts of Wales, though, of course, their number, already few, is dwindling yearly. Also it is very difficult to hear of them nowadays, as they rarely display their talents. But there is certainly no doubt that instances could easily be found up to quite a few years ago — perhaps even now — of ailing people consulting the local wise man as a last resort when the ordinary doctor's treatment has failed. Whatever the quality or attribute peculiar to wise men and witches, it was sometimes said to be confined to certain families. In a hamlet not many miles from my own home there was a "witch" family; that is, there was always some member or another who could claim "witch" powers. The connection between witches and h

....i'm Better Now...
Okay, I'm just grumpy. So just bare with me. I've had a bad two weeks and it seems I can't even escape to the internet and relax. Hahaha. So much drama. I should a show. "Brenda's Grump Show" : Watch Brenda and all her frustration. You'll laugh, you'll be confused and you'll never be the same again. What I would give for a 12 pack of Busch, chinese food, it snowing, and a good movie. I think I just need a boyfriend. Hahahaha. Keep my mind busy. Or get another dog. They're basically the same. Hahaha.

Tribute For Our Troops
What is it? See the description below the photo.... This statue currently stands outside the Iraqi palace, now home to the 4th Infantry division. It will eventually be shipped home and put in the memorial museum in Fort Hood , TX. The statue was created by an Iraqi artist named Kalat, who for years was forced by Saddam Hussein to make the many hundreds of bronze busts of Saddam that dotted Baghdad. Kalat was so grateful for the Americans liberation of his country; he melted 3 of the heads of the fallen Saddam and made the statue as a memorial to the American soldiers and their fallen warriors. Kalat worked on this memorial night and day for several months. To the left of the kneeling soldier is a small Iraqi girl giving the soldier comfort as he mourns the loss of his comrade in arms. Do you know why we don't hear about this in the news? Because it is heart warming and praise worthy. The media avoids it because it does not have the shoc

Rh's Ladies Best Back Tattoo Contest
TheRH ( BBW Lover )@ CherryTAP RH's Ladies Best Back Tattoo Contest Rules: Pictures of tattoos of any tattoos on the back. Must be SFW Taking Contestants, I can take up to 20 Current Contestants. *~*Mandy*~*L.O.D. member@ CherryTAP Mandy Stephanie ~***Poetic_Eyes4***~@ CherryTAP *THE ONE & ONLY*@ CherryTAP The One & Only lucy K.O.T (AMC)@ CherryTAP lucy K.O.T (AMC) Fallen Angel 2 Rising Devil@ CherryTAP Fallen Angel 2 Rising Devil Browneyes@ CherryTAP Browneyes Amber@ CherryTAP Amber *Coming Undone*@ CherryTAP *Coming Undone* Winner will be determined by both comments and ratings. Contestants can vote. mrsusdrill

Whats Up With Heartbreakers
I am wondering what is wrong with alot of the guys in the world today? They have a great lady in their life and they are not satisfied, they have to go out and cheat on the lady. Do not get me wrong there are women out here who do the same thing. But we need to stop hurting each other and learn to love better. A decent guy does not get a fair shake due to the fact of the lady being hurt by jerks. But this is just my opinion. But I guess the old saying is right, "opinions are like buttholes every one has one." But its "better to have loved, than never to have loved at all."

Drinking...
Last time I had a drink was some weekend in November 1984. I was a freshman in college. I probably never drink a whole beer. Drank some wine coolers, some schnaps. There were 2 reasons I stopped. First I was on meds most of the time to control the pain and swelling in my shoulder. (Back then they weren't too good at fixing rotator cuffs. I had 4 years of therapy before surgery.). Taking meds and drinking wasn't a good thing. Second, I saw too many stupid things happen - the last being a guy try to beat the crap out of his best friend with a baseball bat. SO i never had a drinking problem. Through the years I never cared if those around me drank. Never bothered me. Never bothered my friends that I didn't drink either. I could have fun without it. Actually only 2 people ever thought to complain about it. My ex and her mother..lol. Her Mom offered me alcohol every chance she could. My ex said it was antisocial not to drink at parties. I think there was a reason I di

To Kill An America
Written by an Australian Dentist....and too good to delete.... To Kill an American You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in

Just In Case.
To all my Cherry friends, fans, and family: There has been someone who has accessed my Yahoo and Tap accounts through phishing/hacking and has contacted several of my contacts. If anything out of the ordinary has been said to anyone, please confirm whether I said them or not. This person has held conversations as me as well as messaged people telling them things about me that are very untrue. This person used a Cherry user name of sinful_one. The problem has hopefully been taken care of, but please notify me if this person contacts you. I am sorry if this person has contacted you and/or has caused any inconvenience. Much love to all of you!!! --baldarmyguy

U Can Support The Troops But Hate The War
I feel I have remained silent long enough. This is for our troops. I am sick and tired hearing it said that if you want to bring the troops home you must hate the troops and the country. I'm here to set the record straight. I was in the Marine Corps from 1976-1980. I volunteered and was proud to serve my country.I am still very proud of those who are on the battle field. That is why I want to see you come home without being in a flag covered coffin. Very few would have said a word if we stuck with Afganistan, and that is the world over. But Iraq has been lies after lies and good soldiers are paying the price. The Government has seen you as nothing but numbers. I see you as people. People with husbands, wives, children, mothers and fathers. I see you kissing your spouse, hugging your parents and watching you kids grow. But I now also see you getting killed. More of you have died than on 9/11 and for what? LIES! You have tried to make the best of a bad situation by helping the people dir

Sensation
He holds her. Closely, gently, lovingly. Slowly lighting the fires Within her mind, her body, Her soul. He speaks her name And she smiles in the darkness. He pulls her closer, closer, Feeling her warmth. Wanting to taste her love. He crushes her body to his and She cries out with desire. He takes her.

Sodomy
i dont know what you want from me. i just want you inside of me. and no not in my... pussy! flip me on over, look inside youll see. im not talkin bout that sweat pink treat only one thing'll make my life complete. theres a whole 'nother side of me. baby i just want some... SODOMY!