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Female Sexiest Smile Contest... You Love Me Don't You:-)
Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP OK HERE IT IS THE FEMALE SEXIEST SMILE CONTEST IN ONE HOUR FROM NOW IT OPENS. ITS BASED ON COMMENTS ONLY,,SO OF COURSE YALL KNOW WHAT TO DO...REMEMBER IM SMILIN AT YOU!!

Man This Sucks....
Well I got my glasses today and I feel like a dork wearing them even though people keep telling me I look good. I might be posting pics tonight or tomorrow of me wearing them. I only have to wear them to drive but I still dont like them. Vamp

Blondies Thoughts
Now. This is no way is intended to offend B.J. Marketman, Scrapper, or any of the cool guys on this site. This is just my opinion. I am not being a whiner baby. One problem I have with this site is with some of the people on here. Not ALL of the people, but some. Some of the things that T me off. Are fake adds. Yah I have a bunch of adds where the people just didn't come back, THATS not my fault. But people who just create names so that they can get points to level. THAT happens alot. Those people who want to be in the top ten so they make accounts and give the top people 1's or retract their 10s and give them 1s. Please. Come on now, its a bloody site. Give it a rest. People who leave rude comments, again.. BLOODY SITE. No reason to be rude like that? All the porn people. I have no problem with the verified celebrities. I have no problem with porn. But the top referrals and top pix everyday now are either porn people, or fake people. (not always, but ALOT of the time) Wha

Dream Of A Reality I Want
And when you walk in to the room I can barely restrain myself barely keep myself standing my knees go so weak and yet keep it hidden from you people tell me who I'm supposed to be where I'm supposed to go but when you look at me it all fades away fades to black and nothing is left but me and you and all my dreams but you haven't the slightest clue yet in my dreams we dance together we are perfect and for real you hold me in your arms and kiss my lips I feel the safest I have ever been and music plays all the while we have each other we never fall from grace at least not until I wake and you always seem to care you watch me as I sleep and kiss me as I dream wondering if I'm dreaming of you and as I dream I tend to wish hope that one day when I wake in to cold reality maybe one day I'll wake with you beside me

Cleaning Up The Friends List!
it's time to clean up my friends list! If u haven't talked to me ever..your gone...i want friends on here that are going to talk to me! if u added me just because of the rates your gone... i have met a lot of cool people on here, and i love talking to each one of you!

He Speaks
He speaks to me from lands unseen. He even haunts my nightly dream. Who is this man that captured my heart? It's as if he knew me right from the start. He says the things I long to hear. He makes me smile from ear to ear. He lightens my heart and eases my mind. I feel the walls crumble as I begin to unwind. Will he be the one that takes me away? The one who will love me every day? Is he a dream or a dream come true? Does he mean it when he says I love you? Shall I put away the hurt from the past? Shall I chance a love that might last? Shall I place my heart in his caring hand? Or alone in the darkness shall I stand? I will give love one last chance. I will let it lead me into the dance. Whether I stand or whether I fall, At least I would have loved with all.

Bahhh
So... Today... I had to hang out with Melissa's brother so I could see her. And he drives me crazy. I made a scene in the mall because of him. And then again at PetCo. And he took 2 hours to find a pet (another fight right there) he wanted then didn't get it. But thats not worth going in to. Becasue of him I missed the movie I was going to see... twice. I got my first paycheck EVER. 9 dollars and 94 cents. They took a dollar and 6 cents. I got my schedule for next work. Tomorrow I don't have a ride home. Long walk home. Cold cold weather. -sigh- And the day after Thanksgiving I have to go to work at 4:30 a.m. Bah =[

How To....
How to say 'I love you' in 25 languages... .. English I Love You Spanish Te Amo French Je T'aime German lch Liebe Dich Japanese Ai Shite Imasu Thai Phom rak khun Italian Ti amo Chinese Wo Ai Ni Swedish Jag Alskar Alabama Arkansas Indiana Nebraska Oklahoma Texas North Carolina South Carolina Georgia Tennessee Missouri Mississippi Montana Louisiana Virginia West Virginia Kentucky parts of Florida Nice Ass , Get in the truck

Comments ...i Need All My Friends And Family To Comment What They Think Of My Smile
COMMENTS COMMENTS COMMENTS....THIS TIME POST NOTHING BUT COMMENTS THE MORE I GET THE BETTER CHANCE I HAVE.. KISSES TO ALL Fire My Words

Oh Make It Stop Already! A Real Woman Is..
I get sick of those bullietin posts that start out with.. a real man .. blah blah blah.. oh come on.. Then its.. you don't have the balls to.. blah blah.. HOw about this... A real woman.. She knows that you are you and accepts you. Doesn't try to make you into something you can't be. like turning me into a player.. lol A real woman (jedi mind trick part) .. Is happy with herself. Which is veyr hard to do. She listens to you even when she is busy. She calls you on a whim.. to see if your doing well today. She send you cute little emails and letters about friendship. She actually RETURNS your messages and phone calls.. and not 6 months later. Paris hilton isn't her ROLE MODEL! sHE CAN actually eat a dinner and not whine about the callorie intake. Will buy a man flowers.. Says thankyou for babysitting her kids. Lends you money and doesn't send the mafia .. aka big tony to collect that $10 that you owe her. Gives you a hug even w

Passions
Passions The comfort of a soothing hand Warmth that comes from the heart The heated breath of passion Love makings about to start Slowly we come together Soon we begin to sweat Bodies move to the rhythms The best you give and get Entwined we twist and bend Pushing lust beyond its limit Your wetness all around me Lean back Im all up in it Ohhhhh you whisper my name Ahhhhh I whisper yours too Moaning groaning and cussing We continue to do what we do Panting aloud with labored breath Damn mami your pussy is tight Ride me drive me milk me Let me feel the heat of the night The sounds of thrashing bodies The strength of muscle toned thighs The smell of sex that fills the air Loves drug is the ultimate high Fuck me daddy, pound me hard Pull my hair, spank dat phat ass Give it to me nice and deep Stroke me slowly, lets make it last Together we both begin to moan Minds reeling sensations are numb You scream out my name arch your back

Two Thousand One, Nine Eleven!
Two thousand one, nine eleven, Five thousand plus arrive in heaven. As they pass through the gate, Thousands more appear in wait. A bearded man with stovepipe hat, Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat." They settle down in seats of clouds, A man named Martin shouts out proud, "I have a dream!" and once he did, The Newcomer said, "Your dream still lives." Groups of soldiers in blue and gray, Others in khaki, and green then say, "We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine," The Newcomer said, "You died not in vain." From a man on sticks one could hear, The only thing we have to fear." The Newcomer said, "We know the rest, trust us sir, we've passed that test." "Courage doesn't hide in caves, You can't bury freedom, in a grave," The Newcomers had heard this voice before, A distinct Yankees twang from Hyannisport shores. A silence fell within the mist, Somehow the Newcomer knew that this Meant time had come for her to say, What was in t

Bullshyt Pics
Now of course i know very well this is the internet and i dont care what you do or how many times you bitch about it, ITS GONNA HAPPEN... but it chaps my ass when i'm lookin through pics and a see a fems pic from about the breast up ( several of them ) and she looks to weight 250+ lbs and then later on in the pics you see this NICE ASS but sittin on thin legs and a itty bitty waist and its taken from about shoulders or waist down ( no head shot on this one) and she claimin its her...and whats worse are the dudes commenting on them agreeing with it... now dont misunderstand me, i'm not baggin on large women, i could give two shyts about that.. now i could go get a couple of the specific photos i'm talking about, but i'm not going to put them on blast like that... so thats another chap my azz episode for the day..enjoy

More On Bullshyt Pics
and yanno what else chaps my ass... if you gonna post a fake pic up , or a pic that isnt yours and claim its you..PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, AT THE VERY LEAST. choose a pic that isnt common across the net... it chaps my ass when i see some woman got some pics up talkin bout its her, ( more from the waist down, no head or face in it ) talkin bout its her and i've been seein that same pic being circulated around the net for the past 5-10 years....thats just ridiculous...

Globalization?
Question: What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer: Princess Diana's death. Question: How come? Answer: An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, riding in a German car with a Dutch engine,driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, followed closely by Italian Paparazzi on Japanese motorcycles; treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by an American, using Bill Gate's technology, and you're probably reading this on your computer, that uses Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers, hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen, and trucked to you by Mexican illegal..... That, my friends, is Globalization

~dj Twisted Angel~wiccan Family~
such a beauty quite a lady forever loving warm of spirit shining so bright a beacon in the darkest night gentle of spirit quick to help others a woman of beauty an desire perfection meets the world

Italians Do It Better!
FRIENDS VS. ITALIAN FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food ITALIAN FRIENDS: bring food whenever they come over. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long you forget it was yours then borrow itback. FRIENDS: know a few things about you. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Could write a book about you. (but wouldn't) FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door ITALIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "Yo, I! 'm here !" FRIENDS: Are for a while. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Are for life. FRIENDS: Will ignore this. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will share this.

Santa's Pissed!
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think -

Reasons
see the reasons see them change see why i love you so see them glow see what means the world to me can you see why can you see my heart open for you time an time again holding you is heaven a kiss such bliss see the reasons before you please do not miss

Live With No Regrets
I have come to a conclusion ... that i am going to live my life with no regrets... i honestly do not regret one thing i have done in my past...like having chlidren so young or marrying my ex-husband, or how i lived my life, i dont regret how i raised my kids or treated my freinds, the things i have lost or the wasted days i spent... for it all makes me who i am, i am stronger and have much more knowledge of the world and life because of it, .... and i will not regret one day or one decision i will make in the future... life is too short to come up to the end of it and say i should have or i wish i could have... not me ... i am going to make it happen and do what i want to... i dont want to end up like that ... so if i want to buy those drums for my grandson i will, if i want to learn to play bass i will, just because i am in my 40's it's no too late... if i want a new position at work i am going for it and learning what i need to do to get it... and if i want a man

Six More Random Bits Of Fluff.
1. I use the phrase "Awesome o'possum" liberally. 2. I'm fairly certain my mother has lost track of my given name, though she sees me on a daily basis. This would account for the fact that I answer to any name, such as Kloey, Cleo Williams, Leanna, etc... 3. My brother calls me Sabooterianns and he's still alive. Weird, huh? 4. I have an unnatural affinity for lame and/or corny jokes. 5. Back in my younger days, I fell victim to the spell of the evil N'sync. Fortunately, I am recovered. I cannot explain this period of my life, so I like to think of it as the time that my body hosted an alien specimen that made me do weird things. 6. I ransomed Mojo Jojo for two coloring books and forty thousand dollars. My victims negotiated a bit so I accepted crayons in lieu of the forty thousand dollars. Allegedly, the coloring books and whatnot were purchased, but I've yet to see 'em. Strangely enough, I'm still waiting.

Hellish Week Finally Over!
Well it is finally the weekend. In the past seven days I have worked 113 hours so I am just about drained. Now I can finally answer all my mail and comments here and get some rest! Show some love :) - J

Misery
Swirling around the crisp air Biting playfully all the while I try and ignore it I turn the corner and find the dead end It has caught up with me once again I close my eyes just try to pretend I find satisfaction to my relief Until my eyes have opened back at square one The more I try and fight it the harder it becomes I tell it that I know there is worse That I can do a better job than it That there is no way it can win this time The only problem is we know I’m bluffing Buying time away from the music

A Keeper
A Keeper ¸...¸ ____ /______ ,·´º o `, /__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´ | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day someone\'s mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away . . never to return before we can say good-bye, say \"I Love You.\" ¸...¸ ____ /______ ,·´º o `, /__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´ | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·- :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . and care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage ... and friendships . And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging

Private Pain
Private Pain All alone I sit once again My tears, a constant stream An outflow of the pain the resides deep within An outward expression of that... private pain My Lord and Saviour pops in and tells me that it will be ok That this is only the growing pains that I must feelto reach the Glory he has for me Yet privately the desperation grows Feelings of inadequacy and unworthiness creep in Feeling now like I am not worthy to breathe this air in my lungs What is this thing that has a hold on me? Lord won't you save me from this? Why must I feel this way? The pain kept private and held deep within Nobody else can see Everyone else is above me So why would they bother with someone like me? I try to maintain my strength My composure My lust for life and lord Why must I lose sight of all that I love in this? Nothing can escape this darkness that has befallen me Yet I know tomorrow once again the light will come and tarry for awhile Only to once again be overcome by this co

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?
Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman? by Bryan Adams... go listen to it on my page!!!! To really love a woman To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside Hear every thought - see every dream N' give her wings when she wants to fly Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms Ya know ya really love a woman When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman? To really love a woman Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched You've gotta breathe her - really taste her Til you can feel her in your blood N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes Ya know ya really love a woman When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that yo

Are You A Friend?
If you are my friend and reading this please go comment me a few times. Its very close and hard to keep up! I dont wanna give up just yet center> Hey Guys!!! I am in the CherryTap Goddess Contest. I am certainly not the prettiest gal in this contest. I chose to use my geekygurl picture. A Geek Goddess is a woman who is technically inclined, and also attractive. They are a rare thing, and exert a special brand of power within the geek community. Often outnumbered 4:1 or more, they know the power that they wield, and so reign supreme in the mostly male geek world. Sometimes uncomfortable with other women, they often actively seek out purely male comerades, where they can be sure of their lofty position. This is me This contest is measure by the amount of comments so you can comment 5000 times if you wish! Bomb the heck outta me with comments so I can win this!!! Simply put… I don't care what you might think about me You'll get by without me if yo

#1: Myspace Top 8s
You know what really grinds my gears? This MySpace top 8 thing. You know how people bug ya to be in their top 8 and they tell ya if they're not there then you're not really one of their friends? I'm glad here I won't have that problem. (and I hope to never have that problem either.) Is it that big of a deal to be in somebody's top 8? Is it the end of the world if you're not there? Can't someone just make the list the way they want and let it be without bitching about it? And you wonder why Cherrytap is better. (Just my opinion... I like the old name better.) And that's what grinds my gears.

I'm Better Off With Out Him.
Man i don't know why i always let this stuff happen to me. I'm finally getting my life under control and i just go and screw everything up. I need to just calm down and let things fall into place instead of trying to force a square into a circle. Ok so i recently ended a four year relationship and that was bad enough. now it's only been like 5 weeks since we ended it and i'm already having feelings for someone else. (that makes me feel horrible in it's self.) and he's at a stage in his life where he doesn't want to become attached to any one becuase he's got a LOT of shit going on right now. i'm trying to be understanding and be there for him as a friend cause we've known each other for years now but it's so hard to do that when i have feelings of more then just friendship towards him. He is completely aware of my feelings for him. and he knows i would do anything for him and i feel like he's taking advatage of that. but i'm too afraid to say anything to him cause i don't want to

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

You Have My Heart
You have my heart by Carrie Howell You make me want to be a better person To have and to hold To love and to cherish For all the rest of my days. To be in your arms and feel your touch takes me to a better place To know you are there beside me makes me feel loved and safe You have my heart for always My life is yours forever No one can take that away I want to be with you always My love for you will never fade.

Twinkle (poetry)
TWINKLE LenoraLove Whiteside - Get Your Own In a twinkle of an eye In a moment of time We'll be caught up To meet Him in the air In a twinkle of an eye The dead in Christ shall rise We shall meet him in the sky In a twinkle of an eye Now you see me Now you won't We'll be caught up in the cloud Faster than you can bat your brow In a twinkle of an eye Whether your blind, deaf or dumb We'll be caught up To meet him at the sound Of the arch angels trumpet drum Behold I show you a mystery We shall not all sleep For those that are walking around Will not pervent them That are under the ground Though your body May be buried for miles Your skeleton bones Cast into the sea With a shout He'll call you from the deep Though your body May have turned Into dust in the sand Scattered in the wind For your precious soul The Savior will send Lenora Love Whiteside Poet & Spoken Word Artist WEBSITE: www.LenoraLove.com EMAIL:

Love Is.........
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Night Out
Stay over night at Harrah's in Atlantic City: Free! Spending money for the Casinos: $200.00 Money you won back from the Casinos: $0 Getting bored, decided to walk the boardwalk then get bird shit on your coat: PRICELESS!

My Meaning Of Love
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Poemz
You come around when no one else can be found this time I’m no where to be found lying about how drama has your life turned upside down for you I really have no feelings now so if I was you, I would find another clown you must think this is some circus your presence serves me no purpose just think, when I saw you, I would get nervous come to find out this person’s insides been refurbished been tuned up more than a motorcycle if you only knew and I really used to like you Your feelings shady like a summer’s tree your fall came when the wind blew away your leaves leaving you exposed when you activate the cheat code not realizing feelings can be froze when the shoulder you lean on is cold your lame tales make me dose, tell that line to another sucker You out my system, but I tend to bounce back like rubber my memories of us is closed in the cupboard I feel sorry, but not in an apologetic way how long will it be before the rest of your friends go astray I’m done with t

I'm Bbbbaaaacccckkkkkk!!!!
That's right y'all...I got my internet back up and running a whole 3 days sooner than expected so here I am. I have been dyin not being able to get on CT!! Soooo addicted I tell ya! Now that I am back I am going to do my best to get caught up on returning comments, leaving photo comments and lots and lots of love to those that have shown it to me! Kisses to everyone!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHH :) Erin

The 10 Rules For Dating My Daughter (lol)
10 simple rules for dating my daughter RULE ONE: If you pull into my driveway and honk you’d better be delivering a package because you’re sure as hell not picking anything up. RULE TWO: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter’s body, I will remove them. RULE THREE: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don’t take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric na

Starry Starry Night
AND ON THAT STARRY STARRY NIGHT, WHEN NO HOPE WAS LEFT IN SIGHT, HE TOOK HIS LIFE AS LOVERS OFTEN DO. BUT I COULD HAVE TOLD YOU VENCENT, THIS WOULD WAS NEVER MEANT FOR ONE AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU....

Two
I wish I knew what I am looking for. Have you ever had one of those days, where you're just not comfortable anywhere? When you wake up, you feel like you need to get up and move, because bed is the wrong place to be... and the person next to you isn't right either. So you get up, and do something... but whatever you're doing doesn't quite seem to cut it, so you hurry through and get in the shower. Come out and find yourself something to wear... but looking in the mirror just confirms that it's... "ok". Right, so off with the errands of the day. Errands are nice, mindless following of a list, that's easy enough. Then off to some function, where for some reason you feel just a little more rushed or un-centered than normal. At last you head out to do whatever it is you've been planning for that day... probably what's been on your mind all day... and even that doesn't feel right. Just left of center, as it were. So, you go on into the darkness, moving forward because forward also happen

Dope Me Up And Send Me Home!!!!
I just got back from the hospital a little bit ago. Couldn't stand not being able to eat...this girl loves to eat!!! :P I have strep throat, staph infection, and inner ear infection!!! Yay!!!! So now I'm going to get doped up and then sit back and enjoy the meds!!! :)

Devi Is Happy With A New Shiny Car!!
So we went to get a car, we told them we couldnt pay more than 200 a month, they talked us into paying 307 but the inlaws said they would help with 100 a month, I did a budget and figured out they dont have to, but were gonna be realllly poor for the next 6 years lol. This is the first brand new car Ive ever owned. It feels good. I freaking love the car!! Its a 2006 Dodge Stratus. CD player, V6, 150 horsies!! **makes tim taylor grunting sound** Im happy. It was too dark to take a picture when we got home, so heres a stock photo cause I knoooooow you all wanna see!! :)

Pick The Best Dick .....all U Need To Know Bout It!!!!!!!!!! So Read It
NO STUPID SHIT ANYONE I THINK IS DOWN RATING WILL BE BLOCKED ..... I HAVE BLOCKED 5 PEOPLE SO FAR... IM NOT PLAYING OK THE CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!!!!! PIC THE BEST DICK...... RULES NO RULES THE CONTEST WINNER WILL BE DECIDED BY THE # OF VOTES NOT THE RANKING SO IT DOESNT HURT THEM WHEN U DUMB BITCHES DOWN RATE SO GIVE IT UP!!!!!! THE CONTEST WILL END SATURDAY NOVEMBER 26TH THE CONTEST WILL END HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PAGE WHERE THE CONTEST IS BEING HELD.....HAVE AT IT!!!! MARIA~SEXY~JUGGALETTE~@ CherryTAP

For Shadow
When God had made the earth and sky the flowers and the trees, He then made all the animals the fish, the birds and bees. And when at last He’d finished not one was quite the same. He said, “I’ll walk this world of mine and give each one a name.” And so He traveled far and wide and everywhere He went, a little creature followed Him until it’s strength was spent. When all were named upon the earth and in the sky and sea, the little creature said, “Dear Lord, there’s not one left for me.” Kindly the Father said to him, “I’ve left you to the end. I’ve turned my own name back to front and called you dog, My friend.”

Now Is The Time
Today I said good-bye to a dear friend, teacher, mentor. To try to understand why some do what they do is more confusing than the event itself. This man taught me to believe in myself when no one else escpecially me could, he gave me a new sense of being, one mind and at peace, I will miss him everyday, but I will continue. We all have a purpose in this life, and once that is acheived we are called to rest. ...his humour, like his knowledge of karate, knew no limits. And we will remember his laughter. And his great passion. And we will cry. And we will miss him terribly.

Why I Am Better Than Most People.
OMG you are thinking right why would he say that. WELL, cause i have decided if you you cant learn from your own mistakes (which is like 99% of the world) and then criticize people for doing the thing you just did and will do again...then yeah you are stupid and need to be shot as to not pollute our gene pool anymore than it is already. I do learn from my mistakes, granted it may be a major mistake, but i learn from it, and i do not criticize people for doing it, i criticize people for doing what they asked me not to do. ie. asked for advise then didn't follow it. gah i doubt anyone will read this. oh well.

Horray!
So we did our shopping. I forgot the cell phone though so I have no idea if Maranda tried to call me or not. I work til Monday.. then I have off. I got my corset. Got Craig two more x-mas presents. Keeva's finger is healing really good. All of our money is gone. Tuesday I'm going to Festival to try and get another job. We need the money. I'm gunna see if Steavie would be willing to watch her for like $50 a week. There's so many bill piling up it's not even funny. They only give us like 2 weeks to pay them.. and we get paid every two weeks and need to get food and necessities for two weeks ya know? Gah.. stupid bill collectors. I haven't been feeling too good. Took a long nap today.. I'm still tired too. I'm waiting for Keeva to get tired so I can go to bed. Since I got my new corset.. I'm gunna see if Steavie wants to take pics on Tuesday night so I can add some with the corset. Ugh.. I feel like throwin up. Well I'm gunna go.. Lata..

Stuck In The Middle...
Ok so I have a dilema and I don't know what to do. No matter what I decide, someone is going to get pist at me. I have a couple of friends who were a couple. They recently split up. She wants him out right now. He emailed me asking me if he could stay at my house until the end of the month. If I let him stay, she will be mad at me. If I don't let him stay, he will be mad at me. What do I do? He offered to pay for staying here, and said he would cook or clean or whatever I wanted him to do. I am so tired of drama and always being put in the middle of shit...

Types Of Pics That Need To Not Be Default Pics Imo
Here are a list of pics that should not be default pics: -Kissy faces, just plain annoying and makes you women look funny, and makes 90% of the male population laugh, hell and a lot of women too. -Cleavage pics, i dont want to see that shit...i joined the site to meet people, not boobs. -Ass pics, same as above but change boobs to asses. -Make-out pics, i dont want to see you kissing your boy/girl toy. I dont care how happy you are, its gross, put it in a album, and people will look at it if they want. -Licking of lips, i dont want to see your non-brushed nappy teeth behind your ungodly caked on lipstick covered lips with you tongue running over it trying to look sexy...cause its not. k thanks. I think that it should be a requirement that one of your salutes should be your default pic, you face is in it, and not all distorted. thats just me.

Vote For My Cock Please
ive entered into this cock contest to see who has the better cock well this is to all my peeps out there go vote for me make me a fucking star rock on peeps [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1306880598 ]

Profile Songs?
hummnn def feeling better...i had a thought, ive checked out a lot of profiles in the time being here, and i know of one person, who like myself, chooses her songs to describe how she feels or the song to express herself..i am wondering does anybody esle feel the same or do u choose a song just cause it sounds good? maybe i should put this to the post bulletin area? yeah sounds good..lets see what the concesus says.

So Not Fair
I'm already late for work (BIG suprise) and I don't wannna go *insert extrememly whiney voice* Stayed up WAY too late this morning (Thanks Shawn, Phil and Cookie) and everyone gets to sleep in but me...NOT FAIR lol So when you all wake up and feel rested and refreshed...think of me dying at work..drinking cup after cup of coffee just waiting come home and pass the fuck out :D

Last Night
I fucked up big time last night.i forgot i had taken pain pills, and went out to a club and started drinking.well long story short i was fucked up, so i apologize to anyone who i annoyed last night when i got back on here.

Computer Down
Hello everyone, i am srry i have not been on in the last few days, my computer crashed and i couldnt get online...sadly i lost everything in my computer, it basicly had to be restored back to when i first bought it....But I am back online and wanted to let all of my friends know that I thought about you while i was gone.Ill be in touch soon.Oh and have a happy thanks giving too! Dnt eat too much turkey! Tracie

Im Out!
I deleted my sticky bulletin: Thanks to the Few Friends who helped me out in the Goddess contest!!! PlayfulGod(love ya baby) t0mmy(you rawk Sweetie) Dawn(You are my girl muahzzzz) Jelly(I loves ya!) Radisome Mainer in Exile Sensitive Guy DolphinSinger You guys Rawk! And Anyone i Missed ...Thanks so much for all the help. To all 1900 something who didnt Im just sad :( Anyhow I am just posting this to say dont worry about voting for me now. One chick has close to 4000 comment i have around 1800 and I dont wanna waste anyones time at this point. So anyhow Thanks to all who helped me out!!! Love ya lots!!! xoxoxoox Angel (Not a Goddess :( waaaaaaaaa)

What My Birthdate Says About Me...
Your Birthdate: January 24 You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Safety First ( Repost From Diva And Daddy)
Safety When Meeting For The First Time ( a repost from Diva and Daddy) By Postat There is a tiny but very dangerous percentage of people out there which in all probability you will never meet. But you would be wise, in any event, to take measures to protect yourself from them. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW THIS PERSON? Can this person give you any kind of reference, or what munches and clubs are they known at? Have any of your friends or fellow pervs, at munches, clubs or in channel heard of them? Are they known by people at the places they say they are known at? Don't be shy! Ask around. People will understand and gladly help you. In fact they will probably tell you off if you take a risk and don't! Get their home phone number and address, real name, email, and car registration. If they won't even give you their phone number, SERIOUSLY DON'T MEET THEM! THE MEETING Meet in a public place, like a munch, a cafe, or restaurant and try to steer away from pubs and alcohol

Plain Speaking
Sitting here wondering why you continue to plague me Why you continue to put words in front of my face Do you know I cannot stand you Stand the things about you any longer Your presence and your words are not required You no longer can ignite this fire Maybe once upon a time You could seduce me with your rhyme so intoxicating But hearing that the words supposedly so special Have been uttered to another set of ears I am brought from the darkness I dwelt within And thrown full force into the light Made to see the actuality of events gone by To hear the falsities beyond the words To see you for you for once Seeing the game you played is a lesson learned Showing me that there are none to be trusted Feeling like I have been taken back years To the times when boys did anything for frantic touches Panting breath and whispers of honeyed lies I love you I want you I need you you are my soul mate What a joke within the words a woman longs to hear And wha

Romantic Rhymes .... Lol
These are entries to a competition asking for a rhyme with the most romantic first line, but least romantic second line: Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss but I only slept with you, because I was pissed I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your mother Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. Of loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face Kind, intelligent, loving and hot This is everything you are not I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face I love your smile, your face, and your eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you, you screwed up my life I see your face when I am dreaming That's why I always wake up screaming My love you take my breath away What have you stepped in to smell this way?

Love...somethin I Wrote For A Fren's Wedding :)
When true love shines, one cannot help but stare; stare at the radiance of the flame, at the purity of the light and at the heat of the intensity. ~*~...~*~ When true love beats in the hearts of men, one cant help but try to listen in; to the rhythm of the beat, to the clarity of the tone, to how two sounds combine to form a perfect harmony; a sound so beautiful, it makes you ache...ache to be loved in a way such as theirs. ~*~...~*~ When true love is given a voice, one cannot help but pay attention; to the sincerity of the words, to the unwritten command, to the determination of the spirit to break free and exclaimed to the world their love for each other, be it a whisper or a shout, regardless of who is eavesdropping in their private conversations of love. ~*~...~*~ What God has joined together, no man shall part. What is set in stone was set there for a reason. S.A.P

Best Dick Contest
I am starting a new contest. It will be the best dicks. Anybody that wants to join needs to contact me through a private message and send me the link of the pic you want to use. I will accept 30 contestants. The total number of comments and ratings will be used. There can be more than one comment from the same person. The winner will receive a Rolex and will be commented and rated by me and 2 of my friends. The contest will be open at 9:00 mountain time, 8 Pacific, and 11 Eastern on Sunday November 19.

I Think Too Much
I've been thinking alot, and I've decided... I may not look like her, but I am pretty, and if I spend all my time wishing I looked like her because she's hot or this or that, then that's just well, dumb. I'm happy with who I am. I have great people who love me for me, and not because I have the body of a porn star or a cherub face. Yeah, I've been through some shit, but at the end of day, I get IMs and phone calls from my bestest friends in the whole world who tell me they love me, and that's all I can ask for. Who cares if Mr. So-and-so likes that big breasted, tanned, porn star looking chick, but not me? I want people who love me for me, and not because I'm "OMMGZZZ SO HAWTTT KAN I FUCK U". OH HELL NO. I have the best life I could ever ask for. Look at me. I'm getting there. Sure, if you looked at it, you'd be like "Uh ur life sucks!" but it really doesn't. Sure, my brother is dead. Sure, my parents are divorced. But those things make me a stronger person. Sure, I'm not so be

10 Things About You
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1) I'm 5'10 2)I play lots of video games 3)I eat pasta, seafood, steak, and etc... 4)i have one brother and two sisters 5)i like to go hang out at the mall 6)my favorite superhero is Superman 7)even though i'm almost 20 i still watch cartoons 8)i watch anime cartoons like DBZ Naruto etc.. 9)I'm the youngest in the Family 10)i first words were "more money"

Alexis
ok for those who know me they know i love my dogs and most of all Alexis. and for those who don't know that you do now. today was the worst day of my life!! i was sitting here on the computer when my fiance came in and told me my dog had died! i started to cry and then got up and walked out back and right then and there my heart fell to the ground it was Alexis. she was about 5 yrs old and she died having puppies. she wasn't suppoesed to have gotten pregnant but she climbed the pen and got out! i got her about 4 and a half years ago from the pound she was gonna be put to sleep the next day, and i've had her ever since. i also raise pit bulls but she was a chow mix and also like i said before my heart and my everything! i feel like there was something i could have done but when we found her it was already too late she was already gone. about 3 yrs ago she got hit by a car and messed her up pretty bad and almost died so i saved her life twice if only i could have made it there this time

A Plea For Patience And Understanding
This is me asking all you in the USA to be kind to the people in the stores you may be overcrowding this weekend. Sure, you may wait in a few long lines. You may find a mistake on your receipt. You may not get helped immediately when you ask for it. You may find everything you are looking for is sold out. You may get turned down when asking for something special. You may just not get the sunny smile you are used to. I personally will be in my store from 6am to 6pm. If you come in the morning, I might yawn in your face. If you come in the evening, I may be holding myself up on my counter. And while you may be spending all that time shopping, it is a lot more of a stressful day for me. You can stop for a smoothie. You can say, "screw it" and go home. You can take a nap and shop later in the day. Try to be pleasant to all those clerks out there. This is the most insane time of year for all of us. Many of us will not have just spent the day with our families stuffing our faces bec

Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex, I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantiliner had a bunch of "Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products... Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh. Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead...I triple-dog-fuckin-dare-ya... See what happens and report back. I'll wait. While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I garan-damn-tee you that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. Staying active will relieve headaches & cramps...well guess what, t

Ok, Let's Play :)
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from Livid :)) 1. I am a Southern belle from North Carolina, and I am far from sweet and innocent. I have a soft sexy southern voice I am told, which landed me a phone actress job once. I did it for about two weeks. Shakes head. The stories I could tell. LOL 2. I had my first son, Brandon at 23, before I married my hubby. Brandon was in fact in the wedding, two years later. 3. I have a degree in fine arts, and attended S.C.A.D. university, and G.T.C.C. Now, I am getting my graphics and advertising degree. I am one semester away form completing it, except for the math classes. Boo! I hate math! Math scares me to death. Algebra and me do not

Into The Light
i look up in the northern sky a place of vast mystery whats beyond our grasp of infinity into the light we flow the light feeds us guides us makes us whole without the light we are nothing nothing to be nothing can compare a trail is set i destiny gone but into the light are souls have flown

Key To My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart ... You had it all along

I Wrote This To A Girl I Loved Who's Sister Died...she Changed... She Left....
I wish i could take away the pain... and bring it all on me, I would hold you in my arms and kiss you tenderly. I would carry you on my shoulders, and introduce you to my heart, I will warm you with my Love, so that we may never part. I cried many tears for you, as if i could wipe away your sorrows... I carressed you with my warm embrace, and held you for all tomorrows. I know time is the only cure for this, there is no other way, so for now i will hold my heart aside, and keep you there.... every day. Love Tony

To Naughty Or Not To Naughty
In the past week, with naughty photos posted again, I've gained something like 50 new friends. Unfortunately, I suspect that most of them became my friends primarily to see said naughty photos, and have no real interest in friendship. It's not that I think naughty photos are the only reason anyone wants to become my friend. For one thing, I don't have those kind of self-esteem issues. :) For another, I DIDN'T have naughty photos up for a month, and still gained friends at a fairly steady pace. And I know there are guys who became my friends simply to see my photos, but were then sucked in by my incredible wit and charm (smirk) and are now good friends, perhaps despite themselves. :) That said... I'm wondering if the naughty photos are worth it. I post them primarily as an expression of MY self-confidence and sexuality. They end up working as a friends lure, though, and honestly, since I don't want friends merely for numbers and points, all they become is yet another unresp

What I Want.....
What I want is real simple actually, but it seems real hard to have. I want someone in my life that actually makes me and my kids feel loved. I want to feel special, and I want my kids to feel special too. I want my kids to know what it feels like to actually have a father figure that wants to spend time with them and do things with them. I want a complete family! I want to be held when lay down, I want a shoulder to cry on, someone to lean on, and someone to share all of my experiences with. I miss the tender, loving moments of a relationship. I miss having someone to take care of me when i'm sick instead of always being the one take care of the person who is sick. I miss having someone who will stand up for me or protect me even if they don't agree with me. Someone that I can depend on to always be on my side. If you feel the same, understand what I'm saying then give shout or leave a note and let me know.... It's always nice to know that you aren't the only person feeling a cer

Lol
A man and a woman who had never met before, but were both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a trans-continental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly, he in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over and gently woke the woman saying: "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married", "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own damn blanket." After a moment of silence, he farted.

Fools Rush In
“You will never know love unless you surrender to it.” It’s funny how one quote from a movie can mean so much to a person. I hear those words and I cry every single time, without fail. You can look to me at that point in the movie and the tears are already streaming down my face. And while some find it cute, few really understand why that line makes me cry. Everyone in life desires to be loved. Some people are lucky and they find love the first time, get married once, start a family and live life with one person. Other people search their entire lives, sometimes marrying more than one person over a lifetime, trying to find the half that makes them whole. If they are lucky they find that person on the second try. There are still those in life that wander through it aimlessly, always searching for the person that completes them. If these people are lucky, they find them eventually. And sadly, there are still those that never really find the one person that makes them the happiest t

New Pics!
Hey guys! I just uploaded 2 new albums full of pics..They are the 2 bottom ones called "old pics of me" and "my real life friends"..Please go show them some comment love!! Thanks ♥ x0x0x -Ash Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP

Judge Only Yourself
How much does an opinion weigh does it really matter what I say? I can't be responsible be yourself or be a fox Who cares what you expect what is politically correct? All my ideas are in bad taste so get off my case Judge yourself and NO ONE ELSE. I don't intent to offend I just offend with my intent beauty is in the beholder's eye I just like the ugly side. Who cares what you expect what exactly is politically correct? All of my ideas are in bad taste so get off my case and judge yourself and NO ONE ELSE See things the way I do walk a mile in my shoes Don't assume & damn it don't praise me My thought would drive you crazy Kill someone, save a life Don't do drugs, drink all night worship Jesus, praise Satan Opinions are all contradictions. It's not a case of wrong or right you may hate what I like vice versa, it's all the same just do it, no pain no gain. Who cares what you expect what is politically correct? All my ideas are in bad taste

Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantiliner had a bunch of "Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: *Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. *Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. *Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. *Try Kotex blah blah blah other products... Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh. Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead...I triple-dog-friggen- dare-ya.. . See what happens and report back. I'll wait. While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate From the vending machine. I garan-damn-tee you that the first responders Will be females who just ovulated. Staying active will relieve headaches & cram

Truth In The Shoutbox (a Sequel To "truth In User Comments")
This is an actual shoutbox conversation that just occured today. Some of the names have been changed to protect the dumbassed! ------------------------------------------------ Shout from User X to me... "Hi!!! Thanks for dropping by. Gave you a ten! If you get a chance, come by and return the favor! Also, feel free to add me as a friend and become a fan and I'll do the same!!! Have a great day!!! Shout from ME back to User x... "I'm sorry, but I can't do that." User X to ME... "Why not???" ME to User X... "Because you're already on my friend list. And I rated your profile and all of your pics too. I also became your fan. It was about 2 months ago. It was the last time you ever spoke to me. Remember???" (several minutes of hilarious silence while the moron checks her friend list) User X to ME... "Oh yeah! I remember you. Sorry about that! lol" ME to User X... "Yeah...lol...no problem. Bye." User X to ME... "W

Some.........................
..................................Oooo Some people .............( .....) come into our lives..... ) ../ and quickly go.......... (__/ oooO (..... ) .......Some people ...... ( ........become friends .....__)...... and stay a while... leaving beautiful .....Oooo footprints on our ....(...... ) hearts..........................)... / ..................................(_ _/ oooO .(..... )...... and we are ........ ( .......~ never ~ ......__) ......quite the same because we have made a good friend!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Right Now - -somebody is very proud of you. -somebody is thinking of you. -somebody is caring about you. -somebody misses you. -somebody wants to talk to you. -somebody wants to be with you. -somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. -somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. -somebody wants to hold your hand

Game :)
Who ever can name the song thats playing in the backround of my Video in my Stash I'll buy you a nice gift :) and rate ur profile and allll your pictures! Just leave a comment on this blog with the name and artist :) Love ya BIatchhesssss!!!!! *69thAngel* Muahh! xo Courtesy of MsTags.com

Part Of My World.....
Hello everyone...Just giving you a little insight to how my life works..I work at the hospital so my hours and days are always changing. Right now I either work from 8am until 4:30 pm, or from 7am until 7:30 pm..And normally after work I'm too tired to even get on here and chat..On my days off I am at home with my son..I really have no one to watch my son so I do not go anywhere he cannot go. I try to go out and do things people my age are doing but it never works..If I make plans in advance something goes wrong and fucks everything up..My life is not mine anymore every chioce I make is made with my son's best interest at heart. For some people this is hard to understand and others accept it happily. I spend my days off picking up after my child and making sure the house is clean and the both of us have clean clothes. To most this does not sound like much of a life..And granted it rarely lives time for a personal life. But it's mine..My child has ADHD which makes it three ti

Great Weekend
I had a great weekend. I did a photo shoot with a great model named Sharmeka. we shot for about 90 minutes with 3 outfit changes and i got about 350 photos. It was a lot of fun. I also saw the new james bond movie which I thought was awesome.

If I Saidyou Had A Beautiful Body (would You Hold It Against Me?)
If I said you had a beautiful body Would you hold it against me If I swore you were an angel Would you treat me like the devil tonight If I were dying of thirst Would your flowing love come quench me If I said you had a beautiful body Would you hold it against me Now we can talk all night about the weather Tell you 'bout my friends out on the coast I could ask a lot of crazy questions Or I could ask what I really want to know If I said you had a beautiful body Would you hold it against me If I swore you were an angel Would you treat me like the devil tonight If I were dying of thirst Would your flowing love come quench me If I said you had a beautiful body Would you hold it against me Now rain can fall so soft against the window The sun can shine so bright up in the sky But daddy always told me, 'Don't make small talk' He said, 'Come on out and say what's on your mind' If I said you had a beautiful body Would you hold it against me If I swore you w

Idle Thoughts
Idle thoughts: - Sawyer and Kate. VERY hot! Wearing out that part on my Tivo. - CSI: NY was sooo predictable this week that I figured it out about five minutes in. - Toby hates it when I sing along with Heart. OK, so Heart in the mid-80's was... over the top, to say the least. But who hasn't warbled "Alone" a time or two? C'mon, admit it. You're singing along with it RIGHT NOW, aren't you? (Wasn't it nice of me to include it?) Heart, Alone 1987Add to My Profile | More Videos - Still haven't made it through a Cold Case without sobbing my eyes out, although last week's Anne Murray-accompanied finale was one of the worst. I include some resonant lines from tonight's Cold Case episode: "Oh, go ahead and judge me. You don't know what it's like to be a woman and want somebody to love you. But you're too old, you're too fat, you're too loud, you're too... something. And every damn thing hurts your feelings like it's the end of the world." =-=-=-=-=-= "He

Damn Football
ok heres another one that chaps my damn ass, i'm in houston so i am a houston texans football fan ( gotta roll with home team) i'll cheer for them but i wont ever put my money on them, this damn team will FIND a way to loose a football game WDF!!!!!!!!! only team i know can lead the whole fuckin game and then loose it in the last quarter or last few seconds... that just chaps my azz

Fuggin Automated Phone Lines
dont ya just hate when you try and call somewhere and you get his damn automated message that has you dial 374687643 fuckin numbers and then STILL doesnt put you through to someone...and it really sucks if you get disconnected during the call and you have to call back...or whats worse is you FINALLY get to someone and they supposedly cant help you and instead of putting you through to someone who can they give you another number to call only to dial 38783742 numbers again through automated messages. that REALLY chaps my azz

Native American Quotes
Treat the earth well. It was not given to you by your parents, it was loaned to you by your children. We do not inherit the Earth from our Ancestors, we borrow it from our Children. Ancient Indian Proverb ~~~ Go Forward With Courage When you are in doubt, be still, and wait; when doubt no longer exists for you, then go forward with courage. So long as mists envelop you, be still; be still until the sunlight pours through and dispels the mists-- as it surely will. Then act with courage. White Eagle ~~~ When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice. White Elk ~~~ Humankind has not woven the web of life. We are but one thread within it. Whatever we do to the web, we do to ourselves. All things are bound together. All things connect. Chief Seattle, 1854 ~~~ May the stars carry your sadness away, May the flowers fill your heart with beauty, May hope foreve

Sexual Q & A's
Sexual Q & A's 1) Ever been to a strip club? Yep 2) Ever been to a bar? Yep 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Nope 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Nope 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? Yep 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yep 7) Had sex in a car? Nope 8.) Had sex in a park? Nope 9) Had sex in a movie theater? Nope 10) Had sex in a bathroom? Yep 11) Had sex at work? Nope 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yep 13) Bought something from an adult store? Yep 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? Not Yet! 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yep 17) Have you ever had a threesome? yep 18) Are your breasts real? Yep 19) Have you ever kissed a stranger? Yep 20) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? Yep 21) Would you have sex with the person that posted this sur

::blah::
so I'v come to the realization that guys are starting to make me sick and i'm talking like sick to my stumach puke off the belcony sick most are full of yourselves most are beyond perverted and the rest of you just frustrate me beyond belief not only that but i talk before i think a lot of times and you take things just as serious as i do i'm not into the chase i have no reason to :/end rant. lol

Why?
This has been beyond pathetic, This world is falling apart and we are sitting around attempting to help those who do not wish our help! Dont get me wrong orders are olders but Another funeral for another friend, I've lost count on how many thats been. When is something going to be done? How many headstones will read Died at age 25? or younger even. This isnt a war or a Military Action or a Police Action. This is a slaughter of the young and innocent. Too many are dying every day, And for what??? For what!! kill because someone got killed and killing because of killing, will this really bring about peace in the end? I am getting to the point even i am finding it hard to pick up my gun knowing that this will be the outcome! How many must die? How many must never live to see their families and friends? And now i hear that they are still finding remains at Ground Zero and they are simply being pushed into the water? into man holes and being covered up??? This is not Freedom!! Thi

Oh For Fucks Sake
People who cannot spell piss me off so much. Why is it so difficult for people to type the g on words like playing, giving, looking, so on and so forth? Its only one extra letter idiots. Also people that use the number two instead of to or too. Come on losers, you learn that shit in 2nd grade! Using U instead of you is lame too. Put that shit in your pipes and smoke it, you bunch of fucking retards.

A Look Into Some Of The Messages I Got Everyday
listen you big fat piece of LARD. Your sister may not be FAT, but YOU... daamn, you are a f`ing PIG. Now get your FAT ass to Weight Watchers befiore you exploded, you big FAT PIG! And do NOT send repliies and block people and think you are something special, you f`ing MOO COW! NOW MAKES YA THINK WHAT I GET TO PUT UP WITH N Y I'M SOO DOWN ON MYSELF ABOUT MY BODY N SHIT, SOO NEXT TIME SOMEONE DESIDES TO MAKE FUN OF ME OR HOW I FUCKING LOOK TAKE A LOOK AT URSELF B4 U SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT CAUSE BELIVE IT OR NOT IT DOSE HURT!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Does A Kiss Imply..?
A KISS IS NOT MERELY A KISS...THAN WHAT..? *kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex" *kiss on the boobs"-----"frantic love from the partner" "kiss on pubes" -------"inseperable sexy bond" "kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Nose --- "Your so speical to me" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" *Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" *Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" *Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" *Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completley Comfortable with you" Just for fun: one small ' A ' joke about the kiss, ur

I Just Had Something Really Freaky Happen...
Ok, so for Advanced Drawing, we have 4 interiors of the same room due by the end of the semseter. Our third one is due tonight. Last week, I decided to switch my room from our living room to the bathroom. I think I've explained all this before. Anyway. I finished the toilet, and am now drawing the inside of the tub...I'm using a long skinny-ish strip of paper (I ripped an average piece of Canson paper in half the long way...so I think they're like 20 x 30, something like that...so that'd be about 10 x 30). Yeah, so I'm sitting there drawing, and I suddenly realized that I was using my left hand to draw on the left side of the paper and my right hand to draw on the right side. How freaky is that?!? I mean, I've always been a little bit ambidextrous, but my right side is definitely my predominant one...and the crazier thing? I have NO IDEA how long I was doing that before I realized it. Weird...

About Pagan Mysticism
A mystic seeks ecstatic union with the divine. In Christian, Hindu and other traditions, mystics live austere lives, rejecting the needs and joys of the body to achieve their purposes. For pagans, our mysticism is experienced through the senses and super senses. We embrace physical reality as the visible, tangible expression of spirit and seek oneness with Goddess, alive in her creation -- where world and self are sacred.

Leaving For Clincals... See Ya Tuesday
well leaving for clinicals. wont be back online to chat til tomorrow when i wake back up. have a night shift. so when i get home and shower i will be ready for bed!! Hope everyone has a great day!!

Confused....
Saw you last night What a surprise You came up to me And looked into my eyes Asked me how I was doing If I was okay I looked at you and said I live by each day I didn't know what to feel Or even if I cared cuz i don't want to fall So I just tood there And you just stared I wanted to say something Anything at all But I couldn't find it in me I just didn't want to fall Fall in love with you is to SOON! So I sat there and listened As your smile that had disappeared Soon sparkled and glistened There it was The smile i dreamed of And sooner than ever we walked about to your room Saying goodbye And giving me a smile I didn't know what to do I was in denial (scared of falling and not being caught) i walked away for now the time was to soon Cause I realized That you're just my friend but i want more... to be continued.... Khristinafaye2006

It's Fucked Up.
People only talk to people who are hott or showing it all. You're all shallow fuckers. That's really fucked up. And no one will read this b/c you're all so interested in nudity and sex. I bet if I name this naked pictures or something like that everyone would read it and then complain b/c there wasn't any nudity. Bastards.

Fucking Government
isn't the government so great you fucking work 7 years and one day you end sliping and falling for doing the job you where working right and you go to the dr and they tell you you can work you need theripy and social services are dumb fuck and cus the they ask for like a form but never send it you have to suffer and then on top of that you find 2 month that your ex had a kid it was your and it is 4 years old on top of that not getting anything any assistance cuz they think I can work so now I my not be on here go a whild they shut off my phone already oh yeah now how am I supose to get a job there so bright wiwl they all need a fucking bottle of sun in so the fucker would know the godamed supid well thanks for letting me bitch but this my ve the last time I am on for a while hope every one has fun I will miss you all

Human Body
You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for as long as you live. How you take care of it or fail to take care of it can make an enormous difference in the quality of your life. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time, informal school called Life. Each day, you will be presented with opportunities to learn what you need to know. The lessons presented are often completely different from those you think you need. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error and experimentation. You can learn as much from failure as you can from success. Maybe more. A lesson is repeated until it is learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it (as evidenced by a change in your attitude and ultimately your behavior) then you can go on to the next lesson. Learning lessons does not end. There is no stage of life that does not contain some lesson

Being Blocked
Your choice to block me i dont care you didnt want me on your friends list anymore and i was keeping your wishes you neednt have blocked me personally i find it kinda amusing so i became your fan i needed a good laugh today thank you have a nice life hun

Everything Happens For A Reason
I know that everything happens for a reason but why? Are these reasons really that great? You have something great starring you in the face and you pass it up for the possibility of something you have wanted for a while and that turns sour and the person you passed up ends up in a fucked up relationship or so called relationship. You find something with somone else that has the possibility of being good but you still wonder what could have been. Why did you pass it up? Why did you let the power that the other person had (has) over you control you? And what about this new person who you have strong feelings for? Were you supposed to be with the person you passed up or are you supposed to be with the person that you might have something great with now? Did you do the right thing by this or did you totally fuck up your life as well as the life of someone else? You see what it has done to you and to the other person and no good has come of it but you still have this other person who says

What Kind Of Angel Are You?
What Kind of Angel are you? ANGEL OF WINSDOMYou rule yourself, sometimes hepl, sometimes destroy... but you still have a soulTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Monday Mutha Fuckin Fundays
Ok so not really but its what u make it right...? So ya i dont have 2 work till Wednesday..and i have no fucking clue how to spend it...so i figure ill just keep smoking till i do! So break out the Bongs, fill it up with some ice and water...and away...we...go! Blazed, JR

Pics
So, I posted some private pics and I've gotten some flattering comments on them. It makes me feel really good about myself, but at the same time I feel a little erked knowing that these people I barely know are looking at me naked. haha. Weird I know, but just a feeling. Anyway, I want to post more pics but I'll wait til later to do that. Til next time boys and girls.

I Hate Catty Bitches
1. catty Usually used to refer to those of the female gender, describing the typical "high-maintenance&qu ot; girl. Synonym for (or may be used in conjunction with): petty, bitchy, conceited, malicious. Alyssa, the particularly catty girl down the hall, loved to spread rumors to instigate fights amongst the other girls. THAT is all! Thank you!:)

Otep
One of the best songs by OTEP...Suicide Trees Spent my whole life in love with despair Kept my lungs full with the breath of their air Mute, atmosphere, I became what I hate, And thus shall I remain, To give birth to a mighty assassin armed with a weapon of words, To defy the lies, to never compromise, No Today my name is pain I stood, beyond the world Whispering secret syllables in the eyeless dark Dancing wildly round and round on the rotting ground Surrounded by the dead dusts of hell This is how I delete myself and this is how I corrupt everyone else Obey obey, betray betray You are not unique you do not need to think Take it, take it, I will I will I will You succumb so nicely Like an insect starring back, like a dying dove My love, my love So here we are again Sheets are stained and bloodied Animals scratch at my skin Here we are again, Faces scrapped and bloodied Nothing left to give I wasn't there I'm not involved, I'

Guys
so why are guys so effin stupid...they dont want a virgin...but because i have two babies...then you dont want to date me...i want to have a baby...so i did...but because i do no guy wants to date me... "i dont want to be his daddy" that is what i hear all the time...i am not asking you to be their daddy...they both have a daddy that is in their lifes!!!! i dont let a guy met my babies unless the relationship is goin somewhere....i dont want my babies to met every guy or girl that i have sex with or a goin to have sex with....so y do guys act that way???? i dont understand....if i was a virgin no guy would want me...and because i have two babies no guy wants me....what the fuck....it is so stupid...but i am done bitching...i have to go be a mother to my babies...hugs & kisses tiff

Please Read It Is Important !!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mariah Date: Nov 20 2006 3:23 PM Repost this. It's important! Every parent (and child) needs to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: Images and video hosting by TinyPic would not repost so click on the link below and memorize the symbols... If you see these symbols on someone's Myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. Anyone with children, please visit Wikipedia's article on Pedophile Activism. Copy and Paste: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pedophile_activism

Survey: Have You Ever...
-100 Have You Evers- 1. Made out for more than 3 minutes?: I was a teenager once. I know, hard to believe. Wish I did it more often. Guys need to learn how to prolong foreplay. 2. Slept in a different bed? Different bed? Geez, who comes up with these things? If you never buy a new bed, and never leave home... you are a really sad sad case. 3. Made out in a movie theater? Nope. 4. Made out in the forest?: Yes, actually. Picnic table, Florida, 1988. He was bad at it. 5. Thought your cousin was hot?: I have several hot cousins. I can think they're hot without it being gross. C'mon, it's not like I was raised with them. They lived across the country. I saw them once every couple years. 6. Slept naked?: I always do, unless I'm staying at someone's house, or someone's staying at mine that's likely to wake me. (Nephews) 7. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?: Yes, although I admit I'm a water hog and honestly, no guy's made it worthwhile so far. 8.

Just A Fantasy Tale I Thought Of
Warning... This may get a little explicit!!! It starts out as just a day with the sunshine and the pool, maybe a bar-b-que fired up. Friends start to pop over for drinks and swimming, and the fruit punch gets spiked in the usual fashion. The stereo gets moved out doors and the yard is jumpin. Maybe a dozen couples...More fruit punch is made...the grapes at the bottom absorb most of the alcohol and are quickly becoming known as depth charges. Everyone simply has to have a serving to try. After some time dusk settles in and the pool lights and patio laterns are turned on as much as the party goers. The occasional flash of flirting tittie is popped into view. A grope of some swelling crotches in the usual neanderthalic fashion. A bikini comes flying from the pool, and like sheep, everyone becomes erotically nude. Several couples in the pool are making movements suspiciously resembling sex. a couple of guys sit on the poolside ogling the women that are now stroking

I Like Work?
Sickening You sicken me You make me fucking sick When I look into your eyes, I honestly want to slit my throat, bleed, and puke all over your fucking boots You didn’t hear me? You really want me to repeat the hate I just hissed? I said fuck you What? FUCK YOU, YOU STUPID FUCKING SHITHEAD; I AM NOT INTERESTED IN THE SEARS CATALOGUE UNDERWEAR ADS, YOU DUMB FUCKING IDIOT!!! You make me fucking sick

I Got Tagged Biatch!!!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! 10 things about me...damN you!!! I dont like to talk about myself hey thats one.... 1. I dont like talking about myself!! lol I find it hard because im very hard on myself, nothing i do is very good in my eyes. Yet im always told other wise. 2. I say lol waaaaaaaaaay too much its like a disease!! I can say lol three times in a sentence...beginning, middle AND end!! I think i need a "lol box" 3. I don't function without music. Take my music away and you take a massive part of me away with it. Music is an escape, you make it what you want and need it to be. I would rather lose my sight than my hearing if i had to lose one of them as hearing thing

Hot Mom Contest Info
If you fall into this category (Um, being a Mother), I gotta contest for you. Number of ratings and comments = a win. So... You know the deal. Have fun, repost for you friends and let's compete. Winner recieves an e-trophy. Rule 1: No insulting contestants in any form. Rule 2: Pictures can be any kind of YOURSELF and yourself ONLY and contestants of all sizes, skin colors and ages are welcome...

Fecal Matters
Ok, before I start, I need to put a disclaimer on this...Don't read if you don't find fecal humor funny..(yeah, I know...shitty topic for a blog) I went to McDonalds the other day...and got food poisoning. It was horrid. You know, that first crap you take after you've eaten something rotten? You can feel your stomach gurgling, tears come to your eyes, you bite your lip, then it bursts out of you like a demon-child being spawned...the force of it lifting you clear off the seat as watery shit sprays out of your ass....it's humiliating to think about, you don't wanna say it happens...but we've all been there. So, that being over and done with...it made me think about writing a shitty blog...you know, the different types of shits we have? (yeah, whatever, you think you've heard em all before and you may have...but not put into MY words) First off...the ghost shit. ooooohhh.. the strainer. the grunter. The one you put your sweat and tears into, squeezing it out with your teeth cl

The 20th ~ Poem For Bradley's Class
Daughter Defendant I'm on trial, but the judge, he can't hear me. Through I try my attempts growing weary. And my efforts to win seem to turn into sin as my pleas and my cries fail severly. They're trying to drown out the sound of my head beating into the ground. And the fire in my eyes only grows when I rise. I'm burning up here in their lies. Expectations that can't be attained Are the root of my self ridden shame They're pulling my arms towards direction of harm. One more step, someone sound the alarm. This pain of which I'm inflicted isn't physical, and yet I'm addicted. I'm mentally bruised emotionally abused and it's me, in the end, who's accused. My shield always shines with a smile but my core weeps with hurt all the while. For I strive to achieve and surpass their belief but esteem I will never recieve. You won't ever get to heaven If you've never been through hell.

You've Been Tagged!!! Neener!!! =p
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! 1.Ummm...my favorite color is green, always has been since I was this tall - lol. 2.I was a widow at the age of 37. My husband was 13 yrs older than me and died of heart failure in his sleep do to prescription drugs. God bless his soul. 3.I was the typical principal's daughter. Worked hard, played harder, got into lots of situations that I wish now I would of never had. 4.I was an exceptional athlete in volleyball, basketball, track and softball. Won state in track my senior year and was all conference and all state in volleyball and basketball. Went on to play college volleyball and track but my passion was basketball. 5.I care about someone ve

A Riders Poem - (was Posted In A Bulletin With No Author - If Anyone Knows Please Tell Me So I Can Give Credit
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our

Max's 8th Birthday
Today My little boy would have been 8 years old today. I am very sad today but I will get through this. I am asking everyone with children to show their kids lots of love. Read them a bed time story. Hug them and just be greatful that they are alive. I am going to go tuck my kids in soon. Have a great night everybody. Love you all.

A Different Christmas Poem...
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perha

What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You?
What does your birth month reveal about you? FebruaryAbstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent andclever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

A Different Xmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perha

Bored On A Monday Night
soo im really bored right now lol..havent been up to much lately, just school and winterguard practices just started so ill be busy at those from now on. and im really sad i didnt get to see evan tonight because he was at a family thing :/ idk whats wrong with him, he hasnt really wanted to spend much time with me lately. i guess its cause weve been fighting about the stupidest things i kinda understand. but i hope all of you are doing alright! im gonna try to get some new pics up in the next few days..any requests? (but no nudes of course) =] love you all

Such A Fine Line Between Love And Goodbye
You bring a smile to my face and a tear to my eye Your loving embrace is so true - it cant lie The love we share is more then just plain It can’t possibly be and cause so much pain When you caress my face I think I have found my right place We have tried for so long to figure it out Trying to find answers that remove all of the doubt As we lay awake at night endlessly searching the sky We’re torn between loves neither of us can deny Past commitments we’ve made just don’t seem to die There’s such a fine line between love and good-bye We will go about our days knowing that our love is true But that don’t necessarily mean we’ll know what to do. All the thoughts that we have running round in our heads Wish they were about just the two of us instead When I tell you I’m confused I know its hard to comprehend Wondering myself how we could let this love end Holding out hope that its last days never come Oh how we remember the days when our love was young As we lay

Adult Story Erotic
I sat dozing in my chair; the ten o clock news was going off. Crap! I thought as I realized I had missed the entire hour of news. While gathering up the two empty beer bottles I hear the door bell ring. What the hell? I looked at my watch it was eleven o clock, its awful late for trick or treaters. Setting the bottle back down I hurried to the door with a feeling of dread, I'll bet its some damn teenagers out for pranks. I jerked the door open. "What?" I demanded. A young woman was standing on my front steps. Her long auburn hair was pulled into pony tails on either side of her head. She wore a tight fitting low-cut white sweater that ended just above her navel. Even though she was dressed like a high school cheerleader, she was to well- developed to be anything but in her mid-twenties. I could just make out the black lacy bra she wore underneath. Her long shapely legs were crowned with a short skirt that bounced enticingly as she moved. In one hand she held pomp

"the Greatest Irony Of Love"
The Greatest Irony of Love Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love

"this Is How I Want It"
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your

How I Feel
Talking to you is like talking to a goddess Being who you are, Not having a worry in the world Wanting to be happy Wanting to be with you I hope to make you mine. The time we share makes me want you more. You always make me laugh, I long so much to kiss you. Wanting to connect with you on a deeper level. Everytime I gaze into your sultry brown eyes, I try to withstand the urge to extinguish your Heavenly lips of fire. Every time we hug, Its hard for me to ignore what I truly want to do. You are unique in everyway. I want you to sweep you off your feet I will not seranade you because I can't sing, Barry White will do that for me. Thinking about you has disabled my sleep. Having dreams of you and I Spending countless hours together. Being with you would ease the pain., Allow me to sleep better Be who I have always been. Waking up everyday knowing you are still with me And loving every second of it.

Hmm What Am I Gonna Do
well i got 5 whole days with no kids and loads of free time..so if any1 has any ideas what i can do let me know lol dont wanna sit here bored so comment me back with them ideas and i might just try them out

Bp Update
well i am starting to get my BP to stay at a more normal level now that i am on my medications i just wanted everyone to know that and thanks for those that have been concerned on how it has been going DawnMarie

Poem
Why do I love you? You ask me why I love you I just say because I do Knowing the answer your looking for has far greater meaning to it than the truth Mi sure you know I love you, you just want to know why Or maybe you want reassurance that I will always be by your side Well….maybe the truth is I love you because you love me Or maybe its because you’re everything I’ve dreamed my special someone to be Maybe because you hold my hand squeezing it just right Or maybe because even when we argue you still hold me tight through the night Maybe it’s the way you look at me when we say our goodbyes Or maybe because you tell me you love me just by looking into my eyes I could love you….just because of your hair… Or maybe because every time I need you, you always seem to be there I love because after all this time, you’ve become a part of me Or maybe because you say you love me no matter how pissed off you may be I love you because every time I get angry you can still make me smi

My Senior Year In High School
Okay So I started my senior year in high school Life was good, My last year in school, No worries, A new neice to be proud of..yes life was good. I was heavily into drugs and drinking at this point but my mom still did not have a clue. I started having sex about this time too. About October, all my so called friends started dropping out and there i was still in school. even though i was into drugs to escape reality, i still had enough respect of myself to complete high school. So i made new friends. the so called "hicks" of the school. But they showed me what friend really are, they helped me get off the drugs. Even with these great friend I still felt that I was missing something. Though I maintained an happy appearence on the outside, i was actually very depressed in the inside. So i didn't have the drugs to escape, I continued with the cutting, though i kept it hidden very well. Right before Christmas break I tripped going down the stairs at school (blonde moment) an

Damn Near Bit It.
Last Wednsday,8 November, I experienced a 3rd episode of my heart racing. This time it wouldn't stop, so I drove myself to the ER around midnight. Oconee couldn't do anything for me, meds weren't working,which they said was unusual, but, they could tell me what it was. Ventricular Tachycardia. What is ventricular tachycardia? Ventricular tachycardia is a fast heart rhythm that starts in the lower part of the heart (ventricles). If left untreated, some forms of ventricular tachycardia may worsen and lead to ventricular fibrillation, which can be life-threatening. Oconee Regional put me in an ambulance and took me to the Macon Medical Center. My days are kind of whacky, so I'll just tell you what happened as I remember. They put a stint in my leg, clearing an artery. After 4 hours of having to keep my leg still, they finally let me move around. About 30 minutes after that, I suddenly coded. I could not breathe and I couldn't get the nurses to understand that. I only have one

Be Real
u know this is really fucked up i want ppl to be a friend not chat with me on their fucking break like i am robot or something i am man with pride for god sake and have feeling under my skin be real friend or leave

~to All My Friends, Please Read~
Thank you guys for all the love. Never stop! Sorry havn't been around much, just dealing with a few things that is keeping me from the pc or can't be on as much. Hopefully change soon. Plus I started a new job last Friday night so that keeps me from being here nights. Miss all you guys! Hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving. Luv You All!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Helga Needs A Beer
It was a hot day in Minnesota. Helga hung out the wash to dry, put a roast in the oven, and then went downtown to pick up some dry cleaning. "Gootness, it's hotter Dan hell today," she mused to herself as she walked down Main Street. She passed a tavern and thought , "Vy nodt?" So she walked in and took a seat at the bar. The bartender walked up and asked her what she would like to drink. "Ya know," Helga said, "it is zo hot, I tink I'll have myself a cold beer." "Anheuser Busch?" the bartender asked. Helga blushed and replied, "Vell fine, tanks, und how's yur viener?"

Oral Sex
Okay boys and girls....I'm feeling kinda HA HA today, even though shit is kinda rough. Why is it that so many women will not admit to A) performing oral sex, and B) swallowing? The reason I am asking this (before some of yall go EWWWWWWWWWWW) is that you are the FIRST people to get upset if a guy doesn't do it. Me being the permanent scuba tank holder that I am, don't have a problem with it. In fact it's one of my faves (better bring an oxygen tank and a safety word with ya), but I just wanted to know why it's EWWWWWWW when you guys do it to us...but not EWWWWWWWWW when we go down on yall. I was having a HUGE debate on the train on the way to my stepsister's house today with these three wall st. women, and two were really BLONDE about the whole thing but one said she knew where I was coming from and suggested I post this blog to find out if women are really still in the EWWWW phase (or is that just in public or not amongst friends lol). For all of you guys that think that this

Love In Life
Love may be a many wondered thing but it is no more than you make it. So you should always cherish the love that you have for you will feel the pain of loss forever. Love is felt in the heart and soul not the body. Most people now a days have forgotten that love and lust are totally different. LUST IS PHYSICAL. LOVE IS EMOTIONAL. So you can have love without having lust. Lust fades but love is enduring. So I prefer love over lust in my life because to be able to love is to live a great life. ~ABNORMAL BRAT

The Shower
Well first I washed your back, then you washed mine, as you were washing mine you dropped a hand, reached around and took my cock in your hand, began stroking me slowly, and I reached behind me and started gently rubbing your clit with my fingers. Then You pulled my hair aside and kissed my neck in that sensative spot, and I moaned, I turned and kissed you deeply. Still stroking my cock and me fingering your clit, sliding my fingers in and out of I turned to face you. I stuck my fingers as deep inside you as they would go, and curled them to hit your g-spot. My cock, now rock hard, still enveloped in your soft hands, and the kissing deepens. I pull your hand off my cock and raise your leg with the crook of my elbow, I drop my hips and and enter, just the tip of my cock at first. I Smile through the kiss, an evil yet exciting grin. I slide deep into you and withdraw slowly, leaving barely the head of my thick cock between your wet lips. I hold it there for a second, then with

Holla
to everybody that been missin me im sorry i been workin like a dog. i gotta work all this week and yes even on thanksgivin. so keep showin me love and i promise i'll get wit ya as soon as i can. holla at ya boy

New Rules Suck!
RIP MY PIC AND WEAR IT TO SHOW YOUR DISGUST WITH CT"S NEW ADULT PIC RULES!!!!! ITS OK FOR SOMEONE TO STALK YOUR PAGE ALL DAY AND MAKE THREATS< BUT GOD FORBID IF YOU ARE SHOWING CLEAVAGE!!!!! THIS SITE SHOULD BE MORE CONCERNED WITH THE SAFETY OF ITS MEMBERS< AND LESS CONCERNED WITH WHAT PIC YOU HAVE UP!!!! THIS SITE IS A 18+ SITE ANYWAY!!!! SO RIP MY PIC AND WEAR IT PROUDLY!!!!!

About The Recent Commotion (from A Bullitin)
ok i have been reading all this back and forth on why we should or should not be able to post what we want to on our pics and i keep coming back to the same conclusion. mike made this site,and he made the rules and they are subjct to change as he see's fit. he wants a site that is a friendly and fun place to be and he has put alot of time and money into it. does he ask us to pay him to join,no! he does ask for a small stipend for a blast of sticky,but that is strictly volunteer on a persons part if they want to do it. so now he is asking that we live by the rules he has made and some people act like it's their site and should be able to do what they want to on it,what is up with that? if you think you can run a better site and want to be able to post or let people post what they want to in a public manner open your own site. let's leave this one the way the founder and a great guy wants it to be. sorry for the rant but come on this is after all mikes site to do with as

Stolen As Well.
From Her. 70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: MDS 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: No one I know. 03. Last thing you ate: Bacon and scrambled eggs. 04. For or against same sex marriage: For For For! 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: Fianchi. 06. Last person you hugged?: I can't remember 07. Do you believe in God?: ... 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: No telling. Around 15-20 at least. 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: Four or five, I think. 10. Ever lived outside of the US: Not yet. 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: ... 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: I think. 13. Who is your best friend?: Synthetic 14. Why are you up?: Because I'm not down. 15. Who made you angry today? Matt 16. Favorite type of Food?: Impossible. 17. Favorite holiday: *shrugs* None really effect me anymore. Just another day... 18. Do you download music: Yep 19. What illegal thi

I'm Sorry....who Has The Nerve To Comment On This Shit Honestly
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk or just desperate for some cock.....lucky me....NOT!!!!!! I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants like you were REALLY that good of a fucking lay any how I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things LIKE YOU FUCKING DESERVE IT....HAH!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and d

Right On Andy Rooney!
Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others

Different Christmas Poem
Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,

Cheating
What is the point of cheating on someone you love???? I quote in the "olden days" there was no word as a cheat really u had one or two but now its like a fase everyone is going through i dont get it what is the point because one day it will back fire on them, they will find someone they really do love and the partner they are with will cheat on them and they will now how there ex felt when they did it to them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! People in this generation arent very sincere im not saying women are perfect because we are not!! But it is hard to find someone that will truely love you for the rest of your life, treshish you and you can trust with all your heart.

Happy Turkey Day
Well it's almost here. I am feeling VERY homesick now, cause I used to go to my dad's for thanksgiving and my stepmom would always badger me to eat more, cause "i'm too skinny and need to gain weight." At first being here I was very bummed thinking I would be alone for the holiday, but thankfully I made some friends and going to their house to eat. It's not quite the same but better than sitting in my room alone. So I want to know what everybody else is doing ofr the holiday. What foods are everybody having? Big family get together or small group? Let me know and I'll be thinking of everyone on the holiday and be safe.

Yet Another Untitled By Theunloved ®
TheUnloved would like to share this with you.. I feel her near me every minute of the day, Yet she is miles away. I smell her passionate fragrance riding on the wind, I see her face, in the face of others. Even though I have never met her, I can feel her hand gently touching me, But that can’t be, no one is there. I can hear her voice call my name, But there is only silence. I want to feel something in my heart, But it’s been broken far to long. TheUnLoved ®

Why We Love Children
a kindergarten kid told his teacher he found a cat, but it was dead. "how did you know the cat was dead" she asked him. "because i pissed in its ear and it didnt move" answered the child. "you did WHAT???" the teacher exclaimed in surprise. "you know," explained the boy "i leaned over and went psssst!" and it didnt move." When i was 6 months pregnant with my third child my three year old came into the room as i was preparing to get a shower. She said "mommy youare getting fat" i replied "yes, honey, remember mommy is growing a baby in her tummy" "i know" she replied "but whats growing in your butt" "one day the first grade teacher was reading the story of chicken little to her class. She came to the part where chicken little warns the farmer. she read "...and chicken little went up to the farmer and said, "the sky is falling!" the teacher then asked the class, "and what do you think the farmer said?"..One little girl raised her hand and said " i think he said: HOLY SHIT A TALKING

Request A Raise!
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace

Nutter At The Door..
Just had to let off steam a little. My parnter is working a night shift tonight so I am at home alone with my two daughters. So it get's to about 10.50pm and I get a knock at my front door. I tentatively stick my head around into the hall. Then they knock again. There is no way I am opening my door so I call out 'who is it?'.. some guy asks me 'y'alright love?'.. I ask again 'who is it?'.. he says 'is your husband there'.. I ask him again who he is.. he 'is your husband there?'.. I lie that he is and he asks me to go get him so I tell him he is in bed and finally he leaves. Gawd what a fucking nutter..he scared the crap outta me so I called the cops and tell them what happened.. do they come out.. do they fuck! Useless rozzers...pfft So ladies... I'm sure you know this already but no way go answering your door after dark and be careful even during daylight hours.. there are some very strange people out there..

For My Husband.r.i.p.
This is for my husband who I lost in May..We were married for 20 years..Those of you that I talk to on a regular basis have been wonderful to me..I had dedicated a song to my bestfriends who have stuck by me through everything..He was my friendmy confidante,my lover,my world..I loved him and he loved me..And for the time we had together I'm grateful..But I also know that life does have to move on..It's been hard and harder still with the holidays coming up..I'm not doing this because I'm depressed or anything like that,I'm doing it as a memorial to him.. I MISS YOU VERNON JACOBS AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..R.I.P.UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.. YOUR LOVE MARY Music Video:LIVE LIKE YOU WERE DYING (by Tim McGraw)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Worlds Greatest Blow Job
One day a man went on a business trip to Florida. He had seen this hooker and he asked "How much for a hand job?" The hooker replied "100 Bucks" The man said "100 Bucks, That's a lot of good damn money" So the hooker pulled him to the side and said "See that Mercedes, I paid for that by giving hand jobs." So he gave her the money and received the best hand he had ever had. The next day he sees her and asks "How much for a head job?" She said "200 dollars" "200 dollars that's a lot of money" She pulled him to the side and said "You see that yacht by the pier, I paid for that yacht by giving head jobs." So he gives her the money, and get the best head job of his life On his last day in Florida he returns to the hooker and says "The hand job was good, the head job was great how much for the whole package." "1000 dollars' "1000 dollars that's a lot of good damn money" So she pulled him to side and said "You see that island, I could afford that

Christmas Cake Recipe
Ingredients: 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs nuts bottle Vodka 2 cups of dried fruit Sample the vodka to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the vodka again. To be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Repeat. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the vodka is shtill OK. Try another cup ... just in case Turn off the mixerer. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the vodka to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt. Or something. Who giveshz a shit. Check the vodka. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a s

Rotate My Spine And Assemble The Pieces
I have determined that I am a fountain of useless information. I spew forth crap that no one wants to see. I guess that makes me a stopped up toilet. FUCK YOU! I like chinese food and plastic because they are both chewy. I give everyone the benefit of doubt, but I still assume they are assholes. So my friend *finally* gets one of my more obscure jokes... I exclaim: "Wow! How very obtuse of you...or is that accute? I can never keep those straight because they have wrong angles." You should be choking on tears of laughter at this point...No? Oh well. Rightio...On with the boring basic then:: Age: 26 Sex: Not often enough Hair Color: Blonde in Summer, Brunette in Winter Eye Color: Blue Height: 6'1" (6'5" with my Spikes) Weight: 200lbs Random Tidbits:: I sing frequently. I poke random people for shock value. I think every song relates to my life. I like RHPS. I don't use the word 'love' much. I eat out too often. (Or not often enough... ;) ) I s

To My Master!!!
I have always felt like I have never belonged anywhere. Everywhere ago my questions answered with a cold dark stare. A desperation so vast can't be described with words alone. I needed companionship and acceptance mostly I needed a home Then one day I found you smiling and cheery hiding your pain I felt you were special right away and found much to gain. I met someone who made me feel like I was sweet and kind. That someone was you and we will be together for all time. I love you more than life itself and you gave it meaning. Unlike before my emotions flow out constantly streaming. Without you I was lost but now I am found. Your smile alone makes the world spin around. I found a home finally a home with you. I would rather it no other way no matter what or who. You are my one true love. I love you so much.

Interesting Facts
Interesting Facts for you to enjoy. I left my own commentary in parenthesis If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it. Besides wouldnt you need coffee to yell that long?) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.! If only my prostate was paying attention to this) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) --------------------------------------------------------------------------

Ok Folks
I think I'm outta here for the night. Tomorrow is my last day to work until next Tuesday. Woohoo! So I will try to catch up with everyone tomorrow. In the meantime, everyone be good and if you get a chance, drink one for me! XOXOXO Cheers and Beers, Sam

For The Love Of God!!!!!
I have been on this site now for a couple of months. Making my way through this vast world known as CT I have noticed a very disturbing trend. NAKED FAT CHICKS… What exactly is going through these behemoths minds? I understand that I live in the U.S. and that we are the fattest fucks on the planet. In defense of the Fat Chicks. I know that in this liberal state that we live in, talk shows and the media say that it is OK and SEXY to be big… IT IS NOT Ok!!! NO one wants to see that shit. If they do, I am sure there are websites these freaks can go to. I am begging you please stop, take care of yourselves and get in shape. It is not that hard… Just cut out the BOND BONDS and the fucking liberal media that makes you people feel so good about being a LUMP OF SHIT on SOCIETY… PLEASE FIX YOURSELVES THAT IS ALL THE STERN

Is It Wrong?
is it wrong to want sex over relationships?ive gone through so many relationships to where the only thing good was sex(on both parts).atleast thats what ive been told.ive had my heart tore out,chewed up,spit out and stomped into the ground.i'm a guy and a guy needs certian things to function(unfourtunatly)like sex. so if i can still have those nights where my soul comunicates with others and still get my necessities, is that wrong to do instead of getting hurt again? please comment,i value all opinions.

Meloncholy
I must really be out of my mind today but here we go.....Joey don't read this! hehe I cannot stop thinking! My mind keeps discussing my issues within itself and there's no way to stop it. I tried reading didn't help, painting very horrible, calling a friend, not available. You name it I tried it. What's left but to crawl into a lonely hole until the fog has lifted. I swear I love When you men leave me picture comments on how beautiful I am and how you can make me yours hehe very cute really, but if you think about it, where there is beauty there is pain. They say the two go together. No panic my friends, once a year right around the Holidays I tend to feel very very lonely and this is the result lol....So I am done for now, hopefully tomorrow I will awake in a far better mood then today, I think it's because I forgot to perform my morning ritual....wouldn't you love to know hehe..... S

The Soldier (thanks Tiff)
the soldier Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldier are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he

Wtf --- Why The Heck Would You Want Someone Else's Private Tag In Your Gallery???
Hey my friends: MZ. PONYGIRLSUE here. Just wanted to give you all a heads up that this guy likes to rip other's personal pics & tags. He stole my main profile tag and I do not think that is very cool. I asked him to delete it but he ignored my request---also not cool. Go and bombard his page and the page of the pic he stole with comments telling him that this is not acceptable. We all have to have some respect for other's private tags & pics. This particular pic has my Cherry Handle on it and is clearly marked PLZ. DO NOT RIP but he has ignored this and stolen something personal to me. I know some of you might say, "Then why did I post this pic"? I did not think that anybody would want a pic with my name on it, but I guess I was mistaken. Plz. let this big jerk know that we do not do this to one another here. This is really bad cherry etiquette: stealing someone's tags. So plz. go & let him know this. Thanks so much. Here is the culprit: hogman@ CherryTAP Here is the link t

A Place In Life
A Place in life The sun rises and so do I , A cup of coffee and a piece of pie. A little boy and his mother, His sister and his brother. The trucker over in the corner half asleep, Feeling like he has been beat. The young couple on their honeymoon, That wanted to sleep until noon. The preacher on the phone, Wanting to go home. The waitress dead on her feet, Wanting to go home and sleep. What does it all mean? We all have a place in life. We do what we can to survive. Sometimes we look but we don't see, I'm just glad to be free (to be me ) ! *** Babyyy ***

Donne Dai Capelli Rossi
Natural redheads are a rare breed. Who hasn't heard people talk about "the redheaded temper" or the rumors about the sexual appetites and abilities of a redhead? To many, redheaded women are the ultimate enigma. We are fiery, passionate, impulsive and powerfully magnetic. People tend to be either frightened of us or strongly attracted; some people feel both at once. Not many are lucky enough to possess the wonderful fiery tresses, and for those of you who dont, good luck trying to be like us.

Oh My Gawd!!!!
ENOUGH!!!! ENOUGH!!!! ENOUGH!!!!! IF I HEAR ONE MORE COMPLAINT ABOUT THE NEW PHOTO POLICY I'M GOING TO GOUGE MY EYEBALLS OUT WITH TOOTHPICKS. THIS THE DIRECTION THE OWNERS OF THE SITE WISH TO TAKE. THEN BE IT. ITS THEIR SITE TO RUN HOW THEY SEE FIT. THEIR SITE THEIR RULES. DO I AGREE WITH ALL OF IT? NO I DON'T. BUT SOME OF IT I DO. I ENJOY COMING TO THIS SITE AND TALKING WITH THE KICK ASS PEOPLE ON HERE, BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DON'T WANT TO SEE T AND A SCROLLING ACROSS MY SCREEN EVERY TEN SECONDS NOR DO I WANT TO SEE THE TIGHTY WHITEY COCK BULGE PIC EITHER. AS FAR AS PEOPLE BEING ABLE TO LOOK AT THE SITE WHILE THEY ARE AT WORK, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE DO FOR A LIVING WHERE YOU CAN JUST CHILL ON THE WORK COMPUTER BROWSING THE WEB. DO YOUR JOBS AND STOP WORRYING WHETHER OR NOT YOU CAN LOG ON TO CHERRY TAP FROM WORK. IS THAT WHAT YOUR EMPLOYERS PAY YOU TO DO ON THEIR COMPUTERS? AND CAN WE SOME DEFINED CRITERIA ON WHAT CONSTITUTES NSFW PIC? AS FAR PEOPLE BEING TARGETED, T

Well It's Paying Off
As some of u know ive been hitting the gym real hard as late.. Trying to get in shape, after having a break out to mend my neck and body . Well its paying off. Woo hoo ... I went to try a skirt on this morning and its way to big . I can get it on and off with out undoing it .. So im well chuffed.. All being well i should have a flat tummy soon xx Hopefully

What Have I Done?
This was written by one of my best online friends. Haven't heard from in a while and he sent this to my email this morning. It's one to add to my collection I guess. I just happen to like his cranky ass and he sends me his new stuff.... *************************************************** WHAT HAVE I DONE? I look back at my past and wonder What have I done? I do not know. But other's do and they smile. I look at my present and wonder What am I doing? I do not know. But other's do and they smile. I look at my future and wonder. What will I be doing? I do not know. But other's will and they will smile. On my death bed, I look at my past And I no longer wonder. I know. And I smile.

Is This Or Is This Not A Adult Orineted Site?
People i need some explaination and the administration would be the best to do so previous to changing policy, at first it was that they could not be in your default (now parent) photo directory and had to be tagged as an adult image, now these same images that were ok are requested to be deleted as they have been deemed nsfw as far as blog sites in general none of them are safe for work! if i were to bring this site up at work because of all the spybot bs that it instills in my computer the network adminitsrator would be ramming my ass with no lube and not even giving me a kiss after he was done!! Had the administrators of this site taken the time to just post a bulletin in reguards to this turning into another happy go lucky myspace where the world is according to tom. and wtf is suggestive or deemed as such i ask if i am eatting a bannana does that mean that i am giving a blow job? or if i decided to use a doorway does that simulate penitration? this is obserd just another sort of

Geezus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RIDDLE ME THIS, BATMAN!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH GIVING YOUR PAGE TO ANOTHER USER? I MEAN ISN'T THE TOP TEN SUPPOSE TO BE FOR THE TOP RATED USERS? GUESS NOT, SINCE THERE'S BEEN A CHANGE AT THE TOP. WE HAVE TWO NEW MEMBERS OF THE TOP TEN. ONE WHO HAS BEEN WAITING IN THE NUMBER 11 SPOT FOR AWHILE NOW AND ANOTHER WHO JUST MAGICALLY APPEARED OUT OF NO WHERE. NOW THIS PERSON IS ON MY FRIEND'S LIST BECAUSE THE PREVIOUS "OWNER" OF THE PAGE WAS ON MY LIST. LETS SEE.....IF I WANTED TO BE THIS GUY'S FRIEND I THINK IT WOULD OF HAPPENED BY NOW. BUT I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO HAVE HIM ON MY LIST AND MUST TAKE THE TIME TO DELETE HIM OFF MY LIST. NOTHING AGAINST HIM PERSONALLY BUT HE DIDN'T EARN THAT SPOT. TOP TEN SPOTS ARE EARNED!!! OH WAIT NOT ANYMORE. I WONDER IF ANYONE IN THE TOP TEN THATS GOING TO LEAVE WILL GIVE ME THEIR PAGE. OH WAIT AGAIN, THE DONT READ MY BLOGS ANYWAY. OH WELL IT WAS WORTH A SHOT. ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO.....TO THAT USER THAT LEFT AND LEFT ME AN UNWANTED FRIEN

Holiday
The Pumpkin By J. G. Whittier Ah! On Thanksgiving Day, when from East and from West, From North and from South come the pilgrim and guest, When the gray-haired New Englander sees round his board The old broken links of affection restored, When the care-wearied man seeks his mother once more, And the worn matron smiles where the girl smiled before, What moistens the lip, and what brightens the eye? What calls back the past, like the rich pumpkin pie? O, fruit loved of boyhood! the old days recalling; When wood-grapes were purpling and brown nuts were falling! When wild, ugly faces were carved in its skin, Glaring out through the dark with a candle within! When we laughed round the corn heap, with hearts all in tune, Our chair a broad pumpkin, our lantern the moon, Telling tales of the fairy who traveled like steam In a pumpkin-shell coach, with two rats for her team! Then, thanks for thy present! - none sweeter or better E'er smoked from an oven or circled a pl

"involuntary Muscular Contractions"
A UCLA Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your asshole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies."

The Final Inspection
The soldier stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass; He hoped his shoes were shining bright, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you turned the other cheek? To my church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't; Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was rough; I've had to break your rules my Lord, Because the world is awfully tough. But, I never took a thing That wasn't mine to keep; Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear; And sometimes ... God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here; They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand;

Simple Question Is It Or Is It Not (comment)
SEEMS LIKE CT IS TURNING IN TO MYSPACE AND THAS JUST WHAT BABYJESUS SAID HE DID NOT WANT....IS IT OR IS IT NOT TURNING IN TO THAT......I CAN AGREE THAT PRIMARY PHOTO SHOULD B DECENT AS MINE IN MY OPINION IS CAUSE MY ASS IS COVERED, I THINK CT WILL B DOOMED IF IT GO'S THIS WAY.......SOOOOO IS IT???? OR IS IT NOT MYSPACE PART 2..OR TURNING IN TO.

Gone
well as you can see from my message I'm not gonna be on much for a while, the old computers died. just the trips to the library when I can, So until I get back everyone play safe and have a Happy Thanksgiving.

Sorry Guys This Is Just My Opinion
This whole NSFW thing, in my opinion, is a good thing. Yes it’s a crock of shit that pics without any nudity are being marked. But that’s not my point. If people wouldn’t degrade themselves and show EVERYONE EVERYTHING they got, we wouldn’t have this problem. I know I don’t want to see some chick tits and ass all up in my face. I don’t want to see some guys dick on my screen either. If I wanted to I can see a dick in real life. I didn’t think CT was a porn site anyway. I thought it was a site to make friends and have fun. I’m tired of the bitching as well as a few other people are. If those of u who do didn’t have degrading pics up u wouldn’t be having the problem u are. The owners made rules for a reason. Deal with it people. Those who didn’t follow then in the first place r the ones who got these new rules enforced. I’m sorry to say it but that’s the way it is. If u got a problem with ur pics being marked, talk to one of the bouncers. Don’t bitch and complain about it, do something a

Lets All Do Something Nice For Our Soldiers...
If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com, you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Happy Thanksging To All
of my sexy friends on here . Please be safe and enjoy family time. And give thanks to our soldiers that are over sea. My dad is one of the men are over there fighting for our freedom. And keep them in your prayers.

To One And All...
Gonna be a busy rest of the week, so I'll just say it now... Hosted By SparkleTags.com Remember, It's not about stuffing your face...It's about being thankful for your many blessing! And yes, we are all so very blessed in so very many ways! Kisses to all!

For Pumpkin My Song
PUMPKIN........YOU ARE MY SCUMBAG MY ONLY SCUMBAG YOU MAKE ME HAPPPPYY WHEN YOUR AWAY YOU NEVER KNOW DEAR HOW MUCH I HATE YOU PLEASE PLEASE TAKE MY SCUMBAG AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Not Safe For Work (and All That Blasts Cleared Up)
Baby Jesus has posted a blog on his site about the matters that might be with regard to clearing up the whereforwithalls about the changes that are constantly occurring on this site, as well as more specifically the new NSFW designation. I read his blog to catch up on it all. Although I was just on a mini-vacation for my brief absence between Sunday morning and Tuesday night, I felt like I should have had a sign posted above me "While I was sleeping..."... lol...because I felt that I had been quite asleep during the recent changes to the site!! :D I, for one, am glad for all the aspects of changes that they are constantly striving to achieve. When coming to this site originally about a month ago, I was amazed and overwhelmed by the site, as well as the quality of many of the members on the site. I have made many great friends that I would not have, otherwise, been able to do so had it not been for the LC/CT. I have felt a renewed sense of comarraderie (hmmm too bad it doesn

Bbg Lette's Sexy Eye Contest
SHE NEEDS SOME SERIOUS LOVE...COMMENTS MAINLY!! SHE IS BEHIND 1000 COMMENTS!!!! GIVE HER ATLEAST 2 COMMENTS PLEASE...IT WOULD MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD... JUST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW...

New Way To Prepare Thanksgiving Turkey...
Here is a new way to prepare your Xmas turkey. 1. Cut out aluminum foil in desired shapes. 2. Arrange the turkey in the roasting pan, position the foil carefully (see attached) 3. Roast according to your own recipe and serve. 4. Watch your guest's faces... Sure to bring smiles from your guests!! Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! Pete

6 Reasons Not To Mess With Children...
A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him ". ================================================= A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up

I Feel Truly Blessed...
Before I left, I had posted a bulletin for all my Family, Friends, and Fans to see about me being offline for a few days. Although I didn't say in so many words that I was going to be on a vacation of sorts, I did go on a mini-vacation of sorts. When I returned to CT and looked upon the site, I discovered that I had had many notes from Family and Friends asking me, if I was okay. Guess that comes as part of the hazard of being so reliable to post something nearly every day, whether it be a comment, blog, mum, shout out, etc. Some had even talked to one another, I learned today. I do feel extremely blessed to have found such good friends here on the CT as you, and you, and you! Thank you all for being my friends... I love you all very much. Kat

Ass Clown Part 2
biggkm18fn7: i know for a fact that you guys flagged my pics shdwpendragon: no we didnt shdwpendragon: and nice gute and paste job ass clown that info you sent me cam from sonnys blogs shdwpendragon: from nove first biggkm18fn7: actualy it was'nt cut and paste dude biggkm18fn7: it came from the dude biggkm18fn7: so if u wanna accuse me go ahead biggkm18fn7: it just gives me more ammo shdwpendragon: i asked him biggkm18fn7: keep in mind..i am an MC. u might regret this shdwpendragon: MC ?? biggkm18fn7: i can dig up more dirt on ya'll and make it 20 times worse. biggkm18fn7: and throw it into a song biggkm18fn7: and let it all sink biggkm18fn7: theres a reason i am known as the master of reality shdwpendragon: dude i am have nothing to hide your the one tosesing up youinn ganges threating my life slandering a lady name biggkm18fn7: i didn't slander no names biggkm18fn7: i just brought a rumer to the public biggkm18fn7: something not many have the balls to state

What To Do With A Minute Man:
It is most men's fantasy-wish that they would be able to penetrate a woman who bucks like a wild unbroken bronco, maintain perfect control during an hour of hard steady thrusting, and then time their ejaculation to coincide, contraction for contraction, with the orgasm of their partner. I suppose there are a few men who could actually do that, assuming the woman they were with could remain an active partner in this marathon without becoming sore! In reality, however, the majority of women will not orgasm with intercourse, regardless of how long the man lasts, and the majority of young healthy males will, with steady thrusting, ejaculated within three or, at best, four minutes. Many men believe that they should have perfect control during intercourse and that the ability to ejaculate at will is an inborn talent they should automatically possess. Many also assume that if they could just last long enough, their partners would orgasm as well. Most of these men are greatly disappointed!

Slither
When you look you see right through me Cut the rope I fell to my knees Born and broken every single time Always keep me under finger That's the spot where you run to me Might see some type of pleasure in my mind Yeah, here comes the water It comes to wash away the sins of you and I This time you see When you seek me you'll destroy me Rape my mind and smell the poppies Born and bloodied every single time Yeah, here comes the water It comes to wash away the sins of you and I This time you see Like holy water It only burns you faster than you'll ever dry This time with me When you look you see right through me Cut the rope I fell to my knees Born and bloodied every single time Velvet Revolver

Nsfw You Got To Be Kidding Me?!?!?!
Ok has the church taken over the site or what? I was under the impression this was an Adult site. And what i really don't get is the pic that was label shows what i would show at the beach and i have others with the same amount but with my head.So what gives? Can any one explain what the hell is going on???

I Think I'm Ready
I think I'm ready.I have been single for so long now and I'm really tired of being alone. I have tried so hard to convince myself that I was better off being alone, but I'm not convinced anymore. I need someone in my life. I have built up so many walls that I fear are going to be tough to penetrate. I have kept everyone I know at such a safe distance that I fear I won't be able to close the gap. All I know is I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't want to spend another 3 years with no one. But, with all that I have already said, done, promised, is it too late?Damn

Amazing ,you
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me

I Think I Know Now!!!
in an earlier entry in my "BLAH" blog.... i had stated that I wanted to know where my life was heading. I believe i have finally realized it! While talking to someone today, talking about our brilliant soldiers and what they sacrifice for our freedom... and how much they need to be appreciated more, i realized YES- i do have a bad back which prevented me from accomplishing my dream... becoming a marine! but that shouldnt stop me! Im in medical school now working on my degree in medical assistance. With that, I want to further my education if needed, and i want to work in military hospitals! I want to take care of the ones who gave me my freedom, I want to give back to them what they gave to me! I still have to talk to a couple people and see what they think of this idea... I WANT ALL INPUTS!! I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF THIS IDEA OF MINE!!! PLEASE MESSAGE ME OR COMMENT ME WITH THEM!!! Thank you all... and don't forget..... if you know a soldier, thank them!!

Why We Love Kids...
Why We Love Children 1. A kindergarten pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. "How do you know that the cat was dead?" she asked her pupil. "Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move," answered the child innocently. You did WHAT ? ! ?" the teacher exclaimed in surprise. "You know,"explained the boy, "I leaned over and went 'Pssst!' and it didn't move." 2. A small boy is sent to bed by his father. Five minutes later....."Da-ad...." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring drink of water?" "No, You had your chance. Lights out." Five minutes later: "Da-aaad....." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY. Can I have a drink of water??" I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to spank you!!" Five minutes later......"Daaaa-aaaad....." "WHAT!" "When you come in to spank me, can you bring a drink of water?" 3. An exasperated mother, whose son was always getting into mischief, finally asked him "How do you expect to get into Heaven?" The boy thought it over and said, "Well,

Drama Tap? Eh????
YEAH I LIKE TO BITCH AND MOAN AS MUCH AS THE NEXT PERSON, BUT I CONTINUALLY SEE BULLETINS POSTED ABOUT COMPLAINTS ABOUT DRAMA, THIS PERSON IS AN ASSHOLE, BLOCK THIS PERSON, AND ON AND ON. I KEEP MY DRAMA IN MY BLOGS. I DON'T SPEW IT OUT TO THE MASSES IN A BULLETIN. BECAUSE QUIET HONESTLY I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE HELL YOUR FEUD IS WITH THATS YOUR BUSINESS AND I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE SIDES UNLESS ITS AN ACTUAL GRIEVOUS OFFENSE THAT CAN BE VERIFIED. AND PLEASE DON'T THREATEN ME WITH HOW YOU ARE GOING TO DELETE ME FROM YOUR FRIENDS LIST IF I DON'T REPOST YOUR CONTEST BULLETIN. ITS MY CHOICE NOT REPOST IT. HERE'S AN IDEA MAYBE I HAVE ANOTHER FRIEND IN THE SAME CONTEST AND I DONT WANT CHOOSE ONE OVER THE OTHER. SO IF YOU MUST DELETE ME, SO BE IT. THERE ARE 449,999 OTHER USERS THAT I CAN HAVE ON MY LIST. AND WITH AN ATTITUDE LIKE THAT YOU DON'T NEED TO MY FRIEND ANYWAY. AND FOR THOSE PEOPLE THAT GET ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE WHEN SOMEONE RATES YOUR PICS ALL 1s WELL TOO BAD. IT'S HAPPENED

Not Just A Dream Anymore...
going through a divorce is hell... the hate, the fights, the depression... it all sucks. the worst feeling is the one in your heart that tells you you'll never love again. i had that feeling... until i met him. the day i met tommy is the day my entire life changed. i had a new look on life.... on love... on everything. i never thought a man like this existed on this earth until i met him. kind, caring, handsome, funny... you would think that there would be a dark side to him... nope. at least not that i've found. and even if there is... it doesn't matter... everyone has them. it's what makes us human. i love him more than anything in the world... and now.... in 6 days... i am going down to see him... and spend 2 glorious weeks with him. and when i come back... he's coming with me to stay. soon... very soon. i love you tommy... with all my heart and soul. it won't be long now... and we will be together.

Just Random Brattyness
I'm going through my friends list and removing friends that I've not seen on my page in a long while. I take notice who does and does not come by. So if you're just on my friends page for the points - you're being yanked off. Sorry. As much of a point whore as I am.. I don't need empty friends that don't even stop by my page. That don't comment. That don't do shit. Starting number - 789. We'll see how many are being yanked off.

Wtf
WHY DO PEOPLE CONTINUE MAKEING THIS OUT TO VE A SOAPORA WHEN THERE IS ALITTLE HARMLESS FLEARTING GOING I REALLY DON'T UNDERSSTAND AND IF PEOPLE HAVE PROBLEMS THEY SHOULD TALK TO ME ABOUT IT NOT SEND A FUCKING DOG OUT TO TELL PEOPLE WHAT TO DO I PERSALLY THINK THAT IS SHAMELESS AND IF YOU EVER GOT TO KNOW ME I DO TALK ALOT OF SHIT BUT MOST OF THE TIME I AM JOKING IF YOU CAN'T TAKE A JOKE THEN GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE

Forever Young
May God bless and keep you always, May your wishes all come true, May you always do for others And let others do for you. May you build a ladder to the stars And climb on every rung, May you stay forever young, May you grow up to be righteous, May you grow up to be true, May you always know the truth And see the lights surrounding you. May you always be courageous, Stand upright and be strong, May you stay forever young, May your hands always be busy, May your feet always be swift, May you have a strong foundation When the winds of changes shift. May your heart always be joyful, May your song always be sung, May you stay forever young, --- Bob Dylan

Good Night.
Well I'm off to bed. I'm not even half way through going through all of my friends. If you've been removed - and you feel you've been wrongly removed - leave me a private message. I may have made a mistake - prove me wrong. I started earlier at 789..I'm now at 697. I told you guys I was serious about it. And for once I meant it. I'll continue removing people after everyone leaves tomorrow, or sometime on Friday.

To Each His/her Own
I just wanted to take a minute to say I'm sick of certain crap here. Everyone hides behind their computers trying to harrass people and their loved ones, and for what? Do you really enjoy waisting your time on talking shit about me and my fiance? Do you get anything out of it? I seriously doubt it. But hey, To each his/her own right? So for those of you who enjoy coming on my page 20 to 30 times a day, and Jeremiah's as well... Well more power to ya! Go ahead, look, talk, whatever. Just remember, at the end of the day, you'll be none the wiser, and no happier then you were when you started this shit to begin with. And, since this is the last time I'll waste my time addressing this issue, well, why lye? I knew what was going on the whole time. My fiance and I are completely honest with each other. He had one reason for speaking to you, and you know what it was, and who we think you are. He hid nothing from me. He was not "caugh talking to you" he wasn't "caught with his

Venting
ok so i had the busiest day ive had in a long time at the gas station tonight, and the damn delivery truck was five and a half hours late so basicly it was one guy on the register the other unloading the truck stuff and putting it all away, not to mention since we switched off from time to time, both drawers netted over 4000 in sales each, which is close to double a normal wednesday night, im exhausted, im hungry and im whiney dammit, lol ok i feel a lil better now, time to eat dinner while im on here and then hit the hay.

Unhappy Thanksgiving
I guess I need to explain something... I've been asked why I don't say "Happy Thanksgiving" back to someone after they have said it to me... It's a long story, but I will try to make it short... Five years ago, on the 23rd of November, I lost my dad... the man that raised me for over 22+ years... the man that I looked up to in so many ways... The man that I had to tell the medics to stop trying to revive, to just let him go... Yes, five years ago, the 23rd was the day after Thanksgiving, but for the reason of the spirit of Thanksgiving being ruined by losing my dad, I have not been able to observe it at all... to me, it's just another day that I try to forget... I'm sorry for not returning the sentiment, but hopefully this little bit gives you a small insight as to why I don't...

Soft Desires
soft touches heated kisses chaste hugs gentle looks tender massages all soft desires holding you close feeling you near to me seeing you across the room searching for that special phrase to sum it all up in words i love you so

Happy Thanksgiving♥
I know i didnt post yesterday. Im sorry i was really tired when i got home from work. And what little sleep i do get i wasnt fucking with. ♥ So alot of shit has been going on here lately and to be honest i dont care anymore. Theres very little i care about. I care about my friends and the people i love that is it ♥ Have a happy thanksgiving guys. Seriously. Be safe. And careful. I dont have work today. I do tommorrow though which im not to thrilled about. I might go to the parade with gabby afterwards if she wants to go. If not ill probably just meet tanya there or something. Who knows. :) ♥ ♥ ♥ Ive got alot on my mind right now and i wish i knew how to clear it. And just say what im feeling but i cant. I wish people would stop hurting me. And i dont mean just one person. But everyone, from my parents, to my brothers, to my friends and "others" i just wish it would all stop. I cant take anymore of the heartache or anything. Im trying my ha

Today
THERES NO DOUGHT I WONT GET AROUND TO EVERYONE TODAY. SO I WANT TO TAKE THIS OPPERTUNITY TO WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY THANKSGIVING.........ENJOY THE DAY WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS.............AND B THANKFUL FOR WHAT U HAVE, CAUSE THERE ARE ALOT OF OUR BOYS AND GIRLS THAT WONT B ABLE TO ENJOY THERE FAMILIES. REMEMBER ALL OF THEM....

Sending Shivers
seeing you there such coldness in the air feeling your eyes on me shivering from the thoughts of you knowing what you mean to me knowing how our love has grown holding onto that thought holding onto that dream shivering from the heat of our lust knowing we have such trust showing my love for you sitting here i shiver for you

Think About It!!!!!!
Yep! I passed it on.. I am sorry but after hearing they want to sing the National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough. No where did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts even gave the translation -- not even close. Sorry if this offends anyone but this is MY COUNTRY - IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY SPEAK UP ---- please pass this along~ I am not against immigration -- just come through like everyone else. Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes, live by the rules AND LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the past -- and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and st

I Am A Good Girl...really :p
Santa Claus North Pole, Earth Dear Santa, I have been a good girl. It really wasn't my fault what happened at Tina's Office party. It was Irene who spiked the punch with too much rye . I can't help it if I drank 7 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like vanilla. I thought it was funny when I put Chris's jeans on my head and danced the hula on the coffee table while singing `I'm Bringing Sexy Back'. I didn't mean to break Tina's radio and don't know why Tina would accuse me of murder. I don't remember calling Dick's wife a quickly pig---even though she looked like one with blue eye shadow and red lipstick! And when I threw up on Jessica's husband's leg, it was only because I ate too much of that cheesecake. After all that fun, I admit I was a little tired. So I fell asleep on my way home and drove my car through my neighbor's bathroom. I don't think that was any reason for my neighbor to call me a helpful cat and have me arrested for burglary!

I Screwed Up Again...
About 2 years ago I brought the subject of swinging. He didn't like the idea of sharing me. Well I understood and didn't bring it up again untill yesterday. I was planing on going to my friend Tricia's house. Well every woman my husband has been with has cheated on him. Well in the back of his head he just thinks I am going somewhere and "fun fucking". I told him I wouldn't do that without his permission. But that yeah I would if he said I could because I just would like something different. Well needless to say I hurt his feelings. But he says that I can. No I feel like a complete ass. But I am not unhappy with our sex life. I just was something different every now and again. I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him. What is a girl to do. I hate myself for saying this, but i would sleep with another man. I just don't see if difference if he would let me sleep with another woman. Hmmm I guess I have alot to think about.

Kids Or No Kids, That Is The Question Of The Day
I'm afraid that being brutally honest will probably be my downfall. I feel like if I don't make myself clear from the get-go, then I have those awkward moments later when the subject arises. You would not believe how many men have emailed me, wanting me to help raise their small kids. Now granted, I was a good Mom, my girls are normal, happy and well-adjusted. But I am not one of those that has an eternal maternal instinct. I did not go through "empty-nest syndrome". I can truly say that I don't want to do that all over again. It is now time for me to kick back and let the grandchildren flow! I have been told over and over again that my stand on not wanting more children will turn alot of men away. Really?? Well then, those are the men I DON'T want. What everyone fails to remember is that I am damn near 50 years old. Do I want to be going to high school graduations when I'm 70?? HELL NO! Do I want to walk my youngest step child down the aisle in a fuckin wheelchair? FUCK NO! Do I want

An Example Of My Writing - From Mine
This book is available at www.loose-id.com From MINE - by Jill Noelle "Good morning," he said, his words catching as she released him and sat back on her heels. "Good morning, Michel," she answered him solemnly, but then flashed him a mischievous grin. "Did you sleep well?" "Mmmm...come here, you minx." Michel grabbed a handful of her hair and pulled her down into his arms. "Yes, I slept well. For an entire hour." She snuggled against him, soft and warm and incredibly desirable. Michel took her hand and brought it down between them. "I want you. Again." "So I feel," she said, grasping his hard cock in her fist and caressing it lightly. "Michel, we have to talk." "Later," he said, thrusting his hips into her downward stroke. "No. Now." She stilled, but didnt release him. "It's morning, Michel. We only have a few days. You must begin my training." It took a moment for her words to penetrate his lust-clouded mind, but when they did, he shifted away from

A Real Tear Jerker [read It Anyway!]
This will warm your heart. Just when you have lost faith in human kindness. Someone who teaches at a middle school in Safety Harbor, Florida, forwarded the following letter. The letter was sent to the principal's office after the school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. An old lady received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize and was writing to say thank you. This story is a credit to all humankind. Forward to anyone you know who might need a lift today. Dear Safety Harbor Middle School: God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizens luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at the Safety Harbor Assisted Home for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know that someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady. My roommate is 95 and has always had her own radio, but before I received one, she would never let me listen to hers, even when she was nappi

Love
I am thankful for my familiy and friends. I love my children with all my heart and one day hope to have someone special in my life to love as well. Life is too short not to have that someone special in your life and to me it makes my life much more complete..I am on here to find friends as well as to have a broader spectrum to help find someone special..Will the one I seek be found here...maybe...maybe not..but not to use all tools available to try to find the someone special would be ludricous! I am aware that talking to people on line is not the same as in person, but is anything a guarentee?! I think not! So, along with living everyday and possibly coming into contact with that special person I decided too also include CherryTap as an additional place to meet friends and possibly that special one...We shall see what twist and turns life has in store for me. Love.....

Gratitude From Agony To Extacy!
Thanksgiving always evokes many mixed emotions for me. As a young girl growing up – it was always my favorite holiday. We would watch the Twilight Zone marathons on KTLA and help in the kitchen and smell the food. In general a lazy day during which my favorite TV show was on the whole time. Just a really nice time for me – if it got stressful I would zone. A little older and we would incorporate sneaking to the room or outside to smoke pot in between which made the smells and the eating and the laying around doing nothing that much better. The tradition changed a lot for me when my parents moved out of state when I was 23 years old. I had moved into my boyfriend’s home and the family was quite a bit different than mine. It was really different – a lot of drama – there were fights, the food would be done hours later than we were told it would be – the TV focus was on football so I would hole up in my bedroom watching the Twilight Zone and smoking pot alone and DRINKING, DRINKING,

Judgement Day . . .
Judgment Day for a Police Officer .....Author Unknown The policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my Church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges Can't always be a Saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my work was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, Because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep, I worked a lot of overtime When the bills just got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around Except to calm their fear. If you've a p

Sex Life Quiz
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Hi
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With This Heart
With this heart, I'll always love you, And forever hold you in my arms. With this heart, You hold the key. So I know it's safe from harm. With this heart, You'll be my passion, That will only burn for you. With this heart, It's yours for keeps, And it will always remain true. With this heart, That you now own, Will love, want, and need only you. With this heart, You'll never feel alone, No matter where you are or what you do. With this heart, You'll never shed a tear, It will always stay close by. With this heart, You'll always feel loved, To make sure you never cry.

Ghost Of Chicken (poem)
My house is haunted, yes it's true And I really don't know what to do Last night I saw the ghastly spirit I turned so white because I feared it My eyes popped nearly out of my head Cause I saw a chicken who was dead What? Do not laugh I am serious! Though you may think I'm delirious He appeared in the midnight hours I quickly hid and fearfully cowered He spoke in a tone accusingly Lifted a wing and pointed at me "You ate me for dinner one year ago." I answered "I did no such thing, no!" "You cooked me all nice and crispy." "I had a family you know, they miss me." "Used my leftover for chicken pot pie I will haunt you till the day you die." I responded "But why and what for?" "Cause the afterlife is such a bore." "And I was beheaded, feather's plucked!" "But I bought in a store you dumb cluck." "But you gave my remains to the dog! I'm out back laying beside a log." In a shallow grave his bones did rest "Oh my",I replied, "this is a mess"

What I Did For Thanksgiving...
What a great day Thanksgiving can be. Spending the day just relaxing and eating all kinds of great food. Seeing family members that I havent seen in almost 13 years. I must say that being here in Downey, Idaho is turning out to be one hell of a great time. My mother cooked an entire Thanksgiving meal with ALL the kinds of food you could ever want. We had a Turkey and a Ham, Apple and Pumpkin Pies, Plus so much more. I ate so much that I think I can go the whole day tomorrow without eating anything at all. Although I will most likely dive into those left-overs and make a ridiculous sandwich at some point during the day. My uncle Paul and a couple of my cousins stopped by for dinner. It was great seeing them again. And after we ate, we went out to the mountains to fire off a few hundred rounds while our food settled in our bellies. First we started off with the .38 Special and the .357 Magnum. Then uncle Paul busted out the Black Powder Rifle and old fashioned Black Powder Six Shoote

Cherry Tap Virgin Blog/thanksgiving Grab-ass
Hmmm; I have so much I could say so where to start. Today is Thanksgiving, and here's how it went: I worked for the first part of the day and the plan from there was to go with my friend Paul to his friends house for appetizers and what not. I've never even met these people before, it's an upper middle class group of middle age white stuffy proper people. We'll call the hosts 'Rob & Diane'. They're married and have 2 older teenage kids. Though I've never met Rob & Diane before they have a successful business in this area and are well known. Some time passes and we decide it's time to go out for a smoke. Rob say's he's coming out with us. I realize (or realise)I need my coat which Diane put in the bedroom. Rob says "Oh I'll show you where it is". I follow him to the bedroom and while leaning down to get my coat Rob grabs my ass and says "Mmmm sweety I want this; we can be friends right?". I was taken aback; I managed to say Whoa-Whoa-Hey! I know - I really showed of

Thanksgiving Wishes
well now that i've eaten enough to feed a small country and i've once again regained consciousness....i'm pretty sure i could've used mouth to mouth to revive me. i just wanted to stop by and wish everyone a happy thanksgiving.

Offically Single!!
After about two months of a "Break" my now ex girl friend decided that maybe her and I shouldn't date but just be friends. I knew it was comeing though we were far to different in all things. Anyhow yeah I'm kinda happy and kinda pissed at the same time. It's like we had everything nice and good but neither of us really had the effort or will to change to be with one another. Meh oh well I will recover in less than an hour likely. Anyway yeah that's an update in my life...

Anything Your Heart Desires
I would tell you I love you,.but you cant accept it. I'm trying to be everything for you, but what am I? Neglected. People say its a shame, but I won't complain. And tears leave stains, so now they call me lame. Don't get me wrong, i'm not what they say,. cause Im a timid soul out in the fray. I would rather be yours and yours alone. but now I'm home alone, penning your song. Could this be the end of you and me? I dont know, I suppose I couldnt make you happy. Makes me curse aloud, drive a few miles. I think I fell off my cloud,..the music's too loud. Here I am sorry again,. I suppose that's played out; Or the affinity that you had for me just gave out. As an entertainer, I give audience for such thoughts. And you'll find liars usually saying more than they aught. So I'll say no more, and allow my heart to talk.. grab a hand,..lets take a long walk. And nothing will be spoken, no words of debate. Strange emotions will erupt when our hearts communic

Thanksgiving
So I had a pretty good Thanksgiving, ate a lot of course. Which brings me to my next point... I went to my other grandmother's house to visit and happened to look up at a picture she had of my brother and I. It was taken awhile ago, like when I was 16 and a size 1. It was a full body picture and I looked damn good if I do say so myself LoL. Needless to say, I am far from a size 1 now. I'm about a 7. I was a 3 in April, and then I just gained some weight. Now I know I am not fat or anything, but I would like to get back down to a 3 or a 5. It would just make me feel more comfortable. This is the biggest I've ever been in my life. I keep trying to do something about it, but after school and work the last thing I feel like doing is excersizing, and I have a hard time watching what I eat because I love food. But I do think I am going to try, but probably not til after the New Year. With Christmas and all the awesome food that comes with it, I know I won't be able to resist LoL. Hope

Nsfw Sucks Balls
Someone want to tell me what this NSFW shit is all about. every photo of mine is marked NSFW except for my default album. how is it some photos where i am fully clothed were marked NSFW. i dont have the time or patience to move each picture to an different album or do whatever it is we're supposed to do. someone explain it to me before i drive myself crazy and leave the Cherry Tap. Kel

A Thankful Thanksgiving
A THANKFUL THANKSGIVING by Jim Rohn You may be wondering why I would call this article a Thankful Thanksgiving. Aren't all Thanksgivings Thankful? Unfortunately, no. As a person who has experienced 70+ Thanksgivings, I recognize that being thankful is something that we have to work at, even on Thanksgiving. If your home is like most, your Thanksgiving day will be very busy, with either traveling to where you want to go or preparing your home to have others over for the day. Either way, that can be very hectic and emotionally trying, which doesn't lend itself to preparing your heart to be reflective and thankful. In fact, Thanksgiving weekend is the most traveled weekend in America. Airports are full, and not always providing much room for contemplation of your good fortune. This means all the more that if we want to be the kind of people who are characterized by thankfulness, then we must make sure that we focus on it, and not just on Thanksgiving Day, but at all times during

Suddenly...
Suddenly... We just had a whole weekend of fun together, going shopping, paying bills, and having great conversations while we did. Everything was fine then but then suddenly our lives changed, you were taken from us all out of nowhere, with no warnings and no goodbyes. Its been hard for us since you left us that cold, winter night. It left us all in shock and tears. We all sit and talk about the times we had with you and they are such good memories, flipping the pages of the photo albums seeing you in those pictures make it so hard when you just suddenly left us that night. Its still hard for a few of us, trying to grow strong from this, but yet we still miss you like crazy and wish you were still here in our lives, and all the things going on here, new lives, new beginnings, but still the heartache of you not being here. We were close, did a lot of fun things together, shared many laughs, told many stories to each other it was great times. You were only with us a short amount of t

Think Of Me...
Think of me... As the year goes by, we run into holidays and birthdays. As they come and as they go you think of me and all the fun, meaningful memories we shared. Don’t stop making those memories just because I had to leave you behind. Always remember I’m right beside you everywhere you go. I’m in your thoughts, I give my advice. I’m here for you all the time. When Spring comes and the flowers bloom, think of me while I dance barefooted in a field of flowers. When Summer sets and the sunbeams and gardens grow, think of me out there growing a garden, under the summer sun. When the fall weather starts to set and the leaves change colors, and the air starts to chill, think of me baking pies, turkeys, and cookies. When its finally time for winter and the snow starts to fall and the air is brisk and cold, think of me getting ready to rejoice the real meaning of Christmas and all the special memories we share. Think of me playing in the snow making a snowman family. When b

Man Falls Asleep In Church
One day Mrs. Jones went to have a talk with the minister at the local church. "Reverend," she said, "I have a problem, my husband keeps falling asleep during your sermons. It's very embarrassing. What should I do?" "I have an idea," said the minister. "Take this hatpin with you. I will be able to tell when Mr. Jones is sleeping, and I will motion to you at specific times. When I motion, you give him a good poke in the leg." In church the following Sunday, Mr. Jones dozed off. Noticing this, the preacher put his plan to work. "And who made the ultimate sacrifice for you?" he said, nodding to Mrs. Jones. "Jesus!", Jones cried as his wife jabbed him the leg with the hatpin. "Yes, you are right, Mr. Jones," said the minister. Soon, Mr. Jones nodded off again. Again, the minister noticed. "Who is your redeemer?" he asked the congregation, motioning towards Mrs. Jones. "God!" Mr. Jones cried out as he was stuck again with the hatpin. "Right again," said the minister, smiling. Before lo

Being Single
Being single can sometimes be a good thing i guess be able to do what ya want and go where ya want. But it can also be lonely and i hate being lonely i hoping someday i will meet the man of my dreams and finally be with that special someone i have been longing to find in my life. Here is a song that reminds me of an ex i had who was a part of my life til things got turned around and we arent together any longer But days go by i do miss him alot and we still remain friends as always It's 3 AM and I finally say I'm sorry for acting that way I didn't really mean to make you cry Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why Does it always have to come down To you leaving Before I'll say "I love you" Why do I always use the words That cut the deepest When I know how much it hurts you Oh baby why, do I do that to you I know I'd never let you walk away So why do I push you 'til you break And why are you always on the verge of good-bye Before I'll show you how I

To All
Friendship is not a Game to Play Friendship is not a game to play, It is not a word to say, It doesn't start on March and ends on May, It is tomorrow, yesterday, today and everyday. Moon said to me to leave your friend Moon said to me, if ur friend is not messaging u why dont you leave ur friend.I looked at moon and said does ur sky ever leave u when u dont shine. Age appears to be best in some things Age appears to be best in some things. Old wood best to burn. Old books best to read. Old rice best to eat and old friends best to keep God picked up a flower God picked up a flower and dipped it in a DEW, lovingly touched it which turned in to u, and the he gifted to me and said, THIS FRIEND IS 4U. To live a life To live a life i need heartbeat, 2 have heartbeat i need a heart, 2 have heart i need happiness, to have happiness i need a friend, and 4 a friend i need U.ALWAYS True friends r like morning True friends are like mornings, u cant have them the w

For All Those Girls Who Over Look Us Nice Guys
To all the girls who look past the nice guys I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised to do I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of goin out. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am me I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to

Expectations
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Words Men Need To Understand And The Mans Response!
Here is something a woman posted trying to "educate" men on. And of course The Mouthpiece must say something to these charges. Please read on. Just a little bit of helpful advice for some of you men! LOL ;-) jk (After reading this crap it didn't sound like a joke to The Mouthpiece! Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. Response: Then do not come back 5 minutes later to continue the arguement that you just ended with the word FINE! Maybe you need to heed this advice more than men do. You want us to shut up then you need to SHUT THE FUCK UP! 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. Response: Well if 5 minutes mean 30 minutes when you are getting dressed then you better take a fucking stop watch to the bathroom with you. Or better ye

To Whom It May Concern...part Iv...
my angel.... i don't know how long i can keep this going on...theis overwhelming feelings i have for you...i feel like it's going to overflow and drown me...i can't breathe....you're everywhere ... and i keep breathing you in...i see you everywhere...when i'm awake...when i close my eyes...keep missing you...wanting you.... god ... i'd climb the highest mountain...cross the deepest ocean...just to be with you...if only once...just once...you'd look my way...look into my eyes...you'll know my deepest secret...my deepest desire... to watch you...listening to you...so near and yet so far...reaching out and not being able to touch you....i can feel my heart bleeding...i wish...can only wish...i'll be able to find the strength to tell you what i feel...but i know it's closer to impossible...you over there and i'm over here...c'est le vie... will write again... yours...secretly... rain.

How The "left" Stole Christmas
Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. See the PC Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ram adan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty Are words that were used to intimidate me. Now Daschle, Now Darden, Now S

2003 Ultra
Btw, I do not post my actual photo here because I am married and trying to find a mistress... I get enough crap from people who already do not like me and would LOVE to tell my wife.... Yet, that motorcycle you see IS my motorcycle... so babes - if you live in the SE Michigan area and I ask if ya wanna ride ( me or the bike.. ) I am not kidding!!! :)

Of Course Men Remember Anniversaries
A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wiped a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up from is coffee, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 16?" he asks solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring and sensitive. "Yes I do," she replies. The husband paused. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car making love?" "Yes, I remember," said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. The husband continued. "Do you remember when he shoved

Want You Bad
"Want You Bad" by the Offspring... go listen!! Damn... just love this song!!! If you could only read my mind You would know that things between us Ain't right I know your arms are open wide But you're a little on the straight side I can't lie Your one vice Is you're too nice Come around now can't you see I want you All tattooed I want you bad Complete me Mistreat me Want you to be bad, bad, bad, bad, bad If you could only read my mind You would know that I've been waiting So long For someone almost just like you But with attitude, I'm waiting So come on Get out of clothes time Grow out those highlights Come around now can't you see I want you In a vinyl suit I want you bad Complicated X-rated I want you bad, bad, bad, bad, bad... bad Don't get me wrong I know you're only being good But that's what's wrong I guess I just misunderstood I want you All tattooed I want you bad Complicated X-rated I want you bad I m

The Demon
We finaly at the end of i all what do I see? the demon standing befor me the end of this story. how horrorfying does he look Idont know he wheres a cloke, with wings out his back and his breath is black smoke,I cant see his face and he stays so still no movement you would loose it if you knew how it feels to stare at evil and know that evil is stareing back next thing i know he griped my soul and befor i could react i saw everything he did from eating up little kids to burning churces and dispersing hurt to all the earth and worst of it all he rapped virgens as thay bleed he planted his seed he brought innocents to its knees blood ran throu the seas and the rivers of the world, plauge everyday, when he blaze you get pulled into a vortex of death when he crawls on your chest distress infects everything untill nothing is left IT'S THE DEMON!!!!!!!

A Few More Words On Thxgiving Grab Ass
Let me add that my dearest friend Paul; whom I was with when 'Rob' decided to rub my rump, was totally shocked as well that 'Rob' did what he did. He was very apologetic. Paul then says in a way only he could "Jesus Christ Amanda; why do all my friends want to fuck you?" I had no answer for that one... So I'm sleeping last night and this grab-ass scene is replaying in my dreams... Needless to say I woke up with grand plans of blackmail. When this happened I felt sooo bad as this man's family was literally a few feet away. I actually think his grown daughter might have seen it. Whatever. People are fucked up I guess.

Well Me
I was born in Panama City Florida in Callaway area, in the old hospital on Feb. 2nd 1967.Lived in an old house with with my parents. My dad worked at the paper mill and my mom was a housewife. We moved to Bonifay Fl. In 1971 to the Bethlehem area, to another old house. I started headstart in Bonifay for about 2 days. Threw a fit and they took me out. lol I went to kindergarten at Bethlehem the following year and then 1st grade the next. We moved To my uncles house that year which was a fairly new house with 500 acres of land. It was great! He had just divorced and bought another place and let us have that 1. I has a blast there until we moved in 1983 to DogwoodLakes Which is about 10 miles away. Built a new house there. It was beautiful but space was limited.I got married and moved just down the road for 3 yrs. Big mistake! lol Finally got away from her. Moved back in with my parents for about 3 mo. Then met this younger hottie and moved to Daleville Al. Finally talked her into moving

Black Friday
SO I did it. I went out and now I have a headache. Was at walmart at 4am. I managed to get alot of good stuff. Couldn't find a TMX Elmo anywhere. Oh well. I did get Torie a V-smile and a read with me DVD thingy. So I still need to get the big stuff. 2 Nintendo DS and games. I don't think ill find the wii. Anyhow Now im trying to relax. Things are funny around CT. Where is Rock Star King(mr Rush) I am so tired of the bullshit around here. WTF cares who has the top blog. I am suprised ppl even read mine LOL! But this tearing people down shit has to stop. So my advice for the day is GROW the Hell up! Its the holiday season...Good will towards others and all. Take all the pent up anger and do something positive. xoxo Angel

Single
hey family...lol I know, long time no see...well I have a dilemma....When it comes to sex I don't just have sex with anybody, it has to be someone I'm either, involved with or someone that I've been knowing for a long time "sexually". I have a question.....would you feel that you was "selling yourself short" if you decided to have sex with someone that you once had feelings for and you know that it would never go anywhere? I don't know...I mean like I said I'm not no hoe or nothing because, I know what's out there, but sometimes I feel like im sellin myself out...I mean I've known him for a while, but I also know that he has sex with others, but I don't like knowing what I know then still feeling like I wanna do him, lol...(does that make ANY sense?) -sigh- That's why being single freakin sucks, and yanno I probably could be in a relationship now, but I want it to be with the right person. I'm not settling EVER. Blah...opinions? Other then that im doing well, school is finish for

Dear Carrie
FILL IN THE BLANKS! I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS YOU GET..............DON'T FORGET TO RESPOND TO THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS TO YOU!

New Photo Contest
Ive entered a new photo contest weith Wolfeagle, the them been waterfalls The photo I used is a man made waterfall oh a shopping centre call Rgehed, which is bukld into a hill, the waterfall is a man made fall Click the photo to vote for me

Day After ..
So its the day after thanksgiving...busiest shopping day over the year blah blah blah...How many of you nuts were out there at 5 o clock this morning getting those *cough cough* oh so amazing *cough cough* deals? Not me...I did it one year and I'll NEVER do it again..People around here are a buncha Psychos -Worse than usual. Anyways..I'm going back through my list again today and deleting peoples from it.

Xxx
This is for Princess. =)~ I wanted to be more graphic, but this is what I have off the top of my head. Gimmie a few days to think of a good one. Sorry for puncuation errors and or spelling...enjoy......... She's spending the night with me. I haven't seen her in ages. My best friend in the whole world. My palms are sweaty and my stomach is in knots. I can't wait to see her. She walks in the door looking absolutly beautiful. Long dak hair. Silky and blowing in the wind. Her beautiful brown eyes expertly lined with just enough black eyeliner. Lips full and red. Her ample breasts sit high atop her chest. I can see her nipples hardening. I don't know how long i can take it. Pillow fights, touching here and there, it's making me crazy. I don't think she knows I want her. Time for sleep. She lays down next to me. Oh she smells so good. Staring at her naked back, oh I want to touch her soft skin. I am getting so aroused laying here. She will be asleep in a

God Hates Me
Well pretty much every Thanksgiving I get sick somehow. This year I got what Keeva's got. She's still throwing up. I have a headache that is causing my neck and spine to be in a lot of pain. Thankfully today it doesn't hurt too bad. Right now I'm tired of sleeping. I'm so hungry but I'm afraid that if I eat I'll throw it up. Keeva's finally keeping down some liquids. I haven't done much of anything. I'm so pissed that I couldn't go to my mom's house. I might just ask if we can do our Thanksgiving on Sunday if everyone is ok. Anyone want my shitty luck or our virus? I'd gladly give it up. Well.. I think I'm gunna aimlessly look around on here since the typing of the keys kill my head.. Lata.. Jenner

Pain.
My feet hurt. My throat hurts. My eyes hurt. Im tired as fuck. It was the longest day in history. Not only did i have to work at the hospital but i had to work at my retail job. OMFG black friday. I HATE IT. I will NEVER EVER work on this day again. Ever. I refuse. And then so many people where in the emergency room i just wanted to cry. Im suppose to take gabby to the parade tonight but hahahaha. Thats just NOT happening i dont think. Im to tired. And i hurt. Everywhere. I want to lay in my bed. And just Lay there. Uh huh. Nothing else matters but my resting. Haha. So my hands are shakey. I need to do more christmas shopping. I need to get a drink haha. Ill stop bitching now. I really gotta do laundry. None of my clothes are clean. Ive got work on sunday. Tired of listening to me yet? Oh and today made me realize imh imh imh omfg imh. ♥ It was cute though. Im not even getting into it. I HATE ignorant people. More than i hate assholes. I have never met so many rude peop

Another Holiday Passes
This year has gone by so fast. I cant believe christmas is right around the corner. Time flys huh? Well soon it will be 2007. 2006 wasnt a great year so it needs to go. Here's hoping everyone has a great 2007.

Definition
To`tal Pack`age (total package) vt. -tp, -beautiful, -intelligence, [Ital. totalla packaga : totalis package i> 1. A person that is a total package, has a beautiful personally, looks, and an ability to turn on his/her sexiness at will. 2. Confident, self assured, intelligence, and caring. use: a person with the total package is highly sought after.

I Lost
i lost the spirit for the holiday i lost what it mean to be happy i lost so much in the last 3 yrs sad thing is i do not know how to get it back i do not celebrate thanksgiving do not celebrate christmas i used to celebrate it what happen for me to feel this way

10 Things
was tagged to do 10 things about myself... hmmm 1. I have Two Children 2. In a Long Term Relationship 3. I work At Kum And Go.. (gas station) 4. I am a very shy person 5. I have a cat named Godzilla 6. My hair is almost long enough to touch my ass! 7. I dont smoke.. and only drink occasionally 8. I am a very family oriented person 9. I hate wearing shoes.. but i love owning them..lol 10. I hate doing theese things :) people to tag... 1. rock star king 2. sir cherries alot 3. furrydevil 4. scrawberry 5. DJ Datamaster 6. Holiday 7. ~kit~ 8. innocentprncss 9. dragonking7474 10. angel in disquise

Missing Soldier From Fort Campbell!!! Please Read!
MISSING SOLDIER FROM FORT CAMPBELL!!! PLEASE READ!! Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washington right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is http://

Pool Girls
She come in, and swims around, and then comes up right by me. "Your quite beautiful," she says, and pulls me into an embrace, our breasts and pussies rubbing against each other. "Thanks, I guess," I say, I have had sex before, but this girl made me feel different. "Come on," Laura says, and lets go of me. She swims over to the ladder, and sits there. I swim over as well. "You ever been with a girl before, Mary?" I shake my head. "But I wouldn't mind doing it now," I say. Laura smiles, and rubs her pussy. "Then come and take me," she says. I smile, and rub her pussy. I hadn't ever done this before, but I had a good idea of how to do it. I moved down between her legs, and licked her pussy lightly, and somehow, it felt like I have been doing this all my life. "Oh fuck, your not bad," Laura says. I smile lightly, and start to move my tongue in and out of Laura's wet pussy, she moans louder as I go deeper. "Are you sure this is your first time, because your doing gre

To My Little Man
You have a way Of making me smile Even when I shouldn't. You make a face Silly in the mirror Then I have to laugh. You call me beautiful Even when I'm a mess I will always love you. To you I am your Goddess You have my heart You always will.

I'm Not Bitter
I’m Not Bitter You almost broke my spirit But I could not let that be I know I gave you a perfect love What you gave was bullshit to me Now I know I've been foolish Hell maybe even out of my mind But I’m starting to learn from this mistake Another love like mines you won’t find So now that I’m okay with it all It’s a lost that I’m willing to take Never again will you hurt me my friend And I’ll still stand in line at your wake You see real love is for certain It won’t ever change over time If it did it would only get stronger You couldn’t see that cause your love is blind Now don’t get me wrong I’m not bitter In fact I feel I’ve been set free With you I felt like I was nothing Without you I’ll get back to me I hope you find the one you want Believe me I pray that you do The one thing that I’d like from them Is to do the same shit to you But I’m not bitter © BlkLuvPotion 2006

Good News!
I FINALLY HEARD FROM SSI ABOUT MY DAUGHTERS DISABILITIES AND WE HAVE A MENTAL EVALUATION TO GO TO ON THE 15TH OF DEC. SO SOON I WILL HAVE THE MONEY TO GET A HOME YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I FINALLY GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Christmas Just Ain't For Kids...lmao
: Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. : Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. : Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. : When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. : Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. crash : His suit

Do Me
WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM YOU - FOLLOW ME WHEN i POUT MY LiPS - KiSS ME WHEN i KiCK - HUG ME TiGHT WHEN i CALL YOU CRAZY - iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU WHEN i AM SiLENT - iM THiNKiNG OF HOW TO SAY i LOVE (LIKE) YOU WHEN i iGNORE YOU - i WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTiON WHEN i PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAiST & TELL ME YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME iM BEAUTiFUL WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE (LIKE) ME WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG - SNEAK UP BEHiND ME, & REST UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER iF I DONT CALL YOU - iM WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE FOR YOUR CALL WHEN iM SCARED - HOLD ME BY THE WAiST WHEN i LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNGS THE MATTER - KiSS ME & TELL ME EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE ALRiGHT WHiLE i HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WiTH MY FiNGERS

Understanding Women Quiz
Note: Some questions have more than one answer. 1) What’s the first thing a man should do when he has a chance to be intimate with a woman? a) Provide an awesome sexual experienc b) Hold her c) Get creative and rock her world d) Talk with her 2) What’s the number one thing most women want from men? a) Great sex b) Security c) A man with a job d) Fun times 3) What’s the number one thing you can do for a woman that will keep a smile on her face? a) Take her out to dinner b) Buy her things c) Spend time with her d) Take periodic vacations/getaways 4) Most women get angry with men who usually can’t do two things: a) Communicate their feelings b) Perform in bed c) Help around the house d) Cook 5) What’s the one thing most women want to hear from a man? a) I love you b) You're special to me c) I'll never leave you d) Marry me

15 Ways
15 Mistakes women make when having sex: (according to men)* 1. *BEING PASSIVE -* Don't let him undress you and himself. Just help him a little bit: like making the first step. Just because we are men it doesn't mean that we must do all the job. 2. *WEARING JEANS OR TIGHT PANTS -* It takes time to take off these kind of clothes. Every second counts. Remember one thing:the more time yougot, the more rounds you got, and the more rounds you got the more satisfied you get. 3. *GOING DOWN HALFWAY* - Once you start going down, don't stop at the belly button, keep going or just don't go past the neck at all. 4. *CHOCKING HIS CHICKEN* - Men feel pain, we are not as tough as you think. No man has a leather dick. You got to be smooth with the dick. Pulling it too hard doesn't make us feelhorny, it hurts even though we don't tell you. 5. *LICKING HIS EAR TOO MUCH* - It's just the same as a dog licking a bitches ass. 6. *MOANING LIKE A RUNNER THAT NEEDS

Guys Ur Turn
Guys tell me how would you feel if you walked into your home, the place where you sleep and called your kingdom to see the love of your life (your wife or girl) making out with someone you hate. Question is would you join them or ...........................

Ladies Is It Just Me
MY CUZ DEE...I LUV YA GYRL! Is it me ? Or is it the sh*t Im subjected to see, All my fam on the datin scene, yall know what I mean! We meet and at first, everything is cool, after a while he start to change and nothing is what he claimed. A mfa is either a mama's boy, still on a tity or a phyco and just got otta the penitentury!! Then its dem dudes, that still playin wit toys, watchin cartoons and eatin fruitloops!(lil boyz) Screamin "Um a grown ass man" but every time I turn around, u lookin stupid, holdin out ya hand! Then its dem wanna-be cats, that wanna be like every other nobody who wanna, but dont know how to rap. Um, Do Re Me, just cause it rhyme, dudes think they Jay-Z. Oh yea, what about them Bum ass brothas that be like" you got a ciggarette" to everybody and they mutha! I almost forgot, who has met the guy that gets an (A+) in all other departments but when its time to pay the rent, you find out he addicted to the glass Dyck. Im so sick, a

Clandestine Vengeance
Hatred brewing deep within, With poison armour of distrust, Forceful minds break moral fears, Darkness fills a mind with purpose. Have I the means to claim my destiny, Purge the filth from this sacred world, Mother Earth, my Goddess, claim me, Help me lift thy banner of war. Eliminate the plague of man I shall, Broken filth these masses of fucking fools, Extermination, the only real cure, This disease, mankind, whoring Mother Earth. Cruel suffocating sickness, They mutilate Earth, giver of life, You would butcher my Goddess, To make shrines to your false fucking gods! Here I am, force of destiny, Sword of fury arcs blinding rage, Clandestine vengeance for my patron, Carve out the infection and into history my name.

Arrogant Nonconformists
Hey, I just feel like a rant. I was never one to cave to peer pressure. I was always confident. I didn't need anyone to tell me how to have fun, and I certainly didn't feel any need to prove myself to others. I have so many interests, hobbies, and talents that I don't have time to dick around in a bar or pretend like football games are important (they're not). I like to meet new people, but I don't like the places where "adults" go to meet such as bars, clubs, and whore houses (i'm being redundant ;)). You meet the wrong kinds of people at those places most of the time, and if you go there long enough, you become one of them. I like hanging out with groups of friends, but most of the time I want to be with one girl. One good relationship trumps a thousand weak ones in my opinion. I'd rather have one real conversation than a thousand silly, trivial conversations. I don't think it's too much to ask people to be REAL. I guess I'm one of those rare people who seriously and h

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't

My Life Sucks
well my life has been really suck ass I lost my cousin she died about 3 weeks ago the 2 days later my friend died then 2 weeks later another friend died in a car reck then I called my X cause he was haveing a really bad time and he needed someone to talk to and we ended up back to gather & he asked me to marry him I said yeah then he started haveing hell with his X and I just couldn't and wouldn't deal with her she is a dope head and drinks all the time and now today my aunt passed away I am just ready to just give up on everything and crawl in a hole and never come out Love is given up on me and I guess I will never find Love I am just givein up on men and Love My Life Sucks ass

Things About Me You Might Not Know
Things About Me You Might Not Know I got this today from a friend of mine and thought hey, why not post it here as well - feel free to join in - it's a bit different from the usual ones that go around. Seven Things about me - Things you may or may not have known about me in no particular order. A) Four jobs I have had in my life: 1. Fitness Instructor 2. Telemarketer 3. Manager at the Bungy Zone in Nanaimo, BC, Canada 4. Teacher B) Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Lord of the Rings (any of them in the series) 2. Star Wars (the classics) 3. Bambi 4. Metallica Videos C) Places I have lived. 1. Chilliwack, BC 2. Halifax, N.S. 3. Edmonton, Alta 4. Germany D) Four TV shows I watch: 1. CSI (all of them) 2. House 3. Lost 4. Amazing Race E) Websites visited Daily 1. http://groups.msn.com/melaniepitts 2. http://ca.groups.yahoo.com/group/melaniepitts/ 3. www.hotmail.com 4. www.howfamous.com F) Favorite Foods 1. Chocol

Relationships And Love
Ok, now just to refresh everyone on what Ive chosen to rant about this loving (cloudy as all hell) day, this is the bulletin that was put out. Chances are youve seen this bulletin beforehell, you may have even posted it yourself at one point. Give it a once over, if you can. think about it... I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop actin

Love Is
love is just an emotion that causes pain and worries its memories made, but torned down be reality love is sick... drives you crazy when its forbidden its a salted knife punctured in a wound love is fake emotions based on ilusions the desire to create something that never existed and never will love is in fairy tales in a lifeless man who didnt have nothing else to do but to lie love is nothing at all its all in our heads brought to hide our sad reality...

To Whom It May Concern...part V...
my angel... it's strange how i can put words down for the whole world to see and yet unable to let you know....maybe deep down in my dark torturous mind...loving you at a distance is all i live for...for without it...i may just fade to nothingness...and my reason to live will cease...does it make sense?? maybe in this way it'll be heartbreakingly (notice how i love this word?) beautiful instead of having my romantic realm shattered if it turns ugly??? .... i have no answer...whatever it is...i'll live in these beautiful illusions of mine...and be nurtured by my self pitiness and hopeless romantic notions... yours...if only for a day... rain

An Update On My Baby!
Well, just wanted to give anyone who cares an updated on my little man!! :) He is doing much better. I took him to a WONDERFUL vet that my boyfriend recommended me to! He has a skin condition that will be with him the rest of his life. :(, and I had to load him up on antibiotics!! Trust me that was NOT FUN!! Well, luckily it was LIQUID and not PILL form (someday I will have to upload a VERY funny thing called how to give a cat a pill giggle) But, he is looking MUCHLY better!! and is purring in my lap right now. And, I do not know if anyone was praying to the goddess/god or anyone else about this, he does NOT have Thyroid cancer!! Thank you! He has a follow up appointment with the vet on Tuesday. But he does not need to know about that LOL (he hates the kitty carrier) Just wanted to let everyone know that likes kitties that my handsome man is doing well. Oh he is the GREY cat not the himi :) Oh this one!! He is my baby! :)

I Shot Myself Cuz Someone Offered Me 1,000,000 Dollars!
MONTH YOU WERE BORN IN January------I slapped Feburary----I stabbed March-----I screwed a April-------I shot May------I stabbed June-----I hugged July----I kissed August------- I killed September-------I humped October-----I hijacked November------I jumped December-----I bitched slapped DAY YOU WERE BORN 1-----a penguin 2-----a jar of peanut butter 3-----a lawn mower 4-----emma roberts 5----jamie lynn spears 6----sean flynn 7----a saw 8---a peanut butter cookie 9----your sister's pants 10---your mom 11---the wiggles 12---barney 13---ur brother 14---a dog 15---pablo 16---a mexican 17----the backyardigans 18---lindsey lohan 19----a brownie 20---paris hilton 21---ellen degerernes 22---a yeti 23---a moose 24---a kangaroo 25---martin van buren 26---a bouncy ball 27--a virgin 28---a cowboy 29---myself 30---a butterfly 31---a hippo COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT Black--------cuz that bitch diserved it! Pink---------cuz im in love yellow----------cuz

I Have Lost My Mind Completely!!!!!!!
I'M ALL ALONE AND HORNY AS FUCK. I WILL GIVE IT TO THE FIRST PERSON THAT COMMENTS ON THIS AND LIVES WITHIN A REASONABLE DISTANCE OF MY HOUSE. LET THE FUN BEGIN. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

Power Of The Mind
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. Strange..isn't it? "...CAN YOU?"

Sit An Wonder
sitting here thinking of you wondering why i am so blue waiting to here the ball to drop knowing you choose an that i lost sitting her i wonder how it could of been sitting her i see now my mortal sin how was i so foolish why was i so scared to not make the choice when i knew you cared

Wth 12 Days Of What??????
The Twelve Days of Christmasfor martin clark:Day #Who?What they got you1sta tray of lewd ice cubes2ndA booklet of sexual favors coupons3rda confused homeless man bearing a sign that says, 'i'm a slave for you'4thLED christmas anal beads5thA forty pronged whip for lashing all of your friends6thA world-reknowned sexual teacher7thA polaroid of their genitals8tha leather blindfold and a motel key9thA prepaid phone card to your favourite 1-900 number10thThe Marquis de Sade's sex drive11tha butt-plug12th

Resucited!.. For Now
i'm better, i had a bad evening and night yesterday again... high fever, cough and all, but yeah i wont die i guess lol i got back my voice!!!!! i tryed singing the next song i'll post but oh well not a lot because i don't want to hurt my throat back is sore, and that's why i'm sitting here for sometime... special thanks to kinky, patrickk23 and fireman for being worried about me (actually they where the only ones) but here goes the song! it is in my stash so if you like it you can go to find it there and many other classic songs anytime

A Friend Gave This To Me N I Am Sendin To You All
From Us Guys, We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it makes us just a little mad It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ____________________________________________________ Yeah, you can quote me. Push us down on the couch and make a move once in a while. We like that

Lmsao...
THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE UGLY > > > Good : Your wife is pregnant. > Bad : It's triplets. > Ugly : You had a vasectomy five years ago. > > Good : Your wife's not talking to you. > Bad : She wants a divorce. > Ugly : She's a lawyer. > > > Good : Your son is finally maturing. > Bad : He's involved with the women next door. > Ugly : So are you. > > Good : Your son studies a lot in his room. > Bad : You find several porn movies hidden there. > Ugly : You're in them. > > > Good : Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. > Bad : You can't find your birth control pills. > Ugly : Your daughter borrowed them. > > Good : Your husba

New Contest
SO I WANTED TO HOLD A CONTEST WHEN I LEVELED UP LAST WEEKEND. SEEMED THE GUYS WERE TOO SHY TO ENTER. SO I'VE DECIDED TO TRY AND START ANOTHER CONTEST. THIS TIME IT WILL BE LADIES THAT ARE ENTERING! THIS TIME IT'LL BE A BEST ASS CONTEST - ONLY CATCH IS...THEY HAVE TO HAVE SOMETHING COVERING THEM...WHETHER IT BE SOME CUTE FRILLY PANTIES...OR A SEXY PAIR OF JEANS... SO COME ON LADIES!!!! I WILL TAKE 10-15 ENTRIES!!! PLEASE REPOST THIS FOR ME. ~*BrattyBytch*~@ CherryTAP

Rules To Be Your "friend"?
I just recently got back home, and a lot has changed !!! It's not Lost Cherry anymore, it's Cherry Tap. They're not "adult" pics, they're "NOT SAFE FOR WORK" (WTF is that?). We have "stash" boxes, salute photos, sticky bulletins, etc. Man, the things you miss when you're on the road. But you can always bank on one thing here. The "rules" when you submit a friend request, especially if you're a man requesting an add on a woman's profile. Of course, there is the obligatory "read my profile first" disclaimer (which I read every profile I visit). Now I know there are a lot of pervs and creeps on here, but damn, didn't know such a big screening process was involved to try and get to know people. Now, I have to be your fan first, rate at least 50 of your pics and comment 25 of em, buy you a CT gift, read your fragmented blogs, vote for you in whatever CT contest you happen to be in today, submit my tax returns for the past 3 years, birth certificate, order my secret decoder ring, then

What Kind Of Seducer Am I?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Dirty Lil Sex Rant.
¢¾ Adjusting my behavior, One man at a time... Current mood: dirty Category: Romance and Relationships ADJUSTING MY BEHAVIOR AND EXPECTATIONS, ONE MAN AT A TIME... To the Ladies: **Number1** Definition: A recycled man is a man that you have dated, perhaps even slept with, a man that you have had a previous relationship with. Then you guys broke up. But you see him again after the fact, dating/sleeping with him months after the breakup. The power of recycling is a great thing. Did you know that to recycle one aluminum can gives you enough energy to run your TV for 3 hours? Wow, that's frickin' amazing Recycling anything for the eco-system is great. Recycling men is NOT. My mother once told me: "Never be like a dog returning to it's vomit. OK, pretty disgusting, I know, but it gets the point across. **Number2** Throw Out Mr. Perfect Yeah, I said it. Throw out the idea of Mr. Perfect. It's just frick

Another Sad Day For Me.
Inmate dies in Gordon County Jail 11/24/06 Email this story to a friend The GBI is investigating the death of an inmate in the Gordon County Jail on Thanksgiving Day. Gordon County Sheriff Jerry Davis said that Jerrell Dwane Brown, 42, was found unresponsive in his cell just before 5 p.m. on Thursday while dinner was being served. On-staff medical personnel was immediately summoned and made desperate attempts to revive brown while E-911 had dispatched an ambulance to the jail. Once arriving at the jail, the med-unit continued to work with Brown and in the process, transported him to Gordon Hospital where he was pronounced dead. Davis stated that preliminary indications reveal that Brown had attempted to cause harm to himself. The Georgia Bureau of Investigation has been called-in to assist in the investigating of the incident, as is the case with all investigations of this type. “This is a very unfortunate that has taken place. Our sympathy goes out to t

Missing You
My love for you is so strong. My nights are long Since you have been gone. I miss our time we use to share. My heart's not the same since you have gone. I lay awake at night thinking of all the things we shared. I miss you oh so very much. I pray that you will come back I miss you. as the days go by Without you here I realize Just what you mean to me And how much I love you. You are my life, my world, my everything. I miss you

Blind Man
Blind Man can not force faith down your throat or open your eyes to see the truth of it can not help you accept the facts and can not be expected to suffer the punishment for a crime unnatural why can't you see why can't you see?! dying in this space between what is and what could be and you are murdering love m.e.j.

Untitled
I wrote this poem for an amazing friend who travels the world and inspires with his wisdom. He is as beautiful on the inside as he is on the out. May she rest in peace Christian. UNTITLED Something is missing. The stars in the sky... are fewer but for one. Her's was a fierce light... In the time of remembrance... How oft we forget- The mortality of the human soul, the fragility of life. Sewn together by an ancient seamstress, with nought but time in her vacant eyes... It has looked upon the young one, has embraced her, lovingly, and engaged in the eternal dance. Her hair is sunfire now... Her feet are the ocean... Engaged in a never ending waltz with the universe. She can hear you now... Her ears are the air, Her eyes are the stars... Her hands, your heart. She spreads her cosmic dust down upon us all... daring us to catch it... daring us to live if we can- O, young spirit...

What Is Your 19th Century Horror Character?
You scored as Frankenstein's Monster. You are Victor Frankenstein's hideous creation in Mary Shelley's classic novel. A grotesque conglomeration of disembodied organs, you ravage the countryside in search of your maker. Although you have a gentle and curious soul, civilization refuses to accept you as one of their own, driving you to acts of bestial wrath. Yours is a life of loneliness and devastated optimism.Frankenstein's Monster83%Dorian Gray58%The Headless Horseman54%Count Dracula50%The Invisible Man46%Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde21%What's Your 19th Century Horror Character?created with QuizFarm.com

What Is Love (poem)
Everyone wonders what love is how being in love feels or if its even real If love is just a feeling then why so much hurt if love is lost what is love what happens when someone loves you but you are affraid to love back for the fear of getting hurt again If love is what everyone wants how can it be a feeling cause theres so much happiness if its there, is that love what is love How do you know you have love cause someone tells you or you say it to someone when do to you know if its love not lust why every where you look you see love or what you think is love but youve never had love then again what is love People say they found true love how do that know its true cuz there happy at that moment then all the sudden there hurting so is it really true love... Is love in the bible im not sure maybe but ive never heard of it in there what is love so leads people to think everyone says you feel love but no one knows where it comes fro

Friends & Love
I continue to put myself out there and show there is more then just hate.. But at the same time I still can not penetrate why I am always so late.. I have true friends that I know that care. Then I have those that act like test me if you dare.. If you are a friend you're a friend for life.. Unless you're not willing to sacrifice. Its know fact that once all goes wrong.. You turn around and hurt the ones that been with you all along.. Is this is why love is so hard?? To find cause those that have been given it don't want it or just want to shy away from it. Or they just don't know how to embrace it.. So now it comes a time when you turn your back on those that seem to be the ones stabbing you like it's an everyday fact. So you walk toward the door with out looking back. My life has never been peaches and creams full of disappointments and a lot of dreams.. Dreams that I follow cause its food for my heart.. Even though I get like fifty darts. I embrace those around me and shield the

Teardrop
Teardrop by Jonny Harrop A lonely tear falls from an eye, Not sure why its been shed. And as it slowly trickles by, It finds a spot to make its bed. There it stays. A meaningless drop, No-one who loves it, and no-one who cares, Until its greeted from the top, By another stream of tears. And as it continues on its fall, To where its journey ends, It finds its not meaningless at all, As long as it has friends

A Day Without Addiction
so yeah before i moved to florida i had a huge drug problem and almost died because of it a few times. i have been clean almost a year and a half and i wrote this about a year ago when i had 6 months clean so enjoy and gimme some feedback A DAY WITHOUT ADDICTION Now I lay me down to sleep. And thank the Lord for keeping me, another day without the need to turn to my addiction In the morning I will pray for wisdom In sorting out the facts from fiction Lord I'm just asking you for another day Without my addiction I thought I was all alone all those hard nights that no one could hear me when I cried But that was just one more lie That I learn from my addiction In the morning I will pray for wisdom In sorting out the facts from fiction Lord I'm just asking you for another day Without my addiction Love has always required proof Until I started loving you Patiently you walk me through a day without my addiction In the morning I will pray for w

If Someone Says Sensation One More Time...
im going to dry out internally. so wait, did OJ do it? man. remember when life was just a series of color connected to a certain feeling like a crisp november morning. it was windmills' dreamscene. a backyard with piles upon piles of past decades knickerbock and general clutter. the fluffy dog that bit your father but he wasnt hurt. remember the cold morning nintendo? hardwood floors and the heat coming through the vents the wood remained cold. remember sunny washed out days bikes, and all we could do. the adventure that existed in a group of bankrupt children and no real direction the drain of the winter left one as one truly is. is truly loneship. heavy lids and yawning and my memories succumb to the dream. dream is greater than solid hole.

Hard To Find Good Help
A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30am, and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass of wine, waiting

Saturday Night Rant
K so I'm like bitchy...yes a BIG change for me. First off I have 2 outta 4 kids sick. And they have all been fighting so I cannot wait til they go to bed. Everyones in thier rooms watching tv now. So I have some peace. Secondly..I am sick of Norman..(for all my new friends Norman was my turkey) I dont wanna see turkey again til next November. Thirdly...I will state this again for all my wonderful friends. I do not get involved with the drama. The people I have on my list are there because I like them! Capeice? What i cannot tolerate is the bashing and shit i have seen goin on via blogs. FFS Grow up people. This is CT...its supposed to be fun. QUIT tryin to ruin people. We should all try to get along and have fun. What else... I didnt put my tree up yet...I have no ambition! Evil overlords contest is goin ok........Well see tomorrow who wins:) And some happy music for my bitchy blog!

Calories Burned During Sex
I thought this was uproariously funny... Maybe it's just me ;) Enjoy testing the these theories - Void calories Burned During Sex The Act of Insertion If the man is ready (same vice-versa) 1/4 calories If the woman is not (same vice-versa) 274 calories Satisfying Partner (organ size) Most experts agree that size means nothing. Shape is what counts, and the man with a shaped organ can write his own ticket. In those rare instances where a man has a genuinely small member, he may have to compensate by working slightly harder, but this is good for weight loss. A man with a really large organ, while he might not have to work as hard once inside, may exhaust himself just trying to convince his partner to let him put it inside. Normal size 22 calories Oversize 15 calories Tremendous 8 calories Teensy-weensy 163 calories Positions Man on top, woman on bottom (facing each other) 20 calories Woman on top, man on

Pregnant Again!
I have a 25 week old and I am 8 weeks pregnant! I love babies and will take all that god wants me to have . I just dont know how I am gonna handle it. My baby will just be a year old when I have the new baby. But I guess we all do what we have to and I am sure I will handle this just like I do everything else that comes along in my life.

Hot Christmas Want It To Be Ure Wish
I'm on the hunt. Our company, a large software manufacturer, is having the company Christmas party catered in the penthouse of the largest hotel downtown. Being a programmer, I don't get much contact with the lovely young women who flock to the sales and marketing sections of the company. I'm looking for one in particular - Trudy Glass, the marketing specialist attached to my product line. Trudy is slim and petite, with long red hair that flies like a flag behind her as she strides - no, that's not it. Trudy canters. She wears these 3" and 4" black spaghetti strap FuckMe heels, which on her long slim legs reminds me of the way a young filly canters. Trudy is convinced she doesn't have enough tits (she tells me she is a 34B+, just like her grades in school), so she is always using push-up bras and miracle bras and anything else, even half cup under wire bras, to make you look at her tits. She is, at least to me, the most sexual of our thousand+ employees. I find her, at the dri

Poem
I didn't get a chance to say I love you. You were gone before we got that far. All I know is now I really need you, Yet when I look for you, you aren't there. You said once that you never would forget me, Yet how am I to know without you here? Such emptiness! Like what I feel within me: Neither flesh nor tears, just cold thin air. Sometimes, alone, I feel your arms around me, And all my need for you spills out in pain. Jagged memories of you surround me. I cannot think I won't see you again.

Perfection.
A human fantasy conceived to make us all feel better, and strive for something that does not exist for nothing is ever perfect for there is always a flaw within the intricate design of life. The closest thing to perfection is to act and behave in every way that you normally would, thus acheiving what some would call a balanced 'perfection' of morality. Thursday June 1, 2006 - 09:01pm (MDT) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments

Beleave It Or Not!!!
Have u ever had a time in your life where u go somewhere u have never been befor? But when u get there it seems like u have seen or been too that place?? That is what we call a (dayjavoo) or a glich in the Matrix as some would say, but what it really? U have a life for each Zodiac U see that you'r life here on Earth is repeating itself but this is what it really is. "When u past on from this life, another baby is born... There is a white light at the end of the tunnel, that is when u are reborn as a new born... Than it happens over and over again. thats what Jesus ment... To beleave in Him and u will spend eterinty in Heaven. CONGRADULATIONS!!! Now that we have all bealeved in him in one way or another, because he created everything and everything that we think say or do in any religious practice, we are all Fucked!! There is no gate to Heaven, we are traped in a large recycle bin and our souls is the power genarator the Earth needs because the other Planets was a trial and error

Why We Love Children!!
Why We Love Children!! 1) NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!" 2) OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, "The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents." 3) KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle." 4) MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched in amazem

Pics
I talked to stang, and if you have the adult content box checked in folder options that is why an entire folder is nsfw. I dont know about default cuz you dont have options on that i think a bouncer needs to undo those, any way once u uncheck the box you can unmark the pics in a folder that arent nsfw. Have a great night

To Whom It May Concern...part Vi...
hi angel... it's another sleepless night for me...my thoughts are no longer mine it seems...i hate and love where my thoughts are flying to............you!!! right now i'm listening to type o negative's "angel"... and my thoughts are filled with you...your eyes...your lips...your hair...your smile...and if i could wish upon a star...i would wish for you to tell me what you feel...if you do feel...for me...if i reach out my hands...would you take them and walk with me in the rain and hold me close?... would you take them and walk with me in a field and pick me wild flowers?...would you take them and walk with me on a soft sandy beach and steal kisses from me?..would you take my hand and walk with me towards the sunset and whisper my name softly?... if i could wish upon a star... on this blog...i declare my love for you... rain...

Something A Friend Sent To Me In An Email Today
A Different Christmas Poem Please Read This. The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A

Litter Box Cake
Litter Box Cake 1 spice or German chocolate cake mix 1 white cake mix 2 large pkg vanilla instant pudding mix, prepared (I like Bird's® dessert mix) 1 large pkg vanilla sandwich cookies green food coloring 12 small Tootsie Rolls® 1 new kitty litter pan 1 new plastic kitty litter pan liner 1 new pooper scooper Prepare cake mixes and bake according to directions (any size pans). Prepare pudding mix and chill until ready to assemble. Crumble white sandwich cookies in small batches in food processor, scraping often. Set aside all but about 1/4 cup. To the 1/4 cup cookie crumbs, add a few drops green food coloring and mix until completely colored. When cakes are cooled to room temperature, crumble into a large bowl. Toss with half the remaining white cookie crumbs and the chilled pudding. Important: mix in just enough of the pudding to moisten it. You don't want it too soggy. Combine gently. Line a new, clean kitty litter box. Put the cake/pudding/cookie mixtu

I Touched A Dream
I touched a dream: I lay next to you no other place I rather be. You hold me in your arms as I rest my head on your chest. I can hear your heart beat and it is music to my ears. You reach over to kiss me softly yet with passion, and it felt like never before. My fingers trace your face that's as handsome as can be. You whisper in my ears how much you love me, as if I didn't already know. So cozy in the arms of love. Then a chill comes over me as I awaken to the morning sunrise I realize, that I'm alone and tears fills my eyes. It felt so real I felt you, I know I did.... Or maybe it was, I touched a dream. Written by Joyce Foote

Twas The Night Before Christmas....2006
THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS by Clement Clarke Moore Tweaked by TILTED 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, they were all drunk and soused; The stockings were hung by that ho over there, In hopes that St. Nicholas would soon find HIS pair The kids were asleep, Nyquil gone to their heads, While visions of excess kept them in their beds; And mamma in her teddy, climbed in my lap, We had just settled down for a long winter's *cough* nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew flashing my ass, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my traumatized eyes should appear, But Santa bent over, exposing his rear, That jolly old boozehound, so nauseous and sick, I knew by the stagger it must be

John(gift From God)
My name means gift from god, but i dont know know if thats a good thing, or a curse. somtimes i dont know wich is worse, bad or good. i influence to many people than i should. am i truly an angel next to God's shoulder? or am i just saitan's toy soldier? ive tried to live my life so many different ways, but it all just ended up with pain, and rain on my sunshiny days. children look up to me like i'm the all knowing, because they have the power to see through me and see what my heart is truly showing. they seen me fall and work my way back up, they see God walking by me as my life's crutch, no matter what race,age,boy or girl, no matter what happens, they are my world.