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My Way Of Life!!! (check It Out) ;)
Hey everyone, I believe life is a double sided coin and when things get down and seems like theres no way out of a downer, I reinvent an exit!! LOL sounds crony like the song by underoath but its true when you cant get out of depression reverse everything in ur mind and reinvent a way into a postive side of life :)!!! Sometime I dont follow my own advice but I try my hardest we are all only human!!! I have found out alot of things in 2006 and looking into the beginning of 2007 with new additude on life and ways to get from sad and depressed back to happyness and postivity!!!! Life may have a plan for you but its your faith so take charge and "CARPE DEIM"!!!! LATERZ ALL From, ~69EYESTOMMY~ AKA TOMMY(the Gracefull) THAYER
Consultants !!!
A timeless lesson on how consultants can make a difference for an organization. Last week, we took some friends out to a new restaurant, and noticed that the waiter who took our order carried a spoon in his shirt pocket. It seemed a little strange. When the busboy brought our water and utensils, I noticed he also had a spoon in his shirt pocket. Then I looked around saw that all the staff had spoons in their pockets. When the waiter came back to serve our soup I asked, "Why the spoon?" "Well, "he explained, "the restaurant's owners hired Andersen Consulting to revamp all our processes. After several months of analysis, they concluded that the spoon was the most frequently dropped utensil. It represents a drop frequency of approximately 3 spoons per table per hour. If our personnel are better prepared, we can reduce the number of trips back to the kitchen and save 15 man-hours per shift." As luck would have it, I dropped my spoon and he was able to replace it with hi
I think this still relates even thought the holiday has passed so here goes. Christmas.... I really don't care for this shallow holiday at all. I mean I didn't have bad christmases ( is there even a plural for that word??) when I was growing up, I mean more than likely I got what I asked for, but thats just the point I'm stressing..... why does christmas have to be about what you're going to get? When did how much did something cost and howcome this person didn't get anything for me outweigh family and friends? Like that bothers me a whole lot that, the society we live in so materialistic. Howcome people you haven't seen in a while, such as your grandmother or other relatives you haven't seen in a while seem meaningless unless they brought something for you. and with that being, if you do get something for them they want to get upset at the fact of what they got you. There are so many people out here who get nothing for christmas, let alone see family or have
"Life is not like a box of chocolates, life is like a jar of jalepenos, what you do today could burn your ass tomorrow."
What A Wonderful Feeling
I know im pretty young, but I've had my share of shitty as guys. I started to think after a while that I wasn't going to find anyone good and all of that. Of course everyone goes through that. I knew I'd grow out of it, I just wanted it to be a Right now kinda thing. I got tired of being alone and now Im not. I met a great guy off of this site that makes me feel so good. He's wonderful and does all sorts of sweet stuff for me. His smile is amazing.I just spent all weekend with him and the minute he left me to go home I was missing him. I can't see myself getting tired of him and I dont want too! I know I haven't known ya that long mikey but this past month or so has been great!
I Want To Turn You
You Know... Look into my eyes let me lure you're mind I want you totally focused on me all else is blind. Come to me baby let me show you how much I care. I wanna turn you into an animal let me strip you bare. I love it when you lust for me... Let our bodies be intertwined into one. I want you to come and attack me make love to me set me free let you're sex tell me how you feel. With each thrust let it be you're passion reaching deep inside of me following my inner path to my soul. To a place where I can't let you go. Itís fascinating I'm infatuated... Look into my eyes and tell me is this a place you're ready to explore? Come to me baby let me show you how much I care I wanna turn you into an animal... Let me strip you bare. I love it when you talk dirty to me. The deepness of your voice the vibration sends warm tingles through me I could listen to you all night. Close you're eyes breathe deep let me take you to ecstasy. This exotic; unusua
Changes To My Cherrytap Account....
Hello everyone! Sorry to say, that I have deleted the NSFW album Intimates. It was limited in it's view, and I have decided that I no longer wish to display myself in that way. Sorry to all my family! No more privileges. Also, I will no longer permit outside people to view my albums and photos without becoming my friend first. I have decided I want a little privacy. I am sorry if this finds offense with anyone, however I would like to keep some aspects of my life private now. Hope that you all had a great weekend, and I hope that you will continue to visit me and my page! PEACE LOVE HAPPINESS ALWAYS! You can also find me on myspace, and read my blogs (if you are my friend) at this address:
Goth Chic Contest
in my first contest here ! ANGEL OF DEATH is having a sexy goth chic contest guess who is there ? no! not her! me ! go to his profile find my pic and comment most comments wins! and if you dont mind click to mine and fan me i'll fan back or leave a gift ....
1. Do you sleep with your wardrobe doors open or closed? closed 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? well yeah...FREE!!! 3. Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room? lol nope 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? i dont think i did in the end lol 5. Do you like to use post-it notes? lol i like sneakily sticking them on people 6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? only if i lose them lol 7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? lol i already did the bees so bear flashing it is!! ROFL 9. Do you always smile for pictures? im a proper poser!! lol 10. What is your biggest pet peeve? Liars 11. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? lol they can start as tucked in but never stay there lol 12. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? yeah normally on stairs 13. Have you ever peed in the woods? lol several times 14. Do you ever dance even if there's
You Women Are Confusing!!!!!!
Okay It never fails in my life, things are so freaking confusing. If it isnt my mate who doesnt confuse the hell out of me its my best friend! lol mind you i never complain about the two of them because i love them both dearly. But my ex.....The one that has been such a pain in my ass, she picks fights with me, starts drama , spreads lies out the ass about me, Comes and talks to me today her New bf seems to have this idea that she is cheating on him...With me which is insane as we are states away from one another. So she said she needed to make herself a new life, i then said so i guess you make sure you cut me out of your life and she said no.... So why are you females so confusing, she hates me then she doesnt she doesnt want or need me in her life then she re-adds me and tells me she isnt cutting me out of her life... BLAH! CONFUSTION!!!!
Please Read This
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Why Oh Why Does God Allow Stupid People To Exist??...
Well, this section of my blog is dedicated to a singular person at this time that is a complete and TOTAL assmonkey.... It takes alot to get under my skin but somehow this person has worked my last nerve and Ive had enough and need to blow this person wide open.... Ah but inquiring minds want to know who this person is dont you?....Patience my friends, all in good time...I will reveal who the thorn in my side and others side is in a moment....First some background info on the said individual... Now this person was once in the merry little group I belong to....Turns out they were a backstabbing little douche bag....They viciously attacked the leader of the groups gf and wouldnt let up...They took too far and now the the girl is leaving the site because of the stress and problems this asshole caused...She has lost friends and feels unwanted.. Also this person drug me into things WITHOUT telling me or asking me and little Ali doesnt play that crap....That was a HUGE mistake...
Random Thoughts Running Through My Head (nothing Really)
I Haven't written for awhile and really can't explain why. I just have a blank for words on to as what to write. I get like that sometimes. It's been raining all day here the last couple of days I will be glad when it stops and the new things grow seems how the old things are already washed away by the waters. Seen a Rainbow this afternoon that looked somewhat pretty. Along with all the puddles and the mud. If the kids would have not gotten sick I would have probably jumped in them with them. I am tired but yet I can't sleep. I toss and I turn and I just end up getting up again. Sometimes I get so sick of these restless nights. Other nights I don't mind it. No one ever tells you the truth about life how somedays it will seem like you won't be able to get through them and other days will be fine. Everyone wants to go on about there business like everything is alright but you know they are hurting deep down inside. You see people and you think to yourself that the
My Face Is Broken What Fun
yeah got hit in the face on my 21st birthday, just went to teh ER last night find out i have multiple fractures and breaks in my face. Have to go to a specialist see if i need some kind of surgical stuff done. i cant wait till feburary then i get to see the cutest girl in the world , ashley is just great she always makes me smile and i dont think about my face or any pain
Pet Food
I have a Labrador retriever. I was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog? (DUH!) On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting The Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I stepped off a curb to sniff an Irish
Water Runs Dry ~ Boyz Ii Men
Wait Donít wait for the water Wait Donít wait for the water We donít even talk anymore And we donít even know what we argue about Donít even say I love you no more ícause saying how we feel is no longer allowed Some people will work things out And some just donít know how to change Chorus: Letís donít wait till the water runs dry We might watch our whole lives pass us by Letís donít wait till the water runs dry Weíll make the biggest mistake of our lives Donít do it baby Now they can see the tears in our eyes But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts Well maybe thatís a pain we canít hide ícause everybody knows that weíre both torn apart Why do we hurt each other Why do we push love away Chorus Donít do it baby Donít do it baby Wait Watch Donít wait for the water Wait Donít wait Some people will work things out And some just donít know how to change Chorus Wait Donít do it baby Wait Donít do it baby Wait Watch W
Have a really tough day tomorrow, would appreciate any positive thoughts you guys might give.
What Turns You On?
As it turns out, Crystal Ice is aroused by ... Crowns 'What crazy thing are you aroused by?' at
8 Things I Hate About Valentine's
8 things I hate about valentine's -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2006-02-15, 3:48AM PST 8) Lame message hearts. The only thing worse than feigning gratitude when you hand me three hearts with ďBe MineĒ, ďYou StudĒ, ďSo HotĒ is falsely complementing you on your third grade creativity. After that, I have the pleasure of choking down these delightful little confections that taste like a combination of elementary school chalk and baseball card chewing gum. 7) Overpriced Dinners. Thank you for bumping up your prices by $25 for the pleasure of eating your attempt at realizing your culinary dreams. MmmmmÖ love that odd lemon/foot flavored cream sauce you doused on the new potatoes. Did you use dill on this flank steak you are passing off as veal? That makes you a real chef. This should go well with that moldy tasting boxed cabernet youíre serving at the reasonable price of $9 a glass. P.S. nobody likes FLAN!! 6) valentin
Academy Awards
I am terribly disappointed that I wasn't nominated for an Academy Award. Disregarding the fact that I wasn't in a movie, nor did I direct or write one - shoot, I didn't even edit one or design costumes - they still should have nominated me for something. Is there someone that I could call? I am pleased, though, that "Little Miss Sunshine" was nominated. The climax has to rank up there with one of the funniest scenes ever.
And Another He Wrote.....
Soul Mate By Robert W. Birch ©2001 We met but once as though by chance, we didn't date, or did we dance. We looked into each other's eyes without deception or disguise. A silent message passed between your hungry heart was plainly seen. You saw desire I could not hide, you looked at me and saw inside. How could a glance have said so much, and cause a chill without a touch? What was that chemistry that night, that promised what we felt was right? What satisfaction we'd have missed, If we had not reached out and kissed. I do not know if it was you, or was it I who said, "Let's do." But on that night our souls were bare as surely as our bodies there. Our bodies moved in harmony, I couldn't tell the you from me. And locked in passion as we were, my sense of time began to blur. I must have known you from before, how else could you have reached my core? In life perhaps before this one what had we shared? What had we done? With
My Horny Horoscope!
Libra (Sept. 23 - Oct. 23)-- Let the games begin! Libra will try anything once. Twice to make sure they liked it. Three times to be absolutely sure. Do not touch a Libra's head during oral sex...that may work with an Aries, but not here. Libras LOVE giving oral - They LOVE getting it , too. But don't feel like they get enough...too bad, because they sure as hell are getting enough of everything else. They will buy toys to make YOU use it on THEM. Libras are mental creatures that believe in living and fulfilling fantasies that they haven't done in real life...which is rare because they have done almost EVERYTHING. They have no problem sploshing. To them, sitting in a pie COULD be fun. Porn? Bring it on! Sex, video AND food? ALRIGHT! They are heavily exhibitionistic by accident. They are accident prone, they lose bras, underware, condoms....they also accidentally end up in bed with people. Amazing how THAT works! They like to cross dress. Both sexes do this quite well, actually. Male Lib
Real Friends?
Ain't it fuckin great how ppl tell you they are your friend, and then don't talk to ya for days, don't tell ya why, or fuck all else. well. I wish my "friends" would be fuckin real with me. anyways. thats all. I am just very hurt right now. Thought I had a real friend in someone. I guess i was stabbed in the back again. Oh well. then ppl wonder why I have attachment disorders. Well, gee, I wonder. If your gonna fuck me around FUCK OFF. Thanx
Impression 01/21/2006
If youíre still in your depression Than thatís the last impression You portray And if the sadness persists Keep the hope that exists For today If those tears just keep on rolling Thereís still a faith thatís flowing Deep inside Look not to just an angry place Soon the frowns will be off your face In time So if your last impression Is still that deep depression Turn away The sorrow brings you down And people all around Wonít want to stay Then loneliness will creep in No happy days will begin For a while So let the light shine through you Youíll find itís not hard to do Just to smile
Something New
This is weird,I joined this site cuz a friend asked me to and I ended up meeting alot of wonderful people,some have become friends.One became more. I dont know what will become of it but I do know this I like how I feel when I talk to this person,both on the phone and oneline,We are making planns to meet,I have my fingers crossed that something special will come of it and of us meeting. I do that I have left him sweet little mushy messages.After all it's weird for me but that is my baby bear and I love him very much.I think it's cute on how he calls me baby-doll. I do know that I think about him alot. I know awwwwwwwwwwww,but Im beginning to like this awwwwwwwwwwwwwww very much,lol. As,I sit here and write this blog right now,I have a smile on my face even though,I am tired and wanting to sleep. So,I hope that says soemthing about the specialness of my sweetie and my soon-to be ct husband.
Sooo..I really want to start going to lounges a little more often here in cherrytap. I however, do not feel very comfortable in them though. A lot of them do not seem to be BBW friendly. There used to be a BBW lounge that I belonged to - but unfortunately, it was closed down I believe. Because after a while, people just stopped coming into it. blog today is asking for help in finding a decent lounge that IS bbw friendly.
Warning !
Warning ! This years farmers almanac is warning that the heat in the U.S. is on the increase! With global warming being felt. Because of the climate change there will be a increase in wood snake activity! Beware where you step, this breed comes in different sizes and colors some have hoods and others donít. one eyed and dangerous ! Some say they make good pets and are good once leash trained. Do not stomp on it, smack it or tie it up to long . It may get agitated and spit at you, or change color . Excessive petting may cause the same thing, symptoms of mishandling.. Lower bulges or venom sacks may turn blue ,or go to sleep for long periods of time and /or will not wake up when you want it to. If it his happens, go see a professional snake handler for you might not be qualified! It is cold sensitive! Do not put in Ice or freezer! It likes most warm places that stay out of the sun most of the year, and lays multiple eggs at once It can leave you with a handful of offsp
The Average Military Man
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather re-wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a
Family List
So, it appears I have room for 20 ppl on my Family list, 5 of wich i KNOW are staying. the other fifteen spots are available to the first 15 ppl to read and comment to this. Because it appears a bulletin is read, feelings expressed and thats it. SOOO, If you are one of the lucky 15, you will read and comment this. thanx guys. Have a great day Jamie
Therapy Anyone
Ok... so the hubby told me the other day that I need to go back to school and become a shrink. Not a bad idea considering that I am the one all my friends come to when they need help/advice with a relationship/life problem. I do my best to give advice and be a good listener, but there are times when I can't do it anymore. If you are a friend of mine, you know I am here for you no matter what. BUT, if you come to me and spill your guts and tell me things that are going wrong...then you let me give you advice...DON'T the very next day be an ass to me. That just bothers the hell out of me. I try to be nice to everyone, but once you cross that line... there is no turning back...if you want to be mean to me... I might forgive you but I don't forget and my fuse just gets smaller and smaller. AND if you seriously feel the need to tell people that you want to kill yourself... that is just someone looking for attention... I know I have been there... I, if you don't know, was diagnosed 5 years a
Cold Stories
haha....its so funny that i complain a whole lot about how effin cold it is here in minnesota.....but i often found refusing to wear a no wonder im walking around in literally freezing temps in just a hoodie.....yea....probably not a good idea if i wanna stay
Im Getting Un Happy
let me say i repost a lot og things for my friends on here.most of them are just reposts not my not make accusations that i am being unfair in commenting on people in contests unless they comment me.I'm not naming anyone but there have been quite a few.I am not in any contests at this time.secondly i show love to people when i am showed love.sorry i am ranting this is just a bad week for me.this week is the anni of a good friends of mine tht passed away 10 years ago and i'm still dealing with it slowly and in my own time and pace yes i am over tht they are gone but they passed 3 days before my b day and i miss them so dont take this as i am being a b**ch just upset
Just Like January , By Melissa O'neil
Put all the past in a box and seal it with shrink-wrap Send it away to a place you'll never go Smash all the glass that is keeping you trapped in a bottle Take your first cold breath of hope Oh-oh, oh-oh Starting over, again - oh I know there's something waiting And I'm changing Just like January I'll start, over again - oh Just when I thought I faded You saved me Just like January Trash everything that has ever crashed your system Forget all the days that you've ever cried for help Shelf all the words that have ever been used against you Take the time to trust yourself Oh-oh, oh-oh Starting over, again - oh I know there's something waiting And I'm changing Just like January I'll start, over again - oh Just when I thought I faded You saved me Just like January And I'm changing January And I don't know what's coming Or what lies ahead for me Just when I thought I faded You saved me
Sometimes I Wanna Kill Sometimes I Wanna Die Sometimes I Wanna Destroy Sometimes I Wanna Cry Sometimes I Could Get Even Sometimes I Could Give Up Some
Don't damn me When I speak a piece of my mind 'Cause silence isn't golden When I'm holding it inside 'Cause I've been where I have been An I've seen what I have seen I put the pen to the paper 'Cause it's all a part of me Be it a song or casual conversation To hold my tongue speaks Of quiet reservations Your words once heard They can place you in a faction My words may disturb But at least there's a reaction Sometimes I wanna kill Sometimes I wanna die Sometimes I wanna destroy Sometimes I wanna cry Sometimes I could get even Sometimes I could give up Sometimes I could give Sometimes I never give a fuck It's only for a while I hope you understand I never wanted this to happen Didn't want to be a man So I hid inside my world I took what I could find I cried when I was lonely I fell down when I was blind But don't damn me When I speak a piece of my mind 'Cause silence isn't golden When I'm holding it inside 'Cause I've been where I have been An
I Hate It Thoughts
I hate it when perfect strangers ask to be my family. I hate it when I don't get commented by people who look at my pictures everyday. I hate it when Im called cute. I hate it when Im unsatisfied. I hate it when people always assume Im not living my own life and EXPECT me to answer the phone. I hate it when insecure boys can't take me making out with my friends. I hate it when I'm out..and its no longer 420. I hate it when I have to stop kissing. I hate it when my gas tank is empty. I hate it when I have to let go of a great smelling man giving me a hug. I hate it when I come home and Im not alone. I hate it when my dad asks me every 2 seconds if I like a song from All That Jazz or 2001 A Space Odessy. I hate it when Im watching tv.. and a fucking CLOWN comes out of nowhere! They should have a warning label or something! I hate it when I look in my drawer full of broken toys. I hate it that I really have to go to bed right now. I hate it that I smoke cigarettes so much. I
This Blows!
Well this morning my bf left for 6 I know how military gfs and wives feel. I knew it was gonna happen if I fell in love with a military man that when he left it was gonna hurt...I just wish I knew how to deal with it. Anyway I got my eye brow pireced today...and I love it. Got my mind off of Richard leaving but now I am getting upset again. Well I got to go...later. Vamp
I Love My Bestfriends
True love and understanding births from friendship. Unconditional love and ultimate understanding begins with your heart. Knowing who each other is, and not only accepting them.. embracing them. Words can only go so far, actions are huge. acting jealous is pathetic and insecure, and unloving. Such immaturity should ebb into the epitome of darkness, never to return. If you can't help it, then leave the situation and let what is BE. Those who KNOW me understand where I am coming from. and know that I love you all so much more than you will ever know. each and everyone of you are so important to me. and I hate to see any of you in such pain. I am here for you. I may not always know what to say.. but Ill always be there.
Check This Out
-----Original Message----- From: Hudspeth, Judy [] Sent: Thursday, January 04, 2007 3:14 PM Subject: Denver Post > >Denver Post: > >This text is from a county emergency manager out in the central part of >Colorado after todays snowstorm. > >WEATHER BULLETIN > >Up here, in the Northern Plains, we just recovered from a Historic >event--- may I even say a "Weather Event" of "Biblical Proportions" --- >with a historic blizzard of up to 44" inches of snow and winds to 90 MPH >that broke trees in half, knocked down utility poles, stranded hundreds >of motorists in lethal snow banks, closed ALL roads, isolated scores of >communities and cut power to 10's of thousands. > >FYI: > >George Bush did not come. > >FEMA did nothing. > >No one howled for the government. > >No one blamed the government. > >No one even uttered an expletive on TV > >Jesse Jackson or Al Sharpton did not visit. > >Our Mayor did not blame Bush o
Passion Of A Stranger
One night as you decide to out for a night on the town, you decide to wear a short black skirt and a red lace top with a balck short jakcet. your carefull to show enough to make them stop and stare. As you are driving to a small local club, something catches your eye, a new place that you have never been before. The look of the place is somewhat aluuring to you agianst your better judgment you decide to stop in and check it out. When you walk in the place is dimly lit and theress is only a few pepole in the bar, you decide to have a drink before you leave, you slowly walk up to the bar when you feel that there is somone watching you. You play it off and move to the bar, as you sit a the bar sip at your drink youe feel someone slid down on the stool next to you. he accedently rubs your arms, as you turn to say something he applogizes and introduces himself (me), as you you turn to introduce yoursefl your eyes meet and you see a fire and passion behind his eyes that you have seen before.
Happy Bday Dad
Music Video:THIS AIN'T A SCENE, IT'S AN ARMS RACE (by Fall Out Boy)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone this morning sucked. happy birthday dad, you're 64. sports was interesting. wallball in the gym for PE lacrosse and then a party-thing. we gave away the remaining sweets. i'm still hurting and i'm startin to push everyone away. i should be happy and i am on some level but now the old wounds i thought had closed from chris have reopened; i'm trusting no one. i'm so bitter right now.
Like Your Soul....
The sky is covered in an array of orange and blue, It is so enthralling, so very beautiful, Like your eyes, and your soul Crystal clear water; Reflects our bond If only it could show the love we share Open our hearts and let it all flow out After-all, it'll never run dry The trees and branches are strong, Withstanding all of the storms; Just like we do; we always will It's amazing how nature stirs inner emotions Providing such a feeling of serenity; Like one I've found with you Captivating my every sense Beauty comes in many forms, Many people embrace it differently; But, for me, I embrace it in you; us in unison Romance and sunsets; Truly mesmerizing What more could one need? I don't need anything else in this world; Your every ounce; is enough for a lifetime
Poem # 2
I love a woman who is scared...shes scared of distance...she scared the difference, she doesnt know love has no love for her burns brighter eachday, it can never and will never be put out cause of the fact shes so special to me!!!! I dont when but someday, somehow her and i will met....and thuse is the day i'll be waiting for even if take eternity!!!!
Valentines Day Poem
An Imbolc Greeting
To all Of my Friend Havea wonderful Imbolc and a very Blessed Weekend.... I truly enjoy you all and i love talking to each and everyone of you .... So i am sending this out to you all to read and so that i can show all of you love and light and friendship... Blessing you you all and again Have a wonderful weekend . Hug and Kisses .... Tattooed_ Wiccan ....
Wtf Peeps Check This Out
copy link below and come check it out the peeps in here rock, as most know have had a pretty hard two weeks and i tell ya they picked my spirits up *wink*
Come See Strings Attached!
Hey:)...My devoted Fans and darling Friends:) I will be online tonight after 9PM est...I'd love it if you came by for a hot chat and a tasty view of me!... Just click my link...It is FREE TO JOIN!... NO STRINGS ATTACHED...UNLESS :)~~'' Kiss-Kiss, Your naughty! can be sweet! Gemma:)
Stuck Where I Stood
What is this? What the fuck? What the hell? I was ready to just give up for good. Do you realize this flip-flop punk-rock thing Has me standing here, stuck where I stood? Baby, what the hell am I talking about?! Do you see what youre doin to me? My words make no sense all a jumble.. My smile finally set my laughter free. So back to my point of being stuck where I stood Although now youre the one pushing me through I know that Im strong, and kind, and good But whats amazing is that you see it too The key to this quandry is not that you see All thats been looked over in my past But that you shout from your rooftop that I am the one Who the fuck cares that it happened so fast So stuck where I stood isnt stuck at all Its just finally resting after this long ass fight And your shoulder is where Im laying my head But somehow, that just seems right.
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The Fallen Angel- Poem
The fallen angel he sits and cries The fallen angel, wishes he could die The fallen angel, he's so angry can't you see? This fallen angel, he means so much to me This fallen angel, he's seeking revenge The pain, he can't seem to mend This fallen angel, wonders why he cannot just die The pain, he tries to hide He tries to be strong, he knows he has to go on For he is other's fallen angel, and they need him by their side So he walks with them, he walks with a gentle stride He is their sanctuary, somewhere to hide Yet this fallen angel seeks revenge He wants to avenge all the pain This fallen angel doesn't want pain again Seeing all his closest friends getting hurt over and over again Somehow, this fallen angel needs to mend all the hurt he feels inside My fallen angel, please don't cry I'm here for you, wiping the tears from your eyes My fallen angel, I love you, can't you see You mean so much to me I need you now, I need you here with me I'll help you end the p
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Damn Alcohol
So I'm having one of those mornings after drinking where you sit and contemplate why the hell you drink at all. I'm wishing I were dead right now lol.My head is pounding and I'm so queasy. I had a blast last night though, despite falling off a stool. But hey, that'll happen if you drink 10 raspberry kamis. Hope everyone had an awesome weekend!!
Survey Says
Eight Last: 8. last cigarette: right now 7. last beverage: sweet tea 6. last phone call: jeremy bout 30 mins ago 5. last text message: bout an hour ago 3. last BUBBLE bath: been awhile but since i'm sick gonna take one tonight 2. last time you cried: surprisingly been a lil while...unless you count last nite cuz i was sick :( 1. last time you hugged someone: just a lil bit ago...gotta love my daughter :D SEVEN have you's: 7. have you ever dated someone twice?: yes and more haha 6. have you ever been cheated on?:yes 4. have you ever fallen in love?: yes 3. have you ever lost someone?:yes 2. have you ever been depressed?:yes 1. have you ever had a heartbreak?: yes SIX things you did in the past three days: 6. Went to school: NO 5. Went to work: yes and got fired my last day there lol 4. Colored: couple hours ago with my daughter 3. Got drunk: couple weeks ago 2. Slept: yes 1. Hurt yourself:mmmhhhmmm i won't say how tho :| list THREE people you can tell
True Friends( You'll Know)
Super Bowel Fun!!
OMG!! I had such a good time playing on the phone today with all the hot guys worked up over the game. I really gave them a distraction and believe me when I say they scored a Touch Down!! I look forward to talking to more!!
Come And Pick Your Favorite!
Hey there everybody I am going to be in the sexiest eyes contest, yeah i know another cntest, suckss lol but I have to try this 1 out.....So here are a few that I think are the ones that should be in the running, and you guyz are gonna be the ones that have to look at it, so you should have a say hehe....I have gotten atleast 1 for for all of em so far so that not too helpful lol, but thanks to everybody that gave me your opinion...Here are the choices!! Number 1 Number 2 Number 3 Number 4 Number 5 Number 6 I added a few this time, So i would love ur opinion thankss!!!
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts I just wanna go fast!!!
Hey You..yes You...come Look Here!
ok i really need your help....I need comment bombers to bomb my pic with comments i need to get 50,000 comments by the end of the month to win a month long blast! Will you be af riend and help me out? Those who help and if i win i will make sign salute pics...naughty or nice...whichever you choose!! muahz! Sue
Kis My Ass
Those who show negativity ,bad nature,poor sportsman ship, or even hater tendacies.Can all kiss my ass please!!!
I Knew My Candy Was Beter Lol
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance aliveWhat Does Your Candy Heart Say?
Yung Scale From 1-10
Ok this is your spot to tell mewhat you really think about so rate me on a scale
Wow...i've Had Some Thoughts
All I've ever wanted is to meet an honest guy who likes to have a little fun, laugh a lot, and not want to screw around on me. So far I haven't met anyone that's cheated on me, but what do you do when you meet someone who has a girlfriend and they want you too... greedy bastards. I'm really not sure if I should just give up and leave it to fate, or try to get out more and put myself on the dating market. I really don't know what's sooo wrong with me that I can't find a guy to like me for who I am... just a silly ole' country girl lookin for a good man.
My Life
Well.. here i am sittin at school bored off my ass and I am finally gettin around to checkin this shit out.. lol... and I am gettin kinda confused.. but yet i dont know what about yet.. Anyways.. My life is hectic right now.. I am debating on droppin out of school this semester so I can settle my life down.. but yet i just dont know.. GRRR... anyways.. i am gonna leave this now.. laters
To Love Someone
love is when u kiss a 1,000 times . love is when u hold hands. love is when u cuddle . love is when u smile to each other. love is when feelings one for another. love is when u stare at each other . love is when u rub each other . love is when u know something is wrong . love is powerful. love is always around . love is never wasted. love is something can't be thrown away . love is something can't hurt....... love can't go away always be is life
More History
If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs >in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in >the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the >horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. > > >------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Only two people signed the Declaration of Independence on July 4th, >John Hancock and Charles Thomson. Most of the rest signed on August 2, but >the last signature wasn't added until 5 years later. > > >------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Q. Half of all Americans live within 50 miles of what? > > A. Their birthplace > > >------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Q. Most boat owners name their boats. What is the most popular boat >name req
Rant Time! Episode 2: Woo Woo! Trainwreck Relationships!
Alright, we have all had them, we have all been treated like shit at some point or another and everyone can agree with this. We have ALL been with a trainwreck or a few to boot. So lets laugh and giggle at the truths we are about to see. LET US BEGIN THE LONG AWAITED: RANT TIME! Episode 2: WOO WOO! Trainwreck Relationships! So we can all agree that we have at one point or another been in a shitty ass relationship. A trainwreck if you will. Sometimes so bad that, well just imagine a train on the tracks not moving and somehow, this train manages to derail and smash into a wall....without even once starting to move....yeah we have had relationships like that. We'll I am quite sure this list I am going to make may be quite familiar in scenario to a lot of persons who read this about why, these trainwrecks happen. 1. Your person does not communicate or express their feelings. 1a. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! YOU HAVE TO FUCKING TALK ABOUT WHATS ON YOUR MIND WITH YOUR
I Awake To See Somthing Most Horrid
I awoken to the warmth of evil, covering my skin like the blanket I fell to sleep with. In the daze of the early morning haze I came to realize I was not alone. Standing, staring at the foot of my bed a glorious demon of ancient horrors. Piercing me with its fiery eyes, pushing me back into the trembling child afraid of the dark. After I came to realize I was not still lingering in a dream state I shook with the realization that this may be the end, this may be the beginning of my journey through hell. I asked in a quivering voice "What do u want from me?!" It stood there with all its malevolence, growling under its heavy breath. "I come to tear u from ur flesh, rip u away from bone!" Its voice rumbled thought my body like a deafening crack of thunder. "Why? How...?" I didnít understand, why would such a vile creature want me? What did he mean? Then it began to dawn upon me, I have been asking for this my entire life practicing the dark arts, studying demonology. I invited it
Just A Bit Of Prose
I know that blogs are supposed to be witty and entertaining..blah bah.. but I came across this quote actually two quotes that resonated with me... so I figured I would share .... And if you don't like it... TOUGH! 1. "I'd rather beg for forgiveness than ask for permission." 2. "The militant, not the meek shall inherit the earth." Well there ya go.... enjoy...
Valentines Day Blues
VALENTINES DAYS COMMINGANOTHER LONELY YEAR†††††††† † †† Are you going to be lonely this year or do you have someone? I know I will be alone this year unless something changes soon!!! Why does some have to be lonely durring the special time of year? Is it ment to be or is something missing? We all can say there is something missing because there no love in the lifes of the lonely!!! Ask yourself, If I had someone what would I do and how would I feel? Then ask yourself, If I was lonely, What would I do and how would I feel? It can happen to anyone including you!!! We all should think about others durring these times of year!!! The lonely needs some love to!!!!! Can you help? If so, Please do so!!! Thanx!!!MixMasterMcStormTHE KLUB HOUSEKLUB CITY JAMZKICK ASS INTERNET RADIOKLUB HOUSE HOME WEBSITE
Ozzfest 2007, This Is Huge!!!!
OZZFEST 2007 IS FREE!!!!!!!!! "This will change everybody's impression of the way touring in the summer in America should be."--Sharon Osbourne Imagine a day of wall-to-wall hard rock. Imagine the world's greatest headliner sharing a bill with cutting edge new artists. Imagine if this brass-knuckled beast was hellbent on coming to your town. Imagine this earth-pounding event...FOR FREE. 2007 will forever mark the year OZZFEST spiked the concert industry's punch and gave every head-banging American kid a reason to strap on an air guitar with the historic announcement that tickets to the summer's premiere touring concert festival won't cost fans a dime. Testing one, two, three... That's right, OZZY and SHARON OSBOURNE and tour producer LIVE NATION broke the news today at the Concert Industry Consortium in Los Angeles that their 12th annual hard rock spectacular--a 25-date extravaganza launching July 7 in Los Angeles--is pulling the plug on ticket prices and givin
8 Feb 07 - Thursday
8 Feb 07 - Thursday 1828 Jules Verne France, pioneered sci-fi (From the Earth to the Moon) 1925 Jack Lemmon Boston MA, actor (Days of Wine & Roses, Missing) 1931 James Dean Marion IN, stage/film actor (Giant, Rebel Without a Cause) 1937 Joe Raposa composer/songwriter (Sesame Street) 1940 Nick Nolte actor (Under Fire, Lorenzo's Oil, Teachers, 48 Hours, North Dallas 40) 1946 "Fito" Adolpho De La Parra Los Angeles CA, rocker (Canned Heat) 1955 Ethan Phillips actor (Neelix-Star Trek Voyager) 1955 Jim "the Anvil" Neidhart wrestler (WWF/WCW/NJPW/CWFI/Calgary) 1958 Sensational Sherri Martel aka Quenn Sherri 1961 Vince Neil [Wharton] California, rock vocalist (MŲtley CrŁe) 1966 Gary Coleman Zion IL, actor 1972 Paul Wight aka The Giant, The Big Show 1587 Mary Stuart Queen of Scots (1560-87), beheaded at 44 1725 Peter the Great Tsar of Russia dies 1807 Napoleon defeats Russians in battle of Eylau 1861 Confederate States of America organizes in Montgomery AL 1862 Battle of
Virus Alert Dumbasses!!!
Come on people, get a real life why dontcha! Seems I sent out an email called "VIRUS ALERT", about a funny virus that is only a joke. Damn! Now I see it posted on here in the bulletins.... Be for real people of cherrytap. Get your own material. What comes from the morbid mind of those of us who are in the know should stay between so-called friends. Or at least just keep it between the emails to your friends. For Christ's sake, do I have to open the Karnal Kollege of Uncle Rob's Knowledge just to edumacate you'ins. Guess it's true what they say you know; "Rednecks is weird peoples." They have nothing better to do but sit in front of this screen all day looking for ways to fuck up peoples lives. Hahahahahaha. Anyway, any of you dumbasses wanna enroll in Life 101, gimme a buzz. I'll show you things that will make your hair fall out. Your screams will be legendary, even in Hell!!!!! Uncle Rob
Kenny Rogers - I Can't Unlove You
Postcards and letters Pictures made to last forever To Be boxed up and tossed away Nick-Nacs, Souvenirs In an afternoon There out of here They disappear without a trace What they mean to me can never be replaced [chorus] I cant unthink about you I cant unfeel your touch I cant unhear all the words Unsay all the things that used to mean so much I wish I could unremember everything My hearts been through Im finding out its impossible to do Oh, its no use I cant unlove you In this dance of old songs Like time they go on and on I guess I could learn to do the same I could wake up without you These two arms not around you Tell myself its meant to be this way No matter how I try Some things I cant change. [chorus] I wish I could unremember Everything my hearts been through Im finding out its impossible to do Its no use I cant unlove you Kenny Rogers.
Love Lost
I once fell in love with a guy Who I thought would never lie! A letter I wrote, made me feel like a dope. Confessing all my emotions When all I wanted was your devotion. A letter finaly came Could I be sane? It was the answer I was seeking My hopes were peeking. Time passed My hopes were dashed. I was told you loved another My world went asunder. I thought I would die, Instead I WILL SURVIVE!
Cherrytap Valentine
Who wants to be my CherryTap Valentine???
Giving A Little Redit Where It's Due.
I was going t write a blog in an effort to bring more of my friends to this contest I'm in to comment bomb me... but I changed my mind... Not about the blog, or even the contest, but about who you vote for. It occurs to me that the winner of these things is determined by how many friends they have, and how much they pester them, and I don't think I want to pester mine. I don't much care to win either. It brings all kinds of points to the host, who very nicely offered to put me into her contest, and so that's all I hope for. She is after all my friend too. What I've decided to ask of you instead, is to click the link, go to the whole gallery, and show some love for the guys who aren't getting much. They deserve it too you know. It all works out for the hose in the end, and you just might make one of these guys feel better about himself. I'm pretty self confident, and it makes my life richer. Imagine giving that gift to somebody else? Ok, getting all preachy and self righteous
Dedicated To The Men/women Who Serve And Have Served Our Country
Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Layout Graphics Comment Image Source Weapons There are many types of weapons But the ones that hurt the most Are the weapons made of memories And the deadly midnight ghost Not all wounds are red and bloody There are wounds that touch the mind These are wounds that always fester They're the never healing kind Why are we who've done our duty Plagued by wounds that never heal Made by weapons of our memories Which are worse than lead and steel Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Layout Graphics Comment Image Source The Memorial We tried,we tried,Oh God we tried So we could be here too And walk around remembering And look for names we knew Our lives were lost so far away Upon a distant shore But we are here in memory As you read our names once more Remember us,Remember us Although we're truly gone Remember us,as we once were And not just names in stone Glitter Text Make
Naughty Survey
Tell me ALLLLL about what you're thinking. ;) > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Favorite position(s)? > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > 6. lights on or off? > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 12. Condom or skin? > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > 18. Three sum? > > 20. How many times would you like to orgasm? > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call? > > 22. Do you like foreplay? > > 23. What is foreplay to you? > > 24. Can we take pictures of the act? > > 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Let's See Who Can Translate Latin Shall We?
"Volo ut fuck vos sic ferreus is planto vestri caput capitis spin" "Sic ostendo mihi quis vos es!" ** Let's see who can translate this little gem!"
I Travel Most Of The Year
I have been traveling for over three years, and spend 10 months a year away from home. I have had some funny and some aweful experiences. Since I work for the U.S. Government, I get to stay in mostly ok, but not great places. Some of them are just horrible. Some times, you have extended stay places, so you can cook, some times, they are not. Since I am usually at the same place for 2-4 months, eating out gets old. So does eating salads, and cold sandwiches. When I was in Kotzebue, Alaska. Go look that one up on the web... It's -40 outside, and I'm cooking a stew in my crockpot, on a shelf, in a room that looks like a bad hotel in El Salvador (its the only hotel in a village of 3,000). I need to get fresh air in my room.. so I open the window. I fall asleep.. I wake up hour later and its 20 degrees in my room.. I have to bang the window to get it closed.. at least it was fresh smelling in my room lol. I have more stories of these travels.. I will bore you all later..
Does He Love Me??
You scored as Possibly. He might ! (plz rate and e-mail)Possibly100%Yes!!!!!!!!!80%no50%does he love me? (quiz 4 girls)created with
Dreaming In The Light
Counting the days. Not sure if I will still have a job in a few days. The days seem very long in that respect. Go to work and look around and wonder if I will get to see these people again next week. All it does is make me sadder that these people that have been a part of my life for the last 8 years will be leaving it. Empty heart.. Open mind. Whats next down the road?
Love (kinda Long, So Get Comfortable)
Gladly I would come to you and I would come willingly within the dark, But it seems that this hell fire love was never meant to be, I know you fear me and would worship me from afar, I realise that you love me and would always give your life for your star, But still I canít help but wonder at your normal clothes, I canít help but laugh at the lack of sadistic content, I feel that even though you stay by me youíd never surrender to the night, I realise now that I can never turn you against the light, I thought time would heal you and so I kept you lingering, I thought it would help but it made your wound deeper, Every cut every bruise that you endured sliced into my heart, Every cruel word you ignored pulled us further apart, I would have made you so happy; I would have given you anything, I would have shown you every pleasure you could want, But I guess that you never wanted this thing, my tainted love, You wished for me to spread my wings and fly to the l
Johnny Angel
Iím in a prison I canít escape, Battling my own nightmares, And itís pretty clear to me, That no-one even cares, Iím sat in the darkness, In the corner of my mind, And all I can think of is, There is no reality to find, Iíve reached my breaking point, And my head is in my hands, My lank hair touching the floor, No life in the copper strands, All I hear are my own words, My own visions of hell, I know that my soul is leaving my body, Leaving this empty shell, Iím alone and no one knows, But through the years, all the while, I am still trapped, Trapped behind my smile.
I Cannot Believe This B*tch
My very good friend posted this bulletin over on myspace... Now I have never been a military wife but I was a gf of a solider. I met military wives and know what they go thru on a daily basis, from being alone to scrapping pennies together. They don't live in luxury, they live for love. They are not as this wench describes. I'd bet that the military wives have more heart then this little nobody. I have to compose myself before giving her a piece of my mind but I couldn't let this pass by another day without sending it out to my friends. Cath OK LADIES SO I GOT THIS OFF A MILITARY GROUP AND IT REALLY PISSED ME OFF READ IT AND YOU'LL SEE WHY!!! wanted to make sure all military wives got it and would hopefully pass it on As a fellow military wife i feel a special bond with each and every other military wife even if i don't know them that well. I felt compelled to share this with you. I want you to read what one girl thinks about us. I'm so appauled by her comments. And a
In One Sense
I stare with eyes that canít see, Listen with ears that canít hear, I stand on legs that canít flee, And live with a heart that knows no fear, I live under a sky that canít rain, Upon a ground that canít live, With a mind that is always insane, And with hands that have nothing to give. I drink from water that is not wet, I eat bread that has no taste, I pass people I have not met, And I go nowhere not in haste, I live with those who see, I stand with those who hear, I canít watch as they flee, And envy their founded fear, I live by those who feel the rain, I die by those who long to live, I stand by those who think Iím sane, And I talk with those who have something to give. I laugh at those drinking water that is wet, I spit at the bread they can taste, And ignore the people not dead yet, And envy the way they turn to waste, I canít watch them walk by, And I canít hear what they said, I canít feel the rain from the sky, In one sense
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! Hope this is the start of a wonderful week for you. I've decided to pull back from CT somewhat while this Mercury Retrograde is going on. I'll be checking my comments and messages once a day, but probably won't be doing too much commenting myself until after March 7. The "brain fog" and disconnectedness are hitting hard, and I feel a real pull to go inward - way inward, lol - to deal with things I've learned about myself recently as well as other issues on my plate! I'll Journal bigtime!! And I really don't want to subject my friends/family/fans to the kind of cut and slash that may be going on inside my brain! Ain't going to be pretty, I can guarantee!! If I blog at all, it will be pretty basic and benign for the duration. Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends/family/fans! Have a fantastic Valentine's Day! New pictures will be posted after March 7! Whoopee!! Much love and warm hugs to everyone! Blessings all over the place! Your
Sparks flew through the night as William's sword clashed with his adversary's. He dealt blow after blow with expert skill. The knight became winded under William's assault. He was no match for the Norman's powerful aggression. With one final blow the man fell and William charged forward. He ran toward the next solder. The man was huge, with bulging muscles and a stomach to match. He carried a battle-axe and a long wooden shield. William could see the red springs of hair spilling out of his helmet. William struck first, slicing the man across his mid section. The cut was not deep enough to put him down though. He swung at William with the axe. The man missed his mark and hit the metal of William's shield. William's army was advancing behind him. Some men were on horse back, others on foot. The sound of metal against metal was everywhere. Men yelled in agony, as they lay wounded and dying. Light for the torches in the camp highlighted the chaos. William could
Dark Fairy
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Nothing Is Loading
I joined Cherry Tap for my boy friend and i cant get my profile let alone any others to load the only thing working is my messages and now this.........can someone message me and tell me why?
Changing My Life?
You Can Change Your Life, But It Won't Be Easy You really, truly want to change. You're just not sure that you can do it. You need a solid plan, supportive friends, and a strong will. Think about times you've made hard changes, and what you did to get through them. A change is in your future - you just need a little help getting started. Can You Change Your Life? so who's gonna be the supportive friends? and who's gonna help? LOL
I Dreamt Of You
I had a dream about you I dreamt of you last night I shouldn't tell you this Know I shouldn't share these thoughts because it tears you, tortures you mind and heart and soul. I so ache to whisper in your ear these dreams of you, of me, of us My fingers remember softly caressing your flesh, touching, loving your face, the angle of your jaw, the curve of your cheek. My mouth remembers meeting your mouth, tasting your skin, breathing your passion. My hands remember traveling your body, exploring your heat, clasping your hands tight. My eyes remember peering deep into your eyes, melting into you, feeling your soul joining mine. I dreamt of you.
Kick Ass
Nana@ CherryTAP
Hating The Landlord
Ok.. so I'm ranting and raving.My landlord calls me last night to tell me he's comming over today late this afternoon and he's bringing an appraiser with him.So..... with me being flat on my back for several months and not really doin much here... I'm having to clean and do yard work and kill myself to get this place in shape for this damn appraiser. Tried to tell him I was not in good shape but.... you know how some landlords can be... they don't care.Anyway... been up since 5:30 this morning and have most of all the crap taken care of.Now am taking a couple hour break as my back is throbbing and screaming and wanting to kill someone..probably My kids were no help last night in getting their rooms done so I have to do those... gods I'm really not looking forward to that.I'm taking it all in stride and considering the massively stressed out week I've been having thus far.... I'm not heading for a bloodbath YET> This puts a massive kink in my time schedule for
Ok, So I'm A Rookie
Ok, so I'm new to cherry tap, as is obvious with my rating...I'm in need of cherry points and more friends, so please everyb ody, feel free to add me and message me if you want. If you happen to be from Missoula, Montana which is where I live, PLEASE feel free to add me...I'm in dire need of findin friends in thsi town...moved out ehre for school and I know help me out will ya?
Special Valentine's Day Present 4 U
Valentine's Day Funnies....cheer Up We All Don't Have Dates
Scream, I cried out in anguish, Tearing at the skin that held you, Scream, I cried out in hate, Ripping apart the old and new, Suffer, I screamed into your face, Spraying poison in your eyes, Suffer, I screamed in distress, Digging deep into your disguise, Bleed, I howled in hunger, Digging my claws into your chest, Bleed, I howled in desire, Laying you down to rest, Sleep, I wept with torment, Brushing aside your hair, Sleep, I wept in angst, Stilling a soul in the air, Iím sorry, I whispered in sorrow, Twisting in deathís violent dance, Iím sorry, I whispered in regret, Taking away your last and final chance.
Feb. 13, 2007 Vent
When I look in the mirror, What do I see? Nothing but a shell of what was me. Things that I would never do before, Falling for people I shouldnt fall for. Who is this stranger I now see? Acts that should never have taken place Unable to hide the shame I now face... Will I be be able to win this race? Confusion I feel, I hope this isnt real, I close my eyes, but this will not leave me. How could I change so much in a day? Lady Crimson
Happy V-day!
Well, I didn't have too much of a pleasant Valentine's Day, but I hope y'all had a good one!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
What happens when you don't try anymore??? What happens all the things you had are not there??? What happens when you realize life isn't a score??? What happens all you know is fear??? What happens when you see there is nothing more??? What happens when you have left is that one tear??? When does this life start to make a little sense??? When does start to get that much easier??? When does it feel like you are put up against the fence??? When does it seem like all the people are getting cheesier??? When does it seem like you lose all your confidence??? When does it make right just to be a people pleaser??? Where did all of your hope seem to go??? Where did your life really begin??? Where did the river of life start to flow??? Where did you learn to live in that skin??? Where did you decide to be the average joe??? Where did you decide that you should fit in??? Why is it right for you to think your weak??? Why is it the last thing you get is not what you want??
My Views On Nu-metal
-+-!!!WARNING!!! If you like "Nu-Metal" music, this may offend you!-+- There are so many Nu-Metal bands out now that claim to be hardcore. It should be called Pop-Metal, Pop-Rock or even Corporate-Rock. I'm talking about bands like Korn, Slipknot, Murderdolls, Limp Bizkit, Marilyn Manson, System Of A Down, Static-X,...ect. What gives them the nerve to make that claim? They are nothing more then teeny-bopping gimmick band that sing about teen angst issues and love to act like they are still in Middle or High School (Good Charlotte). Just put on a mask, and hire as many members as you can and call your fans maggots (Slipknot), or suck yourself off on stage(Manson). Yeah, that's considered hardcore. It's really just incredibly LAME! It's bands like these that put a black eye on the American Metal Scene. There are bands that aren't being played because of the politics of TV and radio stations. Great bands like Iced Earth, In Flames, Jag Panzer, Children of Bodom, Nightwish, Ep
A Blonde A Blonde was down on her luck. In order to raise some money, she decided to kidnap a kid and hold him for ransom. She went to the playground, grabbed a kid, took him behind a tree, and told him, "I've kidnapped you." She then wrote a note saying, "I've kidnapped your kid. Tomorrow morning, put $10,000 in a paper bag and put it under the pecan tree next to the slide on the north side of the playground. Signed, A Blonde." The Blonde then pinned the note to the kid's shirt and sent him home to show it to his parents. The next morning the blonde checked, and sure enough, a paper bag was sitting beneath the pecan tree. The Blonde opened the bag and found the $10,000 with a note that said, "How could you do this to a fellow Blonde?" *************************************** There were 2 old-maid sisters... both virgins. It's Friday night and Gladys looks at Betty and says, "I'm not going to die a virgin... I'm going out and I'm not coming home 'til I've been l
Daily Devotion 2/15/07
LAKOTA TEACHINGS. PITA HOCHOKAN (THE FIRE PIT) Keyword----Motivation. Teaching and Tradition. The Fire Pit (Pita Hochokan) represents the element of fire and Father Sun in the Sweat Lodge (Inipi) ceremony. In the fire pit the stones to be used in the ceremony are heated before their sacred journey into the Lodge. Message from Pita Hochokan. I am the place and the voice of the sacred fire. I bring forth from the void and the Circle Of Creation. I am ďMakaĒ (Mother Earth), transformed for your ceremony of cleansing fire. Within my cup of being I find you the clear message of life. I am a circle, the home of all truths. Reflection and Guidance. Just as the Sweat Lodge ceremony begins with the energy of fire in the fire pit, any new endeavours you wish to embark on begin with your commitment and motivation. Your mettle and attention is needed to allow you to motivate and focus on the achievement of your goal. Allow your inner fire to propel you forward, givin
My Neighborhood
For You.
[Sigh.] Why is it that two people can seemingly never part on amicable terms? I knew what I wanted; what I needed. I knew what you were willing to give. They weren't the same. I was never angry. I was frustrated, but I was never upset. All I wanted to do was talk. Discuss how I felt. For real. Without all the bullshit. I just wanted to hear how you REALLY felt. But you cared more about the online drama, cared more about... whatever else was more important to you than giving me a chance to express my feelings without telling me that I was selfish. And now you're gone. And you don't appear to care or miss me or even give a shit. And I'm REALLY not sure what I'm trying to accomplish by posting here. I guess I'm just hurting at the moment. Whatever. I was SO far off-base about us, I can't even believe it. So now it's time to move on. Again. I'm doing it, a little bit each day. But it's funny, the one thing you said keeps running through my mind...
Sleep will not come to us; it will not relieve our pain, Sleep will not take over us, let us rest again and again, Whispers will not silence our screams and our sighs, Whispers will not block out the despair that opens our eyes, Love can never learn to breathe through crowded solitude, Love can never learn to be singular or a multitude, Our minds cannot combat what we are, they cannot fathom air, Our minds cannot be opened by our own despair, Time cannot awaken us from our counterfeit rest, Time cannot halt the feelings inside of our chest, We are the insomnia, the raging, and the sick, We are the suspended waiting for something to click, We are filled with hate, we are the chosen, I close my eyes but despair forces them open.
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Hello... That's my fifth blog :P I've got 3 in Polish and 2 in English. I just wanted to say HELLO to everyone and wish you a very nice day :) By the way... I've got a new cell phone :P It's so cute :) SAMSUNG X 520 :) Have a great day :) Greeting to all my friends :)
Who's Working For You!
Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 500 employees and has the following statistics: * 29 have been accused of spousal abuse * 7 have been arrested for fraud * 19 have been accused of writing bad checks * 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses * 3 have done time for assault * 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit * 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges * 8 have been arrested for shoplifting * 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits * 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year... Can you guess which organization this is? Give up yet? It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line.
Rainbows And Kittens
The sun has risen, itís gotten dark All the windows are open and the outside air is dancing with me All the volume is down but thereís still the buzz of electricity Wondering again why anyone bothers with me The games I play always crumble around me Groping at broken game pieces I can see the shapes but theyíre not sticking back together I should walk away but my hands are so idle Iím getting paranoid of their damaging potential When I donít pay attention they desecrate the temple I lose track of my nerve-endings The shedding of layers of skin Give in Donít give in Hey six Lights shine a rainbow off the blade I drag up my navel Considering excavating for this ďsoulĒ I claim to have I may have to move a few organs but itís worth it If I can look at it and see if Iím right See what leaves some smitten with me like a kitten And others screaming at the impending oblivion Ö. Is anyone listening?
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I stand naked inside this room, Transparent, see every bone inside my soul, Eyes are black as coal, my vision dimmed, Never killed a man, But Iím watching as one dies, Can you feel my heart beating, Iím crawling towards my last one, Do you even recognize me anymore, Every morning I look in the mirror, no longer do I see a man, Do you even recognize the change in my voice, I no longer want a reason to keep on going, I lost my reason when I lost you, Why do you cry, you wonít even know when Iím gone, No need to lie, this laceration has left me numb, I tried to change to be more of what you wanted, the more I changed the less you wanted, I have nothing for you now, self confidence was torn from me years ago, I am a shell of the man I suppose I was meant to be, Donít worry I should have never ruined your life from the start, Inside I am the machinist and my crime was wasting your time
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Bed Of Roses
Alright... I know I haven't been on here in like forever... but... I had a lot of shit go down in the last couple of months... First of all... BuffaloHNTR and I are calling it quits on our marriage... we haven't been truly happy in the last couple of years... and have come to terms with it. We are remaining friends... and nothing more... However... I also would like to say that I have moved on... I have reconnected with someone from my past who shares the same feelings as I do. We are trying to make it work though it's difficult... we live in two different cities... I have never had a long distance relationship before and let me tell ya... it sucks. However if our feelings for each other have lasted over 15 years... then we can survive the distance for a little bit longer... though I can't wait to see him again... I was just there a few short weeks ago... but I long to see him again... which will be in another few short weeks... YAY!!! So... now you all know what is going o
For Those Who Are Married Or Going To Be Married
Walking alone in the shadow of the valley of death i say theas words for you. i need you in the past present and future, i need you in the morning, I need you in the dark, I needed you yesturday, I need you today, I need you when im sad, I need you when im happy, I need you when im drunk, i need you when im at this dead end job, I need you with me at night, I need you during the long winters, I need you on hot summer days, I need you all year round, I need you upon my death, i need you at my funeral, i need for you not to wheep for me, I need you when i go to hell, I need you for all eternity.
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Bosses Suck
This might sound like whining, but then again, that's why its my blog. The racism in the warehouse I work at is atrocious. My supervisor (KS) himself is ok. His boss (WS) is a blatant racists. HIS boss (RS) is physically afraid of him. If you are Caucasian in our warehouse, you can expect to be overworked, threatened with suspensions and verbally assaulted. If you are African-American, you can get away with whatever you want to do. I was put into a position that I was not qualified to handle. It was known that I was untrained to do this job, and it was expected that I would have trouble. WS actually said that he expected me to fail. When I was on light duty for the injury I sustained at work, they suspended me for not violating it. They included the fact that I didn't finish an assignment that they gave me, even though they didn't teach me how to do the paperwork. They've since assigned 2 people to do the same job, and they never finish the paperwork. Some
Please I Need Comments Bad
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Love At First Sight
The Sight of Love & Lust The beautiful thralls of Love & Lust at first sight We all play in it We all experience it even if only once The touch of it can make the effects of any drug pale in comparison The feel of it brings out parts of the soul Sometimes the heart knows not the difference For this lust at first sight wraps around everything It is an addiction that can take more than rehab That addicting first time sensation The exploring of each others body Finding those places, those spots, that are itching to be graced by this unknown lover Endorphin raise up as fast as your heart beats Your body is on fire with fever but not because of an ill It is the beautiful thralls of love & lust at first sight Your addiction is sauteed Ďtil the next time As it comes nearer you will feel as if you are mad Reason escapes into a night That is alive with lustful bodily pleasure Roll in it, lap at it, pull it close.......just remember .....sometimes the heart knows n
Hi All
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GOD! i'm so sick of winey mother fuckers....complaining about how fucked up their life is and how fuckin depressed they here's some advise...if you feel lonley and can't seem to shake off that feeling that nobody loves you...well that means 1. they most likely don't because,your an annoying,wineing bastard and 2. well there is no two lol...get your ass up from the couch and go make some fuckin friends...even if you don't like them...try! show them and yourself that,your not pathetic...that you can be fun and really have a life...stop feeling sorry for yourself cause no one gives a flying me i know...and no i'm not the loser here either! grow a pair of balls or tits and become a person,not some fuckin bloated,ugly,sack of human shit waiting to evolve into the next fuckin species...your ass still won't be cool then...make an effort and do something about it...fuckin lie if you have too lol...people are all full of's a fact! the ones who admit it atleast ha
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Pulled My Pud!
Ever sneeze and seem to pull something in your groin?Probably not seing most of you are women.I did that this morning when i got outta my truck.It was the first sneeze,I sneezed like 4 times!But the first one hurt my boys,so i grabbed them.And then everysneeze after that I had to kinda jump in the air with my legs flailing to eachside while I sneezed.It really didnt help as far as the pain goes though.In fact not only did it still hurt but im sure it just added an element of total dorkiness...To see me out there with my hand squeezing my package,sneezing and doing what looked like a "boy band" dance (oh-oh-O-oh the right stuff)was amusing to the fellas! Took the kids to walmart yesterday,we bought a baseball,a bat,a frisbee and several things to occupy ourselves with.Oh and a cable splitter so i could set them up with the cartoon channel in my room!...Then we came home and Bar-b-qued! to recap MY WEEKEND..We went to the bowling alley,walmart bar-b-qued and and stole cable tel
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Why Geeks And Nerds Are Worth Being Boyfriends
Why Geeks and Nerds Are Worth It... 1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they're well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are. 2.) They're useful. In this tech-savvy world, it's great to have a b/f who can make your laptop, desktop, and just about anything else that plugs into a wall behave itself. 3.) They're more romantic than they're given credit for. Ok true, their idea of romance might be to make up a spiffy web-page with all the reasons why they love you, with links to pics of you and sonnets and such... but hey. It lasts longer than flowers, plus you can show your friends. 4.) Due to their neglected status, there are plenty to choose from. You like 'em tall and slender? There are plenty of geeks/nerds who are. You like 'em smaller with more meat on their bones? Got that too. 5.) They've got brains. Come on now, how can intelligence be a bad thing? 6.) Most are quite good at re
Giant Coyotes On The Prowl.
I heard the shrill of coyotes. I peered outside! I had to rub my eyes in disbelief. I saw 4 coyotes that was bigger than elephants! I thought I was seeing things agin. Cooky was checking on me. He saw the giant coyotes, too. All he could do was make faces and say words like "Eeeeeh!" I don't know sign language. Cooky is a deaf mute. He can utter sounds but that is about it! He was making all sorts of signs with his arms and hands. Then Cooky ran back inside. The giant coyotes were outside the security fence. They could not get in. I grabbed my cell phone and woke up Sheriff Roscoe Earl. I tole him about the giant coyotes. He gave me a cussing and hung up. So much fer the law. The fat Sheriff don't never believe me! I reckon I should not have lied to him all them other times. The coyotes left and vanished back in the woods. Cricketshat! No one is safe around here with giant coyotes on the prowl. Chalk up another one fer the bubbling toxic wastes! I am certain the toxics somehow m
Giant Coyotes On The Prowl.
I heard the shrill of coyotes. I peered outside! I had to rub my eyes in disbelief. I saw 4 coyotes that was bigger than elephants! I thought I was seeing things agin. Cooky was checking on me. He saw the giant coyotes, too. All he could do was make faces and say words like "Eeeeeh!" I don't know sign language. Cooky is a deaf mute. He can utter sounds but that is about it! He was making all sorts of signs with his arms and hands. Then Cooky ran back inside. The giant coyotes were outside the security fence. They could not get in. I grabbed my cell phone and woke up Sheriff Roscoe Earl. I tole him about the giant coyotes. He gave me a cussing and hung up. So much fer the law. The fat Sheriff don't never believe me! I reckon I should not have lied to him all them other times. The coyotes left and vanished back in the woods. Cricketshat! No one is safe around here with giant coyotes on the prowl. Chalk up another one fer the bubbling toxic wastes! I am certain the toxics somehow m
The Lake
I am looking at a lake that has ripples going through the water trees are all around you see stones in the water and fish swimming around with no worries of a yesterday and a today there is a birch tree that has grown on the edge of the water it leans to have some branches touch the water just the tips so the tree can drink far off in the distant you hear birds a young girl comes to let her dog drink from the rippling water You see tons of people walking with the wind blowing through their hair you can hear it whispering your name and tells you secrets the sun shining on you you are able to think of past memories but the birds and voices intterupt your traqin of thought and you smile and look up at the sky and the sky is so clear and blue that you just stare into it like a never ending thought that has just blew in your brain just like memories floating towards you as you think you see more people pass by kicking pebbles that are on the ground sitting
New Here
You Closed me in Left me with one broken dream anoge a 1000 broken hearts you seen and watched me bleed with a razor blade i slice open my heart In a bloody bliss i screen someone come save me b/c i can't save myself with a shaddered borken hollow soul that you will forever left unknown i fell and all is lost its where i blong b/c you said you loved me and then you left like it was just a dream a sweet sweet deam here i am lost forgotten and bleeding dieing from the inside out in my nightmares will you love me make my bloody heart stop bleeding am i asking to much for you to love me Darling was it really that hard to see me standing there begging you not to go why can't i be the one that you loved so the one you love with all your dark heart well i guess i am just the one to far gone to love By Grace Aka Me
Under 10k To Get The Win
ok all off you lets get miss scottland this win. she has less than 10k to get the win. come on lets get her the win. i will give gifts to all that help out
Comments For The Special Ppl In My Life
these are comments that i have found that say what i feel about certain ppl and no these arent all about you joe they include my family Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of
im gettin really really tired of liars, people who think they have game, wannabe players and all that nonsense. cant out play a player with better game. period. is it so much to ask to be told the truth? why are people so afraid of it? im brutally honest and i expect the same, but lately people refuse it and im sick of the lies, one bc they happen to be bad ones and are too easy to figure out. if u have a girl tell me, if ur talkin to someone else too tell me, why hide shit? ugh. why? i just dont get it. someone care to help me understand?!?!
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What Kind Of Kisser Are You
You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good! Here some tips: 1. Be ready 2. no smoking 3. start slow 4. up the intensity 5. develop rhythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands 8. experiment 9. respond 10. repeatYippy Ki Yay!88%Romantic Kisser88%Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for44%How good do you kiss?created with
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Fade Away
My heart is heavy As black as night Just keep me steady It can all be alright. The light I once knew Is fading into nothing The love we grew Gone with the dusting. I loved you more Than you ever knew Deep in your core You know its true. You loved me in secret No one could ever know I thought I could keep it Never letting it show.
Whiskey On Ice
Whiskey on Ice Woke up this morning tasting Jim Beam Holding the answer to some ole boys dream Got a bad reputation yes Iím a live wire Like my whiskey on ice and my women on fire From Memphis to Mobile Iíve played all the dives Lord knows Iím lucky just still be alive Iím an all around rebel and I wonít be denied Of my whiskey on Ice and my women on fire I like my whiskey on ice and my women on fire I like a good sounded guitar and I wonít be called a liar Spent many long nights with a burning desire for my whiskey on ice and my women on fire Some folks talk about me guess they always will They think itís been an easy ride and all been down hill What they dont think about what they dont realize is the shoes that Iím filling are a mighty big size One night in Nashville tried to take my life Cause my friends had all left me and so had my wife But a fast ride to Florida made me realize I had some whiskey on ice and some Florida women on fire I like my whisk
The Last Love Song
The Last Love Song I know its over because I don't keep you satisfied anymore but before you move along let me sing you the last love song. Tomorrow when I wake, what will take the place of smiles on your face and black hair against white lace and I wonder, will I be thinking of our early morning love all the sweet things that you'd say that brighten my darkest day and tomorrow night what do you suggest to take the place or your breasts breast against my chest oh how I'll miss your tenderness but there's no use crying because loves a grown up game alittle pleasure and then alot pain first we called each other bad names then what we had was never quite the same I wish I could find eyes that won't cry, lips that won't lie and a love that won't die. And a love that won't die.
I've thought a lot about popularity lately. It came up when I was thinking about crushes and during a discussion I had with co-workers about high school, plus I've been listening a lot to the song High School Never Ends by Bowling for Soup. So, what defines popularity? Why are some people "popular," and others are not? I was not. *grin* I totally admit it. Whatever indefinable thing makes someone a "popular" person, I didn't have it. I was shy, awkward, vulnerable, and too smart, with bad eyesight and a mother who made my clothes (all huge handicaps in the pecking order). The years between "I'll play with any kid around" and junior high, I was at the bottom of the pecking order. And it's interesting that those kids who were "popular" back in elementary school, stayed "popular" through high school, for the most part. What did those kids have that defined them as "popular" as early as 2nd or 3rd grade? Confidence (or at least the ability to fake it), ease with social situ
Pussy Playing With Pussy!
This is how happy I am! I just wanted to thank Lady D for the 7 day damn Blast...good God woman! Want to say hey to the new Cherries that has recently been added. Hey, you asked, now you have to deal with shit like this. Or untill you remove me...all good! Again, thanks Lady D and more ramblings coming soon, or when something or someone pisses me off!
Is This What We Need
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Amount Of Life I Experienced
You've Experienced 48% of Life You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s. You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?
The Lastest Gossip From My School
here's the latest stuff from my school just to entertain you: *my college counselor turned in her resignation and up and left school one day. *this bitch, hannah, asked my friend thomas out. her reason is cuz they're "such good friends" and they're bound to end up gettin married (cuz she cant get a guy and he JUST broke up wit kitty) *school sucks, everyone wanted a snow day today but NOOOO (i lied, everyone was DEPENDING on a snow day) *ben dumped leah to go out wit lindsay. leah put up wit a ton of his shit and now she's better off. and that's basically it... sorry boys, no cam tonight, too much homework. whoot!
Love Of My Life
Hello all I've been gone for awhile. On Saturday February 10th, my husband told me to leave and never come back. We have been together for 9 yrs and I dont see how he can just throw all that away. He said he was having feelings for his best friend. I don't know what to do I still love him very much. I have a step-son and he is stuck in the middle of all this, and for awhile I was allowed to talk to him. But now my husband won't let me talk to him and it is killing me I dont know what to do. I cant eat or sleep all I think about is my husband and son, what am I supposed to do, How do I get through this I want my husband back I know in my heart we belong together, so what do I do? Please help me understand what is going on because I am dying inside and can't figure out how to fix this! My husband says he needs some space to do some deep soul searching but I know he has slept with his best friend since we have separated, but I still want him back, am I crazy or what?
Seven Deadly Sins
Seven Deadly Sins Survey Wrath Who did you last get angry with? Really angry? My dad. Mildly annoyed? Damian. What is your weapon of choice? Open hand or missile conveniently on hand for throwing Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? *cough* *blush* Yes. How about the same sex? Haven't, but I probably would. I have a horrible horrible nasty violent temper. I know you're thinking "Not Tanya," but seriously, I do. I just hardly ever lose it. Which is good for everyone involved. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? My dad. As far as I know. What is your pet peeve? Ohh... so many! People who talk on cell phones when it clearly affects their driving. Large SUV drivers who don't need an SUV. People too lazy to use proper English. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I'm reasonably good at letting them go. People who are genuinely contrite and understand they hurt me... I can let that go easily. I have more troub
well i must say i dont feel my self latley . latley i have been feeling depressed and sad i dont normaly say how i feel becuase most people whom know me personaly know iam always the strong one who is a rock when others need to talk iam always there to listen but that hasnt been the case latley i must say i really hate feeling like this .
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For All My Real Fucking Friends....
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can FUCK the person who FUCKED you, of course. 2- You can FUCK the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the FUCK! At least 1 FUCK is fine and dandy! 4- You should FUCK in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random FUCKING is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender FUCKING, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started FUCKIN' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to everyone. To know who you
Buzzing undies make shopper faint! " A woman collapsed in a supermarket when her vibrating panties made her faint with pleasure. The kinky 33-year old housewife was wearing a pair of battery operated Passion Pants bought from a sex shop, while she did her shopping, according to the British tabloid The Sun. But she got so stimulated by the 6cm vibrating bullet in the panties that she lost conciousness. She fell and hit her head in the crowded supermarket in Swansea, Wales. When paramedics arrived, they found her black imitation leather knickers still buzzing. They took them off before an ambulance took her to hospital. The woman, whose identity has been kept private, suffered no long-lasting ill effects. And as she left the hospital a paramedic gave her back the Passion Pants in a plastic bag. A spokesman for Asda supermarket chain told the sun: 'We like to think shopping with us is exciting enough already.' "
28 Feb 07 - Wednesday
28 Feb 07 - Wednesday 1663 Thomas Newcomen English co-inventor (steam engine) 1820 John Tenniel England, cartoonist/illustrator (Alice in Wonderland) 1906 Bugsy Siegel gangster created casinos in Las Vegas 1928 Smokey The Bear 1942 Brian Jones rock guitarist (Rolling Stones-Brown Sugar) 1945 Charles "Bubba" Smith Texas, NFLer (Baltimore Colts)/actor (Police Academy) 1945 Ronnie Rosman rocker (Tommy James Shondells-Crystal Blue Persuasion) 1948 Bernadette Peters [Lazzaro] Queens NY, actress (The Jerk, Song & Dance) 1953 Ricky "Dragon" Steamboat [Richard Blood], wrestler (NWA/WWF/WCW/AWA) 1955 Gilbert Gottfried comedian (Beverly Hills Cop) 1955 Randy Jackson New Orleans LA, guitarist (Zebra-Tell Me What You Want) 1967 Marcus Lillington rock guitarist (Breathe-All I Need) 1692 Salem witch hunt begins 1759 Pope Clement XIII allows Bible to be translated into various languages 1847 US defeats Mťxico in battle of Sacramento 1854 Republican Party formally organized at
A recent article from the Toronto Star, "the ICE idea", is catching on and it is a very simple, yet important method of contact for you or a loved one in case of an emergency. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is program the number of a contact person or persons and store the name as "ICE". The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when they went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn't know which numbers to call. He therefore thought that it would be a good idea if there was a nationally recognized name to file "next of kin" under. Following a disaster in London, The East Anglican Ambulance Service has launched a national "In case of Emergency (ICE)" campaign. The idea is that you store the word "ICE " in your mobile phone address book, and with it enter the number of the person you would want to be contacted "In Case of Emergency ". In an emergency situa
From A Friend
My Life My life is a story A story filled with many chapters The first chapter when given life by your mother The second chapter is childhood we spare for a short time span The third chapter is adolescence years The years filled with the words and learning about life Then introduced to adult hood The time when Identity is at importance The story of my life is simple No matter how rough the road was I ran across I am still strong as an ox With an heart of steal Can't make me or break it Some may see that as foolish Without strength now can someone live? Without heart how can one survive? The brain that functions all your daily duties Heartbreak or two Quite a few disappointments Still there is my life to live
Rose Color Meanings
Rose Color Meanings These tend to vary quite a bit, but some common meanings are listed below. Of course, your Valentine may also have a favorite color of rose, despite its meaning. And don't forget, your Valentine may even prefer to receive a different type of flower. Color of Rose Meaning Coral Desire Lavender Love at first sight, enchantment, uniqueness Orange Fascination; I am fascinated and enthusiastic Pink (Dark) Thankfulness Pink (Light) Grace; admiration; gentility; friendship Red I love you Red (Deep red) Unconscious beauty White I am worthy of you; spiritual love; purity White (Bridal white) Happy love Yellow Joy and gladness; friendship Combined Colors Red and White Roses Mixed Together Unity Yellow and Orange Roses Mixed Together Passionate Thoughts Yellow and Red Roses Mixed Together Congratulations
Cherry Pimp
I want to thank Cherry Pimp for the fucking awesome tribute he did for me on his page. He fucking rocks and makes me feel guilty for not being here. I think I just needed a rest from everything, but when I come back, its to my CT family only. The whole page is going to be re-done and for my loved peeps only! Miss my boys! Cherry Pimp, you rule. I love you man.
Asian Panda Death Flu
Apparently, I caught the Asian Panda Death Flu (as explained to me by Vlos). I've had chills, sweats and a high high fever. Also, I've coughed so much my throat is raw. Which led me to sound like a chipmunk on the phone with Julie. She was highly amused. Its subsided to just malaria today. Still have a bit of a fever, but no chills. Still sweating a bit. Eww. That explains why I've been kinda away from the site.
Without A Whisper
As intense as the fire inside your heart, Death shall come to play its' part. Seduction was the key to survival, To bring a relentless end to its' rival. The basis of religion to a god, Is the apocolypse to what is odd. Distacnce separates all its power, From the distinguished human follower. Paying the price for an endless love, He shall die without a whisper from above.
10 Rules Of Cyber Sex!
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one
~ You Worry Me ~
You worry me. I wish you didn't. I wish when I walked down the streets of this country that I love, that your color and culture still blended with the beautiful human landscape we enjoy in this country. But you don't blend in anymore. I notice you, and it worries me. I notice you because I can't help it anymore. People from your homelands, professing to be Muslims, have been attacking and killing my fellow citizens and our friends for more than 20 years now. I don't fully understand their grievances and hate, but I know that nothing can justify the inhumanity of their attacks. On September 11, nineteen ARAB-MUSLIMS hijacked four jetliners in my country. They cut the throats of women in front of children and brutally stabbed to death others. They took control of those planes and crashed them into buildings killing thousands of proud fathers, loving sons, wise grandparents, elegant daughters, best friends, favorite coaches, fearless public servants, and children's mothers. So I not
Ooooo It's Revealing
1. Who were you with sat. night? Jose and a little buzzing buddy 2. What woke you up this morning? AS if I have been to bed 3. Where are you? Walkign through a garden of roses where the hell do you think I am 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? All deoends on the drugs 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Kiss of death still count 6. When's the last time you cried? When 's the last time I smacked you 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? Trying to see how fast a vibrator will go before it's motor burns up ** Where are 8 & 9 ** 10. What were you doing at midnight? Trying to put the fire out on my sheets __The PAST round__ 11. Ever thrown up in public? No I only do that on the public 12. Ever thrown up from a rollar coaster or an amusement park? DO I look like the type to eat a roller coaster really? 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? He smelled good up until . . . __The FUTURE round__ 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? Well i
Wolf Soldier To Go To Good Home - House Broken
Someone wanna take me home? love me? because i am tired of feeling like this, my mother in law got hold of me.. told me that sheenas family took him out to dinner and everything. I dont get it... they are taking a faster shine to him then they ever did to me. I have not even been gone a week from her life... I feel so dead inside. At least i have my mother in law... But i cant help but miss my wife. I dont understand why this is happening to me I dont understand why.. i just want to be loved..
Peep This Out My Cherrytap Friends And Fan
Don't Cry Mom =(
Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?". "All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...... The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?" GOD answered...... "When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort... I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without com
Her Game
Her Game lyrics by Kevin Max Every time she comes my way she knows just what to do and say Those little smiles she throws away, they turn my stomache If you listen close enough you'll catch all the divisive stuff Those subtle moves, the way she smoothes her hair And you don't want to say She was digging your grave And your friends all can see it There's no way you're gonna leave it So where you gonna go Who you gonna call When you know it's time to play the game? What's your mystery Who's it gonna be When you know it's time to play her game Chorus* Is it real or Memorex Those secrets that you feared confess When she was there you let it all spill out Turning as you leave for good You wonder if you ever should have wandered through Her neighborhood at all And you don't want to say She was digging your grave and your friends all can see it There's no way you're gonna leave it Chorus I am all to blame This is my parade of broken-hearted words I fe
Something To Ponder
Showers are always my conduit for brainstorms ... today's shower birthed the idea of Nothing. If in math, something can always be multiplied forever without end, then obviously it can also be divided forever without end. So there's no such thing as zero. There's no such thing as Nothing. Infinite smallness. But doesn't math apply to all realms of life? If so... everything we experience can never be without existence. So, you will always be able to multiply love, and always divide love. But there will never be a true absence of love. Nor will there ever NOT be fear, war, sadness... the best you can wish for is a reduction of these "negativities". Which means that the bad is as necessary as the good. Another thought... if you exist now- you can never be nothing. If that is the case, what is death? Is it simply a reduction of life? Death cannot be nothing if there is no true zero. But then... how to prove that you exist in the first place?....... that's a question for another day.
The Cure " Love Song
Sylvia Plath
Wuthering Heights. The horizons ring me like faggots, Tilted and disparate, and always unstable. Touched by a match, they might warm me, And their fine lines singe The air to orange Before the distances they pin evaporate, Weighting the pale sky with a soldier color. But they only dissolve and dissolve Like a series of promises, as I step forward. There is no life higher than the grasstops Or the hearts of sheep, and the wind Pours by like destiny, bending Everything in one direction. I can feel it trying To funnel my heat away. If I pay the roots of the heather Too close attention, they will invite me To whiten my bones among them. The sheep know where they are, Browsing in their dirty wool-clouds, Grey as the weather. The black slots of their pupils take me in. It is like being mailed into space, A thin, silly message. They stand about in grandmotherly disguise, All wig curls and yellow teeth And hard, marbly baas. I come to wheel ruts, and water
Lovin The Cherry Parties!
well here it is.. another weekend upon us... cherry tappers are fun to chill with!!! sending love out to all my favorite cherries!!
Daily Fountains?
If there are any other girls or guys out there who are orgaholics (orgasmaddicts) add me ok? And join me in saluting Annie Cruz for being the hottest xstar on the planet! xxxo
I feel like talking about whores, online ones mainly. The type of girls who trash themselves then contradict themselves. So they bitch about the size of their chests in comparison to other girls and how theyre looked down upon. They complain how it`s all tits and ass on these sites, yet they have pictures of their own asses exploited all over their own pages. Then when you simply go into a lounge you walk right in the middle of that persons cyber session that they have with all the guys subscribed to the lounge, talking about swaying their ass to the music and stripping as one of the guys out of the bunch talks about kissing her ass. She feels so badly about herself I`m sure. These are the types of women that give the rest a bad fucking name. I look at these women and compare the age gap. I may be 21 but apparently I`m a hell of a lot more mature then how these 30+ yr old women are acting. They act like little teenagers on a pity trip looking for attention because they need to b
Love In A Nutshell
OK in my travels through the dating world, I have learned one VERY important thing about love. Everyone's definition of love, and hence relationship, is completely different. Some people believe that love will simply be perfect, the way it comes to you. That is should just be, and you won't have to work to make it perfect because, hey its love right? Love's perfect. Right? Wrong. Some people believe love should be all romance, and holding hands and spending every free moment together. BAH! Yes that all needs to be there, but you still that apart time to remember who you are and what you contribute to that relationship... You canít be yourself, or let them be themselves if one of both of you is being smothered by each other. Everyone and everything needs room to breath, to have a slice of life that is just their own. Know why? Because having separate interests is what keeps the spark going. It gives you something to talk about, something to debate, hell even something to occasio
If ignorance is bliss, why arenít more people happy?
Difficult Call Today!!!!
I knew with I started this job the day would come that I would have to handle a death investigation involving a child or adolescent individual. Well today was that day. I got the call this afternoon of a 3yo girl involved in a serious accident. On my way there, I was working myself into the call. I know I give off the persona of this gruff take it on the cuff guy that never lets things get to him... well today got to me. I will get passed this, don't worry about me... I just need some time! A message I have for anyone that reads this... DON'T take your kids for granted... HUG THEM every chance you get!!! You just never know when an accident is going to happen.
A True Friend
A true friend is always there for you A true friend will help you no matter ther problem A true friend is like a sister, she knows your better, than you know yourself A true friend is someone who knows when you're sad, ans can cheer you up when you need it most A true friend is someone that can make you laugh no matter what they say or do A true friend is someone who believes in you A true friend will stick by your side A true friend is someone you can call just if you need a shoulder to lean on But most of all a true friend will never leave you. Landing In London VideoLanding In London lyrics - 3 Doors Down lyrics3 Doors Down Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
To Be A Cartoon Or Not To Be....
Have you ever thought it would be cool to have a cartoon character made in the likeness of you (or how you would like to look)? I have always thought it would be great. I have a friend, Skyeboy(AKA:K. Douglas MacRae).... He is an amazing artist....... (click banner to see for yourself) here is a Quick resume: - WowWee - Robosapien 2 spot, Alive Chimpanzee spot. - ABC TV movie - "The Path To 9/11" - no storyboards but did conceptual designs for this show. - CHUM TV - Pepsi/Doritos commercial - Warner Brothers' TV series "La Femme Nikita" (resident story artist for all five seasons) - also coordinated the story department in season five. - Marvel Studios/Tribune Entertainment's "Mutant X" (resident story artist for premiere season) - also coordinated the story department. - ABC's "MONK" (resident story artist for premiere season). - Animated feature film (name withheld until the film's release - also did production/character designs of all major char
Doing This On Behalf Of Ryan
I'm ryan's couson= Deamon Lord on here=. and he asked me to post this blog for him. He remians in the hospital after he was jumped a bit back. the toxin that was on the blade used in the attack was some really bad shit N it has embedded deeper in the soft tissues then was at first thought. They are treating it but it seems to not be working well. so tues. there is a very real chance he will have to undergo more surgery to 'stay" the toxins so they don't travel more. It would be very bad were it to reach the blood stream. VERY bad. He's in alot of pain and most times isn't lucide due to the high levels on the medacations he's on. My Mate & I saw him a bit today & he was lucide for a bit. That's when he asked I post a blog so those of you on here that actually talk to him would be aware of whats going on. and not be worried he died. Your welcome to contact me for updates if you wish. I'm :deamon lord(Poisoned #1 groupie) on here. Just let me know who you are.I don't give out inf
Love In A Mental
LOVE IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself
You Have No Idea!
You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
Things I've Learned
As I close in on 40, I thought I'd share some of the knowledge and wisdom I've gained over the years: 1. There are very few problem that a bottle of Jack Daniels or Patron Silver tequila can't solve. 2. Being a complete fucking wiseass has not really held me back. If anything, it's thrown people off their game and allowed me to "sneak past" them. 3. It's not plagarism if you give credit to the original author. 4. Watching NASCAR is like watching a golf game....I'd rather watch flies fuck. 5. I have not matured with age.....I've aged with maturity. 6. Legos are still fun. 7. As my son goes into his 8th year and acts more and more like me at that age, I understand why my mother went prematurely gray. 8. With great responsibility...comes great bills. I had more "disposable income" when I was 15.... 9. Las Vegas has routinely become a place where I deposit my's like a bank...with only a slightly worse interest rate.
First Time
hello ths is my first time on her so i just wanna say im a young mom and wife ... here to make some kicking friends and find old one so have fun looking at my profle jenn kiss and hugs to all
whats up everyone how many ppl will read this? i have nothing to say but hey y not try this thing out.....blah................... we all need to get high sometime....
Me Myself And Thc Heaven
hello ppl as you can now no doubt guess i like to smoke spliff/reefer as you call it in usa. well i like the way it lets me think of such weird things .ie if ya can think it can it really happen? who am i stoned again .love to here from uk users on this cool site . you usa babes are so hot you know love to you all jimbo xxxxxxxx
38 Hours To Go
well 38 more hours to go and it will be my birthday just like every year all the bikers and I get together to tie on a good one
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I Dont Know Why
do you ever get the feeling that when you try so hard. that your only going backwards not forwards. Its just a game I guess and some play it well well im not playing games. love will coquer and find a way to the person your in love with. what ever happened to just plan love well I guess we will have to find out feelins we share just happen to be true hold on and never lose control I just dont know why
New Story. Not Much, But A Start.
They say the eyes are a window to the soul; but as I look deep in these two blue liquid pools; I see a creature so hideous, my whole body tenses. His piercing eyes freeze me in place, I feel suffocated by this monster fighting to escape his fixated gaze. Never before had anyone implanted such a fear inside me. How did it come down to this? Where was the love I once seen glistening from those vibrant sapphire eyes? I wiggle against the coarse rope that bounds my hands behind my back. The friction of the rope rubbing against my bare skin leaves my flesh burning and raw. He is standing above me, his face close to mine, his voice but a mere whisper. His foul breath fills my nostrils causing my stomach to turn, I squeeze my eyes shut, praying this is all some sort of hellish nightmare. Cold metal runs the length of my neck, my eyes open just enough to see his barbarous eyes closely studying me. A look of concentration falls over his enraged features, for a spilt second guilt seems to st
Crazy Train
What Is My Summer Ride?
Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible Fun, funky, and a little bit euro. You love your summers to be full of style and sun! What's Your Summer Ride?
Sorry Ladies
I'm sorry ladies. Me and my girl decide to get back together and try to make things work. We only broke up because of our schedules. This time we are both goin to work hard to make time for each other. Just lettin everyone know, cause i'm not tryin to play or hurt anyone. You're all great friends and I love and appreciate everyone of you : )
Another Poem For The Heartbroken
Why? Minute by minute, Hour by hour, Day by day. Thoughts of you still haunt me, The wont go away. What happend to our love? When did it end? I thought you was my lover, I thought you were my friend. why did you do all those nasty things to me? Tell me straight up, Clearly make me see. I want to know where we went wrong. Did i say the wrong words? Did i sing the wrong song? The answers may elude me untill the day i die. Untill my last breathe leave me Ill ask myself WHY?????
Allow Enjoyment
Allow enjoyment Find something to enjoy and to sincerely value about whatever you are doing. And you will add power and effectiveness to your efforts. Realize that anything is enjoyable to you solely because you have decided for it to be enjoyable. It's a decision that can create much value. Instead of fighting against your own actions, give energy to them. Instead of making yourself miserable, allow yourself to enjoy. It's great when you can make positive plans and enjoy following through on them. Yet even when things don't turn out as planned, you can find something to value and enjoy. Learn to find enjoyment in life's surprises, and those surprises can yield great treasure. Choose to enjoy those times when you get knocked off track, and you'll discover the quickest way to get back on track. You are at your best when truly enjoying life. So allow enjoyment to bring out your best in every situation. -- Ralph Marston
Some days I seriously question what a man's purpose in life is. When will some men grow up!!! If you can't grow up and be a man and be a father then keep your dick in your pants!!! What I ever saw in my husband I still haven't figured out. Why can't he just let things go, give me what I'm entittled to and move on with his life and suffer the consequences of his actions. When will he grow up and stop the manipulation and the lies. Put aside the hate and look at what is best for his kids. Sorry I'm just so frustrated that I was stupid enough to marry a child. So I guess this is what I have to deal with now for the rest of my life....unless he grows up and hell will probably freeze over before that happens!! Okay I feel a little better now.
First Blog
Ok not exactly sure what to say or do here but here goes nothing. Thought i would try this site out and see what happens.
Anime Bikini - Falling Off
Tanks Bomb Sqaud And Friends
Sometimes, You Just Know Things...
Dwaine and I made the two hr drive Friday night to go pick up my daughter and drop my son off with his grandma. We made good time there and stopped off at Starbucks and giggled and laughed so much my stomach hurt from laughing...we joked away on the way back and on one of my numerous gotta go stops both Dwaine and my daughter made fun of me for having to stop yey again after drinking my coffee. Soooo after stopping we head off again and my daughter who gets car sick and always falls asleep on long drives was sleeping away, Dwaine and I were listening to the radio and joking around like we always do when we came to a complete stop...a huge traffic line...sooooo we stop and sit in the car and wait, Dwaine and I cant see whats stopping traffic ahead soo we just assume it's gotta be a wreck. Then we hear the wailing sirens of an ambulance. We joke around some more and then it was like we both felt it...same time we felt it. We saw a life flight helicopter land...then take off then
Making Her Squirt
There are many ways to use your fingers to make a girl go crazy, and some of the best are to be found by simple exploration - try different things, different numbers of fingers, different parts of her pussy and ass, and be innovative and inventive. Some of the best fingering comes in conjunction with oral... but there is one, shining act which transcends all sexuality, and gives a woman - any woman - the best orgasm of her LIFE. This is not the kind of knowledge which should be bestowed upon predators or misogynists. You should only know this and use this if you LOVE women. Some will tell you that this is a myth: it is not a myth. Trust me. You'll be glad you did. You'll also be considered a stud, without ever having to take your cock out of your pants. Not that you care if women label you as a stud, right? Right? ;-) Here goes: Start by performing a little oral on her inner thighs, labia and clitty especially, to get her nice and wet. For "little oral" read "lots of oral" if
Do you remember the time So lost in your command I sharply squeezed my thighs together And nearly broke my hand? Do you remember the catch in my breath As you whispered into my ear? Do you remember at all How well I served you Master, dear? Do you remember the laughter That helped to sooth the pain? If we could do it over again, Would you do it over again? Do you remember the passion, The agony in my tears? Do you remember at all How well I served you Master, dear. Do you remember the ecstasy Of the pleasures that we shared?
Newbies Here
Thanks for all the shouts and comments, We're new at this and might take a little time to reply to all.... Please don't be offended, you'll get a reply in good time, we're usually on paltalk, but this seems like a cool site and we'll check back often.... Martine & Phil
Intercessory Prayer
INTERCESSION IN THE BIBLE The Bible has many cases of people standing up for others before God. The most striking example is that of Abraham. He took the initiative to step forward before God on behalf of his neighbors in Sodom and its area. He cared enough to do it, even though he knew how thoroughly wicked Sodom was, and knew how furious God was about it (which explains why he was so careful in speaking to God about it). Moses also stepped in when God was angry, standing in the gap in the most literal sense : offering his own life for that of his nation. (Thankfully, God didn't take him up on the offer.) It was part of the role of a prophet not just to speak what God speaks, but to speak with God for the people of Israel. A fine example is the exchange between the prophet Habakkuk and God, where the prophet asks for God to act against injustice, but God replies about a coming doom. Isaiah prayed with King Hezekiah to save the nation from defeat and destruction at the hands of Assyri
Death....and Other Things
Why does life always seem to be over rated? when you least execpt it things could go really bad. Like having a loved one die. in the blink of a eye they are okay and then the next they are dead and gone. Does anything make sense??? I have random thoughts of death. I have dreams that death is coming to get me BEFORE I am ready to go away from this place. Death is not a person or a Sign its just DEATH! its something that happens but its not really something to be talking about always. I know people that are so scared of it they have to go to a therpist just deal with it. does anyone out here ever think about this stuff???? I dont know maybe I am the only one. WHO KNOWS!
Your Help Needed!!!!
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Love Spell
A spell for love that ye shall find, all ye seek and throughout mankind Oh mystic moon high in the sky help these ladies on here not to give up and cry They only seek their knight of gold, to love them and cherish them till they grow old Oh moonlight beams on them do glow and they will find their lover so I asked ye of this my Mistress of Old for whom I serve as the years unfold Three times round the circled stone,,,, life with love and not alone Send them love they yearn and strive. This is the year of love.
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My New Name Is Dipsy Battybutt
MY NEW NAME IS IN THE SUBJECT.....DON'T LAUGH UNTIL YOU FIND OUT WHAT > YOUR NEW NAME IS > > We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute. > > Please don't be a bore and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know > including the person that sent it to you. > Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness > to break up the day. If we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days > than not. > > Here is your dose of humor... > > A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. > > B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it > to friends and family and co-workers. > > Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so > they know you participated. > And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as > Dorky Gizzardsniffer! > > The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underp
Thank You So Much!
I feel so very welcomed! Thank you all for sharing the love and comments about my page. I am learning and trying to add more to it as I learn it. Any one that can help, let me know. Would love to have a picture that morphs into something else. I got caught in the rain today here in the big state of Texas. Well, it was a down pour. Wow! Wait 10 minutes and the weather here will change. I left it was 71 degrees, and came back an hour later it was 60 degrees and pouring rain. Gotta love it! Ya'll have a good one! Finding
Cold Or Valley
Cold or Valley Imagine This: Standing on an icy road above a valley. A dead winter day with slush, dangerous icicles hanging over head, White, crusty road salt and grime on your car. You wear layers upon layers, but it's so cold that the layers seem to do no good. You stand there shivering, Realizing you ears and feet are going so numb that they hurt. But as much as you want to climb into your crust car and go home to be warm, You keep standing there. The valley in front of you is so breathtaking. You stare, look, appreciate, experience, and perhaps live this view. So much about the moment you dislike makes you want to leave. But something keeps you there. It seems as though the gorgeous view outweighs the nasty cold. And Another Dilemma: Your mind tells you that you should leave for your health and safety. Surely if you stay too long, you'll freeze to death. But your heart tells you that you can't bear to leave such a beautiful and wonderful thing. You feel co
3 More Needed!
Ladies and gentlemen...I'd like to do a contest! You can use any picture you want and the person w/ the most comments in 3 weeks will win! I'll start the contest as soon as I get 10 people to join up but would like to start it this week sometime! So come on! who wants in? Winner gets a 7 day blast! 2nd place will get a 1 day blast! Everyone else will get a prize as well!! The contest ends exactly 21 days after it starts...I'll alert all entries of exact start time.
Positive Mental Attitude
"A strong positive mental attitude will create more miracles than any wonder drug." Patricia Neal
Getting Our Tax Refund
Hi all I am just really excited i just called the bank a lil bit ago and we are getting our federal tax refund on Friday. WOOOOO HOOOO! We are still deciding on what we are gonna do about the cars and such that we need. We are gonna try to do two cars on one loan, but if not then we are gonna get hubby his truck and then fix one of the cars that we have for me to drive for right now. We also will be needing a new fridge, so will be looking in the papers and places close to us that a sale on them. Most likely will need a new washer as well, UGH! It always seems as if u need more then what u are getting hehe, at least for us it's that way! My son has his b-day this weekend, St. Patrick's day so gotta plan a party for him and get him his presents and such. That is when he decides on what he is gonna be getting. Well i hope you all have a great day and the rest of the week. Hugs, and all my lovin, Jilly
*~a Perfect Romance~*
*~A Perfect Romance~* I have spent every life before this one searching for you. I believe that our love is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. An endless thought, an on going memory. A timeless pleasure that haunted my every moment. I believe that we were destined to find one another. My fate seems to be headed in your direction. One thing I know, deep in my heart. I've loved you from the very start. A greater passion and deeper love that truly was written in the stars above. A love so true and neverending, a perfect romance. Nothing could ever keep us apart, we are connected at the heart. By:Teresa Abeyta© December 18, 2006
Does Anyone Get Love On Ct On Their Birthday
well i guess not...that sucks....oh goes on.....its just another birthday...they might of as well take take the bithday off the one ever notices them....well HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
Posted By Sweetangel2008
Thank you to everyone that is reposting articles about McCalah I recently posted a article about her on myspace and this is the response i got . Thank you for these updates as these are very serious events that do occur - everyday - in our present society. Wake Up - You wrote: Bowling, who used to walk her grandson to school with McCaylah and Joy Watkins, said Joy Watkins often seemed hateful and rarely said anything pleasant to the girl. "She would call her stupid and say things to her like 'shut up,'" Bowling said. "Caylah was a real pretty, sweet little girl, but she didn't look happy. I don't ever remember seeing her smile." In one incident, Joy Watkins became upset with McCaylah and began yelling at her in the street in front of Bowling's apartment. She was screaming so loudly that neighbors stepped out onto their porches to see what the commotion was about, Bowling said. Watkins knocked the schoolbooks out of McCaylah's hands and then stormed off while the girl,
The Long Scientific Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ISFJ-The Protector(You scored 18% I to E, 52% N to S, 33% F to T, and 47% J to P!)The protector type is called such because you feel your life is best used to protect those you love from the pitfalls of life, to see to their safety and security. You belong to the larger group called guardians. You find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden. You are not talkative with strangers, but you can chat tirelessly with those you trust. You have a good solid work ethic. You are thorough and very likely frugal. You do not like to be in a place of authority, and will delegate poorly if forced into a lead position. You share your type with 10% of the population. As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You
Things That Annoy Me
Have you ever had one of those days where things annoy you until you want to snap at someone? People lying, taking advantage of others. Having a closed mind and judging things they don't know. Blaming mood swing and the inablity to control your tongue on being bi-polor or uni-polor. Oh I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing. Why do people think because they are drunk, on drugs or bi/uni polor that they are unaccountable for thier actions? You do something suck it up and deal with the reprcussions. You want to go off on someone for something they did? Be straight up and do it one on one. I don't want to hear it or have it taken out on me. If I am pissed I do the adult thing and take it to that person not the whole world. Don't blame it on a medical reason, drunk or drugs that you can't help yourself. It doesn't fly with me and you lose any respect I had for you. Also people take responsability for the raising of your kids. I am so tired of people dropping kids
Ok So I Was A Little Extreme...
This goes out to Sassypants, Im sorry for the mean stuff I said, But you DO NOT need a liar and a thief in your life. You have PLENTY going on. So I do apologize for all the mean shit that I said. But as for that piece of shit, and yes Jay that would be YOU, I am NOT sorry. You are a conivier, liar, and a thief. 12 Years of friendship and you do this. Your NOTHING, will never be anything more than a spinless jellyfish. You talk some BIGGGGGGGGG shit on here, but yet don't have the balls to face us, and return what we loaned you?? FUKKK YOU!!! You will be getting court papers, they where filed 2 days ago. So live you pathetic life and hopefully Sisse will see thru your lies and deciete and tell you HIT THE BRICKS!
Fail Forward
Fail forward Failure is not the opposite of success. Failure is an important component of success. Suppose you set an objective, take action, and then fail to reach that objective on the first attempt. Even though you have experienced a failure, you're in much better shape than you were before you started. Because you've just learned, in a compelling and meaningful way, what doesn't work. And that puts you well on the way to finding what does work. The greatest achievements of all time are built upon multiple failures. The greatest achievers are those who are willing to experience failure on their way to the success they know will most certainly come. No one sets out with the intention of failing. Yet when failure comes, it is nothing to be ashamed of, and no reason to give up. Learn to see failure as just another step in the process of success. And even when the failures come, they will serve to move you forward. -- Ralph Marston
Dealing With Pain....
There is someone very close to my heart who is hurting right now...this is for him: Chevelle - Send The Pain BelowAdd to My Profile | More Videos
Casting Away Memories
I stand by watching every ripple change and flow by without pausing, always moving, never the same. Looking around I see the rocks that have gathered just like the memories that I try so very hard each day to tame. Each rock can be a single memory of that mighty river that never stops flowing, no matter what that memory is, it still moves on. I gain strength from that river because like it, I will still be who I am when the pain is gone. Turning to go I think about how I can move on even with all of my rocks built up on the banks of my life. Rocks of pain, rocks of my children, rocks of lies, many rocks of happiness, and rocks of seeming not to be suit to be a wife. So many memories that I look back upon and smile, but yet there are just as many that can make my very existance worth living. Stopping in my stride I refuse to be the nothing that I feel those memories will soon be giving. Walking back to that mighty river I pick up many rocks and throw them back to their keepe
To All My Girls..(u Know Who U R)
This is to all my girls. You know who u r, that stuck by me when the times got hard. Through the thick and thin Through the good and bad You've always been there and had my back. When the road got rough You saw me through and for this i want to say from my heart, Thank u.. Also want to say I"m sorry for not listening to u I did not beleive that ur words were true. But all of this has brought us closer and for this i am very glad. Now we can look back and laugh at those time that we had. and i want all of u to know With out the shadow of a doubt, that nothing will ever come between us now. We have formed a bond nobody cna ever break Now i only have one request to make.. Let us forever be friends bonded by the name.... "FOREVER SISTERHOOD". Add this to the end of urs if u feel the same... LOVE YOU ALL MY FRIENDS, AISHA :) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
Peace Or War? Repost
Something About Me...
2 days ago I had classes about horoscopes and zodiac. We had discussed the relations between people who have the same zodiac and the people who have opposite. We had to join zodiac signs with the describtions. I am GEMINI but I found some of my features in other signs describtion. I want you to introduce myself :) Enjoy you reading :) I am: Forceful: hate monotony, candid, difficulty in controlling temper, impulsive, passionate lover, loyal, money important for buying not for security, don't like routine, use hand gestures, often two-faced, jealous, good at hiding true motives, interested in too many things, crative, imaginative, often late, need to communicate, enjoy flirting and need fantasy not just the physical, like stable relationships, unforgiving, attached to family and friends, sensuous, nature-lover, practical and reliable, like good food, prudent, seem self-confident but inality sensitive, loving but need reassurance, intuitive, gregarious but need solitude, consta
Why Teenagers Suck
HERE IS WHY TEENAGERS SUCK. When i was little, and my brother was a teenager, i wanted to do everything he did. I realized that to be "cool" i had to conform and do what all the other kids were doing at a very young age. This is why i hate teenagers. You youngsters out there set the path of the children behind you and you don't even realize it. When my brother was a teen in the early 90's, the fads were you were either a redneck, or into that early 90's kick ass music called "grunge". nothing really bad came out of this except wrangler jeans and bad hair cuts. the next trend that was set was when i was a teen and it was cool to be ghetto. it was actually cool to walk around with your underwear hanging out of your pants and your belt around your knees. sadly this is when guns started coming into schools and kids started shooting instead of punching. Now there is this new trend called "emo" where it seems like it's cool to be gay. they don't cut their hair, they wear impossibly tight
Please Read It Means Alot To Me
SADLY KRISTIAN LOST HIS LIFE ON 3-16-07 FIGHTING A RARE BATTLE OF DUCHENNE PLEASE HAVE YOUR MALE NEW BORNS CHECKED FOR THIS.. MORE INFO CLICK MY BEST FRIEND WROTE THIS POEM AND WILL BE READING IT AT HER SON'S KRISTAINS FUNERAL .. HAVE TISSUES CLOSE IN HAND BEFORE READING To Mum & Dad... From your Son Dear Mum & Dad: Today, I saw you crying, So I am writing to let you know, than an angel came into the night, and said it was time to go. I'm sorry I couldn't say good-bye, and I'm sorry you're hurting so bad, but, Mum & Dad, it's just so beautiful here, so please don't be sad. You know how I liked going through tunnels? Well this was the best one of all. The light was bright and safe and warm, and the angel wouldn't let me fall. In 2004, when I was born, on that 29th day of September, you became a first-time mother; it was a day you'll always remember. And in those 2
You'll die from a Drug or Alcohol accident. Let's face it - when you get drunk/high you lose all control and do stupid stuff. Unfortunately in your case those propaganda anti-escapism commercials prove true. 'How will you die?' at
How Do You Like My Pussy???
B-day Month
Your Birth Month is February Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Purity, modesty, and faithfulness Your gemstone: Amethyst Your flower: Iris Your colors: Purple, yellow, and light blue What Does Your Birth Month Mean?
During My Divorce
My heart aches over you. I was a fool to believe that I could change you. And as I walking out on you. Tears fall like a waterfall. You had my heart you broke it. You used me to get what you wanted. As you sit and call me names You don't know how I hurting, YOU THINK THIS IS WHAT I WANT! I am scared that you are right. I not smarted enough; attractive enough No one else would want me! I do not want to be alone; I want to be held like everyone else. I want someone to love me for who I am. I know in my heart, that I could never go back to you. But when I look at our boys, I know that there once was loved July 2004
Quiz For Those People Who Know Everything!!! :d
This is a quiz for people who know everything! I found out in a hurry that I do not. These are not trick questions. They are straight questions with straight answers. 1. Name the one sport in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends. 2. What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward? 3. Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables? 4. What fruit has its seeds on the outside? 5. In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the bottle is genuine; it hasn't been cut in any way. How did the pear get inside the bottle? 6. Only three words in standard English begin with the letters " dw" and they are all common words. Name two of them. 7. There are 14 punctuation marks in English gramma
Part Two Of What I Am Working On
he ran to her side holding her tightly. Regretting the day he left her, slightly shaking her to wake her from her dream state. It wasnít working so he leaned in and kissed her thatís all he could think of at the time his lips meeting up with hers the first time in months. She woke suddenly and told him why did you leave me why? As she pushed him away she wanted to pull him closer her mind went back on track to the mission at hand. She said ďgo I canít do this not now we have a mission to completeĒ. As she dozed back to sleep he watch ever so quietly. She didnít realize he was still there. As she got up the next morning with the thoughts of his kiss on her mind she was slowly loosing focus on what was going on mission wise she came to and snapped herself back into place. They had replaced the kid already she was so shocked to see that. As the day went on she decided on a new plan of action her alone no one else at least for this day. The dusk approaches on the dessert sand, it was
The Tailgater!
An honest man was being tailgated by a stressed-out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman hit the roof--and the horn--screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection. As she was still in mid-rant, she heard a tap on her window and looked up into the face of a very serious police officer. The officer ordered her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, finger printed, photographed and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer was waiting with her personal effects. He said, "I'm very sorry for this mistake. You see, I pulled up behind your car while you were
What Up U All
im new talking on the pc so hit me up
I have decided to keep a semi regular diary on here, so later in the future, archaeologists can discover how boring my life is, except for my insane theories and observations. This first one will be dedicated to a little bit of my background. This will probably be the most boring of them, but here goes. I am 39 years old, married, and a father of two boys, the oldest living with me. Shawnna is my wife, Dem is the oldest, Seb is the youngest for future reference. I locate utilities for a living. It can be very frustrating, but the pay is ok, and basically I won't find anything making this type of money. And once you figure it out, it's not that hard. I love music, will listen to almost anything, but Hot Country. It's horrible, and I miss the days of Willie Nelson and Waylon Jennings. I'm taking guitar lessons, and hope to learn enough so I can write and sing my own crappy songs, but they'll be my crappy songs. I love to read, and lean towards true crime and biograph
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For Shawnie
For Shawnie - Under the light of the full moon her hair shines black as the raven's eyes she strolls the streets in search of prey Recently transformed she stalks the night only the thoughts of feeding soothes her. In the distance you can hear the cries as she sinks her teeth deep into her victims draining them of life as she feels her strength grow. The blood runs down her beautiful red lips her eyes grow warm as her victims grow cold. Under the light of every full moon pray she doesnt cross your path for the Blood Queen's only desire is to feed forevermore. --Dean Dark--
My 'dark Enigma Grand Mother Pass' Bulletin
I was asked to do this bulletin by this person, my great friend, Lori..known to most on here as Dark Enigma, well just a short time ago, after being sick for a while now..Her Grandmother passed away. So please go to her page show her some love..send her your condolences, shes a great friend that any one would love to have on their list, so because of this i am unsure when she will be on again as this happened less than an hour ago... Dark EnigmaĆŦ≠≠≠≠МǎҒїǻ@ CherryTAP Paul Anka: And now the end is near And so I face the final curtain, My friends, I'll say it clear, I'll state my case of which I'm certain. I've lived a life that's full, I've travelled each and evr'y highway And more, much more than this, I did it my way.
Maybe Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we dont see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation youve ever had. Maybe it is true we dont know what we have until its gone, but it is also true that we dont know what weve been missing until it arrives. Maybe giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Dont expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content that it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it ta
Vote For Me In Best Smile
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A Gift From God
A child so pure and innocent as she lies asleep in her bed, With a look of a angel on her face. She makes me cry and she makes me laugh ,with everthing she does and says. And as I hold her tender and small hand in mine, I'm caught up in the beauty that surrounds her. She is the hope and the dreams of my future. A small miracle that god has placed on earth to remind me of whats precious in life. There is hope with every smile she gives with every hug or word. She is a gift that god has giving me, to have and to hold as she will grow with the wisdom that I feed her, from my own mother and of my own life, Yes she is with out a doubt, a small bundle of joy, of hope, a flicker of my future all in that small face of an Angel. My sweet gift from God. And as I look down on that small angel like face so sweet asleep, dreaming of angels above, I am so thankful of the gift that god has placed upon me. My daughter, but after all she is, just a gift from God.
Two Days
until my birthday. buy me shit. C= oh and Mike needs to come fuck Michelle and I.
Whatever You Can Do Or Dream You Can, Begin It. Boldness Has Genius, Power And Magic In It. Begin It Now.
Living Your Priorities Here is a simple way to get in touch with your priorities. Imagine that you have an incurable illness and are given six months to live. As the doctors inform you of their findings, see yourself accepting your imminent mortality with the resolve, "I am going to spend the last months of my life living to the fullest, doing those things that are truly important to me." Then imagine yourself living out those six months in the manner in which you have decided. Afterwards, note your experience. During your remaining days, what did you do, who did you see, and where did you go? What do these choices say about what is really important to you - your values and priorities? Are you living them today? If you are not, you may want to learn from Tony's story. After being diagnosed with something terminal, Tony decided to embrace life. He bought a house, planted a garden, and nurtured his important relationships. As a result, he lived the remaining three years of his l
Denial Crumbles
I suffer through the traffic noises and a toilet refilling as the denial crumbles and sinks in its excrement; and as my troubles flee hand in hand with my sanity, I touch the frigid stone: half the shelves are empty, half the shoe are gone-- (It's a long way alone) my life goes on.
A Rose That Cry's
Raindrops flow deeper than tears to a rose Raindrops fall; Tears are shedded, over the years to a loved one. Raindrops Yet, we as women or men will take the roses from their bushes To dream over, to love over and romance with or to wear for scent Yet we still wish to shed tears over them When in the bushes, gradening we cry over them in love, sarrow, hope, joy, pain, and anger When we cut them from their home we still do the same Raindrops flow deeper than tears to a rose Raindrops falls; Tears are shed Loneliness is never a problem when one lives Yet, we still shed tears when we are around roses Even a smile is shown with joy and tears Tears of joy, laughter, and tears of suprise Ask a rose to drink of one of these tears No, I as a rose will take teh drop of rain water We ask why? The tears are salted with to much love and hate for me as a rose It makes me sad and ill: Tearsdrops are like drinks of wine to humans I can get drunk o
just want to say so far my date is going real well
Low Opinion Of Vampires
I do have a dislike fer hitch-hikers who transform into vampires. I picked up a gal during a blizzard a few years ago. She turned into a bloodsucker and attacked me inside my truck cab. I reckon she didn't like the taste of my blood. She spit it out and cried, "It tastes like posion!" Must be the half Moron in me. The vampire caused me to crash my truck into a tree. When the police arrived they only found me in the wreck. The vampire gal had gone. You can't hurt a vampire in a wreck. They is already dead. I was in the hospital fer three weeks. My throat was injured. The doctors thought it was caused by the crash. They did not believe the vampire story. But it is the truth. I survived but I still have a low opinion of vampire hitch-hikers. I cannot help it. I just don't like them!
Would You?
lets see who loves you here ... theres at least one person on your friends or fam list who loves you .... so lets find out ... repost this and see who responds .... :) would you ? ( ) kiss me ( ) hug me ( ) hold me if i cried ( ) chill with me ( ) fight me playfully ( ) take me places ( ) kiss my forehead ( ) watch movies with me do you think ? ( ) i'm pretty ( ) cute ( ) sexy ( ) gorgeous ( ) girlfriend/boyfriend material ( ) lickable now repost :) and see who loves you baby
On Fear...
What is fear? In its simplest definition, it is faith in the enemy. One of the most insightful quotes I ever heard on fear came from "Point Break"... "Fear causes hesitation, and hesitation will cause your worst nightmares to come true." I never heard it said better. I'm not saying you should just go jump off a building, because once you hit the pavement, you will die if you're lucky (if not, you'll be in torturous pain and awaiting a prison sentence, since attempted suicide is a crime). Respect the realistic dangers, but if there is nothing but a "what if" to fear, then focus on "what IS" and deal with it. Fear is also black magic. It attracts bad luck to you. Honestly, look around you. Look at all of the people around you who are constantly afraid of things, and look at how much goes wrong in their lives. There is a connection. Fear is a magnet for the things you fear most. Without it, bad things will still happen to you, but at least not as often. Just ac
Getting Tired Of This Nsfw Policy...
I don't usually mind it, and don't care. Now, I have to speak up and say something........ I heard that you can not use 'obsene' languauge on the site. This is getting fucking ridiculous. (Pardon the use, lol) Isn't this supposed to be an adult site?? Not safe for work should not be an issue. If people are at work, and they don't want others to see this site, don't pull it up!! Idiots! You are wrecking it for everyone else, I am sure you know this. I've been here for awhile, since last August, at 15000 members... and I absolutely LOVE this site. I don't want to be controlled or have to worry about what I say or do in the presence of other members, whom I don't know, in fear of being deleted. If you don't see me on here as often, it's for that reason. It's the internet, if you don't like what you see, do us a favor by utilizing the X on the upper right corner of your window and don't look back. An adult site should not be treated like a teenybopper site, or worse MYSPACE! Isn't t
So I didn't realize that the pic rating meant anything or that anyone saw the I was just flippin through and giving some random scores but if I saw something really kool I gave a 10 otherwise just a random score..I thought only 10's counted or got a notice. until I got messages from people who I scored low...OOOPS. People take this ISH soooo seriously. I really could care less if I get a 1 on my I don't know anyone here...they don't know what's the big deal. Anyway to ya'll who are very my bad...I had no idea it was a HUGE deal what rating your photo got.
I once knew the dying man. His life was full of regret. His skin was the color of leprosy and mold. Years had stained permanent circles around his eyes. Gravity weighed twice as heavily on him. He felt her eyes judging even years after her death. She loved it when he feared. He loved it when she died.
Happy Easter.. For My Friends
Hello There Nice Person Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending T hings And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My De arest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! BUT, you have to send it right now!! But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone.. Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!! THIS IS A HAND OF FRIENDSHIP YOU MUST PASS IT TO AT LEAST 4 FRIENDS!! Get more @
My 'winners Of The Hottest Goth Contest_check Em Out ' Bulletin
Here they are the people you bombed and rated over this past week, thanks to all who entered, voted and commented First place: Gift: Silver Motorcyle ~Gothic Rose~Goddess of Blood and Daggers~Founder of The Covenant of Shadows~Fdr of LDCF~Fdr of KOT~CT Wife of Warlock & Annie'O@ CherryTAP Second Place: Gift: Rolex BLOODSYNDICATE.MESSIAH@ CherryTAP Third Place: Gift: Platinum Cherry As You Can See there are 2 third place winners, though one had more comments, the other had more rates and after tallying the rates (which was each ten comment) they were less than 10 comments a apart so i just decided to make each of them number three since it was such a close call Lezka~TSB~BC~GD~Assistant Manager T.S.B 2~Owner Of NL~Satanics Real Wife~@ CherryTAP .luscious (Toxxik) epidemic.@ CherryTAP All those who didn't make it into the top three, received a Trophy and a CherryTAP Keg, just for entering, thanks for all who voted, and entered
Lil Something Else
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see your pics My heart skips a beat. For you define sexii In both body and mind Your so damn sexi face More sexier than I'll ever find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.
Video From Court On Mccaylahs Death
A Picture Is Worth A 1000 Words.. Right?
Hey! Here is a wacky fuckin idea.... HOW ABOUT YOU BE VERY UPFRONT ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE ON CT FOR? You see so many profiles with interesting looking people and lost somewhere in the glitter ads and flashy shit trying to cause you an epileptic seizure might appear something about them being happily married or in a relationship but you missed it because of the Kink O Meter and Slut Puppie Quiz results and the hint of her massive rack or tasty looking ass! Introducing a nifty idea.... right up front... cut down on the unwanted advances with a graphic stating what YOU thought was obvious! Im no artist but... Maybe you just arent READY for YET ANOTHER moron coming on to you? Even just for today! Maybe you are just here looking for other bi or gay chicks? Just a thought
Very Emotional Video From Pink
This is an emotional video for me. I have several friends and family members fighting in the war. These are many questions i have asked time and time again. I dont think i am the only one that feels this way either. When is it going to end? All of the pain, hurt and suffering has to end.
Finally Iīm In A Contest:-))
Whats that all about, someone just did a drive by rating and stuck me with a four! I guess four is better than a one! but ouch that hurt. i may be ugly but im a sweet guy; cant you see that from my picture dammit?????!!!!!!! ROFL If, i suffer everyone suffers from now on honest ratings, heffers beware!!!! lol am just kidding. I love everyone! hee hee (well almost everyone) But to be honest, if someone has taken the time to upload a picture and put them selves on display i guess you could say they deserve what they get, but still, people are people and they deserve love, praise and support. Rest assured Friends and fello tappers. you will alsays get a compliment and a ten from me.. Love Jman xxx
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonged to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it. 'LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd wlk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most trboulesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most yuo would leave me.' The LORD replied 'My precious, preciuos child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering. When you see only one set
Songs That I Have Stashed Already . . .
Amanda Marshall -- Dark Horse Bryan White -- I'm not supposed to love you anymore Bryan White -- Blindhearted Bryan White -- Rebecca Lynn Brandy -- Have you Ever ? Boys 2 Men -- I can love you like that Blaque -- As If Blackstreet -- No Digity Black Eyed Peas -- My Humps Billy Currington -- Walk alittle bit straighter Billy Currington -- Must be doing Something Right Stephanie Bentley -- Permanent Hurt Stephanie Bentley -- If Promises were Gold Amy Grant -- Lucky One Alan Jackson ft. Cletus T. Judd -- Redneck Games Alan Jackson -- She don't know she's beautiful Alabama -- Song of the South Akon -- I wanna fuck You Aerosmith -- Pink 50 Cent -- I'm supposed to Die tonight ABBA -- Super Trouper Martina McBride -- This One's for the Girls Martina McBride -- Concrete Angel Martina McBride -- Wild Angels Martina McBride -- God's Will Martina McBride -- My Valentine TLC -- Kick Your Game TLC -- Let's Do It Again TLC -- If I was your Girlfriend TLC -- W
The Nightmare Goes On...
I'm numb and I'll admit hurting hella bad at the moment.This might not make much sense at all. But my mind is driving me crazy all the thoughts just bounceing around. So I was hopeing a blog might help it. I don't do silence well. It goes back to my youth and being forced to be in a silent,cold,dark place when ever I was thought to deserve punishment. I'm dealing ok. Gypsy needs the rest so i'm silent as I can be. But it allows my thoughts to just run around. Mainly It's fear I'm feeling...I've never loved as deep as I do Gypsy. Hells I knew from the first time I saw her she was my forever... Now the thought of loseing her...well I'm scared to death.I honestly couldn't deal with that on top of loseing our child.... Then there's the thoughts of rage of makeing the one that made this happen suffer 3 fold for it. Of makeing her feel the hurt n pain we are right now. And yeah I'm not proud to admit it but yeah,I do think of her painful demise. I know that's messed up but I find my
The Two Of Them - Pt 3
He walked inside and straight into the kitchen and as he went to reach up for the bottle he heard another voice... Now didn't you promise to lay off that stuff or do you not remember the last time that you got yourself hammered. In shock he looked up from where the voice came from..*Sarah what are you doing here?* Well i saw your truck and i couldn't help but let myself in and wait for my favourate big brother to come in and see his favorate little sister *Favorate little sister ? you mean only little sister how can i have a favourate when i only have one* .. Ouch Sarah said theres that sharp Petie humour that we all know and love now get over here and give me a hug. Walking over to her and giving her a hug Doug walks in and says , Oh hey sarah long time no see.. Shreeking she then lets go and hugs Doug as well.. Wow my two favourate family members and the house to ourselves whats the chances of that. *Riiiiight what are the chances huh Dougy* Petie said with a smug gr
Forever & Always
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You
Don't Eat The Chicken!!!!
A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that they both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He said to the little girl, "I have to stop eating chicken sandwiches, I'm starting to get feathers down there too!" She asked if she could look, so he
Innocence And Experience...
The Last Love at First Sight What happened to the sunsets the secrets in the afternnoon walks on the beach and guitar serenades at midnight my childhood and my innocence is gone they were right when they told me "this time.." "this one will hurt" the Sacredness of Love is gone from me the very last love at first sight. c. t redfearn long beach, ca. 3/18/07
any one got any ideas for me for pics i would love to hear them hope to get lots of ideas thanks -josh-
Pagenism V. Christianity In School
I go to a school which recently allowed that the pledge of allegience be spoken every morning. However we have the choice if we would like to stand up, place our hand over our heart and say "under GOD". It so happens that I do stand up but choose not to place my hand over my heart or say under God. Today would have been fine if our substitute had not called me and a few others out. She called out three other ladies and two gentleman out for not standing up or showing any respect to the almighty god or our country. Then she called me out for not placing my hand over my heart or saying under god. I simply explained to her that I am a follower of pagenism, which worships Mother Earth and quoted "when your bible is tossed into the outside world, the rain washes your words away and the wind scatters your blank pages awry; but my bible is the wind and rain" This highly upset her. Enough to pull out a small bible and read quotes to me, some I was familiar with [from being drug to chruch every
For The Darside Family!!
Angel on my shoulder, the devil walks behind Euphoria in my soul, pain on my mind A body broken marked through time thus is the life in the darkside
been sick and still going to work. damm i hate that and to beat all i get stupid calls starting at 8 am and i work till midnight. sore sick and tying to find the best way to relax this weekend and try to get myself together for next week. not really wanting to take a bath i tend to fallasleep in them and that not good. anyone that can giveme a few ideas ould be great
Secrets Of Sexy Marriages
Secrets of Sexy Marriages In every relationship, levels of sexual desire for both partners fluctuate. Some stages are predictable: when you first marry, after you have a child, when the kids leave home, when job pressures persist. These are all times when sexual moods and patterns of lovemaking may shift. Knowing this, and being confident enough to talk about it, strengthens intimacy. Couples with the sexiest marriages: 1. Remember that sex problems are sometimes red herrings. Understanding that impotence is a common problem at every stage of marriage is the first, and highest, hurdle most couples have to clear. Talking about the problem can be reassuring and often lessens the anxiety for both partners. In fact, the more both partners worry about the problem, the more intractable it becomes. However, wise couples recognize that impotence can also be a wake-up call, a signal of stress somewhere in the relationship. Instead of banishing feelings of frustration, unhappiness, or e
Salute Contest
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute. The contest will start next Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must recieve your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).
Slideshow Of Some Of My Friends On Cherrytap
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Am I Really That Bad Of A Person?
ive nvr been good at trusting people or lettin them get close.but i recently decided to let someone close.and whut did it get me? PAIN. in more ways then one. i swore id nvr fall for peoples bullshit and i can honestly say hes the first person to really fool me. i thought it was love but now im startin to realize it was more just really carin for someone. but he'll always b someone that played a big part in my lyfe and i will always thank him for being whut he was to me
The Six Degrees Of Bacon Syndrome!!
I felt like throwing this title up just for the heck of it.. :D
My Letter To The Ny Daily News
Dear Ivan Pereira, Michael Saul, Alison Gendar, "In previous incarnations [of the Grand Theft Auto series], players advanced through the game by killing cops, selling pornography to children and killing prostitutes." After reading the above-linked article, I believe there are some discrepancies that need to be brought to your attention. I have extensively played Grand Theft Auto 1, 2, 3, Vice City, and San Andreas, yet I have never encountered any opportunities to sell pornography to children, nor is there is no way to advance in the game through killing police officers or prostitutes. In every game in the Grand Theft Auto series, killing a prostitute within view of a police officer will cause him to try to subdue and arrest you. If you kill a police officer, more will come in squad-cars, attempting to stop you. If you continue to kill officers, SWAT teams will at
Vote For Me Please!
RATE ME ALSO! > ********************************* > > 1~Comment bombing is definitely allowed. > > 2~Ratings will be used to determine the winner if there is a tie on comments. > > 3~ZERO TOLERANCE FOR CHEATING!! This means no freshmeat. All comments must be from an account that is level 5 or above. This will be monitored very closely so that everyone has a fair chance to win the blast. > > 4~No downrating of other contestants. Keep in mind that a rate counts as a rate even if it is downrated. > > 5~Everyone must agree to keep this friendly and fun. I have had enough of the drama in some of the other contests I have ran across. > > ********************************* > > There will be consolation prizes for all entries with at least 1000 comments at the close of the contest. The prize depends on number of comments. > > > Freedom Isnt Free Lieutenant General for The áĪPŚtrÔÝtÔĘ ŖÝmŖŽrzĪá Of CT@ CherryTAP > >
If you gonna rate my pics a 1 then dont bother rating it i would never rate anyone like that unless they did mine like that. aint no reason to be haters.
Sadness In Growing Old.
Some of you know that my Grandfather (Who has been more of a father to me than my actual dad) is suffering from Altzhiemer's disease. He has good says and bad. Sadly, the good days are getting fewer each week. Lately, he has taken to cursing past friends/aquaintances saying they stole his horses, his cattle, his land, etc... Anything that was sold long ago. Well, the horses were sold only a year ago and he forgot about it that same day and has been on a tear about it ever since. He talks of buildings on the property that aren't there. Accuses Grandma of terrible things... He doesn't recognise people most of the time or if he does, he sees them as if they were children. Last year at my birthday party, when I went to leave his house he stood up shook my hand and said "Thanks for visiting, buddy. You should come by again soon." He didn't know who I was or why I was there. I couldn't (and still can't) handle seeing him that way. Today has to be the worst... He clim
Selfish Tendencies
Falling into this deep depression In need of immediate sessions Gazing into tomorrow Seeing nothing but blank sorrow Crying false tears Scared of hidden fears Bleeding dry blood My emotions are covered up Afraid of honest tendencies Suicide is becoming a dream Razor of everlasting life The blade will finally bleed tonight My heart-beat becomes faint Did i make a mistake? I was so sure of everything Until the innocent beings watched me drift away They watched their mother die With no reasons why Their lives would never be the same All because of selfish tendencies
Howdy all, I thought I'd mess things up and do one at night, after another exciting day at work. Today our garage door arrived. It arrived faster than they said, so thats a good thing. The boy, Demetrius, was on break this week, so he got to watch them install it and the opener. In midwinter it spun a roller, so the bottom panel was open. Which meant chasing cats out of there, untangling the dog, leaves and rain blowing in, and a grandma in law making snoty comments about it every time we talked to her. It was the middle of winter, very little we could do. Work has been crazy. I need the cash, so I've been putting in long hours. I took a vacation day Friday, so I'll really have to work it to get overtime this week, because my son goes to the counselor tomorrow, and I have to take a half day. He's sort of air headed, but the last few days has done an excellent job of helping around the house. I don't pay him an allowance, because I refuse to pay him for living with me. B
REMEMBER Feel the chill From your breath The warmth is missing Where did the fire go Now covered in frost I search Desperately For the man I knew Sip some whiskey Defrost you soul Strike a match Taste the flame Wrapped in a blanket Iím so cold Freezing I stand shivering Before you I touch you So gently Like ice in hand Melting Feel my warmth Surround you Sinking deep Scraping the crystals One by one Raging water From your eyes My lips I press to yours Flashback Of forgotten fireworks For a spark of hope Remains Never forget The fire That once was within Written by Melody 4-3-07
Drunkin Billiards Is A Art.
Drunkin billiards is a art. It is the ability to see straight lines even if your not able to walk in one. It is the ability to decipher wich one of the three cue balls is the real one. It is the ability to focus on the game and not every piece of ass that walks by as you take your shot. Its the ability to have fun at something even when your losing. Playing Drunkin Billiards is truly the yoga of the alcoholic
Please Help!!!
Please help, I am in a contest for Cherry Tap's my first contest I have been in and it would be alot of fun to win.. so please rate me, and comment me...all help is appreciated...and I will return the favor when needed.. thanks everyone!!! heres the link...
They Find It Hard To Believe....
Most people have a hard time understanding why it is I spend some of my nights wandering sleeplessly through cemeteries... Sometimes even I don't understand it; but for some reason, it helps clear my mind. I'm always in the same cemetery, sitting between two people I lost thanks to the negligence of others. When I first started visiting, I felt weird. The place felt empty, as such a place probably should feel. I would visit, stare down upon the plots of dirt of the people I cared deeply for, and I'd stay there in silence, feeling nothing. As time passed, each visit started to grow more and more meaningful. Whatever started to spark the feeling I get now when I make my nightly walk, I will probably never understand. To describe how you feel when you're encircled with the deceased is not the easiest thing to push yourself to do. Its almost like talking about some taboo subject; something you know people will never understand. When I'm in my usual spot, I feel... alive... mo
Hmmm Funny
Noticed i had a few low ratings on my picture and they always seem anonymous. Ah well cowards are abound.
This Depression Is Getting Old.
Don't mind me, it's just a panic. Silver is strong. Silver is always happy. Silver never cries. Silver never has any worries. That's what I keep telling people. Silver will always listen. Silver is always there. But who is there for me? Who will listen to me? I can't fix things really. I can only ease the difficulty ratio. Silver is dependable. Silver is always so nice. Silver is a fucking doormat! Silver's kindness gets mistaken for weakness. I'm tired of being used. So where does Silver go when she needs a hug? Who listen's to Silver when she's down? Why am I so fucking nice? What can I do? Change my whole personality? Not in this lifetime. Silver is tired. Silver has needs. Silver wants help. But to ask would be out of my norm. After all, I'm the strong one, right?
This Say Enuf Does It Lol :o)
Barbies You Won't See In Stores!
1. Scratch and Sniff Barbie (Use your imagination...we're not saying a word.) 2. Crash Test Barbie 3. Opera Barbie (complete with the horns and the brass brassiere) 4. Marie Antionette Barbie (with removable head; guillotine included) 5. Hiroshima Barbie (just a shadow of her former self) 6. Enron Barbie (Originally sold for $29.95, but now you can't give her away.) 7. Frozen Barbie on a Stick (in your grocer's frozen food section) 8. Divorce Barbie (includes the house, the car, and half of Ken's crap) 9. Broken Bungee Barbie 10. FrankenBarbie (green Barbie with bolts through her neck) 11. Shock Therapy Barbie (car battery and wires included) 12. Samuel L. Jackson Ken (He'll get medieval on your a**.) 13. Manic Depressive Barbie (with a set of Oriental throwing knives) 14. Biker Barbie (with leather jacket, tattoos, and red bandana) 15. Cheesehead Barbie (Wisconsin's best) 16. Dogsled Barbie 17. Peg Leg Barbie 18. Eye Patch Barbie 1
A Strong Woman Vs. A Woman Of Strength
A Strong Woman vs. A Woman Of Strength A strong woman works out every day, Pride in her appearance she portrays, But a woman of strength kneels to pray, Keeping her soul in shape, God leading the way. A strong woman isn't afraid of anything, Looking forward to challenges each day will bring, Women of strength show courage in the midst of fear, Knowing triumph through faith because the Lord is near. Strong women won't let anyone get the best of them, So skilled in defense even if they have to pretend, Yet a woman of strength gives her best to everyone, Being anointed with divine blood from the only begotten Son. A strong woman relies on the physical attributes making her tough, In her search for power and money she will never have enough, A woman of strength understands that it's not about material stuff, Knowing that before becoming a diamond first she'll be in the rough, A strong woman sometimes disguises her feelings shadowed by clouds,
My Easter Bunny was really good..I hope yours taste as good! Happy Easter
Happy Easter
I am new on hear so I am not sure what all I can get into. but my name is bobbi and i am in NC. I have a loving husband and two dogs. I am here to learn to Party On!
To Be Beautiful
To Be Beautiful is to be yourself Show your true colors Shine like the sun Glowing from the rays Knowing you are like no other Not Better than anybody but better than hoping to be To be beautiful is to be bold Inside and Out!
Below you I rest and await my time, to join you all. The ones I miss so very much, that early took a fall. I keep you alive with memories, memories we all share. Its hard at times when Im down here alone with nothing there. I wonder what its gonna be like when its my turn to fall. Is there a feeling to describe it? Do I get a wake up call? My destiny is the same as everyone elses. We all must meet that fate. Its a little scary to know whats real but still I sit and wait. One day we will embrace again and Ill never let you go. I miss you all so very much. My waiting makes me glow.
Happy Easter ( I Still Believe
Happy Easter I still believe Have a beautiful day from MIKE S I Still Believe VideoI Still Believe lyrics - Jeremy Camp lyricsJeremy Camp Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
Sweet Detachment
So, its 330 am, and I cant sleep. Not that I ever really do. Tonight is especially hard. I dont know why. Well, maybe I do, but Im just confused about things. I am beginning to feel detached from things, life I guess. And I dont really want that. I dont want to be numb again. I dont want to go back to the girl who wanted to end her life just a measly 6 months ago. I hated that girl, yet I wanted to go with the impulses. Ive traded one bad habit for another, which will only kill me in the long run, but its better than my already visible scars. I hate feeling alone, almost helpless and used, although Ive become accustomed to these emotions over the dragging years. I can only remember very few times in my life when I was happy, how pathetic is that? I feel like I've grown cold, yet when I cried, he said I wasnt cold at all. So many things are happening at once, and I dont know what I can control and what I cant. Ive learned not to control most of my feelings, to let them out in some way,
If We Were To Have Sex???
Balance Between the man I am and the man I want to be. There is a thin line I must ride like a rail. For the results you see are not just mine alone. People are watching, of that fact I am well aware. Some are friends with fingers crossed saying prayers for me. While others watch with bated breath waiting for me to fail. To them I say , I fear you not for I am not your silly clone. I choose fatherhood and friendship my heart is to big not to care. I AM provider, teacher, brother, and friend. I LONG to be giver, taker, sharer, and even lover to some special woman. I see a magic foundation one with four strong corners. With such a foundation of stone would I then dare to leap at a chance. Will there be a day I donít live in fear my heart will rend? Will there be a lady at the center accepting me as her man? And what of those pushing me to fail, must I always defend my boarders? Like a shining knight ready to fight with my armor and my la
Anybody Want To....
I'm bored. Anybody feel like spending money on a stranger and buying me a blast or something? LoL I'm also on yahoo at the moment....Sarah79950 is the sn
Something To Ponder
It never ceases to amaze me how certain things that seem so perfect can bring your life to a total halt. Think of that amazing bike ride on the trail when all the sudden a large stick gets stuck between your spokes causing you to fly off face first into the mud... but you get up and brush yourself off, curse a little and get back on for your ride home (I had a similar incident as a child when my shoelace got caught in the stupid chain... what a catastrophe!!). But back to the point, some people spend their entire lives in search of "THE ONE"... and often when they find that person it's like some higher power has to interfere (say throw a stick in the spokes) a little to test the strength, support system, communication and love of all involved. Be it a pregnancy scare, a death in the family, a conflict of religion, the first huge argument over the bills, an ex who you thought was "the one", or whatever. Some people seem to miss the test entirely and lose out on their soul mate due t
Is Me
some of you have been sooo fucking fake. its funny that you don't even know me to lie to me. ya'll should be in politics. so holla if you real and want to stay on. otherwise fuck off
~you Say You Love Me~
You say you love me But, you can't look me in the eye You say you love me But, when others are near you back away from me You say you love me But, i rarely come first You say you love me But, when i call you never have time You say you love me But, i seldom cross you mind I say if you loved me You'd take my hand and hold me close to you If you loved me You wouldn't be ashamed of me, you would want the world to know If you loved me Thoughts of me would make you smile If you loved me The mere thought of losing me, would make your heart ache If you loved me........... ~Patrice~
Quiz Thingy
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Ninja Turtles Music Video-turtle Power!
Enemas And Ice Cream
So today one of our neighborhood junkies comes in for, *SURPRISE*, syringes...however she had some other purchases to get along with them, just to make it look good. I watch with amazement as I'm ringing up syringes, a twin pack of enemas, personal lubricant, and a pint of ice cream...WTF?!?!?!?! Just looking at this eclectic conglomeration of items had me shaking my head. All I could think was there was about to be one hell of a hootinannie in the hood today! At what kind of fucked up party is someone gonna be yelling, "WOO-HOO! Enemas and ice cream!" THEN she had to stop for beer and cigarettes on the way home...this was 11:30 in the morning!!!! Just needed to share that.
Any Ladies Close To Me
Hey I am honest caring clean and have a big heart. I love to give oral. I am telling you that it has been to long and I really need to release some tension. So if there are any ladies that would be kind enough to help me out. Hey it can be no string attached or lets see what happens from there. I do not mean to be so up front but I usually say whats on my mind and right now I just need so sweet pu..y if you know what I mean. So if your are intersted in helping a lonly gut out then get to me ASAP.
A W.E.N.C.H. Woman Entitled To Nights of Continual happiness A Goddess, Empress, Gate Keeper to the Land Of Pleasure and Bliss Golden mane flowing in the breeze As her pressence demands Universal respect One in a million Standing out in a crowd Body perfectly dimensioned, Mind piercing my walls Soul melting, takign control of my own Her soft, yet determined touch weakens me, my legs buckle Heart pounds, Lips moisten Manhood grows and grows, dedicated to her pleasure In deep meadow As the Spring breezes signify that time of year Love and desire abound Our eyes locked in mad embrace Father SUn warms our skin The guardians of the element of WInd Soothe us Mother Earth and the moistness comfort us The Great rite Begins My hands temidly touch and explore her womanliness The Great hunter now timid as a Virgin Oh How she has captivated, tamed me I Love Her, want her, Desire Her My warm full lips slowly envelop her taut hard nipples Holding my hea
I Need A Girl
I need a sexy girl to play wit.I am a freak and I need some action. If there is any one from Kenosha or close by, hit me up!
Poem 8
Whenever I think about u I let out a big "sigh" Because I know I made the mistake and when I think about it, it makes me wanna cry Whenever I look at our picture I see u smiling back at me its makes me feel so good Because I realize how happy you made me Now that Im not with u I know I've waisted Precious time Because I love you I want u again to be mine Whenever I can't sleep at night I lay there thinking about u wishing that u were here with me To be Kissing me & Holding me in your arms forever again to Can't u see what I'm trying to say?
Poem 25
The day I saw you, My heart was complete, You taught me how to be strong, You helped me back up on my staggering two feet. You told me you loved me, That meant alot, Though were going separate ways, The love I had for you is permanent, In my heart is where it stays. Now, Alone I must journey on, Your love and memories, Within my heart they'll always live on. Our feelings for each other were devoted Like a beautiful rose, to me you were a MUST. In my eye's, you were like the eternal skies,Now I am left with only saddness and endless cries.
For Hottest Cherry Of Ct
Virtual Fantasy / Jade
Virtual fantasies chain me to your side Twisting and groaning For release, for attention You make me feel alive I get so caught up within the online net Captured by your words In the hot recess of imagination You know my pussyís wet. Slave is all I want to be Surrender my every need My master of the web You bring me to my knees Spank my nasty thoughts Rub them in my face Make me eat your commands The way I need to swallow your cock. Slap my pearly tits With the broad strength of your hand Stab me with your rod In your power I will submit Will you fuck a fantasy With a mouse and keyboard? Can he splash his mighty seed, On a computer screen?
click click click goes the mouse silently echoing in this house do i see you i think not are you sexy cute or hot i cant tell you do you know why i only see pages as they go by if i comment its heart felt insult not below the belt kind i am until upset bitch unseen by you yet shout obscenely desperate fool here's a towel for your drool lick the screen may you get shocked piss me off you will get blocked! A. Boudreaux 2007
Your Love
You made me so happy, By opening up your heart, I am so very glad, That we had a start, I hope you understand Just what you do to this man, I hope I give to you, All that you give to me, In such a short time, You helped me to see, That love can grow So easily, No matter what I ever do, My greatest joy in life is truly loving you.
Darkness surrounded me before I was born. It was the comfort that surrounded my fragile being. At birth, the light stung my eyes and so I cried. Naked, cold, pain. Life in the light continues to hurt. So I seek for that comfort within the darkness that once surrounded me, and I will forever live within it. What is the reason for the light/life? Still unknown. Confused. Still searching for answers. For purpose. A reason for existance. The mystery echos in my head as the light continues to sting my eyes. They burn like razorblades when tears want to fall. My head pounds like the knocking on a big oak door everytime the non-existing heart wants to pump life through it. Doest thou needeth the light to see thy way?
Our World
This world is an uncertain place Frought with danger Honour is undermined with the pursuit of power Freedom is sacraficed from the weak or oppressed by the strong But there are those who oppose evil imposed by hatred They dedicate their lives to justice, truth, honour and freedom for all These people are not kings or queens nor are they presidents, prime ministers or politicians, heroes or saints They are known by us all Loved by everyone who knows them They are "HUMANITY".......... Buns 2001
The Stress
The morning day The after noon night To await my pay From the daily fight The constant stress The heavy press Upon these shoulders Feeling compress. Making me depress Looking for relieve Looking for that flight To escape this life And embrace another
An empty expanse. Deadpan eyes. black and white fuzz voices carrying over conversations on the wind Oh how I long to shatter. I walk between two lines. chalk drawn like a dead man outline words broken and forced Choking on the shadows destroying the light And I hide here. Mute and dumb. Drawing pictures in the dust It is all that I am. This image reflected I forget when I fell battered and bruised like I cannot even find my strength It's okay. When you closed your eyes I became blind I was gone anyways. Not like I was ever meant to be seen.
Quick Shout To My Friends
Hello again, I just wanted to give a quick shout out to all of my newly made friends. Welcome to my humble establishments. Hope you enjoy your stay. No news really, I did manage to get 12 hours of sleep. I went to bed about 8:30 am and didnt wake until 9 pm last night so here I am on here. I feel like a new person, Wow LOL, amazing what a difference sleep makes . I may actually be able to function now that I have got a bit of sleep. I go and go and go and my body just shuts itself down and then I fall out and it's as if I die. ANY WAYS I will type more later on , trying to get a zillion things taken care of around here, so again love to my friends, hope you all are having a splendid weekend . Remember PLEASE IF YOU DRINK DO IT RESPONSIBLY.
Inner Achievement
Everything you achieve on the outside has first been created on the inside. The victories that the world is able to see are direct reflections of the victories that you've already won within yourself. Your biggest obstacle to success can be your own inability to see yourself reaching it. Once you know without a doubt that you can do it, you will indeed make it happen. The most important person to convince is you. Once you are truly convinced that you can do it, others will quickly be convinced as well. Whatever you seek to achieve, achieve it first on the inside. Then, even the most formidable outer challenges will not have the power to stop you. Inner achievement will build your confidence and fuel your persistence. Inner achievement will put the power of purpose behind every action. Work to convince yourself of the worthiness and value of the goal you seek. And from that inner achievement, the outer achievement will surely flow. -- Ralph Marston
Excerpt From Nocternal
After tossing and turning for hours I turned to the clock, which sat on top of the nightstand, next to me. It was already 10:00 p.m. Obviously I wasnít going to sleep anytime soon. I hated having insomnia. Pushing myself up out of bed, I began getting ready for a little midnight stroll. For one reason or another I had found that walks at night helped me sleep. Maybe it was just that I had always liked the night time. To me, it was an eerie peacefulness, which calmed my soul. Ever since I was a little kid, I had been taking random walks whenever I couldnít sleep. For that reason it wasnít really a surprise I found myself getting ready to take one now. Heading for the doorway of my room, I remembered a bit of my childhood. I remembered my mother. She also had a hard time putting me to bed. She told me many times I would keep her up all night, that is unless she sat on the porch under the moonlight with me. I remember her saying she would sit in her rocking chair with me in
You Can't Change Stupid!!
If I could, I would find a way to get this bitch out of my house!! I swear she doesn't realize that she is a quest, and HIS fuck partner, and he uses her because he doesn't have something better to fuck, other than his hand. She is so stupid, and I believe in this case, fugly and stupid is a nasty combination....Wasn't it Ron White who said you can't change stupid? It's so damned true!! She already cause some grief yesterday morning-I think that this is going to be her way....dumb, untrusting, ignorant and snooping bitch!!! Making accusations before thinking! The female numbers in the id coulda been my friends...or his, she needs to think before being stupid...oh wait, yeah-you can't change what you are!! I know that things won't work out with those two, and I can't wait-it stifles me, because I can't have my friends over, and guess what? I MIGHT WANT TO GET LAID TOO!! I might want my friends to come over too. Maybe I should just invite them over, even if she is here, the
So live life and don't let others judge you as we are all created equal. OOps except women they are to be placed upon a pedestal and worshipped for their inner and outer beauty.
Do What In A What Now?
I just got a call from a guitarist who I've jammed with a couple of times and he offered me a gig playing lead in the country band that recently offered him a gig playing rhythm. On one hand, even though I can handle lead, I much prefer playing bass or rhythm and country is the one genre of music that I don't really care for (except for Johnny Cash and some Willie Nelson). On the other hand, when they offered him the gig, he said that they're really good and that they have a showcase coming up (a showcase is when you have record company reps in the audience). Ultimately, I turned it down, but not without a few second thoughts. I just can't believe that I was just offered a gig playing lead in a country band. LOL
Does anyone want an oreo? =D
A man was driving down the road and ran out of gas. Just at that moment, a bee flew in his window. The bee said, "What seems to be the problem"? "I'm out of gas." The bee told the man to wait right there and flew away. Minutes later, the man watched as an entire swarm of bees flew to his car and into his gas tank. After a few minutes, the bees flew out. "Try it now," said one bee. The man turned the ignition key and the car started right up. "Wow!" the man exclaimed. "What did you put in my gas tank"? down down down The bee answered "BP." I see you smiling
Hard Times In My Life
Love Spells: #2 Candle-spell To Win The Love Of A Man Or Woman
CANDLE-SPELL TO WIN THE LOVE OF A MAN OR WOMAN On a Friday, when the Moon is waxing, start the following: Altar Layout 1 1 5 ((((( 3 4 ((((( 2 6 Photo or object Bible of the one that is loved goes here Position 1-1 White altar (cross shaped) candles, dressed with Hi Altar Brand Oil Position 2 Red candle dressed with Love Oil Position 3 Astral Candle of the one that is loved dressed with Zodiac oil Position 4 red candle dressed with Love oil Position 5 Astral candle of one that who seeks love dressed with Zodiac Oil Position 6 Gold candle dressed with Attraction oil Move camdles no 2 and 3 in the direction of arrows 1 inch each day. Bible reading: If you are a man, read Song of Solomon Chapt. 6. If you are a woman read Chapter 8, Burn cadles 2 hours each day until satisfied. Frankincense and Myrrh may be burned while reading the Biblical passages. Place incense burner between the Bible and the photo. Colors for astral candles: Aries: white Taurus: red
Frost On The Pumpkin
Not usually up this early, health food bitch is cooking downstairs, the smells woke me, plus I think she's singing. Last night she got a little talkative, wants to meet some of my friends. That;s easy, there aren't any. I asked her if she wanted to meet a couple of bar girls. She thought I was kidding. Trying to figure her out, one strange woman, if she'll let me I'll post a pix. I think she works today, which will give me a chance to get some things done. Cold this morning. Considering if I really want to take a shower. Won't be anyone here to bother with. HFB will probably stay in the village tonight, then join me tomorrow for the trip. Too hung over and screwed up to write much more this mornings. Nobody reads this crap anyway. later dusty
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long time the manxome foe he soughtó So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One, two! One, two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And hast thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!" He chortled in his joy. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe.
My self XXX pics are coming back, be on watch for them. However if you are on my friends list and I can not see private photos that you have you will either have to make it to where I can see your pics or you will be removed from my friends list. This has been a public serice announcement for the better good of a females moisture lol.
Home By Daughtry For My Friend
I heard this song today on the radio and it reminded me of a good friend whos been through so much and is finally going HOME!It only gets better from here sweetie!
Sin Derella
Get A Tissue
If your going to read this, get some tissues. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It w
Virginia Tech
In Memory Of Ones Who Lost There Lifes In Virginia Tech You Will Be Missed
The End Of New Beginnings Brings The Beginning Of Things Which May Not End
It's funny how things can go sometimes.... just last month I was in a bind between three ladies I liked. It turns out two were only girls, and the one woman is smart enough not to get involved with me ;) Which brings me back to the point of no female involvement.... which is just as well. As much as I swear off the opposite sex, I cannot help but look for that someone else. My standards climb higher with each failure, though. I'm one to learn from my errors. Many would say my quest to find perfection is futile... but they also said landing on the moon was only a fantasy. I don't want the perfect woman... only the one who's perfect for me. One who has my passion for things like music, food, and games... one who is fun and quirky, yet grounded and stable... one who's intelligent enough to hold a conversation with me, but will respect my need for solitude when I seek it. oh yeah, and she has to be beautiful! that's not too much to ask, is it?
Are You Falling For The Right Reasons?
Are You Falling for the Right Reasons? Dr. Les Parrott If you ask a successful couple about the recipe for their success, you will usually receive a simple "because we are in love." But if you scratch the surface you'll find that the motivations behind romantic relationships are far more complex. Many complicated situations and needs, some more beneficial than others, are behind the decision to pursue a relationship and marriage. Research has shown that some motivations improve a relationship's chances for success, while others reduce those chances. The reasons we have for pursuing a relationship derive from internal and external sources, and it's important to be aware that they are as much a part of your happiness as the emotions you have. I would like to briefly outline five of these negative motivations-reasons that researchers term "deficits"-that are internal in nature, which we should strive to avoid when making a decision to pursue a relationship seriously. 1. Lov
Today At Work.
I worked at a different school and will tomrrow as well. It was ok (though i prefer working at the middle schools... less annoying and messes but i go on). It's the Christian zeal from my co-workers that urks me. I don't think i want to work there any more past Monday. I may get off late at my current school (not the school i am at for the next two work days but the one i have been working at for a while) but it's nice. The bathrooms are not too messy and i get my area done pretty quickly and can read quietly by myself. I like the solitude and silence. The flickering lights are nice too they remind me of Saw (1, 2 and 3 as well as the last Halloween edition of X-play... the Saw parody episode). I think i will ask my supervisor... the overseer i mean that i would like to remain at my current school until i can get a job at a high school if i can get a day period or a closer school.
In Memory Of The Ones Who Lost Thier Lives
In Memory Of The Ones Who Lost Thier Lives.....
Ice ( In Case Of Emergency )
Very Important to Note: Isn't it true that we all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/numbers stored in its memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, know which of these numbers belong to our near and dear ones? Let us for a moment create a scenario wherein (God forbid); We are involved in an accident or had a heart attack and the people attending us get hold of our mobile phone but don't' know which number to call to inform our family members. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones. Read below for more details..... Subject: " ICE " Campaign Recently, the concept of " ICE " is catching up quickly. It is simple, an important method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by majority of the population, all you need to do is st
Stay with me a while, Rise above the vile. Name my final rest, Poured into my chest. Into the orchard i walk peering way past the gate. Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait. Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead. Halo of death, all i see is departure. Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr. Pledge yourself to me , Never leave me be, Sweat breaks on my brow, Given time ends now. Into the orchard i walk peering way past the gate. Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait. Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead. Halo of death, all i see is departure. Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr. Spirit painted sin, Embers neath my skin, Veiled in pale embrace, Reached and touched my face. Into the orchard i walk peering way past the gate. Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait. Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead. Halo of death, all i see is departure. Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr.
Thats right folks..I am now Officially on VACATION!!!! and of course Happy 420!!!!! Is that anymore perfect...LOL
Tifa Kitty Being 'cool'.
One of the most troubling dream events, and startling physical side-effects of REM, is paralysis. Large muscle groups often become paralyzed during a dream, presumably to prevent injury to the dreamer in case the dreamer's instincts would cause a physical reaction to dreaming visuals. It can be troubling if the dreamer becomes aware of his body in a paralyzed state without being aware of the fact that the mind is still in a dream state. Suddenly stripped of every physical capacity for defense, the dreamer can experience great panic or victimization in the dream. This scenario is a troubling version of the lucid dream. Instead of mind awareness and body control, the dreamer has body awareness and no mind control. Hundreds of years ago, this phenomenon was observed and named having a witch on your back. The idea was that an unfriendly spirit within the dream had pinned you to your bed. Indeed, it is not uncommon to have a sense of spiritual oppression in a dream that includes paralysis.
Good sir watch were you tread Dare you know good sir, a formal lashing. teathered you have discrased my name and dishonnered my stage. Redeem your self maybe yet high rivered tides will grace your knees. Conviction it will be recat that toung sir open your heart and start being true to your self. then and only then may I might stay in the light and not among shadows. But do know good sir. if it is the heart of a friend you wish to crush do know victory has truned in your favor. My heart is broken that of a stalion not yet a mustang. Ive been beaten, broken and tamed. Fighting for what is right for you has killed the wiorrior and the spirt in me. Before our gathering I have told you dishonner my name and you of a man will be brought to kings knees. judged for the pain of peers. Maybe it true this toung of yours bear truth if you have dishonnered and discarased me the let it be true my love you have not a worth of for we both know the love i freely give to you is always uplifti
Blood in dreams is rarely a well-received image, unless it is connected with an anger object. The blood of another in this case may reflect seeing oneself as ultimately victorious. Most times, blood represents depletion, injury, or death. This depletion may be physical, or it may reflect the loss of other essential resources, including emotional or financial assets. Blood can have a kind of direct meaning as life source. In this regard, blood may be seen as a metaphor for becoming one with another person-this type of feeling is conjured from our exposure to Native American blood brother images. Blood also may serve as a sacrificial metaphor-as in the sacrificial lamb or other animal. It also may have occult implications for persons involved with such practices. Draining, drinking, or drawing and/or writing with blood are practices of this nature. Many genres of cult literature often include this type of reference. Whose blood are you seeing in your dream? Can you discern who cau
Andy Rooney
Subject: 4/18 CBS couldn't shut him up Good for him!!! Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right. AMEN ANDY ROONEY ! Right on, Andy Rooney! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason; that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls be
Support Ribbons
I have made a universal support ribbon flash. Rip it or copy and save it if you like...
Today Is The Most Hardest Day Of My Entire Lifetime :(
My best friend... My companion... My family member... My playmate... My Dog... Just passed away last night, and i had to bury her today.... It was probably one of the HARDEST things i've ever had to do today... I've never cried so much in my entire life... I've never felt so much emptiness before... God Rest in Peace Nala Bear. You'll always have a place in my heart. Always! And the message in all of this, is never underestimate the power of God to giveth and taketh away. Enjoy your family, friends, anybody or anything close to you, cause you never know when you will get it taken away from you :(. God Bless Nala, who's running around in doggy heaven, no more pain, no more hurt, no more disease, YOUR IN A GOOD PLACE NOW...and i can't wait to see you again for more licks on the face hehehe. R.I.P. 4/22/2007 and God Bless all my Cherry Tap Friends!
23rd April 2007
Do Something For Autism
By going to the web site and watching this Five for Fighting video (of a great song) you will help donate 43cents to autism research. So, feel free to go watch and do some good too.
The Doctor
I stayed home today from school again. Mom went to her doctor, but she saw my doctor too. She told him about my foot and how it hurts for me to even walk on it. So my doctor said I have to use a wheel chair for a while. I DONT WANT TO USE A WHEEL CHAIR! That is the last thing on my mind that I wanted to use. Specially since I have to use it when I go back to school. :( Well that is my day so far it sucks bad news all over.
Dating Vs. Marriage
When you are dating.....Farting is never an issue When you are married....You make sure there's nothing flammable near your all times. When you are dating.....He takes you out to have a good time When you are married....He brings home a 6 pack, and says "What are you going to drink?" When you are dating.....He holds your hand in public When you are married....He flicks your ear in public When you are dating.....A Single bed for 2 isn't THAT bad When you are married....A King size bed feels like an army cot When you are dating.....You are turned on at the sight of him naked When you are married....You think to yourself...."Was he ALWAYS this hairy????" When you are dating....You enjoyed foreplay When you are married...You tell him "If we have sex, will you leave me alone???" When you are dating.....He hugs you, when he walks by you... for no reason When you are married....He grabs your boob any chance he gets When you are dating.....You p
So Much Fun
IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat
i lay my life on the line everyday i walk these streets knowning the consequences of defeat i have to strapped to survive running through life having to take lives if necessary the cops won't even respond to the dispatch if my name is mentioned their to scary to mess with the kid blessed with the talents of ten men combined in one i'm the son of man the one who teaches your kids their lines and rhymes teach em how to chop lines and show em how to grind put in overtime because at the end of the day i got to go for mine get supplied with that bread lined for dope and some kind of hope that i can make it out of this living hell or if worse comes to worse disperse in a jail cell or parish to the confinements of my own mind
A Silly Story 4rm A Silly S'1
A man woke up every morning and passed gas. After about eight or nine years of marriage, his wife finally said, if you fart any more, you'll fart your guts out. Being a butcher, the wife decided to put pig scraps in his pants so he would wake up, and not do it anymore. She put the scraps in his pants that night. He woke up in the morning and went across the hall to the bathroom. Two long hours later, he came out and stated, honey, you were right about me farting my guts out BUT WITH THE GRACE OF THE DEAR LORD AND THESE TWO FINGERS. I GOT THEM BACK IN THERE.
Update On Doctors
Well I went to my doctors appt. today and he gave me a cast. It's a white one. I wanted pink, LOL! O well... So I go back to school on Friday, because the wheel chair people forgot the legs to the wheel chair. LOL! Ditzy people... Anyway's this will be tons of fun. Wish me luck... LOL!
Sightless eyes open into darkness.Choir singing in the church room above.I try to scream for help,but no one can hear me over the organ player.Fighting against the rope that binds my wrists above my head.I can feel the panic turning my stomach.What is that noise? I look around trying to see through the dark.I am not alone.A silent scream rips out as a torch is lit.Way too close to my face.I can feel the flames licking my cheeks.Terror grips me.I try to pull away from my attacker.Away from the face so many children love.The white face with the blue eye makeup.The blood red lips snarling at me.I look away from the pure evil I see in it's eyes.Mirrors reflect the darkened room and the flame from the torch multiplied a thousand times.Along the floor I can see...what is that? Children? No,not children.The light catches a figure just enough that I can see the lifeless eyes and painted smiles of the dolls mocking me.I flinch as a cold dampened hand touches my cheek.A sadistic smile curving hi
Dear Penis
Down Raters
Fuck Down are fucking retards...why would you go onto someones page rate a person a ten only to go back for some reason or another to re rate them as something lower...great you get a reaction..but you are idiots..if you are going to rate a persons shit as a 10..leave it..the only person you are going to fuck up in the end is your self when everyone gets a bulletin from their friends and family that has your pic showing you as a down rater and all of a sudden you have no one visiting your page..Get a life and have some respect
Early Morning- 11-2007
I woke up with a start this morning, no good morning, no Hello's, just the sound of two children out of control. A three year old with a mind of his own, whose words dig deeper, it's like a sinking stone, this thing, my heart. It's breaking each day, as I watch my grip on reality break away. The chill in the air, makes my body shiver, My mind is on what I have to deliver. A job, a home, a life that's so good. So I can prove to myself, what is right. I watch as they play, as they wrestle and fight. I hear the crying, the bitching, the lowdown, no good skeeming And I wonder, where do I belong? My heart it is bitter, My mind is raging made. It's like wild waters, breaking from the land. Disturbed, I feel as my heart beats this beat. The constant tears, they don't seem to peak. It's a mountain I climb each day of my life. From early morning, to late at night. When will it be my turn to dance? To Stand and Deliver, t
A Father's Story
So often we hear of what the mother goes through when parents split. Too often the father is labled a deadbeat loser. Or worthless because he has issues spending time with the kids. So hear is my story. Warning, if you are a feminist or a 'know-it-all' that doesn't have a scrotum and been there, you really will not understand. I'm a father of four. With three different mothers, infer what you will from that I'm easy, sleep around...or door #3 I make piss-poor choices in women. I was blessed with 4 boys. 11,7,3 & 2. At least I don't have to worry about dating as much as I would have to if I had a daughter...sexist...maybe. When father lose their kids....for whateer reason they lose a part of themselves. For men, who are used to being in control, either in their own lives or in relationships, something like this can be as deadly as a bullet. Kids, especially sons are a very serious part of a Father's life. They represent a chance....a chance to correct mistakes made (e
Im Proud..not Racist
Im Proud..Not Racist White people can be called "redneck" ,"hillbilly", "slaker" , "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when its said you're a coon,jiggaboo, Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call whites racists. -Its said that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -There is the United Negro College Fund. --There is Martin Luther King Day. --There is Black History Month. --There is Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If there was WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If there was a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If there was a white history month... we'd be racist. -If there was an organization for only whites to "advance" their lives... they would be racist.
Yahoo And Aim
Hey if anybody wants to chat with me hit me up on yahoo at Or aim at hopes to hear from you soon.
The Show About That Slime Mold Who Calls Himself A Preacher.
Okay, the show on Fred Phelps didn't get anywhere near the amount of info out that I thought I would, but I absolutely REFUSE to spend any more time on that pig. I'll post on next weeks show when I think of a topic. 2D
Lindasbigconnections Events
Wisconsin and Chicagolands Hottest BBW and BHM Social Club!! Check us out on the web at April........... Saturday, April 28th, 2007 - Milwaukee's Spring BBW Dance - MILWAUKEE LOCATION May........... Saturday, May 12th, 2007 - Saturday Night Dance - Birthday Night - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION May 25th - 27th, 2007 - Spring Fever Weekend - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION June........... Saturday, June 9th, 2007 - Saturday Night Dance - Birthday Night - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION July............ Saturday, July 7th, 2007 - Saturday Night Dance - Birthday Night - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION Saturday, July 28th, 2007 - Milwaukee's BBW Summer Sizzle Dance - MILWAUKEE LOCATION August......... Saturday, August 11th, 2007 - Saturday Night Dance - Birthday Night - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION August 31st - September 2nd, 2007 - Wet & Wild Weekend - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION September...... August 31st - September 2nd, 2007 -
The Blood Thirst, Wanna Meet People
What Victoria Secret Angel Am I?
You Are Most Like Gisele Bundchen Slightly exotic and perfectly gorgeous Which Victoria's Secret Angel Are You?
Gotta Love Health Issues!
Well, I had 3 1/2 days in the hospital with a blood clot in my left leg. It appears it is part of what happens in my occupation as a driver. Soooo. the doc says off work until HE releases me from his care. Life is a bitch at times and health is just part of the bullshit arena we liv in everyday. There ya go, Cherries ... Im okay but hate sitting on my ass until the doc approves my release ... gotta fucking love it! But, we need to deal with issues like this and others ... suck it up and work it out, I say. We have today and that is ll we have to deal with ... 24 hours is the waking and sleeping time. Dig down, stand tall and be solid!!! Celtic
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My Grandma Part 12
Well here is an update of what is going on.. Well mom came in my room ask me if I was a wake and I said yes, well she told me that if I was still want to go to walmart to get dress.. So I got dress and put my flip flops on and grab my pruse.. I went in there where the computer is and grandma is right there.. She was talking to mom and wanting her to move back in the house so she can help her out.. Well mom told grandma that she is going to the house to get Ashley that is my sister that she wants to go to the store or walmart.. I went over my moms house and my aunt lisa was cooking out and we was eating.. All of a sound (if that is how you spell it not for sure did what I can) My cell phone started to ring and it was my aunt april telling us to come home right now it is grandma.. So I gave the phone to my mom and we was freaking out don't know what is going on.. So we run to the car and got in it and went out of the drive way bad out of hell.. We was speeding down the road trying to mak
Deadly Immunity
When a study revealed that mercury in childhood vaccines may have caused autism in thousands of kids, the government rushed to conceal the data -- and to prevent parents from suing drug companies for their role in the epidemic. | June 16, 2005 By Robert F. Kennedy Jr. In June 2000, a group of top government scientists and health officials gathered for a meeting at the isolated Simpsonwood conference center in Norcross, Ga. Convened by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, the meeting was held at this Methodist retreat center, nestled in wooded farmland next to the Chattahoochee River, to ensure complete secrecy. The agency had issued no public announcement of the session -- only private invitations to 52 attendees. There were high-level officials from the CDC and the Food and Drug Administration, the top vaccine specialist from the World Health Organization in Geneva, and representatives of every major vaccine manufacturer, including GlaxoSmithKline, Merck, W
My Song.
I walk this trampled terrain like a soldier who has lost his footing a dreamer whom has lost her faith A seer who sadly see's no visions an actor whom has lost his face. Broken by the hand which guides me trampled by the words which lead I find that only I know truth and from the other lie's I'm freed. Head held high I walk among you stones thrown crooked do not bleed I stand strong with broken vision Within myself is all I need. I will not fall to grasping hands I will not fail what I find true and though without the other comforts my stolid steps shall lead to you. My passion burns my inner fire this darkness treads on enemy ground for my beliefs are truer, higher and this heart inside is sound. My way is long through harrowing path my feet weep blood, my marrow aches but home I see you calling me You are the one thing they can't take Though vision blurs and mind it tires If I need I'll crawl my pride and head held high, lit with this light I sh
Jewelerwanted - Phoenix Area (re-post)
GOLDHOLES is expanding and in need of a jeweler to craft our product in the Phoenix area. Does not have to interfere with current work status. Must be able to design and craft GOLDHOLES quality body jewelry in gold and platinum. Contact us here thru CherryTap or at
To My Asshole Grandparents,who Never Gave A Damn About Me...
How can you do the best with what you have, when you have nothing? How is nothing something, when you have nothing inside? I'll give you a piece of my mind I'll pour myself a glass of wine I'll let you keep wasting your own time I'll let you go ahead and keep talking This is when I start walking maybe,its just hopeless,hoping you'll come around This is me blocking out the sound, of your big mouths, Keep Talking... I wont hear you I can't listen to this can you read the words off my lips??? You can't make something out of nothing, You can't touch and reach for something thats not here. I waited half my life, for grandparents like you to love but, you never came around and I dont need u no more. I can't cry anymore when you hurt me I dont care about you, you let me down Everytime. And i've been wasting my Life, my heart, and now i'm living it apart from you.
Excerpts I Stole From Jess' Blogs Hahaha
"Kitteh! I am shooooo...mad that I'm still smiling...GAH! ^^" hahaha that was a great day :) "Weeks til Colorado- 3 or 4...we really need to figure that out ...>>;" that never happened....but we are supposedly going there this summer...i really want to see this place because I know I have already decided after school I am gettin the FUCK up outta VA, quick and in a hurry. "I just wish that I could have seen Tool *sigh* maybe they'll come back and tour down here...." 2 hookers and an 8ball!!! listenin to MSI....anyway.....that happened and it was the best concert ever...the pigeons outside hahaha :) good timez "YAYAYAYAYAYAYA DEFTONES!! ^^" crazy silly girl on caffeine.... :) itz alwayz fun when Jess is hyper "I hope I passed math...Gawd. I love my life." I remember I used to hangout with her until the bell rang because my photography teacher didn't care. haha that was such an awesome class i lterally didnt do anything and passed with a
Abc's Of Me...
A-B-C's of Me A - Available: Maybe...who wants to know - Age: 33 - Annoyance: Tim Hortons screwing up my tea!! B - Best Friend: Spazz, Deandra, Jenny poodle and Tim - Beer: please - Birthday: Feb.20th C - Crush: Shhh, its a secret - Car: Ford Escort Sport, red with a snazzy spoiler. Lol - Candy: Swedish Berries D - Day or night: Night - Dream Car: A hummer E - Easiest person to talk to: My mommy - Eggs: Fried with cheese in a bagel F - Favorite Month: October - Favorite Memory: Besides my kids births...too many to mention G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: neither, ew...slimey - Giver or taker: Always the giver H - Hair Color: Dark brown - Height: 5'6" - Happy: Always I - Ice Cream: Butterscoth ripple(see the 10 other surveys) lol - Instrument: Whats these instrument things you speak of? J - Jewellery: Rings, toe rings, earrings, necklace - Job: Interior Decorator K - Kids: Proud mommy - Kickboxing or karate: Neither.
Oh Brother, Where Art Thou?
Our hero arrived in the small town of Cookeville late in the afternoon. Many things changed since the last time he was here. More stores, less trees. Typical expansion as a town suffers the growing pains as the population increases. First stop was the domicile of the wicked witch from days past who had shackled Cotton in her two stories of terror for a spell. It would seem she could not easily rid herself of our hero for he kept popping back in when she least expected it. The visit was quite cordial though. Long had it been since her separation with the man who wore a clamshell for a hairdo. Needless to say, luke warm embraces, and false smiles laced with slight contempt were exchanged. Our hero was not here for the ones who resided on the hilltop home though. He had come to see his sibling. Information was garnered later that evening of his whereabouts. So off to meet his brother he went, leaving the smoke and mirrors of days past...
Steam And Some Sugar
We have all had one of those unrequited loves, right? Well mine just so happens to be with chocolate and my bug and boo. (Bug, if you can read this - you owe me five bucks you nosey cheapskate.
What Do I Mean To You.
When you love someone, you know this.. Am I right. You just know. Its inside of you every minute of every day. You think about that person all the time and you want to spend all of your time with that person but not in a smothering way, you still need to have your own lives as well, but also a life together. You care for that person, you want to take care of that person. Its a deep seeded feeling. Well what does a committement mean to you then. Does it mean, a future, a bond, a step forward, monagamy. What does it mean. It means those things to me and more yet, you dont know. How does a person not know if they want to committ. How long does it take in a relationship before you know how you feel about that person. Can you tell a person you love them but are not in love with them and if so, what does that mean. You like them more than a friend, yet less than a partner ? What does it mean to you.. I cant wait forever. Even for love.
A Dilemma
A dilemma... I'm cold. Seriously, I know, that is so strange for me. According to, it's 51 degrees out, and that's like my ideal temperature-- actually, I love it when it's under 62 or so-- and I have the windows open and a nice cool breeze is wafting in the apartment. But I haven't been really feeling well the past few days, and I think that's contributing to me feeling cold. So I'm sitting her in my chair, laptop on the stand at my side, sipping tea, and my cat has plopped herself down on my lap and gone to sleep. Which is really nice, the cat's all warm, and it's helping me feel a lot warmer, but the only thing is-- --I'm out of tea. So now I have to decide if I should get up, wake the cat, and make some more, or enjoy her sleeping as she is and go without more tea. It's not entirely a dilemma I mind having, however.
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Make Me Laugh Or Make Urself Laugh......
One of my very embarrassing moments, and believe me I could write a book. It was a night out with a mate I hadnít seen for a long time. We were both young free and single and getting lots of wanted attention from guys all night. The night was coming to an end and we had, had lots of fun. I noticed a cute guy watching me that caught my eye earlier in the night, I smiled and he came towards me to and started talking to me. While I was talking away I started getting stomach cramps and feeling light headed. I excused myself and made a sharp exit for the ladies. My tummy was in a bad way I must have eaten something rotten earlier on in the day. I must have been on the toilet for 10 mins before it passed. I made my way back to the dance floor where my friend was and the guy I had to rudely leave. I looked at my friend and asked Ďare you ready to leaveí she replied Ďyesí I continued to exchange numbers with the cute guy. Suddenly while I was talking a spout of wind arouse a
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Are You Pychic
There are two ways that your ESP can be determined; Tickle's ESP Test uses them both. The first way Tickle tests psychic ability is by objective analysis. It's called "objective" because objective questions have a right answer to them. For instance, the question, "One of Tickle's employees has a dog. What is its name?" is an objective question. There is only one right answer to it. On an ESP test, one potential downside of objective questions is that they can sometimes be biased. You might be drawn to give one answer over another based on your own personal experiences or by taking an educated guess. However, even with this bias, an objective score still acts as a good measure of how psychic you're likely to be. If you had no psychic ability at all, you'd theoretically have answered about 6 of the 27 objective questions right. Instead, Tickle found that you answered 10 of them right. This means that you got more of them correct than what would be expected by chance, which indicates t
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Last Two Nights.
Alright. As that the person that was going to help me try and figure out my dreams is not around.. I shall right them on here. Maybe someone can tell me what they think they mean. Obviously these are not the whole dreams since I can't remember all of that... just the parts that really seemed to stick. 2 nights ago was the worst dream... well sort of I guess. Last nights was disturbing but in a different sort of way. The first dream... I was in a car with a guy. There was a mass murderer on the loose.. think a Jason type.. but with a machine gun. I was dressed in a frilly white dress like Madonna from the 80's. I was scared shitless and for some reason happened to have red paint in the car. I poured the red paint over my white dress in hopes that the killer would think he'd already gotten me and I was dead. Didn't work. Out of nowhere the car started getting shot up and I was hit numerous times very quickly in the chest area and stomach by bullets. At first I didn't thin
A lifetime of sharing, a world is left unshared A thousand comforting touches Just to show that you cared Wasted moments, wasted time One lifetime, this lifetime To live in one moment, to remain in a thought To caress in the silence in which it was caught All the things we could say All the things we could do If the world was just me and you And we could have it all our way Decisions and choices are all that we have As we stumble and fall along this life's path So into my treasure trove, into Pandora's box Forever to be sealed, forever held by locks Until those mad mad moonlit nights When thought and reason do take flight And dreams and hopes come alive Old ghosts and memories are revived. kenny this is us and what we have been threw only u and i can change this
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My Horoscope
You're in such a big hurry to get everything done. The stars, however, say there's no point in getting all flustered when you know where the final destination is. Remind yourself that patience is a virtue, and slow down.
Rude People
im not the most polished person in the fuckin world .i dont wear suits ties and i curse alot so fuckin what.i have the time and visit peoples pages and they dont have the time or energy to say anything i suppose thats means "FUCK OFF".i may not like some or hate there page music ect,least i have the balls to send a remark or message wonder i fuckin hate people ..
Travelling Man
i am semi out of contact for a bit i am in florida due to a very sick relative i will be back as soon as i can be. if you see me on here or on yahoo i would love to chat. the mood here is very low

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